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Some things I've painted. Hello and goodbye
#I'm not done being missing sorry#school#and life#doin better tho!#if i owe you something i haven't forgotten#my art#bandaid propaganda#making these intro prints for an event. if you want them in inprnt or something lmk
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Hi (if you are okay with writing this)
What about a hero (who’s a trans man) captured by the villain and the villain finds his top surgery scars and is surprised of the fact but not judgy or disgusted like the hero thought they’d be
Love ❤️ your writing,thanks
i hope you enjoy - thank you for the request!
“We don’t want to ruin this lovely suit the agency put together for you,” the villain purrs as they run a hand over the seams of the hero’s shirt. “Let’s get you into something more comfortable, hm?”
“Oh, uh, no,” the hero refutes weakly, “you can ruin it.”
The villain looks entirely unimpressed. “We have to wear unflattering uniforms when you catch villains. It’s only fair you do the same.”
“No, no, [Villain],” the hero tries, which the villain is pointedly ignoring in favour of moving too close, with too much purpose, “you don’t get it, I can’t—”
The hero’s protests are in vain. The villain’s hands are already on the hem of his shirt, and with a hefty pull they yank it directly over the hero’s head.
The hero can feel their stare burning into his chest. He directs his eyes to the ground to avoid seeing whatever disgust is inevitably on the villain’s face. Then, after a moment that’s painfully long, the villain says, “what kind of fight did you get in?”
The hero accidentally glances up at them in surprise. It’s not disgust on their face—it’s confusion. Not a look that the hero is unfamiliar with; the disgust will come once he explains.
“Fought a doctor and lost,” he says with a short laugh. “They’re, uh… it’s from top surgery.”
The villain’s face is blank. “Huh.”
Here comes the disgust. The hero sucks in a deep breath, crossing his arms over his chest without thinking. “Do you have something I’m meant to be putting on?”
“Oh, yeah, ‘course.” The villain grabs a shirt and throws it at the hero, waiting patiently while he hurriedly puts it on. “So you’re, y’know…”
“Trans,” the hero finishes awkwardly. “Yeah.”
“Cool.” The villain turns to gesture to a door across the room. “Alright, through there, please. Let’s get this torturing on the road.”
The hero’s the one that’s staring blankly this time. “What?”
“What did you think you’re here for?” The villain’s scoffs. “I’ve caught you, and now I’m going to torture you about it.”
“No, I get that, I just, uh…” The hero glances around the room idly, like something will give him the confidence he direly needs for this interaction. He waves his hands vaguely at his chest. “Don’t you, like, have anything to say?”
The villain’s face contorts into a confused frown. “… I accept you?”
“I thought you’d be more…” The hero grapples for an appropriate word. “Judgy.”
“I’m a villain, [Hero], not an asshole,” the villain says with a tired sigh. “Being a guy or not doesn’t change the fact that you’re a hero and I hate you. If anyone does have a problem with it, though, send them my way. Always fancied myself a bit of an anti-hero.”
The hero can’t help the relieved smile pulling at his lips. “I’ll make sure to do that.”
“Thanks.” The villain waves impatiently at the door again. “Now, are we doing this or not?”
The hero nods plainly, some of his usual heroic confidence back. “Only If you don’t mind me breaking out in a few days.”
“Ugh, if you have to.”
But the villain smiles, the friendly kind, and the hero decides that maybe his nemesis could be his ally too.
