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missjackil · 5 years ago

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I see there's a bit of a fuss over the TV Guide cover. What do you think? Personally I'd prefer the focus always remain on the show's two mainstays - and let's be clear, that's Sam and Dean, cuz I know someone reading this will go "but Cas" - yet people are trashing Dabb (again/still) and disregarding the awesome stuff we've had these past few seasons. Maybe I'm a philistine, but I've never seen this "terrible, horrible, no good very bad show" folks are on about. Care to enlighten me?

Hiya nonnie!! Yeah, people enjoy bitching evidently. I too want the focus to be on Sam and Dean but Im not offended by the SDCC TV Guide cover, it IS the last season and the only SDCC Alex has been, or will be at and he’s been a big part of the show since s13.

People here have been acting like the bros have never shared ad space with anyone until now, but Cas has infiltrated posters and merc since s8 and Crowley did too since S9, its hard to find any merc between s9 and 12 that didnt have all 4 of them on it.

Theres no reason on God’s green earth to hate on Dabb. He literally killed Destiew, he took the brothers from fighting and trying to leave each other for 11 years to working out their arguments and fighting to keep each other alive! If people want that Kripke relationship that had Dean supporting Sam in being possessed by Satan and throwing himself into Hell for eternity, over Sam refusing to allow Dean to throw himself into the ocean with Michael to save the world, then they can have it. That’s not any deep abiding love Ive ever heard of. Damn I wouldnt let my worst enemy take in Lucifer and throw themselves into Hell, let alone someone Im suppose to love.

Im more than convinced most of these people havent watched a full episode in years. Maybe some turn the TV on, but theyre watching Twitter and Tumblr and not the show apparently. Thinking they get the “important parts” from live bloggers and gif sets. Theyre not.

As for s15, Im confident that its going to be great. Why?? Because TPTB INVITED,,, let me say that louder for whiners in the back INVITED J2 (not Dmitri and Alex) to come out and give their input. If they werent interested in what they want, and interested in giving it to them, they wouldnt have INVITED them out.

Am I bitter? Yes, yes I am... these assholes bullied J2 into wrapping it up because they dont know how to change the fucking channel! Now, those of us who love these guys, only have 20 more episodes and thats all. The writers these entitled little shits complain about are all gonna have much better jobs this time next year, and J2 will just be around for a few cons and thats it. Quite the accomplishment huh? I bet they cant wait to sit around with their grandkids and tell them how they helped get rid of a TV show that millions enjoyed, and the 2 nicest men in Hollywood put their hearts and souls into for 15 years, because they hate the fact that the stars arent chasing Wendigos anymore. To quote Dean Winchester “Ah the internet, where everyone can be a dick”

Ask Miss Jacki Day 9

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movies-books-and-stuff-blog · 7 years ago

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Review: A Quiet Place

A Quiet Place has been in theatres for two weeks now and is still claiming its place at the top of the box office.

Starring John Krasinski, Emily Blunt, Millicent Simmonds and Noah Jupe. Directed by John Krasinski. 14A.

Set in a post-apocalyptic world, A Quiet Place follows a husband (John Krasinski) and wife (Emily Blunt) who will stop at nothing to protect their children (Millicent Simmonds and Noah Jupe) from what lurks in the shadows.

Unearthly visitors that rely solely on sound have attacked earth, nearly wiping out the entire human race. Those who did survive must abide by one simple rule; always remain quiet.

As the family strives to live in silence, each day that passes becomes increasingly difficult, and the audience quickly becomes aware of the dangers of making a sound.

This suspenseful film leaves you completely on the edge of your seat, restlessly awaiting the next noise that will halt the quiet.

Silence says so much

The use of silence in A Quiet Place creates this uneasily eerie atmosphere where even the slightest noise will attract these terrifying creatures.

The family has so efficiently adapted to silence, relying almost exclusively on sign language to communicate.

This film also uses other clever means to communicate, especially to the audience, including newspaper clippings and the characters’ own notes to provide critical insight that helps develop suspense and further the storyline.

The silence in this film communicates so much, far more than dialogue ever could. In fact, so much so that even the viewer is afraid to make any noise while watching.

It is so much more than a horror film

John Krasinski, most known for playing Jim Halpert on The Office, co-wrote, directed and starred in the film. Although John Krasinski has directed many episodes of The Office, this is the first feature-length horror film that he has directed on his own.

Krasinski blew this film out of the park. The cinematography is outstanding, and his ability to tell this story so effectively without the use of dialogue was incredible.

Every shot is packed with subtle cues that help establish the setting, the tight-knit bond of this family, and the overall situation.

Although this film falls into the horror genre, it is so much more than that. This is truly a film about family and how far parents will go to protect their children.

Originally Krasinski’s real-life wife, Emily Blunt, had suggested other actresses to play the role of Krasinski’s wife in this film. But after reading the script, she knew she had to play the role.

Along with learning lines, the whole cast learned sign language for this film, which made the film that much more authentic and impacting.

Millicent Simmonds, the actress who plays Krasinski and Blunt’s daughter, is actually deaf in real life.

It is almost refreshing to see a deaf actress get the part and deliver an outstanding performance that is so pure and raw.

Krasinski had no second-thought when casting her. “It was non-negotiable for me to cast a deaf actress,” says Krasinski.

“I needed a guide. I needed someone to walk me through what it was like to be the only deaf one in a hearing family.”

Krasinski went on to praise Simmonds saying, “she was so amazing to have on set.”

