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thesimulacrasimp · 10 months ago

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Ah shit, here we go again!

HAZBIN HOTEL EP 5-6 SPOILERS WARNING‼️

Ok i literally was waiting so much to see Lucifer n Lilith being a really happy and cute maried couple and now yall telling me that THEY DIVORCED??????? IM LITERALLY CRYIN WHAHT??? 😭

and OMG LUCIFER. HES SUCH A BABY, SWEETIE, SCRUNKY, CUTIE PATOOTIE!!! HES SO SILLY, I WISH I HAD DAD LIKE HIM. JUST LOOK AT HIM OH MAI GAHD

And his voice is really cool too! Not really what i expected him to sound like but still good! N the way he speaks is really funny too:

"Oh the applause! Oh please, thank u, thank u.. oh gOD WHO AM I KIDDING, THIS SUCKS!!"

"Daughter callin-- Da-DAU-DAUGHTER CALLING??? OH---"

"TAKE THAT, DEPRESSION!"

"Oh my golly!! You like girls!! SO DO I, WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON!!!!"

Hes ABSOLUTELY my 2nd fave character after Vox. Hes such a sweetheart i cant---

Also can we talk about how Alastor said "Fuck you" to a KING OF HELL? LIKE I KNOW THAT THIS KING IS NOT REALLY KINGING BUT STILL I WOULDNT HAVE BALLS TO SAY THAT TO LUCIFER HIMSELF.

Also the fact that Alastor was immediatly so pissed when Luci just steped into hotel is really strange. Maybe something happened between them that we dont know so far? Cuz purposely making Luci mad literally 5 secs after u met each other is really weird.

AND OMG THIS SONG IS TOTALLY NEW FAVOURITE BY NOW, THEY LITERALLY DID AN ELECTRO SWING SONG LIKE HELL YEAH!!! N THE FACT THAT LUCI OUT OF NOWHERE STARTS PLAING VIOLIN AGGRESSIVELY AND THEN SHUTS ALASTOR UP WITH AN ACCORDION IN THIS IS THE BEST TGING EVER.

i dont know how i think bout Mimzy rn. All i gotta say is she have a really cool singing voice!

And this shot is really adorable

Ok we actually now know from Husk that someone actually having Alastors soul! Just think about it: someone have AN OVERLORDS SOUL. Not ex-overlord like Husk, AN ACTUAL OVERLORD. Is this even possible??

This last song made me cry (again). I feel so bad for Luci, he was abandoned by heaven n he just doesnt want the same fate for his beautiful daughter, cuz she is the only thing he live for (i want him to be my dad so much omg..)

Also when Lilith took little Charlie away from Luci, it was sad, but it actually made me think, what if Lilith will be an antogonist? What if she will be the bad person? Maybe the main vilian even. I think if that will actually happen everyone will go CRAZY. But thats just my lil thought.

Ok, 6th ep! I actually didnt expect that we will see heaven so soon!

Ok but sir Pentious is GOT CRUSH ON CHERRI BOMB??? WHA??? THAT WAS SOMETHING I REALLY DIDNT EXPECT

Also i expected heaven to be much more strict place with many rules, where noone is alowed to swear. But turned out that its actually just a hell with better people and more rules, thats all. And its actually really strange that u can swear in heaven. Im not talking about Adam n Lute, cuz theyre exterminators and clearly just awhul ppl, this guy infront of heavens gates actually said fuck. Maybe im just wrong, but isnt swearing unacceptable in christianity?..

Also HELL YEAH we nailed it! We were right about Vaggie being a fallen angel. But the reason why she fell.... She was an exterminator and literally just didnt kill one child (which is really shows us that she have a kind heart) BUT SHE WAS EXPELED FOR IT IN SUCH HORRIBLE WAY.

I JUST DONT HAVE ENOUGH RAGE TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I HATE THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS. I REALLY HOPE WHEN HEAVEN DECIDES TO REDEEM PPL FROM HELL, THEY BOTH WILL GO TO FUCKING HELL FOR ALL THOSE VILENCE THEY BROUGHT TO WORLD, THAT WOULD BE FUCKING HILARIOUS.

Also Cherri Bomb is being kinda toxic friend to Angel n i dont like that.

ALSO ANGEL STOOD UP AGAINST VAL!! HELL YEAH, SLAY SPIDERBOI!!! IM LITERALLY NOT SCARED OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO HIM WHEN HE WILL GO BACK TO HIS JOB!! IM NOT SCARED AT ALL!!!!

Ok this last song WAS SO EPIC!! ESPECIALLY WHEN CHARLIE N EMILY DID UNO REVERSE ON ADAMS SONG FROM EP 1!!

AND THAT PART WHEN ADAM REVEALED THAT VAGGIE IS AN ANGEL WAS SO EPIC TOO I LITERALLY GOT CHILS

and Charlies reaction to that was actually really heartbreaking

And everything ended up with Adam winning. I really hope that justice will overtake in this whole situation and Charlies plan will work. And im really interested to see Charlie n Vaggies relationships after that reveal. I honestly think that Charlie will forgive her, but its still really interesting.

Wow, it took me long enough to make this post.. I really like direction this show goes, n i can not wait for the next 2 eps!!

My thoughts/review on eps 1-2

My thoughts/review on eps 3-4

My thoughts/review on eps 7-8

#those reviews on hh is kinda a tradition on my blog now. isnt it lmao?#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin alastor #hazbin charlie #hazbin sir pentious #hazbin angel dust #lucifer morningstar #spoilers warning #my post

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cephalotyrant · 6 months ago

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Hiiiiiiiiii so. Azurido bodyswap.

Think about it; these two housewardens who constantly seem to be bickering, and then one day during a joint alchemy class they accidentally swap bodies...

Azul trying to run heartslabyul and hastily memorizing all the queens' rules; speaking of i had a sudden thought do you think azul would learn the rules for riddle after they start dating so he can easily come over to heartslabyul and follow all the rules teehee anyways back on topic Azul is mentioned to have less magic capacity so im imagining him being like "okay yeah this kid's currently on a murderous rampage buuuut do I REALLY need off with your head rn why can't i just assert my dominance with words or some shit works with floyd" (i'l never forget that time azul made floyd kneel as punishment... sad moment)

And then Riddle... bless his heart he's too much of a reasonable honest person for octavinelle's bs he's like "stop scamming students" and they're like "um ACKSHUALLY you see the free market and blah blah blah-" Riddle can't behead them anymore because azul doesn't have that power (loser) so he's just like -_- waiting for them to stop talking please oh please what he wouldn't do for them to shut the fuck up-

also weird thought riddle out of instinct trying to cast owyh and then accidentally activating the true form of it's a deal and just... knocking a bunch of guys out cold. and his glasses. he hates them bc they keep getting foggy.

speaking of glasses azul keeps trying to push them up except they dont exist fuckin L hah hah everybody point and laugh

and riddle's high heels... azul falls over (point and laugh part 2)

anyways getting a bit more serious I do feel like azul and riddle do have more similarities in leadership style (like how azul's canonically very irritable with octavinelle students and ortho mentions it's actually quite rare to see him in a good mood just like riddle) so... poor heartslabyul guys aren't catching a break just yet. Except instead of being collared it's just like "shut the fuck up travis this is why you're poor" "3.8 gpa santocruz??? I think you mean 1.8 because those tabloids could only be written by a FUCKING IDIOT" (i'm joking PLEASE DONT KILL ME I MERELY JEST besides we all know azul probably tries to seem uber classy so he wouldn't swear)

meanwhile octavinelle students have never seen such rage... even more scarily... HONESTY AND STRAIGHTFORWARDNESS (an octavinelle student's worst nightmare)

Anyways Riddle and tweel interactions here are just so funny if this is before floyd realizes the truth because it's like

"Lemme squeeze you, goldfishie!"

"Riddle" has NO REACTION. ICE COLD.

And then "Azul" waltzes in and is like "Floyd why how could you do this that is highly improper!!!!!!!"

Ofc "Riddle's" like "so i owe you now" bc azul wants riddle in his debt lmaooo

Azul keeps trying to find riddle's weakness... but it goes wrong...

Short scene:

Azul gazed into the mirror of Heartslabyul's bathroom, looking at every new detail at this new face of his. Riddle's face. He was looking for weaknesses. Yes, weaknesses, as dastardly as it seemed.

Like - how those soft, sun-kissed cheeks were likely sensitive to light, and how those gorgeous little heart-shaped tufts of hair often added to Riddle's poutiness, and-

Wait, why was Riddle's face growing redder in the mirror all of a sudden?

Womp womp azul you're gay for him

Anyways they turn back and it all gets found out blah blah... Azul saying the most down-bad shit when he thinks no one can hear like "riddle-san looks even prettier from up close" jade and floyd overhear his little mumble he never leaves it down...

and riddle... is hyperfixating over azul's moles. he knew about the one on his chin but there's MORE??? On The neck? The COLLARBONE??? He never undressed (neither did azul bc they were swapped for a pretty short time so it was pretty easy not to as just... yk a respect/consent thing) but while adjusting his tie and stuff he noticed. He is now freaking out over it to Trey. Why does he care??? When can he sign up to kiss them??? More on seven.

OOOOOOAAAAAGHHHHHH BARK BARK BARK BARK GRRR MOEWWW HISSS CRASH BOOM MY LEG!!!

Memorizing the rules would be a DAUNTING ass task bro. But Azul is up to it and I bet he memorized them just for fun at one point so he could find all the loopholes (and rub them in riddles face) funnily enough, Heartslabyul is confuse because it seems like Riddle has gotten... sharper? Some clock him immediately as wrong (ADTC)-- Riddle often stands stiffly and probably has a resting bitch face, let's be real. but now the way he stands is almost looser, more fluid, his body more expressive, flexing his hands. In his attempt to follow the rules, Azul IMMEDIATELY calls out someone using a loophole. But for today, he'll let it slide-- but I better not catch you doing that again, else there will be consequences. (He means Jade and Floyd it was on instinct) Even the way he SPEAKS is different, and why is he talking about himself so much? Don't get started on the moment Azul is mentioned-- why is he suddenly avoiding speaking any bad about Azul Ashengrotto? They were at each other's throats just this morning!