#creative writing#writblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writing community#heroes and villains#hero x villain#request#is that last line cheesy?? yea lmao. do i care?? i didnt have a better way to end it so i cannot#i remember when i was but a wee queer lad myself#and reading things like this and thinking 'woaw........ acceptance is so sweet..............'#stories like this really do help people!!! i hope i did it justice#cause even as a trans person ive never dipped into this side of things. idk why#never too late tho!! never to late to try something new whether its writing or reading it or doin somethin different with yourself#i hope youre living your best life my guy. i remember needing these stories too
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this is your reminder to make ur cringy n self indulgent art bc cringe is dead and you gotta live life (I say, despite the fact i still feel a bit cringe but im being so brave abt it)
lettin myself post n do more art for myself so apologies for the more selfshippy art than usual
#artswin#tsp narrator#tspud narrator#selfship#oz rambles#in the tags oz rambles go brrrrr#been hyperfocused on the numbers for a while recently which is why ive been pretty low if uve seen sdkhf#but im starting to feel better so in an effort to let myself feel better im doin more self indulgent art#with these types of things i usually make myself as a generic gray human instead of my sona (or recently my sona fusion)#(the sona fusion has my white swoop but black irl hair)#but making this made me remember how much i love drawing myself with narry n i dont wanna get rid of that#i only made the generic gray human art just bc i wanted other ppl to insert themselves which i still wanna do#but at the same time *I GOTTA LET MYSELF BE CRINGE MAN THIS IS MY OLD GEEZER I CAN BE CRINGE FOR HIM*#anywho if yall havent seen my updated intros recently. i selfship with the narrator (specifically virgil) in a bff/qpr way#so it might look hella romantic and couply occasionally were just a couple of besties /pos#gonna tag it with a selfship name tho just so i can access my posts on it easier#n so if yall wanna block me n my cringe for any reason then feel free! /gen /nf#naroz#digitalmuse#(or smth idk ive seen ppl have pretty cool selfship names so i wanna try smth similar but who knows it could change) :P
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#HELLO HI EVERYOBJECT#sorry for my inactivity on this acc#Just personal issues im doin better dw#submission#this is so real tho i love this image#:3#day 30#ii s2#ii#mepad#ii mepad#inanimate insanity mepad#mepad ii#mepad inanimate insanity#mepad posting
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Louis de Pointe Du Lac 'In Throes of Increasing Wonder'
#ah i was supposed to post earlier but next week I'lll have a better schedule with the queue#ldpdl.txt#vampterview#amc iwtv#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#I always found a certain amount of grace in louis that yk is beautifully displayed in the first episode#tho ofc it continues through the rest of the series#the crossing of legs bein here and then yk in the lil clip we got of s2 you see him doin the same crossing legs but armand is also joining#body language and such if that makes sense oh lil things of how we do not see his face or facial journey when the tape is heard his whole#body is turned away from daniel and the audience and yeah he was bein disrespectful#and its like as we get more pieces of the puzzle the more certain things make sense the more dynamics are just getting crazier#i felt a newer light after rewatching the trailers and lil clip and ik itll just be such an eye opener when we get to see all of s2 (puzzle#anyways im getting off topic my brain goes from x to a louis is just so gorgeous and the way he sits is as a dancer even continuing to in#later eps entrancing like you want to be near him and when he starts the story his laugh its like you know you need to be near him#In Throes of Increasing Wonder
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who up happying they new year rn
#1000 words takes 10 thousand years to write#ppl who write fast what are your tricks? if you tell me don't edit as you go i'll actually cry.#i know it's the answer but i don't like it#give me 100 perfect words then i lose the will to write or give me death#i'm pushing tho. im doine my best.#i wanna get up to like 6k? for this opening scene? 10 might be better#but i write like 100 words a day at best#and i don't write every day#i think that's the problem maybe#i'm so much better at stream of consciousnesss mannnn#writing is hard#anyway. talk to me if you want.#i solved one (1) problem and now i feel like i'm done writing for the day#lmao like i'm hearing myself i really am#mmmm if ur nice to me i'll post/send u an excerpt#i like sharing bc i like affirmation#even though i think it would be better to keep it to myself while i'm working on it#oh well i like praise too much#at me if you wanna feed my love and affection addictions <3
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pocket-square sized
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#HIIIIIIIII my wrist still hurts#i WAS just gon watch nakai movies while i rested but i fear ive watched all the available ones with eng subs.. //screams//#my bro picked me up onea them neat wrist support gloves tho so the pain is significantly gone and i can move my fingers better now#ill still let it rest for another couple days but recovery times lookin optimistic :]#as for this doodle.... i tolds you i MUST draw despite the injury... its my duty...#also i finished a comm today and since i had some practice drawing one handed working on that i figured id try drawin somethin small#and since it been a while since drawn mine... teehee..#def wont be doin any comics any time soon or even more detailed stuff but this is cute nuff for now#lol this is the timeline if i worked on my rgg stickers long enough to get to y3#since ive drawn mine tho ive been reminded.. i wont be able to go to animenyc this november :( too expensive for me this year#mabes ill go to animenext in like june or wait until next year to go to animenyc but </3 public dont get to see me mine cosplay </3#mabes when my wrist gets better ill wear it for fun but anyway typing like this still sucks so byee !!!!!!!