Simmonds role provides a truly unique angle in the film, especially through the use of minimal sound, that allows the audience to experience this horrifying world from her silent perspective.

This film, alongside other films that made it big this year, including Guillermo Del Toro’s The Shape of Water, that was filmed in Toronto, and won Best Picture at the Oscars, were monumental in paving the way for diversity, as well as including a community that is so often left out of Hollywood pictures.

Overall, the film is definitely worth the watch. It is not your typical horror film, and to be frank, that’s definitely a good thing!

Rating:

9 out of 10

Watch the Trailer Below!

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cupidsbower · 7 years ago

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Alive and burning brighter

Supernatural 13x09 “The Bad Place,” and 13x10 “Wayward Sisters.”

Wayward daughters, here we come!!!

The Bad Place

The title of this episode is interesting because there’s more than one way to read it, as with so much of this season. “The Good Place” is a TV show, which has a central twist [spoiler] of actually being an experiment in Hell, where people think they’ve been sent to Heaven by mistake, only to realise they’re really damned after all. So the Good Place is really the Bad Place. What does that mean for Supernatural? Is the title meant to be ironic or straight? Is the Bad Place Kia’s dream-walking destination, or is it something else? Is it an inversion -- a place people think is bad, but is actually good? The Earth of the Supernatural ‘verse has always seemed a place of horrors, until we contrast it with Mordor, or Purgatory, or Kia’s Bad Place. Of course, there’s also a horror novel by Dean Koontz called The Bad Place about a guy who wants a normal life but keeps getting dragged into a life of supernatural horror by his inbred family. On point.

This episode overtly sets things up for the Wayward Sisters ep to follow, but it still has some interesting things to say about our core story threads of how to be a good father, Dean’s wonky moral radar, and people having heard of hunting and/or Sam and Dean.

James continues to be a terrible father. He’s loving and decent, but doesn’t trust Patience enough to start being her own person and making her own choices. It’s no wonder she leaves. That’s not a tenable place to be if she actually wants to grow and have her own life. I hope James will get his head out of his ass and realise that. It would be nice to have him in Wayward Daughters as an ongoing supporting character, especially if we get to see the relationship become more healthy. That’s not something depicted enough, so it would be refreshing.

The writers continue to do the bait and switch with Jack, and it’s working because I can’t decide if it’s going to pay off with him actually doing something terrible when no-one expects it or if they are just using it for tension. I’m leaning towards tension, but I won’t be surprised if he ends up killing Lucifer down the track. Patricide, you know, would fit in with this season’s themes pretty well.

Dean’s moral radar continues to be all over the place. He still thinks Jack could be a monster, and that he’s going to go looking for Lucifer. That says at least as much about Dean and his own daddy issues as it possibly could about Jack. Assuming for a moment that I’m wrong and Dean moral radar is actually fine, perhaps it’s wonky for Jack because Jack is still forming his moral character and could go either way. I’d be tempted to go with this idea, because it’s interesting, except then we got the moment Dean decides to threaten Kia with a gun and force her to help them, falling right back into the old habits of making bad choices when family is on the line. That was more than a dick move, it was a monstrous one. The ends don’t justify the means, and he was plain wrong and cruel. I find Dean’s choice here even more interesting than the possibility that Jack is morally unformed. We’ve already seen this season that Dean’s emotional support system has shifted, and is much more reliant on Castiel now, and I’m wondering if the moral wonkiness we’re seeing is because he hasn’t really found his balance yet. Is he awkwardly straddled between needing his birth family for emotional support, and creating his own more adult connections? He’s so terrible at actually talking to Castiel about anything to do with emotions, so I find this an entirely believable reading.

We also have another instance of people thinking they know about the Winchesters. The angels kidnap Kia specifically as bait:

Kaia: Your plan? It sucks. They won't come for me. Female Angel: What do you mean? Kaia: I mean, you picked the wrong bait. I'm not the kind of girl folks come for. In this world, I don't even rank a milk carton. No one is gonna come for me. I'm not white, rich, blonde. No one's gonna fight for me. I don't matter. Female Angel: Of course you don't matter. But they think you do. They'll show. And when they do, we'll kill them and take the boy. (x)

I actually thought the dialogue in this scene was really clunky. It was like Berens had to shoe-horn stuff in, and used bad exposition to do it. It was really jarring compared to the rest of the episode. But putting that aside, the angels take on the Winchesters is that they will try to save anyone human, but also that it will be easy to kill them and take what they want.

Frankly, I’m living for this theme. For ages, I’ve wanted the text to explore what other characters know or think they know about the Winchesters, and it’s now quite clear this is a major arc this season. Anyway, Housemate and I were talking about this, and we were wondering why everyone (except Crowley) always underestimates the Winchesters. I made the following case:

When they are at their most deadly, no-one survives to tell the tale; or else it happens in a place where stories aren’t likely to end up with the Earth-bound monsters -- like Dean’s stint in Purgatory.

Those who do survive the Winchesters to tell the tale are often around when things go wrong, and Sam and Dean act like bumbling idiots. The scene in 13x12 is an example of this. The witches easily enspell Dean, and get away (temporarily) because Sam and Dean are rolling around on the ground fighting each other. Let’s be real, most of the pleasure in watching that scene was in Jared and Jensen pulling faces and being ridiculous. If the witches were to tell anyone about it at this point, it would be all, “Pfft, they aren’t all that.” I suspect a lot of the monster gossip about the Winchesters comes from those moments, and paints them as half-assed -- yes, they are hunters so sensible monsters steer clear, but they kill things by luck a bunch of the time, so the gossip goes. A hard-ass monster wouldn’t be that worried, based on the stories.

