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[starmocha]

Bride of the Dragon King :: Prelude

Sylus/Reader | 465 words | Masterlist | AO3 Tonight, the wine tasted so sweet. A/N: I yapped on my tumblr about how I wanted a dragon!Sylus AU…so I willed it into existence. 😊 This is the prelude to a technically 3-part story. The main story will be a 20K+ word one-shot, so I feel justified in a shorter intro. I am still finalizing the main story, so I want to give people time to read the prelude first. While the prelude is SFW, the main story and epilogue will contain explicit adult themes, so it's best for MDNI. Influenced to varying degree by the Vietnamese origin myth, Lạc Long Quân and Âu Cơ, and the C-drama, Miss the Dragon…and probably a whole slew of other period C-dramas I watched in the past. Recommended Playlist Love and Deepspace - Wander In Wonder Shuang Sheng - 流转莹回 ☆ I can do a tag list for the main story once it's up. Just let me know in the replies, and I'll keep a list handy. ☆

Distantly, in the Celestial Realm where the immortals resided, the vast kingdom of the Dragon King was shrouded in nighttime for all of eternity, stuck within an eternal spring. Pink petals from the ever-blooming flowers of the magnolia trees were carried away in the warm breeze across the palace courtyard.

Sylus, the Dragon King, lazed under a grand magnolia tree with red blossoms overlooking a large koi pond, his solemn gaze lingering on the reflection of the full moon in the still water. He poured wine from a crimson porcelain bottle into the matching cup, and he took a swig of his drink, sighing.

The moon is lovely tonight… he thought, The wine tastes so sweet…

Red magnolia blossoms drifted down from the tree, landing in the water and startling the fish beneath, the immediate ripples distorted the reflection of the moon. Sylus kept his own crimson eyes on the floating flowers.

Little Snake, this is not much, but you are welcome to stay with me for as long as you would like!

He huffed in amusement, eyes drifting to a different flower.

You are so shameless. How can you ask a maiden to bathe with you?

He poured another drink, chuckling, but there was little joy in his laughter.

You are not allowed to get hurt! …Promise me you won’t get hurt again...

His cup lingered at his lips momentarily, a look of guilt flashed across his features before he tossed the drink back, sighing heavily.

Sylus…I don’t want you to leave…

He leaned back against the tree, eyes wandering to the moon. On the ground next to him was a necklace, its pendant pure gold with a jade border. Engraved on one side was the image of a dragon with wisps of cloud beneath it. When Sylus picked it up, his fingers caressed the other side, tracing the characters that formed the word, “Beloved.”

Another flower drifted into the pond, spinning slowly before it floated away.

…Who are you?

He closed his eyes, his hand tightening into a fist around the pendant as he made his decision.

He was going to rewrite their story. The red thread that tethered them together was going to unravel and lead her back to him.

All of it was going to be undone, and a new ending was going to replace all of the tragedies that were and were to be.

For her…

Heaven and Hell were going to bend to his will, he vowed.

For us…

As Sylus finished the wine, a white mist enveloped him, swirling before scattering and leaving nothing in its place beneath this red magnolia tree. In the night sky, among the millions of stars, a white dragon flew away, his scales shimmered in the moonlight before he disappeared into the horizon.

[emmaspersonaldiary]

Going into detail about how I feel about all of my friends:

School friends

Gym:

-S: she's nice, but sometimes she says or does something that kinda makes me feel like that wasn't nice or that wasn't necessary and some things about her tick me off but I love her

Socials:

-m: I fucking hate you. I'm only still talking to you cuz I don't want to be alone in that class. You're such a bitch. Every class you call me stupid, and I started acting like I didn't understand your jokes but I do. That one time you called me an ogre? I think about that every time I look in the mirror. Die.

-g: you're so nice. I don't really talk to you but you're chill

Engineering:

-a: you're so funny ily

-m: sometimes you do or say things that annoy me, but you're cool

-a: you're funny and nice.

-j: you're funny and cool

-h: I love talking shit with you and you're so fun to play mobile games with at lunch

Science:

-S: you're such a dick. I'm only friends with you because if I leave you I won't be able to eat lunch with j, and I'll have nobody. But you make mean comments about people and have made me and my friend cry before.

English:

-m: ily you're so nice. I wish I sat beside you so I could talk to you more

-n: you're nice, but your humor hurts me sometimes. You tell me to kms a lot as a joke and sometimes I lowkey debate it

French:

-j: ily. You let me yap about Jeremy and Evan and literally anything I want and you don't really judge

Art and Jewlery:

-t: you're so pretty and kind. Literally trust you sm and I became friends with you in September

-h: sometimes you do things that make me feel like you're not nice, but other than that you're okay

-k: you're nice 👍

-o: you were literally my friend crush for the longest time I love your style and your art

People I eat lunch with:

-a: You're so nice

-a: sometimes you say things I don't agree with, but you're pretty okay

-b: I feel so bad for you when we're talking shit about arianna cuz you're the only one friends with her and none of us really like her

-d: I literally love you so much. You're my best friend. I love your cat and your dog and I love your parents and I feel like I'm a part of your family. I hope we move out together after high school and we blast theater kid music all day and I love calling you and being around you.

