#don't hate me I drew you art pls

[seaweedraindraws]

Day 11: Freesia "Our bond is the strongest."

[corruptedfilessys]

DISCLAIMER

This is simply an awareness post!! If you still wanna support c0stiffen or whatnot, that's fine, and I'll try my best to respect that. I simply wanna share my experiences with them and a few of their friends.

If you're an adult, you can move over to a document that I have made that includes all important information WITH screenshots and evidence.

ADULTS ONLY

If you're a minor, this post is a quick run down of what's in the document without showing anything inappropriate.

Simply explained, c0stiffen and I exchanged NSFW art and conversations whilst they were an adult, and I was 16 (and then newly 17). These include art clearly depicting sexual acts with genitals that we both drew. The ones they drew and 2 of mine were specifically of their Giarven AU (in this AU, they're supposed to be adults!)

Due to the sensitivity of this subject, I can't show proof of this here. Everything is in the document for ADULTS.

This is not to point all the fingers at c0stiffen. I did a lot of dumb stuff throughout the situation too, I should have been more responsible. Not only have other ppl (mostly minors) seen my nsfw art, many went on to do the same. One even made a whole NSFW server full of minors (c0stiffen wasn't a part of it, I don't think there were any adults there.) I feel disgusted with myself, I wish I never did this to begin with. I can't help but despise myself. I should have just left at that moment and I'm sorry.

This is not a guilt trip, I'm afraid it'll come off as that, unfortunately.

What I can show is proof of them purposefully deleting these drawings, as currently, there's only one left. That one I believe they forgot to delete as it's isolated from every other art.

I should point out that I don't usually draw NSFW. Those pictured were some of my last ones, I made a few others around the same time and that was it. I drew 2 pieces of NSFW before this entire situation for myself only as I struggle with sexual trauma and I use it to cope. I never intended on making so many and I shouldn't have done that as a minor. Truth be told, it made me feel seen and special. Every piece got me so much attention and I didn't want it to end, it felt nice.

Something I can share as it's not sexually driven are situations where C0stiffen hurt me, knew they hurt me and still refused to apologise.

Situation 1

When I was still talking to c0stiffen, I remember them getting pretty carried away with their opinions on things. At that point it felt like it was their life goal to insult my comfort character. For context, my comfort character is Sada and over the months she just became more and more special to me, often being my only source of comfort. I won't delve into this too much, in short, I think she's misunderstood, she is extremely flawed but not evil.

C0stiffen made it pretty apparent that they hated her and never failed to remind me. In each of costiffen's AUs Arven canonically despised his mother, they even made up a lie how Sada ‘intentionally starved Arven’ and that it's confirmed to be canon. Many role plays we did of them generally stressed me out, but that's my fault for not speaking out. I inserted my version of Sada into one of heir AUs (Arven is a Prince, Sada is a queen, etc), they even made art of her

C0stiffen proceeded to mischaracterize her and make her into a bad mother again. Saying she's a bad mother for leaving her kids when literally the lore was she was about to be killed and had to flee, but I digress.

I approached c0stiffen about this as I was genuinely getting hurt, and I wanted to talk to them:

They were nice about it, I'm not saying they weren't. But not once did I get a single apology for them simply lying about her and freely hating her in front of me as if I'm not bothered by that. Also I genuinely believed my Sada was supposed to be the ‘canon’ version, I was never informed she wasn't, I don't know whether this is a lie or the truth. Take it with a grain of salt.

I'm not saying c0stiffen has to love or even like Sada, I don't care if they hate her, I wanted them to keep it to themselves and not share that hatred in spaces where I was and felt safe in. Those servers in particular were the ones I was most active in at that time. C0stiffen’s Sada and Turo are mostly based on their own parents from what they said, which is fine, but again, I don't wanna be around that.

It isn't overreacting if I'm simply stating my boundaries. And I think I deserve an apology for having my feelings ignored like this.

I'm gonna make a response to something c0stiffen said at one time. Apparently I was ‘angry’ when they said “Giacomo's mom > Sada”

Simply said, I wasn't angry, I was more hurt than angry and they have no right to shame me for that. I was simply hurt because of all the other things that were stacked onto it.

Maybe I was jealous, I just really wanted MY VERSION of Sada, who feels like an oc I had for years, to be loved like every other character. But just because of the stupid canon story, she can't. I tried so hard, I bent over backwards to get them to love at least my version of her. I'm sure if I gave the same exact story to a completely original oc instead, even them would be treated better than this.

I don't need c0 to like Sada, but I feel like they're blinded by the canon to just notice mine is different. They hate Sada so much they can't put that hate away for even an AU version that helped their friend feel loved and safe and that's what hurts so much. They treat her like the canon one and they treat that one like shit already. They need to accept the fact that they can't just dump on someone's comfort character and expect the person to not be upset. No matter how much I'll hate a character I won't make up petty lies about them to make them appear worse especially in front of someone who really likes said character, even worse if said person relates to the character. It's gonna make them feel incredibly shitty about themselves.

Apologies for the heated section.

Situation 2

During the end of July me and a friend got into a petty fight about a headcanon and I ended up leaving the server we were in to cool off. I have problems with my emotions and it's impossible to regulate them sometimes, I feel them physically, whenever I'm upset I feel genuine pain and I can't calm down. To deal with this I learned a flight strategy of just fleeing the situation to calm down and fixing stuff when I'm more grounded. I was hoping people understood that, even if they wouldn't, I was perfectly fine explaining it once I was feeling better.

