#don't ask about the situation please i value my privacy

[therealmaquaroonie]

Hey guys. I usually don't talk about my private life here, but I'm in a bit of a pickle. I'm looking to move out of the place I am in but I have no car nor ability to drive, and while my job is great, I don't get paid a lot and I have no insurance benefits from it. I'm trying to get into some driver's Ed classes, but I am unsure if I will have enough to spare. Additionally, when I do get around to owning a vehicle, I will also need extra savings for that too.

I really don't like just asking for money. It feels rude of me to do.

Due to this, expect some character adopts to be coming soon. The first batch is expected to be posted either tonight or tomorrow morning. Prices will be between 15-30 dollars per character, depending on the complexity of the design. Payment will be through my ko-fi, which should have stripe and PayPal compatibility.

The plan is I'll save up the money from these adopts for both my driving classes and my future car so I can have access to better jobs, of which should hopefully provide insurance benefits.

[gatitties]

HEY! I really hope your requests for TokREv are open because I had an idea plagued in my mind since this morning!! It defiantly changes canon, takes places after Kisaki gets kicked out of Toman! What is reader is his older sisters (19-20) and she finds out about what he did and she's pissed! Like she has ties with yakuza so she is able to get info on where mikey and his friends are hanging out and she shows up, dragging hanma and Kisaki by their hair/ears and she looks really scary before she just forces the two on their knees infront of the Toman captains and forces the two to apologize before she herself apologies for her brothers behavior and she's really sincere about it and promises Mikey that they'll never here from Kisaki Tetta or Hanma again, bows then just leaves, still dragging the two trouble makers behind her. This can be crack or fluff or serious. Headcanon, fic, scenario. Its really up to you, I just want to see this idea play out please.

─Tokyo revengers x kisaki!reader

─Summary: You discover something you don't like about your little brother and decide he needs to apologize

─Warnings: none

Oh this was fun to write, a interesting idea!!

"Don't fuck with me…"

You massaged your temples after one of your friends had told you some information about small teenage gangs, having friends from the yakuza gave you the privilege of finding out about all the acts of vandalism that were about to happen or had happened, you always met with them to spill the tea on gang gossip.

And while you found some of the stories about teens fighting each other entertaining, you didn't fully support that behavior. Finding out that your little brother was involved in a group like that didn't please you very much. Even though you weren't the best sister in the world, you had to draw a line in his behavior for planning to destroy a group of friends. You didn't mind that he got into fights because you knew that he wasn't the typical one to throw punches, you knew that Hanma, his friend, would do it for him, but they would learn the lesson that violence wouldn't lead to anything good on their own.

But it was something different when you saw all the ins and outs that went into his main task, you weren't going through that, he wasn't going to go through that, trying to destroy people just out of contempt or trying to impress someone, in no way had you been taught those ethical values at home, your parents would be disappointed if they found out, you did him the favor of keeping that information to yourself, however, his actions were a hard blow to your morale.

Your friends talked to you a lot about fights, but also about respect, just like how they raised you, and a mistake comes hand in hand with an apology, whether it was sincere or not, depended on your brother, although it would be on your part.

That same day you entered the house, hearing the voices of both teenagers, a grimace on your face, still somewhat grumpy at their behavior, you didn't even knock on the door to ask if you could come in, you walked in with long strides, looking at the duo with a frown as Tetta looked back at you.

"What's up with knock the door and respect privacy?"

"What about having a minimum of values and not manipulating people?"

He looked away clicking his tongue, Hanma just smiled slyly, he even seemed amused by the situation because he couldn't give more than a damn about that whole Toman betrayal thing.

"You shouldn't care what I do or don't do with my life decisions, get out of my room."

You let out a sigh of surprise at the aggressiveness in his words, looking stunned as he even approached you to push you out of his room, a bad decision, when his hand touched your shoulder to push you, you put him in a headlock, holding his head.

"What the hell!? Hey, let me go!"

"I'll let you go when you apologize to that gang! What you have done is disrespectful and a stain on your morals."

He squirmed in your grip but you stopped him from letting go, although a laugh made him escape from your deadly hold, you turned your head slowly to see Hanma laughing heartily at your struggle, your eyes turned into burning flames, you used your dominant leg to kick the door shut while cracking the bones in your knuckles, they had pissed you now.

"Shit, did you have to laugh at a time like this? She's going to kill us."

Younger Kisaki muttered to his friend, his face paling at the sight of your completely serious expression, though Hanma didn't seem to take it seriously until he spent at least half an hour locked in the room with you. A few knocks on the door made you step back, you adjusted your clothes and hairstyle, smiling when you saw your mother open the door.

"Have I heard screams? everything is alright?"

"Perfectly, mom, we were just playing Uno, and you already know how wild the game is."

"Oh yeah, you two hate losing at Uno, anyway, don't you want something to snack on?"

You looked back, Tetta tried to say yes to get rid of you, knowing that your mother would kick you out of his room if he complained asking for privacy for himself, but you cut him off with just a look.

"Don't worry, I haven't spent time with my dear brother in a long time, I'll take him for ice cream!"

"Oh how nice, bonding time, then I'll leave you, be careful and have fun!"

When your mother left you looked back at the duo, they gulped at the sight of your mischievous smile. One of your friends had told you that just today Toman was having a meeting, so it was the perfect time to apologize, you dragged them both by the earlobe, letting their complaints be music to your ears.

Everyone tensed when they saw that both former members appeared, interrupting Mikey, who narrowed his eyes as he watched you drag them towards the first step of the stairs where he used to give his speeches, everyone remained silent, watching your next move.

"In the name of…" you pulled them down, making them kneel, you doing it with more grace and softness, still looking directly at Mikey " this two idiots, I apologize for all the problems caused, with all my heart, I promise that they will not bother you again, if so, I will take care of punishing them again."

You lowered your head, hearing a snort from your brother, you hit the back of their necks, hearing some murmurs that sounded like apologies on their part, although perhaps only Mikey and Draken could hear it since they were the closest. The two leaders of Toman looked at each other perplexed by the scene, they shared a smile, Mikey nodded towards you, ending the meeting.

"Thank you, I'll keep that in mind."

You nodded in the same way as farewell, still dragging your brother and his friend by the ears, once out of sight of all those teenagers ─who were surely laughing at the strange situation─ you let them go, your face softened slightly and you let out a breath you had been holding.

"I hope you two have learned your lesson… now, let's go get some ice cream."

"Ice cream won't solve the pain in my ear."

"No, but maybe you want me to keep stretching your ear until you can get a damn dilation."

You said under your breath, noticing how Hanma stood next to you, obediently, not knowing if it was because he didn't want to know anything more about your punishments or because of the ice cream, Tetta gave up easily, crossing his arms and mumbling here and there, but accepted the ice cream, after everything he had endured today, a refreshing snack wouldn't hurt, he needed to cool his mind to recalculate his plans and make sure you never found out again about the things he was planning.

[dearweirdme]

Hi Rain, how are you doing?

I wasn't part of the fandom or into Taekook around April-May last year, but last night I came across some screenshots of tweets on a Taekook shipper Telegram channel. The Twitter account that posted them has since been suspended (Twitter account: o*f_s*a*s*a*e*n*g).

I know these are just some tweets, and with the account being suspended, I'm not sure if this falls under "invasion of privacy" or not because I wasn’t in the fandom at the time, I really don’t know what happened and I'm here to find out. In my opinion, it's harmless, but I understand that I could be completely wrong. However, since I trust you and value your judgment more than any Taekooker on this or any other platform, I wanted to ask for your opinion. Have you seen or heard about them in real-time? Are they real? Are they fake?

If you think discussing this might be problematic or could get you in trouble, please feel free not to publish it.

Thanks so much for everything, Rain!

Tweets👇

“May 24, 2023: Company of partners want to drag Jungkook into a fake relationship scandal, don't believe the rumors, all this is spread by the fans of the other member from the chat, so that at the time of the release of his solo album, the Chinese fans will leave him. Don't leave him because of the rumors. Like Taehyung.

Date Unknown: Photo of BTS Taehyung kissing a human whom he loves is in the hands of a very powerful person, the photo was taken in the central Mediterranean between Sicily and North Africa (Google will give information). No one except sasaeng (from people who are not close to the artists) saw this photo, 2018, at dawn (when the sun was rising) this photo was taken, if the decision had not been made then, then in 2018 BTS really would not have returned—this story will have a happy ending, for both sides.

Date Unknown: Don't take it as a "test" it's a "work" in this industry they are not the first year. they know everything and discuss in advance with their superiors and, of course, real partners, no one cries into the pillow, this is business.

April 24, 2023: Don't forget to text the idols hiding in the closet that you love them, because a little bit of freedom comes at a price, especially on social media where fans are waiting.

April. 25, 2023: Soon you will see the intervention of the company and the already hackneyed scenario

May 18, 2023: Wait for a post from a person who is not indifferent to this situation, it doesn't matter even if it's a song or just an excerpt from a book, you will understand everything

May 18, 2023: Before telling a lie, he told you the truth, or rather showed HIS truth, - the honor of the family does not compare with love, there are consequences for every sip of freedom."

Hi anon!

I don’t mind answering (sorry for being late to respond though), I’m just probably not the most up to date on this. I’m not on twitter much. The place is too much for me. So, I’m also not too up to date on stuff like this, also because I don’t trust anything that comes from anonymous sources.. that basically also goes for things that seem in favor of tkk being real.

Is it possible that there’s people who know them that spill information anonymously? Yes it is. We have no way of knowing though. There’s a lot of accounts everywhere who will try and look as if they are in the know just to get fandom attention. Laat year we had that crazy Taennieisaflop account, at this moment there’s a Jkk account on Tumblr trying to convince people Jk and Jm are their twinflames, there’s saseangs who want attention… the list of people in this fandom doing things for attention is just crazy long. People saying things for attention is just plain untrustworthy, so I don’t pay much attention to it.. and it is never something I base my thoughts on.

Sorry for being useless 😊.

[thomine]

SLO'S DYNAMIC GALORE!

