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atla!au designs part 3 !! one of these things is uh. not like the others
first year trio gojo/choso/nanami
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#geto suguru#yuta okkotsu#mahito#lmhs#atla!au: design#squints at mahito i think i might b trying a bit too hard fr preliminary designs.......#they keep getting progressively more detailed OOPS#atla!au: art#i feel like no one will complain tho so ! anywayyyyy#thank u hisuian zoroark fr ur weird hair n bad posture. stole that 2 put on this freak n gave him some soul orb hair ties#idk if his design adheres very faithfully to anything that can be considered atla canon....but i like it so much ok sue me#i would unironically like mahito more if he looked like this#let him lean more Monster.......pl..pls.......#dont dig too deep into that statement . anyway.#this whole page is full of chars i just Never draw but i dont have a least favourite here ???? all of them look rly good imo??#waterbender garb suits geto's design so well he gave me No trouble#yuuta on th other hand i was Concerned for on account of th aforementioned Orange on a very monochrome char in jjk canon#but i think i made it work? he looks great in th tattoos also??????#maybe th rumors r true and im good at what i do GHFGHGHL#(oh ya after mahito i didnt want to draw Another monster-spirit so i omitted rika but she exists. probably looks similar 2 canon also!)#(sighs ill deal w her later. priorities !!!!)
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There's already Fantasy Russia doomposting, let's have Fantasy Russia wishes too!
We have Balkan and Greek references in the game, so no need to restrict yourself to Russian Empire. Go ham. I'll start.
Name change. Please. It's so cringe currently.
A world quest chain based on Bazhov's tales (miners' folklore mixed with Ural and Slavic fae stories). Non-negotiable.
Trains and trams. Do I even need to say it?
TRDLO. Look at it. Look at it. We can have Western Slavs too and if there's no trdlo I'll riot:
(for the US people reading this: it's a sweet pastry cooked on metal rods over coals, popular street food in Prague, although it was originality Hungarian. eating it on a cold day is an Experience)
Frozen lake sounds, they sound a bit like whalesong.
Sami people. Finnish references in general.
Childe's family's side of his story.
A tired playwright bullied by censors.
Sirin and Alkonost birds! Half-birds half-humans who could put you to sleep or kill you with a song.
A black cat called Behemoth. iykyk.
Pulcinella as an Alexander II reference ("ruling Snezhnaya is not hard but it's pointless").
A giant bridge over a harbour.
Greenhouses. Just giant greenhouses.
Some steppes. A girl can hope.
Bog.
A springtime area near the sea with rhododendrons in bloom.
Space program. If Natlan can be modern then Snezhnaya can have space program. We are going to the moon to poke at a dead goddess (now where have I seen that... hm).
Cyberpunk and medical horror.
Pantalone's Ayn Rand era.
Atonal music.
Linguists.
An ice skating mechanic.
I'm assuming that Soviet adaptation of The Snow Queen (one of the things that inspired Miyazaki to draw) is a given, so here's an obligatory mention.
And, the last but not the least, 6 nations coalition army entering Snezhnaya for humanitarian help after the country falls apart on its own.
Hoyo, please. Allow us to have nice things at least sometimes.
#there's also a bunch of 20th century literature that only russians would recognise#it will do nothing for the foreigners so I didn't add it to the post#I'm low-key hoping to see some passing mentions in world quests#hoyo sometimes do dig that deep#genshin#fatui#snezhnaya#ew#the name is still cringe#I hate it here#can I tag it with childe?#it's his homeland after all#childe
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if everything with varric weren't enough to make rye go the level of ape shit at solas that he does (and goodness don't get me wrong it was more than enough!), forcing him to sit alone with himself in the fade and wonder if he really just saw lucanis die right in front of him with no way to know for sure added kill bill sirens in his head so loud the voice of the Maker Himself could not be heard over them if He personally peeped through the blanket of the dark to cry 'hold, hold'
(That no compunctious visitings of nature shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between the effect and it. indeed. maybe you should have thought a bit harder before making me quite so much in your own image. bitch)
#literally what was the purpose of that other than pure cruelty. solas. SOLAS#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#solas#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#Dynamic: That my keen knife see not the wound it makes#gonna make that my solas & rye tag I think. I must be cringe to be free 2: the even freer sequel#aiding and macbething. ahaha. hm. I originally wrote this at like two in the morning pls have patience with me#can you tell I'm kind of enjoying getting to go full cathartic vengeful sicko mode on this one vicariously lol#I'm getting it all out of my system so I'm ready to put on my 'compassion and forgiveness ARE important actually' gloves#for the next run when I'm redeeming him fhsdakj yeah okay I will acknowledge the clear spelling out in the narrative#that the cycle of violence and revenge *must* be broken at some point and someone must be the first to do it. I will do that.#tomorrow.#today I am digging two graves. one on top of the other so I get to bury you twice as deep and you won't get back out you *motherfucker* <3
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Javier, after walking in on Lloyd doing high level magic out of nowhere: .....
