#dude i am so exhausted
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pondering extremely dysfunctional leon and his addictions rn
considering claire trying to help him get clean, but you know she's a wine mom getting absolutely smashed herself
chris... tries.... fuck it, the boys are fightinnnnng
#delusional posting#is this even canon#chris sees leon doijg Bad Habits and tackles his ass#fist fight your homies to stop them from being self destructive#dude i am so exhausted#just mentally fucking empty#there aint even fumes in this bitch#thinking about claire via infinite darkness absolutely getting shitfaced#tryin to post through the pain to avoid relapse lol#tw mental health
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okay so i know that dash baxter barely gets any character development in the show but like the idea that danny hates dash? boo, lame, overdone!!!! danny who can beat dash up and dash knows this and everyone knows this but by god danny needs something normal to cling on to so dash shoves him in a locker everyday?? yeah that's the good shit
#like danny more than anything wants to be normal except he is schrodinger;s person so he'll never be normal#but dash still shoves him in the locker everyday and dash still gives him swirlies and dash still calls him 'fen-twerp'#so he's still a normal teen... right?#dash doesn't bully danny for a day and he watches the way danny get progressively worse throughout the day#dash bewildered: is he like- going through bully withdrawls???#tucker exhausted after 2nd period: dude can you just like shove him into a locker or smth?#dash: i'm trying to be better!! kwan says that i am being too much these days#sam also exhausted: be better after danny graduates#also the idea of like dash bullying danny is their way of saying 'hello' is sooo funny to me#danny as he's getting shoved into a locker: so how's your mom?#dash: better now but like that cough isn' going away yknow?#danny contorting himself to fit in the locker better: you should take her to dr. esperanza later. i heard the flu's going around#dash closing the door: alr thanks for the tip. stay in there for at least 5 minutes#danny preparing to nap: whatever#dp#danny phantom#danny fenton#dash baxter#swagger bishie#teddy ghost#dandash#ig i'll tag those bc i am a pretty big swagger bishie shipper but you could totally read this as platonic
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What do we think about a quirk where reader's breast milk has healing properties....
#what if I make reader's quirk being a hucow.........#what if i make reader work for endeavor's hero agency....#what if the potency of the healing is significantly better straight from the source.#then what.#just a thought i am thinking....#cw lactation#hmm or she gets passed around LOV.....#just some dudes broken and bloody and battered and exhausted desperately sucking on your tits.... 🥴🥴#ugh thinking so hard about this.....
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Hi there. I got married yesterday.
The ceremony was very intimate - eleven people in all, including my now-husband and I. My 14 y/o sister was my MOH and my 12 y/o brother (who turns 13 today, actually) walked me down the aisle.
These are a few slightly edited photographs from the photographer, as we had a much larger reception afterwards and wanted a couple of shots to show people, but it really was a fabulous day, and so many people celebrated with us. It really was incredible.
#ooc tag tba;;#my dudes I am beyond exhausted#every joint I have aches in some way#but once I've recovered I am absolutely determined to be here#and I'm off work until the 30th so#I'll be seeing u all soon xoxo
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The people complaining abt the pride cape on the graham plushie, when theyre not just being outwardly homophobic, are saying its not part of his design in-game so it shouldn’t be there
The pride flag is a symbol for the rights we’ve fought for because, idk if you knew this, but members of the lgbt community have been uh. Murdered? Outlawed? Hate crimed? Theyre oppressed? Idk if you knew that lol
Pride flags are not just a silly thing, they represent years of fighting for our rights, to not be scrutinized. And just because we can legally get married in the U.S doesnt suddenly erase all the, still, very rampant homophobia in the world. Please dont forget it still very much exists.
With pride month coming up and the flint/graham plushies being released around the same time, the flag comes with the plushies to celebrate said pride month. This is because Flint and Graham are a canon gay couple, and even if it’s not “part of their design” or “what the game is about”, it’s still a part of their characters. And trying to erase canon LGBT representation just because it’s “not what the game is about” can very easily come across as homophobic. Your focus is in the wrong place if your biggest concern is “its not design accurate” ESPECIALLY when you can remove the cape.
And its not even an argument because everything else is still design accurate. Its still graham. Its still flint. The plushies coming with REMOVABLE pride capes doesnt suddenly erase that.
I’m really tired of homophobia being disguised as some polite disagreement. You should not see a pride flag and immediately have an issue. You can say your concern is that it’s not design or game accurate, but it’s a canon part of their characters. It’s not taking away from their designs or the game, it’s representing a part of the characters. A part of their characters that is important to acknowledge as pride month approaches.
