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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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but for real i love adventure time bc in the face of shitty family members that are also space war criminals, most kids show protags would be all "guys lets not fight... we're family! we can be friends! peace and love!" but finn is like "im going to personally rip off my dads arm because i hate him"

#not that its healthy and im glad he didnt actually do it (for the sake of his own mental state)#the choice to not rip his dads arm off is abt his own mental health not any sort of greater good or whatever #but im also glad the shitty parent conflict wasnt resolved by everything just being pushed under the rug #it sort of just ended with. okay fine. i cant change you so just be out of my life forever now #tho it is also tragic bc martin wasnt always a bad guy... hes sort of a victim of circumstance too #but that doesnt really matter as far as finn's journey is concerned #adventure time

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months ago

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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time #chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed #away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all #things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get #to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just #miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im #crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the #same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated

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kristybluebird · 7 months ago

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20 years later RGU

#rgu #nanami is the oldest at 33 cause she got out of there right after Anthy #others mostly left at the end of the next year wich was 10 years irl oops #anyway this series of post series head canons headcannons have spiraled into a Byzantine narative existing only in my head #nanami being the center of everything of course #ive got a little fancomic worked out and thumbnails for an amv where shiori comits a bunch of arson in a mostly abandoned ohttori #dont know how far ill get with any of that tho #anyway Nanami is a girlmom in this wich is troublesome cause she herself was not raised #she also flew bush planes in her 20's #thats kozue at the bottom shes 23 cause she got out same time as miki and juri #dj's and does events set up #shes the only one who's in frequent contact with nanami #was a very hard decision to change her hairstyle cause it was iconic in canon but im happy with the results #speaking of hair Miki grew his hair out in subconscious emulation of utena who he doesnt remeber but its not an accident that he's looking #more like mikage #who he also doesnt remember #the shadow play is a velvet ribbon refference #cw implied abuse #ask to tag #my art #post-canon

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chibi-scone · 1 year ago

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Still can’t wrap my head around how Izzy shooting Ed was supposed to symbolize him “breaking up with Blackbeard” and have them go through that whole thing at the beginning of the season, to have Izzy be the one who tells Ed to follow what makes him happy, and have Izzy’s whole arc be about who he is without Blackbeard just for the finale to turn around and say that Izzy had to die because he was half of Blackbeard and that Ed couldn’t fully let go of Blackbeard otherwise.

#by all accounts it doesn't make sense #Izzy stopped caring about Blackbeard when he stopped following Ed’s orders and started going with the crew #when he told Ed he wouldn’t kill him #he had his figurative death when he tried to shoot himself and Blackbeard had his literal death when the crew killed him #when he’s fucking doing his whole speech saying that piracy isn’t about glory or fame it’s about the community it’s about the crew #the fact that they said that they just didn’t know what else to do with Izzy’s arc so dying was the best conclusion is INSANE to me #like im so hung up on this #blackbeard WAS us #YEAH WAS #dont get me started on how izzy used his fk dying breath to take the blame for everything just protecting others til the very end uh #izzy hands #him telling ed that the crew loves him and then he just....leaves #bitch the crew LOVED YOU #the whole “blackbeard was us i needed him” does gut me a little bit tho ngl like oof can yall stop being tragic for 2secs 😔#anywayyyyy sorry if im being rly negative i dont want to be truly im just upset #it’s like I understand what they were going for but when you put it next to everything that’s happened it’s like ….idk #“izzy keeps the story of Blackbeard alive by being alive!!” and ed doesnt ???#hes literally the face of Blackbeard #so he gets to change and grow and become something else and live as that but izzy cant?#you cannot kill a whole by just getting rid of half #izzy was moving past Blackbeard i just what the fuck is UP #“its cause ed is the mc and izzy is just the side character there to be a device for his growth”#ok well then dont have that characters whole motivation be about actualizing himself as his own person for a whole season #ofmd critical #ofmd

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macaroonkitti · 1 year ago

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No because there is so much missed potential with not having a totk DLC. I want to explore a new Hyrule as much as anyone but there are still so many questions about this one.

What happened to the rest of the Zonai? Did they leave and Mineru and Rauru just decided to stay? How far back did Zelda go? Because I don't believe it's like post-Skyward Sword (I would if it wasn't for the fact the Rito are there it's the only thing throwing me off oh my godddd) and it couldn't have been 10,000 years since 10,000 years ago was the first Calamity, and this whole thing with the Imprisoning War was a different event (although it would be super fucking interesting if totk Ganondorf was the last Gerudo male born before the first Calamity and was also the source for Calamity Ganon. The history of Hyrule's royal family is also the history of Calamity Ganon and all that).

Speaking of the Imprisoning War and Ganondorf, what about Twinrova?? Those two Gerudo in golden masks in the 4th and 5th memories have Koume and Kotake written on their shoulders, we could've done something with that?? And speaking of the first Calamity seriously could there be more of an explanation on the Ancient Hero's Aspect?? Please?? What is up with him??? They just dropped that and left???

