#don't feel bad about getting top surgery either though

[river13245]

Your recent piece with daryl x FTM reader made me so happy :,) I don’t see much of that content! When you have the time if you’d be able to write something along the lines of him dating a FTM reader & wanting to show him off/show how much he loves him.

Thank u :3!

Dating Daryl Dixon (FTM reader)

Now this completely depends on if Mearl is alive when you meet. If Mearl is alive during this time. Mearl will make a comment at your body. If you do have top surgery he will make a comment about your thighs and if you don't then about your boobs. He will find something. That's just who he is. Which will cause Daryl to tell him to shut up.

If Mearl is dead at this time he would probably meet you at Alexandria or our hunting. Either way I don't think Daryl would even look at your body in that way. He will ask who you were and then so forth.

During your time dating he would notice things. Daryl is very observant so he would notice things like how you would avoid being physically close with him. Not that my man is very physical in that aspect but he notices.

He wouldn't ask questions until one night he does. Making sure you both were alone during this time. This would be the night when you open up to him about being trans. He would be accepting of course he wouldn't be the type to judge. Just would ask a few questions cause he hadn't been around Trans people before. He would just want a better understanding so he wouldn't do anything wrong.

Many people in the town knew of course. So sometimes there would be some people who would find our and be homophobic. Daryl would be by your side instantly and even though you could take care of yourself perfectly fine. He would be the one to throw a punch if the person said something bad and didn't know personal space.

Daryl would not initiate anything so you would have to be the one to do so. If you were wanting sex you would have to tell him that it was okay to touch you and so forth. Of course when you gave him the green light he wasn't so hesitant any longer.

He would be so in love with you and he may not be super good with words. Daryl showed his love in other ways. Acts of service and gift giving was big for him. He would give you a good portion of food before getting himself any. Sometimes you would split some of your food cause he always gave himself so little and you so much. Then when you both were away from each other you both would come back with small gifts for the other.

For physical touch he would hold your hand. Kissing in private just sticking to hand holding in public. However sometimes during small gatherings you would kiss his cheek and his ears and cheeks would turn the faintest tinge of pink. Which causes Caryl to tease him and for him to roll his eyes and mumble.

Some people would question why you were with him. They didn't see what you seen in Daryl so you would be quick to defend him. They didn't need to understand or feel the way you felt about him. Its not their job to. They just needed to accept the fact that you are with him and they will be seeing the both of you two together.

Some also didn't understand why he was with you and he wouldn't get into a big argument or a big speech. Would usually just tell them to shut the hell up and walk off. Or when they would pester him he would say that he's in love with you and if they couldn't accept that then to stay out of your guy's way.

When Daryl would compliment you. He would not make many comments on your body. He would just say that you were handsome or say your eyes were pretty. However when he did compliment your body he would more so just look you over and say that you were so handsome.

In fact if you didn't have top surgery and you binded your chest. He would always remind you to take it off when you needed too. If you were hunting together he would stop everything he was doing and make you take if off right there while he turned around. Or if you were with people he would either give you a look or tap your back and you would excuse yourself and put on one of his hoodies that he had but never wore.

When you needed more bandages or wraps for your chest he would always be on the look out for more on his trips. This is the apocalypses of course these things wouldn't just be easy access so sometimes you wouldn't be able too. But As soon as Daryl came back with bandages and wraps he would give the extra to you.

On the days you were having a very bad self image day he would wrap his arms around you and pull you into a hug. Its a very firm hug. Then when the both of you would pull away he would take you hunting. Even letting you use his cross bow just to distract you. Let me tell you that he never lets anyone use that thing. Then after he would take you on a motorcycle ride.

All in all Daryl is such a good partner and you are a good one for him too. 10/10

[autism-freaks]

I got my top surgery over 2.5.yrs ago and I wanted to share some tips for pre- and post-op care! I got a double mastectomy with free nipple grafts and I'm loving my results.

Pre-Op:

-If you smoke or vape, try to quit for as long as possible before your surgery date, ideally at least a couple months. Don't use nicotine while healing either. Nicotine constricts your blood vessels and this can impede healing. If you're getting nipple grafts like me, it can be the difference between the grafts healing successfully or falling off.

-for the love of all that is holy, FOLLOW YOUR SURGEONS EATING RESRTICTIONS BEFORE SURGERY. Anesthesia can cause you to regurgitate and aspirate, which can lead to pneumonia and be deadly. This is MUCH more likely if you eat food too soon before going under. If you get bad stomach issues like reflux, ask for anti-nausea meds to be given IV before you wake up. I almost aspirated right as I woke up even though I didn't eat beforehand bc of my acid reflux.

-You may want to make a lot of things more easily accessible to prepare for recovery. You'll want to be able to reach things like cups, bowls, silverware, medications, toiletries, clothing, etc easy to reach without having to reach above your shoulders.

-if you can, prep some comfort meals that are easy to reheat in the microwave or oven. This is especially helpful if you plan on being mostly self-sufficient during recovery.

-get plenty of loose-fitting button up shirts. They are by far the easiest thing to put on after top surgery.

Post-Op:

-if you want less visible scars, I HIGHLY recommend using silicone scar tape or silicone scar gel once your surgeon says it's ok. The tape is generally cheaper, reusable and washable by hand with soap and warm water. Two rolls lasted me my whole recovery and my scars are now barely visible. The gel is easier to apply and more sensory friendly, but more expensive. You can get both online.

-your chest will be swollen for up to a few weeks after surgery. This swelling may be assymetrical at first (mine was). Try to be patient and not pass any judgements on the quality of your results during this time. You can always get a revision after 6 months if you're still not happy with it, but don't freak out right away as things will take time to settle.

-your brain is adjusting to a major, sudden change to your body. It's okay if you feel some mixed emotions while you process this. Try to journal or talk about it with someone you trust. I know my brain does not cope well with change and while I never once regretted my surgery, it took a little bit of time to get used to my body looking different even if it's the way I wanted to look.

-make sure you empty your drains on time if you have them and keep your compression vest on. This will help you heal as best you can and reduce swelling.

-don't use heat or ice! Ice will restrict blood flow to areas that need blood flow to heal and heat can amplify swelling and inflammation.

-touch your chest along the length of your scars as much as you tolerably can. You will most likely have nerve damage from surgery and touching/massaging gently will help your nerves know how to re-grow and process sensation properly. I have pretty much full sensation in the center of my chest where I touch very often while the ends of my scars under my armpits (where I don't touch often) still have reduced sensation.

- Gently massaging your scars with two fingers once the scabs are healed can also help prevent knots and bumps in the scar tissue. Don't cause yourself pain, only do it if it's tolerable.

-FOLLOW ALL YOUR SURGEONS INSTRUCTIONS!! If they tell you to do something or not do other things, there is a good reason.

I'm also happy to answer asks and messages about my experience with getting top surgery! Take your time in deciding if this is right for you and know I love you all either way <3

[cyrdling]

Dating Caspian the Merman (OC)

a/n: first time writing for one of my oc's. i hope you guys like it. kinda got a little too deep into writing about the biology of mermaids, sorry lol

caspian isn't a prince or really all that important in his city. of course, he is important to some of the people there, but he doesn't have a whole lot of things to really do.

you'd meet him when you go down to the rocky shores at night to think. coincidentally, he's also there- kind of bored, of course, but he's looking up at the moon as he wishes he could speak to humans without being in danger of getting harpooned.

this is the only real reason he goes there at night instead of the day- he loves the sun, but he knows that people are not as kind as they seem.

either way, you go to the shore and see him as he's laying on a large, flat rock. once you see him, you HAVE to reassure him that you're not gonna hunt him or tell anyone about him or else he'll be terrified. once calm though, he's pretty sweet.

