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And y’all wonder why I never go after white men.
Cuz who the fuck wants them on their team? (No offense to the white men following me)
but seriously. I don’t go after white men like I do white women
because if the support of white women collapses so does the GOP party.
#White men in the Democratic Party were always the weakest link.#Quickly followed by white women.#Remember what I told y’all#White liberals at the biggest impediment to PROGRESS.#Don’t sit here#and beg me to participate#in y’all’s midterms#without y’all understanding that.#I think a lot of you misunderstand the goal in doing that.#It’s not to produce your desired result.#It’s because YOU SHOULD.#Racism prevails cuz white people ALLOW IT TO.#Become a white person#that calls out racism#so much that other WP#don't want to be in your presence.#This is me the next 4 years#. Fuck those backstabbing people#they say that they are with us#and they vote for this 3rd grade educated unpa lumpa.#Fuck you all!#I’ll see you in 2026#I hope you suffer bad#. I’ll side eye you at the midterms#and prepare to be sick of me in 2028#There’s no protest or prayers#It’s thoughts and deportations#thoughts and consecration camps#thoughts and Gaza being the new beachfront resort#thoughts and the Palestine ppl
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about that one lan qiren & jin guangshan art: .....does that mean wen ruohan has both or is he as flat as a board on the opposite? XD
Mans so flat they rotated him 90 degrees and he disappeared from the narrative.
#ask#blood#Source comic is no. 111 (in case people want to go back and see this one in context)#Really though. For a guy who caused a lot of problems in the world of MDZS he uh...really didn't have a lot of presence.#I could be wrong but as far as I recall he has two scenes and the second one is him getting stabbed.#By our sopping wet meng yao no less. Imagine being so terrifying and powerful and then MENG YAO kills you. Mister Dimples.#(Nie Mingjue gets a pass because Jin Guangyao is the evolved form. The more menacing schemer.)#WRH is a shadow character. Mostly mentioned in passing and accused of doing awful shit we don't see.#To the point I honestly thought that this was also part of the 'rumours vs truth' theme#and Wen Ruohan would end up being someone who had a lot more nuance to him.#I'd call it lost potential but honestly I forget he exists 99% of the time.#His lame ass son and his mistress are more compelling. Sorry Wen Ruohan likers - He is extremely paper thin.#So to answer your question: Happy flat fuck friday (ft. Wen Ruohan)
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↠ Tim & Lucy ↳ 5x04 - The Choice
#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: chenford season 5#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 5x04#They were both hurting so much and longing for the other#the only way they could show how much the other meant to them in that very moment was through a look#Tim poured everything he felt in that look and Lucy mirrored it back just as deeply.#the way Lucy's eyes followed Tim down until she could no longer see him and even then her eyes lingered just a little more.#That's just how they are.#Showing their love through looks and actions#everything they couldn't voice in that moment they communicated with their eyes.#because Tim telling Lucy it's too dangerous was really him saying: I can't risk anything happening to you. I can't lose you.#I don't even have you now and it kills me to be apart from you.#I don't want to imagine what it'd be like without you. Without your presence in my life. And the thing is.. he already knows.#Before her... he's life was in shambles and she came and changed everything for him.#She's been this constant beacon of light and kindness in his life that continues to influence him for the better.#The love of his life.#Just one last look if it is the last thing I see. It'll be you. And your eyes. Your kindness. All that you are & all that you have given me#They held that look for as long as they possibly could before Tim went completely down. They dove into the ocean of each other's eyes#and found something there that was of equal measure.#an understanding of just how important they are to the other.#just how much love was conveyed in a single look of desperation.
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ok wait while I'm thinking about it already, I just want to let y'all know that you do not have to be worried about annoying me by tagging me in things, especially fanart. I will never be annoyed by it I will jump for joy I will clap my feet together and shout WAHOOO I will cheer and applaud and flap my hands and smile from ear to ear. I promise. I promise. please don't be afraid to hit me with that @ it's like receiving an AO3 comment tenfold. it waters my crops. it cleanses my pores. it makes me so so happy PLEASE tag me please please please ple
#muzz mumbles#this goes for fanart especially but like#other things too#see something 70s on your dash that you think I'd be into? TAG ME#pass a meme that you think fits with a fic/au of mine? TAG ME#don't be afraid to interact with me don't let yourself believe I will be annoyed by your presence#I am Just Some Guy and I want to engage with you so so bad
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What advice would you give beginner artists?