Lloyd: I can explain.
Javier: Can you?
Lloyd, sighing: no, probably not.
#ok not a joke; but Javier's decision to pretend to not notice all the weird shit Lloyd pulls used to fascinate me#because Javier is; and I say it with love; a weird little mule guy who just HAS to dig as deep as he can to literally everything he sees#until he reaches the absolute truth#that's one of the reasons why he's such a talented knight. He tries out every option available to him in terms of mana and techniques#and ends up finding some new kickass technique#do you remember he just out of nowhere invented chainsaw?#Javier can't help it he will dig. And he will dig deep.#but with Lloyd; he just decided to trust this weirdo of a master#not implicitly of course. he did test him#but it's fascinating how he allowed himself to trust Lloyd#greatest estate designer#greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#incorrect greatest estate developer#javier asrahan#incorrect quotes#tged#incorrect tged#They're si good at ignoring each other's oddities
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Gintama teaches so many good lessons to the children.
For example, it taught me that picking your nose in public is actually good and normal, and wiping the boogers off on someone else’s clothes is a sign of love and respect.
#gintama#the show that keeps on teaching#it has taught me soo many things#some of which are really useful.#why do you think the chapters are called ‘lessons’ huh?#… am I shitposting? maybe.#had to dig real deep (ha ha get it?) for that gif….
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phoebe bridgers, moon song // alex g, sarah
#webweave#webweaving#web weaving#web weaves#web weave#web weavings#webweaves#song lyrics#lyric posting#lyrics#phoebe bridgers#alex g#i had to do some deep digging for these because spotify stupidly decided to put lyrics behind a paywall smh
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if nagito komaeda was a flower
What flower
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hi. Popato. thank you For this As k.
obligatory hair color flower you need for every list of flower
pacific trillium
a hardy flower that lasts all year , watered once a week or two. these are toxic to consume - "These compounds interfere with normal bodily functions, leading to symptoms that can range from mild discomfort to severe illness." and difficult to maintain in optimal conditions. they're relatively rare as well. while they prefer to be in partial sun areas they also adapt very well to low light areas, but they look less happy and bloom less about it. they're quite picky about how long they stay in the sun though. symbolizes purity and rebirth.
also they turn pink after pollinated!
i think their general vibe gives me nagito aswell, and the symbolism can tie in with how he views hope but im also kind squinting at that so ehhhh it's not the strongest. also the toxicity gets me gooooood..... him wanting 2 avoid hurting people bc all it does is wreck havoc on those he cares for, "discomfort to severe illness." yeahhh yeah... komaeda's also pretty adaptive , i mean . His fucking life dude. also pink 4 blood sick
kalonchoe/widow's thrill
i would go into more details on these cutie little things with their planting requirements and other information if i wasnt a bit tired (i ate warm food and my body got the eepies even more) but they're fairly low maintenance they come in a variety of colors like red, orange, yellow, pink and white.these are usually indoor plants but not always! they symbolize wealth and eternal love. their succulent counterparts' leaves are said to be lucky charms
i mean aren't they just absolutely fucking stunning do you See??? do you see.....
#im kinda tired rn so i can't do as deep of a dig as i like so these aren't a 100% i say nagito r these but i think these have some good#connection to him#there's maybe a better absolute option out there i was considering looking into spider lilies for this post but then i Ate and#got even More Tired. so ..... eek...#but these r neat and i think they'd be great for nagito symbolism ^w^ ehe#micetalk#taking your mind#popato#nagito my darling#my garden <3
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Yusaku for the character ask meme?