EVENT . everyone is like a lego piece: despite being of different shapes and sizes, we have commonalities that allow us to connect with others. so the question is... if you want achieve a certain structure, who would be your best choice?

after finishing a gift for my friend (who i did an anon analysis for, and you can receive an anon analysis from @paimonial-rage), i thought it'll be cool to try a different approach.

in this event, you are to send me a description of your personality and one dynamic (see under the cut). i will give you a genshin character that fits the dynamic with you, and if inspired, might propose some tropes. please read more under the cut for terms and formatting of your ask.

dynamics

complementary opposites (you lack something i have; i lack something you have)

surface opposites (we may seem like we're different but upon learning more about the other we are actually pretty similar)

peas in a pod (we understand each other fundamentally. we're not exactly mirrors but i know you as i know myself and vise versa)

(adapted from this post, if you're curious).

terms

i am opening 3 slots, preferably 1 per dynamic. this is because i do not want to overwhelm myself as this is quite new. more slots may open in the future!

friends can freely submit. the 3 slots does not include them.

submission period is from 28 feb to 4 march. i will announce which are the asks i'll be writing for after the submission period.

please give me a month or more to write this as i am swarmed with other responsibilities and work.

asks that do not follow the format will not be entertained. see below.

accepted: @andromeda-nova-writing + @yoiieczwhynot

formatting of your ask

it's simple. please just include a description of yourself, preferably paragraphs long, and your ONE dynamic.

some things that you can include (you don't need to include everything):

your personality (i.e. how you react to certain situations, what are your values)

interests and why you like them

what you think are your strengths / weaknesses

what other people say are your strengths / weaknesses

traits that you aspire to have / who do you want to be?

traits that you currently have / who are you currently?

what not to give:

your sexuality (my reply focuses on dynamics, not romantic pairings)

your physical appearance (keep ur privacy hahaha)

your age or pronouns (does not affect your match at all. save that space for things that matters please)

anything too traumatic (please do not trauma dump)

MBTI / enneagram / horoscope, etc... (i won't use it anyways)

[orange-orchard-system]

hey, so I need advice.

I found out I was plural recent(ish)ly and I know for certain one of my irl friends is plural. Not by guessing or anything, this is in their socials and stuff. I’m not sure if I should tell them, or how, so please help, I don’t know what to do.

Well, it can be great to have some in-person community with other plurals! It's nice to have people you can talk to who understand what being plural is like without having to go online. But on the other hand, it's not always that simple, and you may wish to keep your privacy for whatever reason.

Here are some questions to consider:

Do you want to come out to everyone, or just this one plural?

If it's the latter, are they the kind of person who can keep a secret?

Do you feel comfortable telling them something so personal? Would you rather get to know them better/know them for longer first?

Is there anything in particular that you're scared about them taking the wrong way?

These questions may help you decide if you want to tell them. I don't want to say "always follow your heart", because sometimes that leads to bad situations, which is why it's important to ask that last question in particular. Is it just regular nerves keeping you from telling them? Or do you think they might respond poorly? Perhaps you could gauge their reaction for if you came out to them by asking something like, "I've noticed a lot of plural communities are online. Have you ever wondered what it would be like to have an irl community (at/in location)? I think it'd be pretty cool." Any question about in-person plural communities or friendships will probably work, though, so just focus on sounding natural, and not like you're fishing for answers about what they'd think about having a plural friend. (Unless this is the sort of question that friend would just take at face value, lol!)

As for the how... that will depend on what you're most comfortable with. To that end, it's up to you to decide details like if it'll be in-person, over the phone, just dropped in casually, or a serious conversation. But a simple "Hey, I wanted to tell you that I'm plural too." is a solid approach. After that, if you're looking to follow up, you can tell them what you'd like them to do with this information – how you'd like them to refer to you (both around others and when it's just you), if you're comfortable telling them when you switch or who's fronting all the time, and anything else that might be important to you. When you're done, you can finish up with, "Thanks for listening. I know that was a lot, so do you have any questions?"

Through it all, make sure you're safe and comfortable. You don't have to get rid of all your fears or nerves before coming out, but don't go pressuring yourself to come out because you feel you have to or if it might put you in danger (like if they might go telling people you're not ready to come out to yet). And when you tell them, tell them it as firmly and genuinely as you can – this is who you are, this is not a maybe, and you're coming out to them because you'd like to strike up some camaraderie.

I hope this helps, anon!

[cg-saturn]

Hi sa urn... M new here, well not rly I lurk but this is my first ask. M rly sicky (nothin bad just cold/flu so I feel rly icky.) Do you have any tips for alone babies who r sick nd involuntary regressed cause of it? Or comfort maybe? /nf I feel rly icky n cold, just wan my stuffies nd paci but can't cause I gotta sleep on th couch nd I live with family.. you don gotta answer it's okie

Ps can I be 🌌 if not already taken? -🌌

Hey lil one, I'm so so sorry to hear that you've been sick :( that's always the worst, but it sounds even worse because of your situation :(

Star and I both come from homes where privacy wasn't always possible. Star had multiple periods of homelessness growing up, resulting in a lot of time spent on couches or airmats. Unfortunately, with that came a hard time hiding regression. We've made a little list together of things that might be able to help even if you can't be fully little for privacy reasons!

First and foremost, when you're sick it's super duper important to make sure you're staying hydrated. Juice is actually really good for you when you're sick! Most fruit juice contain vitamin C, which is good for your immune system! Juice boxes are super helpful at helping little ones feel regressed, but a glass of juice can be just as effective if you don't have the ability to get boxes!

Stuffies are great cuddle buddies for kiddos of all ages! Having a lil pal to cozy up with can be super comforting when you're sick. Trust me, stuffed animals are for people of all ages! No one is going to think twice if they see someone sick and cuddling a stuffie to stay warm and cozy, no matter what your Big age is. Star and I are both in our 20s living with Star's dad and we have an abundance of stuffies spreading all the way from our room to the living room. It's totally normal for people of all ages to have stuffie friends, especially if they have sentimental value!

I have aaaaalways been a big lover of easy kid soups when I'm sick. Star loves the campbell's double noodle, and I always go for chicken and stars. Just be super careful if you're making it yourself, and give it enough time to cool off (or pop in an ice cube) so you don't burn your tongue kiddo!

If you have the ability to watch TV or movies with headphones, it can be comforting to put on a show from your childhood! Star and I love to watch Scooby-Doo together, but there are tons of shows and movies that can help you feel little even if you're sniffly.

Sometimes a warm shower or bath can really help! The steam from showers is actually really good for opening up your lungs and helping you cough up or clear out any ickies. It also can help just to get cleaned off! Sometimes when we feel yucky and sick, our bodies get yucky too, but it can really help to go wash all the yucky germs down the drain!

Make sure you're taking such good care of yourself little one, feeling yucky is never good :( Please don't hesitate to message me directly if you need any help at all, about your living situation or just being sick, I'm always here if you need someone to talk to! Sending you healing vibes and big internet hugs kiddo!

Bubba Saturn 💕

[broodpeas]

random thoughts on RHOBH

I'm watching Real Housewives of Beverly Hills again, in between watching other tv shows I didn't wanna watch until I knew I had the time to do so (watched Moon Knight, the best of two worlds: indiana jones and the mummy!). It has been, as usual, an experience to watch a pseudo-reality tv show about wealthy yt women who seem to enjoy tackling each other in the harshest way.

Because I jumped late on this ship, I'm sure later seasons the show tries to mend some of the things they have done so far that they consider to be bad (for example, highlighting in the worst possible way, how an addiction affects not only a personbut that person's family and make everyone a judge of the situation). With each season I wonder...well, basically, I wonder why. And, are people really like this in real life? Because, even if this is a heavily scripted tv show, we still are talking about people and I can't help but wonder if people are really doing things like doubting someone's disease (season 6), domestic abuse (season 1 and season 2), divorce (season 2 and season 3), and the privacy of minor and their right to exist without having a camera shoved in their faces. I wonder why presenting this on television? why making of this entertainment? and how this specific entertainment differentiates from the other ways we consume in pop culture? Ultimately, tv and movies -but especially tv- exploits this and we take it all, even when we think and believe it's done carefully, gracefully, or whatever (always good to ask ourselves what this implies). I think in the past I had writenn about this, but it's still nice to know that I enjoy watching it. I really do. I don't know what witchery this tv show has but it is good, it's so good. And with every season, aware of the "degradation", I still think they can't go far -and then, they do! So far, season 6 started with a man peeping a woman's underskirt and his wife saying it's her fault because she wasn't wearing any underwear! Ah, makes perfect sense!

At the same time, I think too this show is very telling of the upper class of entitled gringas that sometimes do come to this part of the continent and are amazed we have wifi. Which by the way, reminds me to tell to whomever reads this, please let's not find this shocking anymore. It's the year 2023 of our lord Beyoncé who's on tour currently -and giving you so many fashion references I don't think an academic paper will ever be enough-, and we know the condescending ways the gringos exist in the world. RHOBH simply let's you go a little deeper into this, to wonder how in hell did we let things go this far and how great it is because we find amusement. I have always wondered, when the cameras are gone, and they're just them, people living on earth, do they look at themselves and think "this is just a job"? Instead of a version of squid game that violently murders people, maybe this is the real squid game. A very nice one, because I will not stop watching it- must be said, it really doesn't make you a better person to put yourself in the position of judge here.

