#dont mind me just jumping off a cliff

[actual-changeling]

great this is officially all my psychiatrist can do for now. all my meds *work*, I am worlds better than before and we have covered every necessary neurotransmitter

and still

depression is a 10/10 and so is everything else. it's not gonna get better than this apparently

[always-smileing]

I sure do love drawing!

(I want to rip out my fucking eyes.)

[dinasmoon]

I'm so tired rn I'm gonna pass out

[wonnieluvr]

okay i have to say i hate emily. shes a bitch and i hate what she did to jamie and gray but i cant deny her character is so fascinating. shes literally like if greed was a person?

dont get me wrong as much as i hate her i understand the whole risk taking thing and wanting those experiences she never got to have BUT saying that she didnt need two boyfriends??? she literally could have experienced all the same things she did with one. thats why shes greed. she just took and took everything. from both of them and rebecca too.

but i just dont understand why she had such an effect on everyone? like avery describes her as pretty but she also said she was nowhere near as beautiful as rebecca. is it because she was sick and everyone felt bad? but like even then i cant imagine emily being a pleasant person to be around so i dont get how she made friends with anyone let alone dated two people 😭 but that could also be because we never met her? like we don't really know anything about her which is also really interesting to me. we know of her but that's only everyone's versions of her.

on a different note i keep thinking about the way jamie and gray had different feelings for her. like i just think that while jamie did love her but he didnt love her, you know? gray did. i assume thats why jamie wasnt as affected by eve, he didnt love emily the same way gray did.

jamie feels that way for avery so while eves appearance surely shocked him it still didnt take over and bring up old feelings (for a completely new person lmao)

(i also do know that he knew about eve before but theres still something different between hearing things and seeing them)

jamie and avery are perfect for each other but thats a different thought too. i'm so glad they never really fought because of eve (thank god, i would have cried)

but back on topic, i doubt emily loved them back. like, i feel like its the sort of situation where she just wanted to feel wanted. she probably mistook that for love and assumed she wanted both of them? but its all she ever had growing up too? familiarity? like its suggested that her parents were completely focused on her their whole lives and loved her (she was their miracle baby sort of though so i do kinda get that) but also like i wholeheartedly believe everything starts with the parents.

they were such a big influence in her life, they gave her everything, sacrificed everyone and everything for her and kept her happy. this comes back to the greed thing too. they gave her this idea that everything would bend to her will and she would always get what she wanted. (if you can't tell i have strong feelings about the influence parents have and how they raise their children cus it literally dictates someones whole life until they have clarity smh)

i think the whole jumping off the cliff thing too was like her acting out. she reminds me of gray in that way, she was losing control and she needed to do something she wanted to regain it. she knew she couldnt handle it but she couldnt handle not getting what she wanted more. idk if that makes sense but shes like trying to prove to herself and everyone else that she was fine with jamie breaking things off, that she could handle not being wanted and adored regardless of her actions and she was losing control of everything ig? idk i just think its really interesting the way she took things to an extreme because i imagine she was probably trying to do something else, something worse than what she feeling to get it to go away? emotions are so interesting in that way.

like rebecca (in her mind) was turning against her, jamie was leaving her and her parents would have stopped her from going with gray if they had known and at the time that was (hinted at) being what she really wanted to do and they were all telling her no. she took the only thing she had left to control (gray) and was trying to prove she was fine.

i cant put into words how many layers all of these characters have like jlb wrote such a wonderful series and i cant stop thinking about all the characters. i have so many thoughts running through my head and i could write a take on everyone ☹️

[prettypinkporkchop]

Can I request Paul or Quil, whichever you prefer x reader, where reader has a manic episode and just Linda disappears of the face of the earth for like HOURS and everyone is stressing because they just cannot find this bitch only for her to pull up to there house at like 2am in like a post manic daze where they're just confused and don't know what happened or how they got there

Quil Atear x Fem Reader

WARNINGS: Mentions of bpd, bipolar, mania, depression

You have been staring at the ceiling. Your brain is itching to do something. You dont want to be around anyone, but you need to do something. You check the time. 4:00 A.M. You push the blankets off of you. You walk out of your house, leaving your phone behind. You giggle to yourself and then shut the front door behind you, running off. Finding somewhere to go.

Quil:

"When you two wake up, come to my place." Sam orders me while the pack goes our separate ways after patrolling. I nod my head and run toward my house. Well, OUR house.

As I reach the door, I notice I can't feel her. There's a pit in my stomach. I open the door and walk around. "Baby, I'm home." I look in every room.

Once I reach the bedroom, I check her daily medication organizer. Every tab is full. Today is Thursday. I pull out her bottles and pour them out, counting quickly.

She hasn't taken them in two weeks. My heart sinks. Why would she lie to me about taking them? I have to keep up with these numbers because she's done this before, but she never ran off like this.

I run out of the house and call Sam.

"Hello?"

"Please, get the guys out here. Y/n." Is all I could spit out.

Your pov:

You sigh in content as you fall onto the ground of the cliff. You lay your head back over it, your hair falling down, not even close to the water underneath. You keep your body on the rock. You close your eyes and debate about jumping.

You decide not to and then stand back up. As you stand back up, you smell something. You follow the smell and see a group of young adults at a fire. "Who are you?" A blonde boy asks. You sit next to two girls. One with glasses and the other one giving you a snobby look. "Rain." You come up with a fake name. (Sorry if you're Rain. Come up with like... pinky doo?) They look at each other in confusion. "I'm Eric! That's Mike." The other guy says while pointing to the blonde guy that asked your name. "Jess." The snobby girl says. "Angela!" The other girl smiles. "Sorry to intrude! I didn't mean to. I was just walking around enjoying the scenery. It's a calm day." You try to make it seem casual. Mike raises an eyebrow. "It's... always a calm down here." Jess awkwardly chuckles, looking around at her friends.

Quils pov:

Oh my god. I fall on my knees and start crying, holding onto her jacket that lays in the damp grass. Is she gone? She can't be. I'd feel it.

Jared comes up behind me and hugs me. "It's okay. She's not gone." The other guys follow suit, holding me as I break down. "C'mon, Quil. We've got to go." Sam says with compassion. Once we all stand up, he grabs my shoulders, shaking me slightly. "We are going to find her."

Your pov:

They all start laughing at your joke as you talk about a fake scenario that never happened. "Yeah! And when the Uber driver looked up at me through the mirror, he said, 'Clean that up'." Everyone bursts into laughter.