he's got silver-white hair, long, slender fingers, soft blue eyes, and ears that are slightly pointed. he's also got very pale, almost to the point of being kind of blue, skin. on certain spots (where skin would usually be rough, like elbows) he's got pastelly blue scales that become more frequent as you look down at his hips, then his legs (or, really, the lack of legs. he's got a fish tail.) his hair is kinda brittle since he's in the ocean, but it's soft considering his situation. his nails are a little unnaturally sharp, but they seem to be dulled by how he uses them to move around on land (aka: the rocks act as makeshift nail files) and he's got a long scar across his stomach (it looks as though it quite literally tore through him) and he's got top surgery scars that are a lot paler pink, but are still visible.

on his body, he's got a few tattoos, as well- in my mind, mermaids use tattoos to signify which kingdom and family they're from- kingdom on the left wrist, and family on the right. wrists are very vulnerable, so showing the family and kingdom tattoos is customary before doing practically anything else, such as fighting for one's honor or whatever. caspian hasn't gotten a real job yet, so he hasn't gotten a tattoo for that- although his father is a successful coral and kelp farmer. job tattoos go on the sternum, as close to the heart as possible- caspian has a few ideas for his though. he's very good at the spear, so maybe he'd be a warrior or hunter of some kind.

according to mythology, mermaids and mermen were made by an angered witch who combined a village with fish to make them fish people. this means they have both lungs (above water breathing) and gills (underwater breathing). i don't really know how this works so just imagine its some like, second lung situation or whatever idk.

mermaids and mermen have different metabolisms to humans- they gain and lose weight very easily, and this can depend on the temperature of the water, how stressed they are, or what they eat.

his society is also highly matriarchal, as well- when he transitioned, his mother genuinely hated him since she thought he was betraying him. his father, though, understood after a while. shortly after their final argument, caspian's mother was harpooned by a human, and died in the cradle of the waves. this society believes burials at sea are honorable, so they did the ceremony without a body.

in order to like, date you, i don't think caspian would pull an ariel and get legs. he'd actually find a way to help you breathe underwater (like through a spell or something) so you can go into the ocean with him. he's very considerate!

overall 10/10 but i think he wouldnt know that seawater hurts your lungs the first time he'd drag you under, so he'd feel VERY VERY bad

thank you for reading! PLEASE tell me if you guys like it, teehee

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[zephyr-writesx]

Lucky Roux/Roo x (FTM) Reader (smut)

!!!!WARNING!!!!

NFSW WRITING, MDI

I'm posting the first ever Lucky Roux smut on the internet hell yeah :3

ftm reader has had top surgery and hrt

i encourage more ppl to write about this big boi, he's literally so fricking cute!!! he reminds me of a hamster! i love him <333 ^w^

also warning:

cunt is used like once in the story

clit/bottom growth=dick/cock

your dick is called small/tiny in the story.

some cussing

no condom (wrap it b4 u tap it plz)

the term "good boy" is used

ok! now on with the story!

You and the cook of the Red Haired Pirates, Lucky Roux, had started dating a few months ago and things had been going well thus far… well everything except your sex life. Your darling boyfriend always got flustered when ever the other commanders made jokes or hinted at you and lucky being intimate. he would always change the subject when the guys tried to pry any details out of him or you. the truth is you two had yet to have sex yet.

you had a few ideas as to why such as A. he didn't want to make you uncomfortable or feel pressured B. he was afraid of hurting you (he is a lot bigger then you, both vertically and horizontally.) C. he's insecure about either his size or his body or both and fears getting rejected. D.(the one you hope is not true but you insecurities still think is a possibility) he isn't physically attracted to you.

you know in your heart the last theory isn't true but the though nags at you. you'd be lying if you said the lack of sex didn't affect you. every time you needed to satisfy you libido you'd imagine Lucky and the things you wanted to do with him, to him, and the things you wanted him to do to you. you imagined his large hands playing with your dripping hole, stroking your small cock, slowly inching one thick finger into your wet hole. And his mouth, the thought of his lips wrapped around your dick sucking while his tongue teased your tip had you cuming on your hand in under a minute. you tried to put your needs aside hoping Lucky would tell you in time but you were getting impatient and honestly a bit worried. the thought of him not finding you physically attractive still gnawed at your brain.

Today was when you were going to confront him about it and communicate your feelings!

you left Lucky a note on his nightstand the night before explaining that you wanted to talk after dinner (and that it wasn't a bad thing, that you just needed to ask him about something). you went about you day as usual but inside you were nervous beyond belief. you know that everything will be fine but the scary "what if's" keep pilling up in you head.

you head to your room immediately after dinner and clean yourself up as well as put on some cute lacy green boxers you got as a joke from Yassop (surprisingly they were fantastic quality and quite gorgeous) when you and Lucky started dating. you hoped that if the night when well you'd possibly, maybe, hopefully, get laid.

you dress in casual but cute clothes and as you stood looking in the full length mirror you smack you cheeks "you got this!" you say giving yourself a small pep talk. with everything in place you take a deep breath and leave your room and head towards Lucky's.

you enter his room as he's left it unlocked for you and notice that he isn't here yet. you walk over and sit on the end his massive comfy bed and make yourself comfortable while you wait. it only takes a few minutes before he casually walk in, but you notice his face show he's nervous. he shut the door behind him and locks it "don't want people interrupting us.. heh.." he says in awkwardly scratching the back of his neck. you shakily nod and pat the spot on the bed next you. he takes a seat and while looking at the floor asks "sooo what did you wanna talk about hun?" he says still to anxious to look you in the eyes, or look at you at all.

you take a deep breath and let it out slowly trying to calm your nerves. "Lucky, I know we haven't talk about this subject much but I like.. well i want to… i.. " you felt your nerves taking hold of you again so you took another breath and closed your eyes hoping the lack of vision would make you less anxious. "i would like to have.. well be intimate with you. if you'd like to of course id neverwanttomakeyouuncomfortab-" you began to ramble and you became more and more flustered. lucky quickly silenced you with a kiss.

as lucky leaned down into your kiss you eagerly leaned into him. the kiss got more heated as you cradled the side of his face guiding him further into the passionate kiss. soon your back was against the soft bed and lucky was leaning above you with your lips still locked. you felt Lucky's tongue swipe your bottom lip and you moaned ant the contact allowing him to enter. the kiss was messy but full of love and yearning. when you two parted both of you were flustered and panting. you were hungry for more.

"you've got no idea how long I've want to do that sweets." he said still panting. "you've no idea how long I've wanted you to do that love." you both giggled realizing you've both been holding back. "A-are you- i mean do you want to do more?" he asked his face painted pink. "absolutely, i want you, I've wanted you so bad for so long Lucky." you said as you looked at him with pleading eyes, longing for more. the words you spoke had Lucky's already rock hard cock twitching with need and excitement. "fuck" was all lucky said before he began kissing you again feverishly. his soft lips trailed down to your neck where he kissed, sucked, and gently bit, most definitely leaving mark for tomorrow. you couldn't care less about the marks you as you were to consumed in the pleasurable feeling of Lucky's lips on your skin.

you grasped his shirt and you bit your lip to attempted to muffle your needy moans. Lucky's lips trailed you your shirt. you readily pulled it over your head and threw it to the floor as Lucky kissed and marked his way down your body. as he reached the waistband of your bottoms he leaned up and admired your beauty. he adjusted himself so he was at the edge of the bed in front of you as he pulled you by the hips closer to the edge. the way he had just manhandled you turned you on and you let out a small breathy moan as you adjusted yourself. lucky looked toward you as he grabbed the waist band of your bottoms. "is this ok?" he ask as he softly caressed your hip. "yes, please more" you say flushed. Lucky swiftly removes your bottoms to reveal you cute lacy boxers in his signature green color. you hear his breath hitch as he tosses your bottoms to the side. he gently touches touches the soft lace at the waist with one hand while the other holds your hip sweetly. he lightly drags his fingers down the lace to right above your cunt. your cock twitches and you spread your legs farther apart so he can see the large wet spot on the green boxers.

