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people in the archaeology subreddit digging up the corpse of indiana jones again for the annual discourse. somehow seem to have forget the most important scene in the film if you’re critiquing his status as an academic
#like??? what????????? why bother discoursing about whether he’s an ethical practitioner if you don’t even remember we have MULTIPLE scenes#of him teaching. at least one student brings up the contemporary equivalent of a field school. he DID do normal archaeology#that’s just not what the movies are about bc they’re based more on pulp adventure novels#i’m so tired of the usual ‘he’s a bad archaeologist’ argument from people who don’t actually know a) what archaeology looked like in the 30s#or b) that dr jones is actually *remarkably ahead of his time* on certain topics. like not fuckin stealing grave goods#his real world contemporaries were openly engaging in the trafficking of artifacts if anything indiana jones is giving them a BETTER#reputation what with the actually not being a fascist. and at least nominally respecting local/descendant communities (depending on which#movie/writer we’re talking about)#if you know nothing about the history of the field you do NOT get to critique it#‘at least the people in jurassic park were actually paleontologists’ YEAH . IN THE 80S. INDIANA JONES IS A PERIOD PIECE#HES CHRONOLOGICALLY ACCURATE FOR MOST THINGS AND WILDLY ANACHRONISTIC *IN A BETTER WAY* FOR OTHERS
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I forgor to post this sketch page of the A Major Chord </3
Anyways eat up lmao, this is them all in the Reflection canon, individuals below the cut





#Banesberry art#altoclef.exe#Guh me when Im posting about my canon#Dr Alto Clef#Agent Ukulele#francis wojciechowski#Chimera/Delta#Em-5#a major chord#Theres more in the system but these are like. The main 5 that well be talking about#Reflection#Reflection canon#scp#scp fanart#scp art#scp fandom#dr clef#alto clef#scp 4231 b#francis wojciechoski#scp doctors#scp dr clef#I have so much planned for this canon (it is the canon Im sourced from Im going off of source memories)#There is a custom organized playlist thats like 80 songs long heheheh#Chimera has wings btw Its kinda hard to see that though
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i just finished Spare Me Your Mercy and I have to say that the finale was really well done and i'm so glad we finally brought the focus back to the characters themselves and not just The Themes And Moral Debate. It just goes to show that the the show would have been even better if they'd put just a little more focus and effort on KanTew and the romance. I get why they didn't but they really really didn't have to do much!
I could literally pitch you a Spare Me Your Mercy update patch that would fix almost everything that was lacking in the middle of the series: just make Kan and Tew teenage sweethearts who broke up and went on to med school/being a cop in Bangkok. Whichever tumblr user had that idea originally was galaxy brained. like literally that's almost all it takes. Instantly there is more believable motivation for them to be both drawn to each other, as involved in each others business as they are, and for Tew to dismiss the idea that Kan's Doing Euthanasia until the reveal. Instantly more of an emotional connection. Add one or two thematic flashback scenes, MAYBE a half hour runtime added to the show's overall total including fleshing out their reintroduction and stuff, and BOOM. Done. Your show goes from a 7 to a 9. I wouldn't even change the ending.
#the ending really shot the show up my rankings but i still think this is the weakest Sammon show i've seen#or at least the least insanity inducing#but being the weakest sammon show like still puts you WAY up there let's be real#I still need Dr Bunn to show up and talk to Kan about medical ethics B T W i'm not letting that go#do you hear me Tul???? very disappointed in you and your happy real life that we didn't get this cameo!#spare me your mercy#smym
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dang-orange makes a list of characters he'd shake inside a glass jar:
i decided to be insane while i wait for the Methylphenidate pill to hit (i was thought to have adhd and still have some leftovers from trying to treat that) so i can study. so i made a list of what i think are kins? i refuse to look up what that actually means so im going by the context that a thousand years of reading tumblr posts on pintrest gave me.
Okay! so:
Kinger is a new one, he seems like such a funny silly guy who is kind of out of it, something i absolutely get! so he goes there.

Izzy Hands has been a cause of insanity for me since season one, but season two got me worse. what a funny fellow. i get the whole being a tryhard thing, and sort of losing it a bit over having to change your ways. havent had to eat own my toes, lost a leg or done drag while singing in french, so those things i just find amusing.

