#early influences

[cyandocs]

Does anyone else remember the specific moment you picked up a little idiosyncracy? Usually I'd see someone else do something, go "that's neat" and then never stop doing it.

The way I write capital E's like backwards 3s? Got that from a High School French teacher.

Cracking my knuckles on my neck? Got that from some random guy in one of my classes with the same habit.

The way I write my 2's (with the lil loop)? A teachers assistant in Kindergarten.

[toxxtt]

playing around with some historical french fashions on furina (+ neuvi).. I think she should always get big silly hats

18th+19th century mens fashion is one of my fav fav fav things is ever so this was fun 🫡 love being fashion history neurodivergent

[t00thpasteface]

sorry but i love his big dumb smile in ye olden comix. it's so fun to see batman grinning. like just give a bitch a break

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girl stop lying

[shrikeseams]

Silm time travel fixit fic where Curufin is spat out into his younger self fairly early in YoT, and when his efforts to solve the Noldor's political/ Melkor problems bear no fruit... he just fucks off to Alqualonde to apprentice as a ship-builder, because it's a concrete and fixable future problem.

[archangeldyke-all]

ANGEEEEEEL DO A LITTLE FUCKER AND ISHA FIC AND MY LIFE IS YOURS 🫵🫵🫵

okay okay okay long awaited but let's do it finally ehheehehe

as always with these fics, don't ask me the logistics of how the pregnancy happened. it's yuri magic. have some fun.

men and minors dni

jinx is twenty when she decides to go to college. after a few years of taking care of herself-- through therapy, moving in with you and sevika, isha's good influence, and vi and ekko's support-- jinx finally felt ready to look to her future.

she got into a good school in piltover; full scholarship, because she's a fucking genius.

you don't worry about the workload overwhelming her, though she's decided to enroll in a dual degree program, studying chemistry and engineering at the same time.

you don't worry that her demons will catch up to her; she'll be living with cait and vi, and she'll be within walking distance of her therapist. plus, she's done a lot of good work for herself.

the only thing you worry about is isha.

though the girl is older now, around eight years old and much more used to you and sevika than she was when you first met, isha's favorite person in the entire world is still jinx. and the feeling is mutual. so, while jinx will spend her weeks with cait and vi up top, on weekends she'll come back to zaun to catch up with isha.

it's still a rough adjustment.

isha's just... lonely. you miss the giggles that used to fill your home-- isha entertained endlessly by her older sister's shenanigans. and despite all you and sevika have done to keep her occupied-- buying her new games and pets and books-- you can tell that isha's bored all alone.

"what if we had a baby?" sevika asks one night after you've turned off the lights and cuddled into her arms.

"another cat?" you mumble. sevika laughs.

"i was thinking a human baby, but we could get another cat if you want."

you sit up in bed, reaching out to flick a light on and stare down at your wife. "where the fuck is this coming from!?" you squeal.

sevika shrugs. "isha's lonely! we should give her a little sibling."

"wh-- like our own baby?! like one of us gets pregnant!?"

"well unless isha drags home a stray kid i don't see how else we'll get one." sevika chuckles.

you gawk at her. sevika smiles up at you. "s-sevika, we already have two to five children, depending on the day." you say.

sevika snorts. "ekko, cait and vi are ours only in spirit, love, they won't ever need us in the way jinx and isha do." she says. you pout. sevika snorts. "and jinx is all grown up, now." she reminds you.

tears well up in your eyes. "no she's not." you say, your pout worsening. sevika giggles and swipes your tears away.

"look; i know we said no kids when we started dating. but we said a lot of shit back then. remember when we thought we'd go hiking every saturday? we were crazy." sevika says. you giggle. "shit happened between then and now baby. life happened. deaths and marriage and adoptions and moves-- that kinda shit changes people. you changed me. and... we bought this big ass house for our family. might as well fill it up."

"well fuck, sevika, how many babies are you planning on giving me!?" you ask through a sob of happy tears. sevika laughs.

"as many as you'll let me." she says with a shrug.

you go to the doctor to talk about pregnancy the next week, only to find out that you're already a month into your first trimester.

"wh-- i'm-- but--" you sputter.

