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#splatoon#frye#splatoon3#puppy frye#my beloved#drawing her like this is like therapy for me#i hope you guys get it 😔😔#doggy frye#...
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Thank you all for voting in the poll to decide who was going to be the leader of the band! It turned out to be such a close race!
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#madam lan#A-qing#Band AU#(Reminder that Madam Lan's design inspiration goes to Qourmet!)#Madam Lan may have been the winner per vote count but there were so many strong advocates for A-Qing!#I played around with a few versions of what the 'poll winner' art was going to be and ultimately decided I wanted them both.#As any good theater love knows though - The battle for leadership was a ruse. They *all* get a chance to be featured.#Cooperation was the real end goal! However I do think these two have the best frontman energy of the group.#Or at least 'crowd favourite' energy. I also really loved hearing what people thought their vocal styles would be like!#This was probably one of my favourite polls to do and I love drawing these characters a lot B*)#I'd love to spend a bit more time in this AU so count on me bringing it back.#One thing I keep feeling like I need to redeem myself on is Madam Lan's Translucent skirt. I have *not* done the concept justice yet.#It is such a crack-platonic ship but I want to think Madam Lan and A-Qing would enjoy each other's company.#Possibly also with JYL as well. They can be like mutually beneficial therapy dogs to each other.#Madam Lan never got to see her kids grow up into teenagers after all. She only had sons. Never daughters.#Even if she saw her kids once a month we do know she treated them with so much love and kindness.#She would bite the shit out of YZY for yelling at JYL. What a sight to see. A-Qing would also start biting (for fun).
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Clover is such a goober can we see how she's doing?
it's doing better than literally any of them
bonus clover doodles under cut ↓
#lethal company#lethal company bracken#clover#my art#ask#cryptic3clipse#drawing this creature is super relaxing and fun#and so is doing low effort doodles like this gosh its therapy not to take art seriously sometimes#also using she her pronouns for this bracken is so funny#ask made me smile; ty for enjoing the goober!
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silly doodle for my fursona since i made her 11 years ago today :-)
#my art#YAAAAY KADEN BIRTHDAY#featuring her new design bc i keep forgetting to update her ref#ive been a furry for 11 years. isnt that something LMAO#im on fall break now!!! doing a lot of recharging bc the few days before break have been making me wanna eat my keyboard#< nothing crazy bad going on its just the work im doing being super annoying + dealing with a weird bout of imposter syndrome#BUT ANYWAY!!! happy birthday kaden. kissing his big head#i have a couple of things i wanna do for my next tattoo/its just a matter of committing but i Do want to get a cat#< I DO WANNA NOTE kaden and i have dif birthdays :-) mine was at the end of october hehe#but i do draw kaden on my birthday bc he is me but he is also Not Me . but he is. yk LOL#tattoo somewhere to honor kaden. just a standard shorthair/nothing that necessarily reads that im a furry#or the cat having her design bc it changes every now and then bahaha#AND LIKE IM VERY CERTAIN I WANT A CAT TATTOO FOR KADE LOL shes been a staple of my life for Eleven Whole Years#and shes helped me accept parts of myself. bc if i gave her the traits i had/have and i still loved her. then i could love me too#and that has drastically helped with So Much and my therapist says thats actually#a great therapy tool. forget the exact wording but the idea is there#everyone make a fursona now. ur homework is making a fursona and loving them. and then loving urself
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Love being an arcane warrior in dao i love swinging a giant maul around and being in armour but also casting walking nightmare and horror on my enemies i think swords are cooler but the affect of a maul is funnier than big sword in my opinion. I have like 3 affects (at the minimum) going on at all times and then i do an aoe chug some lyrium just in case and bludgen some guy to death. What.