In any case, it will always be interesting to disssect the Real Housewives franchise from the ethics point of view, and especially from a feminist point of view. Because one could say that yes, tv shows like this makes us abandon all feminist flagpoles and shit, I honestly think this is a too hurried on position. There's a reason why this specific part of television and pop culture is viewed and appreciated by us. For so long gossip and cattiness has been understood as negative and even here, I understand them as negative values. RH has given permission to turn around this, to pose the question why are they bad? if you think carefully, ethics wasn't really built by so-called marginal groups, it was built by men. I mean, what's the first book of ethics I read on my philosophy BA? Aristotle! and Socrates was well, he was difficult, I don't think he'll ever admit how catty and dramatic he was (girl, you died drinking poison instead of escaping, do you think LVP would've done that hell no, she would've made dorit drink the poison!!!). And we all know this, and this isn't the exact place to discuss the implications or consequences this has, but it really does let you think with more attention and detail why these tv shows are considered "trash tv" instead of....culture. I don't think RH is bad tv, I think it's an specific form of entertainment that is so specific to our contemporary times we really have no way to compare it with anything else. This also lets us come close to what it means when a scripted television show starts to meddle with serious stuff, such as addiction, domestic abuse, harassment, and so on and on, and does so with not much care or tact. They just do it, they give it you raw.

But anyway, this was very random, like almost everything I write. Time to get back to work.

[leroleroart]

I want to vent about my own vent art a little bit.

This is the first time I try to make art out of something personal. When I started writing it, I decided that I didn't want to turn this into an exposing document. The real situation is way too messy and complex to fit into a single comic, and I wasn't exactly confortable with sharing personal details.

So, in order to keep my privacy and to make a comic that isn't 10 pages long I decided to keep things simple.

With this piece I wanted to express the grief of losing the person I thought my friend was. How a fight could get so bad that all the good memories of them got overshadowed by the bad ones.

The things they said to me on the comic are all taken straight out of our real conversations, and making this comic really helped me to process all this mess.

However these phrases are, admidetly, taken out of context. My ex friend wasn't the only one speaking during our fight, of course I talked and replied too. Some of the phrases aren't even part of the same conversation, half of them happened over the phone and the other half happened two days latter via text when I tried to reach out to fix things. They also weren't really screaming for the most part, I just did the speech bubbles this way to better express how they affected me.

But, the thing some people had issue with is that I didn't explicitly show the reason behind their breackdown.

This was pretty much an intentional artistic decision, as I said before I just wanted to express my feelings and so the full context behind our fight was irrelevant for that.

Most people accepted the ambiguity as a creative choice and could relate to the comic either way, but a small minority on r/comics took the ambiguity as a deliberate attempt to hide away the truth of what REALLY happened.

Some of them took the "how dare you talk shit on my back" line at face value and decided that they were mad because my friends and I were making fun of them on their back.

Others decided that the whole reason I was picturing them as the bad guy was because they were having a breakdown, and then assumed that I didn't try to understand what were they mad anyways.

One even questioned the title of the comic saying that the damage was likely not "unfixable"...

I don't mind criticisms of my art, but I took those really personally. So in order to prevent anything like that on tumblr I just wanted to say:

No, we were not talking shit on their back. My ex friend asked another friend if they could sleep on her bed. They made her deeply unconfortable and after her rejection they only avoided the topic. (This is hinted at on the small text of panel 5) She tried to call them out for their behavior in private, and so my ex friend tried to shield themselves on their SI thoughts.

She only reached out to other people to ask for help. That's the "shit talking" bit.

Because back then my ex friend and I were really really close, I decided to explain to them her point of view in order to try to fix things.

But here is the thing, exfriend was deeply insecure about the idea of other people not being "upfront" with them. And so, choosing to speak to other people instead was seen as a huuuge treason, causing them to unleash all their rage towards her. I begged them to please, calm down and talk it out, but it was no use. They kept victimicing themselfs and blaming her for daring to ask for help. And so, they blacklisted my friend and decided to never speak to her again.

I hang up, I decided to wait for things to cool down. I started to reflect on our friendship and I realized that I needed to set some boundaries, because this was not the first time they alter my social life because of their "blacklisting" behavior.

I tried to explain to them how this shit affected me and sudently I was the bad one for not telling them how toxic they were before. The last part of the fight broke out and so, our friendship was over and they cut tied with me and all of my friends.

This is the context of the specific event the comic based on.

I know posts in tumblr can resurface at any time, and I wouldn't like to get any more comments like the ones of the subreddit, so I'd like to put this here just in case. This was a lot longer than I wanted and I honestly just wanted to vent somewhere their friends wouldn't seeme. So yeah. Im doing good, I have full support from all of my friends and this person is nowhere near my life anymore.

I don't regret making this comic the way I made it and Im glad it could resonate with so many people's experiences.

I understand the impulse of wanting to see the other side of the story when people try to depict someone acting "crazy and irrational" but this is not r/AmITheAsshole. I just wanted to create art about my feelings and I don't owe any stranger all the details of a very personal event.

Irreparable damage

[fanficsat12am]

how the brothers react to you wiping their kiss off prank I Leviathan, Satan & Asmodeus

Lucifer & Mammon Beelzebub & Belphegor

Leviathan

This poor boy is super insecure, often calling himself “ a yucky otaku”. He’s surprised you even find anything redeeming in him and thinks that he’s not deserving of the love you give him.

Levi tried to be the best boyfriend for you. He’s terrified that you’ll realize how pathetic he is and leave.

He thought he was doing pretty good at his little IRL dating sim. So it was completely out of nowhere when you decided to wipe his kiss off after winning a round in his new game.

His mind just went blank, thinking of where he went wrong. Did he say something to offend you? Were you tired of just watching him play all day? Did you want him to spend more time with you? Or was it just him? Did you finally get tired of him?

He doesn’t even notice himself crying until you wipe the tears quickly running down his face. He immediately clings to you, laying his head on your shoulder, and starts begging you to stay.

“I know I’m just a yuckie otaku, but please give me another chance. I swear I'll try even harder just p-please don't give up on me”

A deep pit or guilt starts to form in your stomach. You underestimated how low Levi thinks of himself. His tears start to seep into your shirt, a wet patch quickly forming.

You start to pet his head, reassuring him that you weren’t going to leave him. After a few minutes, his breathing starts to steady and he lifts his head up–bloodshot eyes staring back at you.

You didn’t have the heart to tell him it was a prank. So you made an excuse instead, telling him that your lips just felt a little wet afterwards.

After that, you made sure to earn his trust back by waking him up everyday with a text message on one of the many things you love about him. Because of this, he always goes down to breakfast with a tinge of pink on his cheeks.

Satan

For as long as he can remember, reading had always been his favorite hobby. He’s never really been the type to demon to look at words at its surface value. He reads between the lines and finds that a great book is built with the attention to the smallest of details.

Because of this, Satan has always treasured the smallest gestures you do for him. He finds that these small doings are what makes a relationship special.

You wiped his kiss while you were reading a book with him one morning. He’ll notice of course and instead of asking you about it shrugged it off and thought nothing of it. Maybe he had some coffee on his lips or something, trying to convince himself rationalize why you’d do that.

The cycle continues the rest of the day, with him kissing you and you wiping it away. He starts to pout after the third time you wipe it. On top of all the books he’s read, romance novels were no stranger to him. He learned that it was best to give the other party some time to themself and not to push anything out of them. But that didn’t make the situation better.

He finally snaps the next day and just outright asks you in the privacy of your room. He starts to bang on your door and enters when he hears your approval. You smile at him, asking him if he needed something.

“My Kitten, did I do something to cross you? I tried giving you some space but I still can’t figure out what you need. If you’re falling out of love with me, please tell me so. I don’t want to see you up and leave without an explanation at least”

Through Satan’s little ramble, he started to pace back and forth in your room. He looked like he was trying to solve one of the greatest mysteries to ever unfold, connecting clues left and right.

You finally got tired after 30 minutes of him asking if you got drugged by an anti-love potion. You gently took his hands in yours and told him it was a prank. His brain just froze at that moment. You pranked a prankster like him? Oh he’s so gonna get you back for that.

Watch out for your back for the next few weeks. This man will be planning the greatest prank on you with Belphie. Either that or he’ll get revenge by placing a “24 hours no cuddles'' rule on you and will stay in his room all day. Eventually his ban crumbles on him, Satan missing you after a few hours and goes looking for you.

Asmodeus

Even though he’s the Avatar of Lust, he finds short and sweet kisses just as loving as those he’s given in times of passion. He’s a very clingy person and makes sure to give you as much affection as he can whenever you’re together.

The brothers usually find a trace of Asmo’s lipstick somewhere on you– a symbol that no matter where you are, he’s there with you.

At first he didn’t really see you wiping it away, only noticing once he saw that his makeup was nowhere to be seen on you. He immediately leapt from his seat and gave you a big kiss on your cheek, the blemish dark enough for anyone to see. He was about to go lay back down on the couch but he sees you grab a tissue and start wiping away the mark.

Who do you think you are to wipe his kiss away? This is definitely not gonna fly with him. Without a word, he stands up and makes a beeline towards his room. He comes back, the darkest shade of lipstick in hand accompanied by a suspicious grin on his face.

He takes the cap off, places a generous amount on his lips, and pulls you to him by your waist. Before you can even comprehend what’s happening, your face is littered by his kisses.

“Go ahead and try wiping them off, Dearie. If I see even one of them missing, trust me when I say that your face won't be the only thing I’m marking with my lips”

Knowing him, you know that he wasn’t afraid to come through with his little threat. So you just dropped the prank and told him everything.

Before you can even finish explaining everything, he picks you up and carries you back to his room. He places you on his bed and whispers “I’ll make sure to leave marks that’ll last for weeks, Darlin”

[ohmycale]

A terse conversation (or the usual showdown between father and son)

Wrote this instead of sleeping. Now I feel why authors use that tag on A03.

Warning: Characters might be OOC. Cale doesn't swear but is still his usual self with biting words (or at least I hope so). This is a part of another plot bunny but I posted it since I like drama and angst. In no particular order. Enjoy!

Italics = Deruth's inner voice

"It's none of your business."

Deruth tries to hide his sigh. It has been years since he managed to force his wayward son to meet with him in his office. Usually, Cale would do everything to avoid everyone, may it be a family member or a servant. Oftentimes, his son would go somewhere and Hans would scurry after him. His attempts for him to join breakfast with the rest of the family have been futile so far. But the current situation is different.

Looking at his son, he noticed that the redhead is thinner, and his hands and face become paler and more delicate. Perhaps if he looked hard enough, Cale's bones and veins might just be visible. His appearance just confirmed Hans’ observation of his eldest this week.