Online friends:

Tumblr:

@alchemicalwerewolf

You're so cool and I love talking to you and I love seeing your posts and spamming your ask box

@steph-schuyler

I'm so excited for our art collab. You're so cool

@afireformyheart

I love telling you about all my crushes and I love bugging you about random shit while you're busy

@ilov3b00kss0much

Ik I met you today but I loved talking to you

@th3p0rtalmaker

I love talking to you. Idk what it is it's just so satisfying.

@tatelangdonsgirl

I know we don't really talk anymore but I love seeing your tiktoks. You're so pretty and I really love when we spend all night texting.

All my other tumblr mutuals:

I love seeing your posts. Idc if we don't talk. I love you guys too

Tiktok/snapchat friends:

-E: ily. You're so funny and I love calling you

-N: I don't really know you but I'm glad I met you

-A: you were my best friend for a year straight. I would eat sleep and breathe you. I would wake up thinking about you and go to bed thinking about you. Then you spaced away and wouldn't tell me why. Then you replaced me. And it really hurt. And no matter how much I try, it'll never be the same.

[fanofthelamb]

So I went dumpster diving in my tablet for the first lamb I ever drew and WOW... I found a lot of sketches I really don't plan on revisiting. I am jsut gonna dump them below the cut for people to see!! Some of it is lore related, some of it is shit I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HATE, but IDC!!! I will post it anyway for the tumblr users who I keep an eye on my notifs for. (yes, i see you guys. even if i dont always interact I see you and love you guys)

Anyway, here is the earliest drawin I have of me drawing the lamb!! I am going to write a comment under a lot of these to add context to them.

A cute little baby <3333 but I struggled a LOT of figuring out what the lamb was wearing, I eventually figured it out though. (I hope)

if you know, you know. (RIP VAL)

for my BTG AU. I decided I no longer wanted chemach to make the [spoiler] for the lamb, though, so I scrapped this

vaaaal,,,,,, i was still learning how to draw him, i wish i put pants on him but do those even exist in COTL? (yes)

I haven't been able to do much with them because I'm putting other stuff first, but Brear has two kids, Notre and Brejul who Narinder absolutely ADORES. he is the one who babysits.

fun fact but the lamb being touch repulsed is a projection LOL. i hate it when people touch me it feels so tickly and makes me want to bite their faces off. (but i am touch starved and i LOVE to show affection to other ppl, esp thru back rubs)

yes, they have a hoop for personal space. no, ill never use it.

drum corcl,,,, i love the little dancing guy that comes from the drums

more narinder and brear. they're not romantically interested in each other, but he is absolutely head over heels for brear, their brother, and the kids. they even call him dad sometimes.

[no context]

kallamar and leshy before their crowns. the scene i have related to this isn't happening anymore, but it was leshy begging to be taught to swim.

another "the one who baby sits" doodle. the bishops all came into the cult with a very good repuation thanks to narinder. he likes to tell the kids of the cult stories about how amazing his siblings were. at first, it was just to nobre and brejul with stories about leshy(he missed leshy a lot even though he was still mad at him, and the two reminded narinder of his time with leshy), but then it escalated into him hosting storytimes with larger groups after they started repeating some of the stories he'd tell them.

unfinsihed stuff about with the lamb and thier mom. their mom wasn't afraid of the bishops at all, but knew that they were a still a threat to her and her child's life. the lamb did NOT care for anyone thier mom didn't approve of/enthusiastically liked. they were much more afraid of the bishops than their mother.

i do not actually know if i posted this.i dont think so, but i giggle every time i scroll past it

brear and nobre <333

im still workong on BTG shit, and i post a little bit of the characters on here even tho the comics are going to be posted elsewhere. they have a "crownlike" beak, but a body part. there's different creatures who became gods through different ways; crowns are one way but their power is stuck with the crown and they are considered extremely weak compared to other gods. i wont blabber on about it tho.

so many sketches has random lines through em because i work with a tablet,,, i hate it. anyway, narinder and kallamar everybody!

sketches i made but didn't bother to finish of me and merbre,,,,,,,,, my husband #1 <3 them w/ narinder + merbre arent gonna be considered "canon" but damn it ill self-ship with them until i get a follower i can WORK with

i come back to this every few weeks and im never happy with it, i dont know if ill finish this but i think about them........ before the divorce </3

unused from an ask

heartstealer. menace. you can rip my heart out anytime, leshy <3

dreshy. he LOVES dresses and being pretty and cute and pretty. he sucks narinder into a lot and heket will sometimes join in if he demands asks her to <3

another unused drawing from an ask i'll eventually answer. (mildly offended at being called a mutton cube.)

.... aaand WOW! I think that's everything guys!! things are still kinda wild but they're calming down a little bit. idk how much longer it's gonna last like this but I have some energy so I made a way-too-long post showing off art I wasn't supposed to post! Awesome. :D

[snowandnilio]

[This is a vent or rant or whatever.]

Hey guys, so uh.

Basically I've been getting alot of stuff in my head and I think that's the reason why I've been losing motivation.