it's fine to want to do more stylized art, but nothing will help you improve quickly like studying from life. even if you want to draw very stylized figures, life drawing is still going to help you understand how the human body works and then you can build your stylization off of that understanding. I also recommend studying specifically things you're looking to improve--if you feel like your poses aren't dynamic, ask your model to do some quick (1-2 min) dynamic poses and work on getting the gesture down. if you're looking for anatomy, ask for longer, more static poses and really study the contours of the body. this also applies for portraiture and character art--my expressions and facial structure improved like CRAZY when i started doing portrait studies from life! (note: i know live model sessions aren't accessible for everyone. i'm a huge advocate for nude models, if you can find a studio nearby that's affordable to you that offers sessions, that's the best you're gonna get. however, there are sites that will give you photos of nude models to draw from, too, or you can even just ask friends or family to pose for you when they aren't busy, that's what i did before i started getting model sessions from my school!)
materials are not everything but sometimes a good material can make a difference. it's important to know what's worth it and what isn't for your skill level. invest in some decent-quality supplies or a good art program, but understand that you're still going to need to work to understand your materials and use them to their fullest potential. (if you're a digital artist buy csp. trust me on this. get it on sale. it will change your life. also do not fucking use photoshop)
tracing is ok. listen to me. TRACING. IS. OK. tracing is how you learn. don't trace other people's art and pass it off as your own, obviously, but there is literally no problem with tracing real-life reference photos. I routinely trace references for backgrounds and the like. there is no reason for you to kill yourself trying to make complex perspective and shit up from your head when you can very easily just overlay a photo and get what you need.
in that same vein, USE REFERENCE PHOTOS. find pics online or take pics of yourself and USE THEM to see how your poses work. it makes it SO SO SO much easier. the understanding that you need to create a pose out of nowhere will come with time but you're not going to get that skill unless you have a foundation of understanding how the real human body works, and the easiest way to get that understanding is by copying photos of real people.
last but not least, there's generally a sort of 'rulebook' that new artists are expected to go by, especially online, when it comes to digital art. when i was first learning, it was all about lineart and cell shading, two things that I didn't really like. Nowadays it seems to be all about rendering. the single most important thing i can tell you is if it sucks you don't have to do it. if you hate lineart just color your sketches. if you hate shading don't shade, or find a different way to shade that you enjoy more. if rendering is annoying or difficult for you DON'T BOTHER!! art is supposed to be fun. if part of your process is annoying or upsetting to you, cut it the fuck out. don't torture yourself just to do art the "right" way. i guarantee your art will look better when you're having fun making it anyway!
#asks#ALSO don't go in expecting to monetize your social media presence/go viral as an artist. make art for YOU and make what you want to make.#if your art has passion behind it then attention will come naturally!
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forgive the brief jesus chris superstar rant but. there is a very important difference between the pharisees being villains and the pharisees being antagonists. they're technically antagonists because they're actively working against the interests of our protagonist, but i don't believe they should ever be played as villains. they're not evil or bad or wrong. they're terrified just like literally everyone else in the show is, and their actions are completely justified. to me that's the entire point of the musical. it's not about christianity; it's about the impact the roman empire's brutal and violent imperialism had on everyone on all levels. including jesus and judas, but also including the pharisees, and even herod and pilate. when a powerful coloniser forces their presence on innocent people they are the only winners. everyone else suffers, even the puppet kings and high priests who look like they're reaping some sort of benefit from it all. that's roman propaganda. the romans kept native rulers like herod and caiaphas in power to maintain the illusion of provincial autonomy, and keep populations appeased and therefore under control. everyone in the show is acting out of fear of the romans. the one roman character we do see (pilate) is acting out of fear of his own emperor. it makes no sense to cast the pharisees as two dimensional Bad Guys, especially when the same productions that do that usually offer a sympathetic portrayal of pilate. it would be so easy to stage and direct a production in a way that makes it obvious that the pharisees are doing what they're doing because they truly have no choice, and not because they're pure evil and want to kill jesus for the sake of it. it's not only an antisemitic trope but also undermines a really important theme of the musical. if you can see the humanity in the violent roman governor installed forcefully on conquered land then you can afford some humanity for the pharisees too. they are victims of pilate and victims of rome just like everyone else
#THEY ARE NOT ALLIES OF PILATE. they have a common interest yes. ie avoiding punishment from rome#but the pharisees have no choice but to go to pilate. they have no real power. because like i said. they are puppet rulers#i am just tired of seeing the pharisees as villains#IF YOU WANT A VILLAIN (idk why you need to have one i don't think this show is about that) IT SHOULD BE FUCKING PILATE. AND NO ONE ELSE#THE PHARISEES ARE NOT VILLAINS. THEY ARE NOT EVIL. THEY ARE VICTIMS.#i am tired of seeing them costumed or directed in a way that makes them stereotypical Bad Guys#the 2k version of jcs is my favourite but i HATE how it portrays the pharisees at times especially annas#when annas pushes judas to the floor for literally no reason it's like. you are going out of your way to make these guys seem evil#sucks because the actor from 2k is the best annas i've ever seen in terms of presence and voice#and the actor who plays caiaphas in that film does a really good job at showing fear instead of pure anger and evil#but it's generally all still done in a way that makes the priests seem evil. in my opinion#and yes i called pilate violent. he's not in A Lot of productions but. the real pilate was an extremely brutal governor#and there's a very good reason for portraying him as such. especially when you consider the themes i mentioned here#jesus christ superstar#jcs#ask to tag
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Better Bones: CW List
Better Bones is not a project that aims to fix canon by making the Clans wholesome and unproblematic. Though there can be fun and kindness in it and my philosophy is an optimistic one, It's not an escapist fantasy. It is a story about semi-realistic cats of human intelligence in a violent, war-obsessed theocratic dictatorship, and how they attempt to change it over the years.
