#doing bad teehee
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#i just need to make it 48 more days i just need to make it 48 more days i just need to make it 48 more days#clutching the sink knuckles white and repeating it into the mirror like affirmations#istg im running out of momentum and patience and willpower like what exactly am i even supposed to do here#i miss feeling like home and i miss being loved and i miss having people care about me like. man this sucks.#i keep trying to focus on the fact that at least i have the scenery and the peace that i wanted but mannnnn. what the hell#this has been building up for so long and esp the last couple months and im trying sooo hard to hold back a relapse im telling myself like#ok just make it 5 more days bc then the number on the day counter looks prettier <3 ok now just make it another 5 days <3 !#and another 5 days <3 okay maybe just one more day you can do one more day <3#and its not like i want it to happen obviously but at this point i think its naive to pretend like it wont bc ooohhh boy if i dont#manage the jump into the next manic episode and crash instead like. at this point ive bottled it up for so long i know its gonna be#a bad one#if i just time myself right and fuck myself up a little i can make these episodes last until concert week and then thats gonna give me a#good enough boost to last me another month and then its gonna be spring and that can carry me and then its gonna be summer and ill be#extra busy w tourist season and after that maybe this will either fix itself or ill be in a better position to at least#catch myself if i crash#idk man.#doing bad teehee#the torment is relentless and the horrors never cease but you gotta keep on slayin 💅🏼✨️✨️ so thats what ill do 💅🏼✨️✨️✨️✨️
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we’ll meet again
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#we’ll meet again#music#ukulele#video#i was just trying to record this to be silly but I ended up having to record it like 14 times 😭#and I have things to do so I had to go with the least bad take HAHA#it’s not perfect but 🤪#also yeah I added those lyrics myself :3#and that paint bottle is the shade ‘Sunny Day’ haha#also small sneak peek of part of my costume I suppose teehee (there’s a lot more to it but yeah yellow vest)#dude I KNOW some of my roommates are home#poor them just having to hear me playing this over and over and getting loud and dramatic HUIDHDIU#haha *bill* meet again
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clora teaching her doggy some restraint 💞🐶
#its like when ppl train their dog by putting treats on their nose and the dog wants the treat SO BAD but they cant move yet BAHAHAHA#omg that makes me wanna do an inuyasha crossover now where clora yells SIT BOY and seb goes down LOOL#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#clora clemons#choccyart#i will never get tired of drawing pathetic blushy seb faces teehee#also yes theres still a spicy continuation of this dom clora series coming😇#also this is technically a scene from my fic but i forget which chap and im too lazy to go look LOOL
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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[DND] And what is they were even GAYER this year...
Pose reference from @adorkastock
#dnd art#dnd 5e#dungeons and dragons#vampire yuri#sapphic art#lesbian art#wlw art#dnd wlw#dnd oc#original character art#Evantide#Freyja#Aluviel#Freyja Ravenhill#vampires#halloween art#reposting I fucked up the original post and had to fix something teehee#sorry everyone#anyways my dnd brainrot is so bad#Freyluviel#all I think about is Freyluviel#they are still just friends this year I regret to inform#but they DO finally have crushes
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save me biggering (original demo) onceler save me save me biggering (original demo) onceler
#WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOUUUUU#CRIES#WHY DDI THEY MAKE YOU LIKE#m my mom made me do bad stuff!!!#i wanted to make my family proud teehee!!!!!#THATS NOT YOU!!!!#This isnt you babe!!!#STOOOOOOOOP
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Angel Dust Turns Human pt6
"Alastor & Angels background 3"
Pg1 Pg2 Pg3 Pg4 Pg5
Originally this was part of pt5, but Tumblr doesn't allow more than 31 pics so☹️ Sorry it took awhile, I've been putting off positing this mainly cuz I've been busy w assignments and wanting to catch up w my hobbies💔 but I finally finished fall classes so YAYAYA🙂
Antoní is PLATONICALLY blushing bc he's flustered that someone would care enough to give him something in general🙂🫶!! He's thinking, 'Woah, a whole scarf! Omg, this is so sweet and kind!!' (NO ITS NOT IT'S THE BARE MINUMUM-). Also, sorry, Alastors shoulders kinda look less broad😓! Also, pg 15 (or 16?) Angel dust's cheeks look more pinchable than I remember lol🤭!