There must also be something in the gossip about the Winchesters being bleeding hearts who make stupid sentimental decisions -- mostly focused on saving people, and that always includes Humans, but can include monsters too if they are law-abiding. Hence the witch going to them for help, and these angels taking Kia as bait.

This really fascinates me, and I hope we actually get to see some of the gossip happening in an episode down the track. Even better if it’s played off against Sam and Dean at their most competent and deadly, so that the chasm between the stories and the reality is obvious.

There were two other things I particularly loved about this episode: The angels attacking the wards as a group. So cool. And that Dean and Sam ended up in a giant monster footprint. Housemate and I both screeched “Dinosaur World!!!” at the same time.

This season really is giving me all the things I want. :)

Wayward Sisters

*happysigh* We have all been waiting for this episode for ages, right? And it didn’t disappoint. The showrunners put some real care into this, from writing, performances, and direction, down to giving the ep prime place as the mid-season finale, as it deserved.

I wonder if “I Am the Fire” will be the show’s anthem in the same way that “Carry on My Wayward Son” is for Supernatural. Good choice if so.

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Halestorm, I Am the Fire

There was something viscerally satisfying about seeing all these women on the screen together. I love them all. I love that Claire is being set up as the lead, the kick-ass Hunter with a chip on her shoulder. God, her opening scene was fantastic! Mr Werewolf. Hahahaha. She’s going to be great. I love that Jody and Donna are there as role models and protectors, and Donna’s smiling face is a treasure. I love that Alex and Patience have completely different skill sets from hunting but still have a place. I love the female energy.

I also really liked Kaia, and as always have mixed feelings about her fridging. The show really has learned, because here we have a fridging that is not a fridging. I’m still not happy with it, because the larger cultural trope of killing off the women of colour is still a thing, so it bothers we whenever it happens. But Supernatural at least seem to be trying hard to include more diversity, and to be fair to the writers, that presents a real problem given the genre and death count on the show. This new method they’re trying -- fridging some characters of colour as needed for the story, but making sure there are other characters who survive from the same demographic, is definitely a step forward. I’m never going to be 100% happy with this, as long as minorities of all kinds have a higher death count and lower representation on screen, but I will pay that Supernatural is actively trying to do better, and succeeding for the most part. As fridgings go, this was effective in deepening Claire’s characterisation in a way that should play out really well in the new show, especially with the New Kaia in the mix.

In terms of Kaia as a character, I’m sad they killed her because I liked her, but I’m pretty optimistic we’re going to get a similar Kaia with the hooded figure. With all the set up of Morder, we know that the people in the other worlds are very like the ones here, just with a few different quirks and edges, so the Kaia who came through is likely to have most of the same characteristics as Kaia Mark 1, including the dreamwalking. I’m happy about this, as I really want Kaia as part of the Wayward team.

Apart from that, I don’t have much to say. The writing was strong, and I loved the touches, like:

JODY: They were on a hunting trip and I haven’t heard from them in a few days. It’s time to come home. (x)

If this is what the show is going to be like, I’m here for it. I’m actually more excited for it than I thought I would be, and I can’t wait for the show to start airing.

I looked up a guide to the must-watch episodes to get ready for Wayward Sisters, because I thought some of you might find it useful:

Season 5, episode 15 - “Dead Men Don’t Wear Plaid”: This episode will introduce you to Sheriff Jody for the first time and show you how she got into the supernatural life. Season 9, episode 19 - “Alex Annie Alexis Anne”: In this episode, we not only get to see Sheriff Jody in action as a hunter, but also her rescue and “adoption” of Alex. Season 10, episode 8 - “Hibbing 911”: Though this isn’t Sheriff Donna’s first episode, it is the firs. where she’s clued into the supernatural realm, and where she begins her friendship with Sheriff Jody. Season 10, episode 9 - “The Things We Left Behind”: This episode reintroduces us to Claire and shows us the troubled, solitary life she’s been leading since losing her father. Season 10, episode 20 - “Angel Heart”: Claire hunts down her mother in this episode, and ultimately loses her. While it’s tragic, the episode ends with Claire being sent to live with Jody and Alex. Season 11, episode 12 - “Don’t You Forget About Me”: If you only have time to watch one episode, watch this one. This was the first episode where we got to see some glimpses of Wayward Sisters. It is our first look at the unique hunting family Jody has created. Season 13, episode 3 - “Patience”: This episode introduces us to Patience, and gives us insight into her powers. It’s also where Jody and Patience first meet. Season 13, episode 9 - “The Bad Place”: In our first introduction to Kaia, we learn about her powerful dreamwalking abilities, as well as the lonely life she’s been leading as she’s tried to find some sort of peace from “the bad place.” It’s also the last episode to air before the backdoor pilot. (x)

I’ve actually already seen the next two eps, but will post about them separately, otherwise I’ll get too far behind.

Previously:

I never opened myself this way (13x01 and 13x02)

You say you’ve only got one life to live (13x03, 13x04, 13x05)

Let me tell you people that I found a new way (13x06, 13x07, 13x08)

#supernatural #spn meta #meta #season 13 #dean winchester #claire novak #Kaia Nieves

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tinkdw · 7 years ago

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Anna Milton

So, I’ve seen a few interesting posts recently like this one about Anna so I just wanted to throw my dimes in :)

For me absolutely Anna shows us that grace is not what makes an Angel who they are, still along the concept that who you are is not what you are, grace is an Angel’s battery, it’s not even necessarily so much a soul equivalent because with or without it she doesn't act any differently really, it’s literally what makes an Angel “go”. It also however dulls their emotions and doesn't allow them to feel quite like a Human does. It does though allow them to feel enough that some of them might feel the desire to WANT to feel those emotions and feelings... just as Anna did and just as Cas does too.