Lucky brushes his fingers against the wet spot and up to your eager cock. you moan and buck your hips into his hand slightly, needing to feel more of his touch. Lucky was eager to feel more of you so he began taking of your boxers carefully, as if he was scared to rip them. once the boxers were off he dropped them with the rest of you clothes. he stopped to admire you, you face flushed, marks beginning to appear on your skin, your chest rising and falling as you pant, your eye full of lust and longing. "h-hey! it's not fair if im the only one naked. i want to see you too please." you said catching you breath. lucky chuckled "guess not huh." he said as he took off clothing. with lucky now naked you could clearly see his hard throbbing cock. he was above average and very girthy. you bit your lip thinking about how you'd fit something that thick inside of you. Lucky gave you a kiss on the forehead soothing you a bit as his hand traveled to your aching cock. his thick thumb covered your dick as he rubbed tight circles on your slick cock. you arched your back and grasped the sheets as you moan at the unexpected pleasure. "f-fuck Lucky, Baby, that feels so fucking good. keep touching me love. feels really good " you moaned.

you closed your eyes focusing on the pleasure as you panted. Lucky licked his lips, transfixed on your reactions and sounds. Lucky teased your soaked hole with one thick finger, circling your entrance before gently pushing in the tip. he eased his broad finger into you slowly as to not hurt you, but it also server to tease you more. you moaned at the stretch of his large finger. your patience running thin you pleaded "please, more, Lucky I need it.". as you finished your plea Lucky thrusts his finger into you all the way before pulling out to the tip and driving it back in. As he slowly yet powerfully fingered you he lowered his head and moved his thumb from your cock, but your whine of protest was cut short by a moan as his lips wrapped around your sensitive dick. he sucked and licked your small cock causing you to buck your hips but with his other arm he held your hips down preventing you from squirming. you felt the pleasure rise as he curled his finger upward and licked you cock. your pleasure built up more and more as he continued, you felt the knot in your abdomen tighten more and more until SNAP! you came nearly screaming his name with tears in the corners of your eyes. Lucky slowed his actions as you orgasmed to not overstimulate you. once you had begun to catch you breath he stopped and pull off of your cock and slowly inserted another finger stretching you out more. though you small dick was too sensitive for now, your hole could handle more.

You opened your eye to see Lucky's flushed face as he jerked his leaking cock. the flushed pink tip dripped precum as lucky continued stretching you out with his fingers. lucky used the precum to lube up his girthy cock as he jerked off. you were entranced by the sight before you, the man you love touching himself as you prepares you for his cock. your insides flutter around his fingers. "I'm gonna try to fit the tip in, ok hun? if it starts hurtin' let me know kay?" he said teasing your hole with his tip. you nod feverously, you need to feel his cock inside of you, you want to make him feel as good as he's made you feel. He chuckles at you enthusiasm, he rubs his pink tip against your little cock a little before he positions his dick at your entrance. Lucky inserts the tip in at a slow pace, watching your face to see any signs of discomfort or pain. you moan as the tip stretches you open "I-I can take more, please i want more." you begged. Lucky nods "Tell me if its to much, alright?" he says before slowly pushing more of his cock into you. the stretch Lucky's cock gives you feels delicious, your nearly drooling as he sinks his cock in inch by inch. once His hips are flush against yours Lucky pauses "you need a minute baby boy?" he says with heavy beath. "just a little bit" you nod "your cock feel so good Lucky, feel so full." you moan. The praise causes Lucky's cock to twitch and leak a bit of precum inside of you, you moan at the feeling.

"you can move now love." you say feeling more comfortable. Lucky takes a deep breath before slowly pulling out and gently pushing in his fat dick into your tight hole. lucky placed his hands on your hips. he let out low breathy moans as he fucked your dripping hole, he let out praises and commands like "yes baby take it, just like that", "fuck yes baby boy you look so gorgeous taking my cock" and your favorite "good boy ". "please, harder , faster baby, i need more please" you begged. he instantly obeyed fucking you hard and fast, he moved one hand to jerk off your cock as the other hand gripped you pulling you back onto his cock. you moaned his name and cussed and his dick hit deep inside of you causing your eyes to roll back. you felt hot pleasure as lucky fucked you hard, but then Lucky grabbed your thighs and held them to your chest. in this position he fucked you deeper and it had you screaming "fuck fuck fuck Lucky, er so deep!" you said drool running down your chin as you throw your head back in ecstasy. you grab you thighs and hold them yourself freeing Lucky's hands. lucky goes right back to you cock and the other to your hip.

you feel that knot in you stomach tighten as the pleaser runs through your veins. "l-lucky 'm gonna cum please pleasedontstop!" you said your speech slurred from pleasure. "cum for my baby boy, cum on my cock!" he moans. you felt that same snap for the second time tonight but this time it hit much harder. you felt the pleasure rip through you as you scream Lucky's name. you swear you see stars as you cum on Lucky's cock. Lucky doesn't stop as your hole milks his cock, he slows down his hand jerking your dick but doesn't stop. "good boy, good boy fer me, oh fuck baby im gonna cum, where ya want it?" he pants out. without hesitation "inside me please, fuck Lucky fill me up baby, wanna be full of your cum" you moan out. Lucky's thrusts become more erratic as he reaches his peak. with a loud moan of your name lucky shoots ropes of cum into your hole. with both your hips flush against each other you moaned as the cum overfilled you spilling onto the edge of the bed and onto the floor. Once you both caught you breath lucky kissed you gently to which you reciprocated and caressed his cheek. lucky pulled out slow before grabbing a towel to clean you both up. "do you need a drink, a snack, or anything?" lucky asked "just you" you said looking at him with love. Lucky's cheeks dusted pink before adjusting you two onto the bed to cuddle. as you drifted to sleep in the arms of your beloved you realized that you'd have to face the crew tomorrow. you shook away the thoughts, you'd deal with that tomorrow, for tonight you'd sleep in the arms of the man you'd marry one day. you fell asleep to the sound of lucky snoring with a smile on you face.

Yippie!!!!!! Done!!!!!!! I hope you like this story and im working on more from the prompt list i made so get prepared!!!!!!! >:3 See ya later!

[lifblogs]

Better Late Than Dead

Fandom: The Bad Batch Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Pairing: Tech/Phee Word Count: 1268 Summary: Tech arrives on Pabu for the first time since he was rescued from Dr. Hemlock, and put his mind back together (mostly). A special someone is there waiting for him. AUTHOR'S NOTE: Disclaimer, I have PCS (Post-Concussion Syndrome) so this story could be a mess, it could be great. I don't know, but I tried, and I had fun. First story I've written since I hit my head. I am sooooo nervous about it for some reason. This fandom seems like nothing but kind, though. If you read it, thank you. READ ON AO3

Tech paused getting off the ramp. Once he stepped off onto Pabu he would no longer just be on the Marauder with his family. He would exist in a public space, with people who… might not understand, who would see him differently. He was different.

There were some stares from the crowd, but he couldn’t track all of them, faces blurring and disappearing as he watched. But maybe those eyes were still on him.

Subconsciously, he touched the back of his head, feeling the metal plate there that replaced part of his skull, felt the lines where his scalp had split, where either through injury or one of his many surgeries his brain had been exposed. His new and enhanced left eye (replacing the gouged one from Plan 99) searched the space before him frantically, but he tried to take in what the right saw first: bright, blue skies with white, puffy clouds; a calm ocean for kilometers on end; happy people in colorful clothing—survivors, every one of them. How could such a place exist when he’d been through such horrors in Hemlock’s dark labs? Now it was like this beautiful place only half-existed.

The beauty was what his right eye saw. The left one… He hadn’t had a chance to reprogram it yet. Most of what he saw through it was a dizzying array of heat signatures, structural integrities, and the best places to shoot a target. According to his eye, everyone was a target. This was all superimposed over his regular vision from his right eye. The confusing signals to his brain usually left him with the feeling as if his eyes were being scooped out (half a phantom pain and reminiscent of his real horrors), and it would throb up into his head. With the metal plate added in, he had more headaches than he could manage on most days.

Still feeling anxiety churning in his gut; cold, clammy fear gripping the back of his neck and stripping him bare, he held up his new datapad. Tech decided to do a quick check of his metabolic system, and the absorption levels of his various injected pain meds, and their half-lives. This was done through a chip implanted at the base of his skull. Unfortunately that had required an extra surgery, seeing as that hadn’t fit in the area where he’d needed his skull repaired.