Peter B. Parker! what a funny guy, i didnt expect him to actually come back on the second spiderverse movie. being a cool mentor is something admirable i think, and the scene with aunt may made me spend way too many hours on ao3 as i thought that could have been more of a thing (in my head the movie would have done well as a series, more time to explore the really cool characters they had). Also: him being a version of spiderman ''were things didnt go well'' that doesnt go in a morbid direction is very baller.

Doctor Twobrains i only know of from fandom osmosis. i did watch the series as a kid, but i really cant remember shit. the rat brain is funny, and i love anything involving inventors with a theme (i had to fight myself a few too many times to not include doofenshmirtz). the manerisms and vibe are very silly, the excentricities vibe with me.

Agent Stone was the only reason i watched the sonic movie. i saw a trailer and thought, huh i dont think i remember ever seeing this fellow on anything sonic. turns out, he was a new character and very, very funny. what a guy! i can imagine going that far being a henchman. i, however, do have a deep hatred against the guy that does robotnick, so i havent seen much else other than the first film (that i very much pirated).
Pyro is such a mistery. they just burn things and act jolly, the whole pyroland thing is also so stupid. i mained him when i played tf2, but for now i just save fanart of her burning shit and think about how cool it'd be to have a full body suit, be unintelligible and get to burn stuff. absolute 10/10.
Hazel from The Umbrella Academy was fun while he lasted. The idea of being a time traveling mercenary and still getting shitty hotel rooms is hilarious to me. made me really want to get suspenders, but i dont think that'll happen.

Scar (from Hermitcraft) is such a chaotically silly guy. i wish i could pull that off. going from scam, to huge incredible creations, to changing allies on a dime, to playing games by any other rules than the ones stabilished? i wish i could do that! btw the fanart is by reddit user dead_cricket_ (i didnt want to use a minecraft skin but wanted to make sure that I AM TALKING ABOUT THE FANON CHARACTER NOT THE REAL DUDE THAT MAKES VIDEOS)

Elliot Gussman from The Umbrella Academy was also fun while he lasted. i also have some really, really weird paranoia problems and would act the same if i had alien strangers in my house. there isnt a lot of fandom stuff on him, as he's such a minor character, so i just juggle a few too many head canons on this silly guy.

Aziraphale. hehe. haha. im absolutely normal about this guy. being an angel and having the ideology of heaven hammered into your head, and complying with things you know you shouldnt because you know the consequences and that theres someone all-seeing always watching you? i get that 100%. Two other things: the constant forced smiles that are clearly unnatural and doing silly things you know you arent good at are also relatable.
i really like Abner Krill. this is so long already, but i just, really like him. i wish he didnt get killed, that movie is my favourite and i wish it could get a sequel. i'll be short on the whole thing by saying that being the weirdest one on a bunch of batman villans is very funny, and his powers are very fucked up in a cool way.
Oswald Cobblepot was the only reason i saw Gothan. him going from just a guy to.. The Penguin?? absolutely crazy. i really got the whole bit where he was getting higher on the crime scene by biting small bits and getting big results.
I could write 20.000 words on each of these, but this formatting is ass and i think the Methylphenidate is working (it's been a bit more than 40 minutes between writing and looking up images that werent so bad), so i should go study/work. if anyone wants me to go insane again, dont worry! i absolutelly will. i made an account here for a reason.
#tadc kinger#izzy hands#peter b parker#dr two brains#agent stone#tf2 pyro#hazel tua#gtwscar#elliot gussman#elliot gusman tua#aziraphale#abner krill#oswald cobblepot#jesus my eyes are burning but i feel so happy getting this out of my chest i have never written or talked about fandon with anyone#my hands are tingling with joy#kin list
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Currently thinking about how my hometown has a mental health facility used to house... well, the website says criminals found not guilty "for reasons of insanity" instead of criminally insane but that's mainly a wording thing
and this mental health facility has been around since the early days of the town
and has gone through quite a handful of different directors over the years
and has done clinical trials of new drugs for the government
and at least once as a kid they had to keep us inside at recess because someone broke out and was on the run
and has local rumors about it being haunted that are popular with teens
Somehow I went most of life without connecting the dots that I had a real life "version" of Arkham literally on the other side of town until recently
Just. What.