Suddenly, you got tired of the company and wanted to leave and do something else. "Okay! Bout to bop out. Gotta head home." You stand up. They all say bye and you walk away.

The breeze hits you, and you see your fingers turning white. The cold isn't bothering you at this state of mind, but you know Quil would kill you if you ended up losing limbs. We'll, sucks that you lost your jacket somewhere.

You keep running around and suddenly see train tracks. This peaked your interest, and you laid down on the tracks. You closed your eyes and relaxed. You hear in the distance a train is coming. You can feel the vibration underneath you. You sit up and stare ahead of you, waiting for the last second to jump. You start laughing at how good you feel.

The train gets closer.

Closer.

The light is so bright it's nearly blinding you. You raise your arms up and scream as if you're on a rollar coaster. The train blows its horn, and you quickly roll off to the side. Barely 30 seconds go by, and the train blasts through. Your hair blows everywhere, and you're smiling. You sit there until the train leaves.

They always said the rails were burning hot when a train rolls through. You put your hand on the rusty, brown metal rail, and you leave your hand there. You soak in the feeling of the burn. You close your eyes, and you imagine your hand sitting in a fire without your skin melting off. You take your hand off and look. Red, bloody, skin peeling, some black spots.

Quils pov:

1 a.m. At Emily's.

We all sit in the living room. I hear Rachel yawn for the fifth time. "You can go to sleep, love. Don't worry." Paul whispers to her. She shakes her head. I keep my elbows rested on my knees, hands together, and on my chin. Emily walks in with sodas and cake. She sits down next to Sam. "You can't feel anything bad?" Embry asks, suggesting do I feel her soul has left. I shake my head no. I don't. But what if she is, and I just refuse to allow it to hit me. "Maybe we should call Renesmee. Maybe Alice could help us." Jared suggests. "Anything. God. Anything." I start crying.

Suddenly, the door bursts open. There stands my imprint. She has a smile on her face. She looks disheveled. I quickly jump up and go to her. "Where the fuck were you?!" I scream and look all over her for any sign of injury. I look at her hands and see one is burnt. "Fuck!" I yell. She's still smiling in space. "I had a good day. Did you?" She asks me without... asking me. She's not here with me. I turn back to see everyone looking at us with confused faces. "I'm taking her home. Thank you guys. Love you." I walk out while pulling her.

"I made friends!" She giggles. I stay silent.

Next morning YOUR POV:

You wake up with my hand on fire. You see it bandaged up. Your head is pounding. You sit up and see Quil sitting up with his knees up and elbows wrapped around so his hands are holding each other. He looks upset. "Baby?" You whisper. He slowly looks over at you. "Do you remember anything?" He asks. You do a little bit. You nod your head and look down. "I counted your medicines." He says. Your heart aches. You forget to take them but you tell Quil that you do. "Why would you lie to me?" He asks, his voice shaky. You felt tremendous guilt that almost had you puking. "I just keep forgetting, and I am sorry for lying." You sniffle. You look beside you and see sleeping pills and tea. That's how you knocked out.

Quil moves, grabbing your bottles and handing them to you. You stare at them. "Now." He demands. "I'll have an alarm set for every day at the same time." You respond. You open the bottles and pour the amount in your hand. "This is really embarrassing." You sigh while taking the pills. "There's nothing embarrassing about taking medication, y/n." His tone is more aggressive. "I know, I know. I meant telling the pack. They all must think I'm crazy now." You start to cry. He pulls you into his chest. He kisses the top of your head. "You're family. They will never think that. They will always have your back." He whispers to you and runs his fingertips along your arm. "I love you." He places more kisses on your head. "I love you, too."

[rey-jake-therapist]

You know, Sauron gets called a narcissist a lot and we should talk about it a bit. The thing is, from someone who's read books, watched films, and done tons of info gathering all because I lived with a narcissistic parent, it's surprisingly to me how so many ppl only look at his tendencies from an angle of victimhood (but understandable), and not the angle that if you're cunning enough, you can play the reverse uno card on their dumb asses. I lived in emotional pain for years until I realized I decided to accept the role of victim, and that I didn't have to. So I decided to research everything about narcissists, and found psychological ways to play them at their own game by taking advantage of their blind spots.

For one, since they have this inflated sense of grandiosity, they find it very hard to believe a lie that flatters their ego. Idk if ppl realize this. Because denying a compliment with /some/ truth in it would mean they are being humble, and thus downplay this false image they desperately want others to believe about them (unless they're faking humility for reason, like to get a promotion or to flatter themselves to someone above them on the ladder, or in Gals case, because he thinks it would look good on him in her eyes to appear 'humble'), as well as admitting to that egoistic part of themselves that they aren't as great as they believe they are (and they do). Like I said how I lived with a narcissistic parent? I figured out that if I pretend to hype them up when they're in a good mood, they would genuinely think I cared about them and thought they were this amazing dad, and they would be like 'hey let's go get some mcdonalds!' It was nothing like the genuine love from a nonnarcisstic dad, but I learned how to manipulate him to get things that I wanted, simply by playing to his need for admiration and validation.

I'm not saying this tactic works for every narc you come across, but if you can get yourself into their head, be the master to their puppet strings, instead of opposing them or correcting them (they hate criticism and anything that hurts their ego, as we see with Annatar), you can use them just as they see you as a tool.

Idk if any of this makes sense. I do think that I may have absorbed some of my dad's traits for seeing things this way, but I know in my heart I would never ever treat my own kid like this. I see it as a form of adaptation to living with someone with such a vile personality disorder. But in terms of Sauron, he's got to be one of the dumbest narcissists I've seen. He is praised for his masterful deceit and manipulation but he's genuinely stupid in that he doesn't have the self awareness (like the audience, particularly haladriels) to realize that Galadriel is a huge blindspot for him in everything.

I'm not JRRT and I can never hope to write anything near the world he built, but if the forces of good have any brain they would take advantage of this blindspot in some way instead of furiously kicking against the current and thus causing a lot of bloodshed and losses for their own side.

