#drowsy's dreams

[starswerealigned]

tagged by @meatcrimes! thank you so much for remembering me! it's been quite a long time since i didn't play with these tag games, lol.

rules: search "your name + core" on pinterest, then post the first six photos!

tagging: @disappearinginneverland @liabilitys @wednesdayevenings @vibininthefields @madney @beskadiget @flowersf0rvases @urgeforgoing @goodbyevitamin @dialm4murder @unluckyn @brave-olive

[cerealkiddie]

self love in age regression.

making yourself a small meal even when you don't feel like doing so

giving urself reminders to take your meds/eat

telling ur carer when you need to take a nap so you don't crash throughout the day

give urself a hug, it may seem silly but it may feel good! while ur standing up or laying down.

emptying your head, maybe it's the end of the day. you could write ur thoughts, type them down into a notes folder, even babble then out loud to ur carer or to nobody. I talk to myself and I feel rlly good after verbalizing my thoughts

quiet time! sometimes you need to decompress. if u don't like complete silence maybe an asmr or soft music in the background. it helps me when I wanna have some me time

get some sunlight! sun can help with dopamine if gotten first thing in the morning and even depressing thoughts. (vitamin d supplements can be used if u live in a cloudy/gloomy area)

please take w a grain of salt, this is from my experience

[bluepallilworld]

*breaths in*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROG!!!!!

@help-im-a-gay-fish

You can thank @jann-the-bean for organizing this surprise uwu

[halinski]

rant in tags about perscription medication and withdrawals

continued here bc i reached tag limit and i'm still??

it's kinda scary tbh

like i was scared for years now of what would happen off my meds and

when i tried tapering off my antidepressants oof i was breaking down every day and now i /know/ i'm dependant on them and idk if that's better or worse

and with the antipsychotics it's like i thought they were helping my depression too bc when tapering off i was also so panicked and depressed (tho my situation is kinda stressful rn)

but idk i've been trying meds on and off for half my life now and most of the time i'm like 🤷

but the truth is

it's fucking scary how it messes with your body

it's fucking scary when you're dependant on a pill

OR ALSO

when pills fuck your body up to the point you can only eat one thing

bc that's the reason i'm going off the antipsychotics and guess what, i'm able to eat more again now

idk if it's just in combination with the hormon pill tbh i'm just going off both now and we'll see how my iron levels and migrains deal lmao

i feel like i can't think straight anymore

gonna have to get new docs anyway so we'll see what they say if(/when) i go anemic again or if going off the antipsychotics will actually fix the issue??

if so, then it'll be like how did this sneak up on me, i've been taking them for 2.5 years like

??

and now i've lost 20lbs despite trying everything to maintain or gain some the past year and a half and i'm at my lowest weight since i was like a preteen lol

and that's all bc of a med that didn't feel like it had an acute effect

or maybe i'm so removed from my body i didn't notice until i got the acute gastritis ??

i mean i can't even be sure its the meds or not until i'm off

and tapering the rest off is gonna be so fun fuck

i dont wanna

i wanna be able to eat more than bread i guess but at this point the thought just scares me and like i associate it with pain and nausea

which as long as i can manage it is fine

but i've only tapered off half, i still have to taper off the other half of the dosage 😭

and with the hormon pill gone again the worst menstrual pain will be back and idk how to manage that, i guess hopefully with the meds gone i won't go anemic again but who knows at this point??

also praying my migraines don't come back but uh... i am pessimistic. i don't have much hope

anyway

moral of the story.....

ALWAYS MAKE SURE TO TAPER OFF YOUR MEDS KIDS BC EVEN JUST TAPERING IS SCARY AND GOING COLD CHICKEN IS PROBABLY HELL

doctors can be annoying (and make things harder, like in my case bc i literally asked if it could be my current meds MONTHS ago, and everyone was like noooooo but guess who was RIGHT) sometimes BUUUUT you should listen to them avout certain things

like

tapering off meds

[astonmartingf]

i slept in the first half of the race, and woke up to not one but two safety cars. i enjoyed watching alonso and hamilton overtakes >>>>> that's it and piastri!!!!! i thought his car would just stop like??? but we did it!!!

[ethioirhab]

wanted to go roller skating but i will have no time until the monday after next ... ack! good night

[lilybug-02]

…………..

I’❍ not a chi☹d…

[mothpawbs]

time to go to sleep! hope I don't dream about a person who looks shockingly similar to jack torrance tied to the top of a mountain by a noose made of teeth again!

[mightybrun]

I’m awake at like 4:30am because I had an intense dream where Burger King rolled out a new menu item that everyone just called The Contraption. It was like a wide, clear plastic stapler that held chicken nuggets and you squeezed it to shoot out honey mustard sauce.

[heybobbygirl]

one time last november i had a dream where at some point i had a ‘pretty flower girlfriend’ and even though she was there for less than half of the dream i got so worked up over the concept of having someone love me that i brought her up three separate times

[deadpanwalking]

turns out that when you can't get a therapist appointment on short notice, alcohol IS the solution

[insert-game]

sometimes i wonder if i have narcolepsy but i feel like surely what i have going on isn’t that bad.

[bread-tab]

last night i stayed out too late an hour's drive from my bed and had to stop halfway home to take a 10-minute nap in the backseat. and lemme tell ya. exhaustion-fueled roadside power nap hits different

[iloveyoualivegrl]

I had a dream my dad was abt to go drive somewhere and he was so drunk he couldn't walk straight and i was home alone with him so my mom called and told me to go out and slash our car's tires with a knife so he couldn't leave. And as I was still on the phone with my mom I heard the door downstairs slam closed so i knew my dad was leaving already so I grabbed a knife from somewhere and ran with it in my hand down the stairs and outside. He was already there so I ran past him and stabbed a tire but I had to like push and twist the knife bc it was so dull. And I remember the panicked feeling of knowing my dad was getting closer. 👍

[blu3bl00d3d]

the melatonin made me funny

then it made me sad

[faespaec]

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