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Oh, live the dream in a time machine, I've been waiting forever.
Happy (late) birthday to CCCC Vol. 1. with my own TMR piece
#purplearts#chonny jash#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#time machine reprise#cj soul#cj heart#cj mind#cj whole#noose imagery#< technically#due to the return of neck ties#i wouldve posted yesterday but there was more important stuff going on#so you get this today :]#which. let me tell you this was SO fun to do#because I don't normally mess around with complex lighting like this#so it was fun to try and balance the dual blue and purple lighting
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the trend in soulsborne games of making almost all key woman characters mothers, whos stories are also for the most part tied specifically to motherhood is genuinely a bit questionable. its one of my main critiques to the writing in these games. however you gotta hand it to miyazaki in the sense that that man will explore the grotesque physical horror of the subject as well as the psychological and existential horrors related to being a vessel for new life and or being the originator of a lineage. like those games definitely have…… things to say…
#obviously bloodborne etc etc but i could also write a whole essay about marika and her role as the mother to the golden lineage and how the#greater will (and other outer gods?) seems to specifically want a vessel that will bear it a lineage#as well as the fact that when we see her at the final bossfight cutscene shes specifically impaled through her womb…… or even miquellas#dual natured gender and the imagery of him being sealed in an egg on top of giant hipbones in moghwyn palace…. how hes also (as a candidate#to be the vessel of an outer god ! ) expected to ’’birth’’ a new dynasty……… uaghhaghhh
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WAKE UP BABES YOUR NEW FAVORITE KNY CHARACTERS JUST DROPPED
Half-baked backstory below the cut !
Sakuya✨🌸
Star breather, dual wields two Nichirin that can connect into a long staff. Energetic, reckless, kind but extremely stubborn, thinks she’s really funny but literally isnt.
Met Natsuki at final selection and barely made it through thanks to his help.
Began training in first aid/Kakushi work at the Kocho sisters’ house for wayward girls (very bad at it due to natural inability to follow directions/listen/not make trouble)
That came to an end after Kanae was killed, she wanted to fight for revenge so was paired with Natsuki (Tomioka’s first attempt at mentoring/taking a tsuguko (didn’t work)(made them both weirder))on a mission where she discovered kind of on accident that she could star breathe
Given to Tengen for Tsuguko training 1. Because she is also a dual wielder and he requested and 2. because if she broke one more thing at the butterfly mansion Shinobu and Aoi were going to go insane
Grew close with Natsuki because they were assigned to multiple missions together because 1. Tengen kept volunteering her because he was ALSO going to go insane if Sakuya didn’t learn to grow some fucking responsibility and later 2. Because Tengen found it INCREDIBLY funny that Giyuu’s tsuguko had a crush on his
On a mission that could have made them both Hashira, Natsuki was turned into a demon by Kokushibo. Devastated, Sakuya was unable to slay either of them and later quit her training despite Tengen’s insistence she stay and went back to kakushi work/rogue slaying. Like, kakushi by day and slayer by night. Ig
She has run into Natsuki (now a demon) several times and neither can manage to kill the other so they end up weird half secret friends ?
Natsuki 🌌
Void breather—>Demon. Extremely shy, thoughtful, intelligent and determined but insecure and prone to overthinking. As a demon, superiority complex, hates both humans and other demons, almost feral. Wields a [REDACTED because Cam hasn’t decided yet lmfao]
Self taught with his own breathing style because he tried literally every other one and nothing worked. He had to work extremely hard and do almost everything the hard way to finally make it to final selection. Considers himself to be a naturally unlucky person.
Became Giyuu’s tsuguko because the Master saw something special in him (maybe the fact that he invented void breathing lol) and thought their personalities would mesh, but also that it would be easy for Giyuu because he and Natsuki were fairly similar in age.
They do mesh! But Natsuki is functionally mute so. Um. He learns a lot from Giyuu like sword wise but not so much …socially.
Despite feeling like the odd one out/a fish out of water because his friend Sakuya already knows all of the Hashira due to her learning from Shinobu, and he can barely manage to speak to his own mentor, he gains power and skill extremely quickly because he’s extremely determined and just wants to work hard.