He feels weirdly frail. Not only does he lack his octo-stength, he has to look up at absoloutely everyone! And these heels are ridiculous! Of course, he's heard all about Riddle boasting that the dorm uniform being a replica of the first housewarden of Heartslabyul, but he could have omitted SOME details. The way everyone straightens their back when they hear the clacking of his heels, though... that's quite nice. It's hard not to powertrip.

I'm not going to get into it I'm not going to get into it I'm not-- FUCK. He can't help but be envious of the complete lack of fat on Riddle's body, the way his uniform cinched his waist just right. Perhaps there were some benefits of being so small... And there's a constant dull ache in his dominant hand. Seriously, for someone raised for a future in medicine, he doesn't appear to be taking care of himself very well! Maybe he'll snoop about the room for a diary, finding a drawer full of letters from a very particular woman-- and leave the investigation there. Funnily enough, it fills him with the urge to write his own letter to his own mother... he hasn't spoken to her in a while.

At least the bed is fantastic? Let's just hope Trey doesn't walk in while he's giggling and wrapping himself up burrito-style into the blankets.

Azul (Riddle) back at Octavinelle seems like he's one moment away from a STROKE. So much so that every few moments red rings swirl in his eyes-- his last straw being the fourth pencil he breaks in a row. Since when has Azul been this strong!? Does his dishonest nature extend to taking steroids?? He's going to have a VERY long talk with him later! His glasses keep getting smudged and sliding down his nose, and Azul's layered clothing was so ridiculously heavy-- being of average height is kind of nice, though.

Jade and Floyd clock him as NOT AZUL right away I fear... though it is a little funny to watch Azul's body throw a tantrum and stomp his feet. They freak out, however, when Riddle realizes he has the strength to preperly defend himself... not good. If he can't behead them, he can go physical. Really, he's not fit at all to run Mostro or do deals atp... but Jade and Floyd think it'd be funny if he fucked some up. He's rather impressed by how such a busy establishment runs so smoothly, and the employees, namely, the waiters, are rather polite. They stand straight and speak clearly... Azul’s done quite well.

THE MOLES ARGH...

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Finally. A respite from the endless things that needed his attention– as the housewarden of Heartslabyul, he was used to tending issues left and right, but this experience, being trapped in Azul’s body, had stretched his patience thin. Azul, truly, had his fingers in far too many pies.

Discarding anything the Octavinelle housewarden wore on the regular would have been improper, though it certainly didn’t prevent him from complaining about it. The layers of the dorm uniform were oppressive, to put it lightly– even his cape, for how it dragged across the ground, wasn’t nearly as heavy. The cummerbund was too tight to be considered remotely comfortable. He abandons it on the chair in front of the vanity.

He tugs on silky purple fabric to undo the bowtie, the thing having gone crooked, most likely from when he undid the suspenders or pulled off the jacket. It’s always satisfying to allow one’s neck to breathe at the end of the day–

Eh?

Right there, not too far from under the collar, is a culmination of small dark spots. Three, in fact. And just when he peels back the collar to get a better look at them, there’s another one, right there, on his collarbone!

Experimentally, he runs a finger over them. They’re just spots of pigment… so why do they make his breath hitch and his face warm so?

The door beside the vanity swings open without warning, causing him to jump and squeeze the collar shut in alarm, crumpling the, no doubt, expensive fabric. He curses, seeing one of two tall eel mermen at the door.

“Are you accustomed to coming in unannounced?”

Jade smiles, half concealing it with a hand. “Oh my. Look at you, you already sound so much like our dearly departed Azul.”

“D– dearly departed!? He’s in my body, not deceased!”

#YOU HIT SANTOCRUZ WITH THE SLANDER... LEAVE MY POOKIEBEAR ALONE #hes going to trottle 'riddle' with his own two hands and azuls going tk find out just how weak he is #When they turn back Azul does the most love sick sigh in private and sniffs roses I swear #meanwhile riddle lays in bed sleepless

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pissfaggot-transsexual · 1 year ago

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what r ur favorite bands? punk and otherwise

im glad i put that tidbit in my bio recently lmao, talking about music is why i was put on this earth

incredibly loose ordering of some bands :3

lovejoy

crucify me but i was big on mcyt back when these guys formed, and seeing em go from funny british youtube man to decently bigass band (and the only ive seen live (<- will soon be fixed)) gives em a special place among my fav artists :3

dog park dissidents

i fucking love how fun these are to listen to. like they get me in the mood to toss bricks, but in a fun faggy way that pisses people off even more than tossing bricks normally.

rage against the machine

ok so take the agression of hard rock, mix it with the flow and rhythm of hip hop, add a lil funk in there, bam: perfect band. seriously im so fucking upset these guys disbanded before i was born AND THEN came back on reunion a few months before i found them. like what the fuck. the gods are out to get me i swear

rare americans

they make fun music, on the pop-ier side of indie rock and that makes em a really easy and fun listen :3 a nice palate cleasner from all the punk and shit i listen to lmao

the oozes

OKOKOKOK they are so fucking good. like they strike the lazy, grungy side of punk and the pissed-off, violent side so well and sometimes in the same damn song. like. go listen to DBSAC rn. i beg thee

dream nails

a nice punk band for when i want peppier, more fun beats or lyrics. theyre angry dont get it twisted, but their lyrics are always really satirical or plain juxtaposed with the delivery and the content itself. good shit

anti-flag

good for hating the US. I do a lot of that. also, im a sucker for a non-lyrical recorded voice clip/sample, and they got that all fucking over, from emigre, to depleted uranium, its so good. and they bounce between that same satire anger and actual pissed-off songs, so theyre fun to go through albums of

underscores

similar to my other indie favs, but theyre hyperpop, so they can be more energetic than some indie rock, and also electronic noises tickle the fuck out of my brain.

stray from the path

screaming about how bad everything sucks really helps with how bad everything sucks. another rec from this list, but go listen to the entirety of euthanasia rn. the capstone of that album is fucking uoAIuHGHHHH

weathers

they help me feel sad about things that arent overarching societal issues, which is nice sometimes. theyve helped with stuff, especially the shittiness of moving recently. they occupy a similar space in my head to bears in trees (who i havent listened to enough to make a fully-formed opinion on, sorry moss) and that type of music is important methinks

#askkarl #witch-isnt-an-insult #thanks for the ask :3

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mistyeyedpea · 1 year ago

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So i kinda wanna open up this convo. But as someone who is autistic, hearing other people talk about their personal experience with meltdowns and burnout can be really really triggering and frustrating.

I know we are not all the same, but FUCK. SO MANY PEOPLE DESCRIBE SUCH SEEMINGLY MELLOW AND SEEMINGLY REASONABLE MELTDOWNS (from extra stress from life and issues which many of us experience)

Sometimes i wonder myself if i am having a reasonable response. Where as i feel i am justified in my spiraling, i also know that handling my loss of control to myself is terrifying and adds an extra layer of fear and aggression toward myself. Because i cant handle the way i feel. (Crawling out my skin, burning up, physically feeling hot and ill)

Ive seen meltdowns be recorded and seemed.. really mellow. The way they are described bothers me the most because it all seems reasonable even from a neurotypical standpoint. Meaning the reactions, although to a person with little empathy seem like big reactions, they are, in fact normal human responses to a shitty situation

However it poses the question of like... okay if you can control your meltdowns... then why cant i control myself sometimes?

Here comes the question i ask myself daily:

What is wrong with me?

And i think thats what triggers me when these "mellow meltdown" autistics do this shit. Bc rn they are the limelight of this topic.

Showing how i get... people would not want to associate with me. And i think theres more people that present a bit scarier when it comes to full blown meltdowns. External or internal. And internal meltdown thats less controlled will be visible externally.

So like...

If you are still masking when speaking up on your experiences, not only are you triggering us that have a much harder time, but you are doing the entire community a disservice. Like i said. I know we are all different but im starting to think that some people are conflating the human experience with autism. Autism is inherent to autistic peoples human experience.

Also...

Meltdowns arent only an autistic thing like so many people make them out to be. Same w burnout. Neurodivergent and neurotypical folks alike can experience a meltdown. Anyone can from enough stress. But an autistic meltdown? You will have chucks of hair missing. You will have bruising. You will hurt because your whole body tensed to the point of vomitting. You are in a fit of blind rage. You have blood on you that you dont know where its from. Your entire face stings from tears yet somehow its making you cry more because its burning your cheeks and everythings gone wrong and you just feel like youd rather be dead then go through this.

You want to talk meltdowns?

Then put fucking trigger warnings and start your conversations less general and be more personal. Stop fucking masking for the love of all that is good and pure!

Stop the general descriptions of them.

Get personal. Let us know how you really feel. If its internalized, then what is the havoc its wrecking on your body? What are your after affects? I desperately want to hear actual descriptions and symptoms that come from it....

All i want is for these posts to stop coming off so disingenuous

#autistic adult #autistic opinion

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ventilation4thesoul · 2 months ago

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im so upset right now. the rage has like settled into pure disappointment, frustration, all those types of fucking feelings.

none at po. luckily. like my feelings regarding her are complicated and i still dont really know where i stand consistantly but i digress...

my fucking screen on my phone broke. like wont show anything broke. my phone itself is fine, it turns on and everything and was still connected to the bluetooth. but like what the fuck. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!! why does this shit keep happening to me??? CONSTANTLY! why am i never allowed to have nice thing, they always fucking break or leave or end up fucking hurting me, and yes this is about more than just my stupid fucking phone.

i will survive a week without it, but holy hell its going to SUCK

i wont have diretions to places, i wont have a way to check my bank bc i dont even know the password its all biometrics now. MY FUCKING PASSWORD NOTE TOO so i f i forget anything im basically fucked. i wont have my calender or anything. FUCK FUCK FUCK

im so frusterated with myself and with life and everything in it. im SO UPSET.

ive been having fleating thoughts of SI, and this is NOT HELPING

everything is starting to feel too fucking big, im self medicating more to dull it, im exhuasted, anxious, ontstantly stressed. i wanna cry so bad, its getting to the point where cutting sounds good. the release i always talk about with it. god im so fucking upset about this.

im gonna have to spend the majority of my paycheck that ive been banking on ALL MONTH. its going to take basically half of it, if not more to fix it. im so upset. i lowkey wish i wasnt alive rn. i wish i could just be a dog i wish i didnt have to do any of this bullshit.