I watched Vrains as it aired, and I hooked onto Yusaku very quickly. It did not take long for me at all to look at Yusaku and see myself in him. Quickly my favorite character in Vrains, and remains so to this day. Before I was brainrotting about Yuga Ohdo, I was brainrotting about Yusaku Fujiki. I can still brainrot about Yusaku Fujiki like muscle memory if I put my mind to it; it's not that I'm brainrotting over him any less, I'm just very hyperfixated on the rush era rn.
Why I like them/why I don’t
What don't i like about Yusaku?
I love that he's a very...different yugioh hero. Sort of like how Yusei is, but with less racism and more cyberterrorism. Someone who the powers that be see as a threat, but the common guy comes to see as good. Someone who isn't doing this for fame, status, an image. He does what he does for himself and the people he cares about; he goes after Hanoi for revenge, goes after Lightning for Kusanagi (at least, initially, he does jump on the humans and AI can coexist train very quickly though), goes after Ai for, well, Ai. He's selfish, he's allowed to be, the narrative doesn't villainize him for it.
He also comes preloaded with trauma that we learn about very quickly, learn more about how it's even worse as time goes on, and then we get to watch him go through more trauma. We get to watch him give up because he feels he has nothing left and doesn't want to fight anymore. I love a guy in agony.
What I like about their appearance
His IRL appearance is everything to me. Look at his fucking hair. He's so Yugioh and I love it. Blue is my favorite color and he has so much blue going on. The pink is such a nice contrast and helped me appreciate pink and stop hating pink. He's got beautiful green eyes. His outfits are his school uniform, the uniform for Cafe Nagi, and a black hoodie (and pants, I don't remember what the pants for that looked like).
The outfit in Vrains? I really like it when the lines glow different colors based on what kind of monster he's summoning from his Extra Deck. That's a neat touch. Obviously I still like his eyes, same eyes. The rest of it? It's not a bad design, but doesn't appeal to me personally. I prefer IRL Yusaku.
OTP
Yusaku/Takeru. I am firestormshipping's strongest soldier (or at least, I used to be, back when it qualified as a rarepair...) Holds these two boys in my hands. It's about living through the same trauma but learning that not everything that came of it is bad and learning to heal together. Also the contrast between fire, something that creates light, and darkness, something that snuffs it out.
NOTP Datastormshipping unless it's done a specific way. Tala reminded me that when it's done a specific way, I do actually like it quite a bit, though.
OT3
Disastershipping (Yusaku/Takeru/Ryoken) leads to some really funny interactions.
Favourite card they use
Oh, he has so many good ones....
Firewall Dragon (sweet prince banned shortly after his debut), Linkuriboh, Cyberse Magician, and Update Jammer are all up there, though. If I had to pick one, I think Cyberse Magician is an unsung hero who deserves more praise. I cheered when Yusaku ritual summoned. I love ritual summons.
Linkuriboh did get this screenshot though lol
ANYWAY, if you haven't watched yugioh vrains yet, you're missing out.
#inbox#seventhdoctor#vrains#yugioh vrains#yusaku fujiki#((i do have a vrains liveblog.....so here's some dub screenshots to go with it. didn't dig deep enough to get to the sub screenshots))#((still haven't finished the dub.........need to do that sometime))
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Gomzzzzz hello!!! I’ve been lurking in your blog for like, over a year now and I just wanted to say, your art is so freaking amazing and cute....the big cheeks!! I’ve always struggled with confidence in my own work, to the point where sharing anything felt almost impossible (stare at my stuff for hours only to delete them) But seeing you do your thing? I decided to try posting too. Okay it took a while but when I did I was fully expecting it to get like… 2 likes, max. But then YOU reblogged it, and my phone basically exploded. I’m not even kidding—my notifications were wild, and for the first time, I actually felt proud of something I made. It might sound silly and you probably don't know which art of mine you reblog but it really hyped me up and frankly...i found back the feel to draw again. I can't thank you enough for doing what you do, for making cod space a better and nicer place (your reblogs on others are always soooo positive and top tier)
Anyway, I’m keeping myself anonymous because, uhhh, social anxiety vibes and don’t want to overwhelm you;w; but I hope you know how much you’ve impacted people like me just by being yourself. I’m wishing you the absolute best for 2025!! zapping you with my beams to give you braincells for your school stuff
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CryING iN THE CLUB— (my room)
Shark anon, thank you for the sweetest words, I really needed this today…and I’m so proud of you for finding back the love to draw again. I hope 2025 will be a blast for you too man!! Remember to take rest and have a good year ahead