Clan Culture is flawed, that is on purpose. Addressing and changing this is what the story is about.
Please refer back to my main post, where it is explicitly stated that my goal is to "Address (Canon's) Problematic Elements." Not remove.
Better Bones contains themes and/or depictions of the following;
Physical and emotional abuse; Domestic, authoritative, and familial
Child abuse and inter-generational trauma
Kidnapping and indoctrination of children
Somewhat graphic medical discussion, such as abortion, wound infection, and the use of leeches and maggots
The killing and processing of small animals into food, including tanning and butchery
Semi-realistic cat behaviors, specifically marking things with urine
Ableism; both externalized and internalized. Sometimes this leads to death by violence or medical neglect, other times characters simply grapple with mistreatment.
Xenophobia; to a violent degree, including stochastic terrorism, hate crime, and discrimination
^^^ read that one again. Consider that on this list twice.
Politics; Authoritarianism, fascism, and liberalism as an enemy, discussion of dog whistles and ideology
"Redemption arcs" of certain people who did bad things
Cosmic horror and supernatural curses
Graphic violence, including against innocent bystanders, through assault, poisoning, drowning, falling, being eaten alive by large fish and demigods, and occasionally attacking bulldozers
Animal abuse; Human beings harming cats on purpose and Clan cats generally being terrified of people
Clan cats, both villainous and culturally mislead, glorifying these things in-universe, not immediately staring at the camera and breaking character to tell you "This Is A Bad Thing!"
Keep in mind that you will encounter these topics while browsing this project. I would at minimum rate this project as PG-13, but PG-16 would be a more accurate bet.
I have sympathy for you if these are not topics you can handle. My project tackles very upsetting real-world issues and not everyone is looking for something challenging; that's understandable and there's no fault in that. I try to tag appropriately, and would never drop anything VERY gruesome without a warning, but I can't promise to catch everything. Please keep yourself safe.
There are other, softer projects out there run by cool people if this is not for you, and you can add #Better Bones AU to your tag filters and this project will not show up! But, I'm not responsible for your comfort with my art.
If you followed me under the assumption that BB is "Warriors without any ableism/xenophobia/violence" you were mistaken. If you don't have the maturity to act responsibly when something upsets you, or DO have the malice to read a disabled person's work with the most bad faith interpretations you can muster, leave.
#It's better bones not Brand New Bones#better bones au#cw list#masterpost#I'm dead serious get out. I don't want people like that here#I'm not writing this for the people who couldn't handle steven universe#This is NOT a feelgood happy story with distant lackadaisical problems#A guy gets gutted on-screen and then they sing a song about how cathartic his gruesome death was#Because they all watched him equally gruesomely kill a bunch of innocent people including kids#Bumbs was going to get MURDERED before ThunderStorm bowled in#Really can't believe I'm saying this but guys there are some fucking People out there#Hi! I'm a random weirdo who doesn't follow you type shit#Clans are XENOPHOBIC.#THEY TREAT FOREIGNERS BAD#Future Edit: Cleaned the language a bit to be less angry#For context I had written this post after receiving some extremely abusive messages#from people who were angry that aspects of BB had problematic themes in it#despite the fact that it was stated in my opening post that this project does Not remove such elements#and no it wasn't like ''hey man i think your portrayal/conclusion on this issue is problematic'' it was literally just the presence of it#real ''i am shocked and appalled to see the Torment Nexus in your work 'Why The Torment Nexus Is Bad'' stuff
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OMG Oliver, why did you lie? why did you tell me that your parents were addicts and dealers? that you didn't have siblings? why would you say that your father died? you came to my door crying and telling me a story about how your dad died in an awful way. Why?