"I know you value your privacy.  However, your recent activities might be a danger to you..."

"I am not a child. I know very well what I am doing. Haven’t you at least trained me for that?" the redhead countered.

Deruth tried to suppress his sigh again. He loves Cale even though the rest of the world (Cale included) would not believe him. He still loves Jour but one of the most annoying traits that his son inherited from her is stubbornness. While Jour might have been prone to persuasive pleasing and changing her mind after some time,  Cale turned stubbornness to perfect skill and art. And it doesn’t help when this stubborn son refuses to budge an inch for such a simple question.

"You are not a child. Even though you are approaching to be an adult, it doesn't mean that trouble doesn't find you" Or that you don’t seek trouble yourself. Deruth thought inwardly. This is not a good moment to pick a fight with his son who is already estranged from him.

"As I said, this is nothing to worry about." Cale started to stand up, and Deruth surmises, trying not to roll his eyes as he plans to get away.

"Do sit down Cale, we are not finished conversing." Deruth doesn't know whether he should smack himself for actually using a strong tone with Cale or berating himself as his son might imply the line as a threat. But then again, he treats everyone as a threat. Why would he be threatened at this house and in the territory? Surely Cale knows that he always gets unscathed for his actions.

Cale narrowed his eyes but stopped himself from lifting his body from the chair. A very visible scorn was decorating the young man's face as if he stepped on something foul.

"As much as I want to give you the independence you crave, I don’t feel that you’re responsible enough to know what you are dealing with. If you even know, what you’re dealing with, that is."

Cale raised an eyebrow and sent a baleful glare toward his father. "I don’t understand why is this such an important thing to be talked about. You say it as if I am planning something nefarious."

That is exactly what I am trying to know, my stubborn child. Deruth answered, "If it is not important, then surely it will not hurt to share it." Deruth countered.

Cale seems unperturbed. "This conversation is going nowhere. I don't understand the need to intrude on my privacy as it is given that I am to do something afoul. If you believe it to be so, confine to the castle as you always do. I will be happy to lock myself in my room if it so pleases you."

There it is, Deruth sighed. Another attempt to deflect and passive-aggressiveness. He swears that Cale also had ample time to master those particular traits and use them at every chance he gets. But Cale has a point. Cale will be stalling no matter what he does

Deruth decides to go in and break his son's defenses. "I have said nothing of the sort. I am only asking you since it is a matter that has come in recently. Surely, you do expect me to care about these matters."

His son stared at him like he has grown a second head. For a while, his red hair danced as his head shook a few times.

"Care? I don’t expect you to care. Your actions for nearly a decade seem to indicate the opposite."

As Deruth tries to control his thoughts and plan a retort, Cale soldiered on with a very low voice. "When you arrived here with your second wife and your perfect son, you heard nothing from me. I never questioned you, I never argued with you, and I never interrogated you for even the tiniest of details. You have never heard a harsh or derogatory word from my mouth. Despite the fact that you trampled on me without even sparing my thoughts and feelings on the matter. Now, you're interrogating me because you care? Are sure you are not drunk? I am supposed to be the drunk in this place, am I?"

"Cale--"

"No. I never intruded on your personal life and decisions as much as I want to judge you for it. Surely, you won’t mind extending to me the same courtesy. Good evening and do us both a favor and forget this ever happened." The redhead promptly stood up, turned on his heel, and spared no minute getting out of his sire’s office.

Deruth was still gritting his teeth ever since Cale brought up that incident. Nearly a decade and his son still hold grudges. He tried breathing in and exhaling slowly. In the end, he exhales loudly once his son turned his back on him and went out of his office.

When will this cycle end?

That's the million dollar, question, isn't it? Anyways, hope you enjoyed it, and let me know if this is going somewhere.

[natewriteslol]

Hey! Could i request the dorm leaders with an esper MC? Kinda like Mob psycho or Saiki k :) and maybe they don't really use this ability of theirs that much since in their world they're literally a teen who's trying to live a normal life(like Mob basically), so nobody knew about their psychic powers except Grim since the mirror said that he couldnt sense any magic in them(i'm pretty sure that psychic powers don't really count as magic but idk lol).

Feel free to ignore if you don't wanna write it! :)

 A/N: Ooh this was a fun one! I haven't watched Mob Psycho (I know about that fine ass blonde man-) but I have watched Saiki k and I loved it, still need to finish it tho jlafljhdas 

Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Riddle Rosehearts, Leona Kingscholar, Vil Schoenheit, Azul Ashengrotto, Idia Shroud, Malleus Draconia

P.S: I’m so sorry this is so long omg but I guess this is a strong comeback-

Warnings: none except for language

Riddle:

-You wanted to stay as far away as possible from him

-Riddle was part of the trio of people you wanted to stay away from: Riddle, Vil, and Azul

-Riddle paid so much attention to fine details that if something was up, he'd definitely notice it

-But unfortunately you were best friends with the two goobers of Heartslabyul: Ace and Deuce

-And Riddle had started to pay attention to you and your habits, and something was off with you

-It's almost as though you tried too hard to be normal, like Jamil

-And he could never let something like that happen again, so yes he was watching you

-One day you accidently slipped up and was irresponsible with your powers

-Grim was bothering you since he got into a deal with Azul for tuna and they were standing outside with the twins, since Grim lost

-You told him to fend for himself and teleported, however you didn’t plan where you would go

-And you teleported into the Heartslabyul dorm

-What sucks is that your teleportation power was literally flashy with a bright ass green light every time you popped in somewhere

-Just when you thought you were lucky since the whole dorm was uninhabited...except for Riddle who watched the whole thing

-He was completely shocked, he didn’t know what to say other than “What did you just do?!” 

-You explained to him, and that just pieced everything together

-How you solved overblots with such ease, and that one day you had a “strength potion to test for Azul” was such bs!

-Riddle ends up keeping your secret, since he values your privacy but if you do something major and mess up then he will tell!

-”I understand but please be more careful with your powers. I need to institute discipline and you are no exception, Y/N.”

-He really does care about you and doesn’t want you to be found out 

-Goes the extra mile to cover for you often, and in exchange you help him out with things :)

Leona:

-He didn't really care about you at first but as you started to hang Jack and Ruggie, Leona started to get more suspicious

-Your scent had proven that you had some trace of magic, but Leona just couldn't put his finger on it

-So he sent Ruggie after you for a couple of days

-If you were a threat to Savanaclaw, Leona would crush you

-But Ruggie had only reported back that everything with you was perfectly normal

-"Just give it up Leona, they're just an ordinary human. The scent is probably weird because they're from a completely different world."

-But Leona still had that feeling, so he was keeping an eye on you

-You had made a deal with Crowley to keep your powers secret to solve problems on campus (it did cut repair costs and handymen costs in half so-)

-Your new quest was to rid the forest of the Angolo fungus that was manifesting into living fungus blobs 

-The one thing that gave you away was Grim, as you both had to stop by the Greenhouse to read some info about the fungus

-The cat beast was being far too loud, not understanding why he had to go and mess around with the icky fungus

-You simply replied “It’ll be quick, I’ll just use Hydrokinesis and dry out the fungus since they’re mainly filled with water. They become fertilizer once dried so we can just leave them there.”

-And there Leona was, ears perked up once he heard your voice

-Hydrokinesis? What are you talking about?

-So he set off, following you to the forest

-You started to fly, turning the once green and lively fungus to brown dust while Grim napped against a tree

-Leona for the first time in the while, was left speechless

-Once you noticed him, you realized you had to talk to him

-Confronting him later on, luckily Leona didn’t spill to anyone 

-He promised to never tell anyone about what he saw, and had no clapbacks for what you had to say 

- Leona doesn’t even benefit from this secret...besides mayyybee one day asking for your help if his pride lets him

-By the Great Seven why does everything have to not be in his favor-

Azul:

-Another one who you have got to be careful around, since he’s incredibly observant

-More observant than Riddle

-Azul noticed that you’re an incredibly average person, and were incredibly relaxed even during the most stressful situations

-And almost every single time whenever you were in a tight spot, it works in your favor

-Just how is that possible? Solving overblots left and right? Every single time you disappeared the infestation of magical beasts are gone? 

-One day, you were getting picked on by a three guys, their stature far above yours and incredibly strong. How could you possibly win?

-Just as he was about to scoop in a save you, you slammed one of the men into the concrete, taking on the other two by electrocuting them, the blue lightning buzzing in your palms

-They were completely knocked out, dusting off your palms and picking up your things only to face Azul’s eyes

-After giving an explanation of what that was, he was still speechless

-Azul at first was incredibly shocked and then since Azul is Azul... later on realized this had benefits

-He could just blackmail you to be his new bodyguard!

-Oh how he always manages to bend life to his will-!

-So you could just wipe his memory... or turn him into stone...nvm

-You’re now Azul’s arch nemesis since you end up saving people from his scamming and you’re basically untouchable and there’s nothing he can do about it

-But he does find your great strength admirable (and a lil hot, I mean what can u say seeing someone floating in the air with electricity flowing through them is a nice look okay Nate shut up)

Kalim: 

-Oh Kalim my beloved

-He just thinks that you’re incredibly talented and a little mysterious

-You have your little quirks and he has his! Who is he to judge?

-Until one day you wanted to make the load lighter on Jamil, since the berries that Kalim had requested for were only in season in one country

-You decided to just teleport and then come back with the berries so Kalim wouldn’t be pouty 

-You were outside the door ready to teleport when last minute you felt a hand on your shoulder

- “Oh Y/N you forgot-!”

-And there both you and Kalim were, in a berry field thousands of miles away from the Scarabia dorm

-Kalim screams, falling to the lush green of the field

-What happened?! Where are we?! How did you do that?!

-You quickly gathered all the berries at light speed, making sure that you got back before Jamil realized that you were gone

-Kalim wasn’t scared of you, rather impressed that you were able to keep a secret for that long, he could never!

