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Some things I've painted. Hello and goodbye
#I'm not done being missing sorry#school#and life#doin better tho!#if i owe you something i haven't forgotten#my art#bandaid propaganda#making these intro prints for an event. if you want them in inprnt or something lmk
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brainrotted boi
#red dead redemption two#rdr2#jack marston#why he gotta be diabolical in rdr1 tho#I played again because I wanna smoke ross#I FUCKING LANDED ON LOW HONOR AND GUESS THE FUCK WHAT#“ you're doin things to my hormone miss”#WHAT THE FUCK?#JACK?#BOI?#so I made him brainrotted instead#he's better this way
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Hi (if you are okay with writing this)
What about a hero (who’s a trans man) captured by the villain and the villain finds his top surgery scars and is surprised of the fact but not judgy or disgusted like the hero thought they’d be
Love ❤️ your writing,thanks
i hope you enjoy - thank you for the request!
“We don’t want to ruin this lovely suit the agency put together for you,” the villain purrs as they run a hand over the seams of the hero’s shirt. “Let’s get you into something more comfortable, hm?”
“Oh, uh, no,” the hero refutes weakly, “you can ruin it.”
The villain looks entirely unimpressed. “We have to wear unflattering uniforms when you catch villains. It’s only fair you do the same.”
“No, no, [Villain],” the hero tries, which the villain is pointedly ignoring in favour of moving too close, with too much purpose, “you don’t get it, I can’t—”
The hero’s protests are in vain. The villain’s hands are already on the hem of his shirt, and with a hefty pull they yank it directly over the hero’s head.
The hero can feel their stare burning into his chest. He directs his eyes to the ground to avoid seeing whatever disgust is inevitably on the villain’s face. Then, after a moment that’s painfully long, the villain says, “what kind of fight did you get in?”
The hero accidentally glances up at them in surprise. It’s not disgust on their face—it’s confusion. Not a look that the hero is unfamiliar with; the disgust will come once he explains.
“Fought a doctor and lost,” he says with a short laugh. “They’re, uh… it’s from top surgery.”
The villain’s face is blank. “Huh.”
Here comes the disgust. The hero sucks in a deep breath, crossing his arms over his chest without thinking. “Do you have something I’m meant to be putting on?”
“Oh, yeah, ‘course.” The villain grabs a shirt and throws it at the hero, waiting patiently while he hurriedly puts it on. “So you’re, y’know…”
“Trans,” the hero finishes awkwardly. “Yeah.”
“Cool.” The villain turns to gesture to a door across the room. “Alright, through there, please. Let’s get this torturing on the road.”
The hero’s the one that’s staring blankly this time. “What?”
“What did you think you’re here for?” The villain’s scoffs. “I’ve caught you, and now I’m going to torture you about it.”
“No, I get that, I just, uh…” The hero glances around the room idly, like something will give him the confidence he direly needs for this interaction. He waves his hands vaguely at his chest. “Don’t you, like, have anything to say?”
The villain’s face contorts into a confused frown. “… I accept you?”
“I thought you’d be more…” The hero grapples for an appropriate word. “Judgy.”
“I’m a villain, [Hero], not an asshole,” the villain says with a tired sigh. “Being a guy or not doesn’t change the fact that you’re a hero and I hate you. If anyone does have a problem with it, though, send them my way. Always fancied myself a bit of an anti-hero.”
The hero can’t help the relieved smile pulling at his lips. “I’ll make sure to do that.”
“Thanks.” The villain waves impatiently at the door again. “Now, are we doing this or not?”
The hero nods plainly, some of his usual heroic confidence back. “Only If you don’t mind me breaking out in a few days.”
“Ugh, if you have to.”
But the villain smiles, the friendly kind, and the hero decides that maybe his nemesis could be his ally too.