I hope you don't mind if I copy/paste your second message here since it's the continuation of this one... It avoids that I make two different posts :)

And also, just to add to my last ask: And this is why I think Gal jumped off the cliff. She still has some sort of emotional entanglement with this whole mess, which is a HUGE RISK if she were to try to play him at his own game (at this point). It's one thing to completely divorce any kind if feeling between me and my narc dad, who I've lived with for years, and slowly realized that he would never be the dad I am owed. It took a lot of pain and tears when I finally realized it (Dont feel sorry for me, I'm not even emotional about this anymore, I just see our past in this clinical detached way. I find narcs fascinating in same way a scientist studies a lab rat). But for Galadriel, her situation is different. She didn't have years by his side to slowly realize this. To slowly pick apart and coldly analyze Sauron's pattern of action, thoughts, and habits like I did with my own dad. Her feelings at that meeting were raw and unorganized, she was angry, more emotionally betrayed, unable to stop galloping until the very end, when she stumbled upon a last ditch idea (really it was a gamble) to get away as far as she can from him. Idk if its because of the crown wound or her own resolve that she fears is weakening her, but she needed distance asap. But I really think my idea is interesting and I hope to see more fics in the future that take on Galadriel using herself as his blindspot to weaken him. It doesn't have to he canon compliant, but it would also play well into how canon ends. Just some interesting food for thought. A lot of fics I see are pwp and redemption focused, which I already love, but I also kind of want to see them become like chess masters as manipulation. Gal in particular has so much potential and we know she has a very vindictive dark side. ;)

I know you said you said there was no need to feel sorry for you, and I actually admire your strength of character, but I still want to say this : no kid should have to suffer from having narcissist parents. I myself lived with a narcissist for years, so I know where you come from, even if it was of course a different dynamic. And you're right about not accepting to be a victim ! It's very hard, because it involves accepting that you deserve better, something that a narcissist will constantly make sure you don't. Needless to say that the Annatar/Celebrimbor relationship was very hard for me to stomach, because of the way Annatar behaved towards Celebrimbor. It felt very familiar, and I really didn't like it. I'm worried about my kid now, especially after reading your post... I'm worried about how my ex's behavior will affect him. Hopefully, I am able to balance things out. I'm a lot of things, but I'm damn sure I'm not a narcissist.

I won't comment the rest of your post, not because I'm not interested, but for the exact opposite reason : I couldn't add anything smart or relevant to what you suggested for the Haladriel dynamic :) Thank you for sharing these ideas with me !

[whumpshaped]

feeling for joel on this fine evening. cannot imagine losing your lifetime best friend to another’s selfish desires

this. ur so right. ur so absolutely right.

masterlist

tw emotional whump, losing family, perceived death/abduction

Neither of them spoke. Both of them had too much and nothing to say at the same time; they were full of self-blame, told-you-sos, sorrow, and grief, filled to the brim with tears they felt too guilty to shed.

"I should've known when he asked for the jewellery," his mother said quietly, choked up and barely there.

"He insisted," Joey breathed. "He insisted everything was fine."

He was staring at the empty apartment, a little part of him still hoping it wasn't a kidnapping after all. Maybe Beck left of his own volition; packed up, moved in with the vampire. Maybe he could still go to the mansion and break him out during the day, maybe he could bring him home and help him recover.

He should've come home sooner. He should've taken care of Beck. He should've ignored his cries of 'it's all fine, it's all fine, I'm just tired, don't visit right now'. They were both too caught up in trying to trust and believe him, to give him his space. He should've known better.

"I'm going to the mansion tomorrow," he exclaimed, and his mother spun around and grabbed him by the shoulders.

"You're not going anywhere near that place! Are you out of your mind? I just lost Beck! I just lost my son! I'm not losing my other son too!

"But maybe he's alive! Maybe he's just– enthralled! I could get him out!"

"No, you couldn't!" Her grip tightened, and she looked more determined than Joey had ever seen her. "You couldn't. But there are people who stand a chance. I'm not giving up on Beck, and I'm not asking you to give up either. I'm asking you to at least give me a month to mourn before you run into your death. Please."

Joey chuckled a little at the absurdity of the request, then wiped some of his tears away and hugged her. She hugged back, and for a moment he felt comforted and protected, as though he was just a little kid again, waiting outside Beck's hospital room. Except this time the threat wasn't a broken wrist that would go away in six weeks. It was a vampire. A dangerous, disgusting, violent, murderous thing.

"G-good, because I was scared to go anyway," he sobbed, failing to make it sound like a silly joke instead of the honest admission it was. "But I will, if the hunters fail. I will. I need– I need to..."

"Shh..." She rubbed soothing circles into his back that only made him cry harder. He could hear her sniffling too. She wasn't invincible, not when it came to family, and the fact that she was still forced to act as an emotional rock for her adult son made Joey want to jump off a cliff. He should've been handling this way better. But how did one handle his brother being gone — possibly kidnapped, possibly dead — appropriately? "He must be okay. He must've left on his own two feet. He even brought Boba, yeah? Maybe he's not in his right mind, but he's alive. We'll get him back."

"We will," he said desperately. "We have to. I don't– I don't think I can handle not getting him back."

~

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[yoongiaahh]

First Day - Me or Him

title: first day

series: me or him

pairing: yoongi x reader(f), namjoon x reader(f)

genre: love triangle ; rating m (18+)

summary: as you and your best friend start the first day of senior year you realize you have no classes together. you don't like people and stray away until someone catches your eye in class, not only that but you're assigned to sit next to each other. this is not how you wanted to kick off the first day of school… will feelings bloom? does your bestfriend approve?

note: hiiii this is my first fanfic so im really nervous lol. i decided on a series because as i was writing my mind was RACINGGG lmao i had so many ideas and didnt want it to be forever long. so i hope youll stay along for the ride. please let me know how you like it! im trying to work on my writing skills so any tips are appreciated :) as for the fic its gonna be spicy but itll be a slow burn so dont get your hopes up lol i want to give you a good taste of the characters before jumping in. i wanted to keep this chapter pretty short to begin so we can leave off with a little cliff hanger SORRY itll be worth it i promise! im also new to the tumblr writing scene and still figuring out the controls AGAIN tips appreciated! thank you <3

warnings: none YET

estimated total wc: 1.6k

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Your alarm is much louder than you're used to. Not that it matters, you had woken up a whole two hours before it went off.

It’s the first day of your senior year, you can hardly keep your smoothie down due to the rumbling pit of nervousness in your stomach. As you are pacing the room waiting for your brother to come bursting through the door you get a phone call. It's Namjoon, your best friend since middle school and suddenly you feel a little better about how the rest of your day is going to go knowing he’ll be right by your side.

“You ready? I'll be there in five.”

“As ready as I'll ever be Joonie.” You say with a smirk and major sarcasm wondering how you landed a friend so opposite from you.

“Perk up, it's our senior year… what could go wrong.”