i miss my daddy and i wanna go home away from all this

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cielospeaks · 2 months ago

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wholesomeness meme

i get annoyed by how bad i think some series i enjoy are but i dont like those moments that are trash and dont think they deserve the attention so instead have my most good vibes ey moments from things i could think of rn lol

dont talk to me i cant this is the actual best: this is stuff im just. keyboard smashes, shuts down, etc etc.

the losh scene in ouas: this short had no right to be as awesome as it was. this scene was so well and fun-ly animated im losing it

nwh saving the villains: moments of movies that live rent free in my head i appreciate this so much.

losh updates in florida: let me in let me in!!!!!

screaming incoherently: i love this a lot. awesome af.

the other witw/losh cameos in ouas: beautiful. wonderful. keep on doin what youre doin

nwh in general: heavy wepons guy voice i love this movie

schubby festival (+ sendai live): loid events are few and far between but every time i have a reason to scream abt my favorite lab experiment composers i will be

its so wholesome im gonna mclose it: im not even spiteful this is the best

guifei wanting to play a trio w the boys: so far the only character to have voice lines w them and not act like a creep. looks pointedly. anyways a good person and i appreciate her. pls come home

caro making lotr memes: caro deserves better. its also cute the two lute buddies are next to each other lol

senpai in ouas: he had a small role but its adorable. honestly this would be higher? idk. maybe this is just ouas in general bc there were a lot of genuinely wholesome moments (there were some bad ones but eh im not here for that lol)

the ending of k h 3: let -clap emoji- these -clap emoji- kids -clap emoji- eat -clap emoji- ice cream -clap emoji-

i am physically upset we dont get more shit like this in the series: ok the rage starts to show. im a little spiteful or more than before but this is still good af

cyrano being sexy and charly being wholesome: this was by far one of the best white days, probably on par with the like. gang roleplay with izou. cyrano is by far the best design the game has had in years

poke mon s v having such a banger main plot: compared to the previous one which just wasnt for me s v just hit me hard. i am not immune to silly sandwich lizard bike or wholesome slow burn friendship story. the only reason i think its lower is bc there were some aspects of the dlc that really turned me off, and i feel like souered a really good, pretty much perfect original story. also given that principal clavell is my favorite character since sub mas that really says something : )

beli voice lines in the museum and q pot: these are only lower bc im more angry at why we cant get this sort of good content. caro's thing just fricking punched me in the gut with the memes, but bel is cute af in these and i like him just being a nuisance and weirdo : )

seithr king dom hearts ing that shit: this is why youre very high tier, i love that you stood up for what you believed in and went against the main characters and their flawed beliefs in order to save people you cared abt (aka. alternate timeline versions of yourself). thats the good shit thats what im here for!!

lunar new year events in i dv: gosh i love these. the older men characters are your friends, and theres more focus on a variety of characters that isnt all negative like in the main canon. more of this pls.

hans being freed for the ending of the short: idk. i feel like the people in this short had more heart than most of the people who worked specifically for his movie/that crowd, which is why the usual abuse scene was a haha funny star wars joke and he got free at the end. also folklore bros i want to believe -prayer hands-

this tickles me a little: honestly this series is already so good or hasnt let me down yet so im happy and very touched but not like. foaming at the mouth like some of the others.

t f 2 resurgance by voice actors: i appreciate this so much yall are so wholesome. wish i lived closer id love to play meme songs for you sometime

tw st having good writing and letting the boys be silly boys: i love how the guys share brain cells and are like the embodiment of that vine with the shirtless guys jumping about the speaker. thats why i love them and why i got into the series

gin is alive: good for him!!! im so glad he isnt dead!!!! this was really nice but i feel like ive not been following as long as the hardcore fans but im still so happy, i was worried abt him. good hes ok. pls thrive my boi.

aladar in ouas: my friend!!!! this tickled me so much. thank u ppl who made this for being actually cool.

cameos in the void plot: i thought this was really sweet! very lore much yes! so far im enjoying this story and am trying to be hopeful. idk the more recent plot stuff (like idk. 10ish years back to now?) hasnt hit as hard as the stuff when i was like 10 yrs old but ill be hopeful :)

#this is all i can think of now #good vibes tag #i think ill have this so i dont get as down/angry all the time lol #image tag #also if someone asks me what i like abt x series i can just. -gestures to this chart-

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8bitgarden-sys · 4 months ago

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Ok i’ve never connected w another like “super” swiftie before for reasons i just dont feel comfortable saying to be honest but there is one (1) swiftie out there and like i would. I would kill for her ok. Im raging rn. But also im posting this and not like blowing up her notifs bc i dont want to overwhelm her or be pushy, bc of smth that happened shes not comfortable w friends, and like yeah that makes me mad but nOT AT HER?!?!?!?!?! Some of yall (and unless the girl i’m talking abt gets some traction no dont stand up no dont say u understand or get it or have any idea what i’m talking abt bc until u actually read her post and fucking listen to what she’s saying u dont understand shit and this post might even be ABT U) come to ppl like us, saying “get help. Get help.”

How about the people who tried and were failed by ppl who should’ve supported them??

How about the people who had no options no insurance no money no connects nothing?

U tell us to get help, but the “dangerous” one here (talking abt previous post) gets this new fun trauma they get to deal with :)))) from ppl like u

And if u don’t know what this post is abt still, that’s fair I have been vague.

I want to protect the person. Not drag more bigots to her door.

But go on and keep singing “you caged me, then you called me… crazy” like u get it

U dont get it at all

#hm i’m angry still #update tho she’s happy now and i would pave a path w my #bare hands to keep it that way #swiftie stuff #actually psychotic #psychosis #schizophrenia #swiftie #taylor swift #eras tour #ttpd #like no i dont think swifties are inherwntly evil #JN FACT PLS PROVE THWT SAYING WRONG #but like as someone w fucking psychosis #ive seen how some of u treat ppl like us #and u kmow what? ur disgusting

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mrstsung · 10 months ago

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Ask game time!

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who’s your main(s)? (character you play as most often): in most mk games i play shang tsung,kung lao,scorpion,or raiden. The rest i can wing it with but those i can get down quicker than the others on the roster.

who’s your favorite character(s)?: shang tsung(big fat duuuuh!) Kung lao(my first videogame crush,so him baby),scorpion(hanzo hasashi is the only scorpion i will die on that hill). Those 3 are my top 3 faves.

what character do you think is underrated?: honestly,shinnok. I don't understand why he isn't utilized more and better. It's honestly sad and a waste of potential. Although i can say this for a majority of characters especially the "villains" or bosses. It's honestly a crime. A close 2nd is maybe onaga. Like god damn man he could have been so fucking cool.

what character do you think is overrated?: dont hate me but. Liu kang. Specifically fire god liu kang. Like don't get me wrong i love liu just tye very specific one i have in my head. Like i feel the story revolved too much around him. It was worse than johnny cage and the bladedashians and special forces trying to take center stage. And that was awful. But sadly,how they did liu kang was worse because they could have wrote it better. In fact it felt like it was leaning into liu becoming what he hated and we could have had shang tsung,lao and raiden teaming up to stop liu. Liu realized what he has done and then stop the bigger bad and exile and atone for what he's done? I mean holy shit man talk about waste of potential.

character you hate having to fight against?: ok you mean in game or as if i was actually in mortal kombat? Well. Gamewise,i still get scared fighting shao kahn,even if he isn't at his best. It's still scary. Look childhood gamer trauma rage is a bitch. (Looking at you mk:sm/mortal kombat shaolin monks for the ps2!) But one I'd be scared to fight irl would be a bit of everyone but shang tsung. Oh not because he could kick my ass,that's a given. But the fact that soul snatching sexy sob would know i like him...a lot. And that magic is scary af man come on. He can shapeshift,shoot flaming skulls,suck my...soul. with 500+yrs of martial arts experience. Wtaf,how could you not piss your pants in terror?! But anyways. Shao kahn overall tho. (Fucking bastard owes me still)

how did you get into the series?: mortal kombat shaolin monks for the ps2. But shortly after that i started to play the og arcades more. Mk2 to be specific. Then i saw the mk 95 movie. Good shit,even to this day. Mk could learn a thing or two about its roots but that would require nrs to give a fuck.

what was the first entry you played?: see above.

favorite entry in the series?: mk shaolin monks. Mk2. Somewhat of deadly alliance. Maybe 3 or 4 but im very picky with it. As much shit as i gave mk11,I'd rather take it than mk12/mk1(2023) fr. The only good thing about it is shang tsungs voice actor,and even then i just am sad how they've done things. Not even for blorbo is it worth the money or investment.

favorite entry-specific (re)design, if you have one?: honestly i prefer mk11 aesthetic wise minus a few personal nitpicks. But overall visually it's beautiful. So yeah. Mk12/mk1(2023) all it has is aesthetics and none of the spirit of mk. Honestly it feels like one big joke or excuse to do a movie cheaply as possible. I dont know man,i just am sad about mortal kombats current state. If you were an old fan like myself,you'd understand. Im not saying some things aren't interesting ideas,i just feel the execution of said ideas have been piss poor and some things honestly should have stayed in drafts. I feel they are trying too hard rn to be "relevant" and not give out a good story. Or just reinventing their own lore....AGAIN. and it's annoying at this point. So much many people are making their own lore and shit because canon lore sucks. The world Building in mk has never been solid and thats it all weakest point imho.

favorite canon ship?: i only do self shipping. I dont care for canon ships. Or canon x canon ships.

favorite non canon ship?: same thing as above.

if you could pick a guest character, who would you pick? (can be as detailed as you want here): duke nukum. It's about fucking time. But they'd butcher him now. So im not sure.

if you could pick a character from any of the earlier entries to bring back, who would you choose?: honestly they need to get their story right before adding any characters to the roster otherwise to me its lip service. But I'd love bo rai cho to return. Plz. For the love of elder gods,can i have funny drunken master back?!

which do you prefer doing first/more: completing the story mode or completing towers?: honestly if local play/ vs mode is shit. Towers and storymode mean nothing. If you can't 1v1 your friends in the same room. I dont want it. But I'd play towers above storymode. I'd love storymode more. If the story was actually good or consistent or konsistent in this case ;) . But fr in all seriousness,nrs NEEDS to get their head in the game anf out or corporate ass,if they wanna see this not blow up in their face once hype dies down and people move on to something else. Which it will happen. And is happening.

favorite fatality?: honestly i fucking love shang tsung soul swapping inside the opponent and exploding/killing them from the inside. Fucking simple but badass af. Like fr imagine seeing that shit irl,terrifying. Which is what we need. It's so extra. But it fits. Other than that. There isn't many fatalities i dont like. Cept mk11 johnny cage but thats because it goes on too damn long. We get it johnny!

