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Honestly my big problem with all the sex work subscription services isnt the 20% they take. (That commission is worth the service they provide hosting and managing payments imo)

Its always the damned tos! They always ban cnc, outdoor, hypnosis, etc. I understand its hard to moderate if something happening is actually legal...but they also always ban piss, scat, and blood, including menstrual blood. Which, I don't have any interest in creating...but its clear the policies are based on purintan ideas of disgust and not about safety.

So im toying with the idea of creating my own subscription service site so I can just freely post the realistic cnc, drugging and hypnosis shit that I'm actually passionate about.

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I have a thing to get to but had to get this out real quick

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no talk him angy

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house rules, by rachel sontag

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Jay White became the IWGP World Heavyweight Champion and the first thing he did was go to the kids toy aisle at Target

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Wrestling as an allegory for queer desire, as told through Richard Siken

A Primer for the Weird, Soft Loves//Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out//The Torn Up Road//The Torn Up Road//Wishbone

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Something happens to me when I feel your heartbeat stop

An Unhealthy Obsession - The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra//Cannibal - Jònsi and Elizabeth Fraser//Can't Get You Out of My Head - Johnny Goth//Closer - Nine Inch Nails//Flesh N Blood - Extreme//Happy Together - Slothrust//Hello, I Love you - The Doors//Hit Me Right - Johnny Goth//Howl - Florence + the Machine//I Want You to Want Me - Cheap Trick//I Will Possess Your Heart - Death Cab for Cutie//It's No Good - Depeche Mode//Lover's Day - TV on the Radio//Obsession - Animotion//Oh Ana - Mother Mother//Paparazzi - Lady Gaga//Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge//The Red Means I Love You - Madds Buckley//The Sinister Craving - Six Feet Under//Turn Around, Look at Me - The Vogues//We Belong Together - Ritchie Valentine//XO - Fall Out Boy//You Belong to Me - Patience and Prudence

(Redo of my original web weave for The Red Means I Love You)

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u are so cool ! the coolest ! hope you are well

omg thank you! you're cool too! im doing really good :3 I hope you're doing good too!

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citrus is notable among fruits for having a 3d taste. if you add citrus flavour to something, you add a bit of geometry to it

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"i'm your older brother, jer. i better turn around to you laying on your back. just give up so i can count 1 2 3 and i dont have to hurt you."

@/winchesterwhorehouse, no surrender 2010, @/filmnoirsbian, victory road 2011, nathaniel orion, impact 12.09.10, @/chansgender, unknown date roh, marie howe, impact 03.28.11, dante émile, sophocles

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affirmations

i am a complex organism brutally engineered by uncaring forces of nature

i am a product of billions of years and trillions of deaths

i am building a machine greater than myself

i am able to make phone calls and appointments

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there's definitely a certain strain of discourse that wants to make oppression and suffering central to the trans identity--ironically in a way basically isomorphic to how radfems want to make it central to the idea of the identity of women--and i think that's. uh. bad. look. i'm not a big "joiner," i don't have an expansive identity that makes me feel an immediate kinship with people with whom i share certain adjectives in common, nor in the sense that i think the idea of a coherent trans, or lgbt, or any other group of millions of people is a "community," and labels which i might use to describe myself in a way to make people quickly grok my Whole Deal are not, to me, personally compelling as identities. but i get why to some people they are, i am basically sympathetic to that psychological orientation, and if that's you, that's cool--i just don't think making "everybody secretly hates me and is out to destroy me" an important part of your self-conception is good, correct, or useful. it's not good because i think it's going to cause you suffering, it's not correct because it's almost certainly empirically untrue (the vast majority of people on this earth are benignly neutral toward you, in that they don't know who you are but probably would want you to flourish in the same sense most people would want the millions of people they do not personally to be doing well), and it's not useful because it will not help you achieve any of your goals in life, and will probably in fact substantially hinder them.

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im not even that active on main anymore but you guys dont understand how much of a full time job wrestling is. you can literally sit down and watch 8hrs of wrestling and still have more stuff that happened yesterday and know that more is coming tonight. my soul will never know peace

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Are you normal or do you spend hours watching clips of wrestlers so you get their personality and vibes right when writing?