"she's already pregnant!?" sevika squeals.

the doctor laughs. "it would seem so. good timing."

sevika bursts into laughter and scoops you out of the doctor's paper covered seat, spinning you around her office and sobbing into your shoulder as you blink in shock.

"what the fuck?" you ask. sevika cackles.

on your drive home, you look over at your wife with a suspicious glare. "did you plan this?"

sevika laughs. "you think i'm that diabolical?"

"no, i just-- you decide you want a baby and boom, i'm magically already pregnant?!"

"i can probably smell it on you or somethin'-- my instincts could sense it. like how i can smell when you're ovulating."

you giggle. "that's probably how you knocked me up in the first place."

sevika grins. "fuck yeah it is. i did the math. i think it was the weekend we sent isha up to spend with the girls."

at the mention of your girls it hits you. you're about to have a baby. another one. your own-- one that you know from the first shit it takes.

you burst into tears, and sevika laughs. "there you go, i was waiting for that to happen."

"we're having a baby." you cry, scrambling to grab the hand she reaches across the console. "oh, janna, sev-- i don't know how to change diapers! all our other kids came to us potty trained!"

"i'll change all the diapers in the world, for you, love." sevika promises, kissing your knuckles. you laugh.

"you're such a liar."

isha's one smart little shit. you and sevika decide not to tell her until the second trimester, when it's less likely that you'll miscarry.

she figures it out within a week of you and sevika getting the news.

it could be the way sevika keeps touching your stomach, or the giddy kisses the pair of you keep exchanging when you think isha's not looking-- but something tips her off.

she sits you and sevika down one evening with a frown and her arms folded in front of her chest.

is there a baby in your belly? she signs. you sputter. sevika gasps. isha's suspicious glare melts into an excited smile. is there!? she asks with a gasp.

you burst into laughter and sevika shrugs. "we thought you might wanna be a big sister." isha grins, tears welling up in her eyes as she launches herself at you and sevika, laughing and crying.

i do. isha signs. i'm gonna be the best big sister ever. don't tell jinx. or violet.

you spend your pregnancy being waited on hand and foot by all your girls. vi, cait, and jinx all come to visit once or twice a week-- all three of them enchanted with your swollen stomach and always bringing baby supplies in tow.

isha makes a count-down to your due-date, bedazzles it and hangs it on the fridge so she can keep perfect track of how much longer she has to wait before meeting the baby.

isha's also started to call the baby her baby.

how many more doctors visits do you have before you have my baby? isha signs to you one afternoon as you wait in your doctor's office. you burst into laughter.

"your baby, huh?"

isha nods. i'm her sister! she signs, before gently reaching out and rubbing your stomach.

"what makes you think it's a girl?"

isha shrugs. most of your other babies are girls.

you cackle.

isha must be psychic, because your little girl comes into the world kicking and screaming in the middle of a family potluck.

it's horrible. violet passes out. surprisingly, ekko is the most helpful, giving everyone instructions and calling an ambulance for you while you wail on the living room floor.

isha's watching with a disgusted fascination the entire time, her lips curled in horror and shock, her eyes big and sparkling as she witnesses the miracle of birth.

powder and cait help keep you propped up-- both of them toweling up all your... fluids... while sevika holds your hand and kisses your head.

one baby, a ruined rug, and an ambulance ride to the hospital later, and your family finally gets to see you in better condition, and they get to meet your little girl under better circumstances.

"aweee." your four grown kids coo as they shove into the hospital room.

"hey, no shoving around the baby!" sevika whisper scolds.

isha pushes her way through all her older siblings, crawling up in sevika's lap to look down at her little sister.

she gasps in wonder. she looks like big mama. isha signs.

cait chuckles. "she does."

"what a little fucker, comin' out lookin' like the parent that did nothin..." vi teases. sevika scoffs and you giggle in agreement.

"she really is a little fucker. ruined our dinner." jinx huffs. "i was looking forward to that potroast, y'know."

isha giggles, pinching her fingers together, then flipping off the baby and pointing at her. little fucker.

you all burst into laughter. little fucker's silver eyes pop open, and she bursts into tears.