“Yeah, yeah whatever see you soon.” Hanging up the phone quickly you grab your bag and run down stairs. You practically plowed through your brother as he was running up to make sure you were ready.

He’s pissed you can just tell by the way his eyes bolt directly to yours.

“Are you fucking kidding me, I had the courtesy of coming to get you and you repay me by messing up my hair.” His words come out like an avalanche as he immediately runs to fix what you supposedly messed up, yet it doesn't look like one strand fell out of place.

“Tae maybe instead of worrying about your appearance so much you can put more effort into school this year.” You scream through the house.

Your brother is a year below you and a complete douche. It comes across your mind more than ever how the two of you can be related. He's the king of his class, making new friends every day while you have had one friend for the entirety of the time you've been in this city. You’ve never really had the want or need to have anyone else than Joon, and you’re glad you havent had to share since he’s never kept another friend besides his gaming buddies.

Joon finally arrives at your driveway. As you're walking out the door you remind yourself there's only one more year of this hell you've been going through for the past three years. You atleast need to get through today, leave your worries for tomorrow and do your best.

The car ride to school lifts your spirits as you listen to Joon gawk about all the clubs he wants to enter and all the classes he signed himself up for. You’re happy for him but not at all what you are thinking about at the moment. Playing your favorite tunes through his amped speakers you reflect on the amazing summer you had and wish that it never had to end.

Gathering your things you and Joon walk up to the bulletin board to check what classes you got put into. Just as your morning got better all the nervousness you had earlier hits you like a truck. You don't have a single class together with him, which in the five years of knowing each other has never happened.

Immediately you both turn your heads in shock. You knew one day this would happen but why the first semester of your last year. You're sweating bullets not knowing how you'll get through today without him.

Trying to make you feel better, Joon offers to switch a class in hopes the teacher would approve.

“It’s alright Joonie, you already said how excited you were for the classes you picked and you got into all of them. I’ll manage somehow.” As soon as you say it you regret it. He would definitely switch if you had just agreed but you don't want to hold him back.

“Well we still have lunch together so just keep your cool till then.” His smile is the nausea pill you wish you had.

He wraps you up in a hug, letting you know everything will be alright. Once separated from the embrace you needed you make your way to your first class of the day.

The bell rings and students come piling in to take their seats before the teacher starts going over the plans for the semester. Writing everything in your notebook to keep your mind off this lonely day that has just started.

It’s not that you don't like school, you actually very much enjoy it and have always kept good grades. You’re just horrible at conversation and not much of a people person to begin with.

Joon and you had been paired together for a project way back when, which is how you and him ended up being friends. He is a very straightforward person so making conversation with him was never an issue, and you actually had quite a bit in common. He could clearly tell you were shy so to say the least he started most of the talk between you two. Once the project had been turned in everyone had returned back to their chosen seating to sit with their friends and you were surprised to see that he chose to continue sitting by you. Since that day you had been inseparable.

Lunch is finally here. Classes fled by quick since it was mostly introductions and receiving your sylbasses. Your backpack feeling like a brick from the textbooks you gathered you make your way to the cafeteria. You quickly find Joon and walk up to the line to get food.

“So how’d it go? Make any friends?” Joon snickers as he says the last part, knowing you all too well.

“Oh yeah I actually already have a new best friend so I guess i'll go sit with them.” Turning your head pretending to look for someone as Joon lets out a laugh. You spin around to smack his arm knowing he saw right through your mockery.

“As much as I would hate to be replaced, it wouldn't kill you to make a friend or atleast find someone else to talk to.” Nudging your shoulder as he says the words.

“I’m good with my small circle, thanks”

You both go back and forth with how the day has gone so far. He couldn't go on enough about how happy he is with his classes, which makes you forget the regret you had earlier about his offer.

The lunch bell goes off so you both clear your trays and head out to the hallways. Study hall is next for you so the nerves have suppressed as you know you can put your earbuds in and tune out the class. Joon gives you a wink and lets you know to meet back at his car when the day is over.

Heading to your locker to put the stack of textbooks you received away you get a text.

JoonieBug🪲🤍

Fighting❤️

Whatever loser❤️

You giggle as you put your phone back in your pocket and head to your class.

“Hello class, I hope your first day of senior year has been great! As you all know, study hall is your hour window to get caught up with your work or take a breather and relax before heading to the rest of your classes.” The teacher says much too loud for your liking. “I have put a seating chart together in hopes everyone can meet some fresh new faces. Please follow this chart as it is part of your participation grade.”

Great.

The last thing you wanted was to meet ‘fresh new faces’.

You grab your assigned seat and whip out your airpods in hopes that the person who's placed next to you takes the hint and stays to themself. Though to your surprise the bell had rung and the seat next to you was still vacant.

As you get out your syllabi to scan and send to your mother you hear commotion at the front of the class. You take out an airpod to see what is going on and you're taken aback when you see a boy with bleached blonde hair rolling his eyes as the teacher is complaining to him about being late. You don't know why but there are butterflies in your stomach as you look at him. Retracting your gaze he turns to meet your eyes. and the butterflies only get worse as you see him heading to the seat next to you.

He throws himself down in the seat and you can feel the heat in your cheeks rising. You don't know why your body is reacting this way.

In all of your other classes you had gotten a seat to yourself luckily but that wasn't the case here.

Hoping he doesn't notice your face looking like a cherry, you press play on your phone and get back to sending the photos to your mom.

“From the way you look you either really didn't want someone sitting here or you must be absolutely enthralled that I’m the person to sit here.”

You barely make out the words as you throw your head around to look at the all too cocky boy taking up the seat next to you.

“I-I don't know what youre talking about.” Turning away with a flushed face. Your mind racing wondering why he would even spout out those words.

“Yoongi”

“What?”

“My name silly, I’m Yoongi.”

“Oh okay”

The smirk on his face is absolutely annoying. You want to slap it right off his face.

“So do I get to know your name?” The smirk slowly turns into a grin as his eyebrow cocks up.

“Alright class, enjoy the rest of your day, I’ll see those bright faces tomorrow.” Your teacher says as the class ending bell goes off.

You have never gathered your things into your bag with such haste. Not realizing you left your notebook on the desk you throw the bag over your shoulder as you dart out the door to get anywhere but that classroom.

