#drpenpusher

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He gets to screw me inhumanely, while I get to love him madly.

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Every night, he would come to me and remind me that I belonged to him.

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I crave to be touched, but every time you get close to me, I flinch.

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While someone might promise to treat your body gently, they can't guarantee the same care for your heart.

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Once I desperately wanted you to become mine, I learned why people say to admire the moon from afar.

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When I get the last sleep,

I wish you to keep coming in my dreams..

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"Will you be mine again?" he asked painfully with hope in his eyes.

All I can say to him, regretting and feeling ashamed, is, "I can't; you don't deserve this version of me."

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Intimacy is akin to an addicting poison. You are terrified of it, but once you taste this sour poison, you crave it even more, much as a diabetic craves sugar.

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I can wear anything you want or nothing if you want me.

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If you're with me, I'll mould to your habits.

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“Slap me, cuss at me, scream at me, push me, ruin me, despise me, disgrace me, but please come to me.”

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“You left a nasty wound on my heart, and i swear to leave worse and more agonising wounds on your body and heart until you screamed for my mercy.”

I wanted to tell him that there is no more room in my already contaminated heart; he merely has my body to paint with his fit of rage.

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“I'm gon' ruin you,princess.”

Setting your hip between my thighs, you whisper so sensually that I didn't realise you were not talking about my body.

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We got entangled between silk sheets in the darkness of night

I was frightened of his warmth That i might die

He heals me with his yearning every-night

After he ruined me with his wrath during the daylight.

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Whether I remain there or not, Just remain there somewhere in me.

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Her shattered heart muscles had dilated to the extent that her heart could hardly beat for anyone.

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