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i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed
#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant#its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things#we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt?#i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an#me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could#feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly#accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore#what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back#with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other??#why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used#to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this??#i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting#for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our#bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us??#im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70#yapping#vent
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the amount of ‘part 2’s i’ve gotten on my sukuna fic where i clearly said no part 2 😭😭 it was ok at first but now im concerned about some people’s reading comprehension
#sttoru chats.#i dont make part two’s UNLESS I WANT TO#i said that in my rules too#please pleas eplease read tags and rules#if u say it jokingly — and dont mean it ok!#but if you’re serioisly expecting a part two after i said on multiple occasions that i wont do it.. omg#i dont owe u anything trust 🧘♀️
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Can you rate all TSAMS Sun ships?
im gonna be careful with this one so im gonna try and avoid the ships that might be/are "incestuous" since i quite enjoy having friends and staying out of drama. once more ill probably forget some character so i apologize </3 (last post i fucking forgot dark sun im so sorry augh). also leaving out poly ships bc, again, this would go on Forever. AND ALSO same as before, the lower the rating the less i ship it and it isnt about me "disliking" it but rather not personally enjoying it
sun/eclipse - 10/10 - there is soooo much flexibility with this ship istg. probably why i always come back to it lol. it can be toxic, abusive, fluffy, enemies to lovers, fix-it, etc. *slaps suneclipse* you can fit so many dynamics in this bad boy
sun/solar - 10/10 - its on equal footing with sun/eclipse especially bc its the first ship i had in this fandom (tho i was very shy </3) cuz its just. ITS SO GOOD! its wonderful hurt/comfort and helping each other heal from the past they had with different versions of the other while also acknowledging that they arent the same and thats what makes them Better
sun/dark sun - 9/10 - do i just like selfcest? yes. yes i do. i think dark sun should let sun go apeshit and they take over the world while holding hands and kissing send post
sun/sunbeam - 8/10 - something something learning from an alternate/older version of yourself. i feel like sun would be able to guide sunbeam through a lot of things bc he understands sunbeam in a way others cant. or maybe i just like selfcest-
sun/moonshine - 7/10 - honestly i dont really Have any ideas for this ship but. i like them. i think itd be cute
sun/ruin - 7/10 - i think they could fix each other /j ghfskgjdfhg in all seriousness itd be fun. again, no ideas, but i like it
sun/solarflare - 6/10 - it most certainly has potential. lil guy with lots of energy x big emotionless robot learning about the world.
sun/foxy - 4/10 - i used to be a HUGE kidscove shipper but then i got bored after i started being more active with dca/dca ships in this fandom. i still think its fun and cute, i just dont like it anymore *shrug*
sun/bloodmoon - 4/10 - i can kinda see it? idk. maybe with v1 bloodmoon but v2? eh? idk man i just watch ppl clump rocks together on the playground and i sit there like "i have no fucking clue what theyre doing but theyre having fun with their rocks" and thats pretty much how i feel about this ship ghjfdghdk
sun/killcode - 3/10 - head empty so i got no comment </3 but i Do see the appeal of big monster x lil guy.