The next day when I felt better, I planned on apologizing and explaining why I acted the way I did.

Long story short, multiple people cut contact with me, many people I trusted and called friends, no one wanted to hear my side of the story, everyone heard out Paltic (now former friend) who spread false rumors around me and screenshots that were taken out of context. Such as that I was a creep for sending NSFW to minors as if others weren't doing the exact same thing and I in particular was being influenced by an adult. Paltic is C0stiffen’s friend. I was struggling a lot mentally and even had a failed suicide attempt, I was easily irritated and exploded at people a lot.

When Paltic posted a “call out” post on me that was filled with what I said, things when taken out of context make me look like a bad person, etc. He called me awful for things his friends did too, but didn't call them out on it. He filled my partner with lies and that made them leave me, thinking I was a bad person. C0stiffen still failed to see how Paltic could be bad for doing this.

I made a response, which was pretty heated, I made an updated one later on. But that day C0stiffen dmed me that I should ‘stop’. That I was stressing them and everyone out, telling me that “they thought they were my friend” telling me how badly this is affecting them mentally as if I wasn't the one struggling the most in this situation. I was losing people I felt like I couldn't live without, there was a post about me that could potentially ruin my life when I did nothing wrong. I apologized for anything I genuinely did wrong.

I need to add something onto this

C0stiffen/Paltic like to use this moment to say I was comparing our traumas/using traumas against them, I wasn't doing that and in fact it was never on my mind to begin with. I brought up something that happened to them a while ago hoping it would help them see how I was feeling as the situations were similar. I wasn't thinking clearly at that time, but that's no excuse and I shouldn't have done that.

I apologized to them multiple times, at first I didn't want to as that's something they never did to me, but I wanted to do the right thing.

I wanna point out, I'm in no way saying I'm the greatest friend or person. I'm far from that, I am flawed, I do bad stuff, I hurt people (unintentionally). I have a lot of things to work on as someone whose mental health problems impact everything in their life such as behavior.

But I'm not a bad person, never did I truly had horrible intentions and wanted to hurt somebody just for the sake of simply hurting somebody. I explode, I say things I'm not proud of when I'm provoked, but nothing of those I would actually say if I was just given the chance to calm down and deal with it calmly.

It's hard to have a friend like me simply because of how much care I need, and I'm sorry for that. I'm never gonna force someone to be my friend, but I want to end on good terms. I don't see the point in treating a mentally ill person like a bad person simply because they happen to be ill and for no better reason otherwise. There's better ways to go about this than make the person feel like worthless trash. I wanna be told if I do something bad, I'm so used to my symptoms that there's times when I genuinely don't notice that I could be doing something wrong. I wanna take accountability for my own mental illness, but I'm not being given a chance to do that calmly. I am forced to admit I'm a bad person whilst everyone else are angels even though they're far from being innocent.

I don't wanna be treated like a bad person simply for experiencing symptoms I can't control or being influenced by a third party. As friends I hoped they would help me grow and deal with these things.

If they don't wanna do that, they should have calmly ended the friendship, not that they spread false rumors of me, make people hate me, and then treat me like I don't exist as if that's not gonna make me feel like I don't deserve to be fucking alive.

Conclusion

I wholeheartedly believe c0stiffen or their friends are gonna contact me in their defence. To that, I say, get the hell away from me. You aren't innocent, stop acting like it and take the fucking fault for once. I didn't start any of this.

My DMs are closed to trusted friends only for my safety. Please respect that.

[thehollowwriter]

Ok so since i love sad but bad boys i'm gonna ask blaze for your event-

How about reader(gender neutral or fem your choice) who is blaze's childhood friend and tries to make him realize what his mother wants is not what he wants

Thank you! (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞

Hi! Sorry for the late reply! Yaaay a Blaze ask <3

Warnings: None. Word count: 520

(Pls reblog and leave a comment ♥️)

Art by @/moonyasnow

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Blaze sat on one of the rocks closest to the shimmering water of the sea, throwing and catching a smooth, circular rock as he stared at the horizon. It was painted with beautiful purples and oranges as the sun gradually dipped down to welcome the night, giving Blaze at least something to appreciate on this shitty shitty day.

"You should get in," you said to him from your spot within the water, your tail flicking back and forth happily. "The water's wonderful."

"No." Blaze muttered. He didn't feel like changing forms right now. It was such an exhausting process.

An awkward silence reigned for a moment. Blaze kept throwing and catching his rock. Eventually, you spoke. "Your mom again?"

Blaze didn't answer for a while. He stopped throwing the rock and stared at it, turning it over in his hands.

"...I didn't get a main role in our theatre production." He growled out after a while, his voice softer and rougher than usual. "Not even a side character. I'm... 'too wooden'. Mom says she's wasting money and time on me if this is what she gets back for all those acting lessons..." He put his head in his hands. "I'm tyring. I'm trying so hard, but she just doesn't care. Now she wants me to do lessons and advice from Vil fucking Schoenheit."

You didn't say anything for a while. The same string of thoughts you always had every time Blaze mentioned acting flooded through your mind.