So I'm js gonna say it here. And please ignore this if you don't wanna hear my vents or rants or whatever this is gonna be.

Tw:mention of ¿sa/rape?, Swearing, etc.

Starting off with whatever.

Basically after what happened two days ago.

I told my mom about the break up with my ex.

After I told her. She said "aw, that sucks." Then she asked if she could go kill her- I said no while either smiling or js with a nervous smile on my face.

I didn't tell her what my bsf Said to me, or that's if it was ok if i was trans- I honestly get terrified and scared to tell them, but ik they'll probably agree.

Since i do have to dress like a boy whenever we go to town for shopping or if we're going somewhere to checked on/whatever it's called-

Reasons why I have to dress like a boy is bc of old men. Yk. The pedophiles. Yeah those things are the reasons why I dress like a boy.

And yk, I like it. I like dressing like a boy.

Even tho it makes me think that I should've came out a boy.

You wanna know something?

I was supposed to be a boy. But I came out like this.

And honestly. It fucking sucks to be this. 4 days ago a red truck was driving around. And it had like 3 or 4 old guys in it.

One of them looked at me. He looked at me up and down.

I was covering up my chest, and after the truck was out of sight. I went to sit down and put my legs up to my face and I wanted to fucking cry right there.

But unfortunately. My bsf was there and I can't fucking cry when she's here.

Idk why. She did comfort me.

But that is another reason why I don't go outside.

A reason why I stay in my room. Listen to music. And js ignore everyone.

I want to sleep but unfortunately I can't. Too much noise. Loud music. Still hear them.

Ik i said was grateful for the things I have/get but.

Seeing all these hurt with the mothers they get, makes me want to switch life's with them, bc my mom is supportive and, but she does goes out drinking..

Sometimes I js wish that I was in a different family.

My step brother who I'm supposed to see as my older "brother". Fucked me when I was 8. Again at 10. Again at 14.

His friend, aka my cousin. Fucked me when I was 6.

My uncle. Touched me, I was 7.

6, 7, 8, 10, 14.

I still remember, I wish I didn't..

They said "hair holds memories" I cut mine to forget. I still fucking remember everything. Where it happened, but not when it happened.

Their the reasons why I fucking hate myself.

I feel as if I would rather end my friendship to be trans.

Idefc anymore. I'd end my friendships JUST to be trans if I have to.

If they don't what me as their friend js bc I'm trans. Then it's fine.

I'll probably find new friends who support me. Or not..

Idc. I js want to be accepted for who I am or want to be..

I'm probably gonna end up telling my mom one day. Or maybe even somewhere around this day. Idfk.. I js want to tell her.

I'll probably tell her when my dad is outside working on sum or if he's in the bathroom or if he's out shopping, i can't rlly tell her my kind of stuff when he's around. I js get scared.

But yeah.

Hopefully this will be the only one I put on here.

If you didn't or don't like this then go away or block me or just don't interact with this. Idfc. Or yk what? Do whatever. Idc. Js do whatever with this. Reblog, like, comment shit. Do whatever tf you want.

I'm gonna be off of tumblr for awhile. And I honestly don't care if some words are messed up, you can honestly say something about it in the comments or a reblog

[stormblessed95]

Keep being jealous of who? Of Tkk? This is exactly what Tkkrs always say!

I really don't understand the way Jikook blogs move on recently.

If insecure jkkrs sent you a hateful ask about tae, then why posting it? Why not treating it like the hateful asks you get from Tkkrs about Jimin and Jkk. You sure don't post those or talk about them. It gives the impression that you care more about defending Tae than defending Jimin and Jkk.

All I've read these past days in Jkkrs blogs are talks about Tae and Tkk. You talk about them more than their own blogs. Their own blogs aren't this invested in proving Tkk relationship is real like Jkkr blogs are.

Is Jkk no longer exists ? are they no longer exciting ? Are they not mistreated in this fandom ? If Jkkrs blog don't celebrate Jkk relationship, then who would ? Tkkrs blogs ?? Definitely not. Army blogs ?? Absolutely no. Jkk together are invisible to them. So who would talk about them ?

There was a time when we used to feel even closer to Jkk when we read these tumblr jkkrs blogs, but not anymore.

That's what all shippers say of their ship. Every damn ship has one of those "hoes mad" edits. And idc what shippers say. For me though? It was "Keep being jealous of Tae." Because clearly some of yall are desperately jealous and lashing out in vile ways because no one taught you how to regulate your emotions better. I recommend therapy. I also recommend you ACTUALLY look through my blog. My masterlist is pinned. You'll find entire subsections of my masterlist dedicated to defending jimin/jk/jikook from some of the vile asks I get about them from the other side. Just like i have an entire essay of a post written telling people to keep being jealous of Jimin. Sorry im an equal opportunity defender of the SEVEN men I adore. Not just 2. Maybe you are seeing so much defense of Tae lately because jkkrs need to pull their head out of their ass and act like the "better shippers" they claim to be. As for your temper tantrum over jikook blogs lately, we aren't airport's anon. You don't need to announce your departure. You can just leave

[linewire]

🏎️💨 THE FORMULA 1 TAG GAME! 🏎️💨:

thank you for tagging me @wisteria-wisteria <3 (holding your hand in the liminal space that is the asian timezone on tumblr)

1. Who or what got you into F1?

This fic by greenstuff on ao3. Such a good fic, so good that it made me look into F1 more so I could understand it better. Then I watched the first season of DTS and got WAY too attached to Max because I love a villain. After I started reading Lestappen fics, I knew I was in this thing for the long haul.