#im trying to guess who you are…#theres a few people in my head but I really cant be sure…i did text one of them to check but its unlikely#i feel like you’re right tho if u didnt remain anon i would’ve panic#LMAO#i know its weird and like hard to really like what you draw i feel ya#idk about me making the fandom space nicer im just being chaotic af tho NDJSJDJSJS BUT THANK YOU 😭#this year I’ve been digging thru the tags and trying to find more creators around and share it to everyone#give the lil boost cuz they can do so much#i started from zero its time i give some of those numbers to everyone else#bee is this u (bcuz of the face) if its u im smothering u with love gdi#urhhjjjhghhhh (rubs my face + deep breath) ok i think im good#(breathes out) nope im crying again (SOBS LOUDLY)#its the stress hsing this opportunity to release itself#ok but this is genuinely so nice of you i really cant#even word it properly without JFJSJDJS WITHOUT SCREAMING EEEEEHHHRGGGH#im gonna exPLODE#LOVE LETTER FOR ME BASICALLY#you guys are too nice 😭💛#boop#naur man this needs to be added to my pin post or somewhere so i can reread it#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#gomz having a melt down#sorry btw if this response is short my brain is still full of uni stuff i HRGH#didnt wanna make u wait either#<3#just know i’ll be thinkinf about this forever#njjrjjjnnnn *gomz melts*
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I'm genuinely starting to think that any guy whose like "I don't like it when people analyze media by intercutting it with social/historical commentary" just don't like how a lot of it tends to be left-leaning.
Actually, I'm pretty sure that is the whole reason. They just don't want to admit it outright.
#obviously there is a lot of nuance#I do think there are plenty of youtube video essayists who dig too deep where there is nothing there#but there isn't anything wrong with applying context and implications to things we watch because NOTHING exists in a bubble#if you are an actual media theorist of any sort you actually HAVE to do this in some sense#like they hate the pretentiousness in those format of videos (which I get and also am tired of)#but fail to realize their attempt at sounding like the better critic is just coming off ridiculous and infantile#anyway maybe this is the call for enough youtube videos like this for tonight#squack
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Someone needs to save me from the trenches of hyperfixation hell cause I have exams, and I do NOT need this right now.
#i was about to write my essay about David from Camp Camp.#YK DAVID THE CHARACTER FROM THE I GUESS TECHNICALLY ADULT ANIMATED COMEDY CALLED CAMP CAMP#THE HAPPY GO LUCKY IDIOT CHARACTER THATS MOST DEFINITELY ON THE VERGE OF 20 MENTAL BREAKDOWNS#THAT DAVID#FOR MY FUCKING ENGLISH ESSAY ON MY ENGLISH EXAM THAT DETERMINES A LARGE PERCENTAGE OF MY GRADE#FUCKING.... DAVID....#its all i can think about send help#camp camp#david camp camp#imagine your student writes a descriptive essay about a character and they look so deep into said characters psyche and describe them in so#much detail that you can practically see and hear the character in front of you so you decide to do some digging and what you find is...#a fucking adult animated comedy character.#this isnt funny this almost actually happened guys and even then I still ended up just writing about PERCY FUCKING JACKSON#i need to blow something up#sprinkles says shit
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I haven't really done much art for tumblr (at all) lately, cus life, but! Here's a lil something I've been working on (it's a Xmas gift) 💙
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(also peep that lil January calendar painting 👀 i did mini squares for each month for myself, because I need to have a physical one always, and they each have their own colour 🥺)
#sometimes i forget i'm a painter lol#this is just the base so i'll still add some cool stuff (colours and some gold leaf details hehe)#usually my thing is more flat/less busy painting (with more mixed media) but i've been digging this vibe lately#my art account is completely wiped cus i private everything earlier this year (same with personal)#but i wanna start posting again. not just old stuff but actually *make* something new everyday#like a little challenge i suppose#since i'm not currently working in my field and have being going through a bit of a rough adjustment period about ✨things✨#(plus the whole depresh spiraling)#i barely have been making any art at all that isn't just sketches/silly stuff#i miss painting. i miss making murals and working on an actual project etc#now that *some * things have been settled AND i finally have my own space i feel a lot more keen on working on it#i know i hardly ever talk about that part of my private life cus i do wanna keep it somewhat separate from here#but i guess i'm in a good mood and kinda ready to admit some stuff#??? that didn't make sense#i'm feeling hopeful for next year and have a semblance of a plan. That's what I meant there you go#i can already feel myself cringe cus everytime i share these type of things something ALWAYS bites my ankles#and that's why i hardly ever share anything at all with anyone ever until it actually is done or underway#which is! not good! i'm aware! but. ya know#ANYWAYS. rant over. look at the pretty colours and ignore my rambles#hmmmm my band crush guy (platonic) (guess who) (🕊️🥁) said my name and loved my super insightful question and i'll probably dream about it#(and the other really liked it too. MY BABE. it was kinda silly so very unexpected)#(okay i think this is buried deep enough to not make myself look like a 12 with a stupid crush) (hehehehehe)#darya does art#<- sure in the art tag it goes#blue#(it was a coincidence! i've never done anything exclusively blue before actually!) (in this capacity i mean)#traditional art#abstract painting
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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Missing 411 guy?