sun/monty - 3/10 - meh. not that interested in it. tho in general i dont really enjoy ships as much if they arent dca/dca rghsrgrgkj but yeah with this its an eh for me
sun/puppet - 2/10 - out of genuine curiosity- does anyone ship this? idk if ive seen it before so i feel like this is some ultra-rarepair shit. shout out to you if you ship this
i feel like im forgetting some ppl but thats okay cuz i can edit them in later when i remember who it is while im trying to sleep <3
#birdcage rambles#answering asks#shippin hour#oh btw if u want my opinions on a SPECIFIC ship and for me to go In Depth then pls ask#i WILL go insane#even if its not something i actively ship i will try and dump as many thoughts as possible#unless its a canon ship therefore i wont answer ghjfhdgjh#i dont like nor entertain any canon ships sorry </3#fanon is my self-made home#canon is the window i sometimes look out at <3#canon is the forest fire i occasionally watch before i go back to playing with my dolls#sun and moon show#sams#the sun and moon show#tsams#sun x eclipse#sun x solar#sun x dark sun#sun x eaps sun#sun x eaps moon#sun x ruin#sun x solarflare#sun x foxy#sun x bloodmoon#sun x killcode#sun x monty#sun x puppet
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puppy looooooves my place of work!!! they were bringing the therapy dogs around today and they had a little fluffy guy in like the little carts for office supplies like
#im doodlin. on the CLOCK#they hav different kind of therapy dogs too and they are all so talented#theres one that the pts love thats like. he wont take treats unless he Knows u#i dont usually get so like. Specific abt work but ohh puppy in cart how i adore u#i wanted 2 pet him but like the nurses were already pettin him so i had to abstaib
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yay yippeee my big sappy postcanon fic is finally done…..so if u want to read about domestic laichi being in love and cuddling for 11k words ur in luck!! i hope u guys like it <3333
#if u read this i will kiss u on the forehead. unless u dont want that in which case i wont ofc#i was fluffmaxxing……….laichi has me writing g rated fluff fics#they dont cuddle the entire time but. for most of it
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Who all remember video games
#Ran through all of the underdark yesterday And killed halsins stupid portal#U would not believe how easy it is when spirit guardians is not broken. As it was in my first game#Anyway had my character hooking up with laezel and when she wanted to fight i said sure to see how it looks#March oneshotted her in the first round of combat it was over instantly. And then i had to turn her down. My biggest crime in this game tbh#I need to romance her.. (said about almost all characters constantly)#txt#Hi im stuck in a long boring class and i have video games on my mind. This is what u get#In my rich inner world i know march does actually have feelings for laezel but they wont deal with their issues until much later#And by then its. Way too late and laezel is off to space. Unless i persuade her to stay this time but i dont think they would do that...#I love uu messy friendships and missed opportunities
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Hunter and Crosshair are gay
#the bad batch#this was supposed to be a analysis but my mouth hurts so this is all yall get#Unless yall want more bc i totally can yap#u prolly wont tho bc i dont think any moots r in this fandom#bad batch#tbb crosshair#tbb hunter
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VITA 🥹🥹
#bless hyv for that free 10 pull#didnt need it i still have 10k but time to blow it on her equipment bc idgaf abt evolving battlesuits unless theyre farmable!!!!#also I DONT HAVE 30K XTALS FOR THELEMAS SPENDING EVENT FIT BUT HELLLOOOO?? WANT IT SO BAD..#oUGHH THERES ALSO HOF D-KEY AND NEW STIGS FUCK ME UHHHH.... vita first!!!#i literally thought i wouldnt get her in 30 tho so i was fast clicking to skip then i pause and see gold and im like WAIT? WHA-#but i alr clicked away ALKSDJS BUT AAAAA BAE <3#HUH? I GOT B STIG FROM FREE EUIPMENT CARDS AND NEXT 10 PULL WAS T AND M PIECE WHAT THE FUCK#HUH? vita do u love me be honest? 🥺 /no#next 10 was a dupe stig and a lot of torus.. oh no im getting another 3 dupe...#oh im out of xtals rn#MORE THAN HALF WAY TO THELEMAS OUTFIT THO!!!! this is doable#i dont even have thelema BUT I CANT MISS OUT ON THIS FIT!?#less than 20 to her wep.. im excited! 🥺 wont be able to full pri arm immediately though 😭#but im super happy shes here! and i have it all just need wep! ^^#honkai impact 3rd#vita#hi3 vita#gacha pulls#wait it was hofi d-key not hof... oopsies. im fucked LMAO#OH SHIT. I GOT VITAS WEP FROM MY LAST SINGLE PULL I HAVE 8 XTALS TO MY ANEM RN UHHHHHH
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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!
It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.
Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)
Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-
#i think the one i just used didnt even have a separate billing address option which makes no sense#guess they dont want anyone giving any gifts making the buyer pay twice for shipping like that#maybe it was a fault of the mobile browser but i highly doubt it since many desktop sites look like mobile browsers these days#just so fucking frustrating. what if i lived somewhere where my legal name would out me? (im in the closet rn so doesnt matter)#i dont want to fucking see my legal name. im already forced to see it everywhere else.#i dont wanna ruin my mood on a day when im supposed to be getting a package which should be a happy thing yknow#vent#transphobia#speaking of like i would change my name but i dont want to and cant afford the fucking ridiculous price for it#and i dont wanna advertise it in a newspaper either! shits expensive as fuck on top of the hundreds to file the court paperwork!#i already tried to do it once with money in hand and the receptionist told me that even tho it was for gender identity i could not...#...avoid the newspaper thing unless i also changed my legal gender marker. and i had to back out bc i have reproductive health problems#i dont want a gender marker change to fuck with my getting healthcare#(i did change the gender letter on my ID card later tho which only took a signature on a paper no hassle with anything)#it really really fucking sucks how all these little things add up all the time#especially when im closeted while living w family who wont even use my preferred name#the real kicker is that. both my dad and his dad used preferred names. my dad used his middle name#and i use part of my middle name. yet my dad even in death still gets the dignity of being called his preferred name and i dont#sexism at its finest#reasons why i dont even hint at being trans around my moms side bc i already got bullied by them for wanting to use my middle name#ive literally been asking them to call me my mid name since i was 12. and theyve been acting like im trying to be someone else#its the same middle name on my birth certificate they gave me. i dont understand why they wouldnt want me to use it#but yeah i stay closeted bc i dont wanna deal with the name drama amplified exponentially for gender#prob get kicked out too cuz theyre queerphobic as fuck and i cant work rn and dont have a car#id have to just go full feral and live in the woods with the lizards where i belong#Cori.exe#Post.exe#fuck lol just looked it up and u cant change ur first name if u get married. i cant avoid the fucking fee man. let me be cori#literally why is it cheaper to get married than change ur first name! bullshit! marriage has so much more legal implications#transphobic queerphobic aromanticphobic privacyphobic poorphobic shit ass fucking state ive literally been cori most of my life ffs cmon
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oh wow just saw flatmate messaged saying another friend passed smth on like oh okay. I didn't realise he went too u didn't say. in fact none of u said anything to me so that's great
#he lives hours away thats a lot of travel just for drinks#when she asked me she said it was her + one other person. going out for drinks in evening.#but clearly she took the day off work bc ghosts dont do laundry. so it was a whole day trip. so why tell me it was just drinks#unless she just wanted a good excuse for me not to come. okay 👍#i cant even make myself mad abt it like fair enough man. i get it.#and if last weekend is anything to go off she probably wont ask me at all in the future#well as long as they have fun it doesnt matter i guess. im tired of feeling like im just intruding in everyones lives#and everyone fucking lying like what u say doesnt line up with how u act i can tell its not real im not that fucking stupid#ive dealt with this so many times before average autistic experience im tired of naively believing ppl and then the rug being pulled#sorry for being the way i am and for wanting things and for trying to take up space i give up its not worth it anyway#at least this is giving me smth to feel shit abt instead of just formless malaise. makes it easier to deal with that way#anyway. just need to get my shit enough together to leave the house by 3 so i can pick up this stuff for work#and i can do most of my other chores tmr so thats fine#i hate how much fucking time i waste feeling awful. no wonder other ppl have time to watch n read n create n whatever so much more than me#half of my fucking life is spent in my head trying and failing to emotionally regulate im so so sick of it#i wish i never had to think a single thought again and maybe id be happy#jesus fucking christ. well i need to leave my room soon bc i need to pee im not depressed enough to piss in a bucket just yet#hope i never get to that stage again amen uni was pretty fucking dire#.vent#hate weekends so fucking much what a waste of free time