'You shouldn't have to be an actor,' you wanted to say, 'Do what you want. Don't you want to choose what to do with your life?'

You rarely did, though. He got so upset every time. But a question on the tip of your tongue escaped before you could stop it.

"Blaze," you said before you could stop yourself. "Is acting what you really want to do? It's more your... your mom's wishes than your own."

Blaze glanced at you, then threw his rock. It skipped across the water before sinking below the waves and into the ocean's depths.

"Of course it's what I want!" He hissed venomously. "I don't even like Alchemy that much. It's just an interesting subject!"

You drew in a breath, refraining from pointing out that you never mentioned alchemy.

"But you don't like acting either." You insisted. "You always hate going to classes. You said you wanted to be in a different club too-"

"Because I hate hearing Vil talk like he's all that when his daddy's money gave him everything! I would like it if that bastard wasn't there!"

You grinded your teeth. "Blaze, you've never been happy about anything to do with acting. You don't like acting. This isn't what you want, Blaze, it's your mom who-"

"Will you shut up?" Blaze hissed. "I'm going to be an actor, and I'm to be Vil Schoenheit levels of famous! You can either support me like a good friend should or get lost."

There was a long pause.

"Okay, well," you said, hiding your hurt. You picked up a smooth circular stone of your own and threw it in the same direction as Blaze threw his. It only skipped a few times before sinking. "Best of luck."

A heavy silence reigned between the both of you. You stared at Blaze. You stared at his face, the way his jaw set in a grimace, and the way his eyes seemed to water.

He could do so much more, be so much more, but he didn't want to. Or he didn't think he could. It hurt to see. But you stayed silent.

You disappeared into the water and left Blaze to sit on his rock. Alone.

-End

A/N: I hope you enjoyed reading! Blaze is a bit mean, sorry :(

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[labyrinthe-exe]

laby_log 0.2

oh wow... has it already been like idk... two weeks? it's kind of insane to think about... originally i wanted to do it every week, but a lot of stuff has happened since my last log..

but i released the demo! wip! you can find it here!

anyway... now to actually get into my mental state and where i was at progress wise during the last two weeks

so! i left off in an optimistic spirit, while i was mentally in a downpour and feeling waves of hppelessness.... i also was positive of the future! i had to do some cuts in terms of cutting off legs but....

as soon as i finished that devlog, i ended up just... really really going through it mentally...

i was both tired, fatigued, and like all over the place even more. i had started to write but i was insecure about my story and the pacing and if i was even doing a good job. i was worried about if the story i was telling would even be interesting or if the designs were hot enough, attractive enough... i was wondering if i was doing justice to characterization, too?

that also was the fact i just felt like giving up completely LMFAO

i was powering through, and i wasn't progressing in ways that i want to... hell what can i show for it other than writing? that you can see in the game!

but anyway, i started working on the key art and this is where i spiraled again LOL wow... me and spiraling... is it professional to express all this? i dont know...

and this is where i was unraveling... you see i started out mapping stuff out ( i dont have the screenshots i dont think of the part before i fixed stuff but like its okay these are some i sent to my friends LOL ) but the third pic is where i hated it... i had to go to sleep cause i just wanted to cry

i felt like i was struggling with both trying to improve my art, stay consistent, but also develop an art style all at once in the same frame and that sort of progression... is hard? scary... terrifying... it made my heart totally break

but! i perservered!

and WHAM! i started getting somewhere with the help of amazing community of friends who i just spammed LMFAO like "pls i need it to look like clouds...." and also just in general to make sure i was on the right track with vibes...

i finally felt a little satisfied though it still didnt match the other cains i drew/other love interests but eh... honestly consistency is a hurdle i will have to learn how to get over eventually, i was looking at this game development process as not a fun experience but as a job and that was really fucking with my creative process

a lot.

AND I SWEAR I WAS COOKING THOUGH! once i was getting into a roll, but my progress still felt abysmal with all the things i wanted to achieve: good writing, good story, attractive characters..

i felt i was lagging behind my peers, i felt like i was making a fool of myself. who am i even trying to make games yanno? i'm just a sort of like... artist who struggles to even draw everyday. which doesn't mean im impassionate... i think i am passionate...

it's just a battle...

that and irl i have to take care of the household in terms of chores and the like, i only have so much mental bandwidth... it was hard to socialize some days cause i just felt like i was disappointment... would i even be able to finish in time?

well from the beginning of this log, it's clear i did finish something! aided w/ the power of friendship and eternal shounen determination LOL yes. call me naruto ( don't but funfact in elementary my friends called me ichigo kurosaki )

once again, i had to take an art break, here's my art from 2022 ( the subview ) versus 2025! i'm so happy with my progres even if the sketch i made was kinda shitty too LMFAO i do have plans for a project featuring this character, a little devil ( he'll be in a game with anathema... i'll take about anathema in another post one day, my precious baby )

either way, i found it easy to compare everyones progress to mine... like wow other people are able to be so organized and cool and i struggle with it... even checking off lists, it's hard for me? i felt all over the place, sinking into a pit that i created myself and that i was just showcasing the worst parts of me...

even though thats not true.

honestly i was incredibly worried people wouldn't like cain, the mc, he's like so pivotal to the story it'd be kind of hard to rework the entire story because cain is like... pivotal, i'd just have to write a completely different story...