And also there's still stuff going on with the current Hyrule. Where did all the Sheikah tech go? I can understand dismantling the Divine Beasts and guardians and the shrines and towers could have gone back underground but what about all the ancient gear and stuff?? Where'd that go?? Can it at least be mentioned??

Plus there's stuff with Penn, his story feels kind of unresolved. He left to Washa's Bluff but then just. Didn't do anything. No new story, he just kinda was There. And speaking of him and Washa's Bluff, where's Kass???? He's mentioned at least once by Genli but nothing about where he is. Maybe he's getting new songs but it would've been nice to know where he is. Plus he could've come back with some new songs about new stuff (especially since the Zonai language in the shrines kind of sounds like singing)

I'd also just kinda like more stuff on the sky islands or the depths. I don't go there much because I don't see as much of a reason to, I would have liked the sky to at least be more developed :(

I dunno I'm just spitballing stuff while I'm replaying the game because man. I'd like a dlc a lot. I'm excited for a new Zelda game whenever it comes around but there's still some stuff I wanna see with this one that I don't have to come up with myself.

#totk #I really love this game I want more with it :(#I am rewriting the order of events as we speak tho Zelda is not in the era of hyrules founding in my mind #HER hyrules founding maybe. but not founding the kingdom as a whole #maybe there are old legends about the kingdom that ended up on the brink of collapse before the zonai showed up idk #honestly doesnt change the game much to me just makes things make more sense #sorry im rambling #totk spoilers #tears of the kingdom

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vaugarde · 7 months ago

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pokeani moments that exist purely to make Me miserable:

the line where they call ash's oshawott a throwaway pokemon in the unova league so they're just flat out saying they think it's a worthless pokemon

to thine own pokemon be true (extra angst points for me bc ambipom was my second favorite on the team at the time)

the granddaughter of the guy who trains gliscor calling gliscor pathetic and weak to her face despite gliscor being an extremely sensitive pokemon

pretty much everything about that gible

blue episode (favorite color but they made it a fetish somehow and also dewott and brionne and meowstic are all there and its so bad)

boxing heracross immediately. also that battle frontier episode where it's literally the only returning ash mon (barring torkoal i think but i dont count it bc its native to AG) to get humiliated onscreen

pidgeot returning but gliscor didn't even show up in the miniseries despite being an Actual Character

#sorry ik i keep bringing up the throwaway line but like. its SOOOOOOOOOO bad holy shit #the heracross one isnt aaaaaas bad tbf bc they really make up for it in the sinnoh league #but aside from one ep in the miniseries we never quite get an episode where oshawott proves itself in a battle #i still love that episode bc it still kinda feels like an apology for all the oshawott bashing in bw but i am a little :/#that battling didnt even come up once #ive kiiinda eased up on gliscors benching episode bc at the end of the day it isssss pretty good to her. also its the best animated one #but its treatment like what i mentioned that still really drags it down to me #and also like. i know ppl praise gliscor being so powerful after the episode but i really dont get why we couldnt have just #had a gliscor training arc onscreen. but ig we wouldnt have that stupid ass gible plot that went nowhere now would we #but like.... we had such a huge stretch between that episode and the league. i really dont get why we couldnt have had a mini arc #where gliscor realizes shes not pulling her weight that well and really starts hauling ass #she doesnt really even sweep in the paul fight. she gets beaten immediately by ninjask #the drapion part was awesome tho yayyyy #but my point is that it wouldnt really change much if gliscor just stayed and got stronger on its own #have the bench episode be a wake up call for gliscor rather than a goodbye one and she becomes super competent #like im not just saying this bc gliscor is my favorite character in the entire show. i feel like its straight up kinda lazy and less reward #rewarding #imagine how the drapion fight could be EVEN MORE cathartic if we saw gliscor struggle and fight to get better throughout the show #as much as i like that specific battle and ash vs paul as a whole... it just kinda proves my point that sending gliscor away at all #was kind of a shitty move #like ohhhhh ash's team is all getting revenge for lake acuity yay!!!!! oh one of them was kicked off for the sake of a shitty gible plot th #which really only served to make shitty piplup bashing jokes and only actually had a conclusion in the league itself #by which time it was too late to actually do anything else with it. yeah we kicked someone off for that. but shes back now!!!#like it doesnt weaken the battle THAT much. in fact theres some value in how ash went out of his way to make sure gliscor could be there #so her defeat could also be avenged. and its still my fave battle in the whole anime. but it just proves to me how pointless that was reall #echoed voice

