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I love my sweet boys that I made up completely in my head
#dimentio#count bleck#super paper mario#spm#these little guys i've named them Count Rose and Pinkie#why pinkie? umm i made him a lil too pink and didnt feel like changing it xd#dimentio would be PISSED to know i've named him fucking. pinkie. of all names i coulda gave him#the whole bleck gang ive made into plants but im not brave enough to draw the rest of them lmao#i had made nastasia into lil blue flowers but i fucked her up so bad i aint wanna show it xd gotta redo her#she prolly hiding behind that rock or smfn#o'chunks was gunna be some random red flower but i figured he'd be one of those big red trees instead#SPENT FOREVER ON THESE BTW#both of them had outlines but i spent so long un-outlining count rose that i didnt feel like doing dimentio lmao#maybe some day dimentio too will get no outline privileges#dey both have hands but was i gunna draw dems? HA. NO#mimi prolly is a flytrap of some kind and mr. l is likely a clover 🍀#i love my lotus and rose boy 🫴❤️#spent like 3 hours figuring out rock textures and eventually settled on something ''''simple''''#dimentio also probably plays with the lil fishies in his pond#lore: timpani started as a flower but then turned into a big ass butterfly. now Count Rose got that big butterfly babe#if you draw any of the little guys i will kiss you a million times#alsoalso dont look too closely at the rocks behind dimentio in the 2nd image i got lazy
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height chart for my main ocs ‒ i still need to draw their actual clothes, but i think this is worth sharing at this point
left to right: olivandre (oli) (they/them) cameron (they/any) jules (he/him)
#my art#artists on tumblr#oc art#oc: oli#oc: cameron#oc: jules#m: orig#m: htbi#gallery#polished#wet paint#its weird putting that in the polished AND wet paint tag but it. technically is??#its finished as a base ref but its also a wip bc im going to be doing other outfits... u know...#anyway rip to the outfits i already drew for oli & cameron that i gotta redo now bc i changed their bases lmao#at least jules was just a sketch until now so i didnt have to redo anything for him i just had to. actually finish it#his first ref since 2020. god. idk if i ever even posted that one. it was Not Good lmao#it wouldve been an improvement over his old 2017/2018 one if the hair hadnt been. the way it was#but whatever!! he has a shiny new ref now yayyy#idfk what other outfits to give him tho lmao he gets the same damn thing every time i draw him. boy what do you WEAR#honestly i STILL feel like i didnt get camerons face shape right UGH theyre so hard to draw & idk why#but like. whatever. maybe ill change it again later lmao but this is good enough for now#anyway yayyy posting art at 9:30pm (i could schedule it for tomorrow but i dont wanna)
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yknow with tthe whole cc!kab rping an actual character rather than just being herself with extra steps thing i should prbs talk about her character in a different way compared to other lsers cause it feels wrong to talk about her in the same way that i do for the others when she plays in such a significantly different way
#mine.txt#ik its for practical purposes aka cc!kab not wanting to mistake ppl talking about her character to be talking about her#but man doing this whole cc! and c! thing is really just reminding me of the dsmp days lmao#i mean i never did that shit cause like i didnt really see the point cause like. theyre doing improv what difference would it make#cause like the character and the actor still share the same name online#how much can you really talk about someone doing improv in that kinda way until it doesnt work anymore#but theres a point to it this time#im not doing this for clarification purposes cause yall already know im not talking about irl kab#but cc!kab repeatedly breaks the forurth wall and not in an ''im a streamer so i gotta talk to chat'' way#but in a ''none of this is real guys were actually friends irl#and i make sure to do aftercare during heavy streams btw im trained in acting since i was a kid'' way#which means at least in my minds eye its heavily impractical to talk about kab the way i usually do for other streamers#see the way i talk about the other streamers theres an implicit acknowledgement of the blurred line between cc and c#but for kab while its all improv ofc theres a very defined line between cc and c#its a lil smudged sure but its still quite defined#so that implicit acknowledgement just kinda... gets lost. yanno? which im not a big fan of#so yeah i feel the need to talk about her differently cause of this entirely different framework to work off of#im not really sure how to do that besides adding cc! and ls! before her name#since usually in smps and mcyt in general theres a pretty similar meta rp style from all the members of a server#so i never really felt the need to talk about ome of the characters differently#but ofc ls had to be different it just had to lmao#but whatever ill figure it out#dont expect me to keep up with this when im triggered tho lmao cause thats just not happening
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I think I remember you mentioning corset tops in some tags, so let me tell you that your fashion sense sounds amazing. I love when people are able to express themselves through clothing, it's always so cool, and your art is impeccable so I feel like that might be a good indicator too lol. love your blog!