but the show must go on, i kept making things.

honestly, in real life was a strong part of why i felt kinda crappy. even online, being busy so much and not socializing w/ key people that i usually socialize with was such a damper on my mood. i missed my friends. i wonder if they felt uncared for while i was busy ( which isn't true, but my brain is weird ) WOW AM I OVERSHARING? idk... i feel that its important to showcase that my design process includes being all over the place...

i didn't work every day. i tried to, but i didn't.

while my friends were trucking along on gui, i was frozen in a sense of wondering if i should even continue development or quit while i'm ahead and ghost everyone for being a disappointment.

the deadine was nearing and i still hadn't even written the kiss. the gui wasn't done either which didn't worry me as much as being worried that i would disappoint everyone i told "i'm making a game!" what would i look like then... if i didnt make it? a gameless loser?

i know right. what the heck?

it makes no sense.

i ended up writing the kiss yesterday actually, i was experiencing writer's block cause i was so insecure about my story.

but woo boi. the story got put out the gui got done and my stress... didnt dissipate. either way, i think the last two weeks of the jam was a tough time? i did learn a lot. like what i needed to prioritize, how to better prioritize for my workflow.

i have to go like gui - sprites - writing - editing - backgrounds - writing again... i think? it feels a little weird but i think that'll work for me? i can still fix that though.

ANOTHER THING! i couldnt actually sleep last night. i was nervous how my story would be recieved LMFO isn't that normal i think...

but i released the game!

and there was typos.. which to be fair, i'm not good at cross-editing.. i was trying to go line by line after a friend proofread the first part for me and then i... kept missing stuff- don't be like me, just copy paste all the edits and reformat it. or just write in renpy speak in the first time...

but overall i think i learned a lot from swak.

am i still going to be ambitious?

hell the fuck yes.

but will i know how to better work around my high and low mental peaks? also yes. i think i need to remind myself every so often why i'm doing this... well i love writing, i love art, i love telling stories... i like to share my perspective on things, my characters perspectives, and just ships too in general I LOVE SHIPS! SO MUCH YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

but yeah...

does any of this make sense? i don't know... maybe i overshared, maybe i didn't. but the demo is done. it's still a giant wip, but i feel better about the future of it. the extended demo is coming and i will keep on trucking on. cause that's all i can do.

anwho... laby logging out <3

[marcosfeathers]

I've made too many posts, I gotta do an intro now (constantly updating this lol)

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ basic info ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

✦ I usually go by feathers but I have so many nicknames that I don't mind if people use! (Said names being vi, fea, ru, gray, or any of my character hyperfixations bc idk

✦ I'm a minor !!

✦ I'm a girl and I go by she/her

✦ I mostly post oc art but occasionally make fanart too!

✦ I love ocxcanon and you'll definitely find that here. I also love hearing about other people's ocs and ocxcanon ships!

✦ I support a free Palestine, Congo, Sudan, Haiti, Tigray, and many more that I may be less aware of

✦ I think I'm autistic (trying to do research bc my family's no help)

✦ I post more often on TikTok but I have other socials like Instagram, Pinterest, Discord, YouTube, etc.

✦ I write fanfiction sometimes (mostly js oc stuff...)

✦ Idk I'm cringe but I'm free

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✦ My interests are always subject to change but right now the stuff I'll post about the most are Detroit Become Human, Outlast, Squid Game, or Gladiator

✦ Other interests include One Piece, Haikyuu, Fairy Tail, Uncharted, the Legend of Zelda, Akame ga Kill, Ninjago, Scream, Knack, Still Wakes The Deep, Kingsman, Mouthwashing, Narcos, Train to Busan, and much more

✦ My favorite characters right now are Marco (One Piece), Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Acacius (Gladiator II), the Salesman (Squid Game), Chris Walker (Outlast), and Leland Coyle (The Outlast Trials)

✦ Some ocs you'll probably see are Berni (swtd), Reagan (the outlast trials), Evin (outlast), Harvey (detroit become human), Vienna (Gladiator), Rei-Han (Squid Game), and maybe Gray (One Piece)

✦ And ofc some ocxcanon ships of mine you might see are BernixFinlay, ReaganxCoyle, EvinxChris, HarveyxConnor, and maybe GrayxMarco

✦ Some of my hobbies include drawing (ofc), editing, reading, writing, & volleyball (sometimes)

✦ I collect records & CDs (pls talk to me about music I beg)

✦ ot7 BTS stan + Namjoon biased (the lomls)

✦ I like horror / thriller books & movies !! I have a hard time finding good ones so I'm open to reccs btw

✦ I like a lot of classic books too

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Interact if you like the following ^^

✦ Any of the media I like (mostly dbh, swtd, gladiator, and outlast pls pls pls)

✦ OCs

✦ ocxcanon

✦ Like YouTubers like BigGaming64, CaseOh, Danny Gonzales, Drew Gooden, Kurtis Connor, Wendigoon, CreepCast, Moriah Elizabeth, or CoryxKenshin

✦ Like horror games in general !! (I also like some movies and books but I prefer horror games)

✦ Like music (I like BTS, The Cure, The Cranberries, Fleetwood Mac, Queen, Tears For Fears, Her's, Alex G, The Smith, etc.)

