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i think i'm going elezen father au ra mother! with the story i added on the post as his general backstory, and his parents feleing when a heresey charge is on the table!
and now hes gonna be the warrior of light
time to face ur past boyo
OHOHOHOOOO!!!!! This is so exciting sorry I dropped off the face of da earth I was playing enshrouded !!! The spicy drama….
AND BEING THE WOL!!!! Forced to face the music of his parents choices!!!!! This is so tasty.
#I’m so excited abt this guy and he doesn’t even have a name yet LOL#I’m rotating the elezen I’m trying not to make (failing every step)#I’m reading a mystery novel and the protagonist is so unhinged I’m kinda picking traits from him to use cos it’s different from stuff I’ve#done in the past lmfao#but I don’t have anything concrete to put into words ahdjdna
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My illustration final this semester, based on an excerpt from Neil Gaiman's Troll Bridge!
b&w pages under the cut bc i like them :)







#FINALLY DONE. JESUS H CHRIST THIS TOOK ME SOOOO LONG.#i have been in the trenches with this comic for the past 3 weeks. art school is art schooling rn#skribbles#i almost like the b&w better but i spent so long coloring this i have to turn it in colored lmao#obligatory this has not been critiqued yet lmfao so pray for me
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arrives 15 min late with a latte
......sup
#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:��� 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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Do you typically celebrate your birthday with friends? (Not milestone birthdays, just normal ones)
Yes, I have a party or outing specifically for my birthday
I get together with friends, but I don't point out that it's on/near my birthday
No, I don't make any special effort to see my friends near my birthday
It changes so much year to year that I can't answer
I don't have any friends that I could see on my birthday
additional nuance / my birthday cake has so much vanilla extract in it
#the past couple years i haven't really done anything#2024 i had covid on my birthday and then never bothered to do anything to celebrate with friends but my parents did fly out to see me#when i wasnt sick of course#and in 2023 i think i was in the process of moving across the country during my birthday lmfao i dont really remember#pretty sure i was in illinois and to celebrate me and my bf just got portillos#when i'm near friends i'll invite them over or do something with them but they're all in other states rn#sorry overly complicated answer#polls#submitted#queued#birthday#friends#party
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testing out a new style of rendering with this guy
#sud#sud atla#sud avatar#atla#me art#im love him#im not sure how much i like it but by god did i need the practice#ive been so busy lately it was kinda nice to wind down with a doodle for an evening for once lol#im at a weird place with my art (<- guy who’s been at a weird place with her art for the past few years)#I don’t like how my lineart looks no matter what I do and I wanna do more lineless but idk if I just don’t have the patience for it or what#ill figure it out. maybe#something something killing mydelf to forever change the trajectory (real?)#there’s less and less for me to do at work and the terms almost done n ill have a few days in between before i start my new one so hopefully#that means drawing time! if not hopefully writing#i have too many wips dawg 😭#oops these tags got out of control lmfao#too bad!!
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hey.... im in need of financial help again... i have a job now!! a good job with regular hours, but since my finances were so fucked the last few months im just screwed until my paychecks start lining up more regularly...