AWH ty for lovin my art AND my alleged fashion sense 😏 i dont own a lot of corset tops- just like. Three (tho ngl i would like more) but i do have a. Particular style i suppose (enough of a style that people are semifrequent to compliment it). S’def real fun playin round with clothes and accessories :]
#snap chats#i do very much love my corset tops ty for noticing anon …. i feel epic when i wear em 😼 the rare times i do djOSNSN#when i was growing up i really loved this avi site called gaia so ig i just feel . like a gaia avi when i Dress Up dress up djOSDNSN#its all very fun …. i have no reasn Not to dress fun why should i not …#whats funny is one girl was complimenting my outfit one day#and she was getting into how she doesnt like it when people dress drab so FRANKLY that was a great compliment#like omg … i stand out to you … thank you :)#i dress pretty Tame most days at school tho like usually business casual wear and whatever#THE OCCASIONAL corset top and funky cardigan tho ☝️ they are a must#i also dont clothes shop a lot (if ever fjOWSNAK) so i try to get stuff i REALLY really like yk what i mean#most of my stuff is either second hand or gifted so its generally Kinda Funky LMAO#i have this one like. i call it my vampire pirate shirt cause it is very much Vampire Pirate#im talkin a cream/beige long-sleeve with those like. what bishop? sleeves?#the ones that poof a bit at the forearms- and theyve got the lace cuffs and this really cute lace . bit at the front LMAO i cant desxribe it#it hooks at the collar but i usually wear it open BUT i do have a cravat for days i feel fancy 👍#my closets kinda fun ….. idk again i feel i dress p tame but i generally get compliments on my stuff so .. gotta mean somethin#but yeah !!! ty :] not that i can show my outfits but thank you for believing in my tastes 😌#ok thats partly a lie sometimes i draw charas i like in my outfits but i cant imagine any of my outfits on charles or erik#not unless they were my business casual stuff but anyways
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suggestion do you have... any wants? like obviously you do but like? suggestion my guy my ourple boy. both the easiest and hardest to write. you need a skill to say something to move conversation along but it doesn't fit any skill in particular? about 80% of the time you can have suggestion say it and it will make sense. but like actually characterizing him... how do i define you dude... what makes your character tick... urgh. i dont get you yet. im trying to understand but you are difficult.