His datapad beeped quietly, and a yellow bar showed up near the top. He’d need to re-inject his left hip soon.

Tech glanced up, the real galaxy around him becoming too real. Coming towards the ramp with a hesitant smile and shining eyes was Phee.

His heart suddenly seemed too big, blood somehow beating hard all across his torso, even as it crawled up his throat. Phee. He really had thought of her, even remembered one instance of Hemlock torturing him for mentioning her name. He shuddered, his mechanical left leg shifting in a way that seemed too obvious and inhuman to him.

Tech wasn’t the same.

Am I even Tech?

No, no. You’ve… you’ve been over this already. Done the work. I. Am. Tech.

And he had thought about Phee in what he had thought would be his last moments. He’d surprisingly had the time to think about a lot of people.

He’d thought about his last-minute realization, and he’d mourned what could have been. And now… there she was. Here he was. Pabu. Safety. Phee.

Tech took a deep breath, tried to swallow back his fear, and stepped down the ramp, all too aware of how he looked now. Feeling clumsy with this changed body, he struggled to put his datapad back on his belt. One last thing to put between this moment and the next, the inevitable.

Phee met him at the bottom of the ramp, letting him step off. For a moment the voices around them dimmed, but neither of them spoke.

Oh no, she’s horrified. She’s disgusted. She’s—

“You look different.”

Blunt, as always.

“Oh.”

“I think I like it.”

“You… do?” Tech asked, caught off guard as he usually was with her. (How could anyone script conversations with a flirtatious, bold pirate?)

She shrugged. Was she… crying?

Some of his vision blurred. His eye malfunctioning? No. His right one. He was crying.

Hesitantly, she touched his shoulder. Tech jumped a little, but let her warm, assuring touch stay there. He wondered what that hand felt like—strong, calloused.

“It’s you, isn’t it?”

Was this him? All these differences, and injuries, and modifications?

Well, he was still Tech, so he supposed that made the plate in his skull him, the chip, the cybernetic leg, and eye. Still… Tech. Just different. A new Tech.

“I suppose.” He was surprised to hear himself speak.

“Then of course I like it! But I have a bone to pick with you.”

Tech almost backed away, startled, as her finger prodded against his chest.

What bone?

What—Oh!

“Seven months?!” she went on, voice raised and rough. “I don’t see you for seven months?! And all I could get out of Mr. Face Tattoo was that you were ‘indisposed.’”

“Sorry I’m… late,” he got out, as if that somehow summed up everything that had changed his life, that had even affected hers.

That’s when a sob left Phee, and her tears spilled, and she cupped Tech’s scarred face in her hand. It was calloused, just like he’d thought it’d be. Something about her touch was reassuring and invigorating all at once.

And it was kind.

Tech hadn’t realized how much he’d needed someone outside his family to support him until that moment. It left him weak in his right knee, and he might have trembled.

Phee sobbed again, and then got out with a smile bright enough to rival the stars, “But still—better late than dead, I always say.”

Tech held her hand against his face for a second, marveling at the feeling, her words. Then he wasn’t sure who pulled who into an embrace, but suddenly she was flush against him, her heart beating fast, chest moving with her sobs, a wild scent of ocean salt, island fruit, and some kind of warm spice surrounding him. With his chin tucked against her shoulder, and her head resting against his he learned her hair was a softness he’d never felt before.

“Though of course you had to lose one brown eye on me,” she joked. He was surprised when it didn’t hurt, not from her.

“I’ll try not to lose the other one.”

“You’d better. What am I supposed to call you now? ‘Brown Eye’ doesn’t sound romantic.”

“We could… make it romantic,” he ventured, voice a soft murmur against her.

Phee laughed, and pulled back, patting his cheek. “Honey, I’m not sure you know what romance is.”

For the first time since Plan 99, months and months ago, Tech laughed—something he’d thought he would never be capable of again. And, he thought, maybe he’d like to do it again. With Phee.

“I’m smart,” he assured her, watching as she wiped away her tears, wishing he could do it for her. He went on, surprising himself, “I’m sure I can learn.”

Phee took his hand in hers, and Tech was startled by how much he enjoyed that her hand was smaller than his.

“Well, come on then,” she said, starting to drag him along, towards society as a whole new person. “You’re gonna have a lot of studying to do.”

Tech smiled, somehow, as he followed her, leaving just a little bit of that dark lab behind him.

[fizzy-blood]

LJ x TransMasc!Reader headcanons (SFW)

Requested by one of my friends on Discord!

So this is the first time I've posted this kind of stuff since like... 2019? So I might be a bit rusty... Enjoy!

(trans specific headcanons)

So to start off nice and simple I'm just gonna say this very quickly, when you first tell him that you're trans he doesn't understand wtf that means at first

Don't worry though! He figures it out eventually and is completely fine with it

I feel like he would be super happy to have to feel comfortable enough to tell him that (even if you are already dating)

He'd probably be really nice to you about it too

If you had top surgery I have a feeling that he'd like to trace his fingers around the scares

If not? No problem! He'll rest his arms around your chest and hold you tight enough to some what flatten them if you got dysphoric (bro became a chest binder frfr)

Speaking of dysphoria! If you ever felt bad about yourself or anything along the lines of "what if I'm faking it though/I'm never going to be a man) he'd try his best to comfort you, handing you sweets, hugging you, maybe giving you a kiss or two

This man is actually really good at comforting people for two main reasons

One, he was pretty much always around kids before the whole killer clown thing, so he knows how to calm people down really easily, this also gives him a high tolerance for things like crying

And two, this man is really tall (I'm talking like 7ft) and has super long arms which makes him great for hugs, he'll hold you in his arms as you rant to him, listening to every word you say, doing his best you make you calm down

The point is that this guy doesn't really get bothered by how you identify, he appreciates you either way and wont judge you for any of it

(non trans specific headcanons)

I feel like he'd love to leave you like treats and snacks around your room when you're not looking

Just tell him what kinds of sweets you like and wait, you see a small bag of them waiting for you on your bed

I also feel like Jack would just randomly pick you up and take you places, doesn't matter if you're doing something or talking to someone, you're coming with him

Along with the snacks that get left in your room, you'll probably find a couple drawings he made of you and him

They aren't anything too amazing and they kind of look like that of a five year old's but its still sweet either way

Since this Jack is 7ft tall he's obviously a lot larger than you are

Because of this he'll let you sit in his lap or lay on top of him and let you fall asleep on him

This man also *loves* to give you affection in public

He just likes being able to show others that you love him (even if he kills people lmao)

So if you hold his hand in front of others or give him a small kiss on the cheek he'll be over them moon

That's all for now, hope you enjoyed! -Fizz

[windtraces]

i got mentally ill. heehoo. can't tag shit

so glad that i only wear sports bras. i bind usually and actually need to get a new one bc my old backup is too beat up and i hate the other. but bras are scary. my cup size? idk dd last i checked which was coincidentally before i came out as trans

my family is cool. kind of family where we don't talk about things but it suits me. i'm genuinely glad that the time dad asked "what are you even so fucking depressed that you cut yourself about?" and i said "I WAS RAPED!!!!" he hasn't said anything else about that. maybe he forgot. i don't want to talk about that

i mean i do kind of. but i can't. i can't even talk about the things i remember, let alone the things i forget, and it's easier and more fun to visit and hang out and do my laundry and play video games parallel play style with dad. i can try to talk about it somewhere else. here for example. i can't bring that back up to dad and stepmom when they have enough going on with cancer and chronic illness and i'm pretty much fine.