#creative writing#writblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writing community#heroes and villains#hero x villain#request#is that last line cheesy?? yea lmao. do i care?? i didnt have a better way to end it so i cannot#i remember when i was but a wee queer lad myself#and reading things like this and thinking 'woaw........ acceptance is so sweet..............'#stories like this really do help people!!! i hope i did it justice#cause even as a trans person ive never dipped into this side of things. idk why#never too late tho!! never to late to try something new whether its writing or reading it or doin somethin different with yourself#i hope youre living your best life my guy. i remember needing these stories too
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Another one of the paintings I did this week, was playing around with lighting and felt like painting Zuko, so I did. :D (oh yeah - and a close up if you're interested - you can see the sketch lines if you squint, but I reckon that's part of the charm~ *smiles innocently)

#this was actually the first one i did#watched a tutorial on how to not overwork watercolours recently#and wanted to test out the theory#this is take one#the other paintings i did got better as they went on#(like. i like this one its just a lil blotchy yknow?)#:D#zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko fanart#love drawing this angsty dude#mixing all the different reds is a lil hard tho#since i left most of my paint stuff at home#and like. i was away for most of this week#with my mini 12 colour paint set#(bit bigger than one of my hands)#cause it was easier to pack#anyway#reckon i figured some stuff out#really like this kind of 'sketch - paint over sketch - outline with fine liners' thing im doin atm#watercolours are cool#havent really tried other types of paint but yeah.#i like them a lot#:D:D:D
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Presenting this panel without context (UXM 103). Wrestling AU when?? Hope you feel better soon, bestie! 💚
lookit my professor dude he aint EVER grading my midterm 😭
#snap chats#bro be doin EVERYTHING VJLAEVJEAKJ the hell kinda sidequest is this.... whatever... we fuckin ball at the xavier institute#tbh now im just reminded of how much charles used to love sports. yall think he ever did wrestling..#i remember my math teacher did wrestling as a youth bro was bald too#i also remember seeing him at the all-you-can-eat-sushi buffet the other week. now im hungry...#mortifying.. he told us to act like we didnt know him so i didnt say anything but anyways this tangent's gone on too long#also subtle shade to my one friend whose professor has not graded any of her assignments yet... its been like a week....#anyway thank you for this gift bestie only the planets can determine if i run into traffic or not#i probably wont but the urge will be there But I Wont..... the efforts to ensure i dont run into traffic are very appreciated tho 😊#everyone goin through it i think... what the fuck april i know april's tuesday but still...... 'april showers'OHHHHHHHH ok i get it#i thoguth that was for rain not everyone having the worst time of their lives#well then may'll be better..... 😫
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this is your reminder to make ur cringy n self indulgent art bc cringe is dead and you gotta live life (I say, despite the fact i still feel a bit cringe but im being so brave abt it)
lettin myself post n do more art for myself so apologies for the more selfshippy art than usual
#artswin#tsp narrator#tspud narrator#selfship#oz rambles#in the tags oz rambles go brrrrr#been hyperfocused on the numbers for a while recently which is why ive been pretty low if uve seen sdkhf#but im starting to feel better so in an effort to let myself feel better im doin more self indulgent art#with these types of things i usually make myself as a generic gray human instead of my sona (or recently my sona fusion)#(the sona fusion has my white swoop but black irl hair)#but making this made me remember how much i love drawing myself with narry n i dont wanna get rid of that#i only made the generic gray human art just bc i wanted other ppl to insert themselves which i still wanna do#but at the same time *I GOTTA LET MYSELF BE CRINGE MAN THIS IS MY OLD GEEZER I CAN BE CRINGE FOR HIM*#anywho if yall havent seen my updated intros recently. i selfship with the narrator (specifically virgil) in a bff/qpr way#so it might look hella romantic and couply occasionally were just a couple of besties /pos#gonna tag it with a selfship name tho just so i can access my posts on it easier#n so if yall wanna block me n my cringe for any reason then feel free! /gen /nf#naroz#digitalmuse#(or smth idk ive seen ppl have pretty cool selfship names so i wanna try smth similar but who knows it could change) :P
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who up happying they new year rn