#chemi chats#there are some skills that i just dont understand yet and that just means i have to work on their character study chapter#im reading his bio and i think suggestion is a good manipulator and it's instinctive and he tries not to feel bad about it?#he's clever!! charming!! friends with savvy and drama. planting seeds in the mind and coaxing them to grow towards him like he's the sun.#a crude oil reservoir lying beneath a carefully laid flower bed. taps into the roots. the plants don't know any better than to drink.#he's great at sensing what makes people tick and uses that to his advantage. he needs goals to look forward to so he knows how to best#pull the strings to get them there. otherwise he's a bit aimless. he likes being useful. and since influencing others is helpful#he just keeps doing it? because it's what he's good at. and he tries to convince himself its fun and cool and just cuz hes charming and#it's his role as a skill and manipulation isnt thaaaat bad because it's helpful to them after all... but he does feel bad sometimes.#oh im listening to his voice lines and i just got to ''brother you should have put me in front of a firing squad'' and im sad about him now#but what do you want for short term little guy?? probably for people to like him. he likes chatting with people. i bet he'd like genuine#conversations with no strings attached but there's always some part of him filing information and tidbits away that he can't turn off#subconsciously figuring out things he can hold over them or how he can nudge them into thinking someth-/wait.../ no. no he's just talking.#he's /supposed/ to just be talking stop analyzing them stop falling back into that just have a normal conversation!! but he can't help it..#hm. this is all really helpful for his chapter. he and empathy are very alike but also different. very interesting...#task: swept up#okay good talk everyone i think i understand him a little better now lmao?? still gotta figure him out some more hes not fully there but ye#also i think he goes by whatever pronoun you think he'd use. just ''oh what do /you/ think i am hm?? what /would/ i use; do you think?? :)'#funny fella. i love you.
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yknow what . i like you . shows you my exe ocs and also gives you little summaries of them underneath the read more cut and in the tags :3 ( desc in alt text 4 the 1st img ! ) - Nicky 🌊
in order: Rawr.EX3/EXD (any) imagine sonic.exe + 2010s sparkledog raver culture . that's Rawr. she likes waffles and is a virus exe who lives in a bootleg rom pack of the first 3 sonic games & a sonic crackers prototype Itazura, Guardian of Mischief (she/they/it/plush) first ever pc port oc!!! what it says on the tin. secret 8th guardian who loves nothing more than causing problems and playing life-threatening pranks on people. you can tell they're after you if you hear what sounds like jingling bells and giggling around your house in the dead of night. oh and plush's kyofu's kid 👍
Sew (any, no she/her) amorphous dimension travelling critter that uses sewing / crafting to make it's "skin" , typically based off of pre-existing people in the dimension. saw sonic and his super form and thought he was the COOLEST thing alive, so it chooses to resemble him :] Sink/Waterhog/Nicky (we use he/it but it doesn't rlly care /ref) literally just me lol , but from a 3rd person perspective he's a personal take on Mr. DJ's "Sink Sonic" concept . he's like 12-13ish and has way too much lore for me to summarise but fun fact : worldbuilding wise, he's a mish-mosh of the games, the Shogakukan sonic manga and a little bit of sonic x sprinkled in. :3
#scary / weird sonic tag 🩸🌭#sonic.exe#creepypasta#exe community#exe oc#sonic pc port#sink fnf#below the depths#chaos nightmare#scene kid#scenecore#scene oc#fun fact . that sweater i drew sink wearing is NOT the only one he has and every time i draw him he's wearing a different one. always#he never really has the same one on twice in my drawings unless im feeling a vibe and if you ever want to draw him you can also#make up a sweater for him to wear!!! just know he always has on long sleeves so youre free to give him a tshirt layered over a long sleeved#shirt too . you dont gotta limit yourselves like i do i just default to sweaters lmao#you can also do this with rawr but with like. ALL of her parts except the teeth (theyre consistently neon yellow or neon green)#so feel free to go nuts if you draw rawr. like actually. give them cool hoodies or clothes or new bang patterns idc go OFF that's the point#ita and sew are meant to be consistent as possible but tbh you could draw sew with different patch patterns and ita with a different bow#tl;dr I Love Customising My Little Guys and therefore everyone who wants to draw them should also give themselves that joy#also also. please tell me if the alt text is good. im not very good at IDs and i am chronically low on spoons so i never write them#this is to say that if you have the spoons and better descriptive vocab PLEASE write img ids for my art if you feel the need to#i want my art to be as accessible as possible and that includes allowing those with low visibility to be able to visualize my work
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yknow it is crazy to think about how much i have been able to improve my quality of life by selling art as a supplementary form of income. like obviously it's a second job and it's taxing but it's also so rewarding to know how much people enjoy my work and how much good it is doing me to like, feel like i can buy snacks at the store. to be able to get takeout every once in a while. like obviously those are extremely minor changes or things most people take for granted but to me it's huge. having berries in the house when they're out of season and more expensive. buying things for CONVENIENCE??! it feels so crazy to me to have such a sense of luxury which i know says more about the bleak feeling of poverty that's followed me around my entire adult life than anything else but i feel so much gratitude that i am afforded these small luxuries at least in part because of people that like my art. not to mention how nice is is to make things consistently again when, prior to 2020, i hadn't made art regularly in almost a decade. anyway. it's cool!