Perhaps there is something to be said for the idea that Angels have different personalities of course but also different levels of “function” of their grace in this way, just as Humans are also not all as equally guided/affected by their souls (a soulless person in Supernatural often as a rule does bad and immoral things, but even with a soul some still do and without a soul some don't like Len in season 11, so there seems to be a spectrum).

The idea of spectrum / grey areas is of course a running theme in Supernatural so I like this idea. Not all Angels are the same is another obvious theme, with Angels like Hannah, Rachel and Samandriel sort of in the middle but then Angels like Castiel, Daniel, Uriel, Zachariah, Gabriel and Balthazar at more extreme ends of the spectrum regarding morality, selfishness, their attitudes towards Humanity, other Angels, themselves and God...

It all in the end comes down to the individual, their perceptions, their choices, their desires. Though there is a stereotype which generally is more or less relevant as to who a character is depending on what they are (Demons are bad, Humans are good, Angels are soldiers), it is not always the case, especially once you get to know them for more than 5 seconds and it’s generally much more grey than at first they are depicted.

Once you get to know them many characters are far less exaggeratedly all at one end or the other, with more of a grouping along the spectrum in the middle with some flung out at each end for sure, but not everyone is as extremely adherent to the stereotype as it first appears - this is obviously a key theme of the show overall.

Regarding Anna herself, obviously I see her as a huge Cas mirror, how can we not. There’s a ton of meta on that, I won't go into it here.

But even aside from this (and building towards this too) my reading is that she does identify as Human, she wants to be Human. She wanted to be Human so badly that she cut out her own grace and was prepared to live a finite life on Earth and die as a Human once that life had been lived. She didn't have a plan to go back to Heaven once her ‘experiment’ was over, this was what he had chosen.

BUT once she remembers that she was an Angel she then accepts that in order to fight the fight to go to battle she has to take back her grace. It doesn't seem to me to be by choice, she’s not happy about it, she’s not excited or happy to get her grace back, it’s only in order to fight, it’s a tool for a purpose.

Where have we heard that before?

For me it’s emphasised that Anna needs her grace but doesn't want it:

1. NEED:

Ruby: “Anna's grace is gone. You understand? She can't angel up. She can't protect us. We can't fight Heaven and Hell. One side maybe, but not both. Not at once”. They then create their plan to get her grace back and it works.

2. WANT: Anna earlier tells Dean:

Anna: “I mean it. Every emotion, Dean, even the bad ones... It's why I fell. It's why... why I'd give anything not to have to go back. Anything.” Dean: “Feelings are overrated, if you ask me.” Anna: “Beats being an angel.” Dean: “How's that possible? You guys are powerful and perfect. You don't doubt yourselves or God or anything.” ANNA: “Perfect... Like a marble statue. Cold... no choice... only obedience.”

Then later in 4x16, the next Anna episode Cas even explains the clear difference to Dean, just after telling him that he was getting too close to Dean:

Dean: “You don't want me doing this, trust me” Cas: “WANT it? No. But I’ve been told we NEED it... I would give anything not to have you do this”.

This conversation is such a huge mirror of Anna’s conversation with Dean above, the same themes, the same words! Right before Anna shows up again, I mean it can’t be more obviously linked.

Anyway, Anna then meets with Cas who is struggling with his doubts, falling, she is tricked by Cas, who we can see regrets this, is struggling himself, is just a little slower down the road than Anna was in falling. Anna is the exposition, Cas is the one we care about.

After we have already heard him express doubts to Dean, heard Uriel say that Dean was Cas’ weakness because he likes him in Dean’s dream right after Dean’s awkward as Hell ok we might as well do it as it’s our last night no earth but I’m not particularly attracted to you sex scene with Anna (which Cas was just all over).

(Anna is taken back to Bible camp and apparently brainwashed again, though she says not. She has either then becomes a soldier of Heaven again or, more likely because she seems to go against the Angels’ season 5 plan of starting the apocalypse, tries to kill Sam, seems to follow her own agency and abides to her own plan in order to save the world, she puts duty to the world and Humanity before her own desires and even before the people she has come to like, Sam and Dean, much like Cas does in the next season.)

For me (really, regardless of what happens to her in season 5, it’s all set up in season 4) Anna never wanted to be an Angel once she had observed them for so long that she decided to fall. When she learned that she was in the past an Angel it didn't change her identity of who she was and what she wanted, it just made her understand what she was, why she could hear the Angels and that she had the potential to regain enough power to fight the threat.

TL;DR Anna for me is a true Cas mirror. She wanted to be Human but took her grace back out of a sense of duty to fight even though it wasn't what she identified with and wanted. Anna even went a step further than Cas, which makes sense if she’s an exposition to what Cas will become as even from his 3rd episode we see that he’s already having doubts and looking like he will fall, because she chose to be human in the first place (something that I think Cas will do eventually. The first time it wasn't his choice, but it gave him insight into being Human for sure, to know that it is what he wants).

Anna then tried to do the right thing but she went about it by doing the wrong thing by killing Sam, the ends never justify the dark means in this show, as was show with Cas in season 6 and all of them throughout the show. Bad things always happen to them when they think they’re doing what needs to be done out of desperation, it always ends bloody, as Cas tells us himself.