i have nothing in my bank account but i need to pay my electric bill or theyre going to shut it off. i only have 2 days to do this and i dont know what im going to do otherwise

if anyone can throw anything at all my way it would literally save my life, after my next paycheck hits next week i should be fine for a while, but things are just rough rn :( even just spreading this is a huge help to me... things will be back to normal soon but this is currently fucking me over
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#i got my first paycheck this past week and it was nice untilci realized i was actually fucked for bills this month lmfao#im getting a small raise after 90 days at this job so thats good and im#focusing on comms in the next few days#so i'll be getting some of that done too#but godddddd i hate money 😭😭
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me when i don't do sims stuff for like 2 days: idk who i am anymore 😂
happy friday!!! 🖤
#mine#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#sims#ofmd#gentlebeard#ofmd sims#i got rly into my time at sandrock over the past week lol#so i havent rly been online or on the computer much#which is nice but also makes me anxious because im like ughhh what am i missing?? 👀#but i don't really WANNA be online but????? idk lmfao#anyway i woke up at like 4:30 today#got so much done!!! and now im just killing time until i gotta go to work lol
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guy who hasnt drawn since he was a tween on deviantart gets into an anime from the 2000s
#please god dont be mean to me lmfao i cant stress enough how much i dont know how to draw#rookposting#death note#ive done a few silly scribbles over the years since i was a kid but it never progressed past. like. god. warrior cats#all these Ls and one exiled raito in the corner#maybe ill delete this later if i get too chickenshit
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far distant and incredibly vague spoilers for www but putting it under the cut anyways
realising for some reason that at some point in all 3 wips im currently working on you get imprisoned. i would say i dont know what that says about me but i do i really do know what it says
#sophie speaks#i want to be kept like a pet#series:www#im giving yall the most miniscule of crumbs im sorry#lmfao maybe i should set up a kofi or something#if people like. donated then id be like contractually obligated in my mind to write for it#and if people didnt then i could still do it but then yknow itd be at my own pace but i wouldnt have to worry about those ppl who say theyr#truly absolutelky desperate#which again sorry T_T i do not control the rate at which i write things.#well i do a little bit if i just listen to the www playlist i can probably get some more done#ill do that later today after genshin + wuwa#also i just accidentally pasted an entire scene into the tumnblr tags and had to manually delete them all help me
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Wait is her psychiatrist Hannibal?!?!
Hey!! Something like that 🙂 her psychiatrist is heavily inspired by Hannibal.
I really enjoyed Silence of the Lambs and the Hannibal series and movies. I haven't read the books which I really should. But I am super interested in Hannibal as a character. I'm also a firm enjoyer of the cannibal trope as both a metaphor for love but also exploitation of power/ego.
Shes a redhead with a 70s blowout. Think curtain bangs but this is another image that is very her energy.

Amulya's psychiatrist is a woman by the name of Milana Spezia Deodato. She is an Italian woman that originates from a family of werewolf hunters. From a young age she was raised to be a hunter and it caused her to develop some peculiar behaviors and habits as a result. On the outside though, she is a very intelligent woman who at most seems a little eccentric and polite but snooty. She is also known as a very good cook! She was hired in the 1970s by Hellsing via a recommendation l from Sir Islands.
In my lore, I have it as Islands beinf part of the roundtable but his family owns and runs hospitals. Milana did her years of residency at one of the hospitals that the Islands operated. She obviously made an impression with the family and Islands himself for her background in monster hunting and how she was researching how to apply it to her field of psychiatry. Islands suggested her to Arthur for a new department of Hellsing that was focused in rehabilitating individuals who had experienced encounters with the supernatural. This was in hopes of keeping the operations of Hellsing from the public more and that people could return to normalcy in an easier fashion. Some people who have those experiences never exactly recover.
For Milana, she was given people to research and treat, while she got a good paycheck. But it also gave her plenty of food. Her cannibal habits are not known by anyone in Hellsing(aside from Walter ofc but listennn). Anybody she takes are simply seen as having fallen in battle and missing. She was always very good at covering her tracks.
Arthur handing Amulya to her was out of desperation because realistically, Amulya couldn't express the worries she had to any psychiatrist. It would put Hellsing at risk. Additionally, it gave Amulya someone in-house to talk to. If she had an episode, she always had immediate support through someone with actual experience and licensing.
Amulya came to rely on her and was being treated properly for some time. Many of her lapses was due to her own spiraling.