-You’re already super cool, and on top of this you have otherwordly powers!

- “It must’ve been stressful living your life like this! But don’t worry, I’ll keep your secret!”

-Yes he sometimes asks you to perform some of your powers for him, sorry Y/N-

Vil:

-While you were his friend, he was incredibly suspicious of you

-Even though you wiped everyone’s memory, he still had the faint memory of when he was in overblot mode of you blasting him with a beam of light

-Vil was incredibly upset as one of his assistants had mixed up his items, and left one of his vital skincare items on the set of where they were filming a new commercial

-It was being shipped and would take 3 days to reach NRC

-His mood was horrible and you had to do something about it to give grace to the Pomefiore dorm

-So you went to the second story of the Pomefiore dorm, ready to use Apport (the power to pull anything before you) 

-However, Vil felt incredibly guilty

-He was acting like a child and he shouldn’t have taken it out on the people who he loves and values

- “Y/N, how I was acting was incredibly inappropriate and- is that my moisturizer? How did you get it?”

-Starts freaking out as this was impossible as it was on it’s way from being shipped from another country

-This was the last straw for him ther was no justification for this that wasn't done by some form of magic

-He takes you to his room to make you sit down and give him an explanation for this

-Once you finished, Vil understood but was still freaked out

-He cares alot about keeping your powers a secret and will cover for you

-"So my aport powers need to exchange something of equal value so... I exchanged it with that Scucci purse over there-

-"MY LIMITED EDITION SCUCCI PURSE?!"

-He loves you, but you're dead to him, Y/N dear

Idia:

-Before he knew you, he didn't really notice anything off with you

-A little quiet sure but he minded his own business, he had bigger things to focus on

-Until you hung around Ignihyde more often for a project, fixing a huge generator by yourself for one of your partners for a project

-They took a break only after you told them that they could and apprehensive went to go get food and water

-Anyone with eyes could see that there's an overbearing amount of energy flowing through the fairly large sized cube

-Wait, you were wearing no gloves, you could get electrocuted! Why would have your bare hands on something like that?!

-Just as he was able to yell, it was too late, your whole body was flowing with the bright blue energy... and then you let go

-You were walking completely fine, you went and held a random wire on the ground, placing the electricity inside

-The static from your hair was gone, and you looked completely normal. . .

-Just what the hell are you?

-He did hours of research trying to figure you out, even sending Ortho to monitor you

-Yet there was nothing, you were just a “regular teen” 

-Was ready to get S.T.Y.X.S on your ass- (is that too soon to joke abt my bad overblot boys-)

-Until one day he caught you again bending electricity to your will

-Is incredibly impressed with your power (lowkey wanting to experiment on you)

-After he realizes that you can read minds Idia is so damn frightened

- “O-Okay I promise not to say anything, just don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking a-alright?!”

Malleus:

-You were one of the only people who he trusted

-Malleus had always detected some form of magical aura that was otherworldly from you and it never seemed to fade

-And it wasn’t often, but it was almost like you knew what he was thinking

-Whenever he was deeply upset he felt a twinge of energy from you, and then you would insist and help him out with his problems

-And he flat out says “Are you reading my mind, Y/N?”

-You had never been directly outed like this before, you felt horrible 

-You never read people’s minds unless it was very necessary

-whenever Malleus felt deeply gloomy you felt like it was important to just read his mind and help him with the problem

-You explained it to him and apologized, but he wasn’t upset

-In fact, he was smiling?

- “It seems like we have alot of things that we’re hiding from each other. But... you always had the best intentions whenever you used your abilities”

-He let out a sigh and reluctantly admitted, “And, I know that I’m quite stubborn with revealing my feelings.” 

- “I will keep your secret as long as you keep mine, Child of Man,” the dragon fae said, you both shaking on it

- “I always had a feeling that you were special, but I never thought it would be something of this caliber...” 

[stay-with-eunhae]

Eunhae analyses - why is Eunhae real - part 4 (triangular theory of love)

Thank you 溫莎虫 again for granting me the permission to translate the post

https://wausichien.lofter.com/post/73cd8cde_2b41ba9ae

For first-time readers, my words would be in italics, while the words from the original author would be normal. Also, some short forms he=happy ending, be=bad ending in Chinese. These are used as both nouns and adjectives. I also follow as I want to preserve the meaning of the original meaning of the author.

For non-Eunhae shippers, you can just leave this page. No one forces you to read. We have our freedom to believe what we think, you also have the freedom to believe what you think. We don't mind your business, so you also don't have to mind our business. Thank you.

Now I just don't want them to doi (in Chinese it is an abbreviation for do sex) publicly, or else I would certainly frown...

Different from other shippers who use looks and eyesight to imagine those situations, Eunhaers are exceptionally special on 19+ questions. It is likely that others are just using something irrelevant and fake to imagine, while Eunhae is really real on this.

For materials like 716 Donghae's live, if we need to delve deeply, it is already not something we can cover up easily. After reading many introductions from different people on this ship, it seems that everyone is unanimously avoiding materials like this that can absolutely prove them (having sth special), while it is also no exception for me. I rather spend more time explaining the details than analysing the live technically. Respect their romance.

I've talked about it in previous posts. Announcing publicly is not the only way to show he. Rather than achieving a certain ending, we shippers would likely want to leave and protect their privacy in their relationships. Hence, I am also intentionally avoiding those materials that would make others feel uncomfortable. If there are some famous scenes that I don't mention here, my attitude towards these would be 'better not to be mentioned publicly'.

Robert raised a famous triangular theory of love before, which consists of intimacy, passion and commitment.

(I directly found a translated version from Wikipedia for this)

If it only consists of one or two components, the two people may be intimate friends, sp or other relationships. However, for a complete romantic relationship, it must have to contain the above 3 components.

This article would mainly analyse them from the above three aspects. It is also the reason why I often insist that Eunhae is romance.

ps I don't know why I cannot upload gifs. Hence, I am choosing some photos that can be easily understood and noticed the implications. However, it is absolutely not the over-interpretation of a shipper! The videos can certainly shock you 100 times more! I can assure you that it is a rational analysis! No worries about this.

pps it is a professional analysis, in which the evidence is from the commonly acknowledged conclusions of the professional field. It does not include exceptional but just general situations. Hence, please do not use isolated cases to rebut the common situations.

Intimacy

An important aspect to determine the level of intimacy is the leverage between giving and taking.

For relationships with a lower level of intimacy, the more you would care about the materialistic benefits from it, as one would have a clearer boundary on their emotions. They would use whether they can obtain a satisfactory benefit to determine whether they would continue this relationship.

For relationships with a higher level of intimacy, it is not that they would just give and do not ask for taking. It is that while they are willing to give more, they would ask for the return on an emotional level.

The return on an emotional level does not mean a return of equal materialistic value. It is that one's effort would be acknowledged and liked by the other. An easier way to understand it is that 'Everything that I do is just to make you happy. If you are happy, I will also be happy.'

Giving can also be of many forms, e.g. giving their properties. Shindong borrowing money from Hyukjae is a way of giving their property. Out of their intimacy and trust, I believe even Hyukjae would not care even Shindong didn't return the money. However, Shindong often mentions this incident, as Hyukjae is an important friend to him, so he would care about his debts.

However, for Eunhae, their giving to each other is obviously of a higher level. Apart from gifting something expensive like refrigerators and cameras, they even give each other their time and emotions. He can put down all his jobs and time for rest because of his call and rush to his place. Even if it is about watching movies at midnight, he is also willing to accompany. It is completely about sacrificing oneself to make the other happy. It is obviously because they care for each other even more.

Eunhae definitely spend the most money on each other. Even though they used to spend money on each other without any hard feelings, spending on one person to such a level is already very hard for most people.

Donghae often insists to go 'shopping' in Hyukjae's wardrobe is also something interesting. I guess most people have experienced the feeling of 'I rather buy you a new one than take this away from me.' A human would innately have a sense of possession in something one has. Even if it becomes worn out or one does not like it that much already, it doesn't mean others can take it away easily. When Donghae goes 'shopping' without restraints, Hyukjae only throws out a few words but totally is not unwilling to let him do so. The way how "yours are mine" is developed between Eunhae is showing something only a relationship with a really high level of intimacy can achieve.

For keeping the relationship for a long time, it must be because that one does good for the other, not just because the other do good for themselves.

I think it is the reason why the relationship between Eunhae can still remain so loving after 20 years. They appreciate each other from their hearts. That's why they are getting moved by each other again and again.

Eunhae also knows each other the longest among all the members, but they have never-ending compliments for each other, while they can hardly think of the other's weaknesses. They can always throw puns to complain about other members, but Eunhae is always immaculate in each other's hearts.

As aforementioned, the more intimate a relationship is, the more you care about the emotional return of the other. Something I always feel special about Eunhae is that they think it is certain for them to request returns from each other. They perceive themselves would be in a position to get special affection and care from each other.

It is hard for a human to request emotional returns from another person. If they don't have enough confidence in each other, they would not think of doing something like this.

Usually, humans would intentionally leave freedom and personal space for each other. Even if someone does not meet their expectations, it is also hard to express disappointment due to respect and accepts the fact. However, for Eunhae, if either of them doesn't put the other as the first priority, the other would directly express their disappointment. Such behaviours show that the other should choose themselves unconditionally in their heart, while such confidence can only come from each other.

One expressed disappointment as the other was not by his side during his birthday.

One expressed disappointment as he was the only one going to the show for both D&E.

Something like this and even have some more quotes of them getting their eyes covered up by romance.

Used the look to hint Hyukjae should be the first one to celebrate his birthday but didn't take actions.

He didn't care about the celebration from the program staff. He only wanted you to celebrate the birthday with him.

The sense of security in Eunhae, one comes from being needed by the other, while the other comes from being cared for by the other.

Actually, I always think that Donghae is a person who is very clever and high love quotient. He would intentionally leave many things for Hyukjae to do, and let him feel getting needed and relied on. Seeing how Hyukjae nags about Donghae giving him trouble yet is still very happy about it, he can be ensured that he is still loved like a child.