Anyways, we're finally kinda back to the present!😁 but uh-oh, Angel knows there'll be consequences eventually☹️ I feel like Alastor has only been saying Antoní, but I promise he'll have more dialogue in the next one😥!!! He just missed his little boy; he hasn't said that name in years!! Also, I should let it be known that Angel Dust's human form WILL be getting a haircut‼️ it may look aesthetically messy, but it's actually just clumped up hair!🤫
Again, sorry for the delay and hope you like pt6🙂🫶
Tag list: @diffidentphantom
#hazbin hotel#angel dust#alastor#fanart#hazbin art#no romance#charlie morningstar#comic art#fan comic#yandere parent#/platonic#yandere#found family#platonic yandere#fatherlylove#parental alastor#parental yandere#parental figure#possessive alastor#possesive love#protectiveness#I can finally draw moments where both alastor and angel dust interact in the present!!! HOORAH😁#Teehee its gonna look like Alastor wants to kill Angel dust soooo bad🤫😊♡!!#at least I hope it so🤨#Next parts will discuss the difference between human and demon(?) angel dust. Mainly about his KINDA meekness#Hc that angel dust (as a kid) loved window shopping but knew his ass would be beaten to death if he spoke of it aloud (he loves dresses)#a part of me wants to hc him as hispanic in this comic mainly bc I am too and who doesnt love self-projecting?🤫#but I also know some ppl tweek at these ethnicity changes🧎! He'd still be italian but his unknown bio dad would be latino cuz I am so🙂#I love feeling represented😒#I probably wont do it but just know he doesnt appear as a white man in my mind. Still blonde tho🤫
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The moment you start throwing around a slur as a genuine insult you are no longer reclaiming it. Reclaiming a word involves referring to yourself with it in a positive manner, using it to spread community and trying to remove the feelings of shame around it. If you are using it as an insult you are not fucking reclaiming it, you are just using a slur.
#This is about people thinking its fine to use the r-slur just because they're a high functioning autistic#Look im not one to police how other people refer to themselves#if ur high functioning and you genuinely feel the need to reclaim it then fine whatever#but the SECOND you start flinging it around as an insult my good grace for you is gone#WOW who knew ableism is bad even when you do it!!#Crazy thought I know#ableism#sowwyyy just wanted to go off a little teehee
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sceo weekend 2024 (day 3) → on the road
it might not be long, but baby, I'll love you 'til the day that I die.
#twedit#sceoedit#sceo#twrarepair#sceoweekend2024#HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII im rly proud of this one actually. teehee.#i had a fic idea but i kinda lost muse and then almost immediately i thought of This and im like ahhhh!!!#but also though i wasnt rly trying to do like... au where theo takes chris's place in the finale! but i kinda get how it reads that way LOL#this is more just Post Canon Sceo to Me.#theo shows up when scott calls!!!! scott asks so theo does baby!!!!!!!!!!#hesitance id think to pull his friends from their lives.. to ask his friends to endanger themselves... esp w the context from the movie#that theyre all sort of scattered and living diff adult lives#but u know who he doesnt feel bad bothering.......... his ally........ u know who has no direction anyways...... theo!#anyway this can also be called Road Trips throughout the yrs#the first one is w/o theo. but telling alec abt him w/ just the ally line#and then... u know. theo is there. teehee!
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did you forget?
that your sister is a human being?
that she's capable of being mad? mad at You, even?
#khdr spoilers#khdr#dark road spoilers#dark road#kingdom hearts dark road#kingdom hearts dark road spoilers#kh hoder#invidia hort art#hoder kh#invidiatech art#mfw your sister is a person and you killed every single person she cared about beyond You. and she was there. and she saw you do that.#mfw you erase the all-understanding all-accepting vision of her with every act of violence committed in her name in front of her.#the fact that baldr at the end frames it as a matter of understanding vs not understanding fundamentally misses that fact.#i'm going to be honest considering baldr's self-admitted lack of insight about his own darkness in the stuff he says to hoder i don't even#think he's even right about hoder being pure light. he has a bad track record for an empath. teehee.
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if ur still taking requests…
Jondami pocky stick challenge :D
their noses booped before they could kiss
#drawing requests with ajitomiel#should i be studying for my test on thursday or maybe doing my homework?? um yeah#but couldnt help it i wanted to draw so bad#i still have like 5 requests left but im doing the easier ones first teehee#jondami#damijon#damian wayne#jonathan kent#jon kent#supersons
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[haunts your meth lab] [haunts your meth lab] [haunts your meth la
#my art#howard hamlin#lalo salamanca#better call saul#breaking bad#brbabcs#jesse pinkman#walter white#adding to the wonderful content of lalo and howard ghosts!!!#also PEEP THE LALO SHIRT#spent like half the time just doing that#even in death im sure he has a bunch of nauseating shirts to wear teehee#i could probably fix some things i dont like in the morning but...#i like just being like ok im done now and moving onto a new drawing#i feel INSPIRED!!!#lalito my wife#sorry#had to say that before i left#cw blood#gilliverse#fabric
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...Unfortunately, no. I don't doubt that you hear something, but we can't hear anything on our end. What does it sound like?