favorite stage?: honestly shang's throne room,warrior shrine,the deadpool,and visually? Shirai-Ryu fire gardens. Absolutely stunning.

favorite stage theme / ost?: all of mk(original),mk2,and mk shaolin monks tracks are the best. Mk shaolin monks for atmospheric ambiance. The og arcades the first mk and mk2 for absolute bops. Tho deadly alliance has good dance and tencho edm vibes. Tho everyone can kollectively agree that the og theme is the best. Come on man!

opinion on any of the non-game media? (the live action films, mk legacy, the animated mk legends films, etc): ok mk95. Still is the goat for a reason. Mk legends films are good visual and animation wise but story is too fast paced for my taste. And can be better but still ironically,better than the current games storywise. I hate to say it but yeah. Honestly they haven't made and non game media for me that really speaks to me yet. But if they do. I'll let ya know.

skin / kosmetic you want to be in mk1?: dont care for mk12/mk1. But if they could bring back mk9 shang red robe jammies for shang that would be appreciated. Give me that much plz.

do you prefer hanzo hasashi or kuai liang as scorpion?: if you say anything else but hanzo hasashi you need to log off and not talk to me ever again. Hanzo hasashi IS SCORPION. anyone says otherwise is not a mk fan. Period. I will fight you!

which character reveal for mk1 shocked you the most?: like i said. I do not care for the new game. It's more pissing me off that shang tsung who has been a staple for mk is reduced to dlc. Twice. And you can't even get him rn in the new game less you got money or pre order codes or some shit. And that's why i feel that the new game is shit. Because you shouldn't have to pay money for a half baked game. For a character you should have already had. Especially if they are a main focus in the storymode. So yeah. Nothing shocks me.

have you ever cosplayed an mk character? if you haven’t, would you want to, and who would you choose?: i have. I have done 95 shang tsung. And am going to do a genderbent fem hanzo hasashi scorpion (THE ONLY SCORPION IS HANZO I WILL STILL STATE THIS. ONCE AGAIN!) soon. So stay tuned. Future cosplays I'd love to do is fujin,kung lao,kitana,and a genderbent Johnny cage (jenny cage?)

do you have any cool merch? (figures, posters, shirts, etc): got some cool shirts and a few cosplays and little stuff like that. Pendents. But i wanna get some figures but holy shit dudes it's expensive. Oof. But some day. Some day. I will obtain that scorpion figure. Some day. Wish they had shang tsung merch more. Ugh.

#mortal kombat #look all i do is self shipping i do not care for any other shipping srry not srry #self ship #self shipping #mk ask game #mortal kombat ask game #i need more ask games so here ya go #ask game

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loaks-tanhi · 2 years ago

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“Yeah…I’m just going to assume that you’ve had too much to drink. Either that, or you’ve lost your fucking mind talking to me like that. You act like a child, you get treated like one. Simple. Anything else you wanted to get off your chest while you’ve got so much liquid courage? Huh?”

— the way he just ate us up like that damn. that shut me up REALL QUICK. dont gotta say another word baby my lips are superglued together🧎🏾‍♀️👄

- OMG LMFAOOOOOO NOT LO'AK BEING SLUT SHAMED BY HIS OWN BROTHER- IM CRYING😭😭😭!!! really got lo'ak rethinking his life choices right here LOLOLOLOL

Lo’aks jaw was practically on the floor, in shock at his brothers rage.

— me too lo’ak. me too. "the woman was too stunned to speak"

He crushed the styrofoam cup, letting the drink glide down his hand before throwing it to the ground.

— UH OH 😨. Neteyams angry… yk what that means yall 🤭😝😏. lowkey turned me onn🤪

“Yes, baby. It’s time to go. Get down before you hurt yourself.” He said calmly with a lighthearted smile.

— the way hes being SOOO patient with us rn 😩🫶🏾. no! hurry up and fuck the sense back into us likeee 😋 put me in my place daddy

“You hate when I’m like this? I hate when YOU’RE like this! You always give me the hardest fucking time! I’m tired of babysitting your drunk ass! GROW UP!” He yelled, gesturing angrily, muscles flexing with every fatal word.

— youll never see me even LOOK at another drink again. 🏃🏾‍♀️ GOODBYE ALCOHOL 🍺 the way i will always imagine the veins in his arms popping out whenever hes angry like thats sooo hot 😩. lemme hump your arm pleaseee

“Huh? Say that shit again?”

— no sorry its okay i wont say it again im sorry im sorry im very very sorry.

— 🫢. thats it jus ��🫢🫢’ because??! NO WAY I JUST SAID THAT.

Neteyam was in complete shock.

“The MAN was too stunned to speak….”

“Ugh! You’re such an idiot! m-mooove!” You whined,

— AND IM STILL GOING? SOMEBODY SHUT ME UP!!!!

“Shut that shit up, right now! You must’ve forgotten who the fuck I am. So let me fucking remind you!” He growled in your ear before ripping your loincloth from your hips, decorative beeds flying all across the room.

— yall. its like my legs just parted likeee 🤭 my shit is SHUT.

“That didn’t take long. Already drunk off my cock. You’re such a fucking slut!”

— YUPP. a slut JUST FOR YOUUUU 😩😩😝😝😝😝

“This..” he started, grabbing his cock to run the tip across your lips. “Is the only thing I wanna see you drunk off of from now on…”

— YES SIR🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡 NEVER TOUCHING AN ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE EVER AGAIN. why drink alcohol, OR ANY BEVERAGE FOR THAT MATTER! when i can quench my thirst with your bioluminescent cu- lemme stop.

overall. ♾️/10 read. my bae @pandorxxx NEVA dissapoints.

Opposites Attract

Neteyam x Omatikayan fem reader (all aged up)

Warnings: smut, cursing, dom neteyam, brat-taming neteyam, alcohol usage, degrading kink, slapping, spitting, neck grabbing, creampie, multiple orgasms.

Synopsis: You party and drink way too much for Neteyams liking. But like the good bf he is, he always babysits you, making sure that you don’t get yourself into trouble. What happens when you become stubborn? Completely belligerent when he’s ready to go?

Neteyam was tired. Tired of you, to say the least. He loved you with all of his heart, with every fiber of his being. But he was….tired.

You were a party girl, a free soul If you will. And he knew this when he decided to claim you as his. He thought he could handle all of the trouble you sent him through every night you went out, but boy was he in over his head.

If he wasn’t prying drink after drink out of your hands, he was shielding your body from the predatory gaze of other men. He hated when other men looked at you. It made his skin crawl, his blood boil. And you made it no better with the skimpy cloths you wore. But he didn’t want to be “that” boyfriend, the type to control what you wore, or what you did. So he’d just protect you, watch for any creeps that were looking when you weren’t paying attention. And tonight was no different.

“Teyammm!” You whined, hugging him from behind as he poured himself a drink, non alcoholic ofcourse. He had to be on his P’s and Q’s with you. “What’s wrong, my love?” He asked, taking a sip of his drink as he caressed your dainty arms.

“Just onnneee more drink, please?” You asked in your whiny tone. You were on drink 3, and the hazy feeling was slowly taking over. His goal for tonight was to keep you as calm and coherent as possible, since you normally liked to black out.“No fucking way. You’re not getting blacked out drunk like you did last night. I refuse!”

He demanded, turning around in your embrace to face you.“Oh come onnnn! We’re at a party for crying out loud! You’re no fun.” You pouted, crossing your arms. He looked down at you with slight irritation brewing behind his eyes.

“Your definition of fun and my definition are two totally different things! You like to be incoherent, and that’s fucking dangerous. Half of the time you can’t even remember what the hell happened the night before. That’s irresponsible… not fun.” He explained sternly, braids swinging with every slight movement of his head.

“And who are you to tell me that I’m irresponsible? You’re not my father! You don’t have to monitor me like I’m a fucking child.” You said with the biggest attitude, looking up at him with nothing but anger. His eyes narrowed, and his jaw clenched with brutal force. He was livid, and it sent chills down your spine.

And nothing…you had no rebuttal. He shut you up, like he often did. All you could do was stare up at him blankly. “That’s what I thought. Now go have fun with your friends. We leave in an hour.” He spoke lowly, kissing the tip of your nose before taking another sip of his drink.

“I hate you…” you spat, glaring up at him with nothing but anger behind your eyes. He let out a soft chuckle, trying his best to refrain from choking you out right there, in-front of everyone.

“Yeah, ok. Watch your mouth.” He spoke with a slight grin, still a hint of aggression in his voice. “Go before I change my mind.” He said, pointing to the crowd of dancing na’vi. You hissed, rolling your eyes before turning around. You let your tail slap his chest aggressively before walking away from him. He hissed loudly, jaw clenched to calm himself down as he watched you walk away from him.

It had been about 30 minutes since your little disagreement with Neteyam, and you were 5 drinks in thanks to your friends. You were having the best time. Singing and dancing without a care in the world, and better yet…no Neteyam in sight. Or so you thought.

“I’m going to fucking kill her.” Neteyam spoke lowly through gritted teeth, gripping his cup so hard that the veins in his hands were so close to bursting. Lo’ak stood beside him, watching the scene in-front of him.

“They’re having fun. Why are you so fucking uptight, bro?” Lo’ak chuckled, gripping neteyam’s shoulder. Neteyam’s eyes shifted to the group of hungry males staring in your direction, and it angered him in the ways he couldn’t even describe.

“You seeing this shit?” Neteyam asked, nudging his head towards the group of males before taking a sip of his drink, this one being full of alcohol. Lo’ak snapped his head towards them, then back to his brother with a confused look plastered across his face.

“Bro. Are you serious? Everyone knows y/n belongs to you. Trust me. You’ve made it very clear. What’s the harm in just looking?” Lo’ak asked, arms out in confusion.

“When you get a girlfriend, you’ll understand how I feel. All you do is fuck girls and throw them away the next morning. You’ve ran through this entire clan TWICE. I’m surprised you don’t have a million children by now. so I’m not listening to shit you have to say.” Neteyam spat angrily, never taking his eyes off of you. Lo’aks jaw was practically on the floor, in shock at his brothers rage.