David Paulides, the guy who is the creator of "Missing 411" which is basically a conspiracy about suspicious clusters of people going missing in National Parks in the United States. He is also the bane of my existence for the past year as someone who is researching a story about someone who goes missing in a National Forest.
To start with, if you've ever been even on the fringes of "irl spooky stuff" videos on YouTube, you might have encountered this. There are a lot of youtubers and podcasters who cover this guy's content without understanding What and Who they are giving platform to. Sometimes, people don't even mention him but will relate the cases that he covers in his books or use the same conspiracy points as him. I would not be suprised if you watched a Buzzfeed Unsolved/Watcher video (which are fine btw) and then got recommended something related to Missing 411 in the sidebar since it's a similar genre. It's super popular to the point where its outgrown its creator. I can't stress enough that many of you have probably encountered this content, at least in passing, without knowing what it was.
So to recap, Missing 411 documents cases of real-life people who have disappeared or been found dead in national parks, national forests, etc and claims that these cases are unusual and mysterious. It frequently talks about missing person "clusters" and things like that. There is often an overt, if not outrightly stated, implication that something supernatural, crpytid, or UFO/alien related was involved. For starters, David Paulides has written a ton of books trying to prove the existence of bigfoot. Now, I have no issues with people believing in bigfoot, or cryptids, or aliens, but I do have an issue with people co-opting real life tragedies and twisting information to push this as conspiracy. I simply do not think it is helpful or respectful to talk about missing and dead people (and children!) like this. Also, with the high prices of his books ($100-200) he just reeks of grifter to me.
To me, Missing 411 "criteria" is a stretch at best. You will see cases "mysteriously" connected because both of these people wore red when they went missing. Both these people's bodies were found near water (as if many National Park do not have water features.) Both these people's bodies were found near granite rocks (like, the most common rock type in mountains lol.) All these cases involve the weather turning bad! (um, yeah, that's a big reason why people get in trouble?) He frequently claims that bodies being undressed is highly unusual, without ever acknowledging paradoxical undressing. Or he claims laughably weak connections between people like "these two women who went missing in different years are connected because they both had three letter names that started with A." I haven't personally listened to this talk but there is a data scientist mentioned in his Wikipedia page who examined the case data and found nothing out of the ordinary in them. If you don't want to watch a video (I don't either right now) then he also wrote this article. From a different person, this article from a podcast is also good.
David Paulides does not present Missing 411 cases with accuracy. He has been known to cherry-pick data and purposefully omit data to make them seem more unusual. Many cases he covers are either already solved, or have extensive information available. He does not retract information or admit when he is wrong. Even if he does present a particular case accurately, he has such a bad track record with reliable research that he cannot be trusted as a source. There used to be someone on reddit who would deconstruct cases he covered. In this post they found several instances of cases of Paulides missing sources and coming to incorrect conclusions.
Note there's a few differences in the sources I just linked. The data scientist and podcast skeptic both said they found the data to be accurate, while the redditors have found evidence to the contrary. The data scientist also says he found Paulides' presentation of information respectful, but I personally find all of this highly disrespectful. But despite these differences I think we can all agree....the claims of Missing 411 are pretty ridiculous.