Hopefully Cas will have learned this, that he has grown since season 4 (and that is what we should see in season 13, how he has grown and learned what he wants and who he is, similarly to Anna’s experience on Earth in his time here, how he has fallen but that this is good for him, to show us really and truly WHO he is), whilst not trying to work alone to do something pretty bad for the greater good but by working with the others as a team towards a positive endgame together, so he can get the happy ending that Anna did not.

#anna milton #cas v anna #human!cas #tinks meta #anna is a massive cas mirror and exposition and i love her too #meta discussions

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Let’s face it: During the holidays, our budgets generally get a little tight. There are parties to host, biking costs to cover, and, of course, adeptness to buy. But not every affair can be extravagant, not every anniversary vacation can be exotic, and not every allowance can be exorbitant. We’re anxious spenders, afterwards all, and anxious spenders advance their resources.

At Reviewed, we never stop cerebration about acute spending. Everything we test—from refrigerators to reusable straws—is beheld through the eyes of a adeptness client attractive to aerate their dollar. So this anniversary season, we at Reviewed decided to put calm a account of some of our admired articles for beneath $50. They’re affordable, yes, but they’re not cheap, and that’s a actual important distinction.

So blast aback and relax—no one’s in a bigger position than us to advice you absorb your money wisely. These are the best adeptness beneath $50 of 2018, according to Reviewed:

Best adeptness beneath $50: Harry & David Royal Riviera pears (Photo: Harry & David)

If you’re the blazon of actuality who aloof apprehend that and anticipation to themselves, “Fruit? As a gift? Really?” again acutely you haven’t accomplished a Harry & David Royal Riviera pear.

Here’s what you charge to know: These are life-changing pears. They’ll ruin pears for you. You’re not aloof affairs accession pears, you’re annexation them of their adeptness to adore accustomed pears forever. Afterwards you eat one of these, every distinct firm, mealy, boilerplate grocery abundance pear will drove you with disappointment.

I mean, you can eat them with a spoon—that’s how delicious they are. Any abashing consistent from actuality on the accepting end of this allowance lasts actually the bulk of time it takes to accessible the box and booty a chaw of one of them. I promise.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: 3-month Amazon Prime membership (Photo: Amazon)

Whether it’s your brother, your sister, your acquaintance of seven years whose name is Brendan, or your roommate, some association accept a bad addiction of benumbed on added people’s Amazon Prime accounts. If this sounds like accession you know, you ability appetite to accede accepting Brendan (or whoever) three months of Amazon Prime for aloof 39 bucks.

Not alone is it a applied gift, but it additionally sends a bulletin to your sibling/cousin/ungrateful acquaintance Brendan/roommate that it ability be time for them to advance their wings and alpha advantageous for things like chargeless 2-day aircraft and new episodes of The Tick on Amazon Video.

So this anniversary season, appearance the one you adulation that it’s time to abound up, Brendan.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Hummingbird reusable bottle straws (Photo: Reviewed)

One of the easiest things we can do to amusement our planet added responsibly is to cut bottomward on our single-use plastics. For this reason, our actual own Courtney Campbell afresh set out to find the best reusable straws you can buy. Afterwards all-encompassing testing, we assured that this set of four bottle straws from Hummingbird was the best bet for best people.

They attending great, they’re durable, and they won’t change the acidity of what you’re drinking. They’re a thoughtful, applied allowance for the actuality in your activity who wants to save the Earth, one baby-step at a time.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Zojirushi biking mug (Photo: Reviewed)

Earlier this year, we threw a scattering of the best accepted biking mugs in a acceptable ol’ ancient cage match. Back the dust settled, this stainless animate mug from Zojirushi emerged as the best on our account of the best biking mugs you can buy.

We adulation how accessible the Zojirushi mug is to use, and its temperature-retention abilities actually addled our tester, Sarah Zorn. The Zojirushi is accessible in a antic bulk of colors, too—perfect for the actuality in your activity who’s consistently on the move.

Get the 16-Oz. Zojirushi Biking Mug for $23.99

Best adeptness beneath $50: Nidra Deep Beddy-bye eye mask (Photo: Reviewed)

My aide Jessica Teich is not alone a full-time editor actuality at Reviewed—she’s additionally a full-time dog mom. Artlessly put, back her day is done and her puppy Redford is assuredly bottomward for the count, she appreciates a acceptable night’s sleep.

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Jessica afresh put calm a account of the best beddy-bye masks you can buy, and the winner—the Nidra Deep Blow beddy-bye mask—is a absolute game-changer. Its adjustable velcro band keeps the affectation deeply in abode all night long, and the cream pads blow calmly on your face after actuality intrusive.

“Each time I abrasion it,” Jessica wrote, “I deathwatch up the abutting morning well-rested—and in complete darkness.” This anniversary season, accord accession you adulation the allowance of Zzzs for beneath than $15.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Lodge 12-inch casting adamant pan (Photo: Lodge / Amazon)

Cast adamant cookware provides one of the best reliable and advantageous affable adventures one can achievement to have, but deciphering all of the business activity that comes with it can be a alarming task. That’s why we put them all to the analysis and aggregate a account of the best casting adamant pans you can buy adapted now. The winner? None added than industry-favorite Lodge.