(If you’re going to help out, it’d great to also add something to distract him :-) )
#Youre being asked for help. Dont fuck up this opportunity. Or do. I cant control you. :-)#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#teehee hope youre enjoying the aftermath recovery of what you causseeeddd#ill fix the gif looping when i get homeeee because for whatever reason my phone wont let me have stopping gifs???#not animating the static for this one because the file size is huggeeeee and also thats a lot of damn work for how many frames there are#thank you anon so much for playing along AND giving a great ask!!! very well worded i appreciate it#WAAAGGHHH WAGGHHHH YOURE MAKIBGVME FEEL BAD#:-(
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so there's this manhwa... 😁
#no home#no home wanan#eunyung baek#minju gong#haejoon goh#marie kim#my art#click for higher quality#?#transfem eunyung#btw. but that kinda goes without saying hehe#also#no juwan or hara this time hashtag sorry#they do get mentioned tho if u look closely teehee#eunyung minju friendship is criminally underutilized#not to worry wanan i will amend this or die trying#also also#i belatedly realized that haejoons hair is parted the wrong way... My Bad#character design wise hes like a distant relative of the miya twins to me (hair and eyebrows. and vibes i guess)#also also also#they should create a series where drawing the characters hair isnt a herculian trial#ive been sorta avoiding marie bc her hair seemed like such a pain in the ass to even attempt#and it was but i just sorta did whatever i wanted forever. im happy enough with it yauyyy#well. in any event#PLEASE READ NO HOME GYUYS PLEAESPLEAEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLAESEPLEAESPLEASEPLEAESEPLEASEEPLSEAEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEAASE
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Life always finds a way.
#bsmp#balloon smp#balloonsmp#i cant dwaw my cts has been too bad so I make do creatively in other ways#teehee
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the clock is here. all hail.
i forgot to turn antialiasing to the right settings with my pen so it is. the little numbers are chunky. thats life sometimes. just dont zoom in too hard. if i fix it, i wont make a new post abt it ill just edit it on to this one or something [and state that i did so in the post]
prev post with noclock version
and as promised here is also progress pics, harvested from when i sent screenshots to friends as i worked. as a bonus ive also included various layer names and the 5 different names the file went thru. the parts i [very lazily] painted over with dark blue had not been done yet, ergo anything with dark blue over it is just the picture itself so do not regard it
i will now be nice to myself and work on my fanfic and smaller drawings for a while. i will do eye posts sometimes still when i get a slow day and wanna do some peepers for 3 hours, i have collected many eyes [klinger, fr mulcahy, trapper, margaret, charles, hawkeye, bj. ive been busy stealing eyeballs to paint on. theyre all on one document its pretty funny]. i will be doing my best to force the cast into my style so i can do quick stuff.
i also WILL do more paintings of full shots again, but. fellas. ive done 3 back to back full paintings with no other digital art projects in between.
this has been NOT good planning lol
not sure if i should tag everything again so i will just. do so? idk i have not been on tumblr hardcore since like 2018 and have never regularly posted so idk proper etiquette. im gonna leave off characters for this one ig
#mash#mash 4077#mash fanart#mash art#its me im back and i will now go to the countryside for my health for 5 months#nah but really my wrist is fine#i just strained it a lot from doing Too Much Art where my pressure needed to change and then the Hair twice and yeah#now i will go to bed at a reasonable time! [lie]#i forgot how much fun i had writing. rip#also when i decide to pick a big piece again im again welcome to suggestions#i prefer big emotions in the scene or specifically artistic shots#because certain ones can be funny or something but. i gotta stare at that for 20-30 hours#god this one was the worst because the lighting was so good. like u could SEE things#so i couldnt just 'teehee its all hidden' no you can see 100% of them 100% of the time#.my art#sorry to take up the mash tags again. i feel bad esp since its not a HUGE huge huge fanbase so i am diluting the waters more or something#or! i am lying to myself. to shame myself. equally likely.#anyway shoutout to fr mulcahy for giving almost the exact same kind of energy as my grunkle from ireland#its part of the reason i love him so much as a character. reminds me of family lol
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