EXTREMELY shy and finds himself disappearing into the background, except to Sakuya, who initially believes he doesn’t like her and makes it her mission to get him to
(He did like her he just sucks at saying it)
(He is completely in love with her and Sakuya, known dumbass, is oblivious)
He opens up to her on their missions and tries to protect her both out of love and out of a sense of ‘paying her back’ for the many, MANY times her medical training has saved his ass. They bond over their as of yet undetermined tragic backstories.
After being turned into a demon he retains next to nothing about his former life but is captivated by the times he sees Sakuya from a distance. The closer he gets the more he remembers so he finds himself seeking her out.
I’m going to start going through my ideas for Star and Void breathing because they’re cool as hell and I want to make move names !!! Also I haven’t made a self insert since LITERALLY 2011 so. Turns out it’s really fun cool and based and everyone should do it always
#I alllmost went with a bow and arrow for Sakuya because the shooting star imagery was just too good but#then I remembered my last self insert was a dual wielder#because I watched Zuko be a dual wielder as a 9 year old and it changed me forever#so dual wielder it is#idk what their like. before demon slayer backstories are yet#but surely they are going to be..! sad#my stuff#Rose’s OCs#oc: sakuya#oc: Natsuki#kny#kny oc
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Murder Obsession (Follia omicida, 1981)
"Why are you interested in the occult?"
"The only way to discover life's secret is through magic."
"I don't understand."
"Death. That exact moment when the body and soul separate, that which in theosophy is known as the astral body. We would have to capture that exact moment to analyse it, but to do this we would have to kill with our own hands, so that not even a wisp of life escapes us. Don't you agree?"
"And would you kill someone for this?"
"I think so."
#murder obsession#italian cinema#horror imagery#follia omicida#murder syndrome#1981#riccardo freda#antonio cesare corti#simon mizrahi#stefano patrizi#martine brochard#henri garcin#anita strindberg#laura gemser#john richardson#silvia dionisio#fabrizio moroni#franco mannino#carlo maria cordio#curious french italian coproduction. considering the era and the title i was expecting a grotty slasher of some kind but (whilst it#certainly has some elements of the stronger 80s sex and violence) director Freda seems more interested in stirring in dual elements#of giallo and gothic cinema. makes for a slightly fractured film; trippy dream sequences and a weirdly old fashioned score sit oddly with#the splatter and the grime. ends oddly‚ too‚ with a brush of occult oddness that feels like a strange left turn after the film has been at#pains to rationalise everything that came before it; in this it feels very much like Bennati's equally tonally mismatched The Killer#Reserved Nine Seats from the previous decade. this does feel a little out of time: a decade earlier and it would make sense but by 81#Italian cinema had mostly put away the toys being played with here‚ and whilst it's brushed with 80s appropriate nastiness it still feels#just a little old fashioned in shape and form. not bad tho: of interest to those sick freaks who will watch just about any italian horror#movie. it's me‚ im the sick freaks. strong cast too‚ tho apparently they all had a horrible time making it (Gemser in particular)#(her and Brochard actually; both were put in dangerous situations for some of the violent scenes)
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wait i just checked thee sources for juba and petreius killing one another near zama and ouhfughu why is florus always soooooo good
literally what is this like their cannibalistic + gladiatorial swag. [caesar] says they ate and then duelled to the death and then juba won and was left to kill himself but florus is like no. we need to put the duel IN the feast it needs to be consciously their own funeral feast they need to die ON the table. who cares who won. hashtag there are no victors in civil war ANYWAY.
#who is livy btw. <- guy who would kill for the lost books of livy#+ i just read seneca de providentia 2.7-12 and it made me insane. gens annaea WILL put unnecessary gladiatorial imagery in like. anything#i am once again soooooo sad that the pharsalia ends where it does im sure lucan would have done something evil with this#like put gladiators IN the desert. he already does this w the antaeus digression! dual meaning of harena! marcus annaeus Please#marcus petreius#juba i#florus#suicide mention —#beeps
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I was also planning on commenting on you getting the coin chat immediately. I have never seen it this early but I guess it’s random chance?? I wonder if it checks how much time you have in game or if Loop is just Aware of the live blog somehow. “We take from this tangent that it’s common for People Who Would Be Assigned Loop Kin to dislike Loop. The There Can Only Be One in action.” So true. (“Insufferable little dandelion we will eat them one day.” Pft. Do not eat stars you will get splinters.)
