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j-esbian · 3 months ago

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it's election season

#was trying to link all of their blogs for propaganda but half of them dont exist anymore rip #im going to be so honest #i was mad when mop won sdfkjdf but at this point i dont even remember who i actually voted for #mine

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lavendorii · 4 months ago

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uh yeah I sure hope it does

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mechawolfie · 1 year ago

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literally nobody was picking up my meds bc they all just assumed someone else would do it and you know having a bit of a Why Am I Alive moment

#smudgy.txt #.vent #sui ideation #sui mention #suicide mention #i feel like i dont exist but do just enough to feel the pain of being alive etc etc etc #they dont care. they dont care. they dont care.#in fact my existence is an annoyance to them!#and yknow youd think id be mad at them for that but seeing as theyre #basically the only people ive known/been surrounded by in person my whole life #its like.. ohh IM the problem. im the Bad One.#and man ive felt like this for so much of my life. that im the burden the annoyance the annoying little sibling trying to #insert itself into everything trying to feel included when no one wants me around #i feel like an idiot for wanting to live to exist to be Me bc what is Me really like what if im just copying what ivd seen what if i #dont actually exist #no thats not it. i just wish i didnt #all my childhood memories have me feeling like i dont belong like im an outsider of some sort that everyones forced to include #or else theyll get in trouble w the adults #everyone just has to Deal with me. i keep inserting myself into their lives and they just have to deal w it out of politeness #i want to cry

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cryptidclownz · 3 months ago

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watch dog cat

p2!

#cult of the lamb #cotl #my art #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #narilamb #cotl toww #shitpost #cotl fanart #cotl ocs #puryn oc #been working on my follower ocs lately!!#the one talking to lamb is puryn #hes one of their disciples later on ^^#this has a second part which im working on rn #posting it later tonight or tomorrow #pretend the hands arent there actually #they dont exist that’s why idk how to draw them

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girlwiththegreenhat · 6 months ago

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team fortress 2 finally getting rid of the bots after 5 years

work on the team fortress 2 comic continuing after 7+ years

half life 3 development looking more likely than ever with legitimate code, file, and voicework leaks referencing a new non-VR single-player game from valve featuring a HEV suit wearing protagonist and Xen creatures and concepts

shoutout to the valve fan that found the genie lamp. you a real one

#liz blogs #valve #team fortress 2 #tf2 #half life #half life 3 #what did i say. what did i fucking say.#once again the impossible becomes commonplace #valve exists as a company to walk into the gaming industry. slap their dicks on the table. and yell THIS IS HOW ITS DONE #and the gaming industry has never been in a more sorry state than it is now. maybe second only to the 80s i think. something something ET #in b4 its called Half Life Xen as all the files reference ''hlx''. hl3 fakeout. but its another half life game.#half life 3 has been ''made'' multiple times in various states but its never been up to standards. whatever this project is though sounds l #like its very far in development. maybe they didnt give up this time #ive never been closer in my life to actually saying half life 3 confirmed. its not confirmed but its looking really good for once #crazy year to be a valve fan i'll tell you what #its only the actual objective most anticipated game of all time. no biggie #edit - added a link for the comic news for those who dont know. and the bot bans havent been announced in one place anywhere #but you can literally just look it up on youtube or twitter. valve has been mass-banning bots for the last month. fixtf2 worked

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umblrspectrum · 5 months ago

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the Solver of the Absolute Fabric, the Void, the Exponential End acting like an entitled toddler is the funniest thing

#i havent drawn j proper in like half a year #and dd j in over a year. my gods #ill figure her out eventually. or ill forget she exists for another year who knows #her haircut is so goddamn hard to draw thank you liam for giving her like no screen time actually #regressed my style a bit. didnt like the more rounded approach it was going #give her a gameboy or something im sure they have a port for it #art #murder drones #murder drones j #serial designation j #murder drones cyn #murder drones flesha #murder drones skyn #skyn sounds cooler but flesha rolls off the tongue better. divorce leads children to the worst places #cw blood and gore #for flesha. shes got that aura #dont mind the semi cursive again i literally cannot read it myself unless its like this #how do you even draw a cursive f. thats not a letter thats a scribble

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velvetwyrme · 5 days ago

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bringing back the question for 2025: who in the autobots would fuck a car and/or have an sti

hi i thought too long and hard about this. then i made a silly comic about it which quickly got derailed into another silly bit. and then it kept getting longer and more terrible

i don't know whether you're the same person as the original anon or not but im gonna freakin cry either way. is this my legacy...

on one hand this ask gave me lots of motivation for some reason, so thank you for that, but on the other hand it motivated me to draw a 6 page comic about robot STIs.

i put too much effort into this lmao. for my actual conclusions AND some extra notes about the comic click the read more 👍

Ratchet: No and no. Has HAD STIs before. When he was younger. True across continuities except... in TFA he would have an STI. I can see it.

Ironhide: Yes carfucking, but I feel like the carfuckin was also a one time thing specifically. No STI. To quote my notes: "Frag no, Chromia or Ratch woukd kill him". Typo included.

Jazz: Yes carfucking, no STI because if he got one he'd be on top of treatment. Originally there was a bit in the comic with Jazz and Prowl arguing about which is worse: fuckin a car or havin a STI but it got cut because its already like 6 pages

Prowl: No carfucking and yes STI. He thinks carfucking is Really Weird. Wait. Purely off of vibes because I still haven't watched ES (someday...) but ES!Prowl would fuck a car.

Optimus: Who else do you think gave Megatron the STI? (/j /j... unless?) Carfucking and STI status varies wildly across continuities imo. G1? Yes and yes. IDW... depends on what point in time. I feel like its a yes to both but not at the same time. TFA would not fuck a car but he definitely has an STI. TFP! and ES! OP is a mystery to me, you guys can tell me if you have strong opinions on them. Hm. Armada OP would fuck a car.