[mediocre-noodle]

for the assorted multiverses, i just have harry potter (mom showed me when i was young hhhh i dont interact w it anymore bc loss of interest and uhm. *stares at jk rowling* eugh) and avatar: the last airbender (its the best ever /j)

the only thing i have written down for HP lore-wise is literally “HATES DUMBLEDORE” i mean. you do you. i did a house test for him bc i was bored— he got ravenclaw. not even surprised -> im a ravenclaw. his patronous is a nebelung cat which is funny bc my childhood cat was a nebelung (i have photos if you wanna see) (theyre from 2017 im so glad i have them still)

for ATLA:

THERE WAS AN ATLA PICREW AND IT WAS COOL OKAY? AAABJDNSNJS

dallas to aang & zuko, talking about ozai: you need me to kill that guy for you? 👀 /ref

“i’m gonna say that he’s probably an outlier bc of the world-hopper thing. something like an avatar but not? aang and the others are still the avatar, dallas isn’t considered an avatar. he can control all elements but isn’t an avatar bc he isn’t a reincarnation. the only reason he can bend all 4 is bc of his otherworldly status.” <- dallas also is a part of The Family aka is OP as FUCK! he has powers from that before he came to ATLA’s universe but he only bends the 4 elements and then the sub-types of bending styles (metal bending, blood bending, healing, lava bending, etc.) of the ATLA universe so no one gets suspicious.

cant add anything about Korra bc i havent watched it. im too attached to aang :[

thats really the only 2 assorted universes i have solid, written lore for. hermitcraft is dallas healing, nothing written yet— no ideas. i dont dare of bringing dallas into the DSMP. no way. that would only send him into a relapse. oh right! uhh i did think of some genshin ideas but its not in my notes… its in disc though lemme grab it-

THE FOLLOWING IS COPIED N PASTED!! (was talking about dsmp to a friend that doesnt know dsmp)

had a vivid reminder of one scene from an animatic (i think??) off dsmp wilbur asking (read: demanding) philza to kill him

and i literally forgot it was dsmp— i was just thinking of a crazed face and that person desperately asking another to ruin them through with a sword, while in a bout of insanity and mental breakdown. said sword is held by the other person (the one being asked to kill) and the insane one is basically pressing it into their own neck as they yell and scream to ‘just kill me!’

and i was like. hm. i cant remeber what thats from.

and i open my photo folders and scroll titles and then see dsmp related ones and go OH MY GOD ITS THE C!WILBUR DEATH—

anyways the reason i bright this up is bc i got the random vision of the scene i saw,,,

but w dallas during a breakdown of his. ***(AU bc i would not do anything to this extent)***

like oh my god imagine being the person on the other side of the sword???

i’m thinking genshin maybe. and rn, venti bc dallas and venti are like— BESTIES.

and imagine???

dallas is like: just kill me— *kinda crazy wide eyes and smile but yk also small bit of tears. not a lot,,

venti: *literally in tears* no— no!? dallas, i’m not doing that?!

dallas: this world is better off without me! besides, it’s not like i *won’t* come back!! you could push me off a cliff and break every bone in my goddamn body and *i’d be fine!!!*

venti: no, you wouldn’t be fine!? what the fuck?! im not going to *kill* you!||

or whatever idk i’m not good with writing mentally unstable characters in that way.

(btw venti doesn’t kill dallas, just wraps him up in a hug until the episode passes or whatever while venti cries. dallas apologizes for saying that, even though they both know he wasn’t in the right state of mind bc he still kinda traumatized venti. they tend to walk on eggshells when it comes to dallas’ suicidal tendencies after that— jumping into fights, taking blows for others, no self-preservation, etc.)

anywayssss :p

I WAS GOING THROUGH CHATS TO FIND MORE DALLAS MORE. GOOD NEWS. I DID FIND MORE AHHAAH

was finding music for dallas spotify playlist and got sad over lore again. and then nesquik (their nickname) started grilling me over how okd dallas is ehe

first two speak for themselves i think? the last ome was on the topic of dying and then brought up how The Eyes cannot die. (aether is the name of the male MC)

anywho-

DALLAS LORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

poor gyu :(((((( hes just a little silly!!!!! just needs a big ol hug!!!!!!!!

[cactusringed]

hi! its t! i hope you dont mind me spamming your inbox abt this, i dont have any other scardubs shippers who i can talk to. you can let me know if you do! :]

youre so right about bdubs not being cruel and calculating enough

just imagine bdubs not quite understanding the weight of scar offering him his life. to scar, it feels like lilacs and poppies and can we still be friends. to bdubs the offer feels like no kill passes, clocks covered in blood, and scar's fire aspect sword burning through his back. salt on top of a ready existing wound

bdubs furious in a way nothing but scars blood on his hands could ever describe or soothe. but he can't do it yet. all he can do is snap at scar about, 'just you wait until im red,' and tell him that hed really appreciate it if scar went and jumped off a cliff or stood on a cactus.

but it all just rolls off scars back like water with a laugh and a joke. it makes bdubs see red, but hes not red. theres nothing he can do to get it through to scar that hes serious

i dont know if its better or worse if scar knows hes serious or not

maybe scar is completely clueless. sure, the ribbing is angrier than he remembers, but the routine of teasing and joking around an anger that doesn't really mean anything is familiar enough. and its not like the world theyre on hasnt made everyone darker, scar's done things to people hes not proud of too

but maybe scar knows. hes not an idiot. its a right there in your face answer that someone hates you when they keep threatening to kill you when they can and asking you to just go die already.

maybe scar thinks he can fix it. even after he makes himself useful to bdubs, dedicates himself and this life of his to bdubs, it doesn't make him any less angry. and i think scar knows that it doesnt, but just cant accept that he cant fix it. cant accept that he hurt bdubs, someone he cares about, so greatly that bdubs hates him and wants to hurt him. wants to kill him. is going to kill him, and no amount of making himself useful is going to change that

either way, whether he sees it coming or refuses to, i think when bdubs does turn red and kills him it hurts the exact same. it stings with betrayal and grief and, worse, the knowledge he deserves it. that he's the villain in bdubs book. that the only redemption hes getting is through death

i cant decide what route from here i like better

1) bdubs feels completely satisfied. the bloodlust in his veins is gone. none of it matters to him anymore... but it still matters to scar.

scar being terrified that even dying couldn't fix things, only to find out that his death fixed things and feeling worse. he pledged his life to bdubs (it feels like im sorry im sorry im sorry) and that means nothing to him.

scar means nothing to him anymore.

scar thinks hed prefer if bdubs hated him still. at least him pledging his life means something then, at least his death means something then, at least this whole situation means more than scar pulling one stupid prank