The relationship of Eunhae now is like 'I'm not ok without him' while feeling the other 'is not ok without myself'. It is surprisingly unanimous and peaceful.

The reliance and necessity on each other are irreplaceable for them. It is impossible for either of them to be without the other. It is crazy how loving their relationship can maintain for 20 years. There are several times they were just leaving each other due to going abroad for one or two days but they could nag about this for a long period of time.

I really pay full respect for how they don't have secrets from each other...

I can't imagine how can one person speaks to another person about holding no secrets from him. It is likely about the trust and openness to show each other all the good and bad sides of him unconditionally?

It is not only about understanding the temper, living habits, likes, dislikes, and hobbies when they can confirm this. It is about how they would not concern about being judged for their dark sides and weaknesses. They can face each other without any defense and not under any masks.

After knowing all the good and bad sides of a person, they can still treat each other as an immaculate person, isn't it even harder? What is more precious about them is that even though they know about all these, they are still that appreciated, kind and excellent people in their hearts. The person they want to walk together till the end of their lives.

The private traveling stories of Eunhae are still accumulating...

It is common for one to find some private time or get along with other friends after dating for quite some time. There must be some days you want to get some quiet time on your own. It is normal to get bored with a person after getting along continuously for a very long time.

Even though they are always together when they are working, they still have to arrange extra schedules to take some rest together, going on trips (especially going abroad) happily. It can only tell that just working with each other cannot satisfy their needs to meet each other. The time that they need to care about the camera is just work. They still need time to meet each other privately.

Going on trips is often a killer to relationships. It is pretty easy to show each other their personal weaknesses and the places they are incompatible with each other. However, Eunhae almost always travel abroad together. They would even anticipate where they will be going for their next travel.

In short, time is never enough when they are with each other.

Photo 1

Donghae loves taking photos a lot. However, when paying attention to the target of his photos, I realised that apart from scenery and gatherings with many people, the one that appears the most is Hyukjae.

The moments that one would want to take photos of must be the time that one feels happy with and would like to save as memories. Everyone knows that Donghae's phone has a lot of Hyukjae that no one has ever seen.

One would not take photos for memories of miserable moments. One would also not take photos casually for everything as memories. Hence, a person that he would like to take photos of every moment, must be a person that he likes a lot.

Photo 2

Hyukjae talked about how he loves using MV to save the memories of a trip in the program of the trip of suju+TVXQ. Donghae even confirms with him again. After the program has finished, Donghae opened his YouTube.

Donghae is the first member to open YouTube in SJ. Shindong has mentioned before about Donghae finding him to learn about video editing. He still continues to edit all the videos on his own until now. The cover of his YouTube was Hyukjae initially. Hyukjae is the person that appears the most in his YouTube videos (including promotions). He even reserves a series only for D&E. It is a plausible guess that the initial reason for Donghae opening his YouTube channel was to make videos for Hyukjae...

This suits how romantic and emotional Donghae is...

Commitment

Research has shown that the level of commitment would affect whether people can maintain a relationship. The level of commitment is exactly the level of participation and investment in a relationship.

Making a commitment also represents making a choice. Promising to leave oneself in a relationship means giving up other possibilities. Hence, commitment also represents loyalty.

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I can cry ten thousand times for the quote 'I will always be the person to accompany you' (Note that I noticed most English translations on this quote is wrong, as I have mentioned in my first two posts. Most Korean words can be converted to the corresponding Chinese words, so I am sure that this would be the accurate meaning of this quote.)

Before when I was writing the personality analysis of Hyukjae, the quote 'I will always be the person to accompany you' keeps appearing in my mind rent-free. The more I analyse this person, the more I feel how much he loves Donghae to speak a quote like this. It is absolutely not something that would come out of his mouth.

The person who could not give a proper reply for 6 I love yous that time, has spoken in front of everyone to Donghae about 'I will always be the person to accompany you'. He really has made himself as Donghae's Hyukjae.

Hyukjae is definitely not someone who can speak something like this casually. Just thinking from the perspective of directly voicing this out himself, he must have thoroughly considered about it.

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Eunhae has secret appointments for the first sunrise and Christmas of every year. Even though people said that there must be an end to everything, these two people who linked each component of their lives with each other, seem to have prepared that they will not leave each other anymore.

After the two years of military enlistment, there is nothing in the world that can separate the two anymore, even for a short period of time.

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The sense of ritual for Eunhae is really amazing. From the opening ceremonies of the schools, they have never been absent on any special occasions for each other. Such a sense of ritual, after analysing their personalities, can absolutely know that it is not because they are such kind of people, but they care for each other and their relationship enough to make these happen.

Perhaps due to the numerous difficulties that they have faced over time. It makes them feel that walking this path together for a very long time is something that they should commemorate. Time has reminded them again and again of how long they have accompanied each other on this path.

Those worth the wait are not the sunrises or the fireworks, but it is always that same person accompanying him. Without him, do these still have any meaning?

They hug at the moment the clock has struck. They look into each other at the moment everyone is celebrating. From that time on, you are the sunrises. You are the fireworks. You are everything that is beautiful in the world.

Passion

(In this part I keep typing and stopping to organise my words. Trying to express everything clearly while not sounding like a pervert is very hard.) (Argh agree it is also very challenging for me as an amateur translator.)

Before the analysis, let me give a main point first.

Eunhae has the same body composition, and they have lived together since they were 15 years old.

I don't think their orientation is homosexual.

Under this prerequisite, Eunhae's sexual attraction to each other is unreasonable. It is really unreasonable from a professional perspective.

How can these two have the feelings of a long-married couple while having the passion of a newly married couple?

The only reason apart from their close relationship is that, they are both too good-looking.

(Let me cry and run away)

Eunhae as idols, something different from them is that their coverage of fans also has many males. It is because they have sufficient attractions for the same sex as well.

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Eunhae are also people that can appear as both a hot daddy and a cute babby. Not to mention that Hyukjae exceptionally loves long-haired Donghae. Who can reject him!!!

Humans are animals firstly before being the most civilised being in the world.

In other words, humans cannot escape from sexual desire as animals. So-called sexual orientation is just about the sexes that can cause sexual attraction are different. Sexual attraction is the basis of the creation of a romantic relationship. It can bring up the innate sense of closeness and possession in a human.

Although I don't tend to discuss tops and bottoms for non-genetically determined homosexual relationships, from analysing the relationships of Eunhae, Hyukjae is obviously the one who tends to have more masculine acts. He obviously likes long-haired Donghae more. He would like Donghae to call him oppa or hyung. He would like Donghae to do aegyo. He would like to treat Donghae as the weaker side and takes care of him.

(When reading back the past materials of the change in the attitude of Hyukjae, I think only Donghae can let him love a person of the same sex. A person who is slightly more ugly also cannot...)

I think it is relevant to Donghae's father passing away when he was very young, he is protected very well and well-loved by others. In the relationship of Eunhae, Hyukjae is often the stronger side.

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Back to the main point above, under the prerequisite of a non-genetically determined homosexual relationship for these two, can let the other has a sexual attraction is something very targeted and focused. Such attraction is not originated from hormonal biological instinct but from that person itself.

It also explains why Hyukjae loves long-haired Donghae more. It is because the more beautiful long-haired Donghae has more sexual attraction to Hyukjae.

After living for that long with their members, theoretically, they don't have that much curiosity about the bodies of one another. However, Eunhae is definitely different from others. How they use their eyesight to transmit sexual desire, how they desire to touch each other after looking into each other's eyes, and how they desire to hug each other after touching each other. These are absolutely something that cannot be seen in other members.

I always feel that Eunhae is already at home run level (a metaphor of baseball basically meaning almost the highest level in Chinese literal meaning), as they know the sensitive points of each other too much.

These two people always immediately escape after 'playing' on each other, or they would try to use some ways to let the other come and 'play', and then laugh at him when he cannot escape. The prerequisite of these actions is that they know how to make each other on fire.

Eunhae themselves or with other members would also get embarrassed when they are asked to do some very intimate interactions on the shows. However, the embarrassment is because they don't usually interact like this. Yet for Eunhae, the embarrassment is accompanied by blushes on their faces and reddening ears these kinds of embarrassments from physiological reactions. It shows that they are restraining their own desires for each other at that moment.

Below are some classic behaviours that would cause sexual attractions scientifically:

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Getting my microscope up. See these two Eunhae that no one notices.

I have explained in my previous blog entries that this part is the most sensitive and would innately protect it the most. No one can touch here even how close they are, except if they have already gotten some even more intimate behaviours before.

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When everyone is playing around Donghae, even though they are noisy, they know the boundaries. They only touch his neck or scratch him on top of his clothes. Only Hyukjae gets his hands scratching under the clothes through the collar, or even attacking his lower body later.

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Touches his hair and then smells his hair with the eyes closed, and then even hug him from the back in the end.

A classical behaviour of a male is to smell the hair of the female secretly, even if it may sound a bit perverted but very classical. The last hugging action is pretty strong or even a bit too tight. Hyukjae was probably a bit too obsessed with him that time.

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In the famous scene where the clothes are getting taken off but Hyukjae still lets it continue.

I realised Hyukjae loves Donghae at this point when I was collecting materials for this article.

It is something that would stimulate his physiological actions.

Such a behaviour seems like an active desire to seek for his body. He really likes to watch the reaction of Donghae when he is doing it.

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(Poor Yesung. Why do they have to let him see scenes like this)

Another famous scene to get his clothes off. If getting the clothes off is a fan service, why he did not turn and see the reactions of fans? Hyukjae only wants to see the reactions of Donghae right?

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This scene was when Hyukjae knelt in front of Donghae.

Kneeling in front of a male is already not something implicit but explicit. Kneeling down, getting his head touched, he even had to raise his head to look at each other.

Speaking of this action, it is absolutely something that cannot happen if they don't have some incidents happening behind us.

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Holding the neck is already enough. Can you don't raise your head up and close your eyes?

A common behaviour in doing sx is holding the neck...