Sideswipe: originally it WAS going to be him in the comic but as I mentioned, it got derailed. He'd absolutely give a car an STI.

Wheeljack/Trailbreaker/Hot Rod: Yeah, probably both. Maybe not at the same time though. Hot Rod was only so low on Prowls list because hes Literally Offworld but who knows what hes capable of.

Yes to carfucking, no STI: Lets see... Bumblebee, Cliffjumper (despite Prowl and Ironhide's assumption in the comic, THIS is my actual opinion lmao), I think Mirage would as well, but he'd vehemently deny it. Also *leans in close to the mic* Elita-1 would fuck a car. But she'd do it and it'd be like. Cool.

No to carfucking, yes STI: *long pause as i look into the middle distance* mmm...Smokescreen. I don't know much about TFP!Smokescreen but he can get lumped in there too. Sunstreaker as well, but more because he says he didn't fuck a car but he could be lying and you genuinely can't tell if he is. Also Brawn for some reason.

As for other characters elsewhere... Rodimus is a strong contender for giving a car an STI. So is Whirl, but I feel like he's slightly less likely to have an STI, yknow? Only slightly.

Other notable ones I think would have both but NOT at the same time: Swerve, Skids, Drift (specifically because of Rodimus because even if they don't fuck they seem like the type of friends who share drinks), I think First Aid fits in here too, and is the only medic who would have an STI that I can think of off the top of my head. Oh also Armada!Jetfire.

I also think that the Aerialbots are all contenders for this category too. Some more than others but it wouldn't matter because they all end up with an STI and it's miserable.

ALSO...

The alternate punchline to the comic, had it been set on the Lost Light, is... a meeting (in which the general consensus is that Rodimus fucked the car that mysteriously appeared on the Lost Light, AND he gave it an STI)

Then, Nightbeat bursts in with Brainstorm in tow, and he reveals that it was in fact Brainstorm's fault- NOT because he fucked the car (he's far more interested in er... lab equipment, lets say) BUT he made a gun that fucks cars, and accidentally gave the GUN a STI

ALSO SIDEBURN FROM TF:RID (2001). he would ABSOLUTELY fuck a car and give it an STI. He canonically loves red sportscars and you KNOW that mans got an STI.

#inbox #anon #velwy.txt #velwy.png #macaddams #transformers #tf ratchet #tf ironhide #tf jazz #tf prowl #i imagine it's an experience like getting food poisoning from gas station sushi.#does that actually exist. ive heard of it but we dont have it where i live #i hope ppl catch all the stupid things in the comic #did i have to resend this ask to myself because i posted this too early yhe other day? no what would make you think that haha. ha.#ratchet in the first panel is me fr #ignore. that i occasionally drew ironhide differently. most of this was drawn between the hours of 12 and 5am

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theforesteldritch · 2 years ago

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I’m begging people at this point to realize that hate towards intersex people isn’t just. Fucking misdirected transphobia. Please for fucks sake learn that intersexism is a thing and that while transphobia and intersexism often go hand in hand and are used to reenforce the other, intersexism is not collateral damage from transphobia. They don’t just hate us because of a perceived proximity to transness, they hate us because we’re intersex. And will go about acting on this hate as such

#my post about Kansas’s anti trans and intersex bill is getting more notes again #and so many people just seem like this is just a byproduct of transphobia #so many people just. Dont seem to understand that we’re explicitly being targeted too #I shouldn’t have to spell out to people #That actually they want us to not exist too #intersex #intersexism

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dreagine · 5 months ago

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Erm

#art shtuff #ink sans #ink!sans #doodle b4 work #I DONT WANNA WORK☝️😭😭(has the easiet job ever)#its 7 hours omg #anyways #I could never be mysterious on tumblr tags r too tempting #anywaysx2 #based off of an ANIMA! song #ANIMA! I love you girl I love you so much #if ANIMA! has no fans the universe has ceased to exist because I will admire all they create even in death #that’s all bye ink sans nation #actually I’m gonna post right after this

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jackshiccup · 1 year ago

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you’re 16 and nothing bad has happened

a lil scene based on my friend @droptoposmosis’ fic can’t smile like you mean it (aaaa childhood friends hijack makes my brain dissolve ;;)

#let me tell u now those bicycles were the bane of my existence dont look at it too hard i beg…#actually this entire thing bc perspective is my enemyasjhdkashdk #BUT YIPPEEEE ITS HERE MY GIFT TO U sniffs.. <3 #it took longer than i thought my apologies 🫶🏽#they were fun to draw as teenagers tho hehe theyre sooo small and best friends !!!!!!!!#hiccup baby face… hes my gloob of the universe actually ? ☹️#hijack #frostcup #jackshiccup art #my art #jack frost #jackson overland #hiccup #rotg #httyd #fic #nostalgia levels kinda going off on this i tink..#watch tumblr eat the quality :\

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twelverriver · 29 days ago

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i know this is very nitpicky but whatever its my blog and i AM tumblr user twelverriver so its whatever. can the dw writers PLEASE stop forgetting tht the doctor DID settle down and they DID experience years in order one day after another. with river. you know their wife. on darillium. so i would like for them to stop putting lines in the show like "i always wondered what it'd be like living day to day". like u KNOW. steven moffat i thought u were my friend in the river fandom !!!

#dw spoilers #doctor who #god pls i know im on an already sunken ship as a river fan #all i want is just to not completely delete her existence from the show okay? just dont do that #i dont need more actually. just dont erase her time like that thanks #jana.txt

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ghostlightsahead · 7 months ago

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They're so royal family coded