Our alone complaint about this 12-inch, pre-seasoned pan is that it doesn’t appear with a lifetime assurance from Lodge. Fortunately for the actuality you’re alms the pan to—and maybe for you—it’s such a abiding barbarian of a pan that it’ll best acceptable angle the analysis of time and become a ancestors heirloom.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Victorinox Fibrox Pro 8-inch chef’s knife (Photo: Reviewed)

We had two goals back putting calm our account of the best chef’s knives: to analyze the all-embracing best chef’s knife (in this case, the Zwilling J.A. Henckels Pro), and to analyze the chef’s knife with the best value. In the end, we assured that the ~$45 Victorinox Fibrox Pro 8-inch chef’s knife provided the best blast for the buck.

It’s absolutely not the sturdiest-feeling knife in the world, but the cast is boxy as nails and aciculate abundant to handle aloof about anything. In accession to how afflicted it larboard us, this knife’s got over 5,000 reviews on Amazon with an boilerplate 4.8-star rating. This is the absolute knife for both abecedarian cooks and association attractive to pad out their knife collection.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Leuchtturm album ammo journal (Photo: Reviewed)

I’m gonna be altogether honest: I accept no abstraction what the heck “bullet account organization” is. I do know, however, that I can’t go added than two canicule after audition accession breathlessly acclaim the system’s virtues.

This guide to ammo journaling I begin online seems like a accessible abode to start, and the bodies abaft the adviser acclaim acrimonious up this Leuchtturm album ammo journal.

In fact, the added I analysis ammo journaling, the added I accumulate that this authentic cast of ammo account is the best abode to start—it’s currently sitting on an boilerplate Amazon appraisement of 4.5 stars out of 5 with over 2,200 reviews beneath its belt.

Look at it this way: If you get it for the actuality in your activity who loves to accomplish checklists, there’s a absolutely acceptable adventitious they’ll bethink to accelerate a acknowledge you card!

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Tribe smartphone armband (Photo: Tribe / Amazon)

As association who run or absorb time at the gym will attest, a person’s smartphone is generally the axial afraid arrangement of any conditioning routine; we await on our phones for music, GPS guidance, and conditioning tips.

This affordable armband from Tribe is advised to fit every phone, and it’s currently adequate a 4.2-average user appraisement based on a antic 16,500 reviews. How’s that for consistency?

We adulation the armband’s secure, water-resistant design, the bulk of colors it’s accessible in, and the allotment of apperception that comes with its lifetime guarantee.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: InnoGear capital oil diffuser (Photo: Reviewed)

When we were testing and photographing several of the best capital oil diffusers on the market, our appointment smelled awesome.

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Our all-embracing aces for the best diffuser is additionally one of the best affordable, and it comes from InnoGear. My aide Sarah Kovac admired the InnoGear’s colorful, customizable LED glow, as able-bodied as the diffuser’s locking top cover, which fabricated it easier to move the diffuser after spilling water.

If the actuality you’re arcade for enjoys creating calming, adequate atmospheres at home, there’s a acceptable adventitious they’ll adulation the affable bubbles of an capital oil diffuser.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: MistoBox coffee subscription (Photo: Reviewed)

Ben Keough put his caffeine altruism to the analysis beforehand this year back he approved seven (yes, seven) online coffee subscriptions. Back all was said and done, MistoBox topped his list.

You can browse his jittery, caffeine-addled allegation in his assembly of the best coffee cable services, but I’ll cut to the chase: Ben admired the ability of MistoBox’s website, its blazingly fast shipments, and the acknowledging chump abutment he encountered throughout the process.

If you’ve got a acquaintance who loves to alcohol coffee, why not accord them a one-month balloon run from MistoBox?

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Herschel toiletries bag (Photo: Herschel / Amazon)

Look, I apperceive that in the admirable arrangement of things it’s not actual important, but accept up: Your admired ones charge to stop packing all of their vacation toiletries in artificial freezer bags.

Herschel specializes in simple, fashionable bags, from backpacks to duffle bags. This swanky-looking toiletries bag will accumulate all of your acquaintance or ancestors member’s bath articles in one easy-to-stash place—and it’ll attending abuse acceptable in the process.

It comes in an arrangement of colors, but they all affection a bolt liner and waterproof zipper. With over 400 reviews beneath its belt, the boilerplate Amazon user ante it a 4.7. Time to canal the sandwich bag, folks.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: The Acidity Bible (Photo: Little, Brown and Aggregation / Amazon)

This isn’t your acceptable book of recipes. In fact, you’re not gonna acquisition any recipes in actuality at all. Instead, The Acidity Bible is a abstract of aloof about every additive you can brainstorm with lists of commutual flavors and why these pairings tend to work.

I love The Acidity Bible because of how it encourages me to appoint with my aliment rather than assignment my way irenic through a basal recipe. It’s like activation for comestible inspiration; while best cookbooks ask me affably to break on the trail, The Acidity Bible invites me to devious off the baffled aisle and booty risks. At the end of the day, isn’t that what affable is all about?

Anyone who enjoys accepting artistic in the kitchen will appear to affirm by it. For added cookbook allowance ideas, our editors’ gift adviser for the best cookbooks.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Amazon Echo Dot (Photo: Amazon)

Even admitting the Echo Dot didn’t appear out on top on our account of the best Amazon Echo acute speakers, we adulation how affordable and able it is, abnormally for bodies who are attractive to affluence into in the acute apostle affairs for the aboriginal time. That’s what we called it the best affordable Alexa acute speaker.

