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velvetjune · 4 months ago
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I have changed, though it's hard to know how or why. I no longer need tools to detect the House's veins, to hear it breathe. I can feel its blood churning beneath my bare feet.
— Theordore Ash Jr. | Control
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lostinthewoodsomewhere · 9 months ago
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The urge to replay Control... she grows stronger everyday...
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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months ago
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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alphawave-writes · 2 months ago
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Excerpt for Chapter 3 of Resurrection Tango
It’s gotten to the point I need to add translator’s notes directly now.
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howelljenkins · 1 year ago
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i think my avoidant attachment style might be the death of me actually
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raisinchallah · 6 months ago
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really tragic there was a whole complex fan project to make a xena themed cookbook that while totally insane is completely lacking in two vital xena cookbook concepts which is one a hippie friendly sprouted seeds and nut bread edible for those so insane and health minded they would never let a brownie touch their lips and also as tribute to gabrielle eating the drugged nut bread that makes u gayer in altared states and then a drink that can be served with or without alcohol thats like a mix of every single juice you have in your cupboard called xenas juices subheading can we cook with your juices ok bows and scurries away
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echidnana · 6 months ago
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obviously sucks that jerma's having health issues and we wish him the best but also him coming back after not streaming for nearly two months and going on genuinely unhinged rants is so fucking funny. why did he do the singing bit for so long. why did he talk about mario becoming a greek god for so long. every time he laughed he sounded like he was genuinely in pain
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redsasexualdisaster · 7 days ago
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ohhhhh i hate restless leg syndrome its such a specific kind of annoyance to have 😖
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velvetjune · 7 months ago
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I didn’t notice this before in the Control AWE dlc but I love that there’s a stack of cans (Ahma beer!) in the Bright Falls room like the random ones in the first game
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erotomox · 4 months ago
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anyway if you gave mox a nicotine patch and some chewlery you could probably get him to stop smoking
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they-call-me-hippie · 4 months ago
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Look at how good I am at gift wrapping
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alphawave-writes · 1 year ago
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Chapter 5 of Kill your Darlings | Dr Casper Darling x Tom Zane
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Casper dives headfirst into the films Tom has created during his time in the Dark Place and learns some uncomfortable truths about the previous Toms that have gone through the spiral.
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girltakovic · 8 months ago
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aren't we tired. aren't we all tired
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ratcandy · 1 year ago
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after my chem final today I'm going to finish fwct chapter 2 that's what I'm gonna do oh yeah not going to regret saying this when I come out of the exam haggard and stumbling without will to do anything
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ishikawayukis · 1 year ago
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guess whoooooooooooo is the fucking idiot that checked the "yes i wore them" mark when i just tried on some shoes and now i can't return them
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hexjulia · 2 years ago
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listening to a podcast about the histor of qatar while doing something and realising i knew absolutely nothing about the country beyond the human rights abuses etc. 🫣 like did i know the portugese were there and were ousted by the dutch and british? You'd think so as i live in the netherlands and history education might sometimes be lacking but the VOC usually gets its time in the spotlight. Or about the Ottoman empire time, or about its relations wth the Saudis. But no. No idea. Also had no idea it was rich from pearlfishing before the oil. I may be stupid.👍
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