they are so fucking delicate with me and i appreciate it. i really do. because i can't take things the way i used to and the time dad got mad at me because i was a pussy about visiting grandma before she died. i get why he was mad, he has his own stuff, but i can't take him being mad. i get scared when he gets mad at the dogs and i think he notices too and i think he feels guilty which just makes it worse. he's trying so hard to be better. he is better. but i still just get scared

and he really wasn't that violent either, he only got physical a few times. and one time it was his fault entirely, i got home from work and he wanted to talk about something upsetting to both of us and i was tired after school and work and wanted to go to bed. but sometimes it was me too. i shouldn't have been drinking. he knows it's a slippery slope. he shouldn't have done what he did but i shouldn't have been drinking and even though he was wrong sometimes he wasn't completely wrong. me waking up while taking venlafaxine i may as well have been drunk anyways. it was bad. i mean dgmw, he fucked up, i still consider him an abuser, but he isn't abusive now, he's changed. he offered me a beer last month. he let me stay with him, he doesn't tell me to shut the fuck up when i ramble about things i like. he's better now and i am too. i'm not a teenager anymore i can regulate, and i help him with stuff and also his parents (my grandparents). i'm not useless.

even if i'm useless he still cares now that he learned how to care and how easy it is to break a kid. he recognizes when i get overwhelmed and helps by keeping things away from me. he loves me. he encourages things i like. he's better. he doesn't tell me to shut up. he explains things he likes too, and i like it, even if we don't do the same things we can talk.

i straight up forgot why i was originally rambling. i just want to transition. i wish i had the money, and i could probably ask for help but they've already helped me so much and i'm 25 so i should be able to do this. but

idek how it would go. they (dad and stepmom) already know that i pretty much only wear mens' clothes. i think it's best if i wait until mocky and pocky die. pocky would he really upset if he noticed. but he might not. idk. i'm so sick of waiting and so sick of being poor. i want testosterone i want top surgery. i think they'd be fine with it, as long as i didn't scare pocky and mocky, which i already bind all the time anyways and i think mocky knows but it just isn't talked about. grammy knows bc mom told her. that also isn't talked about

we don't talk about fucking anything and i'm too stupidly shy to talk about it. everyone probably thinks it was a phase

stepmom probably doesn't she got me a haircut. and mocky said i look better with short hair. but i'm scared. i don't want anyone to hate me and i don't want to cause stress. i want to go pull weeds once a week and organize closets and help mocky get groceries and carry and sort everything and everything i can to help them. and i want to help dad and stepmom too, i help how i can when i go. i want dad to keep teaching me about home repair stuff he learned. i don't want to lose them, i need them, and i don't want them to be mad even though they already know but they might get mad if it gets too real. i want to be fionn. i don't want to be lauren, i want stubble and a deep voice and a flat chest and to be called fionn, not lauren, and i barely take care of lauren but i like to think i'd take better care of fionn but i can't be fionn. FUCK

[your-queer-dad]

hey dad i did an ask once before though idk if it was answered i cant tell but i came out to my parents and siblings almost six months ago now my dad is very ignorant doesnt care but still supports when he does remember. my mom is a bit complicated. i am pretty young for an enby, and she feels like i may not know for certain whilst i may be agender or nonbinary i am definitely not a girl or boy and definitely prefer my preferred name and they/them pronouns my mom isn't straight idk what she is my parents dont have a good relationship but i think they try to support me she says she will continue to deadname me cause shes worried she'll use it in front of my grandparents who are super bigoted i am not out to ym grandparents on either side and she has said she'll try to be better with pronouns but we'll see on that my siblings are all super supportive and i plan on asking them to start using my preferred name i also fogured out one of my siblings are gay and one is bi which im glad im not the only one though im the only non cis person which does make me feel a little odd or abnormal recently my dysphoria has been getting horrid used to just have chest dysphoria but not i feel like im getting bottom dysphoria I've talked to my mom about it originally she said i couldn't get a binder till om 18!? after a bit of an argument with mom me and my sister it was eventually moved to not allowed till 15 i have to wait 2 whole years i also am not allowed to change my preffered name on stuff like library cards until ive been out for 12 months so only around 6-7 months but still pretty annoying like she thinks its a phase or something she grew up with extremely bigoted parents so i cant completely be mad i recently told my cousin though shes got a bad influence from school and tends to spill secrets shes also pretty close with my nana who is in fact queerphobic i really regretted it right after idk if shes told anyone yet but im really worried she will im worried by the time im 18 i wont be able to get top surgery or bottom surgery due to the current political stance i also am intrigued by furry like things such as wearing cat ears and a tail but feel super self conscious i dont have ny own room to wear such things i also dont have my own credit card to buy these things without anyone knowing and im super nervous i want to explore things like cat ears and tail but i dont have a private space to wear them my family is unemployed my dad has stopped trying to get a job i dont have anyway to get money for what i want my family isnt well off im super sorry for such a long vent i just really am confused right now and my situation is very complicated

-a little enby buddy (they/them ei/eim it/its)

Hey kiddo! It's okay, please don't apologise for the long rant. That sounds like a really complicated situation and I'm so sorry you're having to deal with all of that. I'm glad your siblings and mom are supportive, even if they aren't great and I'm always here to listen no matter what 🫂🫂

- dad x

[sillybillydx]

BF + GF Headcanons

Originally they were gonna be separate but. I can't split them apart so they're together now!

BF

Boyfriend is his full name. Atm, I don't have a nickname for him. "Friend" is lowkey a surname with a majority of his siblings (i.e. Bellefriend)

I'm not exactly set on this, but usually I think of BF as Filipino

BF has an INCREDIBLE amount of siblings. Family gatherings go crazy. Don't ask how he remembers them all.

BF is transmasc nonbinary! He uses any pronouns and doesn't really care what terms you use, but leans to masc. I feel like he has some xenogenders too but idk what exactly

#no top surgery for him. He kinda layers enough to not look noticeable but also he doesn't care that much. Also he's so hot shit

Woah they're bisexual i didn't know that ! (Quote) i also like the thought of grayro bf

BF having AuDHD + low empathy is canon but I wanna layers one more thing. NPD BF. Because I Say So.

I think this came mostly because of Guy, but I HC BF being lactose intolerant. That doesn't stop them from trying to eat dairy. (GF there for BF in emotional support as beeps fighting for beeps life in the restroom)

GF

Her full name is Girlfriend Dearest! I don't really have a nickname for her either

I really like the idea of GF being Afrolatina

She has a large extended family!

She's transfem! She/it + fem terms

Bi (fem lean) + aroflux! ^_^ i ♡ hitting characters with aro beam

Canonically has auDHD! I think she also has smth clusB abt her too. Trust me on this.

GF selfships with Senpai, and has been for several years! Even after Week 6. Her love for BF triumphs over, though

Her SpIn is Hating Sim! ...Although it's all about Senpai. She doesn't know of the catboy Senpai in other routes........

It's BAD with faces. Unless someone's pretty memorable + talks to it a lot, it will not recognize them

BF + GF

BF and GF have fanfic nights sometimes where they read x reader fanfics for Senpai, sometimes judging them

This might actually be from a post about them, but there's this one post where it's like "my partner doesn't like pickles, so whenever they get them, I eat them for them. I don't like pickles" and then someone is like "JUST DON'T GET PICKLES." Anyways that post is bf + gf and the person responding is Pico

Contrary to DD and MM, majority of BF's family LOVE GF. They like to hog it whenever GF comes over. BF gets jealous

I can't see them having a kid on purpose. They'd be those cool aunt + uncle couple who lets you do fuck all

They have matching rings AND matching nail polish! They're cute ^_^

They're HEAVILY and ANNOYINGLY all about PDA

[kuriboo]

Hey i hope you don't mind or find this weird/rude. I just wanted to reach out here because i saw you have this blog linked on another account and i also saw you was the one running that ygo server promo'd in tags awhile back? ( a year or so ago. ) i wanted to check in with you if you're doing well? I know you are probably busy with IRL stuff so please don't feel you have to reply to this at all. before realizing i think i know you from somewhere else i wanted to ask if the server still active and chill? i'm shy in big groups so i wanted to check before considering. I hope you had a wonderful christmas/holiday!

i'll be honest anon i have not been doing so hot.

which is why, i'm not entirely sure what other blog you found this blog on (which is totally fine!) (i have an inkling it might be my rp account but i may be wrong), but there is a good chance i have been dead silent there for months.