#b talks#arkham asylum#annnnnd bonus! I'm from a suburb of one of the many places dc likes to occasionally inspire gotham on#batman#but yeah. in a different world those patients are the rogues#and not just your average mentally ill criminals#anyway. wild#i don't think it's had the corruption though? can't really tell#haven't heard anything at least#and THANKFULLY no dr arkhams or stranges (or even cranes or quinzels) coming out of it#gotham
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i think one of my professors has realized that many of the students he teaches think he's a bit of a hardass. i feel so bad. he's genuinely such a sweetheart. he's spent the last two classes dropping comments like "please don't think i'm a sadist. if you're doing this project and thinking 'this is inhumane, but you know Dr. M', please, just come talk to me." like wtf i need to give a speech about how great a guy he is???? i genuinely need to give a persuasive speech about how fun his classes are??? like he's a pain at times and a tough grader but look at me. look at me. he's so reasonable. he has high expectations for everybody evenly. I got a 78 on a final that i thought i absolutely flunked okay? he's reasonable and he's funny in the driest way! it's not nice for people to think he's MEAN. he's not!!! he's just an awkward english professor!!!! be NICE to him FROM NOW ON!!!!
#psychoanalyzing my professor#i think it's getting to him#and i feel horrible#because the first semester i had him i literally thought he was so evil#he's NOT#in fact he's way less evil than a professor everybody likes because he's way more comfy talking to a class#dr m is NOT comfy with public speaking but genuinely he's so nice#he's a tough grader but do you know what he doesn't do????#expect more than you can give!!!#he wants everything from you but when you give everything its gonna be FINE!!!#and yeah on the tests and stuff he wants what he says repeated back to him but if you pay attention and think clearly about it its going to#dont give him more than exactly what he asks for#only bs if you have no clue whatsoever#you'll do FINE#lowest grade i've gotten on a test from him was a B-#and like. im proud of that!!!#Also when he wants things he's really good at explaining what it is he wants to see#also he's so insanely smart it scares me#anyways#there are many benefits to attending a catholic college
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✨noping out✨ of an awkward situation li k e
#(nansu’s mona interview was too cute so i *need* to laugh at lxl to end the night normally im not sorry—)#tonight’s dance is fiancé!!!!!!!!! the camera angles are a thing of beauty in this one y’all h a v e to watch it if you can#ok that’s enough of lxl i can see the gif past the tags anyway so. well~~~~~~~#anyways!!!! the mona interview!!!! the tl;dr of it is basically just nansu talking about mona’s 2nd album + the concert#and how the concert came about (long story short: she said ‘i wanna perform live as mona!’ to the staff in passing and her wish was granted)#***if i didnt read it wrong that is… um. proper tl this weekend if i have the energy i promise~~~~~#yk what since it’s just 2 pages in total i might as well tl the entire thing. it’s not as wordy as some of the past lxl + ft4 interviews so.#since her concert’s on saturday too… aaaaaaaa i wanna go~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mona live >>>>>>> lxl live you agree y/y—#only reason to look forward to lxl’s live is for the lxltwt fanartists’ drawings of the performance btw#bc m a n. they actually manage to make the dances seem decent (if only in the form of exquisite drawings)#the spell of the fanartists is lifted the moment the actual lxl dances break free from containment though lmao#i still recall having high expectations of tsuki no hime’s dance thanks to the fanart… then i saw *it*.#b u t since mona’s live will have songs from both albums im expecting lxl’s live to be the same in that regard#at the very least last stage and oshimahou should get dances… i think#i hope they actually do the heart poses in oshimahou though bc that’d be hilariously cringe (and suki.kirai already did it better no cap)#o k that’s enough lxl for one night gnnnnnnnn~~~~ see y’all tomorrow afternoon for a possible mona concert twt!!!!
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going into the very system that wasn’t built for us to change it from the inside is so tired. as soon as someone gets into these positions of power, it’s an immediate switch up of language, morals and politics. like why would you want to hold that kind of power over the very people that power is against? and now you’re there doing absolutely nothing about it, but spewing “ceasefire!” tweets as a politician. knowing that a ceasefire is not the solution, but a permanent end to the genocide and giving Palestinians, Tigrayans, Sudanese and Congolese people their land and resources back.