Ah, it would make sense if so. It does seem like it might have some extra impact after eighteen hours of playing while hanging on to the same coin - it would be very much more notable if, despite being able to spend it (on a third of a pastry), Siffrin instead deliberately chose to hold on to it even throughout time loops where everything remains the same and it can be spent without consequence.
It does seem on-brand for Loop to be aware of the live blog and that is why they will only be visible on this liveblog when we yank them out of their comfy metatextual position and eat them. Some people are worth splinters, But it would probably be worth despining them first so they go down easier. Like descaling a fish. We expect this to be deeply tedious but we WILL do it. Sometimes a bit of unsplintering is worth it and they've got a normal-ish humanoid body under that.
#asks#we speak#not liveblog#thatdoganon#confused siffrin and loops names during this post. would it be odd to say that in the very early stages of the demo#that we thought that siffrin would eventually turn into loop#bit of art going very heavy on the dual selves imagery plus a half-remembered post from something like a year and a half back#of siffrin shifting over time (presumably?) and pronouns slowly changing from he/them to they/them to it/its while appearance changes#we were under the impression that the time loops would have some manner of corrupting influence on them#gradually doing That over time. and then we finished the demo and loop's ass showed up clearly a separate entity and we were like#wow! okay! we were completely off the fucking mark! presumably theyll have actual parallels and such and thats why but#uhh. anyways. maybe we're still somewhat on the mark and siffrin'll just be corrupting later on. two loops#actually thinking of two loops in the same room is giving us a headache. one loop and one dandelion siffrin. there.
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sacred heart lino print from today
#🌀 ooooooo you want to reblog my art sooooo bad#i know you are all gay and love catholic imagery. so.#very very happy w how it came out#especially bc i don’t usually do dual tones
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Mine turned out super long because I cut it off where it felt natural and made sense for context D: I wasn't sure whether I should put it under a cut but eventually I figured anyone who's botheredd by long posts had the long post setting on anyway.
(Also, I couldn't reblog every snip on this post because it would overwhelm my blog massively but there are so many super cool ones in the reblogs and in the sipofsnips tag that I love! If you haven't seen them go look, some of these are absolutely amazing (feeling a little embarrassed about my stupid little conversations now). I've just followed probably 10 new people hahaha)
- (Tijil perspective)
Nikora was—almost predictably at that point—mostly undressed on the floor of their room. His nose was bleeding again.
He was conscious and upright—though—and he did not look unwell or in pain, so Tijil found it safe to say– "Nikora. Would it be within your abilities to not bleed on our floor in your underwear?"
Nikora looked down as if he had not noticed. This closer alignment to gravity—of course—accelerated the flow and increased the volume of blood on the floor, which was the opposite of what Tijil had wanted. He sighed and went to his drawers for his last remaining face cloth.
"Probably not, at this point," Nikora said.
Tijil went to the bathroom and wet the cloth. He wrung it out into the sink and watched the cool water drip back—too loudly—into the dark metal. He stood there for a brief amount of time longer than he needed to.
He brought the cloth back to their room and gave it to Nikora.
"It would be preferable if you were to refrain from any further bleeding," he said, "as that is my last face cloth."
"I don't own any face cloths," Nikora said, muffled into it. His blood seeped pink around the edges of the damp fabric. This nosebleed was not as bad, or perhaps it had not been going for as long a time.
Tijil did not believe Nikora had heard him correctly– and he was not certain why owning face cloths was something that earned such disparaging a tone. He ignored it. "Which is why it would be preferable for this to end now. I would rather not start using shirts."
Nikora laughed and then gurgled– his head was too far back in the way that sends blood down the throat. Tijil's jaw tensed involuntarily—unhelpfully—and he put his hand on the back of Nikora's head and tilted it forward abruptly—much more helpfully.
Nikora tried to snap his head back but Tijil held it still. There was some muttered sound of complaint that Tijil could not parse.