2) bdubs is still angry

scar thinks it's fixed now, with his death, but hes wrong. bdubs is red, and he wouldnt be if scar hadn't taken his green life

when scar comes back to bdubs smiling and asking if its all even now, bdubs sees red. scar thinking this is all something transactional, an eye for an eye, a debt he can pay off, pisses him off

scar treated bdubs' death like a joke. then his own like a joke. and bdubs decides hes going to make sure scar isnt laughing by the time hes done with him

3) bdubs feels horrified

seeing scar getting torn apart by the zombies was what he wanted. and for a long moment he feels euphoric.

until he realises scar isnt yelling or screaming or anything. just quiet pained grunts and heavy breaths

until he realises that scar doesnt even bother trying to fight back

until he realises the heavy breaths are sobs, and the look on his face is betrayal not pain

he realises just a moment too late and scar is dead. bdubs doesn't even have time to say he's sorry, let alone try and help. all at once scar pledging his life to bdubs feels like when grian attacked the two of them in third life screaming betrayer, his voice so heartwrenching bdubs felt bad for him even on red

scar pledging his life feels different

it feels like an apology, utter devotion to making things right with someone you care for, trust and love built on a pillar of death.

and bdubs doesnt know if he can fix it

Hiii don't worry I love talking to people I just hope u don't mind how slow I can be replying to asks ^_^ hehehuhu my ask box or dms are always open either way xoxo

See your idea of Scar third lifing in and pledging his life to bdubs is to tasty when, well, you take third life into consideration. Scar who knows what it's like to die to a prank but who was quick to forgive in exchange for complete and utter devotion. Scar who believes he can offer the same, and receive the same forgiveness he once gave Grian.

Only to realise he isn't trusted. It's a transaction. The same as a no kill pass. Meaningless unless given value by the person receiving it. And bdubs giving it no value, not believing in Scar anymore, not after he was burned one too many times.

For Scar to think he can fix it with what anyone else would call a 'deal' is an insult, after all the lies and frauds and betrayals - and bdubs, who should be familiar with in-the-moment, hot blooded betrayals for one's own safety - has none of it.

I think he would regret it and feel not only pity but horror, after killing Scar. He'd think of killing Tango in last life, and Skizz in limited life. How even in his rage Skizz offered a fair battle to settle scores. How he didn't afford the same kindness to Scar, whom one could argue pushed Bdubs (and Impulse!) into the zombie horde as a means to self preservation, with the same sort of red hot fear that a boogeyman might have. But whom one could also argue did it out of a bout of sadism and cruelty instead.

It's that uncertainty that hurts, and makes it difficult, in the end, to know if his anger was warranted. It's that uncertainty that makes it difficult to feel true satisfaction as he's torn apart just like he was.

[tomato-fendo-writes]

Akuma in story is 100% ridiculous, absurd and makes no sense. Including linking him to Kazumi and then saying she wanted him to kill Kazuya like.

Idk i resent that Tekken 7 seemed to be trying to sell me some kind of Heihachi sympathetic storyline and that Kazuya was 'doomed' or whatever before he was even tossed off a cliff.

Makes zero sense with other things they also just introduced IN THE SAME GAME.

SO RIGHT everything thrown in to include akuma was so badly put together its funny, if it didn't make me see red 💀

im not AGAINST the IDEA of what akuma's character could be, meaning a different, new character entirely but applied correctly, because her wanting/needing heihachi dead but not wanting to do it herself/get overtaken by the devil gene? yeah okay i can work with it. kazuya being included in that? also doable, if it was made clear whether she meant NOW or if he followed in heihachi's footsteps, especially. i like the idea of what it could do for kazuya's character, having to confront that his mother was far from perfect, when shes probably idealized in his mind. even him going "lol no thats crazy" when he finds out can be interesting, cause its just him jumping straight to denial instead of dealing with it. we dont get anything more on that, maybe slight hope for tk8?? (meaning i have no hope sdhf)

as for the heihachi retcon...... im not against the idea of heihachi being more nuanced. the idea of him maybe caring about kazuya but knowing/thinking he has to kill him because he will be evil no matter what, everything linked to that - okay. interesting, actually! still an awful dad but with layers. but at THIS POINT IN THE STORY..... ITS A BIT LATE TO TRY SHOEHORNING THAT IN. there is not even the SLIGHTEST inkling that he feels anything but disdain for his own son before this, and his motive being retconned to knowing about the devil gene and trying to determine if kaz had it makes things make LESS SENSE. its in there! why did you raise him then!! why did you intentionally make him stronger, give him a rival, all this, if you were trying to get rid of the demon or whatever!! why didnt you kill him, or lock him up or something!! what are you doing you dont have the excuse of being senile yet!!

the idea that heihachi thought he was doomed from the start could even provide an interesting circle narrative - hes doomed, so i have to kill him. but its heihachi's own actions that doom kazuya to that path in the first place, its a self fulling prophecy. again, COULD!! and yet it fell flat and just feels dumb. theres crumbs of good in here, but looking at it from a franchise story perspective, its just a huge headache.

this answer is huge and i could continue but i shant sdhfjkdsk thank you for answering!

[tasteofgummies]

Hello<333 Im mantis and its my first time ever sending a request like anywhere, so about me, I'm a 5'0 chubby girl, i use she/her pronouns, i have shoulder length black hair and what most would consider big green doe eyes haha, Im super shy, but as soon as i consume any substances my personality changes really quick and i get super hype and flirty, I dont talk much and i get flustered very easy, Mind writing me something for kakyouin or Avdul? Many thanks!

Cw: recreational use of substances, kinda suggestive

Kakyoin x you ✨

>He's such a tease

>Takes advantage of your easily flustered nature

>"Hmm, but why are you so red now, is there something you'd like to tell me, Mantis?" He leans near your face while whispering, you feel his breath on your lips, then he just walks away to continue gaming like nothing happened

>He gets along with quiet people (Jotaro) so he's just happy to have you around

>His favorite way of spending time together is cuddling, but he won't really tell you until you have been dating for a couple months

>He's embarrassed, and thinks it could be interpreted as sexual and lead to you labeling him as creep (he's insecure, be patient (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠) )

>He loves your figure, specially your arms<3

>He just loves having your chubby arms hugging his chest while he plays with your hair

>When you pull the uno reverse card on him, and start flirting back,,,

>Oh boy

>He's so excited but he's never made it this far before

>Should he do what you're both saying and kiss you? Take you away? He's struggling rn

>It's your time to make the move and fluster him further

>Jotaro "advices" (practically spits at you two, affectionaly tho) you to get a room and cut the crap