#dao#dragon age origins#dao surana#dragon age#i havent drawn athima in a while bc im busy w zine stuff but. you bet when im done (hopefully this week) im drawing them sm#idk theyre a silly guy#also my quest dlcs arent working? and when i look shit up it doesnt make sense#im not a tech savvy person is the issue here#anyway- athima my beloved#just met goldanna which was a bust#and im hoping i dont accidentally harden alistair idk how id do it accidentally but.#i wouldnt be surprised if i did#kimda sad you dont get to explain to goldanna that alistair did not in fact live in the royal palace#and that currently all he has is the ppl w him and the clothes on his back#since the arl is still fucked up rn#idk she assumes a lot about him and i wish you could explain stuff to her#cuz its like. i get her perspective she lives a shit life with what 5 kids?#like yeah if i thought my brother was better off than me then id want some help#however she just. assumes hes lived the worlds lushest life#when that isnt the case?#and ik its like. a part of the wholw him standing up for himself thing i think?#idk i read some stuff bc i like to know what im getting into but still be a bit surprised#so. idk man#athima is goin through it too get these guys some therapy#anyway im done rambling in my tags now
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the thing about curly is that i am fully ready to criticize his actions but i am also unquestionably sympathetic towards him because i am at my core forever and always a chara dreemurr enthusiast so when i see a character being unfairly villainized i start biting and killing
#mouthwashing#he endeared himself to me by being fun to draw before i knew the game very well#NOT excusing his failures though like curly step the fuck up my guy#also i make big sad eyes at characters that COULD have done the right thing and WOULD have done the right thing with the right push#captain curly#this was (and is whenever i get back into it) also how six sunk her claws into me#like kid GET BEHIND ME i'd kill for her#curly doesn't get the same excuse as six though obviously (she's literally 9)#just that my instinct to combat the mischaracterization of them comes from the same place#and that place is chara dreemurr baby#but yeah you're a whole ass adult curly take some damn responsibility#love him though. he's clearly going through it#like 'just off center' on your psych eval without even opening up#go to therapy buddy#anyway like i'm not saying i'm DEFENDING him necessarily just that i don't want him to be mischaracterized you know??????#god i hope i'm articulating this correctly
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i feel like it’s really easy for people to get the impression with my fua stuff that lancaster is my Favorite Character™️ and i do certainly love and think about him a lot and find him the easiest to make stuff for that Appeals To Me because LOOK AT HIM, but the character who is my genuine favorite that i find a lot of comfort in and adore so much that it loops back around to being unable to articulate anything about them is actually love. I cannot express how much i love her.
#babbles#find us alive#dr Lancaster#agent love#lancaster is the guy i like to poke with tweezers. love is my beating heart and soul#as you can predict im really normal about their friendship too and it’s my fav in the show…#i kind of imagine them with a queerplatonic sort of bond if only because i imagine their relationship is a really unique one among the 14bs#lanc getting love into therapy. love being the one there when lanc got -3’d.#love being the one who wanted to still see him. love being the one to knock sense into him. lanc overseeing her in her coma.#lanc helping her regain her cognition. supporting her through her disability her supporting him through his containment#they even underwent horrific invasive medical procedures at the same time…#i think save for raddagher obviously lancaster is the one of the cast love is closest with#i will never be over ‘youv seen me at my worst and it’s all uphill from here’/‘youv seen me at my worst and stay anyway’ type dynamics#NOT A SHIP POST!!!! THEY ARE BOTH GAY!!!!!!!! I AM MUSHING THE GUYS WHO INFECT MY BRAIN TOGETHER!!!!!!!#i neeeeeeeed to draw emo art of them so hard.
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Two Itty bitty Rosetta doodles
#im genuinely going to exsplode.#like#if i cant go insane over my fave cookies soon somethjng is going to short-circuit within me#dont get me wrong i love my ocs but i also have been drawing Rosetta for 3 WEEKS STRAITS#ough i love her but i wanna finifh my comic#also im tired#sorgy#would people be interested in seeing my comic? idk it gets kinda dark bc Rosetta is there shes my fave most mentally ill women ever //^^//#get therapy ♥ kiss kiss#[oc rose]#my ocs#oc#original character
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do the beast dungeon protags have names? I noticed you only tag them by their species (I want to know more about them smiles)
unfortunately I took this and ran with it as a summary instead of "yeah this is their names"
yes! well, half and half. sudowoodo is quite literally just called sudowoodo, but the nuzleaf is called locke! every now and then, some of my pokemon just don't receive names, because nothing seems to fit in my head (and I like to think that some pokemon just don't feel obligated to go by any particular name). locke is named after, well, i'm sure you can figure that out (nuzlockes LOL)
their team is called "two guys", cuz they're two guys. despite this, they'll eventually recruit fries (zigzagoon, she/her), unnamed veluza (might just be called veluza, undetermined pronouns) & unnamed geodude (she/her). they rarely work as a full team (locke fucking hates everybody), they're more of just A Group (the "team" is still sudolocke, others just tag along or split off). they all live in the same kind of vicinity and all have a similar life goal/interest: some kind of life involving pursuing... flower maintenance. of some kind.