"Please stop trying to choke yourself," Tijil said flatly.
This noise was more resigned.
Daily Sip 1/7
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#gltownsend#ephemera#sipofsnips#Also I am not actually a massive em dash user#It’s really just in this POV#Eph is dual pov Tijil and Nikora#This chapter is Tijil POV who I try to write not really using commas if that makes sense lmao I can’t explain why I just can’t really see#him pausing that kind of way in his speech or thoughts#and the only real other way to add in asides or breaks are dashes because I don’t believe in using brackets in stories except for#extenuating circumstances#Anyway I try to write Tijil POV more mechanically and matter of fact if that makes sense than Nikora#Who is more imagery and commas and things I cannot explain the comma thing LMAO they just feel kind of lyrical to me#Like a comma feels musical when you say it because of the way your tone changes#I don’t know omg#I probably sound nuts#nikora#tijil#eph excerpt
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goats are frequently used as imagery to represent demons/the devil/etc and are one of the recurring animals referenced in the ars goetia's physical descriptions of its demons (as are lions, including a winged one), so i think having the demon appear to mithrun as a goat is useful narratively—his backstory establishes the nature of the demon as an ontological evil. it appears first as soft and small and white—almost like a lamb, which is similarly loaded imagery in the opposite direction—and grows huge and hungry and definitively goatlike. this tells you that the demon will first try to convince you of its innocence, but that the more it gives, the more it takes. by the time you recognize its true nature, it's too late.
but it isn't quite an ontological evil, it's just a living, starving infinity that will do anything to be fed. and the connotation carried by the image of a goat does not begin and end with the devil; as animals they're known for their voracious appetites.
when mithrun tells kabru his backstory, that is the audience's first introduction to the demon, the first confirmation that it even really exists, and having that sort of dual imagery sets the story up on both sides. we know now that we cannot trust the demon. later, we'll know that it's a creature driven by hunger like any other.
i think it tells us something about mithrun's personal arc too, though, particularly with regard to the revelations that mithrun is a deeply insecure person, that his true "last" desire was for it to finish him, and that he, like the other dungeon lords, missed the demon because it gave him love. a goat will eat anything, but his still spit him out.
#dungeon meshi spoilers#mithrun#dungeon meshi#this makes no sense if you didn't read him the way i did lmfao but i've seen a fair number of people over the past few months asking about#the goat symbolism so i'm finally throwing my take in#meshy
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Some Beast Wars redesigns!! Annotations below :3
Edit: wow mobile quality is terrible, i hate you tumble
INFERNO
I went very heavy with the knight imagery, serving his rrroyalty!! Went with a mix between a trapjaw ant and turtle ant because I wanted a shield. He has dual flame-throwers on his back/shoulders connected to the ant-butt because might as well add another mix with the yellow crazy ant, that sprays acid (in this case flammable liquid) through it's rear!
Being grabbed by those extremely strong, extremely fast mandibles of the trapjaw ant before being blasted by a flamethrower to the face sounds like a wonderful time <3
RATTRAP
Rattrap I wanted it to feel like an Italian mobster, I think I went a little too on-the-nose but, I like it! He has a fedora-type helmet, with a lovely cigar alongside some hidden suspenders and I tried to make the rat head have a tie - on his wrists he has tools such as lockpicking devices, torch, other things ;)
In my continuity he's primarily infiltration and sabotage, with a heavy preference for explosives
RAMPAGE
Rampage was fun, I stuck heavily to his BW design but I wanted the mutant freak part of him to be more emphasised. So, the crab has teeth. And 6 legs? I gave him extra arms because it would be quite hard to grab things with those mega pincers, but also extra arms are cool as fuck. He also has spurs and leg-guns because, again, cool as fuck. I love how his biolights turned out!
I didn't want to spend time drawing massive guns but he does still have his rotating grenade launcher thing - it has all sorts: hellfire missiles, acid bombs, napalm grenades, and other nightmares <3
DEPTH CHARGE
Depth Charge was very fun also, I wanted his colouring to be extremely opposite to Rampage's so he has very muted cool tones while Rampage is blindingly bright. He has twin remora-shotgun things on his shoulders, and I wanted the manta to be more manta, less metallic. I enjoyed doing the gold highlights to add a bit of grandeur and elegance to him.