#1000 words takes 10 thousand years to write#ppl who write fast what are your tricks? if you tell me don't edit as you go i'll actually cry.#i know it's the answer but i don't like it#give me 100 perfect words then i lose the will to write or give me death#i'm pushing tho. im doine my best.#i wanna get up to like 6k? for this opening scene? 10 might be better#but i write like 100 words a day at best#and i don't write every day#i think that's the problem maybe#i'm so much better at stream of consciousnesss mannnn#writing is hard#anyway. talk to me if you want.#i solved one (1) problem and now i feel like i'm done writing for the day#lmao like i'm hearing myself i really am#mmmm if ur nice to me i'll post/send u an excerpt#i like sharing bc i like affirmation#even though i think it would be better to keep it to myself while i'm working on it#oh well i like praise too much#at me if you wanna feed my love and affection addictions <3
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Louis de Pointe Du Lac 'In Throes of Increasing Wonder'
#ah i was supposed to post earlier but next week I'lll have a better schedule with the queue#ldpdl.txt#vampterview#amc iwtv#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#I always found a certain amount of grace in louis that yk is beautifully displayed in the first episode#tho ofc it continues through the rest of the series#the crossing of legs bein here and then yk in the lil clip we got of s2 you see him doin the same crossing legs but armand is also joining#body language and such if that makes sense oh lil things of how we do not see his face or facial journey when the tape is heard his whole#body is turned away from daniel and the audience and yeah he was bein disrespectful#and its like as we get more pieces of the puzzle the more certain things make sense the more dynamics are just getting crazier#i felt a newer light after rewatching the trailers and lil clip and ik itll just be such an eye opener when we get to see all of s2 (puzzle#anyways im getting off topic my brain goes from x to a louis is just so gorgeous and the way he sits is as a dancer even continuing to in#later eps entrancing like you want to be near him and when he starts the story his laugh its like you know you need to be near him#In Throes of Increasing Wonder
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frog documentation. frogcumentation
I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child


took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this

zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like

happy extremely late birthday to this thing also
#bakuspecial#uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later#frog plush babeyyyy#I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand#Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long#there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population#I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals#house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs#they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain#from the hot brick tiled ground a few times#theyre so small. theyre so small....#I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here#and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have#so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time#do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill#by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this.#but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule#this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening#well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are#see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao
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outsiders actually mentioning transitioning and hormones by name and not in a disparaging way got me good im not gonna lie !!
#anybody wanna say im giving them too much credit for doing the bare minimum better have also grown up trans in the south lol 🔪#bare minimum don’t exist tyvm!!#it was funny that it was brought up as an excuse for butch to steal money from hasil tho. like he’s an ally but he shouldnt be doin all that#text#outsiders
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what better way to celebrate byan's bday than with a couple quick lil edits just for fun?ㅤ(x, x)
#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ aesthetic ⋮ they're smirking at fresh blood.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ social media ⋮ you'll get put out if you don't get a little wild.#i'm in the process of answering asks but i'll admit it's slow going bc ofc i can't contain myself to just a couple small paras#no no i have to write a mini novel as per usual#and my focus & like. ability to put words together the way i want to is Not doin super hot tonight akjhdkdsd#BUT I'M TRYING. i wanna at least answer one today ;A;#altho yes my brain did decide that i had to drop the one i'm nearly finished in order to do this first so :///#here. and yes that is my Official byan playlist as of rn#tho the actual title is just 'byan' until i come up w something better lmfao#scopophobia cw