Remember why pride exists. Remember what pride flags actually represent. As much as its fun to celebrate how far we’ve come, never forget where we came from and how hard we had to fight, and STILL have to fight to be treated equally.
#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#yea im properly tagging this one bc i think its important for ppl to see#hopefully this is the last post i make abt it#it was very frustrating to see and ruined my day yesterday .#i also saw a video from an lgbt member recently saying ‘we have acceptance we dont need pride’#and i just .#just bc marriage is legal in the U.S doesnt mean homophobia around the world evaporates?#and that doesnt even touch on transphobia dude .#anyway i just wanted to let off some steam . this is exhausting#pride month is exhausting bc homophobes get so much louder . i am tired of fighting lol
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honestly wally is stronger than atlas. if i had to constantly calibrate to the nature of my reality w/ full consciousness i would simply lose my fucking mind
#like babies dont Think while they learn how to exist#imagine straight up spawning fully aware and then everyone else is up to speed but youre standing there like#🧍♂️uh. hello. what is everything. what is this. huh????#LIKE???? i feel so bad for him. dude got dropped right into the middle of the ocean and was told 'learn to swim'#and hes trying. but he doesnt know what drowning is so he cant sink either#i mean i get it at least a little bit! its the Autism Experience but w/ him the dial is cranked up to a thousand#you dont know what you dont know but life goes on like you should. fuck#wally i am mentally beaming you a thousand apples grown in the shape of hearts#i believe in you dude you'll figure it out#well. im probably beaming apples into the past if the time discrepancy is real but yk yk#cause if it is then Current Wally probably has a solid handle on things. from a basic standpoint#in a wider lens i am led to believe that he is Scrabbling#is this speculation???#i think it counts.#wh speculation#homebogging#whenever i think about the tidbits we know - ex: wally learning about differences in size#internally i start howling. wally is just constantly dealing with things that would drive a person insane if they had to live it#how is he not Exhausted... it's all so much for someone who knows whats going on let alone someone scrambling to catch up#at least the other neighbors dont have to deal with memorizing physics and skills and behavior#and just Literally Everything That Comes With Being Alive#wally is a blank slate left to write itself.#ough. damn. fuck. i think i need to go stare into the woods for a bit...
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Medics are messy.
Or, well, the medics themselves probably shouldn't be too messy, considering they are sometimes the only thing standing between a gruesome wound and Thanatos himself. Although medics probably shouldn't perform surgery while wearing flip flops, either, so maybe that's not saying too much.
But regardless of appropriate footwear (or lack thereof), the profession itself is messy. Blood. Muscles. Organs. Bones. You name it - Will has seen and touched it all.
He can vaguely remember being a bit grossed out, in the beginning. He supposes that would be the natural human reaction when confronted with gore. Especially of the real variety. He's grown out of it, though. Plus the perks that come with his position are nothing to sneeze at.
Nico teases him for not liking horror movies, but the truth is that to Will they are just incredibly mind-numbingly boring. It doesn't matter how realistic the wounds or special effects look - hell, they could cut open a real human being and the injury still wouldn't faze him, no matter how gruesome. Because for Will, the worst part isn't the visual. That one he got used to pretty quickly, considering. It's everything else. It's the smell, putrid and overwhelming and always so horribly nauseating he swears he can taste it. It's the sound, failing organs frantically trying to fulfill their purpose in a desperate cacophany the movies can never get quite right (if they even remember to try.) It's the revolting knowledge that what you are feeling does not belong outside of a body, that it shouldn't be able to be felt like that.
They watch a bunch of horror movies anyway, because Nico knows how to press his buttons and manages to bait him into it every single fucking time.
("Please", Nico had whined in a tone he'd never dare use outside of his cabin. Maybe Will's shamelessness is contagious. Or maybe Nico knows that, without witnesses, nobody will ever believe him. "It's for the aesthetic".
Will had felt his lips contorting into a smile, even as he'd tried to keep on his mask of fake indignation. 'Aesthetic' is one of Nico's favorite words, along with 'vibe' and 'rancid'. Will kind of loves that he knows that. Nico can be as cool and badass as he wants, doesn't change the fact that he's an absolute dork as well.
"Come on, you know you're gonna give in anyways" And then, because the little shit knows what he is doing, he'd winked. And, well. Will is not too proud to admit that he is an absolute sucker for brown eyes. Especially these ones.)