2. Who was the very first F1 driver you supported? Do you support them now? Have your opinions on them differed or stayed the same since then?

I was a Red Bull girlie from the start because of that fic, and I guess I was a Danny fan for a couple minutes before Max appeared on screen.

Still a Red Bull girlie but not so much a Daniel fan anymore.

3. Who’s your current favourite F1 driver?

Max and Charles. Max slightly more but not by much. Hoping, praying, manifesting an actual championship battle between them, like idc who wins, I just need to see them fighting like they're always meant to.

Truly do not hate any other driver, just mostly indifferent to a lot of them.

4. Is there a driver pairing or pairings you support? What made you attracted to that pairing in the first place?

Lestappen is my ride or die. For all the typical reasons. *Insert that Mr Knightley quote about how if I loved them less, I might be able to talk about them more.*

5. Do your parents, siblings or relatives have a favourite team and/or favourite driver(s)?

My dad's a Schumacher girl, like as in he only watched F1 for him then stopped when he left. I sorta got him back into it because I started talking to him about my interest. My mom and my step dad are Mercedes/Hamilton fans, though I think she only likes him because he also has a bulldog.

6. Do you have any favourite races? Are there any that stand out to you the most?

Monaco 23 was the first race I watched live so that holds a special place in my heart. Singapore 23 and Mexico 23 also stand out to me because those are the ones I watched live with my friends uwu.

7. Do you have a favourite circuit? Can be from the past or from the current calendar.

Honestly, kinda basic but I do like Monaco even though its place on the calendar is kinda contentious. Purely for aesthetics, not necessarily for the race quality. Hopefully Charles can win it before it gets taken off the calendar (though idk if that's gonna happen).

Still trying to learn what my actual fav is for quality of races, though. All the classic non street circuits are good for that I guess.

8. Have you ever been to an F1 race in real life? Feel free to tell us your experience going to one if you like.

I live in a country where the nearest track is a whole plane flight away so no. I don't even know if I'd like to go because the footage I've seen from races looks kinda underwhelming LMAO. Though I wouldn't say no if someone invited me. Especially if it's to Monaco or Zandvoort.

This completely doesn't count but the old place where my step dad worked was one of McLaren's sponsors back in the day and got tickets to Sepang. I just thought it was a cool story.

9. Have you ever met an F1 driver in real life?

No and thank god. I couldn't bare to look Max Verstappen or Charles Leclerc in the eye after writing them fucking nasty for all of you. I think I'd pass out if I was in the same room as Max though, like my body would just shut down.

10. Do you have a favourite F1 car? If so, what is it?

He <3

I also like the old Marlboro liveries and I think tobacco companies should be allowed to sponsor teams just so we can get cunty liveries. Like can you imagine a Red Bull Marlboro Blue sponsorship?

11. Do you have a favourite one win wonder?

Oscar? Does winning a sprint count?

12. Do you have any favourite quotes from the F1 world? This can either be inspirational or hilarious.

Max has some great one liners, like "Maybe God is with Hamilton but he is not god," and that thing about sucking on an egg (king of duality <3). I also really like the quote of Charles talking about how his grandmother would sew little crosses on his race suits.

Tagging anyone that wants to participate but specifically @carronyaflowers @itshoneywhatever and @amarynas

[para-sit3]

Since I haven't used Tumblr and I had many Aus that I haven't explained or fully completed the lore

Let me just talk about the Voicetale and also warning this lore isn't really official yet but idc and also might be very very confusing

1. Past

Before they became puppet, Frisk lived in friendly neighborhood with workaholic parents and at first frisk was alone and never had friend but until they wanted to make a imaginary friend until they met... Chara

Chara is a ghost or imaginary friend of frisk, they would talk about monsters and talk more

Frisk parents were worried about them having a imaginary friend and they thought frisk was starting to became crazy

So they kept telling or talk to frisk that Chara doesn't exist but frisk didn't listen.... But something happened..

Chara definitely hates humans for being abusive and a bully, and of course same story Chara fell down and raised by the dreamurrs but in the end after Chara died, in 5 years later their spirit roams around the neighborhood and just watched them what they were doing, he felt jealousy and loneliness because of the humans having a happy and normal life

Chara

But suddenly Frisk saw Chara spirit and they couldn't believe it and it was impossible for some human can sense or see a ghost.. unless they have a third eye

Chara didn't felt alone anymore because they finally have someone to talk too

But they got mad because of frisk parents and thought they are just a imaginary friend

But then Chara saw Frisk snapped, Frisk took the knife and quietly stabs their back

Frisk:

"shut up! Chara is real!! I don't care if they are just a imaginary friend! I don't want them to leave me!"