Milana had varying thoughts on her. She found her intriguing and a good ticket to get a look at what Arthur is like behind closed doors. She found herself very entertained by her dynamic between Amulya and Walter. She knew of his feelings from observing them both. It wasn't neccesarily wanting to match them up but more that she was interesting in seeing what would happen. The possibilities, the reactions of them all. She did eventually get bored of the situation. Milana did know Amulya was going to commit suicide before it occurred. It was how it affect Arthur, Walter, and anyone else in the organization. She got what she wanted, though she was out under alot of pressure by Arthur after the fact but Amulya's death was seen as her mental state getting the better of her.
After one of her attempts, Milana did start doing sessions with Walter. It was a conflict of interest but they couldn't exactly afford anyone outside of the organization. Their sessions was ordered by Arthur so Walter couldn't exactly refuse. Walter was never a fan of her. She had a habit of prodding anyone she talked to so he felt like he was always under a microscope. He never wanted to be analyzed while all she wanted to do was analyze him. Milana knew he was involved in an organization separate from Hellsing while he found out she was a murderer and cannibal. He was disgusted with her despite his own actions. Really they were two fucked up individuals that found a messed up but hesitant (on Walter's side) kinship with one another.
Milana remains in Hellsing till after the battle of London where she moves to America for a new start and new roster of meals.
Her and Walter's dynamic is this:

#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#hellsing oc#walter c dornez#walter dornez#amulya hellsing#hellsing organization#Milana Deodato#yall caught me on the hannibal stuff#her office actually has a tonnof fairytale books#she has a weird love for them and often uses them for allusion and helping people understand their experiences#i might go into more of her past but its supposed to be kinda mysterious#her philosophy regarding cannibwlism is basically#“if they can eat us then it should only be natural for me”#she sees herself as honestly more human than the majority of people#paet of why she is still human!#she has never given that up but she sees herself as above people#thank u for the ask!😭💖#im honestly so excited i got to talk about her#walter hates talking to her lmfao#there are big differences between her and hannibal#milana has never really cared deeply for anyone unlike how hannibal had his sister#also she did a ton of experimental treatments on ammy#girl has done some mushroom tea
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Spicy Kokichi Headcanons
Was gonna combine this with some Nagito HCs, but I'm getting through dr2 so fucking slowly lmfao
Kokichi O(u)ma/GN!Reader
Also posted on my AO3
((Nagito's can be found here!!))
Warnings: dom/sub, creampie, biting, knife play, blood play, piss, spit
He’s a dom leaning switch, he’s not readily willing to give up his dom status but he will mess around with the idea and eventually come to terms with the idea that he is 100% a brat as well. Gotta let him stew on that himself though, but when he comes to the realization I promise you, you will know.
Peg him, use a dildo, use a massager on his cock, prostate massagers, man loves it all as long as you’ve successfully worked hard enough at putting him in his place. Pull his hair and he’s in heaven.
Mans is DEFINITELY into creampies, he will want you to not clean up if you had sex before going out, he wants it to leak out of you on the way there or around others. He’s definitely going to make a joke here or there, please ignore him or he will keep going until he wish you were dead.
If it can’t be a creampie, second favorite is your mouth. Seeing you swallow it all makes his heart swell with love. Third is your face, expect cackles afterwards (he may or may not help you clean off your face, he will toss whatever shirt is closest to the bed at you every time though). Fourth is just anywhere else on your body.
He also is definitely into leaving marks, he doesn’t care how, he wants to fluster not just you but everyone else who will see them. The more in a session, the better.
It’s hard to make him actually angry and receive a REAL punishment, but he will leave you high and dry if you’ve pushed any button he has. No matter how much you beg, cry, or whine, he’s not letting you cum. If you’ve REALLY done something wrong, he’ll pleasure himself while you writhe either beside him or under him (depending on your size).
That being said, he’s probably the softest after these moments (which isn’t saying much, he’s pretty non-existent for aftercare), but he’ll be over dramatic, sighing and wrapping his body around you like a jetpack for a couple minutes. He won’t admit it, but he does it because he wants to let you know he isn’t ACTUALLY angry with you.