He should probably be embarrassed about how easy he is, to be honest. But things like shame or propriety or even self-respect kind of go down the drain when you are perpetually exhausted and have seen basically the entirety of Camp in various states of undress. He used to think that that was the reason naked bodies didn't seem to have the same effect on him as on other people, but then the Michael-thing-that-shan't-be-mentioned happened and. Well. Let's just say Will is very aware that being a medic and having an active sex life are not mutually exclusive. Their father's slutty tendencies have been inherited by quite a lot of his half-siblings, as it turns out.
Besides, even if the movie itself is boring, Nico's reactions are hilarious. The jumpscares always get him, even if the fucker tries to deny it. And when a movie manages to really grip him, Nico will make sure to keep Will just slightly behind him. Will isn't sure whether that is a voluntary action or just instinct, but it always makes him swoon all the same. Nico is probably aware of it, freakishly observant as he is, but he never mentions it, so neither does Will. Gods forbid Nico stop doing it - that boy is jumpy even outside of shitty movies.
#okay hear me out#nico is always fighting in the thick of battle (esp bc hes a child of the big three) so he had to teach himself to be alert at all times#meaning he is one jumpy dude#horror movies are a safe (and not physically taxing/exhausting) way to indulge in this anxiety a bit#plus they fit with his aesthetic as a child of hades tm#will on the other hand?#dude is a medic. a combat medic. people come to him with half their organs outside their bodies and he has to stay calm#what i mean is that this guy is not phazed by anything.#do you see where i am coming from. it makes sense in my head ok#also slowly turning all pjo characters aspec hehehehe#ace will#will solace#nico di angelo#solangelo
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my sister was craving adventure n asked me to go for a night drive w her in the dark and we drove for awhile until we got to this country club n then she wanted to go in to see what it was n peer at the rich ppl n so we drove in n around n we saw some fancy stuff n then she headed down this back road to a giant maintenance shed n i was like pleas no please leave i am so fear and while she was turning around she backed into the ditch and got us stuck o(-< she had me try n help push the car but i couldnt im weak as hell n the ground was all marshy and even i was sinking n it felt like the car was about 2 flip any second so i was just begging her 2 call our mom but she refused because she constantly gets her car stuck in precarious places n would get in trouble again but eventually this guy came driving down in a golf cart n i jumped in the back out of fear but he was like hey whatcha doin and she was like o i got stuck turning around n he was oddly chill about it BHJAJHB he was just like ok ill go see if i can find another guy 2 help but then, after some more waiting we see like an army of golf carts comin at us . im talkin like 6-7 and it was so scary in the night 2 see that coming at u but , it turned out one of them was just pulling the rest and there was in fact only 2 dudes and then they were like is there anyone else in the car so i had to get out n i went n hid behind the golf card while they literally PICKED UP THE CAR,,,,,, and got it up out of the ditch,,, ,, so we were finally free n i had 2 sprint back to the car. but i did get hit w a piece of gravel that cut my face when the wheels spun out ;'o
#shoutout those dudes#they were very nice even tho i was terrified n i am so exhausted frm my anxiety now#she also was following a cop around before this btw which also sparked my anxiety so hard like girl i just wanted 2 cozy up and go to bed#i love a good adventure but this is not what i consider fun BHJAJ#they did also say her exhaust is probably busted because of the way her car was stuck on the ditch
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hey @ my body lowkey this whole “chronic fatigue” thing is getting really old 🙄🙄 like learn when to end a bit yknow jeez :// it’s kind of cringe
#it was funny for a little while but like cmon dude#genuinely tho I am so tired of being tired oh my god#like I feel like I used to always feel tired before but I was still motivated to go about my day normally and do hobbies and shit#now I literally just want to sleep all day long it’s awful 😭😭 I’m so fucking exhausted#I take like five naps every day#I used to never nap at all#I hate it hereee (living in my body) aughhhh#if I take care of you will you stop being fucking useless pleaseeee
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Tall boy is visiting. I have underestimated my ability to be a good host when I'm by myself, given that I've been around people since yesterday morning and did a lot of manual labor this morning for my dad.... I'm so fucking tired. I wanna be alone so bad but I can't bc nobody else can take over socializing duty
#i like him!!! hes a good dude!! im SO TIRED#we're supposed to go to the hot springs tonight but there might be a thunderstorm so probably not going to happen#im trying so hard and i think im being a good host but i am EXHAUSTED
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I'm just always a bitch to everyone apparently and I'm told to go upstairs... certain people wonder why I stay in my room all the time
#el speaks#delete later#this is about my mother lol#I just can't be exhausted#she needs to learn that I just sound like a bitch all the time seriously I just talk like this (especially tired)#god I'm sorry I'm not always happy and feel comfortable talking to you or your boyfriend#he can't even talk to me face to face he always runs and hides behind you#“I asked her something and she was grumpy :(” like omg dude seriously? did I hurt your fucking feelings? oh gee I'm so fucking sorry#“things never go my way” -my mother#oh yeah? how do you think I feel? oh you don't#I try to care about you all the time but you never give me the same treatment#god you have no idea how much I wanna speak my mind fully#I try to fucking spend time with you even in small ways like going grocery shopping but that was still impossible#I can never get a word in about anything you're a broken record#“my job sucks and my boyfriend won't be here for my birthday :(”#sorry but shit happens sorry my presence isn't enough#I really do try... but man#also I think I got triggered or something? dogs get to me man#maybe I am just a bitch and if so? all well#wonder why
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Ah yes, the only two possible types of writers: neurotypical or ADHD.
