#don't know it'll turn out

[bisexualbrainrots]

look, I don't know how this came to be but it'll probably be continued. let's just say I was reading 'this book is gay' and thought about my man. and yeah this is supposed to be set waaaay back. edit: decided to add a cut because it felt too lengthy lol.

Evan Buckley loves sex. That's an undeniable fact about himself.

He's always been a person who enjoyed skin-to-skin, someone who excels in the realm of physical intimacy, even when sometimes he has troubles with the emotional one. He remembers those nights where he would go to bars and pick up a woman in a matter of minutes, and they’d end up enjoying themselves in the confined space of a bathroom stall. 

Tonight is similar to those, but vastly different in many many ways.

It’s the first night he spends it at Tommy’s place after quite a few nights of him staying at his loft, and that excites him. It is also the first time he’ll be taking Tommy, and well that’s… electrifying.

It’s not the first time they’re having sex though. For the past few weeks since they’ve been dating, Buck has learned all sorts of things about doing it with a guy: the weight of another cock in his hand and in his mouth, the saltiness of the skin, the roughness of a stubble, the way he can just be grabbed and thrown around, and most importantly, how it feels to fuck a man. The memory of the way it was like to be inside Tommy pops back into his head and he sinks a little deeper into the bathtub.

He remembers how Tommy explained the process, how one’s supposed to prepare for anal and clean thoroughly, and he seriously considered calling past girlfriends to say sorry for not knowing that.

The first time they did it he was so into the whole process he actually asked Tommy if he could watch him prepare, which in hindsight was… maybe a little weird. But, Tommy didn’t seem to mind that much and they got to talk a lot when he got into Buck’s cramped tub. Even though he was sitting on the floor looking at his boyfriend fingering himself clean for like 8 minutes, it was really exciting and there was heat flowing through his body.

Right now he is excited, and turned on, no questions about it. But he's been sitting in the tub for almost 10 minutes, he's got two fingers up his ass and he feels… nothing.

It's not like he has never put a digit in before Tommy, he hooked up with many girls who wanted to give back what he would to them. And it felt good and satisfying, not because they easily got him there but because he saw the way they enjoyed it. He saw the way their eyes would sparkle once they managed to get a finger all the way to their knuckle, and that was hot. 

Right now he's not feeling hot, or sexy for that matter. He's feeling wet, and alone in the solitude of the bathroom.

[starry-bi-sky]

danyal al ghul memes because i don't think i've done those yet for this au.

(the jason one is in reference to the fanon headcanon/au that Jason and Damian potentially knew each other and interacted while jason was in the league. I've thought about it before in context of this au, but haven't thought about it enough to feel inspired or motivated to make a post exploring the idea)

(diablito means, as you can guess, 'little devil'. while i'm neutral to latino jason, i think the nickname is cute as fuck and was danny's main nickname from Jason. i don't wanna touch that timeline so im not gonna decide how old they were when Jason was there.)

Skulker: i am the ghost zone's greatest hunter! i capture and hunt creatures both rare and dangerous. Danyal: a poacher?? you're a poacher?? you poach animals??Skulker:...i sense i've made a mistake of some kind.

anyways that was the day that Skulker cemented himself as Danny's no.1 opp, and still remains there to this day even if he and Vlad are both viciously fighting for second. Out of everyone in the the AP rogues gallery, Skulker will be the first to be thrown under the bus in terms of 'o shit here comes phantom fucking RUN'.

[danielsarmand]

guys. guys. guys. look at me. i beg of you to think about it for one single second. do you really genuinely honestly think that armand. 514 years old never turned a human never made a vampire. would make his first and only fledgling OUT OF SPITE? look at me in the eye. come on. i know you don't genuinely think that

[mintjeru]

hypothetically speaking, these would be cute sticker designs ^^

open for better quality | no reposts

[kindaorangey]

the more i learn about TVC the more i realise how crazy a divergence from book canon it was to have armand stay with louis. armand as a character is defined by what is done to him, he is kidnapped, assaulted, groomed and tortured, and his life has been blown up and reinvented against his will again and again. he is sold, he is displaced, he is bought, his life with marius is forcibly ended and he is displaced again, he is positioned as the head of the paris coven, and lestat destroys his coven's faith in him. the stuff with louis in paris is a little more grey, but louis' murder of the entire théâtres des vampires does effectively blow up the status quo of armand's life once more.

and if you read it that way, in the books, armand leaving louis is one of the only times he elects to blow up his own life. and then he chases after daniel and their relationship is legitimately the healthiest armand has ever had and framed as the reason he doesn't end up evil in QotD. it's a very significant moment that, at least for a time, represents a shift towards armand feeling like he has a bit more agency and choosing to do what he wants in his life.