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Do not interact if you fit the following ^^

✦ Are racist, homophobic, transphobic, misogynistic, etc. Basic dni stuff

✦ Is a proshipper / ships illegal stuff

✦ Hate on ocs / ocxcanon if they're completely harmless and unproblematic

✦ Support Israel / are neutral on genocide

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✦ please don't ship any of my ocs w/ urs w/o permission (this has happened so ig I gotta add it??)

✦ I am mostly non-sharing w/ my favorite characters when it comes to ships (you can do whatever you want, idc, but I'm prolly not gonna interact as much w/ people who share my favorite characters to an extent)

✦ I don't mind pretty much all ages as long as you're not weird and are respectful

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I forget to post here a lot lol

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[ashy-mxw12]

Surprise mf/ref/j

(READ ME)

I have Invader Zim Ocs I never showed he-oh wait no I showed Lim once and then she was forgotten,again,sorry baby unu

BUT now that I've been watching the show again with my siblings I guess my motivation to draw her and Gen came back,I revive my childhood memories whenever I do cuz I used to watch Invader Zim when I was...2-3 I guess? I remember I was really small at that time and used to get angy when someone was mean to Dib or they never believed him but now I think he's annoying sorry not sorry folks (my fav character is Gaz jiji) ANYWAYS now I'll start typing these 2 sillies info before I start talking about something else:

💚Lim was very close to the Tallest Spork before he died and dislikes Red and Purple so after leaving with the excuse of invading another planet she never came back but then her spaceship crashed with something(probably an asteroid) she ended up on earth casually falling near Zim's base so he took her in and the rest is a WIP I'm still working on,you're free to ask about it tho

🧡Gen is one of the best invaders since his aggressive behavior gave him advantages for it,after the incident with Spork and Miyuki he tried to move on and make Lim feel better distracting her with anything but that didn't really worked,after noticing Lim stopped coming back he tried to look after her(both of them have a thingy on their ships to track eachother just in case one of them gets lost,it happened a few times with Limxd) he found her on earth to bring her back but after she decided not to welp,he's stuck with her on that planet and ngl when he saw Zim he wanted to destroy him cuz he knows he's responsible for the last tallests death(if I remember correctly).

💚Lim loves to learn about the earth like I wrote up there and she carries a book with some info about it wherever she goes(I'm sure she'll love school too jdjdkdk)

🧡Gen is the opposite,he hates earth and hoomans so sometimes he joins Zim when he tries to destroy/invade it

💚Lim doesn't get mad easily but when she does she's kinda creepy,believe or not Gen has been afraid of her because of that xD

🧡💚both of their robots had been modified by them,that's why Gen's S.I.R it's and I.I.R and I don't remember well if H.I.R is canon or not,I need to investigate-

💚🧡they were created on 2019 and I drew them alooot during that time thx to the movie,I even used to RP with them and if I could I would show the old art but I'm kinda ashamed to BUT if I find something good I may show it,maybe.

💚Lim kinda has a crush on Zim but nobody knows it..yet

(ok this is all I got for now,as I typed before if you wanna know more you can ask them or me, if u readed all of this then thank you I really appreciate it,more may be coming soon so see ya on the next IZ post! And an extra fact that is about myself is that I used to like ZaDR...now I hate it pls forgive me 😭)

[magpie-murder]

Genuine question, no hate, furthest away from hostile, truly: related to the poll - would you draw a short and/or fat character for possible commissions? I adore your style but, unless I'm forgetting, your characters are pretty much always tall/lanky and skinny. Would just want to know before requesting something you don't do

yes, pls meet my skrunkly, take my hand

my oc corpse + art from last year’s artfight (character link)

i'll also be offering these little tiny guys:

side note, this does remind me that i've been meaning to draw guillermo de la cruz again because i love him so dearly but the last time i drew him it was so ugly that i will not be posting it here. also sorry this took so long to post i literally lost my phone twice while i was grabbing the images from my gallery

[ehizellbob]

Can't afford to die, and can't afford to lose

Sweet Angel, wish I had been enough for you

All I am is smoke and mirrors

Would you love me if you knew?

Lyrics and featured are This God is Dead by Seven Spires, which I listened to on repeat for 3 hours while I drew this and really helped get the mood of this drawing just right (Strongly recommend this band and song)

This is also mildly a Good Omens fan art after just finishing season 2 and not being over it yet... OK it might not be mild in the slightest but I'm not even sorry and I took some artistic liberties here to put my own spin on it pls don't hate me 😅

[threadsun]

YES YES YES YES !!! I really like when people rant about stuff !! Either from fandoms or just like how much they hate life, It’s like this sense of “omg they are being so real :0” and I love ranting as much as I love to hear it ! Plus I can get annoyed pretty easily when something doesn’t go the way I want,,, which is every time, so it’s fun to just rant about stuff,,, meaning that my friends might be tired of it— IT IS FUN THO PLS RANT WITH ME EVEN IF YOU DONT KNOW WTF IM TALKING ABOUT !!

-JDA here-

Oh !! That sounds really nice !! Silly how I know nothing about visual novels, they never really catch my attention cuz I’m dumb at reading, but then that one rabbit hole I told you happened and now im just waiting for news on every game- they’re silly !! And i like silly crazy guys !!