#wow today is a salt day all around apparently#anyway#i wish tumblr would remember that there are other types of nd people#we come in more flavors than just adhd my dudes#just. there's a lack of inclusion in a lot of nd spaces already#and seeing posts about how anyone who says x is nuerotypical and just Doesn't Understand The Nuerodivergent Experience#when what they mean is 'doesn't have adhd'#is so frustrating#my brain is broken! I'm not nuerotypical! i still create and am a part of fandom!#it's just. annoying#i struggle a lot with my bpd#getting told i may as well be nuerotypical because i don't fit the neat little box tumblr has decided is the only acceptable form of mental#illness is just. tiresome. exhausting. i am exhausted#kat rants#mental illness
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guys with bedhead and eyebags and deep morning voices >>>>>>>
#sleepy guys are so attractive to me dude idk why#i mean i am exhausted all the time so ig i just need a dude to match my energy y'know#need a guy to nap with. i mean not rn bc im sick and dying but still.#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t#mlm thoughts#t4t yearning
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i find it so funny that my default reaction to not responding to stuff for days is just to draw the person i'm ghosting's oc as like an apology gift lmaoooo. its just like. so sorry. heres yuour little guy. pelase forgive me. so sorry again. heres another guy. please forgive me. so sorry again heres y
#SOBS#so yeah if i ever do draw your guy theres a high chance its to make up for not talking to you for too long#alas i am prone to exhaustion and i have no knowledge of the passage of time but its my way of going i care!! i'm sorry!!!#i care about your dudes i promise!!!!#anyway i am exhausted to the point of tears but im thinking abt all of yalls ocs so fondly
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oh my god i fell backwards onto this guy when i was on the bus. it was so humiliating but he was nice when i was busy apologising profusely. im shocked I didn't start crying from embarrassment. wow. I didn't panic... that's crazy maybe years of therapy and meds work..
#i was like “that was fucking humiliating oh my god everyone is looking fuck i want to die fuck fuck fuck i need to hide fuck” and then#i was like “wait my haircut looks so fire this outfit is fire and the dude was niceys. it's ok. shit happens lol.”#and also!!!! “why should i be embarrassed when i am literally alive to be in situations. it is my first and last time on this earth WHO GAF#lol. im so fucking exhausted and still contemplating texting my therapist but that was one thing that didnt go completely wrong!#z.post
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Granted this is something that's bittersweet if that, but I still found it kinda touching the way my dad found out about the election results-- he had been trying to avoid updates since he knew it'd just stress him out more, so he had been looking up how to be a supportive parent to a trans child since my sister finally came out to him.
Like, it really sucks he had to find out that way, but I'm glad my sister felt comfortable enough to come out to him, and while I knew he'd be the more supportive parent I still just... I dunno, I find it very sweet he's willing to put it that extra effort, if that makes sense.
#my mind is an odd place#meanwhile our mom is. i do think she's trying.#but it's very clear she wants to ignore the fact that I'm queer as much as possible and still seems to hope my sis'll detransition#it's like dude she's been on hrt for coming up on three years#and I know she only came out to you recently but she started examining her gender like over a decade ago#and confirmed her being a woman to me like eight years ago#anyway enough bitching about that this was meant to be a post about how I appreciate how my dad approaches having queer kids#and yes said kids are almost both in their thirties but still!#anyway I am still very exhausted and finally forced myself to eat so I gotta try to sleep
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