#of course there are extenuating circumstances! i finished my student loans in 2020 with help from family#i moved to a cheaper place in 2020. i get paid more now than i did then; even though i'm only working four days a week#obviously i am not RICH; i cannot afford to live by myself. housing here is crazy. but i can buy MEAT at the STORE#not only do i have SNACKS in the house i also have MULTIPLE KINDS! do you know how crazy that is.#and now of course a lot of it is combatting my wicked sense of guilt for buying anything i dont 'need'. like snacks.#but obviously i still buy them i just make myself feel bad about it for a while first. lmao#i mean i haven't done my taxes for 2023 yet who knows maybe i'll be hit with some big fees and i'll take this all back#but idk you gotta be grateful. anyway i think i'm gonna order pizza later#chatpost#i used patreon money to buy a new desk chair a couple years ago. a NEW one!! not one from the street!
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clemetine
#sometimes you just gotta do it#legit picked him for the simple design and to avoid drawing eyes LMAO#anyways. i dont hate it. i feel rather content in fact#i still have a long way to go to get back to liking what i produce in this format but.. here#night arts#orange cassidy#wrestling#fanart#my beloved#sweet little clementine
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i think a good yandere needs to at least be a little pathetic
#thinking about nonsense again this morning#like what makes a yandere excellent at their job you know LMAO#also im like comparing “yandere's” made by people from different countries in my mind#i feel like u need to remove the shame from ur body if u wanna make a top tier yandere#not shaming anyone cause ik i would have problems doing it#like a part of my brain is always like...but that bad#so it ruins any attempts#u always feel like u need to rehabilitate them#i dont think that necessarily ruins it tbh cause ive seen it done well before#but....that person will be going to jail#“jessica he killed 5 people you cant stay with him sorry”#either that or they need to leave cause they cant stay here you know?#idk if im making sense#also i think u need to be honest about the type of character ur making#like if u wanna make a yandere#do it with ur chest and tell people how its gonna be#so people who hate that shit wont get attached to said character and get upset that theyre toxic#well i mean it can still happen with warnings but u know#itll be less of an issue#i think being honest will also prevent u from being kinda wishy washy with it if that makes sense#U GOTTA DO IT WITH CONFIDENCE AND NO SHAME#or its gonna flop#its like trying to write smut with shame....