the above is primarily sudowoodo's dream. he wants to find a legendary seed and grow a legendary tree/flower, and deal with everything else along the way; he doesn't go into dungeons to rescue people (that's a plus), he's solely focused on his own personal task. locke has absolutely no goals and aspirations, originally sticking around sudowoodo after hearing about his goals because he thought it was *so* stupid, that he just had to be there to watch sudowoodo fail (in actuality, he had absolutely nothing going on in his life. it's true he followed sudowoodo just to mock him and piss him off, but locke ended up becoming genuinely attached, fully taking on sudowoodo's dream as his own. though he would never admit to any of this to anyone other than sudowoodo lol)
the pair are yaoiful in a situationship kind of way. like they're in love but they're uncertain about it and neither of them would necessarily call eachother boyfriends/say "i love you" all that often if at all/so on so forth. everyone around them just assumes they've got something weird going on. genuinely have no idea how to describe how these two feel about eachother LMAO
(fries just thinks a place full of flowers is Cool, veluza would like a chill place to finally relax that will also be considerate of fish mons, geodude herself has plants and moss growing on her head so seeing other mons dedicate their time towards nurturing a space like this has her wanting to get involved as much as possible; this curated space is like a home to all five of them. the intent is for it to be a pretty decently-sized place they'll all come to manage, kind of eventually becoming like a flower garden/nature reserve/all that)
unfortunately things turn a bit south when sudowoodo & locke end up in silverwood tangle (forest), a wrong place wrong time situation. this becomes the introduction of beast dungeons themselves (mystery dungeons helmed by ultra beasts). this is where the meat of everything begins which i won't get into here because i've already rambled overtime but SHDHDGSGF i know people are typically around for VV and not DC:BD (bluesky feed numbers are a big tell of this), but they're my silly guys and i like em :-]
#completely unrelated but I've never forgotten about what i owe you i have just been so.#so inundated with work + other for (checks notes) Oh that's 8 months#between different month-long events over half the year and comms from march and. irl visits and all that. God#can you imagine. artfight -> bf is over for a month -> mum gets surgery and you have to care#for her for like a month -> congratulations you're now dedicated to helping in the arpg -> help#sorry this is just like general rambling LOL i really need to get back into the groove for comms so i can get to everything else i own....#it's just a gamble on my physical health but i think I've been doing better this week so maybe i can knock stuff out 🤔#maybe i should get around to contacting some people tomorrow so i can finally get a new start on everything#oh wow i completely forgot about the like. absolute nightmare mentally goddamn . bros having his first therapy apt in 2w omg#I LITERALLY CAN'T STOP RAMBLING ABT LIFE STUFF any time i sit here and draw or work on stuff i go Damn. what do my commissioners think#<- for clarification of others this is nothing to do with that. oomf is not a pending commissioner. my commissioners are in my dreams#where tf am i. take me back to sudolocke yaoi
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last rb stressed me out lowkey akakska i had an ex like that and it became a self fulfilling prophecy kinda thing..
#like oof where do i even begin#for one... would recommend looking up what pedestalling is so u can catch urself when ur doing it.#and. hm. honestly even working on self worth n whatnot i think rly internalizing not 2 pedestal ppl cuts out a lot of self sabotage#like hello ppl in ur life r there bc they choose to be. you are worth it to them and they are showing u that w action.#u gotta be vulnerable.. u gotta trust in other ppl.. cautious optimism is fine but 😮💨😮💨#i hate when ppl assume what im thinking and feeling and act upon that. assumptions on assumptions.#my mom was like that in a mean spirited vindictive way. my ex would spiral if i took too long to respond stressed as hell#thinking that i had all these horrible thoughts about her or that i was just using her like holy shit I'm just sitting here drawing ajsjka#i am trying to make friends. i am recovering from my own personal circumstances and trying to figure myself out etc.#was also actively working on finding myself as a trans woman bc it was so early in my transition.#idk. like damn ppl have Lives‚ hobbies‚ other ppl they talk to‚ they take time for themselves.#if u don't know and ur stressed about it‚ ask..? but then believe ppl when they answer idk.#sorry.. I've annoyed myself lmao. it was wild... things were dead simple on my end but she came up w hella things she swore HAD to have bee#true and after breaking up w her she kept DMing me w long ass self deprecating vents and mischaracterisations#i had to block her after a while like 😐 u ever see somebody go to therapy and get worse somehow#i cannot fw people who have low self esteem anymore but like i sympathize from a distance lol#hello from the other side of the interaction... self love/worth is hard but please try#ur mischaracterization of ppl based on assumptions is hurting them and it will alienate ppl n push them away#and then become a sort of self fulfilling prophecy.. but also take what I'm saying w a grain of salt 🤷🏾♀️#i just have my personal experiences
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OC-tober day 26 prompt: fear
Featuring Cassidy!