Chara were shock at frisk actions, but they do kinda deserve it but frisk looks so incredibly insane

*back at frisk*

Frisk saw their hands were bloody and the floor were bloody, but then they saw their two parents bleeding on the floor

They run away from the house and hides behind the tree and removes the blood off(by using tissue)

Frisk started crying and didn't really mean to hurt their parents but also scared that the people will starts hurting frisk, Then Chara tried to calm down frisk but frisk didn't listen and they start to run to the mount. Ebott, Chara chased after frisk

And.....

To be continued~

Next

[winking]

[wisconsin2002]

(Okay I'll keep this Short cause I'm annoyed as I had a better written post earlier for this topic but tumblr had an error and all my shit got deleted and I can't be bothered to write it all again as I just don't care all that much anymore) very well then lets continue

"ANDREA IS NOT LIKE AMITY BLIGHT!"

Thank you. I Almost forgot to hear that for the 455th time in this fandom.

Okay let me make things perfectly clear.

If you dont like Andrea. Awesome. I Respect that cause it's your opinion

If you outright hate her and think she should stay a bratty instagram live bitch.

Cool... Sweet...you do you man.

If you're chill and think she's redeemable but not exactly a good person yet.

EVEN BETTER. Completely respect that.

But PLEASE... For the love of lucifer

Don't go to every fucking Mollandrea shipper or Andrea stans looking for small crumbs of content of her and start saying

Idk where that argument even came from and quite frankly idc anymore. I'm just tired of hearing it because

YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT.

Andrea is not Amity.

But that still doesn't stop Andrea from following a path of growth in her life and becoming a more open minded and caring person. Many characters have gone down that path of growth and redemption way before Amity was even written into existence. Or did yall really think that Amity was the first ever character to get a redemption arc? And therefore every character who makes that positive change in their life must be like Amity? Nah fam characters have had and will continue to have redemption arcs way after Amity has completed her story.

Now the other argument I've seen is Mollandrea is taking away attention from Molliby.

(in general. I don't give a flying cockadoodle pickle who Molly ends up with if she ends up with any of the girls. I'm just here to see Andrea grow as a character. But I know there is Mollandrea shippers out there and this next section is in their defense)

Mollandrea is taking away attention from Molliby? Really? 💀

I know yall don't even believe that lie.

You sit here and tell me with a straight face that Mollandrea has had more content and attention than Molliby, even tho Molliby is 95% of content in this fanbase. Yeah I call bullshit.

Mollandrea shippers literally take their asses to Devían art and or Instagram tags to find content of the Ship cause there's little to none here at all. How did yall reach that conclusion? Count the fan arts, fanfics, and on top of that the content of the show itself and you come running back to me and tell me with a straight face Mollandrea has more content and it's taken away attention. Go ahead I'll wait.

Idk man. I wanted to bring up more to this topic to talk about but I've lost the care for this topic when tumblr completely deleted the progress in the post I was working on primarily the first time.

So enjoy this little "rant" I guess. Idk wtf I would call this tbh.

[roonilwazlibweasley]

No, I'm not okay :(

I actually totally like you but the shit you said about Remadora made me really sad :(

Look at this

And this

And that one

This one too

Don't forget that post

Also this is important

And last but not least definitely this one out there

It's really a pity how many people hate Remadora for stupid illogical literally no reasons.

You're despising Drarry, Dramione shippers and Ron, Ginny, Marauders haters because they do it for stupid illogical literally no reasons and I agree with you about that but you're exactly acting like them with what you did.

Just ship Wolfstar in peace and don't attack another ships as long as the shippers aren't coming to your blog and saying "YoU hAvE tO sHiP iT tOo" or as long as you don't see us posting hate posts about your ship.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

No, I'm not okay :(

I actually totally like you but the shit you said about Remadora made me really sad :(

hi!! this is such a weird ask tbh because at the end of the day, my post was respectful and tagged properly <3 but lemme just get into this because literally everything you wrote is wrong <3

Look at this

it's literally a gif of the cast idek what I'm supposed to be looking at

And this

and I agree with this except the last one. like I said in my own post, I got into the lack of experience thing as well. idc about age gaps normally

And that one

okay eat my toilet paper idc it's not tasty

This one too

idk why you're sending all these posts when I never even said this stuff BYE

Don't forget that post

again, what am I looking at?? this proves nothing?

Also this is important

when tf did I threaten to shoot someone what the fuck is wrong with you. and I never called anyone homophobic either

And last but not least definitely this one out there

I didn't do any of that though. like I absolutely hate those people who tag shit wrong. but I don't. so shut up. this ask is irritating and you just seem mad for no reason

It's really a pity how many people hate Remadora for stupid illogical literally no reasons.

I made a whole damn post with valid, canon reasons on why I don't like Remadora but apparently it's "stupid" and "illogical" piss off

You're despising Drarry, Dramione shippers and Ron, Ginny, Marauders haters because they do it for stupid illogical literally no reasons and I agree with you about that but you're exactly acting like them with what you did.

let's clear this up. I hate drarry and dramione (the ships), not the shippers. and idrc about ron haters, ginny haters and marauders haters. and no I'm not. I just made a post about why I don't like Remadora on MY blog, and they can make anti posts on THEIR blog if they want.