but like... armand doesn't leave louis in the show. the s2 finale is, functionally, someone once again blowing up armand's life (though, of course, he had it coming). and yeah i guess it represents a true clean slate for armand, because nothing is given to him or forced upon him to replace his old life with louis, but armand once again has no say in the matter, and this change doesn't arise from any self-awareness or resolve in him. i'm not sure if s3 will really get into the sort of effect that would have on him, and i imagine his new responsibility as daniel's maker will provide him with some sort of a new system in life, but yeah. cracked decision in retrospect and kind of an L that turned-at-27-show!armand has less self-respect and resolve than his turned-at-17 book counterpart

[defiledtomb]

decided to go back to uni

[supersecretmetalocalypseblog]

The only way Charles could be safe from Salacia is if he died, and once he does, he learns about the prophecy, and The Church of the Black Klok. So... does that mean that MMA beating Charles in Dethrelease/Black Fire Upon Us not only drives me insane, but is a crucial moment in the prophecy?? Idk if it HAD to be MMA or if it could've been anyone who "kills" Charles. I am of the personal belief that MMA's role in prophecy is to guide (albeit accidentally) Dethklok towards their destiny. It's when he's first hired to kill DK that the metalocalypse begins, according to Cardinal Ravenwood. it's only after his attack on Mordhaus that CFO learns of his role as The Dead Man, it's through rescuing Toki and Abigail that the band first uses their powers, the Dethlights. Without ever realizing it, he's caught up in this ancient prophecy, actively being a pain in the ass for everyone involved, inching towards the precipice of an apocalypse. Listen to me, waffling on about prophecies n shit. Fire alone will save our clan, or whatever, amirite,,

[psychopomp-namine]

just found out about the "faking death" coded message.

lmao. no way right. I was just joking in the tags of that traffic light theory post.........

[sysig]

Coming in to play! (Patreon)

[oozeandgoo-art]

[forcebookish]

i need a new strategy for like, cleaning my room and doing yoga and reading and leaving the house. the adhd has reached mythic levels of bad. i have the thought, "i should do X," and then i won't move. i make a to-do list and i won't do anything on it. i queue up a yoga practice and i won't do it. i stare at my room and get stressed out about how cluttered it is. i write 3000 words of notes for a fic i don't even know if i'm going to write. i think and i think and i think about my OCs and they won't let me write them. i spend hours looking at stuff i can't buy. i take like an hour to write this.

[bookwyrminspiration]

you’re reading fourth wing . . . oh my goodness good luck soldier i hope you’ll be able to get though it with your sanity intact . . . let’s hope you still like dragons after this

Everyone keeps saying "goodluck" or "godspeed." have faith, soldier, in my love for the trenches.

i've braved dastardly pits before and I'll brave them again 🫡

[stardust-moth]

looking at some takes on characters or relationships or scenes in which things happen between them and just thinking,

How in the hell are people interpreting it this way??? But then i step back and realize that the story or character in question is fundamentally and extraordinarily different from the average person's life experience and I go,

ah,

you guys just... don't have a deep enough understanding of trauma responses...

[vertexline]

A certain someone isn't too jazzed about sprouting a third eye over night

[majoresca]

Okay, hear me out here...

Makes me think of a scenario with my OC okay?

An O.C. who had become close to Cedric throughout the story, who ends up discovering his plans to take the throne.

They confront each other, and the O.C. gives him an ultimatum, if he doesn't give up on taking the throne, they would leave never to see him again.

Cedric is reluctant saying that he can't go back anymore, since he is so close to achieving it, and that he wouldn't let neither Princess Sofia, nor the O.C. nor anyone else interrupt the dream of of a lifetime to come true. Because after years of humiliation and contempt from others, he deserves his reward, his rightful place on the throne.

But the O.C. asks if everything they went through wasn't important after all? What would happen to the royal family? The royal children? Cedric's family? The kingdom of Enchancia? And him?

If the plan goes wrong, what would become of him?

The O.C. tries to advise him not to do that, because if he fails, he won't be able to go back to the way he was before. And that the worst would happen to him if he stayed on that path.

Cedric is offended and hurt, how dare they also be one of his critics? Who questions and doubts his abilities? That he could fail to such an extent again?

He says that if they really cared about him, they would know what he was capable of, and trust his abilities. And they wouldn't want to convince him to be of being less than he really is.

Only to them, he had never been less in their eyes. But their admiration is not enough to convince him.

They separate, and the O.C. leaves, fulfilling the ultimatum.

[aocello]

two 7 hour flights TT im just gonna write the johan at j high thing...