Fame, attention, and agency, or rather the lack thereof. This is the life she should want right? She's always loved singing so becoming an idol should have been a dream come true, right?
Teenagers shouldn't have all this attention on them. Fame can be detrimental even to adults, let alone teens her age. All those eyes on her, observing her every move made her scared to make any mistake. One mistake and everything she worked hard for could all disappear in the blink of an eye. She learnt to fear those very same fans she adored. And she came to understand that once you become a symbol for the public, you can no longer control anything about your life, only the most private parts. She feared that in the end she'd lose even the smallest freedom she managed to save. How ironic that even after escaping the narrative, she still ended up becoming a puppet to others.
From bweirdart's OC-tober prompt:
While I am doing this challenge mostly to keep an archive of my characters on tumblr (and to incentivise myself to draw them), if you, person stumbling upon this post, are curious and wanna learn more, my askbox is open >:3c
#oc-tober#bweirdOCtober#kyeterna oc#kyeverse: cassidy#I really like her which is why she has to go through the ringer#sorry bestie not even years of therapy will save you <3#THIS ONE took me TWO DAYS to draw#i like it quite a lot despite the fact that it has few similarities to what i had in mind initially#i hope future kyeterna redraws this as i initially envisioned <3#aka with JUST the hands in the bg
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gals remember i said that if I dont post any mizisua pics that means im dead?....w-well i actually am
#literally cant get any single pic done ISTG I HAVE SO MANY PICS IN PROGRESS BUT I CANT FINISH ANY OF THEM I WANNA KMS SO BAD#...anyway sketching sua is free therapy for me like it took 20 mins to draw and i love her so much#sua alien stage#alnst sua#sua alnst#alnst#alien stage#scdf art
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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Having a single moment of realization that the common denominator for literally ALL your characters (not only the MAIN ones who are just... queer and have a visceral need to be useful and therefore surely also liked) is that they all struggle to figure out who exactly they are after some non-canon event made them realize that what they previously thought to be their identity was merely a restrictive illusion imposed upon them from an outside source... really hits different a few minutes before midnight.
Like at this point I'm unsure if that's just a common narrative theme for any character, or if I should go back to therapy asap.
#personal#seriously. Arvid is no longer just a priest or soldier.#which kind of fucks him up because he never THOUGHT he could be anything else#Iona is struggling with her whole life getting upended.#Ray is fundamentally shaken in all his beliefs.#Leena is widowed; she struggles with that- Harwen is dealing with a massive culture shock and how he doesn't really feel dalish anymore#Adela is literally the best adjusted and she was actually just a straight-up criminal#and the only one of these that was written FOR me was Arie no longer being in Orzammar or a princess#and needing to figure THAT out for herself somehow#they didn't technically NEED to need therapy#yet here we are#nobody MADE me do any of this#(side note I want to either draw or commission like... a dwarf gang and an elf gang)#(Arie Arvid and Vogar for the dwarves)#(and Leena Harwen and Iona for the elves)
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milgram second anniversary art but with my ocs woooo!!
i know it would probably make more sense if i made something like the first anniversary art with them because it's only trial 1 for them right now but. i really like the second one <3 and i really wanted to draw something more "dark" with them? :'D no eiji and miki though. sorry 😔
anyway, i'm also working on their voice dramas rn i hope they won't be too long and i think i will make polls for them in the end of every voice drama? and about their interrogations, i will most likely make them after each pair of prisoners gets their voice dramas. you can send some questions for them too, if you want!
#this took me like. three days sjskksk#but i think it was worth it#those blood splatters didn't come out the way i wanted them to be but i think they still look cool?#“hey lina why is yurika the only female prisoner who's smiling” haha who knows :D#but wow. drawing aimi with this face expression felt so wrong. like wdym she's not smiling here#but i also feel like it fits her and her crime way more than her just looking like a cute platonic yandere that she is#sometimes therapy can be drawing your ocs either looking like unforgivable murderers that they are or simply looking terrified#👑prisoner 001: miyagawa akio👑#🌸prisoner 002: hanasaki aimi🌸#💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔#🌿prisoner 004: chiba naomi🌿#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#💎prisoner 006: yoshioka eiko💎#🍬prisoner 007: yano asahi 🍬#🎀prisoner 008: maruyama yurika 🎀#🎸prisoner 009: kuroki riku 🎸#🎭prisoner 010: himura reina🎭#milgram#milgram oc#milgram project
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