Just ship Wolfstar in peace and don't attack another ships as long as the shippers aren't coming to your blog and saying "YoU hAvE tO sHiP iT tOo" or as long as you don't see us posting hate posts about your ship.

LMAOOOO BYE DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO ON MY BLOG. I honestly don't post anti posts that much anymore, but I wanted to clear up my opinions on remadora -> since I haven't talked about it before. and hate posts?? they're quite literally all over tumblr. mine wasn't even a hate post, per say. it was pretty respectful.

filter out the anti remadora tag if this makes you so upset

[sadclowngorl]

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#5

A crossover I needed yesterday would definitely be

And

Try to tell me Jareth wouldn't try to either fuck or fight darkness.

120 notes • Posted 2021-06-24 04:06:40 GMT

#4

Fuck every single MCU spiderman scene, none of them has had me in tears like the scenes when the citizens of New York help Spiderman in dire situations.

The bridge scene in Spiderman (2002)

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130 notes • Posted 2021-10-16 23:23:00 GMT

#3

Since monster high is back, I'm wondering if they'll address Ghouls Rule.

Bc immediately after that movie it appears they have neglected the fact that humans fucking hated Monsters and are in the same universe.

Bitches went to Boo York, where's new York? Is this an alternate dimension they're in now? Like with the ghost portals in Haunted?

In the Monster High books the characters hid they're monster features and names bc monsters were like illegal in human spaces ya'll. Don't quote me on that though it's been like 7 years.

I doubt they'll include our king and queen Chad and Clair 😔. But as long as Clawdeen is a lesbian idc.

172 notes • Posted 2021-02-24 00:24:45 GMT

#2

Leaked scene from The gritty Monster High live action!

187 notes • Posted 2021-02-25 01:57:09 GMT

#1

This is my first time drawing them all so. yeah.

187 notes • Posted 2021-02-17 15:55:31 GMT

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[sometimesrosy]

Rosy if I could take away those anti anons away from you I would, don't they understand anything you say? Good bellarke vibes only!! That's the way the narrative is going -- it's not your fault there are really dense people love to throw shade. You're my absolute fav here because you deliver evidence and metas where I'm like YES YES YES! I major in writing, so the possibility of bellarke happening is inevitable. Here's to one of the best slowburns around!! Can't wait for the payoff x

I was going to answer you last night and I realized I was just ranting because I was still pissed off. So I said, ohhhkay there rosy, time to get off tumblr and go read a book.

I do not think the people who send nasty anons to people who have different interpretations of a tv show ever do that.

Anyway, the more i let go of my frustration that someone doesn’t think like I do, the more of my response to you I delete and don’t send. lol.

I love The 100, I love the development of Bellarke, even the slow burn, maybe especially the slow burn, and yes it IS slow burn. And YES we ARE getting payoff. Some people don’t see the payoff that is coming because they believe only kiss/confess/sex counts as payoff, and are offended if I am not looking for it also. Because I come from a different tradition of reading/viewing narratives, I do not agree that this is the only love story that counts. 

I like the bellarke story BETTER than the one the blorke antis want. And this bothers people? I’m not a huge romance genre fan, although I do love having romances in my other genres. And I emphatically do not like soap operas. I grew up on them at my grandmother’s side, I know what they are, I know what they do, and I don’t like them. Whenever a show becomes too soapy, I drop it. It’s probably my biggest reason for dropping a show that I used to love. And my favorite romance of all time does not follow the the format of either the romance genre or soap operas. It’s Pride and Prejudice, which builds feeling between the hero and heroine without ever getting kiss/sex and only reaching a confession at the very last chapter. 

So when people get mad that I LIKE the Bellarke love story, instead of feeling betrayed by it as they do, i just have to shrug my shoulders. 

IDC. I still love it. I prefer it. My tastes are to Bellarke and The 100, not whatever y’all think should have happened in season 5. I actually like JR’s version BETTER than fandom’s version of what it should be. 

LOL. I keep telling them they can want what they want, believe what they believe, hate what they hate, I’m not stopping them, just please leave me alone to enjoy my favorite show, and they’re still freaking out that I don’t share their opinion.

Why are people so focused on getting me to agree with them? 

It’s okay people. We’re allowed to ship different things. Or to still have hope where others have lost hope. Just because you don’t like bellarke anymore doesn’t mean the rest of us have to not like it too. Let us live, please. 

[scoupssolo]

hi Dreamy, I need content creator advice from you or any other content creator followers :( no matter how many times I tell people and no matter how many times I try to watermark my content, my stuff still keeps getting reposted, whether here on tumblr, or on other photo sites. what's the best way to prevent people from reposting or is there a way to safeguard content from being saved or taken? I don't even bother contacting reposters anymore and go straight to reporting or filing a dmca :'((

Hi. sweetheart, sadly i don’t have any real advice since despite my obnoxious watermarks i also get reposted all the time 🥲 usually I also just report it to tumblr because i’ve grown so tired of asking people to take things down, or even making call out posts… especially since those usually just end with me getting hate for being upset i’m being reposted 🙂 i’m sorry ppl are reposting your content I really despise reposters so much. if someone is reposting a lot of your/other ppls content tho you should definitely either make a video pst about it or come tell me idc who hates me anymore i’ll make the call out post 😂