to put it mildly, i've been overwhelmed with life. i keep having house issues, there are so many health issues going on between myself and family (i may be looking at gallbladder surgery in the near future, and if not that, i need wisdom teeth removed and i have to find a surgeon that takes my insurance for that still. and that's just me.), house issues, car issues, and work. i love my job. i feel fulfilled at my job. my job is genuinely fun sometimes. however things keep happening (client actions) that genuinely fuck with me. like the guy who keeps getting drunk and harassing my coworkers [but not me? but that puts me in a VERY awkaward situation being hte only staff he'll talk to.]

the amount of stress this has put on me is LARGE. which is why i've basically been silent everywhere besides this account (kuriboo) and the yugioh server. and the yugioh server, i love the people that are there greatly, but if i was not running that server my anxiety might keep me from being active there too.

holiday's been good, though! i took about a week and a half off bc i had pto to use up before losing it at the end of the year (i did work a couple hours on christmas but it was the kind of work that renewed my faith in humanity and gave me christmas cheer), i'm out at my brother's place for a couple more days, i've been spending time with family and things have overall been good this past week and a half, house issues be damned.

all of this to say, i'm positive the account you came to kuriboo from has been basically ghosted by me and i feel so bad and i'm very sorry. i've been so overwhelmed that my anxiety won't let me do a lot of things.

The yugioh server is still active! Honestly, more active than ever. Which is crazy to me, haha. It's chill most of the time. I host poll tournaments on there (we're currently running a yugioh villain tournament) and sometimes we get a little over the top about the proproganda of who we want to sway votes towards (i think a powerpoint presentation is being created) (the last match [pegasus vs spectre] devolved into bribes and ended as a draw anyway), but that's like, not the usual vibe.

most everyone currently active is very nice and chill though from what i've witnessed. lots of writers in the server, and we have an rp section in the server that's fairly active but extremely casual [currently there is a huge rp thread going on named simple rescue. it's not nearly as simple as the name implies.] i do rp in this server, and we all encourage each other with writing projects and do sprints together and stuff. that's not to say there's no artists. we've gotten more artists recently! and i love seeing everyone's art <3 it's a fun creative place and this server is the only reason i've done any writing in the past six months or so honestly.

but i mean like, you don't gotta be a writer or an artist or an rper to join either. it's perfectly fine not to. genuinely, i think it's a cool place to see some art and fics. or just talk about your favorite yugioh series, or to get into some yugioh analysis or whatever. there's a whole squad of us watching go rush (not simultaneously) and we just talk about how much of a roller coaster it is.

it's a good vibe for me, and i hope it's a good vibe for everyone else!

if you wanna join we'd be happy to have you!

[setokaibasblimp]

seto kaiba nsfw hcs for anon!

as i said before, i don't think about this often because during canon he's too young and i'm not always in post canon mode, but i got an ask about it so i made an effort! also just as a heads up i'll be going with my trans hc for this, because... it's my blog :)

warning for nsfw under the cut!

• he's a power bottom, i know it. i can feel it. will ride dick like he'd ride a horse, and i mean that regardless of who he's sleeping with and what they have between their legs, through the power of the strap on all things are possible

• has a dragon dildo for every dragon in his deck except for the bewd. he knows there must be a blue eyes white dildo somewhere in the world, but he simply respects the bewd too much for that. the other dragons are fair game though

• alternatively, he tops using a futuristic techno dick he created himself, the ultimate bottom surgery. he's the guy that made a simulation that allows you to feel stuff like in the real world, a fully functional dick hologram would be easy

• is into the weirdest shit, bonus points if he genuinely can't understand normal sex and/or finds it repulsive. the type that would respectfully ask if his partner would consent to pissing themself or getting fucked in their sleep, but draws the line at idk, giving handjobs

• this is partially why i can see him having a string of relationships that didn't work out, it's simply hard to find someone he'd be sexually compatible with. other reasons include him being the most avoidant socially inept guy in the planet, and most of the people that show interest in him doing so as either part of a ploy to steal kaibacorp or a creepy plan to detransition him. keeping the celebrity gossip at bay would be a nightmare

• oscilates between being The mean dom, and being surprisingly sweet and caring, depending on how bad of a day he had. he already has to spend a lot of time asserting himself in his day to day life, i imagine he wouldn't allways have the energy to do the same in the bedroom

• pet play enthusiast looking for a dog sub. ironically enough, the loser dog thing with jounouchi wasn't sexual for him at the time, he was just coping with trauma by being an asshole. literal years later he connects the dots and goes

at the realization that he may have sounded like a perv, and that he can't even defend himself because he is, in fact, a perv

[momochizoey]

Thank you for tagging me @celinou !!

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 

I've got 12 on my AO3! 9 ATLA/TLOK fics, and 3 Wednesday fics.

2. What's your total AO3 word count? 

46,759 words in total! Most of it is one shots so that tracks tbh, though I'm actually pretty impressed with how much that actually is, especially cause it doesn't count how much I've written for WIPs.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos? 

#1) Scrapped Scenes, a Wenclair fic, at 1,632 kudos (which is frankly insane, I hadn't realized it got that much)

#2) Crying Wolf, another Wenclair fic, at 759 kudos

#3) And Iphigenia Felt Rage, a Yuezula fic, at 225 kudos

#4) The Future Looks Brighter Together, a Sokkla fic, at 163 kudos

And at #5) Yours In Body And Soul, another Sokkla fic, at 154 kudos

I'm not surprised the two Wenclair fics are on top by such a wide margin, I wrote those when the show had only just come out so the fandom was at its peak. Very glad that many people liked what I wrote though! Since most of the other fandoms I've written for (on ao3 or here) are a lot less active, it was a new experience!

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? 

I usually do, but I do have to admit I've been struggling a bit with it recently 😅. I read them all, and I'm so grateful for them, but especially on fics that I had huge plans for still, and which are in no way close to progressing, I have this feeling like I should have a new chapter to offer when I do answer them. I'm blaming it on my social anxiety 😬

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Ooh, that's a hard one cause I definitely tend to go in a more fluffy, feel-good direction. But I'd have to say it's Keep Your Fire On A Leash (Let The Ashes Bring You Peace). It's a June/Azula oneshot, mainly focused on Azula dealing with the pyromania she developed in captivity (as a need to reclaim complete control over at least this aspect of her life). She tries to manage it a little by working in pottery, where continuous, constant temperature control is crucial to porcelain quality, but it's not perfect. It's not angsty per-se, but it's definitely more ambiguously neutral.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? 

Oooh, I'd say it's a toss up between two of my fics:

The first is Not Alone, a TyZula band AU fic about Azula recovering from bottom surgery. I wrote it while I myself was still recovering from bottom surgery, and I wanted to explore a facet of trans characters journeys that isn't often discussed? It's a bit more niche, and I only recently made it open to anyone, not just ao3 users, so it's one of my less popular fics for sure, but it's very hopeful portrayal of a trans experience.

And the second is Yours In Body And Soul, a Sokkla soulmates AU, where soulmates bodyswap at night when either of them has had a bad day, in order to try to cheer them up. I got the idea from a korrasami fic called Paralyzed I read a while back, and changed the mechanics a little bit to make it work. It's definitely a more traditional happy ending, romantic getting together included (up to a point, they are still kids in the timeline so just an excited hug).

8. Do you get hate on fics? 

I don't! Sometimes people disagree on one interpretation of something, but never disrespectful or anything, so I'm pretty happy!

9. Do you write smut? 

I've tried it before in private, got some good feedback. But no, never anything that I'd share.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've ever written? 

I'm not sure if ATLA/TLOK counts😂. I've had some ideas for crossovers though, and written a few draft snippets, I think it was a TLT/ATLA one, an ATLA/Shang-Chi, and a Naruto/ATLA one that I've actually posted a few snippets from on here if I remember correctly.