Neteyam was so focused on you that he couldn’t even give his brother the reaction he was looking for. He watched you dance erotically with your skimpy cloths, barely covering your body. The way you guzzled drink, after drink. The way you climbed on the table, practically giving every male a free show. And that was his last straw, he’d had enough. He crushed the styrofoam cup, letting the drink glide down his hand before throwing it to the ground. “That’s it!” He growled, walking over to you with long, angry strides.

You were in your own world, so much so that you didn’t even notice Neteyam glaring up at you, eyes filled with irritation. “That’s enough, get down!” He signaled with his finger, pointing to the ground. Your head snapped down at him, and an innocent smile crept across your face.

“Heyyyy babeee! I-is it time to go?” You spoke so innocently, your precious tone lingering through his mind, causing him to soften his demeanor slightly. He sighed, placing his hands on his hips.

“Yes, baby. It’s time to go. Get down before you hurt yourself.” He said calmly with a lighthearted smile. He stretched out his hand for you to grab, hoping you would just take it and not give him a hard time tonight. But as always….he was wrong.

“Nooo, 10 more minutes teyam pleaseeee!” You whined over the loud music, pouting down at him. He threw his head down in defeat, running his hand through his hair in frustration.

“No y/n. I’m tired. let’s just go, baby please. Just be a good girl for me tonight. Don’t give me a hard time.” He pleaded, caressing the back of your leg as he looked up at you desperately.

“No! I wanna stay!” You spat, snatching out of his grip. That sent him off, and his desperation quickly turned into frustration, rage.

“Y/n…I’ve been nothing but patient with you. Please don’t make me snatch you up In front of everyone.” He spoke lowly, growls bubbling deep in his chest. It scared you, but you liked the challenge.

“Well, I’m not LEA-VING! Understand?” You spoke slowly, so he felt every word. And all it did was pissed him off. His breathing became rapid, his expression turned cold, and low growls exited with every hard exhale.

“Fuck! Why do you make me do this everytime?!” He growled, grabbing your legs to place you over his shoulder.

“Let me gooooo! You’re no fun! I hate you!” You whined, hitting his back repeatedly, not even phasing him. “Yeah? well I hate you too! Now shut up!” He spat, stomping off with you draped across his shoulder.

The walk to your hut was filled with nothing but hatred, terrible words spewed at each other out of anger. And once you too finally returned, the argument continued, growing larger and larger by the second.

“You’re always so fucking uptight! I hate when you’re like this!” You yelled as he plopped you down onto the bed. Backing up to take a good look at you.

“Fuck you, Neteyam.” you whispered, rolling your eyes as you laid down, turning your back to him. His eyes widened, stopping him dead in his tracks.

“Huh? Say that shit again?” He asked in a calm tone, but the anger seeped through. You turned slightly, just enough to see his enraged expression.

“I said FUCK YOU. Go to fucking hell. I literally hate you, I don’t even know why we’re together right now. We’re completely opposite, and you’re FUCKING BORING! Now good-NIGHT!” You confessed, rolling your eyes once more before turning back around, letting your eyes shut in exhaustion.

Neteyam was in complete shock. His eye twitched in frustration. Hands running across his face to refrain from putting them on you. Cracking his knuckles to release stress, but it wasn’t working. He was livid, the most angry he’d ever been with you.

You heard his footsteps creeping towards the door before it shut loudly, and then the room fell silent. Assuming that he left, you sighed and got alittle more comfortable.

About 15 seconds goes by before you’re yanked out of bed by your queue. Dragged across the floor like a rag doll.“w-what are y- ouch!- you doingggg?!” You yelled, holding the base of your queue, in fear that it would rip out of your skull.

“Did you really think I was going to let you talk to me like that? And that consequences wouldn’t follow? Huh?” He muttered through gritted teeth before flipping you on all fours, pushing your head down into the ground beneath you.

“Ugh! You’re such an idiot! m-mooove!” You whined, wiggling under his grasp. He smacked your ass hard, leaving a purple handprint. You yelped in pain, immediately stopping all of your attempts to escape. He wrapped your queue around his forearm, yanking your head back. A series of grunts, groans, and hisses escaped your mouth.

“Teyam! g-go easy on me! I’m sorry, baby! I swear it won’t happen again!” You pleaded with him as you always did before he punished you. And you got punished often, for giving your mate such a hard time. You deserved it, and you knew it.

“So fucking pathetic. I’ve barely touched you and you’re already begging for mercy. Not as big and bad as you portray yourself to be, huh? You’re really just a fucking brat. And you know what I do with brats, my love!” He grunted, situating himself behind you before slamming into you with great force.

“Ah! F-Fuck Teyammm!” You whimpered, throwing your head down in his grasp. He wasted no time thrusting into you hard, and deep. Your eyes rolled back, lip in between your teeth to muffle your loud moans.

“That didn’t take long. Already drunk off my cock. You’re such a fucking slut!” He chuckled, smacking your ass once more. “S-so fucking deep! I-I can’t-“ you moaned deliriously, digging your nails into the ground beneath you.

“Mhmm you can’t what? Tell me!” He grunted, speeding up the pace on purpose, just to watch you crumble underneath him.

“T-Teyam please! s-slow downn!” You whimpered, tears welling in your eyes at the overwhelming amount of pleasure.

“You gave me the hardest time earlier! Why the fuck should I go easy on you, huh? Don’t tell me what the fuck to do!” He roared, pushing your head down into the ground.

“I-I hate youuu!” You moaned, face balling up in pleasure. “Mhmm baby, I hate you too! Now shut up, and take it.” He spoke in his sensual tone, watching your ass meet his pelvis with every thrust, bottom lip in between his teeth. He angled his hips up, ensuring that he hit your sweet spot with each thrust. Your eyes widened, jaw dropping immediately.

You lazily tried to claw your way out of his grasp, being somewhat successful before he yanked you back down onto him. You let out a high pitched scream, legs shaking from your in coming orgasm.

“Don’t run away from me, baby. I just wanna make you feel good. Doesn’t it feel good?” He chuckled, smacking your ass a few times. You knew he was full of shit, such a sarcastic fuck. He knew you were close to your breaking point, and that’s exactly what he wanted.

“T-Tooo good, Teyam please! You’re fucking killing me!” You screamed, feeling that knot in your stomach tightening.

“That’s what I like to hear. Let me speed up for you, yes?” He asked sarcastically, deepening his thrusts, and speeding up the pace.

“No FUCK! Teyam i-I’m gonna cum!” You whimpered, tears flowing down your cheeks.“Say please.” Neteyam spat, using the band of your top as leverage to rut into you deeply.

“Please please please let me cum! I can’t hold it- I-I need to cum Teyam. Please!!” You pleaded, feeling the knot in your stomach unravel slowly.

“Mmm I love when you beg for it. You wanna cum that bad, baby?” He asked with a slight smirk, watching your fucked out facial expressions.

“YES YES PLEASE! IM SORRY NETEYAM! IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN J-JUST- PLEASE LET ME CUM!” You screamed, body starting to shake in neteyam’s grasp. He rolled his eyes, letting out a soft chuckle.

“Go ahead, cum on this dick.” He spoke lowly, and that was all you needed. Letting out a high pitched scream as your juices flowed down his shaft with every thrust.

“Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!” You moaned breathily, riding out your high. He pulled out slowly, revealing his wet cock, lines of your juices dripping to the ground beneath him. He flipped you over, pulling you down to him by your thighs.“I’m not done with you yet. You’ve been a bad bad girl. You know that?” He asked, rubbing his cock in between your soaked folds.

“I-I apologized, baby! I’m sorryyyy!” You whined, nodding your head frantically to convince him that you’ve learned your lesson. He titled his head, eyebrow cocked, mouth slightly agape as he licked his lips. Looking as if he wanted to eat you alive.

“Mhmm, you always apologize. And we always end up here, don’t we?” He asked sticking his tongue out to let his saliva drip down onto your sensitive clit, all while maintaining intense eye contact with you.

He used his thumb to rub circles into your clit, making your back bow to the ground, moaning breathlessly. He grabbed his cock, sliding into you slowly. You both let out a series of moans, before he started to pump into you at a steady pace.“Do you plan on being a good girl from now on, or am I going to have to fuck some sense back

Into you tomorrow night?” He asked, ripping your top off of you, revealing your plump breasts. “I’ll be a good girl for you, Teyammm! I-I swear!” You moaned, head thrown all the way back in pleasure.

“No baby, look at me. I don’t believe you.” He shook his head before grabbing your chin, forcing you to look at him. “Now say it again!” He growled.

“OK OK!! I’ll be a good girl Neteyam, I-I nghh!- I swearrrr!” You cried, tears running down your cheeks, to his fingertips. He used his thumb to wipe your tears away as he sped up his pace.

“Yeah that’s what the fuck I thought. Don’t ever disrespect me again! Understood?” He asked angrily, shifting both of his hands to your neck, using it as leverage to fuck into you hard. You mumbled gibberish, too fucked out to form a meaningful sentence.

“Wake the fuck up! And answer my question you fucking SLUT!” He muttered through gritted teeth, slapping your cheek repeatedly.

“FUCK TEYAM! I UNDERSTAND!” You whimpered, holding onto his wrists tightly. He threw his head back, finally allowing himself to let go, feeling his orgasm slowly approaching him. You both looked into each others eyes, nothing but moans and skin clapping filled the room.

“I-I’m gonna fill your little ass right up! Just how I like it.” He moaned, going in for a passionate kiss. He muffled your cried with his lips as he rolled his hips into yours. Your mouth flew opened, feeling your second orgasm approaching you quickly. He smiled into the short lived kiss, nodding at you as a way of letting you know to let go for him.“Ughhh YEESSSSSS!” You screamed throwing your head back as you shook violently underneath him.

“Mhmm, juuust like that. Keep squeezing my cock. Fucking milk me, baby!” He moaned, kissing your exposed neck as his thrusts became sloppy. And just like that, he painted your walls as he let out a series of moans in your ear. Thrusting into you slowly to ride out his high. You both caught your breath before he pulled out slowly, revealing his cream coated cock.

“Suck me clean, baby.” He spoke lowly and you quickly got on your knees in-front of him as he stood up. He grabbed your braids into a loose ponytail before pushing his cock into your mouth. You hungrily sucked him dry, making sure not to leave a drop behind.

“Mhmm, there’s my good girl.” He smiled, caressing your head as he thrusted into your mouth slowly, before pulling out completely. He admired your flushed cheeks, puffy eyes, and swollen lips before speaking.