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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tbh the soiner i accept thst i will never date anyone the happier ill. be
#bc i know i dont actually want to like sure id love to have someone to live w for the rest of my life#but i would bever go trough finding someone to date unless it just happnes and it wont so#and unless they r asexual i litearly dont want to go trough the whole fuckung thing of yeah i dont want to have sex w u ever sorry#so ywaz#sorry to my mcbf
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when people talk about auston leaving toronto... kinda wanna light them on fire
#unless he takes 1 minch with him then id be fine and just follow them wherever but NO BITCH#ppl that think austons ego doesnt want the toronto spotlight.. im sorry but u just dont hashtag get him :/#literally in the most relevant place... not even 365 days off from winning the Most relevant awards in this sport fldksjf aside from the cup#GET OUTTA HEREE EE E maybe when hes old n gray but no one in toronto hockey is ever wearing 34 again. get that straight in ur HEADS#wont tolerate it. wont perceive it. unless were talking angsty fic purposes then yes i would take 500000 words rn pls
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when i see people with the same ugw as me but theyre taller i feel so bad about myself
#idk i just. a bmi of under 15 is considered where its far more dangerous#and im already very unhealthy so im just not sure i wanna go below that. i guess 5 more pounds would be that big a deal#ugh. my ugw was less than that before when i was younger bc i was shorter. ive been doing this so long ack#i used to wanna be 70 but i was shorter then and alwo didnt understand the danger as much and also didnt care as much#but at this moment i dont wanna die and u less i suddenly lose all my free time to do what i 3njoy i dont think thats gonna change#ugh. 80 wouldnt be that bad would it. ill see how i look once im 85 and then ill put effort into gaining muscle wnd losing fat before i#go qnd lower my ugw. previously when i weighed 105 my ugw was 90#part of me wants to lower it way more into the dangerous zone bc i know im never gonna look like a lot of the insanly thin ppl in thinspo#unless im very dangerously underweight but also.i will be so tired if i do that. and ill be too tired to do my favorite thing. and as much#as being skinny is important to its not the most important thing. simply being skinny usnt gonna make me happy and fix my problems#i wont be able to just look in the mirror and feel ok. but my fav thing does do that. and its always my top priority to keep that available
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about to trauma dump to the ac*u and hope i get the job wish me luck
#theyre so funny for this question like what did they expect the response to be LOLLL#i know they had to change things to not get sued but like damn yall know this is just an excuse for me to trauma dump now#like lmfaaaaoooooo#anyways if i get this done in the next hour it will literally be the [TRAGIC-task youve put off for 2 months only took 15 minutes!]#meme all over again and that will just kill me bc i did put it off for an extra 10 hours today again#anyways i would like to be paid 30 bucks an hour so pleaseeeeeeeeeee hire me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#if not this its back to the motherland boys so get ready for a 3 hour time difference IM GONE FOREVER SOON#v.txt#literally so excited to graduate and leave for at minimum a year and be literally anywhere but here college is a lie friends#and dont do it unless you are 5345245u34% sure you want to bc i do feel like i have been scammed#I SHOULDVE DONE A TRADE!!!!!!#anyways hears hoping i get this job and find a different way to spend time in peru bc regardless i do miss it there#none of u understand the intricacies of being able to get pollo la brasa or ceviche whenever i want..... without my mom having to make it#none of u understand the intracacies of coming back from the MOTHER-motherland and having the capital police stop ur bus#anyways as per usual if your motherland isnt at least a level 4 DNT for us citizens dont even bother talking to me about it#HAVING YOUR DNI IN YOUR BACK POCKET AT ALL TIME-RS MAKE SOME NOISEEEEEEEE#realiziing i spent here's wrong earlier and i hope you know it haunts me but i wont change it so we'll all have to deal
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threw some color on this old sketch just for reference......made me have the sad realization that butch isnt probably actually teal..... bc augustus was also teal in the meat circus and he isnt irl.....so sad........... anyways this makes me want to try harder on the designs, esp midge i dont think im super happy with hers
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