That last one was a Sakura reincarnated into Azula idea, to explore some interesting anti-imperialist ideals, because that's actually a blind spot Sakura has as well with Konoha. It's easy for her to fall into the same ideological fallacies as before, especially with the significantly lower usage of child soldiers in the Fire Nation making it seem like the epitome of peace and human rights to her. Like looking at the same problem in a different font, at a slightly different angle, it gives Sakura an opportunity for growth by maybe showing her some of the issues she had been ignoring or missing in Konoha, shaking some of her loyalty.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? 

Nope, not as far as I'm aware!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? 

Also nope, theoretically I could translate it in Dutch, but I'm a lot better at expressing myself in English I think, and almost every Dutch person can read English (especially on ao3), so I don't think it would add much. Maybe one day though!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? 

I haven't, though it seems like it'd be very cool, I'd definitely be open to it!

14. What's your all time favorite ship? 

God, don't make me choose 😭😭 I guess it's probably Chasefield? I'm such a sucker for those two it's unreal. Otherwise maybe Yuezula, Maizula or Sokkla? They each have such interesting possible dynamics, in such varying ways.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will? 

Again, that's a tough one cause I'm afraid I have a lot. I still have several half-written chapters of Getting Family Approval In Six Fool-Proof Steps (Cue The Fools, Sokka And Azula), as well as the start of a longer fic that continues on from And Iphigenia Felt Rage that I've fully outlined and would love to write someday but can't be sure I ever will. There's also Indelible Mark which I've been blocked on forever. As for WIPs that haven't even been partially published yet, I've got 11k for a Chasefield fic I've posted a scene or two for on here called Muse on My Mind, that I wish I could finish but I'm not confident I can manage any time soon. I've also got the start and the outline of a TLT griddlehark fic, where I'm absolutely in love with the premise and the twist I'm building it on, but which, again, I've not progressed much with in a good 6 months. There's a few others, but these are the ones I'd really like to finish at some point.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? 

I love reading it, writing it I could do Dutch or Google translate a different language, but much preferably I'd be able to check it with someone who actually speaks the language for accuracy. Best to use some of the more advanced ao3 html uses to make a translation appear when you hover over it though, unless not understanding it is an important part of the reading experience, in which case people can look it up later if they want to.

19. First fandom you wrote for? 

My very first fic was actually a The 100 song fic based on an opera song, which is too embarrassing so I won't share where it is🤐 I was like 17 so it's too embarrassing.

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

Tbh, it's either Muse on My Mind (the chasefield fic I mentioned that isn't posted anywhere except for 1 or 2 scenes on Tumblr), which is super fun because it's playing with the perspective of a character that just straight up doesn't understand half the plot happening in the background that is hinted at for the reader who does know. Oblivious characters too caught up in their own shit to pay attention are so so so much fun to write, especially when you have fun with it, implying things but never outright confirming it!

Otherwise it's Haunted By Runaway Ghosts. That one is a Sokkla fic that explores their past through flashbacks while Zuko and Katara are both grappling with the discovery of their niece and nephew they had no idea existed (or could exist). Which, not to brag, but from a technical standpoint I really think that one is probably one of the most skilled fics I've written and published, and it was so much fun to write and puzzle it all together; the slow build up and explanations slowly coming together to form the bigger picture, the hidden ties between locations in the show and events in the story and how they fit into each other perfectly - genuinely a joy to write (and if people are interested in reading it please do, imo it's on par with And Iphigenia Felt Rage, if in a pretty different style, definitely something I'd love for more people to enjoy the way I did writing it).

Thanks again for tagging me @celinou, this was very fun to do! I see you've already tagged @sourrind, who I'd have tagged as well, so next I'll tag @dawnsiren @ly0nstea and @likeadragonfruit , and of course whoever else wants to do it!

[foxboyclit]

im coming up on my 2 year t-aversarry so here's some assorted feelings on that (put under a cut because i didnt expect it to get this long oops)

first off, im hoping i don't get sick again so i can actually have a tea party to celebrate. even if its a little after the actual date i wanna do something

it looks like i cant grow anything more than some light whiskers but i never wanted a huge lumberjack beard anyway and i still get to shave regularly which is very euphoric. im a little disappointed though because ive always wanted a full beard

body hairs been really good though! its filled out nicely on my arms and legs and i have a full happy trail i am so so happy about that

my doctor said she noticed my shoulders had gotten more broad, which ive heard wasn't possible but apparently it is! and i see it myself too. she said i have more of an inverted triangle shape now, and it makes sense because ive noticed my hips shrink significantly. now apparently i wasn't very curvy to begin with but dysphoria makes me see things that aren't as prominent i guess

its also almost a year since my period stopped and i feel so much better having my emotions and energy levels at a constant state. i never have to think about whether i forgot to bring pads i haven't had cramps in MONTHS it's wonderful. i will say, ive noticed cis women are more comfortable talking about their periods around me and it's a mixed bag of emotions. im glad i give off that vibe that it's okay to talk about it but i feel bad saying "yeah im glad mine stopped" or "this is what i used to go through" which is the most i can relate to now so im kind of...sad? to not be able to talk about it? but also when i did menstruate i hated talking about it to anyone other than like. two specific people. idk

my voice is leveling out more, it still cracks but not as much as it did i feel like just a few months ago? still not where i want it but im getting closer and i love when my voice cooperates and is deeper without those cracks. ive gotten compliments on my voice too when i use my lower register! idk if the majority of people read it as masculine or even androgynous but i like compliments

still getting constantly misgendered, no matter what im wearing but im used to it. at least all my family, friends and coworkers respect my pronouns

ive been dressing a lot more feminine than i anticipated. but im having fun with it! its okay if im actually more feminine presenting than fluid like i previously thought. but also i could have another big swing in the opposite direction. i feel comfortable and stylish either way so im welcoming whatever changes

the gender fuckery of facial hair, flat chest and skirt has been *chefs kiss*

my t levels are on par with cis men! just knowing that makes me smile. estrogen is still high but it wasnt a concern with the doctor so im mostly okay with it

my libidos leveled out nicely, it's still a lot higher than before t but its not as intense as when i first started. adjusting to it has been pretty easy and im happy with where it currently sits.

body acne has mostly gone away! and i haven't had any massive breakouts or changes in my skin!

i swear to god i went down at least a cup size. its been waiting for the right time to pursue top surgery a hell of a lot easier. i always felt like if i had a smaller chest i wouldnt necessarily need top surgery, and i still want it but im more content with my chest now

i think all in all ive had to adjust my expectations for how id look by now, maybe its the dosage or genetics or aforementioned high estrogen or it just hasn't been long enough but i always expected to look more masculine this far in. it's still something i have to deal with from time to time but ultimately im happy with my body and im more okay taking this slowly than i anticipated

i dont have a conclusion for this other than wow. testosterone is one hell of a drug

[casualbiintrovert]

Hi! I’m not sure if u take requests but could you do some Bakugo head canons! Thank u ❤️

A/N

Of course! I had a lot of fun with this one, hope you enjoy( ╹▽╹ )

Katsuki Bakugo Headcannons

-In the mha universe it's cannon that people's quirks can affect someone's health or person, an example would be with Ururaka and how she gets dizzy or with Aizawa and how he gets bad dry eye and has to use eye drops. I think the same can be said for Bakugo, after years of just using his quirk and the close proximity, his hearing has deteriorated. It's because of this that from a young age, he started to learn sign language as another way to communicate, and around middle school started wearing hearing aids. And usually, everyone just assumes the reason for his yelling is because he's rude or loud, but it's mostly just because he has a hard time hearing his own voice and it makes it easier to talk to others.

-Because of his looks and personality a lot of people may say that Bakugo is exactly like his mom, which to an extent is true, but I think he also takes a lot from his dad. Growing up he learned how to observe people and their emotions, whether they be explosive or small he's always been able to read people in a way that left them a bit vulnerable. For example, when one of his friends or classmates is feeling more down than usual he knows that some may want to be comforted and others may want to be left alone, and though he won't ever admit it, he'll do the smaller things to help like maybe a comment, snack, or just giving them an option (even if they don't realize it) of what they want. This was something he saw with his parents, and with his dad especially when it came to trying to cheer up or comfort either of them.