Oliver, being completely honest:
#this line always gets me#LIKE WDYM#the worst part is that he's being completely 100% sincere and it KILLS me#IT IS INSANE#like#“i just felt like it was going to be more entertaining if i pretended to be a real charity case”#“and i wanted to be entertaining”#“cause i don't think there's anything else i can give you that has any value to you”#“and all i really want is to be in your presence as long as i can”#“cause what else can i ask from you?”#OLIVER MY GOD#and he's so ashamed too#he's not ashamed of the lies#he's ashamed of confronting how pathetic the truth sounds#like he wants so bady to believe he's not a boy acting out of desperation and love#but he isssss#you're just a boy in limerence#you have NO control#you have NO power#only raw emotion#saltburn#oliver quick#cattonquick#felix catton#oliver x felix#crazy boy ily
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the memory scene with tabi and clown in chapter 1 still has me in a chokehold. literally the VERY first thing we hear not only from clown but in the scene as a whole is "Let me be the one to go. You have a longer life than I do, and you don't deserve to die." Which could mean nothing
#pvp civilization#when the cookie crumbles#like YES i know it's one of 2 lines maximum he has so far but it's my JOB to overanalyze those 2 lines of dialogue#for a 30 second scene with only 4 lines that isn't even happening in the present it says a LOT about both of them#🪓#tabiclown#<- counts#“let me be the one to go” and “you don't deserve to die” are the big ones specifically.#because while it could be that it was meant to convey he wants to protect her#in the presence of the sentiment that tabi does not deserve to die‚ there lies the absence—which is the implication that clown does#either by popular opinion or by his own belief#obviously you could also talk about the immediate pivot from tabi “we're ALL gonna die if we don't get that sword” mc#saying she has to be the one to go because she's the only one good enough to do so (self-sacrifice)#but people have made posts on that before (because she's the goat)#wahaha the willingness to risk your life in place of another while they deem risking their own as the only way to survive <3
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it's been a hot minute since i've made any sort of even remotely personal post on tumblr but i'm getting top surgery next week and it feels so absolutely surreal that the feeling of being in waiting mode for a flat chest will be over so soon but i'm so excited
#mostly wanted to share for my mutuals#i don't talk to most of you but i appreciate your presence and thus want to share the good news#personal
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#not a vent just a journal entry (feel free to scroll past; there is no snz here and this is also not that interesting)#realizing now that i never thought of myself as#someone whose absence would register to others in any other way than just neutral/detached recognition?#phrasing this really badly and i am truly going to delete this later bc it is embarrassing LOL#i think when i was young and posting all this fic into questionable places (the f*rum) i was like#(@ an unfinished work of mine) no way anyone could be bothered by these cliffhangers 👍 they can just imagine the ending#even though i would frequently be bothered by other people's cliffhangers. that exact same principle just wouldn't apply to me in my head#and when i did not respond to people i was like.. i'm sure i wasn't really an important part of their lives so they won't mind it#if i stepped away?#i never really entertained the concept of people missing me or looking forward to my responses 😭 i never thought of myself as someone worth#missing... so when i disappeared it was always with little to no sense of guilt. i think even now i struggle with#seeing myself as someone that inhabits like a tangible enough space in other people's lives that my absence would be felt#(and i don't mean that in a morbid way. and i do recognize that it's quite hypocritical)#on the flipside of things i frequently miss people and look forward to their responses. and sometimes i wonder like#do they all know? do they all know that i miss them because they somehow understand this aspect of human nature better than i do?#or are they in the dark like i am? are these things assumed or are they only known when they are said... 😭#i am a little bit of a coward so i am not saying anything (also because can you even say this kind of thing to someone??#i would probably die of embarrassment) but#how strange it is to have someone suddenly inhabit a space in your life that is substantial enough that#when they're gone you feel that space open up and you miss them#the few times in my life people have conveyed that sentiment to me i remember feeling puzzled that my presence could have that kind of#weight to them. i think my problem is that i purposefully do not read between the lines if the conclusion is something favorable towards me#because i don't want to bank on something good that might or might not be true 😭 anyways this is way too long already. if you read this#then good morning or goodnight