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alas, turns out grad school is hard so i haven't been drawing much of anything BUT. now. some side characters for yall
#original#ocs#art#satyrs#artists on tumblr#character design#Heiti Varrater#Tcham Bakome#Angus Singh#HAII. i've needed to design these 3 in particular for EVER. finally i have done eet#i actually. really REALLY like how bakome turned out. he looks FANTASTIC#bang on with this guy. he looks great#also rlly like how singh turned out. that dude is singh for sure#heiti.... she's giving me problems. as she does best#this is her 2nd design now and it's better than my first but theres something still missing. idk what#ill probably continue to refine her with time#grouping her with these 2 is kinda odd cause like. she has nothing to do with them other than being in the same general storyline#like she never really meets them?? maybe once for a brief period. idk i havent thought about it much#they're on different ships. theyre doin different things#but theyre all side characters that are relatively important SO. put them together#ive resigned to just. drawing humans with pointy ears. bcause why the fuck wouldnt i#every other species gets fun ears. give humans some point to em why not#there is a. range. of feelings about these guys#LOVE heiti. she sucks (affectionate). she's fantastic. obsessed with her#bakome has lots going on and im not even sure of most of it. but he is VERY interesting and he occupies a cool middle space of like.#doing no harm but preventing no harm either. doing no harm but allowing harm to be done. he has morality but he turns the other way#idk. i like him and i think he borders on sucks but either way he's interesting#and then there singh. god he sucks. he sucks so bad. worst of em all. captain worst#the harm that is being done is allowed by him because hes the captain and that's if hes not just doing it himself. fuck that guy#i do think hes fun tho. hes. a little flatter than bakome rn but hes still got SOME interesting stuff going on. just a lil
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frog documentation. frogcumentation
I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child
took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this
zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like
happy extremely late birthday to this thing also
#bakuspecial#uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later#frog plush babeyyyy#I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand#Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long#there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population#I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals#house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs#they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain#from the hot brick tiled ground a few times#theyre so small. theyre so small....#I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here#and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have#so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time#do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill#by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this.#but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule#this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening#well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are#see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao
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Me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic B)
@futturmangamez
#click for better quality and full pic#I think I popped off#Pretty please guys eat this up bc I spent way to many hours on this😔#Tw: feet#Yeah yeah I’m still trying to find an artstyle idk what I’m doin#We so cute tho :3c#-🫐#future man#josh futturman#josh hutcherson#jhutch#jhutch1992#josh futterman#josh futturman rp#rp account#future man 2017#traditional art#my art#artwork#art#drawings#artists on tumblr#illustration#traditional drawing#drawing#art on tumblr#sketchbook#josh hutcherson fanart#josh futturman art#josh hutcherson art
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outsiders actually mentioning transitioning and hormones by name and not in a disparaging way got me good im not gonna lie !!