-Just like with Izuku, he didn't realize that being trans was really a thing till he was told about it and his reaction was mostly just 'Oh, so that's what it's called'. And because of the high-paying jobs, his parents have it would've been easier for him to get the funds for top surgery, I think he would've wanted to as soon as he could, so maybe around the summer before his first year at U.A or around the end of his third year in middle school.

-He loves animals. Like, if he sees an animal on the street or in the park he'll stop and try and pet it, doesn't matter what he was doing before he will stop and try and pet it. Mid convo? Well, now he's across the street feeding and petting a cat or trying to feed a squirrel. It's a subconscious reaction really, he sometimes doesn't even realize it.

-He might call Izuku a nerd, but this guy is 100 times worse than him when it comes to heroes (they're also his special interest), he's just more "lowkey" about. He might not have a lot of posters or figurines of heroes but ask him anything about All Might and he will know, the year, month, day, and time. And he's just as much of a fanboy, he just doesn't like to show it as hardcore.

-Will do ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING out of spite. If told he can't do something he'll do it just to say he could. If a teacher or peer tells him that he shouldn't do something he's gonna do it anyway. Say he doesn't have to do something if he doesn't want to? He took it as a challenge. He's a spiteful person, and he is driven by that alone.

-A lot of people might assume that the reason why his skin is so clear is a result of his quirk, but in reality, this man has an ass whole skincare routine and he follows it religiously. He might get teased for 'going to bed' at 8:30 but honestly, two of those hours are just spent on his skincare before bed. It's a routine he picked up from his mom growing up and it's now just a permanent part of his daily routine.

[knarme-stray]

Top surgery vs. being non-OP thoughts...

cw mentions of eroticicity around breasts

Pros of top surgery;

- never wonder again whether to bind or not, whether to have a bra or not

- i know i regognize myself better from my own image when flat and it'd be a kind of a relief

- the chest weight being removed would be good for my back and posture

Cons of it;

- sadly at my size I know I'll have the most trouble with sensation and bcs that area is so erotic to me, this might be a painful loss to me

- being bad at remembering instructions and having executive dysfunction around many things that'd make the recovery difficult to manage properly

- possible complications or errors of the surgery itself i know i'd develop major body image problems about that could possibly be worse for me than anything I get while having tits

- my already bad dysmorphia issues that i know would get bad with even relatively good looking results of the type of surgery my size requires

- costs big money unless had after official "diagnosis" which means it'll be covered fully

Pros of being non-OP

- A lot of the time I feel that the tits are a part of my genderqueer presentation and I genuinely love it when people think they're hot etc.

- Breasts are erotic asf for me to have even though they make my own image less regognizable to myself

- I feel like I'm wearing fake tits 24/7 and it's kinda fun and sexy sometimes but they're real so I don't need to put them on

- buying pretty bras just for extra care and respect of my body

Cons of being non-OP:

- dysphoria about how I look (not so much about the tactility / how it feels) and the unpleasant sensory struggles with binding at this size

- if there's any situation where i should try to pass as cis man (I don't care to pass as cis for purely personal preference) I simply couldn't, yeah, even when binding, so I can not camouflage as a cis man nor a cis woman to random people's eyes, I'm visibly trans in every situation. I personally want to be this way, but I lack the option of conditional "safety" in stealth or closet.

- I don't regognize myself from how I look with breasts in most attires :/

....

Conlusions...

I don't think my breasts look more unfit to how I feel inside than my entire face does.

We're born wearing random generated flesh suits and most people would probably choose being a literal dragon at any given time anyways.

I have never in my life been able to identify with my physical appearance and it goes way further than only sex characteristics. It even goes into how I don't identify with how humans look and would pick being a wolf or a lion over this shit any day. Tbh chimps aren't bad either so I'd literally return to monke and be happier lol.

Like. I'm just someone who can't even relate to my own body. I think having or not having breasts makes very little difference to how I feel about this.

I wear my -real- "fake tits" with a sense or pride and eroticism about them and feel hot about them while I also can't relate to how they look on me. That is fine.

I can't even relate to my own face and have mental breakdowns over the dysmorphia it gives me!!

So, honestly, those tits are allright. 👍

[popculturebuffet]

Next up for Disney TVA, who is your favorite character from the cartoons in the second half of the Disney Afternoon era (1993-96): Marsupilami, Aladdin the Series, Gargoyles, The Shnookums & Meat Funny Cartoon Show, Timon & Pumbaa, Quack Pack, and Mighty Ducks the Animated Series? Skipped Bonkers since you said in the last ask that you haven't seen it yet.

Okay so getting this out of the way again (And yup haven't seen bonkers) So in addition to bonkers Marsupliami (though ti looks good and snookums and meat . Aladdin the Animated Series: No faviorite as I've only seen maybe one episode in recent years , but I do hear it's a fun adventure show and remmeber it being okay as a kid. never realized as a kid the two dtv movies werne't their own movies but the pilot for the show and it's finale respectivley (both still stand find on their own and return has if nothing else I can remmeber your only second rate)

Gargoyles: I LIVE AGAIN! I really need to watch this series in full at some point.. honestly reviewing it might not be a terrible idea as it'd at least get me around to it. I'll figure it out. Faviorite is Xanatos. Even just READING about him I loved the guy, a villian so damn good at gambits tv tropes named it after him and whose clever as he is self serving. The show itself is again one I BADLY need to watch as i've only seen a few scattered episode but the one that sticks in my mind I Had on vhs in high school, Deadly Force sticks out. It handles gun saftey.. in a way that dosen't feel hackned or over the top. Elsa gets shot.. but she made the mistake of leaving her gun unmprotected and apparently the show is consitent in making sure she never does again. IT's a show with a deep intretsing mythos, voice acting royalty, and is worth a look. Again I wouldn't mind doing a retrospective at some point (Splitting season 2 up a bit ) covering the first two seasons, the slave labor graphics comics and the recent revivial comics following up on those. Not plugging there either I just think gargoyles is neat. It's disney's equilvent to batman the aniamted series in my mind and it's a shame they never really captlized on it

Timon and Pummba: Only seen some of this for a review, it seems.. okay. Not terrible by any means but nothing I really want to watch despite loving these two characters.

Quack Pack: Daisy whose redesign while attractive is also fun and is that nice sweet spot of being fed up with donalds shit sometimes but not you know cheating on him, abusing him or everything three cabs daisy did. Don't be three cabs daisy folks. The show itself i've only seen a few eps of, some for reviews some on my own time but honestly.. it's okay. It has a reptuation for being awful, for being garbage that brought down the whole disney afternoon.... but really.. it's fine. I think a lot of people raging against it forget that donald getting into domestic scraps is just as much a par tof his dientity as donald duck the greatest adventuerer who ever lived. most of his shorts come from some small incident such as his car breaking down, a raido cooking show or his cousin showing up to eat everything he has. So going back to that with a bit of advneture weirdness ocasionally thrown in seems fine. Some plots do sound.. insane but the show seems okay. The versions of the boys.. are a bit weaker but it's less for characterization (thier about the same as they were in ducktales just older) , and more for trying to make them sound cool and that despite giving them unique va's.. they didn't do much in the ones i've seen to actually defenrtaite them. And honestly the redesigns are solid

Daisy and Donalds are great an dth eboys are fine. Their hair and Louie's backwards hat are 90s as hell but honetsly they aren't half bad and now I think about it dewey's would perfectly fit the 2017's dewey's love of attention and need to be seen as a jock. The show is far from perfect and some episodes seem nuts again like Huey's dental surgery turning him into a super villian.. but overall it's just fine. Not super mediocre, but not as bad as it gets a rep for. Also the humans thing... eh why not. I prefer an all furry universe, but I get Donald has interacted with humans before.

Mighty Ducks: One I haven't revisited and don't really.. intend to. It's a weird piece of the duckverse, with aliens, 90's super powers and hockey. I might check it out for the novelty as I have gained a love of hockey due to certain canadian television series

But otherwise it's just kinda.. there. There are other 90's action shows to visit. Gargoyles is just down the block. BTAS exists. I just really.. dont' care.