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heads up i finally scrambled together enough brain power and caught up with cultivate and i am not going to be normal about it and im going to make it everyone elses problem <33
#cultivate🥰🥰🤗☺️😊🤩😊🤗🥰🥰🤩☺️🤗🥰#ykno that feeling when u have a beloved fic but are not in the right vibe to read it even tho you want to so you gotta wait#until that breaks because its so good and you dont want to ruin the experience and it deserves the right vibes tm or am i tripping-#fhkjfhdkANYWAY IFINALLY DID AND 🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖 hdkjfhs#sooner or later doodles are back on the menu boys because im sooooooooo normal about this fic aha smile :))))))))#speaking of being normal#BEES BESS HBBEES BEES BEES BES BEES AHHAHAHA#LISTEN im gonna sound like a loonie right noW BUT LISNETN#ever since those arctic bees were mentioned way beck when I DID NOT. STOP THINKING ABOUT THEMM. buzzing in my brain THIS WHOLE TIME#and ever since then i was like ☺️what if that concept actually showed up aha 🤗 and it wasnt just throwaway LQG thought ☺️aha#AND I KNOW THIS ISNT EVEN MAYBE A CALLBACK TO IT I KNOW I KNOW OK MAYBE IM CRAZY BUT LET ME HAVE THIS#crystal cave bees are a callback to arctic bees in my heart 💖#you dont understand fuzzy litol blue bbys so beloved i was even planning to sneak them into a future piece thats in the microwave lmao#AND NOW THEYRE PROPERLY CANON AYO B))#speaking of future pieces absolutely do not let me forget that i wanna do bai zhan and taoren spouses outfits properly thats also very 💖💖#im just waiting if we get more details on howd they look#ok enough rambling more sleeping gbyyyeeee
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when people who have ‘i block liberally’ in their bios learn they actually have to block people & cultivate their own dash:
#‘i hate seeing your posts reced to me’ block me!!!#‘omg how can you say jason is ugly kys’ block me!!!!#‘youre not funny’ block me!!!!#even in other contexts. if you dont like seeing fanon shit block those tags/people that post it and find your own mutual circle#that posts what you enjoy instead of going to other ppls accounts and telling them theyre wrong#if you enjoy fanon and not the more canon shit then block people you dont want to see the posts of/those tags & find the community you seek#like. you GOTTA learn to just block people and stop bitching and whining!!!! youre responsible for your online experience!!!!#you can complain. its your account do whatever idc. but it doesn't fucking matter if someone else is posting in ways you dont like#sorry for being slightly salty but god people on this site need to grow the fuck up and learn they're not the center of universe#and ppl dont have to cater to their judgement of whats the appropriate way to enjoy a character or story#i get annoyed at some fanon shit so what i do is i dont follow people that post a lot of that. easy.#i love bruce so i have bruce neg blocked and if someone is constantly shitting on him?? i just unfollow because it doesn't fuckin matter.#like !!!!!! it doesn't fucking matter !!!!! leave people alone and leave me alone !!!!!!!#anyways. not to be vague but anons are off again 👍#also if any of you hurt my mutuals feelings i will block without a hesitation lmao 👍👍#ransom note
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lmao if faucet keeps this up our amount of drafts are going to exceed our actual number of posts on here
#there were different tags here before but apparently we gotta keep it even vaguer than that or faucet adds it to the draft pile#truthfully we understand why [ ]'s worried and why [ ] wants to hide and in some part we agree but like. girl..?? its tumblr.#[ ]'s tried to explain [ ]self in posts but [ ] always gets scared and saves that to drafts too.#just a lot of. fear of the past catching up to us. hm. i dunno. that's all [ ]'ll let us say.#it always sounds like excuses. fuck man. trying to rest but it doesn't feel like rest. we'll try again tomorrow. all we can do really.#[three of swords]#oh yeah we dont think anyone actually needs our statuses and we dont even think theyre helpful lmao so thats on indefinite pause??#anyway here ya go juliet#thank you <33 just wanted to say goodnight!! ^^ hello if you're reading this we love y'all very much!! sleep well whenever you do!! <33
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Working on a piece ive had concept notes on for a MINUTE that I finally have the energy to write LOL anyway it's like almost midnight and I'm v sleep deprived so excuse the rough nature of this little draft preview :33