>You might do it

>When your boyfriend is able to speak again and give you his consent, ofc

>He does consent, enthusiastically

Avdol x you ✨

>He's such a gentleman

>The most respectful, understanding man on earth

>He would consider you reactions adorable, but wouldn't go out of his way to get them

>After all, satisfaction is his favorite look on your face, he's always spoiling you to see your smile

>Loves, loves, loves your eyes

> They're just so cute, it makes him want to protect you

>He's not very talkative himself, so he enjoys your dynamic

>Flabbergasted when your personality changes

>He's concerned for your well being, you're so excited someone could tell you to jump off a cliff and land on your feet, and you'd do it

>But when you flirt, he's... Amused

>He would blush at the beginning, but then he would just go along with you

>He's so smooth with his flirting, is insane

>Although he would wait until you're sober, even if he himself is intoxicated, he just wants to be sure

>Would bring it up the next morning

>Wouldn't be an jerk about it, but he will have his fun going over everything you said you'd do to him

[chososcamgirl]

HEHEBEBS WJEJBE HI SIGMAA IYAAAA‼️‼️RISE AND POSTTTT CUS ITS SJAP WEEKEENDDDDDDD RAHHH 🐺‼️🔥 DAILLYYY CHECK IN HRUUUUU😼😼😼 HOPE UR VERY VERY SIGMA TODAY CUS I AM🐺⁉️🔥

I JUST SAW UR CAT REVEAL OH MY GYATTTERSSSS 🥹🥹 SOO CUTE WHAG THE SIGMA I LOVE UR CAT SMMMM

I HAVE MY FIRST PRESENTATION ON OCT.7 FOR SCHOOL AMBASSADOR 😣😣 PREPARING MY SPEECH RN‼️ PLUS I SPENT 4HRS ON MY SCHOLARSHIP COMP YESTERDAY AND IM ONLY A QUARTER DONE. CHAT WHATTT ☹️☹️ ITS OKAY THO ILL LOCKKKK IN 🙂‍↕️🤞🔥💪

Heh.. the toge ask… I wasn’t joking abt that… I’d jump off a cliff IF HE WOULD JUST GIVE ME ONE CHANCEEE PLEASEEREEEE SEGMNDBENENBEBENENENEN ANNERNDNDNJEJXJE. I ENED HIM IN MY VEINSSSSS (beep stop possessing me your starting to rub off on me 😫😫) 🔥😫🤤🤤🤤

I WOKE UP AT 6PM TODAY ☠️ BUT ITS OKAY CUS THAG MEANS LESS WAITING TIME FOR SJAPPPPP ARJDNDNENDBENJELDDKEN IM SO EXICSTED IN SHAKINGHHHHHGGGG RNNNNN ARNFNNFNENDJDNDNENEJE

OKOK ANSWER TO THE LAST QOTD…. I WOULD WORK IN LIKE A RLLY CUTE LIBRARY OR SOMETHING THAT SCREAMS GIRL NEXT DOOR VIBES IDK.. AND LIKE MY JOB WOULD START LATER JN THE DAY SO I CAN SLEEP WELL 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️‼️🔥 JUST SOMETHING RELAXING AND CUTE 🐺🔥

QOTDDDD IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY POWER WHAT WOULD IT BEEEE 🐺‼️🔥

OK BYE POOPOOO I LOVEE UUU (patiently waiting for the next chapter 🥰🥰)

- 🐺

HI ALPHA!!🐺🐺

i am SO tired rn i am about to go to sleep but i NEED to answer ur ask because ily and also bc i couldn’t go to sleep without LMFAO. YES SJAP WEEKEND IS HERE!! ONE POST DONE ONE MORE TO GO! (hopefully on time this time round)🙂‍↕️‼️ i am doing so good rn!! i worked today and as usual work was v fun like I LOVE IT! when we are both sigma… it’s a good day😈😈

THANK U!!! he says thank you too and he thinks ur very sigma🫵🫵 DONT STRESS TOO MUCH!! I KNOW YOULL DO WELL!! u have the power of the pack (NAME STAT) and u r the most alpha out so you’ll do AMAZING🙂‍↕️🫰 LOCK IN!!🔥🔥

LMFAO beep is a bad influence on EVERYONE not them getting to u too.. toge ask is so real tho i will admit🙏 6PM?? HELLO ?? HOW DID U SLEEP IN SO LATE IM CRYING😭😭 i’ll get out the next chap on time just for you🫵

ALSO YES GIRL NEXT DOOR VIBES!! so cute i love it we are #twinning also YES heavy on relaxing because duh we must love our job 🙂‍↕️ we should def work in a library together

AOTD‼️ mind reading or teleportation!!! i think those would be the coolest + most useful powers out there. WBY!!!? ILY ALPHA!!! 🙂‍↕️😈🐺 STAY TUNED FOR TMR GOODNIGHT!!

[nathank77]

8/21/24

1:23 p.m

Also Mike was bringing up how long term use of Benzodiazepines can cause dementia and alzheimers. That's another way he piled on to my anxiety.

Like okay that probably is true but my response was- well not sleeping and microsleep and severe sleep deprivation can cause both of those and cause you to lose your mind so I'm going to take my chances bc sleeping is far more important.

I'm just truly aggervated. I have no prospects. I am lonely as all get out. I'm sleep deprivated cause I'm not getting 7 hours a night. But I'm still thankful I've slept at all.

My only hope and the only thing that makes me want to hold on is, maybe just maybe Elise will finally reach out to me and just be my friend and get a coffee with me on a Saturday or something.

Idk why she gives me hope. Last night when I was struggling to sleep I went on her fb and looked into her blue eyes and it made everything feel okay.

I look into her eyes every single day. And it's the only thing keeping me here. I just wish she would talk to me bc for one I wouldn't try anything. I'd be happy she was happy.

I'm sick of suffering. I'm sick of insomnia and sleep deprivation. I'm sick of my hallucination getting worse when I dont get enough sleep cause today has been awful... especially awful.

I'm sick of worrying about my health. I'm sick of every therapist deeming me a lost cause or too complicated to work with and abandoning me.

I would have left Mike a long time ago if umm well I could keep a therapist. I have no where to turn for therapy. No one wants to work with me.

My hallucination is making me want to jump off a Cliff and tbh with the insomnia I might as well cause I'm never going to get married or have children or have a life worth living.

My health will continue to decline, my mother will die, I'll be homeless and I'll still be single. So what's the point?