“This..” he started, grabbing his cock to run the tip across your lips. “Is the only thing I wanna see you drunk off of from now on…”

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everything-i-couldnt-tell-u · 2 years ago

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my mom still doesnt get that her forcing me to believe in god rn is making shit worse. i told her that the problems is her forcing me all the time to pray and become religious when in fact it just reminds me of before and is triggering me. she wont fucking understand that ill deal with religion once ive finished fixing my shit up. yk what she said to me? she said she's not gonna stop forcing me to become a christian cause she firmly believes its the only way to fix me. see? shes so closed minded and then expects me to become better. why not try listening to my reason that her forcing me to become religious just fucks me up even more? like bro ill be a christian when i want to but not now okay? cant she fucking understand that?

she kept forcing me to tell her what i hate sm about her cause she wants to be a better mom, and when i finally said its because of her forcing me to be religious, she says right into my face without any intentions of listening to my reasons that she wont stop it. she said shes gonna stop for a while, but once im mentally stable after therapy, she's gonna force me again. i cant with her anymore. i bet shes gonna go crying and controlling me if ever i become an atheist or maybe a different religion cause shes so obsessed with me getting saved and for me to go to heaven cause she loves me.

and you wanna know whats worse? i cant leave this house til i get a job cause i dont wanna starve either and i dont know a single shit on how to live and feed myself. i cant even cross the streets or buy things by myself cause she has always been gatekeeping me.

and then earlier she vents right into my face again that she's sorry she couldnt raise me like a great mom would. shes sorry that she couldnt support me. shes sorry cause she said her parents didnt give her any of those too. now im guilt tripped again and im supposed to feel sorry for her and understand her again? im supposed to suck it up one more time and get traumatized even further cause my parents are mentally unstable? am i supposed to pretend to do what she wants again just so i can escape from her nagging all the time? like she wont stop unless i do what she wants. but i cant leave this house either cause how the hell am i gonna eat? where am i gonna sleep?

she said shes gonna give me a link to a therapist that she might give me to, but at this state?? i dont actually know... my dads already closed himself off from us and theyre fighting bc of money again. its impossible that my dad would even be giving us something to pay for my therapy, so im not gonna get my hopes up.

and also whenever my mom argues with my dad, she doesnt shut up about god either. i kinda understand my dad why he just shuts himself off cause my mom's too close minded. my dads got issues too, like alot. but my moms just not someone you should really be arguing with cause she doesnt really stop talking about god.

when i tried confronting her that she's the problem and that her not shutting up about god was the thing making me feel worse, she said i was disrespecting god. see? i hate it so much honestly.

i dont wanna hear anymore of her and i dont want her trying to help me with this. its not helping i swear, but she insists and never gets tired of forcing god to me. i already told her im not ready to deal with that and asked her to stop. she said she'd temporarily stop and i hate it. she has no plans of stopping it.

im really just so sick of me being the bad example every bible study they do. im sick of them telling me my life was fucked up cause i never prayed. im sick of them. and i dont wanna hear anything about the bible anymore til ive recovered cause it just reminds me every time that my family sees me as some kind of demon. they see my rage as a symbol that the devil has control of me. its so fucking annoying. it was originally grief that i couldnt let out cause my mom shuts me up every time i break down. she forced me to suck up and not cry, so i ended up turning my sadness into this uncontrollable rage. this rage of mine was built up and was in me for years BECAUSE OF HER. AND NOW SHE TELLS ME THAT IF I DONT LET GO OF THAT RAGE IT WILL RUIN ME? WHO THE FUCK WAS THE REASON I GOT THIS RAGE HUH?

she said shes aware she was a bad parent before but shes asking for a second chance. she said i shouldnt shut myself off from her just because of what happened. actually she said she'd understand it that ill never forgive her, but it would be alot better for both of us if i wouldnt be so scared of fixing this with her...

that actually made me kinda regret what i did to you. yeah i was hurt a lot but by cutting you off from my life just made me more miserable, which wouldnt have happened if i tried fixing it with you. if i didnt shut you off and gave you a chance to fix it, then i wouldnt be drowning in my own sadness. im sorry if this is annoying cause i always dont know how to deal with my problems. im sorry if im still so conflicted right now and asking if i can come back to you when youve already let go and ive already hurt you by saying that im leaving. im really sorry for asking this but if you'd ever read this i wish i can come back. i wont forget that youve hurt me and broke my trust, but mistakes happen. i shouldnt be too sensitive and closing myself every time something happens. i know its too late but if it would really be fine if i come back...

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kudosoncontinuing · 2 years ago

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i really hate it , i hate everything about myself, i hate how i look how i eat how i study how i talk to people i hate it

it feels so heavy rn,

what is destiny and why it is degined to be this hurtful

i dont think its fair

the amount of demons inside every part of my body are hurtful to see pr to have even

why am i seeking my way through thorns? couldnt be just smooth

why are we living this life even, who said we have to

why there isnt a button to turn it all off

why cant i be at peace by myslef. why do i hate myself this much

why am i so agggresive and hateful towards other people what kind of copiing mechanism this is

how can i be happy? how can i be at peace? where is happiness?

i guess im designated to be put in this amount of suffering

am i no longer a believer . i refuse to say this out load

but rn im having a flood of thoughts that need to be taken out or ese ill explode

im so sad

everything about this life is sadnening

i cant find the joy of life

and looking onto my future i doubt it is hopeful

every thing is pitch black rn i want a light

so for this part of my diary im going to be praying

praying to my only savior to get me out of this hell, and by hell i dont think it is just egypt

get me out of this crazy world of mine. my brain is so catchy, and its succeded to convince me that im miserable

ive trying to live for the past 3 weeks. and by living imean it

living the basic human life doing the bare minimum and i dont think ive managed to do that completely or in the minmalist way

my brain is eating me alive.

ya allah ya allah ya mo3een ya munjed ma fe gherak bkul hal haya mmkn a7kilu w yfhamne ana kter t3bane kteer kteer kulshi t2eel kulshi bzh2 kulshi bz3lne ya allah ana 3bdtk raghad ya allah ya qader ya ra7eem ar7am da3fe and kteer dwkhane w qrfane mn 7ali bakrah kteer kteer kulshe 3m b3eshu msh 2ader 2ala2i amal lbukra msh 2adre 2ala2e 7ub wla s3ade aza kan kan nqme ya allah f ry7ni ya allah asthufrallah mn kul zanb w khata2 3mltu aw fkrt feh mn kul nyt shar tgah ay 7ad bs 7asse jad anu ana msh ana i dont feel okay i dont feel alive . not at all. im missing out on so many important feelings in this life and i think im living with this amount ginormous hate and rage and distrust and also judging every little human cause all they do is disgust the shit out of me that i no longer can deal with any of them . IDONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE ISEE NO POINT OF LIVING ABD BEING ALIVE AS IT IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME AND EMOTIONS AND THINKING I WANNA BE AT PEACE AND I ThINK tHE ONLY WAY FOR THAT IS TO VANISH FROM thIS UNIERSE

كنت بأمن انو كل شى او هم او غم كلو لخير

مش عارفة اذا بقدر اكمل هاي الحياة او لا؟ حاسة انو خلث مش ثادلرة

الطاقة الي فيي صفرت

كل هاد الحكي طالع من مكان بخوف جواي

انا حابسة حالي

مش لانو حابة الحبس لانو بكره كلشي وكل حدا ةما بدي اي حد الاشي الوحيد الي بدي اياه هلا اني اختفي

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chisatowo · 3 years ago

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Ok not to rant more abt the Chihiro thing in particular, but it pisses me off so fucking much when people seriously try to argue that Chihiro's storyline isn't transphobic. Like, even outside of debating her gender, you can't fucking ignore that her story is transphobic, whether you like it or not. Quite frankly, I don't give a shit if it was intended to be about separate issues, and I don't give a shit if it wasn't intended to be transphobic, because it still is and no amount of good intent will change that.

#rat rambles #rat rants #dangan posting #and please dont forget that its specifically transmisogynistic #like this specific part of her writing isnt even slightly up to debate jesus christ #I hope this is ok for me to talk abt as a tme person if its not Ill delete this #but this has been angering me for quite some time now #I feel like people look at transphobia in media as an optional interpretation rather than what it actually is and Im so fucking tired of it #but chihiro's situation especially pisses me off since its so explicitly harmful and people will still argue that its somehow progressive #and before you try to explain why its totally progressive actually dont Ive already read up on it heavily #I have looked at tons and tons of different sides of the argument and done my own research and I already know trust me #and I say while knowing that that it doesnt matter. even if its 100% true it doesnt change shit.#again even if it was 100% unitentional (which I doubt) its still transphobic.#ok Ill stop now hopefully but god am I filled with an ungodly amount of rage rn dndjdkfmd #yknow since Im not in the dr fandom anymore coming back to this post to chose violence and maintag it #danganronpa #chihiro fujisaki

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roachemoji · 1 year ago

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04 07

FUCK IT IM ABOUT TO TRY TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE AND DRAW WHILE I WATCH IM NOT GETTING SHIT DONE TODAY LMAO - not even upset with myself bc this is the first time ive felt real joy in a while :3c

JEUS OKAY RIP STEVE ???????? ASLDKASLKDJASLKDJ THE GIRLS GOING AT IT AND EDDIE JUST STANDING THERE ?????????????? GOOD LORD EW YEA JUST THROW IT AROUND LIEK AITS A UCKING SACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EW STEVE HAS HIS FUCKING DOGS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROBIN'S FEAR OF RABIES IS SO REAL ITS SO REAL GIRL !!!!!!!!!!!!

I FORGOT MY MAN WAS IN THE FUCKING CUBE !!!!!!!!! WHA THE FUCK ARE THE DOING TO HIM IN THAT BOX?????? POKING HIM ???????? also good lord like ????????? what if he just lied lmao what if he was like AKSJDH shes at this address <3

JUST DONT KILL HER ?????? SIR. LMAO !!!!!! THEY LITERALLY TORTURED YOU AND YOU THINK THEY WOULDN'T KILL A LITTLE GIRL??? THEY STUCK YOU IN A BOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ew i forgot his name is just Martin. BRO HES SO RIGHT SHE IS FRIGHTENED AND TRAUMATIZED THATS ALL YOU'VE DONE !!!!!!!!! BRENNER IS JUST.