[formidxble]

HEY YOU, YOU YOU YOU, STAY STRONG MY LOVE. I know the things what's going on here but please please please stay strong. I don't care if you won't be that online much but I want you to take care of yourself. you deserve happiness not hate. it might be overwhelming but I can tell you if you put in behind you back or rant it to your pillows everything will be fine. you are a wonderful person. those hate asks, fck them, I hate them and if one of them uses my anon tag imma hit them and rant to them. idc idc idc. all I want is writers here to be in peace. and also if you need something my dms are open, if you can find out who I am. I'm really not this type of person but it just sucks that until now writers get hate in a disrespectful way. when I was still writing here, the anon sometimes do really suck since they send hate, not criticism, nor support but real hate. they are the people who don't care about what other people thinks. it gets overwhelming, heartbreaking and even sometimes the courage to write gets lower to the point they get no inspiration to write anymore. and I don't want this to happen to anyone now. this is for you kim and for all writers who are following you. please stay strong and don't give up. I want you to stay safe in these times. you may not may not see this but I hope you would because I don't want to loose more talented writers here. many followers or not, many notes or not, because everyone is talented in their own ways. sending lots of love to you kim and to other writers here they might not see this tho cause it's your blog udshlslallajdjfhfslslsldjfhsksm ILY ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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heya! thank you so much for this sweet, sweet message. i didn’t know how to respond to this but maybe?? maybe i have a good one now hehe

i started this blog so i could write and give out content for everyone to enjoy. like i said before, i only put out content that I’M happy with. that’s why it takes so long for me to put out fics. it’s tiring to write, yes, but it makes me happy and it makes me happier that you guys get to enjoy it.

i’ll say it time and time again: the anons who send me hate won’t drive me out of this site because i’m rlly happy with the work i put out on here. if people don’t like it, then people can give me constructive criticism instead of telling me to k*ll myself and leave tumblr. it rlly gets overwhelming at times, but at the end of the day, these are people who are hiding behind the anonymity option here.

again , thank you for this message. my fellow authors and mutuals are sure to appreciate this as well. i know my response is all over the place, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you, thank you, thank you.

[pokefanbri]

1st I have to say this b4 I repeat the post from fb. This is a place where I can speak my mind freely without judgement, speak my peace even. Which is exactly what im gonna do so prepare for a read. So think what u want idc, but the last thing I wanna do is tick some1 I know off cause on some level there's a mutual appreciation & respect regardless of my impression. And anyone that reads this isn't obligated to understand my opinion & I dont expect u to. With my brain its my thought process to let information out of my head so I can put things aside, observe & absorb more lol. Writing is another tool or coping mechanism for my anxieties & other psych ailments, treatment for my mental health depends on it & other hobbies in other words, especially during shutdown, something to focus on. Heck even youtube is recommended by my doctor if it keeps me happy lol. But because ill be working again, I may not have time to do alot of things I like sadly..idk i just wouldnt want to be burnt out & focus on more important things. I have a high respect for anyone working around people during this time & it must worrisome for u too, means I have to keep on my toes as well soon..its a scary world out there for an introvert but I was killin it in NY too. It was just a slow steady process with all the limitations & moving my life up there wasn't easy to begin with but I pulled through & did it all...only for it to be taken away.

So, I'm an Irish, German, Canadian,British Mut from tucson. Maternal & paternal immidiate families lineage mixed made me, including my NY blood from my bio dad. The rest is all over Europe but u get the idea. Tucson may be where i was born & my 1st home without a father & raised not knowing (were mardi gras babies btw 😒)

But NY is & will forever be my 2nd home i dont care what any1 says, I felt I belonged there. Its the other half of me quite literally.Theres a memory that's really been bugging me. Last day b4 i left it, a bald eagle flew across my path in the sky no joke going NE & I was departing back to the SW. I chose the eagle years ago cause I identify with it. including the background symbolism in different phases of my life that included them lol, but to actually see one was just amazing.

They symbolize strength+freedom in general despite it standing for the country from sea to shining sea lol. Also Braviary was always in my pokemon team besides pikachu since its gen came out lol. I've always been strong, whether some believe it to be true or not is their problem, only I know the things I've gone through. Point is different ends of the spectrum its always been with me throughout in some way & im glad i got to share it with someone that gave me the freedom I needed.

But yea I experienced what its like to be there & got to know that part of me even if I didn't find him & maybe didnt care...I feel I was meant to be there. I was in touch with my roots, lower Temps & above sea level rather than high temps & below sea level 🤣 I loved everything about my time up there. It'll always be a part of me, & I hope to see it again. But I digress.