Same ! Lusting for characters is just oof— top tier, especially when you have someone to talk to about that one character !! Just bla bla about how much you love them !! Ooo so sweet !!

I don’t really have a type when it comes to fictional crushes,,, uh sometimes they’re cute and nice and others they’re not even human !! Ig they make me laugh then that’s all it takes.

Painful, the worst I’ve felt is have my feet paralyzed until I move them with my hand—

Im kinda curious about that silly power you have but tbh I think I’m too honest here so I don’t think it’ll be much of a challenge,,,

-also don’t Z post (but also PLEASE Z post) I will go feral and eat him yes this is a threat, for Z-

Exactly!!!!! I loooove when people rant at me about anything!!! In Yiddish there's this word, kvetch, which is sometimes used in English but they don't quite use it right? Kvetching has a more positive connotation in Yiddish, it's the Jewish tradition of complaining recreationally. Just like whining/ranting about shit for fun. It's one of my favourite things!

Silly crazy guys are great!!! Honestly, I have a bunch of different types when it comes to characters, but if you show me a pathetic man who looks like he'd whimper if I bit him, I'm melting. Or like an easily flustered monster!! Or a woman who's silly and goofy and causes problems on purpose!!

Oooof yeah paralysis sucks. I've started getting these muscle contractions that lock up whole sections of my body really painfully for a few minutes.

My silly little power is just being able to tell what kinks a person has just by looking at them. I have a 100% success rate so far, including people who told me I was wrong when I first did it and then came back later and was like "fuck you were right I was just in denial" lmao but my discord friends mostly like to use it by sending me a picture of a character so I can tell them what kinks they'd have.

>:3c no one can stop me Zposting!!!! I drew a really stupid lil comic of him that shows off how untrained I am at art and also how silly he is, I might post it heeheehoohoo

[hibiscustoast]

“Bad news compadre, this place is magic as hell”

Taako Adventure Zone for today

(Taako design by tearsforfearss on TikTok)

[fireboos187]

Fire actually posts shit that’s been sitting in their folder forever: part 10/???

Okay, so, I just looked up the exact year that book two ended, I can’t believe it was just last year, holy shit.

But, anyway, I drew this, on my birthday, last year, apparently, because, I had looked at the last page, on my birthday(which is April 7th), and I may have been a bit excited, due to the fact that the previous book ended so close to my bday(okay, to be fair, the time stamp says April 7th, but like, very early in the morning, too early for me to have been born yet eighteen years before that day.), but, anyway, I was being a very silly person, fangirling over the fact that a complete coincidence somehow happened, that the previous book, ended so close to my birthday.

So I drew this precious girl. Hehe, okay, so, I’mma admit, I am trash, for this webcomic (okay, so my favourite part is the missing moments, but the main comic is good too.)

[lunaralight09]

Pls do if 049,035,105,076,073,682, or any other scps you can do finds out that the reader is an artist and can basically draw anything and drew the scps???? Take ur time if needed!

(It's night and I don't sleep and try to finish this . My brain's literally dead right now .) Srr if it's too short . My imagination died .

SCP 035 When they find/you show them your art . Well ... They'll get really excited that you drew them . Like a child . She won't care about the style of your art . As long as you can draw , it's fine with her . Would totally ask to draw them more often . What can I say they are narcissistic and like attention toward them .

SCP 049 He's quite surprised . And would like to see your drawing if you can/want to show him . And will praise it and yeah , new art styles(if you don't draw in realism) are ... Interesting and little weird to him , but they are better looking than art in his time . If you show art of him , he'll be happy that you decided to draw him out of all people/things/or whatever you usually draw .

SCP 073 His first reaction is ... unsure , then realization hit him . He would be kind of honored , mostly really fricking happy about it . Wants to ask you to draw him again , but he's a little ... hesitant about this idea . You could be not in the mood/busy/tired . So he wouldn't do it ... right now at least . He just needs some time to make a decision . Would be unusual to see you art most of the time , no seriously , he didn't see drawing or anything similar when he was a normal human .

SCP 076 First reaction is ... He doesn't know .He acts like he's not interested . But he's impressed and surprised that you drew him after some time . He may or may not say that this drawing is just - Okay . But trust me in his head he's overthinking about it . And if he was able to sleep like normal(not while he's regenerating in his box)... he wouldn't and would just stare in to the void . And this is what he can actually do . Just stand somewhere alone and dose off . Straight up standing there in the middle of the room/hall , alone and don't move . You could say he's like a statue , but when he hears/sees someone he's back to his normal self .

SCP 096 What ? You did ... what ? Honestly they don't know why you chose to draw them out of all the options that you have , no seriously . They will straight up tilt their head(like puppies do). It doesn't mean that he don't like your drawing , they like it . A lot . And then I say a lot , I mean A LOT . Especially in you art style , but they don't like to look at himself most of the time . And usually ignore their reflection .

SCP 105 She would be really exited and say many 'thank you's . Many times .She even offered to give you some of the pictures she took and give them to you so you can draw/get inspired by it .(Well if you're okay with drawing nature/sea) Would probably try to draw you too . But firstly Iris needs to practice 'cause it's been a fairly long time since she drew something, especially people . Probably took her a 2 week or so to draw you . And will give this to you by first opportunity .