#free palestine#palestine#free congo#free sudan#deleted the last post b/c the martyred woman was a fake account!#gaza#justice for palestine#free gaza#justice for palestinians#congo genocide#dr congo#keep eyes on sudan#sudan crisis#free tigray#tigray genocide#save tigray#we need to start popping bullets#im talking revolution
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elaborating on my bad end theater blakeworth au more because its driving me insane a little bit . spoilers for both bad end theater [kinda?? barely] and vtsom . also long [like seriously I was not expecting 2 write this much about it] ft. my writing of questionable quality
So victor n vincent's incidents happen on the same day here for plot convenience , I haven't really figured it out yet so . shrugs . anyway victor gets taken somewhere 2 get his prosthetics n vincent goes 2 the basement n gets turned into a cyborg like usual but the thing is vincent is gone for a whileee . Like half a year ish . n victor has no idea where the hell he is so after staying at the mansion n waiting 4 vincent 2 come back 4 a while he goes out to look for him because he doesn't believe [or doesn't want 2 believe] that vincent is dead [he's right not 2] . so he doesn't come back for a bit . in that time vincent comes back to the mansion n has a huge what the fuck moment because he has no idea how long he was gone since there wasn't a calendar or anything in the basement obviously so he was expecting victor 2 be there so now its his turn to freak out . but he doesn't wait at all n immediately leaves to try n find him since he assumed something happened . oh also neither of them know about eachother's incidents .
Anyway both of them r panicking n looking 4 eachother all the time with no luck @ all . vincent is still plotting his revenge against myers but he knows he needs some1 2 help him [cough cough victor] 2 fully carry out his plans . So that's kinda put on pause temporarily . anyway theater time :]
I haven't fully figured out why vincent makes the theater yet because it doesn't fully make sense but it's like . partly because its something 2 do so he doesn't fucking lose it [escapism] partly because he's a cyborg n needs human flesh 2 survive n this would lure people in [also possibly victor might come here but that's a maybe 2 him] n partly because he was probably a theater kid you can't convince me otherwise . Anyway the stories play out a little differently 2 be metaphors 4 what happened @ myers but the characters n stuff still have the same roles n every story still has a bad ending . He doesn't wanna get recognized because his involvement in the g4 cyborg incident is all he would hear about n he did this to escape not be reminded of all that shit . So he goes by Tragedy n wears a mask to conceal his face [hey wow just like tragedy in bad end theater . see what I did there]
Eventually victor goes to the theater n as soon as vincent starts speaking he recognizes his voice but isn't sure + this guy doesn't really act like vincent [stage personality] so he'll wait n see . Also I'm aware that vincent can't lie to victor 4 shit but the mask also conveniently covers any sort of telling facial expression . Anyway at first vincent wants 2 just go out n say that it's him n all that but also he's afraid how victor will react to what happened 2 him n the things hes done 2 sustain himself if he finds out . Also he's surprised at seeing that victor has robotic arms/eyes now since he still doesn't know what happened 2 him in the time gap . He wants 2 question him soooo bad but he'll wait . Mostly because if he questions victor that means he'll be questioned in return n that is the absolute last thing he wants .
Everything would play out as it does in bad end theater [going through all the different storylines n fighting Tradgey] except when the mask breaks some of vincent's cyborg parts[??] are visible since as seen in chapter 4 it looks like his body deteriorates pretty easily under stress n it's painfully obvious what he is now . But he's still him , so all of that is basically ignored when victor realizes that he was right and this is vincent and holy fuck he is alive n right here in front of me ‼️ so uh . reunion yayyyy . Questions come later which isn't fun for either of them but it doesn't matter because oh my god they're together again n alive . anyway reunion stuff .
They hug . a lot . for wayyy too long . but when it's been over a year since you've seen the best person in your entire life you're gonna b a little clingy . Not much is different about their relationship after all of this they just do not want 2 leave eachother alone 4 a while because . well . widely gestures to The Everything . After that they just sit in the empty seats [absolutely nobody else is there] n talk . it's pretty casual 4 now , neither of them r in the mood 4 anything else . Vincent explains that he's closing the theater down after this . he doesn't want it anymore n people don't come here anyway so it would b a waste . He wants everything 2 go back 2 how it was before . victor suggests that they go home n vincent says they should . They probably kiss r whatever @ some point as a treat its been 2 long . Also sometime later they have a conversation about being stuck in the past n everything since victor obviously noticed the glaringly obvious parallels between their experiences n the characters' . vincent explains that he had this whole revenge thing planned out but maybe this is okay [4 now @ least] . Holy fuck pixle writes a happy ending it's a miracle [it's more bittersweet but . shhhshush]
Hi if you somehow read all of this congrats . here's some extra little details
-the parallels between vincent n tragedy r the main inspiration 4 this since they're both hyperfocused on the past n their partner is more focused on moving on/the future it makes me ill
-the theater isn't around for long, maybe like a month or two ?? A little more ??? This timeline is really fucked. shrugs
-also nobody really comes there, only a few once in a while n half the time vince has 2 kill them anyway because yk . the whole eating flesh thing . so he doesn't have many regulars . not that he really cares about this much anyways . also he wonders what victor would think of it allll the time .