In my continuity his primary weapon is the Blades of Chaos from GoW :'))
#maccadam#transformers#beast wars#rattrap#inferno#depth charge#rampage#bw rattrap#bw depth charge#bw rampage#bw inferno#art#g1 transformers
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okay. i mean this with the utmost affection. but. while imogen and laudna telling each other "im you're anchor. you're my tether" as reassurance about going "dark" or giving into the lure of power is very meaningful and important. it also kind of struck me like. hey wait one of you anchoring the other. fine. possibly-functional. but doesnt BOTH of you tethering to each other risk creation of a spinning centrifugal blur whirling down the road to power.
and like yes yes this isnt an original thought and the proper terminology for this is probably like "dual corruption arc" or in CR "i broke the world for you" yes but. i wanted to share the specific imagery my brain provided for this train of thought, which is roughly:
like. thanks. brain. i guess.
bonus thought that popped up when drawing this:
#critical role#imogen temult#laudna#c3e65#cr spoilers#kinda#sorcery pact#LOOK I CAN ABSOLUTELY WRITE MORE THOUGHTFUL IN DEPTH ANALYSIS OF THIS or i can illustrate this and giggle at it#orbs spin fast. hah.#:)#(once i watch. proper meta is coming. this is both a promise and a threat)#i was partway thru making this post when i lost signal for a while and had to ask someone around me whether centrifugal is the outward forc#and couldnt explain why i was asking#the sacrifices i make for cr......#shitpost#spar speaks#imodna#.....?
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her angel wings surround my heartbeat NSFW
description; This wasn’t supposed to happen, March reminded himself. But when he’s head first in the farmer’s thighs, he can’t help but feel like he’s tending to an angel.
notes; Y'all ain't gon' believe this. I posted this fic to AO3 like an hour a go but I got side-tracked by ordering Indian food and as I patiently wait for my butter chicken and naan I shall feed you that NSFW fic featuring March 😌 Also, I tried to do like a...dual story telling but please lemme know if it needs some reworking to become more coherent.
word count; 1,363
warnings; this is NSFW! Minors Do Not Interact. Also some self-hatred and religious imagery so if you do not chill with that then don't read this
He’s an idiot. He has no one to blame but himself. When the farmer confessed her feelings for him, he scoffed and told her to buzz off. He told her so despite the thunderous beating in his chest, like a caged animal trying to break free of its confinement. Despite the fact that he wanted her so damn badly, March has always been a coward when it came to love.
He just couldn’t imagine someone as successful and so widely loved as her being interested in such a train wreck as he is. So he turned her away. He stood there like a dumbass, watching the hurt and pining cross over her eyes as she turned away with a sad smile.
“I see. I just thought I should let you know, because I would regret not telling you when I had the chance.”
She knew he was a liar. She knew, and he knew. And they both knew that he’d come to regret not telling her then, too.
He clutched his fists at his side as she walked out of the blacksmiths. Not because she angered him—no, not at all. Because he was foolish enough to have denied a deity.
The farmer whimpers and pulls on his fiery red locks, pulling him impossibly further into her folds, and he fights the urge to moan against her. She ground against March’s mouth, and he instantly loses his fight against being quiet, moaning before smacking her ass to silently convince her to stay still. The sound reverberated in the overly quiet, moonlit farmhouse. She gasped and covered her mouth to remain quiet, staring at him with wide eyes. March felt a warm twist in his abdomen. Guilt. Knowing that he doesn’t deserve the way she looks at him, a gaze with so much desire it could burn a hole in his skin. He sometimes felt sick, knowing that she could do better.
She wouldn’t stop by the blacksmith’s often after that. He thought the distance was for the better. Even though her absence gnawed away at his heart.
When he was able to catch Mistria’s farmer out and about—as by then he found himself seeking her—he only managed to make himself more plaintive. And by Gods, did it piss March off.