Also, let's talk about David Paulides himself. Before becoming a writer, he was a cop in California. He was a cop who was fired for corruption (well that's hard to do), because he was caught soliciting donations for a fake charity he set up. That's straight from his Wikipedia page. He continues to use his past as a "dectective" to attempt to make his claims sound more reliable. There was also a redditor who pulled up some other career highlights from when he was a cop in the 80s, by looking at court transcripts and news articles. His job used to be entrap gay men by pretending to be gay, getting them to invite him home with them, and then arresting then. He and his unit were also accused of police brutality many times in the 80s, with Paulides testifying in defense of his unit. And he has not changed btw, he's a Qanon stolen election covid denier type of nut right now on his YouTube channel (according to reddit. I am not watching this man's videos.) So yeah, I think his character speaks for itself.
Anyway, I'm tired of hearing about this guy and seeing 411 related content pop up around YouTube, Reddit, Tiktok, etc. Pay attention if you watch things related to "creepy and unexplained real life disappearnaces." I do not think he is a good person, I do not think he can be trusted, and I do not think that his work actually benefits the families of the missing persons in question. These are real people. He turns them into spectacles to push ~unusual~ circumstances and paranormal activity.
#helppp can u tell i hate this dude#i have formed a deep abiding dislike of him after being subjected to his content#near constantly while working on my au#DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO RESEARCH MISSING PERSONS CASES IN NATIONAL FORESTS???#AND GETTING LEGIT RESULTS THAT DON'T MENTION MISSING 411??? I SEE HIM LIKE EVERY GOOGLE SEARCH#i have literally had to scrap information from sources because i consider mentioning missing 411 and david paulides#as an instant negative on a site's credibility for research#i started doing research on certain parts of my fic by writing -missing 411 in the search bar to exclude results mentioning it#quara asks#also i recognize that using reddit posts and podcast episodes to 'debunk' things this guy says is not necessarily a reliable source either#but it's not like something relatively niche like this is going to get some Big Official Takedown.#it's gonna be the redditors that dig into it#anyway you can tell that even in his official subreddit people are starting to hate him#whereas i first encountered missing 411 back in 2019 and people were into it hook line and sinker#but now even among his fans there's much more distrust
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on this very day, 25 years ago, i was born LETS GOOOOOOOO
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#HERES TO ANOTHER YEAR TURNING UP AROUND THE SUN#in another note it's also mlk jrs birthday#so as a present to me go and look over some of his work and accomplisments#beyond the stuff you learn in school (for my american followers)#especially when he's paired with / or compared against malcolm x#do some deep digging beyond the surface!!
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Sometimes it feels soooo weird not being depressed anymore
#i was sad from some memories earlier this week and my urge was just to go take a sulk in my depression hole#because it was comfortable in there!#but its not there anymore. it got filled in. and part of me was sad because it felt safe in there#and the other part of me remembered how much time and effort it took to fill in#so it felt like i was just looking at the space where it used to be. like sure i could dig a little#make it comfortable. do whatever. maybe get some sleep in.#but it never stayed in one place so i would probably end up tripping because of it#i love digging literal holes. it actually helped me out of my depression because the more you dug the bigger the hole got so i could see#that i was making a physical difference#and then i could put plants and shit in there#i came up with literally a million different metaphors for what i was going through in therapy. it felt like if i worded it#just right this time then i would understand it. and if i understood it i could fix it.#it was like math put into a word problem#i think the one that was most complete for me was a polluted river that would clog and poison#that even if you cleared up one clog pieces would break up and stop up some new area#and in a way that felt kind of hopeless. in another way you now had so much further you were able to go until you got clogged#and each time you broke it up and took pieces out#the less there would be at the next one#and that really did help the logical side of me. helped me deal with the work i needed to keep doing.#but the emotional side always came back to the hole#because the thing about a really deep hole is that you only get light when the sun is perfectly over you#if at all#and noon is so very little of the day#but the shallower that hole gets#the more time you have in the light#and one day you get a full minute to see by#and another day you get a whole hour#and these are insane moments. for me realizing i was getting a whole hour of sun was one of the best days of my life#so yeah. sometimes i miss the dark and the cool dirt. but then i remember just how good being in that sun was for the first time#just being able to relax in it. not needing to take my quick breath for another 24 hours under. not having to rush to fill in the hole.
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