-the cats r fine b4 any1 asks victor took them with him n before then they probably have automatic feeders n water stuff [also vincent is extremely happy 2 see them again]
-vincent is extra bitter towards myers because of the whole separation thing
-night terrors after they get back . Soooo many 4 both of them it's not fun
-draco still exists because vincent already kind of started his plans with winston but he didn't have any memories 2 use n didn't want 2 use winston's since he doesn't really know what's in there so eventually he convinces victor 2 lend some because its kind of awkward 2 have a lifeless cyborg/clone just lying around + I just wanted him 2 be here because he's 1 of my favorites . sue me [don't . I do not have money]
-The plot of vtsom doesn't happen after this because vincent decides that it isn't worth it 2 go after myers n he's tired of all this shit n he has victor again so that's all that matters + victor convinces him not 2 during their conversation when leaving the theater . that doesn't mean he won't murder a few of the core members though teehee . I cannot write anything w/o murder sorry its a condition <3
-when albert calls vincent in one of the endings in twdak [don't remember the number but yk the 1 .] he doesn't answer because he's not there but eventually he calls back after a bit because why not n they talk . not entirely important just something i thought about . also they still hate eachother obviously nothing has changed about that .
-not a detail but I do plan 2 make a playlist 4 this eventually , if/when I do I'll just link it here or post it separately idk . [update I did that check reblogs if you want it] also I do have a tragedy vince somewhere that i need 2 post . victor looks basically the same I think idk what I would change
-also I'm calling this cyborg theater for brevity not sure if I'll keep that name or not but we'll see
#noodle talks#writing#i mean this counts i think#vtsom#vincent the secret of myers#vincent edgeworth#victor blake#blakeworth#eughrghahgh anyway hope you like this . it took way 2 long 2 write out n sat in my drafts 4 a bit 2 rot#this was supposed 2 b a short little furthering of the story btw . it was not that it turns out#uh#twdak#therapy with dr albert krueger#albert krueger#<- this guy has 2 many tags n im not doing them all im sleepy . all you get#do i even tag bad end theater . idk#they make me ill n upset but its also entirely my fault#ill draw stuff 4 this eventually im just the worlds sleepiest guy rn#im going 2 bed after i post this lol#cyborg theater#🔋#ok anyway *passes out*#this miiiight be ooc or not make sense but i don't really give a fuck i may be cringe but i am free#if you read all of this congrats holy shit#putting this under my art tag since it still counts#art
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Going to write an essay about hozier. For school. My professor is going into read it and like it or I swear to god.