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(scatters these on the ground like birdseed) happy pride
#if you want a specific flag just ask and ill do a quick edit :] these are just ones from the top of my head#leonard snart#len snart#captain cold#dc comics#flash rogues#pride icons#my art#ngl this is my fav len ive drawn#v happy with it :]#ill be doin some of the other guys too weeee#anyway! personal hc for len is poly bi and (maybe) demiboy (just a lil 🤏)#transfemme len is also v v special to me. gonna do a lil thing w that at some point#ah god so many ideas it overwhelms me sometimes. gettin better w it tho
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now annoying my brother by making up tunes and making him think they're real songs lmfshvjhs
#just me hi#when i finish a song sometimes i don't want it to end and i just keep adding on and changing it until it's not really the same anymore hfhs#and i add words sometimes too.. nobody sees that coming lolll#apparently he thinks most of the songs i sing to myself i made up. like dude my memory isn't that good lhfhsv#i forget them as soon as i'm finished but they're fun in the moment :3#if i had the patience for a music program i'd prolly do something about it but alas!! Alas !!#also i forget the tunes as Soon as i hear a real note. oh wells!#//okay so let's see what i'm doing#i think i'll try neocities again? got spooked by my own brain cuz it latched on like Crazy Hard when i got into it last time but maaaaybe#that won't happen This time (Lol. Lmao. Lol)#like not only did it frustrate me but that was the hardest and probably shortest-lived obsession i've ever had. real neat hghfsk#i Did delete all of the work i did afterwards tho cuz it still bothered me n i wasn't gonna work on it so i'll have a clean slate!! :33#//thaaat and i need to finish this piece i'm doin.. almost done but some parts are wonky... :/#i have to change the size of the head u-u but yea it might be alright after that??#i dunno cuz i feel like the sketchbook doodle looked better ; it's lost some energy :/#which is okay but i'm just a little auhh'ed by it. if you know what i mean Lol#yeaa though.. oh wells !!#/i'm gonna get on that cuz there are other things and stuffs i wanna get around to#so Ye toodles toodles :> !! o/
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for the Terror ask: Your chaos energy and Crozier fixation point in a clear direction... I'm sorry to say it, but Hickey energy.
I can’t contest the logic. And I have been known to be overcome by trickster tendencies every now and again. But then again. Man it’s still hickey.
You must have me mistaken with @hornelius-hickey right???? Right???????
#ask games#terror character ask game#i tell you tho if I was doing the things that hickey was doin I’d be doing them much better AND with chronic pain and fatigue
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Shadow the hedgehog cartoon announcement sorry everyone im gonna hermit away four months in advanced so i can be optimally annoying when they talk about it
#not rgg#hes in my pfp this goes here. also because i say so#snap chats#no i AM posting this here idc im gonna throw up crying and screaming#little else can be done to make my week better like first i hang with my bestie and we’re gon hang again later this week#then a buncha shit i ordered a while back finally got shipped and now shadow cartoon announcement#theyre literally talking about it in JULY some may say im too excited too early but have you considered eating my shorts#im scared tho what if its mid#the promo post looks so good … he looks so cute 😭#heard the mates who worked on the rise tmnt cartoon are workin on this …. ouughghh i know im gonna throw up crying#they been doin good things for my boy as of late … ik it his year so No Shit but still …#anyway yeah im putting in my. idk LMAO years notice for rgg posting cause once this is out i will not shut up ever#at least for a week. bossman im scheduling a vacation month once this drops Whenever idk#ok bye i actually have rgg doodles planned but i gotta do comm stuff first fjWWOJDJS#all sega does is rot my brain like all i did yesterday with my bestie was play final fantasy and sonic#what an excellent tuesday i tell you … ok bye
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hhghghbhbhh wanted to do more than two things tonight, but. two things is still better than nothing, so we take it. i'm sure i'll catch up on things eventually l-lmao...
#still fistfighting my brain for clarity so putting decent sentences together is a bit of a struggle#but hey i actually got myself to write which is better than most of last week (':#overall the med side-effects are much less overwhelming now so i'm hopingggg i'll slowly get more consistent again...?#not that i've ever really been consistent but u get me#love y'all tho hope ur doin well ♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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