He hated that she could still force a smile. Hated that she would still glance longingly at his back, only to look away when he would return the glance. She was still the kind, sweet girl that the town came to know. She was so lively when talking to others. But the moment her eyes landed on the prized blacksmith, her façade collapsed like a poorly constructed house of cards. She talked meekly and flatly to him, and he could tell that she was fighting her urge to love him—or smack him. He couldn’t tell. He hated that she still cared about him. When they talked, her pretty eyes watered, and her frown was laced with pity.
He would spend late nights obsessively thinking about her. Her lovely eyes, her cute laugh. He would remind himself how severely he ached for her while he relieved himself, emptying himself on his lonely, calloused hand. He hated himself most of all for pushing her away and for pleasing himself in the dark to the thought of her. He felt like such a perverted loser.
He knew he was overstimulating her. She just about screamed when March slid two of his fingers inside her, her plot to cover her mouth to stay quiet notwithstanding. She trembled as he curled them against her walls, his lips still firmly attached to her clit. The journey to please such an angel was March’s personal pilgrimage, hopefully ending with her in bliss and clarity. He took his time to appreciate everything about his lover, as he needed to remind himself that she's real and his. He tried to contain himself even when his free hand snaked down to his trousers to palm his erection, grinding against it feebly. He’s positive that she could feel his stuttering breath against her pussy.
March didn't remember all the details of the night he confronted her. All he knew was that the belle looked incredible in her evening dress at one of Mistria’s many events at the manor, and she was talking to some guy—clearly not from Mistria. What March does remember well was the intense jealousy that slammed into his chest as he watched her flash her charming smile to the unknown man. And the pure ire that made his blood pump hot by watching him get handsy with her while she tried to politely tell him to back off.
March walked towards them, already fuming. Gently pulling her closer to his side by her waist and firmly removing the man’s hand off of her. He said nothing to him as he glared daggers into him and silently whisked her way, ignoring the man’s pathetic attempts to retrieve her.
She pulled her hand away from her mouth, a strand of spit following it, and cried his name out loudly. He knew that she was close and that his crusade was coming to an end. He maintained his bestial pace, finger-fucking her until he was positive she was seeing stars, and continued to desperately lick at her clit, slobbering like a dog that hadn’t eaten in days.
When she finally snapped and released herself on his face with a moan, he whined against her, bringing his grinding to a stop. He couldn’t bring himself to cum when he worshiped her. March has already done so many selfish things in his life that when his tongue lapped at her cunt, he could almost feel the sins on his shoulders flake off like the embers off of charred wood. He's yearning for her to know that he needs her, to the point that he's eager for her to use his body for her own pleasure. She deserves it, after all of the bullshit he’s drug her through.
His first mistake in this confession was pulling her to a secluded corner of the manor, one where the moon perfectly cast its light on her smooth skin and made her jewelry glow around her face, framing it like a halo. Her beauty terrified him and made him stumble over his words. He explained himself poorly to her, talking himself into a circle when trying to explain the way she made him feel. He felt like an idiot for the way his legs trembled. Who could blame him when the person he was talking to was a goddess in his eyes?
Before he lost the courage to say this for the second time, he blurted, “I'm in love with you. And I'm sorry I'm such an asshole.”
The way that her breath hitched as she parted her puffy lips was enough to make his heart explode. He selfishly pulled her into his chest and kissed her. Hard. He was expecting her to push him off, to strike him, to tell him off for being a jerk to her, and to say that it was too late for him to confess. The last thing he expected after he pulled away from her was for her to quietly lock the door behind him and pull him closer for a much more passionate kiss.
She jolts as he runs his tongue up and down her weeping slit, making sure that all of her heavenly essence makes it into his mouth. With one last kiss to her sex, he quickly marks the insides of her thighs, kissing them gently as if to apologize for making her his own. She sighs again as March kisses up her navel, stopping to nip at her neck. He sheepishly grins against her warm skin when she giggles after he playfully licks her ear. The sound of her laughter was almost as if the gateway to somewhere more holy than this plane of existence opened itself up to him. She cradles his flushed face, blessing him with a tender kiss—one that rids him of transgressions.
“I love you, March.”
“I love you, too.”