I remember that Heechul said when he was fighting with Donghae, he was holding Donghae's collar. Holding the collar and then hitting each other should be how two men fight normally dear...

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The neck is obviously some sort of switch for Hyukjae. Such a reaction from him is likely thinking of how to teach him back a lesson.

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Holding the neck, raising his head, and getting his eyes closed, again.

I don't do any further analysis on this. I am getting the cringe already.

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Seeing Donghae 'swallowed' the mic, he stared blankly and then swallowed the saliva, obviously thinking of something past scenes.

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I have analysed before that ear is a position that cannot be touched easily. We all know that Hyukjae's ears are exceptionally sensitive. Donghae here is directly touching from his ears to his neck. I have also mentioned that skinship is different from just touching. It is some that is highly intimate.

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Another behaviour showing sexual desire: unbuckling the belt. It can be understood together with getting the clothes off.

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Why does he have to exchange the mics when hugging his neck lol. Hyukjae's sense of possession is really too apparent to be seen.

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Touching Adam's apple of boyfriends was pretty popular previously. (In China)

Touching Adam's apple is meaning sexual desire. I guess everyone knows about it. Males don't have much desire for the Adam's apple of his normal friends, but they know the feeling when their Adam's apple is getting touched by a person they like.

Before this scene, Donghae was blowing Hyukjae's ears when whispering to him. Hyukjae was obviously taking a revenge here.

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Hugging and then getting the clothes off by touching and swiping up from his butt. Eunhae definitely.

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Getting his hands kissed and then swallowed saliva. Famous scene indeed.

Getting his hands kissed would lead to excessive saliva secretion...?

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Donghae really likes to use his tongue to play with Hyukjae. Who would use the tongue to play with normal friends?

For example, the 9th-anniversary live those famous scenes. He is really...

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Classical behaviour of sexual desire: hanging his leg on the other's leg. Not only once already.

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Eunhae hold their hands differently from others. No matter high five, shaking hands, or other skinships, these are always less easy to be separated than others.

It is 'reluctance to leave' for skinships in an intimate relationship.

From experimental findings, physiological instincts would cause us to like to have skinships more with people we like, and don't want the skinships to end.

Hence, for two people in an intimate relationship, even doing the same kind of interactions like others, these two people would often have a much longer duration.

Especially in a public situation with cameras, Eunhae can only use these unintentional behaviours to extend their time of interactions to show their intimacy.

For example, when attending the award ceremony of Weekly Idol, Donghae loosened his hands with Shindong quickly but held hands with Hyukjae for a long period of time. A plausible guess is that he was holding Hyukjae's hands just because he wanted to stay close to Hyukjae...

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Many interactions of Eunhae would make people feel some sense of sx. Don't doubt yourself. Something you feel that's not right is really not right, as others would not do these like them.

Just like the famous Chinese quote, even though it sounds extreme, it really makes sense. The leap between friendships and romance is sexual attraction. No matter how close two friends are, sexual organs are boundaries that cannot be crossed.

I only give some examples of behaviours that are supported by many experimental data and research. Their behaviours include these, but not limited to these.

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Until here, the analysis of the three components of romance has been up.

Eunhae is having a complete romantic relationship, as they include all aspects of romance. They have physiological desires that they cannot avoid as animals, yet they are using all their capabilities and rationality to protect each other as a human.

Eunhae is special in the sense that they are the people that have all friendship, family affection, and romance between them. Viewing them from only one single perspective is incomplete.

As couples, they have the same dreams and jobs. As friends, they have a sense of possession for each other that no other people can share the same. As family members, they give each other too many meticulous ideas and thoughts.

It is the reason why they are unique. Perhaps it is their circumstances. Their circumstances gave them the same sex, but let them meet at a young age, and then made them destined to be together for years. Their circumstances let them leap through many hurdles together, making them separated and reunited.

Although we don't know where will their circumstances bring them in the future, they already use their circumstances as a thread to sew themselves together. The future is always unpredictable, but when they are still with each other, let them walk together like how they are now.

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It is really quite a tough article to translate frankly, yet it is really informative and allows us to understand them a lot more.

Sorry that I originally planned to upload this article last week, but I did not imagine I was that busy last week. Hope this article can satisfy your drought these days.

[nanamisflowerfield]

Congrats, your blog is great! May I ask for a twst matchup? I will anyway so bear with me, please. I am interested in a quite a few topics which range from psychology, philosophy, theology, linguistics, history to neurology and toxicology. I get my all time favourite hobby would be researching, though I do like to sketch and write sometimes too. I am a bit of loner, which is partly willingly (or maybe I am telling that myself) and partly because I am just awful in making friends, because my lack of exposure has made my social skills rusty and I tend to come off as excentric or intimidating. I am usually a calm person and a good listener. I don't judge, but I do take things someone entrusts me with serious and I secretly might overthink their words when I am alone, furthermore I tend to rather try to learn as much as possible about the people that end up being close to me (unfortunately the friendships I make rarely hold on for more than a few months at best). I can kind of exaggerate in this aspect, there were instances were I would spend lots of time a day to read books, inform myself on websites and try to learn languages that are related to that person, of course outside their knowledge since I wouldn't want to creep my contact out, rather impress them with subtle inputs of my secretly aquired knowledge that can give them even more of a feeling to be safe with me. I tend to have a little bit of an oldfashioned personality my siblings tend to jokingly call me grannie (or boomer). I also dress kind of seriously and mature. I am wearing a long skirt, a longsleeved shirt and a scarf (I am freezing a lot), which are usually dark in colour. I gotta admit, I do have a goofy side, a very goofy side that I reserve for my friends, but once I showed them I showed them and they can't back out of it anymore, because I will have a hard time to contain my inner child, of course I will return to a more serious approach if the time calls for it. I am told that I can be quite witty and sly with my remarks. I am trying to be as honest and straight forward as I can, but sometimes the situation just calls for someone to point out it's absurdity lol. Another thing: I have 6 younger siblings and therefore people say I have the patience of a saint and I was often recommended to become a teacher, because apparently some people think my spontanous rambles about the things I researched or my opinions can be quite interesting. In a romantic scenario, I wouldn't mind being the one who confesses, as I said I like to be honest and straightforward, but I will do it with lots of consideration first, because I understand that some people might be uncomfortable by receiving one from me and if I do I will probably do it in a cheesy way, like putting together a little picture story as a way to subtly put out the things I admire on this person and their good points and also to have an excuse to draw them in fantastical scenarios lol. Initiating physical contact (WITH MY PARTNER) wouldn't be something I mind either. I think I would be a very dotting partner, but I am also someone who expects a little reaffirmation, it doesn't need to be grand but something obvious would be nice, since I might misinterpret things. I also value my privacy greatly. If I do share what I did the last weeks or what I think about a topic, I probably respect you and your ability to keep things to yourself haha. I think that is enough. Please keep it up! And thank you for everything!

Thank you!! And thanks for so much information for the matchup! I really hope that you will like it, it's just an idea and my opinion, so please don't be mad if you won't like it!

1k follower event

I ship you with...!

🐙 Azul would be happy to have such great, calm and smart partner. You are truly perfect for him! 🐙 I’m sure, that Azul will enjoy to see you interact with the twins, especially if they will be your new friends. As long as you all become friends, it will make the octavinelle dorm leader happy! 🐙 Many, many study dates! 🐙 Whenever you have a problem, Azul will be there to help you and he hopes that he can really on you as well! 🐙 He doesn’t know how to approach you romantically, but he will try to show you, by giving you hand kisses, a few kisses on your cheek and longing hugs. Hopefully you will understand those! 🐙 He will be flustered, but he will also tell you how much he cares and loves you, if you won’t understand his way of showing his love to you. 🐙 He really loves to hold your hand! Especially if you two are busy, but still want to hang around each other. It’s very romantic for him!

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It would be lovely to be supported with a small ko-fi.~ :3

[positivelypositive]

hey there! i really need advice because i don’t know what to do :(((

so yesterday my friend wanted to use a translation app on my phone, since her phone was in the charger. i let her use it, why would i not? i give her my phone and i realize that she’s been on it for a *pretty* long amount of time and it doesn’t that that long to translate one word. i look over her shoulder and i see that she’s scrolling through my app history (?) when i ask her why she’s going through my phone she opens up another translation app that i used a while ago, which is proof that she was indeed going through my phone.

the thing is, i gave her my phone to use for a reason, but she lies and goes through my phone. i feel betrayed for some reason. she’s actually a nice person, and if i confront her again it’ll rub off on my other friends and i’ll look like an aggressor. it’s all i’ve been thinking about and i don’t know what to do. please help me 🙁

hey anon,

i will answer this based on how i would feel in the same situation. i am a very friendly person and like to make friends. i like to go the extra mile for friends if and when i can even if i don't receive the same energy from them.

however, i am also very clear on my boundaries. all my friends know how much i value my privacy and what my limits are in terms of intimacy. if i were you, i would feel extremely violated.

i would confront them about it but i'd go about it very carefully. i wouldn't want to offend them. i would want them to know that them snooping through my phone is something that makes me uncomfortable. i value them and their friendship but would appreciate it so much better if they respected my boundaries.

be firm but gentle, anon. even though i understand the discomfort and whole heartedly agree with you on that, i don't think it's something to ruin a friendship over. some people will always be different from you in terms of nature and habits but they can still be our closest friends.

take it easy and keep calm. sending you love and positive vibes ✨

[atsuwiee]