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[confused-stars]

shoutout to Jake Animorphs for being kinda uninteresting for like forty books and then hitting you so hard when he fully snaps and steps into his role as a hardened military leader at the age of sixteen

and then suddenly that sweet, stressed-out kid is just gone. he only exists to win wars anymore. it makes you realize too late what was lost

[st-hedge]

Cleaned up the sketch of these dinkdonks a little bit. The names have stuck with me so the weirdo on the left is definitely Ono and on the right is Yudai. I still don’t know about the fox thing but calling it Mikan like the orange is pretty fuckin cute

[canisalbus]

I am soooo sorry for flooding your inbox, but I quite literally got possessed when I saw that last post. I don't know much about dog breeds and I was just going off of what traits the kids could inherit from their parents, thankfully it wasn't a total flop I think?

(pancake father = pudding children?)

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[nebulaedaniel]

obsessed with the fact that tour starts in a month and we still dont know anything for sure about what’s gonna happen

[lullabycures]

a bit peeved when the term "trad goth" is used to refer to that perfectly sharp black makeup and idk killstar clothes or something. then you look at actual early goths and it's so much more chaotic and versatile and fun.

[helpimsleepdeprived]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR WONDERFUL BRILLIANT AMAZING PHIL <3 ur birthday should be an international day of celebration bc you deserve it king <3

[satellitedusterart]

🏴‍☠️pirate of the stars [w/ranger for scale]

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

The world if people stopped applying their understanding of "conservatism" and "religion/christianity" through a very modern, deeply American view onto Death Note (a manga from the Early-mid 2000s which is very much set in the cultural and societal context of early-mid 2000s Japan and all that entails):

[silna-pdf]

Birkin

[indighostoast]

Alright. Okay.

i watched the third episode. and THERE'S SO MUCH I HAVE TO SAY HOLY SHIT.

but. but.

there's a thing that is so interesting to me that I want to share.

MASSIVE SPOILERS BELOW

Which is what GreenScreen symbolizes. And it's very interesting.

Okay I'm just gonna- @aannonn we had a long chat about this.

I'm just gonna paste what I said on here and splice them together

"it's a manifestation of green's mistakes. how the videos got in there the first place is due to his "control freak" qualities. it could be a symbolizing of negative things you keep bottled up. that eventually tears you and your friends apart. It's a part of himself that he thinks he wants to delete."

Yeah so the next parts are better worded.

I think GreenScreen becoming much more massive is a representation of Green's "mistakes," the things he kept throwing in the recycling bin (because that's not what the audience wants) coming back so much bigger, and more menacing to attack him. Attack his friends.

Because, when you bottle something up for so long, it comes back stronger. So much stronger and more menacing than it was before. Eventually, it comes back and starts destroying you. Not just you, but everyone and everything else.

And all GreenScreen wanted was to be seen. Remember their reaction when Green uploaded them to YouTube. And Green couldn't "defeat" GreenScreen, in that sense. Like defeat defeat, as you would a villain. He can try and run away from it, sure. But he'll still have to face it in the end.

At the beginning, I think Green saw GreenScreen as something irredeemable. (Perhaps how a perfectionist views mistakes, and GreenScreen is a mistake) But eventually. He loves it. He has to love and embrace and show the video to the world and love that part of him, too.

They wanted attention. LIKE GREEN DID DURING THE ARC. The kind of attention that Green didn't give because he wanted to be perfect.

GreenScreen also being a copy, a glitched version of Green also might be part of this. A version of him that's built up by things he wants to hide, things he deletes because of the comments. A patchwork of mistakes, perhaps.

And fuck. the ending. The part where he hugs the glitched superhero video. HOLY SHIT MY HEART FUCKING MELTED ON THAT-

But he's hugging a mistake. He isn't throwing it away, he's showing it to the world and watching it with his friends and they all enjoy it. Too. Embracing his flaws. Celebrating it, even. A part of him that he hates.

AND THEY ALL HUG AT THE END ASFDOIHOISDFHI

MY HEARTTTTTT.

BECKER TEAMMMMMMMMMM.

(Community post of my conversation https://www.tumblr.com/communities/animatorvsanimationcommunity/post/764770343043956736/spoilers)

And also tysm for the person who said GreenScreen represents Green's internal conflict. this post: https://www.tumblr.com/lopsidedgryffins/763599714623062016?source=share

btw! this could just be speculation! nothing's for sure but I wanted to share this :3