He's a penis. is a saggy sack of shit. a single testicle twisted in on itself. one extremely long hair in the middle of a mole and im gonna rip it out

THERE IS A LITERAL FU CK ING MONSTE ? ? SHE??? KILLED LIETER AL MONSTER ???????????? WHAT AR EYOU TALKI NG ABOUT SHUT UP. kajhdsDKHJAKJHADSKJHASDKJHASDKHJ SHES COMPARING HERSELF TO THE BEASTS THAT YOU MADE HER UNLEASH ??????????????????? ALSO SORRY ISNT VECNA A HUMAN MAN ??? LIKE BY ALL DEFENITIONS HE IS A "MONSTER" NOT TALKING MORALLY HERE JUST. THATS A FREAK OF NATURE !!!!!!! AND THEN OFC WHAT HES DOING MORALLY IS FUCKED UP BUT KASJHDAIKUDHSAKDJH

i think i just want him to expode and die and everytime he opens his mouth i feel a rage boiling up deep inside of me the likes of which i haven't felt in a very long time

literally me trying to explode him with my mind whenever he comes on screen

??????????? IT LITERALLY IS ???????????

YOU WONT LET HER LEAVE?????????????????????????

NO SHE DID NOT!!!!!

SKDJHFDSK theyre all so bad at lying holy SHIT ERICA PLEASE YOURE NOT HELOPING ALSO TED SHUT UP KILLS YOU KILLS YOU KAREN HE MEANT IT LIKE THAT !!!!!!

was this like before u needed permission to question a minor alone ??? before miranda rights ???? idk shit about that im canadian <3

THE OOEY GOOEY SOUND EFFECTS ARE NOT NECESSARY !!!!!! THERES NO NEED TO BE THIS OOEY GOOEY

STOP FLIRTING ABOUT GUNS PLEASE ITS WEIRD!!!!!!!!

I dont have much to say about Hopper's arc rn and coming to realize he's like supposed to be a better dad bc El is acting like a normal kid (him mentioning how he was with his own dad at her age) ... just like damn king. another shift in personality from s3 and more back to how he was in s2 but it took going to fucking PRISON ? TO HAVE THIS CHANGE IN PERSONALITY ???

IM SORRY HIS HAIR IS SO FUNNY ???????????????????? WHY IS AKSDHASKJDH ?????????????????????

BRO HE LL L L O????????????????????????????????

SKFHAKJDHAKSJDH GIRL WHAT????? OUGHHFHAKSD OH I MEAN. YEA YOU WERE A LITTLE ASSHOLE BUT HOLY FUCK ? THIS ISN'T HOW YOU KNOCK SOMEONE DOWN A FUCKING PEG GIRL ???????? HENRY LOOKS SO UNCOMFORTABLE I FEAHSKDJH GOD.

GOOD LORD HE MAKES ME SO FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE I MEAN HES LITERALLY ABUSING CHILDREN ACTIVELY BUT ASDHKASJ GOD JUST. THE . AHASDK. RE: YOU CHOSE TO TRUST ME ONCE DID SHE??????

EDDIE AND STEVE TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH DUSTIN CARES ABOUT STEVE!!!! THEY BOTH CARE ABOUT DUSTIN !!! LITERALLY HIM ADMITTING HE'S A LITTLE BITCH COWARD everyone portraying him as cool and tough is so AKDSJHAKDJH FUNNYYYYYY

EddiE playing wingman for Nancy AKSJDH

Erica i love you SO MUCH and you have so much confidence BUT GIRL PLEASE ACCEPT THAT THIS SHIT AINT SHIT YOU UNDERSTAND AND YOURE NOT GONNA BELIEVE HIM KSDJHSKFJHSKDJH

OH OH PLEASE TELL ME THEY ,, OH AKSJDHSAKDH KJASH I SPACED OUT A LITTLE I KNOW THEYRE QUESTIONING MAX FIORST PLEASE TELL ME THEY LET HER KEEP HER MUSIC ON PEELEASE PLEASE PLEASE IF SHE GETS FUCKED IM FONNA ASHDKAJHD KAHSD AND ALL THE LIGHTS ARE FLA SH INGGGG - i forgotits bc nancy n them are coming in from the UD AKJHSD

does time not work the same in the UD ???? is it,,, paused ??? when gates are opened ??????? YEAH THE DAY THE FIRST GATE OPENED OKAY

I dont know why this reminds me ??? of the never ending sotry ??????

EW GOD ASKDHASKDJHSKAJH MURRAY IS LITERALLY DOING H IS BEST. PLAYING FUCKING WILD UNDER PRESSURE HES GOT THIS AKSDJHAKSJDH

this is just fucked up squid games (? ? ? whichis already fucked up???) (but like with monsters)

KJHASFKJHASLKJASLHDKJHADS GIRL THEY WANNA FUCKING KILL YOU HOLY SHIT. I HATE THAT THEY'RE PURSING THEIR LIPS LIKE THAT AKSJDHSALDJAHSLDJKALSKDJH

is she jUST GONNA. mimick his moves????????????????

HENRY I. KASHJDALSKJDH I CAN'T TELL IF. HE'S LYING??? i mean i fully believe him but also askdjhaksdljh.

AUTISM TO AUTISM COMMUNICATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MAN THEYRE SO SMART THEYRE JUST AHHHH I MISSED THE BOYS WORKING TOGETHER LIKE THIS ? LIKE AJDSHKASDH IDK HOPE THAT MAKES SENSE

ohTHANK GOD SHE HAS HE MUSIC !!!!!!!!!!

WHY AR EYOU CALLING THEM LITTLE PIGS GIRL YOURE ALITTERALY A COP SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OOHAHSODIADK TH ELITTLE DREAK DRAGONS ????????? I WANT ONE

oh this is it this is the day. the sleepy head da y?? OH NO THIS IS JUST. THE DAY THAT IT HAPPENS OKAY YEAH YEA H YEAH i have ,,, a feeling. its not. gonna be ???? El. who explodes everyone ,,,,,,,,

how many times did he try to escape to know this. JUST LIKE ? THE. WAY? THAT BRENNER STRESSED ITS NOT A PRISON BUT HER MIND IS ??? AND YET ?????? SICK FUCK SICK FUCK SICK FUCK

oh b ab y you . want to ,,,, yoURE JUST. SHES SO GOOD I ADORE HER

also note about her autism the fact that the other kids, despite being older, can clearly talk ... "normally" and she struggles with grammar just? autism

GIRL THERE IS NO HOLDING UR GROUND THAT THERE IS A FU CK ING HAIRLESS POLARBEAR. THAT LIKES TO TAKE ITS TIME FOR THE DRAMA?

JESUS FUC KING CHRIST THIS IS AK SJDHSAKJH SO GORY HOT DIGGITY AKSJDHAKDJAHLKSDJH LIKE DAMN

IN GOOD CONCIOUS ???? YOU STUPIDAKSJHDKAJH YOU ?? ARE LITERALLY A PRISON GUARD DIE

i need Enzo to get out of here bc my fav oc is named Enzo and also his son is Mikhail which is another OC who'se my ocs husband so I !!!!

FREE ALL THE PRISONERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O H O AHSDKSADH OH AKSDHADHahhhdkfhsdfkhjsdfkjh skjfh SDOFOSF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHOCKE ON IT YOU FRE AK PLANT LOOK ING MOTHER FUC KER

idk my honest reaction at their reunion i dont think the need a relationship rn i think Hopper needs intensive therapy

GIRL IS THAT ??? I THOUGHT IT WAS A FUCK ING EGG HELLO ??????????????????????????????????? AKSDJHAKSJDH ITS JUST HIS FUCKING UNCLE

OR THE. NINA PEOPLE ?

OH ITS!!!!! THE GANG!!!!!!!!!! THANK GOD !!!!!!!!!!! YEAH <3333 SORRY ABOUT YOUR TRAILOR THO KING

EW OW JESUS GOD. OK OK IF UR GONNA ESCAPE THEN

oh.

ah this is what we call foreshadowing in the industry :-)

CALLED IT CALLED IT CALLED IT HES ABOUT TO FUC KING EXPLODE THEM YEAHHHHHHHHH BABBEEEYYYY YEAHHH GET THEIR ASSES GET THEIR ASSES!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH LEARN FROM THE BEST !!!!!!!

THATS YOUR BIG BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HES GONNA GO DO SOME FUCKED UP SHIT AND HES SO RIGHT FOR IT ACTUALLY

eddie pisised the bed :/

OH FU CK OKAY SORRY ABOUT THE. FALLING INTO THE WRONG DIMENSION. HE L L O ??? IS THIS HER VECNA VISION OH MY GOD IS IT ABOUT. OH AKSJDHKAJDH OH ITS ABOUT BARB ITS ABOUT BARB FUCK FUCK FUCK

I PORMISE SHE HASN'T FORGOTTEN GOOD LORD. DID YOU KILL ??? BARB ???? OR DID. JUST IDK... I MEAN I GUESS "YOU" IS A LITERAL UNIVERSAL YOU IN THIS SITUATION BC ITS A FUCKING HIVEMIND

DAMN KING YOURE REALLY JUST. EXPLODING SOME KIDS ARENT YOU. DAMN. DIDNT EVEN EXPLODE PAPA RIDE :(

ya know.... had he done that right.... they coulda gotten outta there together :((( would been a grand ol time <3

GOD HE REALLY WENT OUT OF HIS WAY TO FUCKING SLAUGHTER THO HOLY SHIT. GLAD THAT I WAS RIGHT AND IT WASN'T EL WHO DID THIS BUT HIM AKJSDHAKSJDH

GIRLIE I DONT THINK HE WANTED YOU TO SEE THAT!!!!! :(

MMMMmmmASDKHJ KING YOU LOOK LIKE U HAVE A HEADACHE THE FUCKING VEIN IN UR FOREHEAD

wait okay so sorry gotta say something bc ik there are ppl who are like oh hes like BORN EVIL but like isnt that.... the point that ?? Brenner is trying to make here? to like portray him as evil?? so El doesnt become that? meanwhile like the entire episode is literally framed about Brenner lying so why would i believe that narrative (not that he.. didnt just,,, murder a bunch of children very Anakin Skywalker of u king but ya know)

also:

YOU NEED TO WATCH SOME HGTV OR SOMETHING KING YOU ARE NOT GOOD AT INTERIOR DECORATING???