#its a telling of the first mission where they meet from Fennorians pov#i loveeee getting to describe cirwedh from his pov its so fun#it was like an instant crush he saw some short asf rabid elf covered in witch guts riding a bear taller than her and was like#i will do anything she tells me to i am so scared and also turned on#LMAO#their relationship is such a slowburn bc she at first does NOT see him like that shes like oh man this kid is one of Verandis' i gotta help#and she slowly realizes hes a lot more than that to her bc he somehow makes her feel like she can stop being on edge all the time#meanwhile hes like i have been thinking of you every night and i dont know why i think im sick with something#he doesnt even know what the feelings are he just knows somehow shes the source LOL#but yeah its very not romantical in this one LMAO its mainly just like the kilkreath quest but from his pov#occasional cirwedh pov but mainly Fenn its p short and to the point#its just fun to write his side of their relationship sometiems LOL she is a storm and he wants to be standing in the eye of it#eso headcanons#elder scrolls online#elder scrolls fo#fennorian ravenwatch#fennwedh#my wife#cirwedh softgrass#eso self insert#eso oc#writing
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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well this is what ive been doing for the past 2 weeks
#sorry for using chrome. drive sucks on firefox. i use firefox for everything else. literally it's open right next to this for other shit#so what im doing is making a list of every creature you ever encounter in dai (that part is complete. it took a week)#and making note of its important stats and now its chance of each elemental immunity with the walk softly trial on#because i am genuinely planning that solo nightmare all trials run and the most important thing is making sure i can actually hit everythin#you will notice that NOTHING is EVER immune to spirit damage. that is due to a bug that i personally discovered in the trial implementation#the only creatures that can gain immunity to spirit through the trial are cretahl and hurlock alphas (only the ones in the descent)#and the only creatures naturally immune to spirit are in dlc (mostly trespasser but some in the other dlc too)#so basically what this means is that you NEED spirit runes lmao. or i guess runes to damage specific types of enemy#the least likely immunity of the three core elements is electric which is good because chain lightning is VERY powerful for solo runs#you've just gotta be mindful of hitting yourself because friendly fire WILL be on for this run fml#oh so those percentages arent technically correct. they're inflated for most creatures#for normal-ranked creatures (rank 0) there's a 20% chance they'll be promoted to elite (rank 1) and then all elites--#(whether promoted to elite or already elite) have that chance of immunity. so you can divide them by 5 for normal-ranked creatures#except for the 100% ones. those are from preexisting immunities#yes im putting way too much thought into all of this. i went into the all trials and the solo nightmare runs without doing too much work#it's just that on nightmare you get FULL immunities and with no companions you've gotta make sure you can deal with that#because you might end up in a situation where you just cant damage something AT ALL#(a good reason to diversify your abilities. also you CAN damage them it's just capped at 1 damage per hit)#and no abilities that decrease resistances help because an immunity is +1000% resistance and nothing comes close to getting that under 100#im having fun at least. i wouldnt keep doing this if it was too boring#some of it has been tedious (especially going through some of the areas with dozens of the same enemy) but ultimately feels worth it#the spreadsheet has 5678 lines ftr. fortunately around 2.5k are npcs so i dont have to do anything more with them#anyway. i usually post about what da-related thing im up to every now and then and it's been ages so i thought id give an update lmao#personal#da#dai#undescribed#there are also a lot of interesting things like. you'll see that poison spiders CANT be immune to nature damage#and that's because it wont apply an immunity if the creature is already immune to that element OR its associated effect#so poison spiders arent immune to nature damage but they ARE immune to poison so they wont gain nature immunity from the trial
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"oh the family dinner went well" (not even 8 hours later my mom and grandma get in a blowup fight about me not getting inviting and my mom not pushing for me to go to this bridal shower)
#like i literally dont care???? me and the cousin getting married didnt grow up close together like we are literally just the same age#i just feel terrible that they fought at her shower like based on the handful of convos i had with her she really doesnt deserve that#and like it was a limited person party cause like the dinner seats were like $300 per person like dont get me wrong they got money#but im not going to forcibly impose myself in this lmao#and like im realistic like if i get married i highly doubt id invite this family not out of spite but because i want a small one#and like i do have a giant ass family on this side like you gotta make cuts somewhere ya know#and like realistically i dont think i would be able to afford to host a full wedding with that whole family thats how big that shit is#like my maternal side they can throw these parties cause they got the money to do it at the end of the day not the case for my household
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