#dude its an EMERGENCY

[tboyminyard]

“look, swords!” so real buck i would also get distracted by swords

[lillythepyromancer]

for the whopping *checks notes. 3 people that follow me. played some project zomboid with friendos. It was nice :3 (own server tho, pvp too but we are not mean enough to kill each other). First one is us playing tribute to the spiky hair dude's last character, the second one is my room! Radio is to contact people and play music over it (we have a radio station for the grand total of 6 players we were)

[mochaudie]

still in STRONG need of help as rent closes in. anything that can make this bill hit weaker is miles of help to us, especially after a $450 slam for an emergency.

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thank you if you can send anything, or even just reblog, every little bit helps so much.

[mosstrades]

im someone who stuggles not to let his curiosity and drive sometimes (often) cross over into an overwhelming and maladaptive need for answers, for explanation, for certainty. someone who, historically, sees making art as a primarily intellectual exercise. this is not inherently a bad thing, we all have our temperaments and this kind of attention can be a strength. but, you know that artist who makes a painting, and then only wants to show it while explaining it to you? thats me, sometimes, more often than i like. every story i used to write had another hundred page document behind it, explicating every single choice -- often i would simply read that, instead of ever actually write the story itself. the explanation precedes everything. the answers alone are the experience.

david lynch's work and philosphy has been and is a vital foothold in my efforts to learn to love the questions as our breath. learn to appreciate intuition and dreams, trust them instead of fear them. learn to see that the world has so much confusing, uncertain, strange beauty, that can be terrifying but turns sublime when you cease rejecting it from fear. when you embrace the unknown and dont try to immediately & anxiously explicate it all away, a whole new world opens up to you. that you need the darkness in order to dream, and you need dreams in order to live fully immersed in what the world has to offer. a foothold in learning to be okay with abstraction, with imperfect subjectivity, with uncertainty. to know it is not anthitetical to truth and meaning. know that to skillfully make ideas come alive into a work *is* to rationally pin them down, but that you cannot lose sight of the intuition they were born as.

his artistic intuition reminds me of what i need to have -- the trust and humility for experiencing the inexplicable and understanding that to be enough. a devotion to ideas and their realisation. a balancing force, for my endless inquiry -- to not forget to live the question in my the search for an answer. to allow some thing to go without clear or universal explanation, allow for some things to remain unresolved, allow for others to have that be their resolution. it's why his work equal parts captivates me and disturbs me -- i am very bad at this. but feel in my heart a need to get better at it. to be a better artist, a better thinker, a better searcher, a better person. you need to feel it, intuitively, quiet your endless noisy need for an answer and simply let it fill you up, let it resonate intuitively, and find in that how life makes sense to you and you alone. mediation, mindfulness, humility to sit with abstraction without trying to pin it down. more and more i try to understand this. some things don't need to make perfect sense. some things dont need answers, or their answers are not the point. some things dont need anything but to be experienced as they enter you -- like dreams do. that can lead you to the answer, and that can also be enough in itself. that can be just an intrinsic value in being alive to experience it. and so often, it is all in conversation with the search for joy. it's why he feels so captivating, so unique, so tremendously alive. why people use the word "visionary" when talking about him. because he knew how to use his medium in all the potential he could see, so that it let you live in the strangeness and questions. he understood them as sublime, he understood them as enough, he understood them as a joy. he understood them as beautiful. and his memory will remind me to do the same; always to seek the space to dream.

[rt-lots]

hiii doing one slot 15 dollar shaded fb commission... that half off what itd usually be!!! woah!!!!! dm me if interested on discord @ rt_lots pleaaase pelasep lease pleasep leasep lease please please please please please please please

art examples v (all chars depicted are not mine!)

[pinelessness]

guys holy shit

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

I'm bored and looking for something to watch and, fucking wild thst Disney has 911 Lone Star advertised in its Pride section. Like. Show has a gay dude and an openly trans dude. Which yeah great but fuck off saying its an intrinsically gay show lmao

[mippiedreamland]

I wish my mental health, physical health, and finances weren't a "pick two" game kshsjshsjsjsjhd (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)

[tboyminyard]

this fag desperately pining for this guy he sees in a cafe everyday hes so real

[seaside-werewolf]

Also....might b getting top surgery next year, basically a years time exactly today.....

[orcelito]

I try not to be mean but anytime that one employee does anything I get the overwhelming urge to just b like You Stupid Bitch

I'm so fuckin sick of her

[sk3l3t0n444]

it might be weird to say it but im really proud of my dad

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

just went to put a postcard in the box (english words are overrated i cannot remember whatsit called) and it's late and i just got out of my shoes and it's like across the street so i decided fuck it, no shoes then. random guy, high as a kite comes up looks at my bare feet and goes all what i'm thinking walking around like that in his city, i think that's okay in HIS city???

like???? i just walked away no comment and he walked off a different direction and i made sure he wouldn't like. see where exactly i went but fuck man that was unsettling

[alistreinn]

Can we please normalize not immediately assuming and force conforming someone you just met's gender????? Or questioning them about it?? It's fucking invasive and uncomfortable. Like. Please don't ask about my genitals .....like how is that not fucking weird to you....

[monadolaguz]

hey fuck property managers <3

[turochamp]

had 2 break my down my big crab tank quickly and i got half the tank dug up before i ran into someone molting several inches of substrate deep but he was also fucking shell-less for some reason? bro why are you naked... how are you supposed to hold water to molt