Newcomers to the arena will acknowledge the Echo Dot’s simplicity, and full-blown Alexa Headswill acknowledge accepting addition accessory to abode about in their home.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Chemex coffee maker (Photo: Chemex)

My admired way to beverage coffee is with a Chemex. It’s somewhat of a attentive process: Arrange the filter, get the baptize to the adapted temperature, and adviser the baptize akin as you cascade over the grounds. Admittedly, it’s not for everyone, which is why I acclaim starting with this $41, six-cup, model. If you appetite to apprentice added about how it works, analysis out our guide to altered types of coffee makers.

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If your admired one considers themselves a coffee connoisseur, they’re in for a treat: Chemex makes a abuse accomplished cup of coffee. It’s additionally one of the best aesthetically adorable altar in my kitchen.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Roku Alive Stick (Photo: Reviewed)

The Roku Alive Stick isn’t our aces for the best media alive accessory you can buy—that account goes to the Roku Ultra. But it is our aces for the best value-packed alive accessory on the market.

The Alive Stick supports 4K HDR functionality, and its speeds were abutting to those we accomplished with the Roku Ultra. This makes it a absurd best for association who already own a 4K TV but don’t accept a reliable alive accessory to go with it.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Miko red wine glasses (Photo: Miko / Amazon)

Glassware is ephemeral; no one brand to anticipate of themselves as clumsy, but eventually or after we all bead our admired wine glasses (hopefully in the bore and not the shower), catastrophe their aerial actuality abundant too soon.

If you appear to be arcade for a wine connoisseur, giving the allowance of glassware is one of the best applied things you can offer. This set of six red wine glasses from Miko is one of the best-rated of its blazon on Amazon, and for the cost, the bang-for-your-buck agency is stellar. For added wine-related gifts, see our citizen wine enthusiast Alicia��s account of products every wine-lover needs in their home.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Gerber MP600 Multitool (Photo: Reviewed)

When my aide Jonathan Chan put calm his account of the best multitools you can buy, he absolved abroad with two winners in mind: an “overall best” champ and a “best value” winner. The Gerber MP600 was his aces for the multitool with the best value.

For almost $40, the MP600 offers aggravate adenoids and approved pliers, compression cut wire cutters, both a denticulate and a fine-edged knife, the all-important can- and bottle-opening tool, a cantankerous point, a ruler, a wire crimper, and small-, medium-, and large-sized flatheads.

Jon admired the pliers’ advanced bulk as able-bodied as the MP600’s all-embracing toughness. It’s artlessly a great, budget-friendly multitool for association who absorb a acceptable bulk of time tinkering, fixing, and tweaking.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: Splendor (Photo: Space Cowboys / Amazon)

This summer, a accumulation of accompany and I aggregate at a bank abode in Rhode Island for a week’s vacation. On the canicule it rained, we were all affected to absorb ourselves indoors. That’s how I was aboriginal alien to Splendor, a delightful, easy-to-play tabletop bold that bugged my accompany and me for hours on end.

The apriorism of the bold is simple: Collect raw gems, about-face a profit, and become nobility. You can attempt with up to three added people, but the bold is aloof as fun with alone two playing.

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Best adeptness beneath $50: JBL Blow 2 Bluetooth speaker (Photo: JBL / Amazon)

In this writer’s apprehensive opinion, no aggregation in the Bluetooth apostle bold delivers affection articles as consistently as JBL, and this mid-range waterproof apostle is a abundant archetype why.

Its bunched size, athletic clip, and water-resistant architecture accomplish it a abundant allowance for accompany and ancestors associates who absorb time outdoors, and although we haven’t activated this authentic archetypal actuality at our office, we feel that JBL has becoming a acceptability amid our agents as actuality a reliable architect of speakers that complete superb and affix to appealing abundant all accessories with ease.

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these 2 dawns both dreamed of enemies and my revenge. yesterday on my jog route, the old sinister, an elder man, a mad cow, again challenged me physically, took a narrow way in advance me. he copied my route twice, always bragged his mule energetic and orthodox. It really disgusting me but I trusted God the killing upon profane, anytime anywhere. it took me longer to roam when I caught sight of my mission on the earth progresses so step by step and devising broken. God dad, enemies took our road to sabotage our beautiful world's descending. near my dorm, the neighbor room of my dorm, is a half size room previously for cleaner keeping tools, now occupied by dorm administrative staff, a likely lesbian. dorm authority previously never put woman among mans' area, but the cheap cow insisted lodging among all man dorms, just for steal and spying me. day by day it hided herself in the shabby shelter to surveillance me, to profane me. likely she arranged that to take advantage of public asset for private interest, or the SOE under PRC tyrant's direction to threaten me with the trick. as to larger aspect, these 2 weeks quite satisfying: dorm internet access upgrade to chinaunicom fiber optics, whose download speed stable at 2MB/s. upload speed almost the same. I completed downloading OSes on our raspberry pi within 2 hours for 2 or 4 system images. with the utility, I can safely try more Linux distributive and more prepared for Linux world which so attractive comparing Microsoft under PRC blackmail. now my son and my raspberry pi both equipped with more elegant OSes, ready to go further and higher on the ward free informative universe. the ISP in the pass week gradually picked up to surveillance me. it already blocked me 2 days last week, forced me surfing domestic sites includes its homepage, where I found cheap but gracious mobile phone number with modest data plan, 15 CNY/mon. I had already persuaded by its sms to have a free of charge deputy phone number, but later contact refuted me saying the data plan includes deputy card requires at lease 128CNY/mon consuming. but on the website, I saw an independent phone number only costs 30CNY, so I immediately ordered one, in rhythm of rain in an aimless night besieged by deadly blockage from open web. It's so meaningful and rewarding, that I can't wait to add the new asset to all my zhone GA contacts. Monday express informed me the arrival of the sim card and I fetched immediately, even the staff of the unicom missing and handled over her colleague. Sunday I busy with trying enable other 2 GA chrome device management within google admin panel before woz returning from his painting class his mom arranged years. even failed due to google policy, we glad the 2 GA didn't bundled with central administrative which usually bans full google play store access, as status quo. my son uncertain about my blame last Monday upon his adopting a corrective glasses his mom suggested in favor of Chinese so said innovation, but never trustworthy. he tried to flattered me by turning on English podcast proactive as I frequently urged while he always loosed to abid. but I don't care, and glad to reunite him in the fruitful weekend. his internet ISP once boasted speed of 30MB but never satisfying, rather just lagging and broken frequently, likely in PRC surveillance's ordain. I even can't update his Linux smoothly there. each time when I visit my son and launch update, it's bottle neck and upset our patience. God laughs the dirty trick and burning brains wasted among all ghosted communism China wholely in ash. God dad, I'm so contented by my new internet that I here end this post soon. grant my son satisfying web and rich content of play. grant us ward free web, for otherwise I see only darkness of dictator propaganda, coarse of manipulation of social consciousness. bring me sooner my Royal China, my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. bring me closer my dream land and peace of God's mercy upon Chinese and China, my vested land from my glorious ancestor. thx for this sunny morning, Dad God.