Transguys don't stand a chance in the dating world. Not unless we are poly. I'm not. So I guess cause I won't be your third boyfriend I'm going to be single forever.

[kumenits-ocs]

all of my ocs are varying degrees of self inserts. they all have at least a couple traits of mine. eilif lokris in particular i gave him my thought process in regards to astarion as he romances the vampire in my first playthrough.

when i first heard of astarion it was late 2021. only one person i followed was talking about astarion so my thought process was that maybe bg3 was maybe a few years old but it was bad in some way that it wound up being mostly forgotten by people; not unusual considering the state of modern gaming and how everythings shitty on launch. i dont really wanna spend my money on bad games so i never thought id buy bg3.

for eilif i worked this into his story as astarion sometimes visiting the blushing mermaid where he works as a bard. eilif admires astarion from afar but since hes always working astarion doesnt really flirt with him.

next for me was learning that bg3 was just in early access this whole time and that it would be launching in full real soon. there was an artist (i wish i still had the og post) who created some fanart of astarion announcing there was 2 days until pc launch. dude i was so fucking hyped for that! i was practically frothing at the mouth! it was just some forgotten game from like 5 years ago, this was something new!

on eilifs side of the story it was when he first encountered astarion in the middle of nowhere. what do you mean the guy i have a crush on is right in front of me afterbbeing abducted by mind flayers and crashing through the hells?! eilif of course tried to help astarion with the supposed 'brain thing' hiding in the bushes to impress his crush and got jumped by the rogue before talking his way out the conflict.

next up was the price of bg3 along with feeling like my friend was practically taunting me with it. bg3 is over $80 for me, that is fucking *pricy* for any game! not only that but this is a *new* game! theres no telling if its gonna be as bad as i first thought it was or if it would be a diamond in the rough and actually good! one of my best friends was telling me a bit about all of the hijinks he was getting up to such as pushing goblins off cliffs. i was on the edge of my seat and i was so so fucking tense about it!

the bg3 writers have astarion starting off cold and distant. makes sense for his very early arc of trying to manipulate the player, he might wanna take some time studying the subjects he will manipulate in the near future to learn their wants and desires. eilif wants him to open up so he can flirt and maybe shoot his shot. its not easy to flirt with someone whos not open to *any* relationship, even when youre a bard. eilif spends the first few days in wait for just the right time.

at one point, just over a week after launch, i snap! i genuinely hate the idea of buying a new game so soon after launch after the countless times other games have failed their fans with rushed and/or half assed development right out the gate with plans of patching it into something even remotely playable maybe a year later. todays gaming industry is a mess! my obsession with astarion and my best friend regaling me with stories of his adventures drive me crazy enough to buy bg3 at full price, no waiting for any potential sales, i need it and i need it now! in the first week there was one single day where i had spent 9 hours playing only bg3. i was instantly infatuated with the game and being able to romance astarion myself.

for eilif this is when astarion "opened up", in quotations bc this is when astarion is manipulating eilif. he sees his chance to get with his long time crush and dives in head first! eilif is positively head over heels! hes nothing if not in love with astarion! hes wanted to be with astarion for years and refuses to muck up his chances now!

the only other notable part for my connection with eilif in regards to astarion is the act 2 romance scene where he openly admits to manupulating eilif. i think bc eilif and myself were so excited and eager to romance astarion that we both were really all too easy to manipulate into a romantic relationship. if someone had done that to me and then admitted they really did fall in love with me after manipulatinf me of course id feel hurt! its not that i wouldnt wanna be with them still but id need some recovery time bc damn does that shit hurt to here.

eilif would recognize astarion was finally being honest so he wouldnt break up with astarion. eilif would need like 3 days to recover from hearing the truth before the relationship is back on for real this time! since eilif is supposed to be really going through this as opposed to me who knows this is all fiction, he wouldve taken it a lot harder than i did. eilif wouldve cried over it whereas i just shook it off.

thats the story of eilif and myself falling in love with astarion!

my favorite ship dynamic :-)

[mr-kiwi-the-wizard]

So do you believe anything people tell you about all countries or is it just China

Like if I said that the South Koreans had cannibal death cults dedicated to the United States military where they kill and eat orphans to send their soul power to the marines, would you believe that as well?

Or is it only when some reject in a toupe and a piss poorly fitted suit tells you that China is turning citizens into Soylent green that you start believing bullshit?

A strange question. very well i will try to answer to the best of my ability. Although there is something off with the message as a whole.

"Do you believe anything people tell you about all countries?" not everyone knows everything about a subject when politics are involved. even when it comes to knowing your own country. I listen to all opinions, claimed facts and statements from people who have visited places and even my own experiences after going there myself and work everything against each other. The more conflicting the information the better. Evidence, especially physical evidence can be a lot more powerful. did you know major city's in japan do not have rubbish bins or public seating outside parks? crazy i know but i visited and these two things kinda sucked. i always listen to everything im told as fact and work those facts together to weed out obvious lies and contradictions. i encourage the same in everyone else.

to answer your second paragraph i would say yes. then immediately go from there before doing anything else. you gave me material to work with so i thought and went hmmm. this could be satire, most likely an exageration, i've heard similer tales to this, in japan a similer occurrence happened and japans influence on korea has been very strong in the past 100 years. i would not conclude theres a grain of truth in that statement but it seems too objectively wild and devoid of the truth for me to share with anyone. but i would keep in mind next time i learn more about south korea

And the final one. thats trump your talking about. toupe, bad suit, china, unrefined hatred. yea thats trump. now sticks a hard point. I LIVE IN NEW ZEALAND. not america. and anti-trump protestors come here occasionally and act like this is the US and we get to deiced things regarding US politics. so. looking over the rest of paragrath here and previous im inclined to not like you. Very real people i have delt with come to mind and you act the same. this negatively affects my trust of what you say by a lot. and then vaguely insult me at the end. 0/10 couldn't persuade a lemming to not jump off a cliff.

Finally i looking at the soylant green comment. In china anything thats a pest or feral animal like stray dogs, cats, bats, birds, mice, rabbits, rodents, everything thats got meat and needs to be put down with traps in their home area is served as food. no i wouldn't rule out people in a densely populated city. Although it sounds incredibly horrible enough that nothing short of a full investigation rather than looking into it will turn anything up. i wouldn't rule that out but i wouldn't believe it either. purely because i dont want to believe it.

If you have any further questions feel free to ask but do please try to be more civil. Remember, the goal of a debate is to persuade your opponent to joining your side. That requires some small amount of respect. Good day.