OH FLASH BACK TIME !!!!!!!

okay so bro was literally just autistic ?????? and his special interest was literally just spiders ????? THATS ALL IM HEARING ??? THATS ALL IM SEEING ???

girl you need some fucking eye drops jesus christ please BLINK

autism

THATS LITERALLY HTE AUTISM KING PEOPLE DONT. ACTUALLY PREFORM I PROMISE THATS JUST HE AUTISM

LOCAL MAN LEARNS WHAT MASKING IS: DOES SOME FUCKED UP SHIT ABOUT IT

this is the autism superpowers those autism moms were talking about

reIterating what i said before like iDKK!!!!!!!!!!! this just feels like Brenner trying to control the narative by making him seem worse than he is - GRANTED HE. DID KILL CHILDREN. AGAIN. FUCKING. ANAKIN SKYWALKER SHIT LITERALLY TURNING INTO DARTH VADER OR WHATEVER HE IS NOT FREE OF HIS CRIMES but something feels FISHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially with the wording here? especially bc this is literally how El sees herself??? wish i could elaborate more akjdsh

LIKE theres something about HIM saying this to her through Brenner's control that just that GETS ME like !!!! why would Brenner let her see that someone sees her as a person?? also idk would Eleven leaving with him had like changed what he chose to do ???

IS THIS WHAT BRENNER MEANT WHEN HE SAID YOU CHOSE TO TRUST ME ONCE BC THIS,,, ISNT WAKJHSDKJAH WHAT SHE DID. LMAO she just felt betrayed again by someone she thought she could trust becuase to Henry, he's in the right????? much like BRenner feels ??? AH

LIFE FLASHING BEFORE HER EYES THROUGH THE GLOW OF THE UD IS REALLY SOMETHING!!!!

NAH LIKE ITS REALLY SOMETHING THAT LIKE OH THE THING WE'RE DOING TO REMIND YOU OF YOUR POWERS IS WHEN YOU KILLED SOMEONE WHO DEFIED ME

and ,,, she ,,, made him into,,, the word that had ??? ,,, no rules opened??? the gate to a place ??? he controls ???? which is also like HELL or some shit soRRY KING ASKDHASKDJHAKJSHD LIKE YOU EVENTUALLY DO REDEFINE IT HOW YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO DO WITH EL

OKAY FIRST TIME IT ENDED WITH INSTRUMENTAL WHILE IN THE UD BUT IM ASSUMING THATS BC IT WAS BEFORE IT BECAME THE OFFICIAL UD

also @aemiron-main i did NOT pay attention to where the bodies were i was so distracted by that guy that i ,,,,, aksdhASDJHALSKDJH ELABORATE FOR ME WHEN YOU CAN THANK U KISS KISS

Stranger Things Season 4 Thread!!!!!!!! 04 01

theres NO realistic way in hell some kid was chucking that shit every damn day and making it !!!!!!!!! bro would have smacked someone in the fucking FACE by now!!!!!

starting off with a freak ass routine gotcha gotcha gotcha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aGAGGLE OF BALD CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been. 4 minutes and im already so uncomfortable with how they hold the kids hands to lead them around lmao

Brenner cant draw for SHIT girl if that was me id tell him i dont know bc its fucking UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH. HES RIGHT.

GOD hes. i hate hate hate hate hate hate his fucking face it makes me so uncomfortable.

GIRL HELLO !!!!!!!!! DAMN LMAO

EXPLODES THEM EXPLODESTHEM EXPLODES THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the TONE shift from the last season is really getting to me girlie like that last one didnt feel REAL and this one feels VERY present. even with the rainbow visuals in the room?

OUGHH GOD HES SO UNCOMFORTABLE.

HIS EXPRESSIONS ARE SO ???? HIS GASP SEEING A DEAD KID??? IDK HOW TO PLACE IT.

damn girlie what did you do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EL'S !!!! FUCKING AUTISM ACCENT? LOVE HER. LOVE HER.

ARGYLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GODIM SO EXCITED TO MEET HIM !!!!!

I CANT PUT INTO WORDSS HOW MUCH I LOVE THE TONE SHIFT AND THEM BEING OLDER AND EL'S LETTER TO MIKE BEING !!!! SO.

THEYRE ALL SO BIG NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KAREN LOOKS SO CUTE AND TED? KILLS HIM.

SUZZIIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND DUSTIN <3333333 THEYRE SO CUTE

STEVE AND ROBIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PEOOPLE WHO LIKE BOOBIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK ING STE VE. BI MEN AND THEIR LESBIAN BESTIES ???

MAX IS NOT BEATING THE TRANS MASC ALLEGATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT NOW NOT EVER NOT IN MY HEART

UCAS LOOK SO FU CKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! HIS HAIIRRRRRR

WHO TH FUCK IS THIS ARCHIE LOOKING WHITE MAN ?????

THEIR PANTS ARE TEAR AWAY ? I GUESS THOSE HAVE A FUCKING USE .... WHEN IT COMES TO SPORTS ? BUT STILL KAJDSHKJHADS IM FU CKING KAJHDKJAHSD. THEY DIDNT DIE SO WE WOULD LOOSE AT BASKETBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT UP

Lucas is making a good ass point butalso im so sorry he doesnt wanna be a loser nerd freak anymore :pensive:

the fu cCKING RUSSIANS LAKJSHDAKSJHDKJ HDAMN GIRLIE HOLY SHIT BE CAREFUL ? EW. EW? WHOSE THE LITTLE WHITE WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH ELL BABY YOU GOT THIS. YOU GOT THIS!!!! GO AUTISM GIRLIE!!!!!!!!

IM GONNA KILL. EVERYONE IN THAT ROOM. !! PLEASE LET HER JUST. OUGHHGH GODD. WILL TEARING UP TOO. FUCKING EXPLODE HER!!!!!! EXPLODE THAT FUCKING. BITCH HOLY SHIT ?

WILL IS.

MAX ?? QUEER WHATS WITH THE... GREEN SCRUNCHIE?? THAT THE OTHER GIRLIES HAVE

LUCAS approaching Max who... is the only one who is like ? LOUDLY suffering with shit after watching Billy die and be traumatized vs the core group not NOT being traumatized but handling it VERY DIFFERENTLY ? like they always "bounced back" and Max isn't

o h JESUS WHAT THE FUCK HELLO ?????? bro aksjdhkasjhakhkKJHDFKJSDHFKJH DAMN I WOULD NOT HAVE LEFT THAT BATHROOM HELLO WHAT THE FUCK

Eddie doesnt SOUND like i thought he would ???? AKDHAKDJH i forgot about the hanky code my mans wearing

dustiinnNNSFNKJKSJH DUSTIN. AKJSDH!!!!!! MIKE'S FACE.

Eddie's vibe is. AKHASKDJASHD like my ex boyfriend from highschool

MURRYYYY !!! MISSED HIM. LOVE HIM. RIP ALEXEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she has nIPPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGYLE AKSJHDKASJH!!!!!!!!!! MOPEY DICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NANCY LOOKS SO CUTE!!!

ARGYLE CALLING HIM A FUCKING GOOD BOY KJHSDKAHADSKJHADSKJH YELLING

im sorry literally N OON wants to play DnD you just have to find the gay people !!!!!!!!!!!!!! (40 years from now)

Out h ere being Mentally ill in da Woods as you do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what gay ass drugs are we selling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh hes DRAMATIC fucking theater kid. that man's NOT STRAIGHT !!!! and also defenitely has ADHD. chewing on his fucking HAIR !!! stimming i see u !!

EL BABY GIRL IM SO SORRY I WAN T TO EXPLODE THE WORLD FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO KILL FOR HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOY SHIT . MAKE THEM PISS THEIR PANTS GIRL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OO OoOOO H BABAKJSHD I FORGOT HER POW ERS ARENT ,,, WO RK ING,,, ABY IM,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, THIS IS FUCKING PAINFUL.

tHE focus not having been on Will the entire time except for a snippet here and there is REALLY NICE ACTUALLY likE!!! IDK BUT IT IS. TTHAT MANS FIGURING OUT HES QUEER TOO

MURRY JADKASLASKLJSADKJ !!!! MY MAN ABSOLUTEL LOSING HIS MIND

sTEVE IM AKSDJHS SORRY GIRLIE LMAOOOOOO fuc kinggGGGG TAMMMYYYYY AKSDJAKDHAKJSDHKAJSHD ROBINNN GIRLIEE IM SO FUCKING SORRRYY. JDKLKJDLKJFDSJLKDF I WA NNA FUCKING.

ERICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BABY GIRL IS BACKKKK YEAHHHH FUCKING LOVE HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HER HAIIIRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR HER TO DESTROY EDDIE

DESTROY HIM DESTROY HIM DESTROY HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the fucking mountain dew cansssss his DM set up is so good

I JUST LOVE HOW DND IS USED AS FORESHADOWING BABEY !!!

Dusstin and Erica working together like THIS IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH. love u lady applejack <33333

FUCKING GET IT ERICA!!!! LUCAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASSSEEEEEEEEE

YYYEAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i thOUGHT he was tlking to like a lizard and not a guitar AKSJD

IS Chrissy just experiencing like a psychotic break ?? delusions??? I cant tell if its like. ACTUALLY happening to her or something to do with the UD ? Dissociative seizures????? DISSOCIATIVE SEIZURES AND THE UD ?????

FEEL LIKE ALL THE SPIDER VISUALS AND SHIT ARE IMPORTANT AND I JUST DONT KNOW HOW YET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH IS THIS VECNA ? SIR !! YOURE. WET :/

BRO HELLO WHAT

KING WHAT DOES THAT M EAN

ASDASKJHD KASHDKASJH SORRY TO EDDIE WHO THOUGH YEAHHH A FRIEND :3c

GIRL WAHT THE FUCK EXORCIST SHIT HOLY HSHKJASJK LSHAJKHAD HE RE YEB ALLS!!!!!!!!! BROOOO AKSJDHKASHDKASHD

yeah so season 3 was. liike. different and now ? we're back at it!!!! we're back at it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALSRRIGH alright

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#bo posting #stranger things #st #live blogging #OOOAASHDSHAKHFDSHKSFHDSKFSDHKJH #AHHHHHHHHHHH #AHHHAHKSDAJSDKJHA #OFDUISDKFHSDJFH #i said i was gonna try to put my thoughts about Mike into words today #but im sorry i #i get it #i undersand now #yeah

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