Speaking of after care, don’t expect anything massive. If you want to shower or bathe afterwards, get yourself there and drag him in with you. If you want cuddles… Super good luck on that. If it’s a special day (anniversary, birthday, any holiday that he finds to be important), then he’ll be more likely to cuddle you. If you’ve had a hard day, then he’s also more likely to cuddle you (after you beg him)
He can and will talk the entire time, good luck shutting him up (just manage to get a prostate massager or something in his ass beforehand if you want him to be a drooling, whimpering, but not talking mess.)
He likes to film his cock going in and out of you, adding his own commentary over the videos. Does he watch them afterward? Does he keep them for any reason? Who knows.
Humiliation, humiliation, humiliation. Degradation, degradation, degradation.
Public sex is typical, if it’s not a place where sex can be had publically (cause c’mon, he does have some standards) then he will find other ways to work you up. Thigh grabs, brushes against your chest, using any and all innuendo possible to the point it makes others uncomfortable, dragging you somewhere just to make out with you to make you hot and bothered and then dragging you back to others.
He actually prefers to not do that kind of stuff around his D.I.C.E members, they’re very special to him. BUT he will gladly cum in your underwear and make you wear them when they come over.
Basically, fucker has very little boundaries.
Ride his thigh. That’s it, that’s the headcanon.
You can ride his shoes too, by the way.
He will shame you for doing it, but he loves it.
GROSS BOI THINGS (He doesn't ask for consent before doing most things, but he does for all of these)
Piss. Fucker will piss on you if you give him the go ahead. He likes to make you hold your piss as a power play. You are not going to make it to the bathroom, don’t even try. The sooner you give up, the sooner the humiliation is over.
Knives/Blood. He aint gonna cut you to bits, but he will do small cuts here and there, his initials, depending on your pain tolerance he will manage his name (or at least part of it before it gets to be too much, he doesn’t want you crying unless you’re enjoying some part of the experience.) He will lick the blood and smile at you like the bastard he is, blood on his chin and nose (depending on how close the cuts are together). Pull him in for a kiss and he’ll fall more in love with you, that’s peak romance
Spit, spit, spit. On your face, on your tongue, on your body, he doesn’t care. If he’s drooling while fucking you, the idea of it dripping from his lips down to your body makes him want to cum immediately. He will tap your chin to make you open your mouth and spit into it, he wants to see you swallow it and then open your mouth to show him. He’ll laugh and call you disgusting for doing it, but it’s in the top 3 hottest things he’s ever seen you do. He also likes it if you spit Panta in his mouth but that’s solely just for you guys to know so sssshhhhhh.
#kokichi oma x reader#kokichi ouma x reader#danganronpa x reader#x reader#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#headcanons#this has been done for about 4 days lmfao#nagito HCs will be done whenever i finish dr2#i just want to be able to grasp his character past the barest of bones#banner by cafekitsune
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One moonlit night, you're in the middle of preparing a little bedtime snack, when you get a surprise visit from a certain friend of yours…
(Sebastian x reader)
#i wrote the rough pass for this on the 12th and now it's the 22nd and it's done yippee#this man rlly has taken over my brain cell#i don't write a lot of fic anymore but i figured this would make for good writing practice and open me up for some feedback so i can improv#so feel free to give me constructive criticism; it will only make me a better writer#sdv sebastian#stardew sebastian#stardew valley fanfic#fanfic#my writings#light spoilers in tags past this point so fair warning#i relate to this character a lot so i projected some of my own kinda feelings onto him lol; figure it helps the writing#reader is kinda just me tbh lmfao; so the story's written as gay but also i didn't imply the reader's gender in any way#happy pride month y'all#was tired of seeing demetrius portrayed as straight up malicious so i wanted to try smth else#give it up for cindy the potted plant everyone#i picture her as house plant 7 but feel free to imagine w/e you want; i didn't describe what she looks like
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Was yapping to a friend about something I was really obsessed with as a kid and am still really passionate about when he fell asleep mid rant