Congrats, your blog is great! May I ask for a twst matchup? I will anyway so bear with me, please. I am interested in a quite a few topics which range from psychology, philosophy, theology, linguistics, history to neurology and toxicology. I get my all time favourite hobby would be researching, though I do like to sketch and write sometimes too. I am a bit of loner, which is partly willingly (or maybe I am telling that myself) and partly because I am just awful in making friends, because my lack of exposure has made my social skills rusty and I tend to come off as excentric or intimidating. I am usually a calm person and a good listener. I don't judge, but I do take things someone entrusts me with serious and I secretly might overthink their words when I am alone, furthermore I tend to rather try to learn as much as possible about the people that end up being close to me (unfortunately the friendships I make rarely hold on for more than a few months at best). I can kind of exaggerate in this aspect, there were instances were I would spend lots of time a day to read books, inform myself on websites and try to learn languages that are related to that person, of course outside their knowledge since I wouldn't want to creep my contact out, rather impress them with subtle inputs of my secretly aquired knowledge that can give them even more of a feeling to be safe with me. I tend to have a little bit of an oldfashioned personality my siblings tend to jokingly call me grannie (or boomer). I also dress kind of seriously and mature. I am wearing a long skirt, a longsleeved shirt and a scarf (I am freezing a lot), which are usually dark in colour. I gotta admit, I do have a goofy side, a very goofy side that I reserve for my friends, but once I showed them I showed them and they can't back out of it anymore, because I will have a hard time to contain my inner child, of course I will return to a more serious approach if the time calls for it. I am told that I can be quite witty and sly with my remarks. I am trying to be as honest and straight forward as I can, but sometimes the situation just calls for someone to point out it's absurdity lol. Another thing: I have 6 younger siblings and therefore people say I have the patience of a saint and I was often recommended to become a teacher, because apparently some people think my spontanous rambles about the things I researched or my opinions can be quite interesting. In a romantic scenario, I wouldn't mind being the one who confesses, as I said I like to be honest and straightforward, but I will do it with lots of consideration first, because I understand that some people might be uncomfortable by receiving one from me and if I do I will probably do it in a cheesy way, like putting together a little picture story as a way to subtly put out the things I admire on this person and their good points and also to have an excuse to draw them in fantastical scenarios lol. Initiating physical contact (WITH MY PARTNER) wouldn't be something I mind either. I think I would be a very dotting partner, but I am also someone who expects a little reaffirmation, it doesn't need to be grand but something obvious would be nice, since I might misinterpret things. I also value my privacy greatly. If I do share what I did the last weeks or what I think about a topic, I probably respect you and your ability to keep things to yourself haha. I think that is enough. Please excuse my awkward writing, for I am not an english native speaker. Please keep it up! And thank you for everything!

[najatheangel]

Hello!!! ✨ And here I am again!!hahaha I can't, I really love your ships!!

Can I have a written ship this time? With Nct 127, Exo and Got7, please? 🌸

Here is a description of my personality!

I'm really shy and extremely awkward. I'm not good at expressing myself talking, I speak in a low volume, I get really insecure because of it, and it takes me sometime to open up, so people need to be a little patient to get to know me. Sometimes I fear I'm a pushover because of my shyness and akwardness, although I try my best to not freeze at social interactions ahahha. I have a great fear of hurting people with my words and my actions, so I think a lot before I do something. But I'm actually friendly, I'm always smiling while talking, and I accept everyone with my whole heart. I never judge people, and try to understand every point of view. When I'm comfortable enough, I'm really goofy, playful and unintentionally funny. My friends say I'm an adorable cute little person (but weird and random too). I'm naturally quiet, a good listener,sensitive,kind, understanding,calm and open minded.I always try to be positive. Even though I don't speak much in a discussion, people always ask my for my opinion, and take the things I say seriously. I like making people's life easier and happier, so I'm usually silently doing little daily things for them. The feeling that I'm useful to someone keeps me going. I'm really grateful for everyone who likes me. I prefer to be around chill, fun and simple people, because my mood gets easily influenced by the mood of the people around me. But I'm always up to help everyone. I'm a really simple person, that enjoy simple things. My hobbies are drawing,crafting,painting and cooking (I'm specially into arts). I enjoy reading too, specially detective books. I like staying home, but I don't mind going out with friends to get some food or taking some night walk. I love animals, of all kinds. Hate mean and rude people, conflict, prejudice, injustice. I'm loyal to my friends and family, and value them a lot. I need to be friends first before falling in love. But once I'm in love, I'm selfless, and give my everything. But I enjoy my freedom and privace, so I don't like too jealous people, who want to control everything I do. To me, trust is the most important thing in a relationship.

That's it!

Thank you so much again!

I hope you're doing well! Stay safe, healthy and happy! ✨

Hello love it’s nice too see you again my dear. It was nice getting to know you more. You seem like a very sweet and angelic person. Sorry for the long wait my dear here’s your ship. 😊💫

From NCT 127, I ship you...Taeil

Positive Side: The next Sun & Moon 2.0! Both of your personalities favor and work so well together. When you first meet NCT 127, Taeil was the first member that caught your eye, because of his shining presence and his sense of humor that made you smile so much. After months and months of getting close as friends, it developed into a wonderful love story. The members helped him set up a mini concert at your house singing your favorite sing with backup vocal line Haechan, Jungwoo, Doyoung and Mark. Since Mark is apart of every unit. You’ve gladly accepted his invitation whole heartedly and the rest was history. As far as hobbies, this man will do anything as long as you were apart of it. He would be a big supporter of your artwork and would even ask for a private art class so he can make a portrait of you. And Win win lol. He would even look up art project ideas with you on pinterest and start creating things with you along with Dreamies. Taeil can also be very adventurous by walking with you to the bookstore to buy detective books or take midnight walks at the park. Lastly, when you have your moments he would be the first to knock at your door and not leave your side until he made you smile. He is an affectionate person and would cry with you while cuddling you when you pour your emotions out to him whether good or bad. Although this man is small and acts like a precious baby sometimes, he would be saving all his love for you. 

Negative Side: Once you both started dating, it was still a long yet hard process to adjust to. Whenever it came to dealing with the haters that didn’t support your relationship, it would get to your head sometimes and you would be afraid to get too close to Taeil sometimes so it won’t cause confrontation with the media. One time the small amount of harsh comments led you to ignoring his phone calls and he caught you crying alone in the bathroom which made him upset. He tried to run to you to hug you, but you wanted to deal with this problem alone so he wouldn’t suffer with you. “I’m alright Taeil.” As patient as he normally is, he wanted to respect you by giving your privacy until you felt like you truly needed him. At that point he just sighs and walks in the living room. “Okay, just let me know if you need anything.” 

But...: Later that day you’ve realized it was for the best to confess to Taeil what emotions you’ve kept inside about everything involving your relationship. At the end of the day he was someone you can trust with all your secrets and can get you through this situation. After having the talk with him, he was so understanding and relieved that you finally wasn’t afraid to depend on him anymore. He gave you the tightest hug and the most passionate kiss that night reassuring you that everything was going to be okay as long as he was around. “No matter what part of the world I am, I will always run back to you.”

From Exo, I ship you with...Suho

Positive Side: This man is trying to make you his wifey for lifey. You both share the same goals when building friendships with people, being sweet, taking care of people around them and helping those who are in need. The devolopment of your friendship was so fast, but just like Taeil, becoming a couple was one hell of a ride. Deep down you both loved each other, but wanted to wait until the time was right and you both knew for sure the feeling was mutual. He would be the ultimate gentleman when your going out together, always going to art exhibits with you, taking millions of photos cause your his masterpiece ;) and even attempting to dance with you in public along to their music at the grocery store, but ends up feeling second hand embarrassment. I would too lol, still cute tho. He hardly feels awkward doing those things and just embraces it. He’s even suprised you with your first baby kitten and you both name him Buttercup. Lastly, you both share strong loyalty with each other no matter what. Overall this bond is too powerful and would be hard to tear apart.

Negative side: Suho would also find it hard to separate from you sometimes because he loves being with you most of the time. As far as dealing with your emotions, he wouldn’t want you to hide anything from him whether good or bad. He expects you two share everything together in the beginning of your relationship including thoughts, but it wasn’t that easy. Suho for the most part was understanding, but another part of him couldn’t stand leaving you alone to deal with those problems.

But...: Suho learned that he can’t pressure into speaking from your heart until the time was right. He also learned that he can’t baby you so much, because your his woman not his child or sister. Once you’ve started opening up more to him, he felt like the happiest man alive and gave you the tightest hug shedding tears. “You don’t ever have to deal with this alone, that’s what I’m here for. You got that?” The more comfortable you both communicated about your emotions, the easier it was to release instead of keeping it inside.

Anddd I’m deceased 😭😭👏🏽

From Got7, I ship you with...Youngjae

Positive Side: I remember shipping you with him before visually, but personality wise I ship it 10x harder. First of all, two shy innocent angels falling in love is straight k-drama vibes I’m getting. The more confident you’re around each other, the more flirty you two love birds become. He would always share home cooked meals with you, tell funny stories about how he’s always goofing off with crack7 and have heart to heart talks about any insecurities he has amongst himself. This bucket full of sunshine sometimes have his cloudy days as well and can relate to you in that sense which balances out. If one person was feeling down, the other lifts that person’s spirit up and encourage them to think positively. Youngjae would admire how you would take care of the other members and his cutie baby pup coco. Your the love of his life and he wouldn’t have it any other way.

Negative Side: The only problem I can honestly think of is when your both having a bad day, you both tend to keep it to yourselves and not bother the other person about it. You both handle confrontation the same way, but it either can go good or bad. Youngjae on the other hand is worse at dealing with his emotions, because he doesn’t want to be sad infront of you and tends to lie only so you won’t worry about him so much. Once you find out either way your hurting for him and start “It’s not a big deal sweetie, it was just a few hate comments.” “It is a big deal Youngjae, I just can’t sit there and let those mean people do that to you. It’s disrespectful.”

But...: In the end, you don’t want to leave each other wounded and left alone to deal with the pain, so you come into his room leaning your head on his lap rubbing his thigh in silence until he was ready to talk. Even silent treatment would work for you two as long as you were next to each other, anything was possible. What makes it even better is that he’s not upset for too long and attacks you with warm hugs and pepper kisses your cheeks. “What would I do without you y/n? I feel so much stronger and better with you here beside me”

Out of everyone, I ship you with...either Taeil or Youngjae. Again couldn’t decide 😣

@thechoppersan My friend I hope you enjoyed this ship and it made you smile. Feel free to come back anytime angel. 😉☀️