May 29, 2018

dreamed with my son roamed in remote place near Tianjin, northern China, my university city. I carried my passed mother's corpse and search for service to bury it. we were refuted once for too expensive. then near country fair we met Gao Jun, my once alumnus who soon after army train in beginning of PRC campus migrated from our major Philosophy school into Economics, but stayed in dorm of our class girls. her husband or brother inquired our problem and extended his help, out of Chinese taboo, while Miss Gao remained her self-possessed normally among guests in her spacious house in my dream. we likely rested there and waited for more money remit from our relatives, or aided by Gao to settle our funeral. the northern China countryside scene lonely detailed in dream, different from my hometown, central China. last night it drizzled, left wet ground when I went to dorm canteen for breakfast. last night I put 2 pillows in stack and its the highest pillow I ever had with my own, for the cover of my pillar sent to laundry and no replacement. I always admire American family pillars in its episodes, large and soft and qualifies, but never found within domestic market includes online e-commerce. yesterday I half day roaming in dorm, except reading informative web as routine for one or 2 hours. my life more and more turned like an elder's, or even worse, like those retired gathered in gate ball game yard outside near my dorm window view. they found no fun in the game, no challenge, no exciting, but just gather and moving. still there are fights among common Chinese, like the dorm canteen. the operational couples loathed to invest more on food materials, but spare no efforts to advertise, to celebrate its anniversary. the result is fewer and fewer customers. I usually have less than a bowl meat in a week there together. it doesn't hurt me much as a mandated vegetarian, but let me slender. and the business possibly reined by PRC surveillance against me. recent months my throat more and more choked by phlegm, I had to cough hard to spit it. my backbone also turned inflexible: after standing up it takes quite few seconds to waist straight from sitting. usually the most exciting moment in a week is gathering my son, woz, on Sunday weekly. his sinful mom tentative separates us, frequently change my son's timetable to drive my son away from my side. God dad, the drizzle turns heavier. dad God, my life runs full and merry. no matter how sinister attempted to ruin it. grant us our web business booming and self-relies. bring us sooner Royal China for better future. bring me my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for my second baby, billing zhu. God dad last salary means so much for us. my worn shoes, which embarrassed me again last raining Sunday when it was wet being handled to spa keeper, now replaced by new one. my son glad with his new chromebook bag he chose his own. God dad, in coming alipay credit returning day, let us anxious free. thx God dad, for surfing hard time so smooth regardless PRC war time preparing period, thx for skipping us from trifle grudge in the failing and doomed authority.

May 26, 2018

this month my salary from QRRS exceptionally supportive: nearly 600 additional totals ￥3600, and my younger brother gifted me ￥200 for update my wrecked shoes. with it, I bought my son, woz birthday cake a dearest one, ￥128 fruits cake titled 和风莓语. we designated praying for Japanese spiritual and English.the cake shop near my dorm and kindly offered us a set of stainless steer cake knife and forks. my son lately returned from his school, near 7 pm, for his school forced even grade 7th students to have night class aiming better performance in rat race entrance exam of elite senior middle school. his mom this time actively joined us in celebration. woz, and all us likely enjoyed the delicacy, fruit cake. after first round of eating cake, my son lent himself to my planned task abrupt, setup his new account in google chrome for easy access family asset book. that lasted more than an hour and wonderfully done. I then left, urging my son listening and watching more English as cliche. on bus station, the last bus line missed. I walked 2 bus stops to return my dorm, and busy with publishing video and photo captured in the ritual birthday onto web till 11 am. in this deep sleep I dreamed 2 kind of different animals, 獾 badger and a kind of Chinese sound like "揉", both like sloth or pangolin. the training and performance of district summer sports game Qiqihar municipal requisites on going now again, near 8 am and loudly outside. I saw in these days how the expropriation costs, esp young lives, their decency and creativeness in change of collective cheap mob. dad, my son's class was lucky out of the chaos. guide us away from burning turbulence of PRC war time preparation. grant us our job meaningful and rewarding material and spiritual. in this windy morning, dad God, let the world witness how plenty our joys, perfections in our living spectrum.

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