#hozier#technically its a critique#And also I'm technically writing it about chopins nocturne no2 op9 as well#And another technicality is that the paper will be about the angel of small death and the codeine scene specifically but I'm going to talk#I could have picked worse choices#Do you think that song has a c section after the second b section bc I'm trying to see if the form matches chopin#I'm sorry dr cavallo#chopin
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truly something that, amidst facing / going through a dramatic Life Change ft. unavoidable emotional effects of that, there are instances where i can't conceal any & all degrees of being distressed / upset, & repeatedly getting "it's hard for me too" as a Direct Response to that: really something & a half how the asserted theoretical Sympathy of [i feel similarly!] is invoked so as to, oh you know, preclude sympathetic Treatment. such as that what would be More sympathetic in these instances would be to say Nothing, "if there's nothing but dismissal / making it first & foremost about someone else's feelings to say, don't say it at all" style
#reading also that original Lovelessness essay ''love is meant to make me human / love is also the mechanism by which my humanity#has been denied'' always preferring to have [sorry! couldn't fully bottle up this Emotiona externally manifesting at all!] Ignored rather#than ''nicely'' interacted with so as to Invalidate; Dismiss; someone's annoyed at you for having it; etc#for bonus context like we are not in the same boat with it.#not a case of ''the same situation; mine is worse though'' like no; fundamentally different situations here lmao. mine is worse#If You Feel So Bad. Or At All. then at least now do me the favor of Not Saying That; Repeatedly#their feelings put on me too in other ways. stewing resentment into lashing out; tossing out ''but i'm justified'' like ok! Your business!!#the ol like. If You're Going To Do Something Anyways then how you justify it to yourself is Your business / b/w you & your god as they say#& the last thing to do is be making it the problem of ppl Most Affected by what you're gonna do anyways & Also ask their Absolution.....#like if you need more moral support abt What You're Doing Anyways: turn to Anyone Else. even No One if you have to.#bit going tf through it when it's spilling over into Posting but such is life!! we all have that [the horrors. girl help] blogger on dash#again the tl;dr like oh you don't say. the [umm but have you considered? My Feelings! (they're so sympathetic at all. yor welcome)] is#the mechanism through which Really basic sympathy is being denied & replaced with [Saying Nothing would've been less hurtful]#misgendering me the other night too while Also all 'hey I'm trying to talk to the customer service. why are You going up & talking first'#(that was me experiencing the latter. i didn't say it but i was like cmon. my glasses are fogging up w/surgical mask (don't have access to#more effective masks so doing what Nonzero i can there) i'm a bit carsick i'm weathering a crisis. can i have anything here lol)#just Oh You Know. The Horrors....#balancing ofc trying to endure trying to self soothe etc etc. with ''it's the horrors. it's gonna be horrific & you're gonna be affected''#ah the [being kind to oneself] like also means knowing how reasonable it is to Not solo contain & endure & Cope Through everything....#crushing a paper cup in my hands genuinely i would like to generously thank my virtual allies out here today. mic feedback#irl In Real Life? life is Real asf here & nobody Realer than them
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im sorry mom and dad, i know i messed up bad
#scp 166#dr clef#50th fucking drawing of me in jacks necklace bc guess what#im sad about it again!!!#i remember 035 being pissed when he saw us after what i did and i remember kondraki trying to talk to us and i remember how much-#shame jack felt#im sorry jack#im sorry dad#i did what i had to do#lyrics are from parents by anna clending#vent#sorry to vent on main and in the scp tag guys#i will do it again#PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS ME//RI I HATE BEING CALLED THAT NAME SO FUCKING MUCH#i honestly just need to cry it out but i wanted to draw#someone talk to me about my memories i promise its not all traumatic#like fr one minute im making flower crowns for my friends and the next im killing myself for the ''greater good''#fuck the foundation#and fuck you too jack but i forgive you#epon.txt#traitor art#or whatever the fuck our art tag is#might post more vent art later but t b h i just wanna sleep i oddly miss my cell. i miss cain and able#i miss my brothers ^
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Having lots of thoughts about how sensitive I am to others' opinions on my hyperfixation
#shut up me#UGH. I really just cant stomach seeing people disliking the characters/stories that I love or are important to me#not in the sense that it annoys me or makes me mad or anything like that#It just makes me feel like shit!#and I think a big reason why is that im scared to be ''wrong''#im worried that liking the things I like (even when harmless) makes me a horrible person#and that anyone who disagrees with me automatically hates me or thinks less of me#even when I don't? feel this way about people who disagree with me???#Its why I dont talk about things or characters I dislike in dr (other than the obvious egregious shit) on my sideblog#I dont want anyone who Likes those things to see it feel the way I feel ALL THE TIME.#Like okay I know v3's ending and mastermind reveal was contentious ive known this FOREVER and I know and can understand why#but it just makes me feel! so bad! when people dislike it#theyre so so allowed to I just dont know what to dooo#to a certain extent I just want to drown myself in fun and positivity because im just so tired of constantly feeling guilty and anxious#but i think its doing more harm to me in the long run#because I cant handle any negativity even when its warranted#but again. im just so tired of feeling anxious and guilty all the time for no reason at all#idk how to handle this im just. augh#Polls on my dash that are all in good fun but are stressing me out because I cant handle this stuff like a normal person )b#maybe delete later