But in regards to the relationship itself, emphasizing on what i said b4. Just as it i got "settled" in it was gone & I had no clue what was happening without my knowledge, the whole plan to bring me back, all of it, the whole chain of events that unfolded the way it did starting with leaving a marriage in the 1st place to be with him i mean come on lol. Chasing a dream that didn't play out the way we had hoped. I took leap of faith & I ended up starting over twice in 1 year with no benefit of the doubt. I still have my ny health insurance for the rest of the yr, I have to add it to my list to apply again in az. Ive been wearing the wrong prescription glasses for 6 months under quarantine & they're just now getting to stage 4 of opening lol. Just understand how frustrating that actually is for someone like me & u totally get it 😅 U want to take care of business but sometimes you're limited & gotta work around it. had all that covered there & then was told I settled, wrong thing to say & its no wonder I didn't blow up in his face right there & then 😒. But I have retraint & can control myself. Though it was out of my hands the new relationship didn't have to go sour, been just as long if not more, could've actually thrived given the proper balance with room to grow. Idk, Sometimes I honestly don't think anyone believed in me. I mean I have no debt, no record, no kids, im a clean slate type of girl lol. Yes I did end up feeling unappreciated, underestimated, a bit neglected, insecure about my body, ashamed for being myself, & I shouldn't have to feel that way at all & if that happens there obviously something off. I just didnt know what it is he wanted & needed, i wanted to help & be a good partner to this dude but why is it bad to ask the same in return? I shouldn't have to drastically change myself to fit someones standard i know, but...i needed the old him back, I missed the old us & wanted to get back to that.. Was always so closed off & probably ended up in his own head who knows, maybe there was guilt for some of the things he did & didnt want to hurt me anymore, spare my feelings any more than it did b4 it was too late.idk whatever the excuse i still don't know what triggered it all to fail so easily & i don't think i ever will. But ending up with the conclusion that I was the problem, its narcissistic to even believe that & i won't accept it. Not when he can't confront his own issuse & put blame onto himself too.. it was a low blow & literally felt like my heart was pierced at the sound of it. If im to blame its the other way around as well. My point of view wasn't acknowledged so this is my take & experiences of happened so plz dont hate me for speaking my truth.

But yea I can tell when somethings not right & feel strong empathy for others emotions. I knew something was different, there were signs everywhere since the mistrust started & during the last half of that time with him I questioned everything but sat in my own headspace as well as he did just thinking about it. If anything we failed eachother, the blame is on us both but idk what else i could've done to get through to him. That's the stubbornness, he wouldn't budge. Despite how things went down..Leaves me to think, what was the point of having me there in the 1st place, to not follow through with our shared hopes & dreams but instead spiral into such resentment for me that the interest faded. But at the at the same time...even if it ended early for him, I didn't give up & I fought to keep us okay which it was for the most part. Hindsight is 20/20, it definitely wasn't negative all the time. In fact things were great between us & acted like goofballs together, that right there is a friend despite if the stronger feelings weren't mutual. Nobody with hate in their heart acts like that, he was good, the best, cheered me up when I was down, shared interests & did things for eachother. But that alone makes me question what was truth & what was fiction sometimes ever since the trust between us started to fade. Am I in the right to feel what im feeling right now? Im angry & upset yes very, but the kindness he had throughout..he did care in his own way...which makes things so much harder.

Tripadoodle if some way you're listening, I hope u know now where im coming from. For your own benefit & quest to be a better man like you always wanted...actually try. Head my advice. Making yourself better shouldn't be put on a womans shoulders to do for u without her getting lifted in return...its alot of weight to handle for 1 person to carry lol. Get off your ass & build on yourself, learn from everything that happened & become better for yourself & the sake of others, Because it starts with u. Go to church if possible or watch them, it really does help. Even from across the country I still want u to do just as good & help u as a friend. You promised we could remain friends & im holding my end of the bargain whether u like it or not lol it was your idea during the ride here. All I wanted in the end was to not lose u in my life completely...but i should be patient i know.. Theres more space, im not contacting u directly & respecting that, eventually ill stfu lol but I feel I need this rn. I should hate u,but I cant hate u, I do still care, u had that affect on me so much that I can't really listen to others when they say ur a douchbag lol, u were still my rock the whole time even if u didn't feel the same after a while & u did help me alot as well. I see the good in people & u are good, with well balanced snarkiness & humorous sass to boot. light a fire under ur own ass & ull be okay lol. Never stopped believing in u. Ive seen what you can do, you're very smart & know your sh*t, u will go far lol. And as a friend I'd lend u my strength if I could but the most I can do is pray for things like safety/protection, healing, forgiveness, guidance, etc. Leave it to God if u feel compelled to. Give zanabell a hug for me.

God i talk way too much 😅 No im not doing any of this for attention, I want my voice to be heard as well as a possible learning experience if it had that effect on anyone. The things we learn build character & help us understand a little more about ourselves. Probably shouldn't share cuz its nobody's business, yea ive thought of that too.. But its a blog lol, Tumblr allowed it to be that space, opinions and rants are allowed & encouraged. Nothing wrong with that 🤷‍♀️ so who gives a crap.

These are pictures of the NY sunrise & AZ sunset. Clouds always get me cuz of the shapes, used to to take pics of them all the time. once saw mario holding a hammer when I was a kid 😂 3rd & 4th pic is a split rainbow, never seen that b4...either someone found the gold or its deciding whether or not to connect. Probably was connected but I missed it lol. But then I looked behind me after the split 1 disappeared & a double rainbow was forming. Nature can be scary but also beautiful