SCP 682 No reaction . Or at least his face don't show it , but would be really glad . And probably try to give you something back as a gift . Well to be exactly ... Death . Not yours . But rather the person you hate the most/your enemy/person who's really fucking annoying . That's literally the only thing he can do as a return(probably the only thing) , because he either accidentally break/hurt the gift or the item is too smol for him to pick it up . But you can expect some quality time(cuddles) with him or what ever you want to do (Be careful he can accidentally fall asleep and crush you if he's really tired , which is rarely , but still . Careful)

[master-sass-blast]

I HAVE MADE MORE SEVIKA ART!

BEHOLD IT WITH YOUR EYES!!!

Say one word about the ugly curtains and I will do unspeakable things to you sdlkfjsldfjsdlkfjldsfjk.

Close ups and artist commentary beneath the cut!

God, I struggled on this one. I started this piece back in July of this year. It did spend some time sitting while I stared at it in a deep state of ennui, so it's not like I was actively working on it for *counts on fingers* three-ish months.

This is what I get for trying to make a whole fucking scene instead of just drawing a character with no background.

I am pleased with how everything came out, but I still have a lot of frustrations with this piece. A lot of the perspective is off, the floorboards got lost because I noodled with them too much and you can't erase marker, and the rug is just bad sldjfdslkfjldskfjdlskjf. Still, I had fun (mostly) doing it!

A close up of our lady! (The colors got really washed out on my phone, but the warm filter made everything too red, so *shrugs*.) I wanted to stick her in clothes and an environment that was a complete antithesis to her character -soft, feminine, opulent. The baby pink was my first choice, and while I don't regret it, I had second thoughts (after putting the color down, naturally) about picking green instead because of its association with money. I think baby pink, however, was the right choice in the end.

I went with body jewelry like I did for her formal look. However, I stuck with something less opulent this time because I wanted more focus to be on the lingerie and lace. The glove she's wearing was supposed to be sheer -like her stockings-because I thought it was cool, but it didn't translate well on paper, alas.

I was so excited to do her scars, but they got lost/muted in the shading/shadowing under her arm. I tried to use some acrylic paint to boost them up, but they uh... got too boosted sdlkfjdslfkjldskjflskjf.

Arm close up! I hated drawing and detailing this! There's a reason I hid her arm under a cape in the first piece I drew of her!

I didn't want to just draw her "pre-explosion," though, because there's a lot of prosthetic erasure in fandom (in general) already. The highlighted bits were done with metallic gold paint. Also pls appreciate the lil fiddly scenery details I worked very hard on them sdlfkjdslfkjdslfkjdslf.

Materials used: water and alcohol based markers, colored pencils, and acrylic paint for highlights and details.

Lessons learned: spend more time plotting the background before jumping into drawing the character dslfkjdslfkjdslkfj. Also, pick a color palette first.

Tagging @abitohoney and @sevikasleftpussyflap. Also, Professor Flap has requested that I draw something of Sevika spanking a Reader insert. I've never drawn NSFW art, so I don't know if I will, but it did make me think about what y'all would like to see. I can't promise I'll take every suggestion/request, but if you have ideas, feel free to send them my way and I'll see what I can do.

[ghost-of-a-vulture]

Okay newintro postbc i hate the other one its dumb and crashes mobile

Anyway hi!!!

Im Virgil

Or u could call me Vulture

Or ghost

My pronouns are they/them, voi/voids/voidself, it/its, end/ends/endself, xe/xem/xemself!

Yeh thats a fuckton of pronouns i don't expect u to rememberrrrr

I have anxiety, autism and adhd, if i act kinda strange that's probably why

Im plus sized, if u fatshame anyone i have permission to cut your head off. This is a very fat friendly place.

This is a safe place for people of all kinds. Unless their a bigot. U can infodump in my asks if you want, even if im not in that fandom! Its cool to here about other people's interests! If ur a system and I've said something not vv pog to u im so sorry, im a very confused singlet who doesn't know very much. Feel free to call me out if i fuck up and offend you, i probably didn't know why thats a fucked thing to say.

I try my best to tag flashing lights and eyestrain, but i may forget, pls let me know if i do

I'm an artist, i draw all the time, most of it doesn't get posted tho (art tag is #v draws)

Asks are always open for anything, unless ur being really weird I don't care what you ask

You can request drawings but there's no garentee ill actually do it s o r r y

There's more-

Fandoms im in:

Myct (hermitcraft, empires, baddie smp, 3rd life/last life)

Fnaf

Kurtis Connor

16leo (hes not very big but u should totally check him out, hes a man of color who does commentary hes really funny)

Ace Attorney

Danny Gonzalez

Drew Gooden

Jarvis Johnson

Lovejoy

Unus Annus

Lemon Demon

Gravity Falls

Bluey

Animatronics (just in general, so like Disney, chuck e cheese, rockafire)

Defunctland

Enjoy the chaossss!!!!

[vacueabissi]

Tagged by @dysphorie. Sorry, I am late as always, but thank you💜💜❤

1. Why did you choose your URL?

In all these years I don't think I have ever given the actual real reason as of why I choose this name but the truth is... when I got on tumblr I was really really really really into Marble Hornets and creepypastas, so I shaped my online persona around it. Here I am, years later, using as my online nickname the name of a Marble Hornets' OC. But one could try and see some deeper meaning to it, Idk.