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#just found out n*hachu (censored so it doesnt show up in tags not because her name is whatever) went to a dr*am concert. like two weeks ago.#im incredibly disappointed. and tired. im just tired of all this shit. is it mean to say i really want to insult her right now#im not going to but im just over it. unfollowed her on twitch the same way i did t*mmy*nnit when he made those shitty videos and jokes.#im not standing for this shit at all. fuck off if you do that. she has a responsibility to her fans to not support A.#people who switch to and support kick#B. people who groom and or talk inappropriately to fans and children as ultra famous youtubers#and C. people who make horrible jokes about charity monry after a friends traumatic death.#q*ackity bi*zel etc who dont put up with that shit only.#dream situation
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omg dr_magic2303 DONE at 17.9k 😳🫣😭😳😳
#this one is.....WHEW yall#renjun and dr magic mc r crazy and i love them sm#i dont want what they have but like......good for them#i am so serious when i say they r soulmates in the sense of if anybody had 2 spend the rest of their lives with either one of them#it would b the equivalent of a life sentence for that person#i love them frfr#talk#text#mine#f: dr_magic2303#editing will probs tip it over 18k but first draft is 17.9k yeehaw#anyway gn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Small amendment, as some of this seems like it’s drawn from large university/lecture hall experience: if you’re in a small class, >20 people or so, it’s polite (and smart- you might miss something important) to wait for a break to go to the bathroom or refill your water bottle or whatever it is you need to do. Chances are if it’s a long class your professor is going to put a break in there for you. But yeah, don’t raise your hand in the middle of discussion to ask to go to the bathroom.
Actual good first-time college student advice:
Wear jeans/pants that “breathe” and bring a sweater, even if it’s scorching hot out, until you know which building blasts the AC to 60 degrees F and which feels like a sauna
Backpacks with thick straps are your friend! Messenger bags are cool and all but if you’re commuting with a lot of stuff, symmetrically styled backpacks are better for your back
You are your own person and you can walk out whenever you need to or want to, so long as you’re not disrupting the class. Meaning you can go to the bathroom without permission, take a breather if you’re anxious, answer an important phone call, etc.
If you don’t like the class on the first day, if you can- DROP THAT CLASS AND TAKE ANOTHER ONE! It’ll only get worse from there!
If you can, take a class outside your major; it’s a good break from your expected studies.
You are in charge of your schedule. Your adviser and guidance counselor is there to ‘advise and guide’ but if you don’t like certain classes and you can substitute for others, that’s your choice.
Consequently, if you are changing anything drastic in your plan, talk with your adviser and instructors.
Pay attention to your credit hours and grades. Never leave this to the last week of school, you will be sorry and stressed beyond belief!
Unless it’s a lab book or otherwise specified, go to the class for a week or so before buying an expensive textbook. Some classes, while having it on their required list, do not actually use the textbook a whole lot and you might find some of it scanned online. Rent if you can or buy used online (schools actually don’t give discounts). Use your best judgement on what you think you need.
Tell the people who go up to you selling or advertising things you are not interested in that you are in a rush to class and don’t have time to listen to them. It’s less rude and they’ll leave you alone.
The smaller the class, the better it is to have some sort of acquaintanceship with a couple classmates. They might save your ass if you are absent one day or need to study. And talking with them makes the time go by faster without it being so insufferable.
You don’t need to join a club or sport, but internships are cool and useful!
If you can afford it, take a day off once or twice each semester if you’re too exhausted. Just be aware of what you missed and if it was worth missing!
Your health is the most important, this goes for mental health too!! Note: College-age/upper teens is when mental disorders like depression and anxiety are most commonly diagnosed. Most schools have therapy services, especially during exam time. Look into it if you need to!
Communicate with your professor if you are having trouble with something. Anything.
Eat and stay hydrated. Bring a water bottle and snack to class.
All-nighters will happen but never go over 36 hours without sleep.
It’s going to be hard and there will be times you might think about giving up. This WILL happen. You just have to make sure what you’re doing isn’t making you absolutely miserable and/or there is something rewarding and positive to look forward to at the end!
#unless it’s been a few classes and you know the professor usually gives a break at 45 minutes and said they would and have forgotten#then it’s totally fine to be the person who (when they pause between slides or w/e to take questions) says ‘hey Dr. B. were we going to have#that break at 2:30?’ because they’ll probably say oh my gosh of course. I got caught up in the slides. take five and we’ll talk about#heteronormativity when you get back
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