He woke up 5 minutes later when I was writing this and how sad I was
He listened a bit more to me yapping because I was excited to get back into it
And them he fell asleep again mid another rant about the same thing but I kept yapping because there was one other person in the call
But then that other person had to gi do the dishes and now I'm happier than I was at first because yay someone actually wanted to listen (... even if one fell asleep. The other one didn't have any complaints, though, and I am happy about it :D) but also I didn't get to finish my yapping session :(
#myeba shenanigans#myeba rambles#i was yapping about star stable online and starshine legacy#i wanted to talk about the development team change and how we had to wait YEARS for new main story quests and saving Anne but i started#explaining the entire backstory and starshine legacy and everything and how pissed i am at some one the choices#like deleting old christmas and halloween as well as some of the best story quests in that damn game.#i got to like#the golden autumn area i dont remember what its called in english and Pi but yeah no i forgot quite a bit of the story because i havent#but yeah no i dont remember a lot of things actually because i havent played this game religiously for like 5 years now lmao#the last quests ive done were the Fort Maria and the devils thing at Jarlaheim or whatever i dont remember names rn#especially not in english#ive always played the game in polish lmfao#but yeah no i still love that game even if a lot of things have changed#i come back every so often because of nostalgia#just to see what new things were added and stuff#i remember that the first time i was allowed to stay awake past midnight for new years with my cousin we were playing star stanle and we got#the its getting dark message and we got spooked a bit but it was new and exciting and whenever i join right before night and see that#i just have that memory pop up at the front of my head#that game has been with me for a goid bit of my life and i have many fond memories with people i still recognize in my friends list that i#havent spoken to in years and yet theres so many fond memories of just children being children and i love that#anyway i started ranting in the tags#GOODBYE BEFORE I SAY ANYTHIN MORE LMAO
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me when two diff ppl from my accounting firm email me to get started on filing taxes, and after i pay the invoice, one of them keeps reminding me to submit the materials (spreadsheet w2s etc) even AFTER i told them im still putting everything together and to wait until nxt week, AND THE OTHER PERSON is like completely out of the loop for some reason like "have u had a chance to post payment yet" like???? i alr did that 🤨 also y cant u just check the billing record urself 🤨 why r Two of u emailing me. its not even two accountants emailing me its two admin ppl. hello. u see how sukuna looks pissed off as hell. my exact face rn. ㅈㄴ짜증나
#I HATE.#oh my god these baka people have wronged me in the past before in sm ways i am so dumb for continuing to use them#BUT no1 i kno can give me any recs for accountants AND i found these ppl online cuz they were extremely well rated and expensive. i rly#thought expensive = they are good at this shit lmfao the robbery of it all#anyways i shall not get into the details abt wat happened before they basically never told me to do some stuff#and was just like 'btw have u done this yet' after the fact like thanks 👍🏻 i thought it was ur job to tell me wat to do but ok#adult life is so stupid i s2g#.txt
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i think without fail for every exchange i’ve participated in. i’ve world-built newsie politics to the max. this exchange is no different. doing my part 🫡
#idk why i just gravitate to it only for exchanges. but like. without fail its been the past 3 i’ve done LMFAO#also i get to mention nyc neighborhoods a lot which is always a big rizz win#newsies#newsies fic exchange#HOPE YALL ARE WRITING WOOOOOO#fizz freaks#also. accurate fucking city distances. spot is NOT DOWN AT CONEY ISLAND YOU TOOLS
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Birthday officially in 24 hours 👁️👁️
#sorry for disappearing for the past few days yall lmfaooo#my teachers have been piling everything for the last week#once i muscle through this research paper and this physics hw#im done for the next week and a half for spring break#hallelujah#EXPECT UR NORMAL NAT ACTIVITY SOON#I WILL ALSO ANSWER ALL MY DMS STARTING TOMORROW IM SO SORRY EVERYONE LMFAO#nat's rambles
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