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#〝 𝓬𝓾𝓫𝓬𝓱✩𝓽𝓼 ₊ ࣪ ㅤ ꣓ㅤ#so love filled rn ! i'm about to start typing away and i just had a big rush of adoration 🥹#genuinely you all are so cute and sweet that it overwhelms me! i feel like i don't do enough or express how much you guys heal and captivate#my heart. from your rambles to the masterpieces you put out、just seeing you guys be yourself is something that will forever love !#sometimes i only just let myself sit back and watch because i felt as if my presence could taint that beauty. seeing you all interact is a#joy all by itself. but i'm starting to allow myself to reach out more.. to be apart of the beauty you guys create 🥹#it's going to take time ! because feeling needed is a big thing for me and if i feel my presence is too much i withdraw immediately ^^;#but seeing you guys talk about your day、what went on or what you wanted to do or whatever you got done is just a joy for me#you guys are so amazing! every single one of you. you're never annoying nor overbearing!!!! please keep expressing yourself!!#alot of you all are stronger than you think、and just genuinely so cool ♡ pls never forget that hehe#anyways just felt like typing this in here ♡ forever inspired and captivating by everyones kind hearts#may not know you all personally、or how you feel about me in particular but you all are dear to me.#okay must start writing neowwww kiss kiss
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Nothing like the fresh country air and his hat 🎶
anon, you're a genious.
#ts4 gameplay#ts4 challenge#ts4 legacy challenge#ts4 screenshots#I hope you don't mind I haven't answered anon#i had to do it#the song was so 🤤#Accept this post in your honor as an apology 💖🥺#//#It took a couple of days for Jay to feel comfortable with a guitar again 😕#Mir's presence and the girls helped but returning to himself lifted him out of the creative block#His boss has been blowing up his phone with messages and honestly Jay doesn't want to think about having to go back in two days#things are happening in my game and it looks like i'm changing the story. AGAIN omg#this is a deja vu like journey's generation 😂#gen4#jay pollock#pollock legacy
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My reaction to FHJY episode 13
Ah cool, lore and info dumping. I love it, give it to me, I NEED to know more about everything. And all the dads, a whole pantheon of Dad-hood going on here, excellent work, fabulous art, 10/10 no notes.
*final 30 seconds of the episode* Oh wait, ooh no, oh nooOOOoo, oh, I don't like this guy, his voice is doing unpleasant things to my brain, it's as if a sound could feel slimy.
*stinger* NOOOOOOOOO!
My only hope for Bobby Dawn is that he is still around when Aguefort comes back from the Time Quangle, so we can see what insane thing is done as punishment for existing.
#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#I don't care what your opinions are about Porter#Bobby Dawn is immediately the worst person on campus#I come from a non-religious background in the south of England#so there is no real world trauma that I am reacting from here#nevertheless I am having a very visceral reaction to his presence#and I want him gone
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i think i need to do something for my friend
#i'll bake cookies and go over to his house#i can do that at least#if he doesn't want to see me he can at least have some cookies#god what would i even say though#''i miss you i haven't stopped thinking about how much i miss you from the moment you stopped replying.#you have been this near constant presence in my life for over two years and you're one of my best friends.#i think i miss you more than i thought it was possible to miss someone. i know you're going through something difficult#but i would really really hate to lose you. you're more special to me than you know.''#''oh and also here are some cookies sorry about spontaneously coming over to your house i know this is a nightmare of yours!''#i just don't know what else to do!!! and i don't think he'll come back#and i've been trying to think about like. if someone did that for me. how would i feel#i can't even comprehend it you know?#because who *would* do that? i don't know.#i didn't even think i would. but i think i need to.#god this feels like the worst romance movie ever except there's no romance and we're both deeply sad#and unmotivated#and you dear reader are the audience#i miss him. so much. i want to talk to him again.#persimmon's rambles
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And what if I were to fist fight the entire NFL what about that
#getting real tired of the super bowl constantly ruining my birthday#like I don't want to be a football hater but when every single year of my whole life people don't come to my birthday plans#“because it's football night” 🙃#okay if you'd rather watch a game (that you can pre record ) instead of seeing me (your friend) who only asks for your presence once a year#we're just not friends ig#don't worry about next year I won't fucking bother inviting you#fuck all the way off fr#25th year in a row dealing with this bullshit#you'd think I'd be used to it by now#but no#I'm just angry and lonely with low self worth#because apparently I'm not worth working around one fucking football game#sorry#vent post#I hate it here
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