#anybody wanna say im giving them too much credit for doing the bare minimum better have also grown up trans in the south lol 🔪#bare minimum don’t exist tyvm!!#it was funny that it was brought up as an excuse for butch to steal money from hasil tho. like he’s an ally but he shouldnt be doin all that#text#outsiders
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what better way to celebrate byan's bday than with a couple quick lil edits just for fun?ㅤ(x, x)
#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ aesthetic ⋮ they're smirking at fresh blood.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ social media ⋮ you'll get put out if you don't get a little wild.#i'm in the process of answering asks but i'll admit it's slow going bc ofc i can't contain myself to just a couple small paras#no no i have to write a mini novel as per usual#and my focus & like. ability to put words together the way i want to is Not doin super hot tonight akjhdkdsd#BUT I'M TRYING. i wanna at least answer one today ;A;#altho yes my brain did decide that i had to drop the one i'm nearly finished in order to do this first so :///#here. and yes that is my Official byan playlist as of rn#tho the actual title is just 'byan' until i come up w something better lmfao#scopophobia cw
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moar men
#l4d#l4d2#left 4 dead#left 4 dead 2#nick l4d2#ellis l4d2#nellis#nellis l4d2#my doodles#nick is so hard to draw i hate that ugly man#what he doin in the second pic tho 👀#ive been practicing spicy content ehehehhe#once i get a lil better w/ posing and anatomy i’ll start posting the nasties ;3#if i even can here.. i still don’t know tumblr’s n s f w rules nowadays ._.#BACK IN MY DAY YOU COULD POST A HYPER REALISTIC BUTTHOLE AND WOULD BE PRAISED FOR YOUR SERVICE
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colorful ouppy,,
to slightly less colorful ouppy
#jackals barks#eye strain#one of my fave things abt coloring them is doing Slight variations in the white parts#bc theyre slightly satyr like? their face has some fuzz but it's a very downy peach fuzz like humans do but More#same w their chest/arms#their stomach is where they get Fuzzier. happy trail...#the fur on their tail is v short bc it's a traditional unicorn tail which is lion based#but their legs are Maximum Fluff#one day I'm gonna draw a ref 4 them naked so i can show it off better hfkd#i also love doin the red parts too tho bc their feet in particular are supposed to look bloodstained
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i need everyone to pray for me. like spirit bomb style. Ms.self isolation (me) is going to Two concerts and a coworkers birthday party over the course of 3 days
#it’s so funny bc i’m like so ok at work and dependable and shit and i talk over the phone at work to doctors and nurses all daaaaa tiiiiime#but like Outside work socially? holy fuuuuuck i’m a shaking chihuahua i can still hold a conversation but but but but but (short circuits)#i can talk FINE i’ve held entire conversations with strangers it’s OK but like#INTERNALLY … AAAAAA#LIKE OUTSIDE OK? online is a different story i’m talkin about irl strangers#i used to have a job where i busted into ppls houses for a living and i got rly argumentative w old ppl but that’s not this#i’m talkin like#like ppl around my own damn age#once they dig a liiiiiiitle deep past the surface like once * i * start getting asked genuine questions i start like . doin broken down car#noises da Jig is UP the Facade aaaa my normal act FUUUUCK#it’s so funny bc all my coworkers like me but it’s like bc they all know i’m like That as in weird funny and i’m so comfortable around all#of them :3 i love my coworkers 💕💕 they give me souvenirs all da time and i love being weird to them back#but like getting to know people oof. maybe it’s not so different from work…………#it’s always like. worse in my head than what the situation ends up being as it’s so stupid#and it takes like an entire village worth of effort to even Muster the courage to do things jesus CHRIST#i been getting better at it tho!!!! i’m workin on it but it’s just so so so so scary Probably because of da Trauma but aaaaaaahahaaaaaaa#whateeeverrrr it’s all in da paaaast aaaaaaa
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(scatters these on the ground like birdseed) happy pride
#if you want a specific flag just ask and ill do a quick edit :] these are just ones from the top of my head#leonard snart#len snart#captain cold#dc comics#flash rogues#pride icons#my art#ngl this is my fav len ive drawn#v happy with it :]#ill be doin some of the other guys too weeee#anyway! personal hc for len is poly bi and (maybe) demiboy (just a lil 🤏)#transfemme len is also v v special to me. gonna do a lil thing w that at some point#ah god so many ideas it overwhelms me sometimes. gettin better w it tho
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