2. Any side blogs?

I have my art side blog @theark-ofvoid with which I switched urls, and an horror side blog that is very heavy @the-spiral-distortion I also have a side blog for all my weeb stuff but tumblr shadowbanned it and I can't tag it.

3. How long have you been on Tumblr?

Hm... I once had another blog before this one that I made in 2012 but I had to nuke it because some irl jerks found it and harassed me... so, I guess almost 9 years. Shit, I am old.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

No, I queued only a couple of things for meme reasons but no. If you don't see me post for a while it's how I meant it to be. Only my artblog has a queue.

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

As I said... I was really really really really really into creepypastas and ARGs and specifically MH, and the tumblr fandom in 2012 was very active and wide. Now it is almost dead.

6. Why did you choose your icon?

Drew it myself to represent me, but I am disliking it now and I may have to draw a new one.

7. Why did you choose your header?

I had one that was just my url name but tumblr kept destroying the quality of the image and so I removed it... If I will ever put it back, I would choose a different one thou.

8. What is your post with the most popular notes?

A stolen tweet that I regret posting here. My notifications haven't known peace since.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

Oof Idk, maybe 10... or 20... I have no idea. I remember only the active ones, sorry.

10. How many followers do you have?

2k something but they come and go every once in a while.

11. How many ppl do you follow?

Uuh... hm... maybe 1500 something.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

My whole life is a shitpost *badum tsch--* *enanched silence*

13. How often do you use Tumblr?

I had to limit myself to two hours max a day bc I am too much online...

14. Have you ever had a fight with another blog?

If you are on tumblr since more than 1 year and have never had a fight with another blog, you are either lying or you aren't active at all. Blog fights are part of the tumblr experience.

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog’ posts?

Unless it's something urgent, I scroll past. I hate being guilt driven into reblogging something, not everyone in the world has the same experience.

16. Do you like tag games?

YES YES YES YES YES PLS TAG ME IN TAG GAMES I LOVE THEM EVEN THOU I SUCK AT DOING THEM ON TIME

17. Do you like ask games?

Yep, I always appreciate them.

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

@one-time-i-dreamt, do I need to say more? (Sorry for tagging you, btw)

19. Do you have a crush on a Tumblr mutual?

I... uh... hm... The weather is nice.

-

I tag... uuuh... @theforgottendaydreamer @the-not-so-dark-age @petalsandpurity @dorklord-maouvioletta @renownedmeme and whoever wants to try.

[gracedbill]

hi delfi!! how's it going? i hope you're doing great :D

i stumble into your asks on this fine evening to tell you that i'm finally reading the song of achilles. and. yes. i know you like it and i don't think i know a lot of others who do, sooo i'm coming to you to scream about it. hope ya don't mind (if u do, just ignore this pls djshdhs sorry)

i'm almost halfway through with it now and. i think. i suppose. i GUESS it's going to hurt me. which i do not like. I NEED THESE BOYS TO BE HAPPY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. sadly i don't know enough greek mythology to predict anything but i'm just going to hope very very hard that neither of them kick the bucket. (it's going to happen anyway isn't it,, yeah probably)

if i could annotate the book (i borrowed it so i can't) i would probably have written "gaslight gatekeep girlboss" on all of thetis' appearances because ehhh tell me i'm wrong, i dare you (not endorsing any of her bs tho, please be nicer to these kids, sea lady >:c)

i'd also really like to visit chiron just because i think his mountain cave dwelling situation would be SO COOL and also he's SO COOL please teach me about surgery and wildlife, oh kind supportive horse dad

speaking of chiron; when patroclus called himself chironides I ASCENDED please that's just jdhshds yes [insert the you're my dad boogiewoogie vine]

i can't wait to finish this book even if i'm kinda dreading it because it's probably gonna crush me,, but hey once i finish it i can appreciate all the beautiful fanart properly!! and maybe someone even drew chiron's cave thingy!! i really wanna see that omfg

jeez this got a bit out of hand, i just wanted to tell you that i'm reading tsoa but ehhh now u got my silly commentary. i'm sorry D:

please, i would love to hear your tsoa thoughts if you have any you want to share!! i'm going to suffer brainrot, i already know it

okay sorry again that this got so out of hand bsjsdh byeeee have a great day <3<3<3

HELLO T HOW ARE YOU

so u are reading tsoa hmmmmmmmmmm??????????? (i wish u the best of luck🖤)

do i like tsoa?YES I DO FUCK YEAH

honestly it’s good u dont know much about greek mythology!! i think i would’ve loved reading the book not knowing about what happened in the original iliad, it’s more fun that way!!! i knew how it would end and i think i would’ve enjoyed it more if i didnt (it is one of my favorite books so i really really enjoyed it dont get me wrong!)

thetis was the original girlboss yes, even though i absolutely hate the BULLSHIT SHE PULLED

also my hc for chiron is that he’s aroace i make the rules, aroace dad chiron taking care of his disaster gay and distinguished bi children 😌 that vine reference literally deleted my art block thank you very much

and i really really hope you enjoy the rest of the book!! it’s beautifully written and it is honest to god one of my favorite books ever <3 if u ever wanna talk about the book as usual my dms and ask box are always here!!

hope you’re having a wonderful night!!!!!!!