Can you tell that this is very Take Me to Church by Hozier-coded? Didn’t mean for that to happen but when you take body worship as a basis for your fic its bound to happen lmao. Anywoozies criticism is very welcome since idk if this is even a solid fic. As always, thank you for reading 🌺💗
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Anakin and Padmé as courtly love/exhalation of the beloved lady ???
They have the forbiddeness, the secrecy, the knight/lady dynamic, the purity of the love
(including these paintings to set the mood, and help remind people of what this kinda imagery is)
anakin and padme’s relationship is absolutely modeled off those ideals of “courtly love,” of something wholly pure and good despite the battle raging around. their romance is intentionally fantastical and high-stakes: it must end in death/rebirth, heaven/hell, there's no room for moderation. and with such a strong fictional lineage of doomed lovers to look back on, casting padme as a maiden saying farewell to a knight just feels right.
the really interesting part about this reading—to me at least—is you can come at it from a "believer" angle, and a "skeptic" angle. or, text v. subtext.
the "believer" angle is a straightforward applying of the "courtly love" fantasy onto the anidala dynamic. this angle disregards a lot of common criticisms of their relationship (anakin's awkard flirting, those stiff first dates, padme's reaction to the tusken massacre, etc etc), in favor of looking at what the plot demands of them. because if anakin and padme really are this great romance that splits the galaxy apart, these criticisms don't matter. their broad declarations of love are not structural weaknesses, but the whole point. what they as characters symbolize (truth v. lies, good v. evil, water v. fire, peace v. war) in the text et large is the source of their love for another, and questions like "but why would padme go for whiny anakin??" are completely off base. (i like this reading, i hope i'm not coming off as patronizing.)
the "skeptic" angle has anakin and padme seeing the other as fulfillment of their courtly love fantasy, and using these dual delusions as explanation for their worse moments. i.e. having padme idealize anakin as her only freedom from the oppressive queen/senator lifestyle as the reason behind her feelings for him. where i think this gets cool is interpreting padme as a religious figure, someone who is elevated to high status in society for her "purity" and goodness, but also objectified and dehumanized. "courtly love" is a deeply religious concept, and the "idealized beloved" is too. the most sympathetic reading of padme out there, imo, is she spent her whole life trying to be more than just queen of naboo and feel something real.
with anidala, you can have them truly be each other's only source of good and light, or you can have them build up impossible expectations of the other that all come crashing down. and both these readings are supported by the text, we have fun over here
#really struggled with how i wanted to phrase this one . hope it's coherant#anyway thank you for the ask!! i think about this imagery and padme as a religious figure a ton#anidala#anakin skywalker#padme amidala
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Is this about Wargod ballad coz I can try and give some basic info for now until he’s fully done.
Ballad primarily appears during times of conflict, often seen in a more commanding role than his partner who prefers working on his own. Ballad was always better at leading and teaching than Ko’jin was.
I can definitely see his blessing, if asked for, being strength. You have Ko’jin being asked to protect soldiers in passing but then you have Ballad being asked to give them strength in conflict. The strength to lead, to press forward, and to come out victorious (even outside times of conflict and instead in times of need too).
This one’s a bit short but that’s because I’m still working on the wargod side of Ballad, but I think it fits his main character pretty too. He’s someone that wants to be the support for others in need.
So Ko'jin is worshipped as a moon god, right?
What kind of stories do people come up with? Like do they say the craters are his beds? Do they say his power is weaker on the new moon? That he can't protect you on cloudy night (because he can't see you)?
My brain is craving mythology and the blorbos. I must know!
(if this makes no sense, please be aware I'm half asleep typing this)
Ty for the ask! I will do my best to answer this but it’ll probably only be like… half answering your questions here and mostly me yapping about Ko’jin’s overall role.
Ko’jin’s whole gist as a deity is protection of spirits and Termina as a whole more than anything. Often times if you hear stories of Ko’jin, you’re only really hearing about the Moon Serpent. It’s the most common form the people of Termina ever see of him. Rarely do they ever see the actual deity.
Most people who tend to openly talk about the serpent and spread stories are soldiers (in and out of Termina). While he protects Termina, its widely believed he primarily protects spirits or is at least a guide for them. So many soldiers often give him offerings when/after they’re drafted in hopes that, if they do die on the field, then the serpent will guide them to a good afterlife.
(His deal with spirits is one half of his “judgement” title, the other being his role of a bounty hunter of sorts.)
Stories that are usually given to children or general public are usually legends of his grand battles with other deities done in the protection of Termina. Or stories to explain meteor showers. This also relates to Moon’s Tears which is often believed to be from the serpent falling. So the stone itself is highly sought after because its often thought it would protect them. (It wouldn’t be completely wrong to assume this either since he does technically have an odd effect on those rocks and they have a strong magic.)
Also I wanted to poke the “power is weaker on new moons” thing because its mostly true. His followers mostly give him offerings/pray to him at shrines and whatnot during full moons (the festival dedicated to his return is usually on a super moon, which happens over termina yearly). The fuller the moon the more he’s able to channel his powers and the faster he can regenerate magic, which is why the Moon Serpent primarily appears on full moons (and why it’s a common belief that he’s weaker on new moons).
Also his “job” that he has regarding spirits and protecting or guiding them. After his return he has a lot of catching up to do, like a lot. He travels the world in the form of the Moon Serpent to collect spirits (and poes) and bring safely them to an “afterlife”. I really want to get into this bit more eventually as it plays into the rest of the au a lot and how it works. But I’m unsure if I should atm. Ig that’d depend if anyone wants to hear me yap about that too.
^ basically theres no way any of his followers would even know whats actually happening outside of speculation. They take what they do see (the serpent guiding spirits, the serpent protecting termina, the serpent descending from the full moon) and base their stories and faith off that (as well as any historical records and artifacts, which I think a lot of legends would have come from).
#Wargod Ballad (Kheprriverse)#Ballad (Kheprriverse)#sorry for not much info on this one#or its a bit short#(and also sorry if this is actually related to canon ballad lmao)#part of me wants to think of hercules-like legends for ballad. but then i remember that would fit kojin too lol#they really are two peas in a pod#makes me wanna bring back Ko’jin’s paradoxical-dual-serpent imagery#because in most circumstances he appears in theres technically two serpents (sleeping kojin and future-awake kojin)#im rambling again#professional yapper#long post
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This feels super awkward to do but I'm putting myself out there for better or worse, so! I go by Kaelie on here, I am 22, Queer, and go by she/her pronouns. I've been on writeblr on and off since I was maybe fifteen but haven't touched it in four years. I am now 22 and for most of those four years I have been plagued by my current WIP, currently called Project Genesis. I've only just recently forced myself to really sit and try to get it out of my head.
I'm kind of ashamed to admit that the only book I ever finished was a warrior cats fan fiction I wrote when I was twelve (It was like forty chapters, I wrote it by hand in a notebook and I let someone take it home and read it one time and it haunts me) Everything since then has either been abandoned and never even made it out of the planning stage.
For the last four years I've been super stressed and in a super bad mental state and had no time to truly sit and try to write anything and if I did I thought it was absolute trash and it kinda made me hate writing. I even stopped reading despite being obsessed with books from the moment I could read, but in the last year and a half I have rediscovered my love for reading and now I want to try writing again.
Project Genesis is meant to be a multi-book high fantasy series with horror elements (maybe, I've not read many horror books and have little experience writing it. Any tips on writing horror, or good horror books to read would be much appreciated) It's got alternating POVs, basically everybody is queer, lots of religious imagery (maybe only if you squint, but I swear sometimes I feel like I'm just ripping off the Bible)
Despite existing for almost for almost four years its hard to describe what it's actually about? The first book at least is a dual POV about one character denying and running from their destiny to avoid becoming a sacrificial lamb, and another character trying to carve out a destiny for himself when he's not meant to have one (not in a 'he's supposed to be dead' way but in a 'you're life isn't supposed to have any affect on the world' kinda way)
It is currently in early planning stages, I'm working on a zero draft and outline before really hunkering down to try a first draft. I don't know how this is gonna go as far as like updates? I'm really just kinda using this as motivation, like if I talk about and say I'm doing it I can keep myself accountable and not just drift away from this like so many others. I expect it to all be horrible but so long as it's something I can go back and make it better. Thanks for reading! 👋🏻
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