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months ago

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THIS IS GONNA SOUND SO MEAN BUT WHY DO U LIKE RYO AOKI/MASATO

masato hot

#snap chats #just like me... heh ... my ac has been broken all month im melting for the love of god send an iceberg im begging you #him turning into aoki is incredibly funny to me like jesus christ. what a lack of self love does to a mfer #but anyway 1.) please do not yell i scare easy 2.) meaner has been said its ok 3.) very reasonable to ask why anyone would like aoki #and 4.) to be Cereal he's inch resting to me. also his speech to ichi at the end hit a lil close and i was reminded of high school #5.) i really like his eng dub voice sorry im american. BUT HIS JP VOICE IS EXCELLENT TOO IM JUST SAYIN #rgg doesnt give an Exact on his disability so looking into lung diseases/conditions has also been interesting #esp post-lung surgery cases and care too so i thank rgg for the opportunity to do some reading #i also do In General just like cases of someone wanting to be loved and changing drastically to get it only to still be unhappy #granted. he sucks so LMAO can only have so much sympathy but it's still interesting to watch #the arakawas is also a part of why i like him because they all work as a big machine. if that makes sense #like the arakawas in general are such an interesting bundle i love all of them a lot because of what they mean to each other #in the case of aoki none of them mean anything to him at most resenting arakawa and despising ichi #meanwhile sawashiro's just. There LOL im so sorry king thats the truth of it all ... i love you tho ...#oh but back to aoki. i also really like politican characters- or at least characters who can have a 'public' persona #its fun thinking about what they have to do mentally to present themselves in public versus when they can 'be themselves'#like aoki's 'intro' scene where he's pleasant to his secretary and then a second later is conniving with ogasawara... peak i fear #OR THEEEE CAR PARK ONE i love that scene so much ...#very fun.. aoki being a politician just makes it infinitely funnier like guys we gotta bully the governor #plus i live and breathe by a glass analysis/comparison a twitter mutual of mine did ... i love glass imagery .......#uhhhh is that all ... idk prob im literally sweating my skin off i cant think right. my clothes are sticking to my skin i hate summer #i dont hate summer im so sorry i didnt mean it .... summer is beautiful .. i just wish this heat wasnt murdering me

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cowboy-robooty · 8 months ago

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imma be real with u guys i actually unironically love danganronpa but only the source content i hate 99.99999% of fan content so fucking much.

LISTEN THIS IS A HETALIA BLOG NONE OF US ARE BETTER THAN DANGANRONPAERS AND EVERYONE WHO IS UNAWARE NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND DANGANRONAPERS TREAT KOKICHI THE WAY HETALIA FANS TREAT ENGLAND. EXCEPT WORSE. SOMEHOW 100000x WORSE

#AND IM 20 FEET UNDER IN THIS HETALIA SHITSHOW I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT PEOPLE BEEN DOING TO ENGLAND SINCE 2008 #DANGANRONPA IS REALLY FUCKING GOOD ITS HILARIOUS #ALL THE CHARACTERS HAVE SWISS CHEESE FOR BRAINS #THE GAME IS FUN I LIKE THE MINI GAMES I THINK IT LOOKS GREAT YES I LIKE THE FUCKASS DANGANRONPA STANCE ITS FUNNY #THE FIRST GAME IS THE BEST ONE BECAUSE NGL THEY WERE NOT PUSHED THAT HARD TO KILL EACHOTHER LOL #AND ALSO THERES AN ENTIRE PART WHERE U GOTTA CONVINCE ONE KF THE CHARACTERS THAT ANOTHER ONE ISNT A GHOST #AND ALSO BYAKUYA TELLS TOKO TO STOP TALKING AND SHE STRAIGHT UP DOESNT FOR LIKE 2 DAYS AND NOBODY CARES LOL #toko is actually an incredible acomplishment because she is so genuinely insufferable and awful and everybody hates her for half the game #and then somehow by the end of it she hasnt changed but you just like her now its an amazing phenomenon #i cant think of a single other character that ive thought to be the actual worst and then later i like them so much even tho they havent #changed at all #bruh in universe shes hated too like theres that part where junko kidnaps everyones loved ones and we see peoples families n shjt #and then toko only has her goddamn pet stink bug #now that nobody likes danganronpa anymore (thank god) ill make my clearing kokichis name post one day... BECAUSE OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE YOU #PEOPLE DONE TO HIM #HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HIM HE DOESNT SLIT HIS WRISTS HES A GAMER

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starfall-calamity · 2 months ago

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the fif is fif-ing 🎉

#the app im using doesn't do a full calculation of how long it takes [at least that i can see] but i DID have a timelapse #it just does it in chunks so i had to. math it. ty time website but lil annoying to put the numbers in but oh well #anyways. the actual art #i am NOT ready to draw the jeans #especially the belt #also the sunglasses... augh #those will take me extra longer. head in hands #its going tho!!! which is good #i hope its good at least. I keep flipping between “woah this actually is kinda sick?” and “it looks so off & weird i hate this so so much”#So im biased on both ends pft. Mainly the first tho luckily #praying that doesnt change with the pants & shades tho ough #atlas art wips

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socialbunny · 2 days ago

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Your blog feeds my premade brain rot 🥰🙏

Your renders and pictures are so good.

THANKS PIDGE, im glad some1 appreciates them 💙💙, mostly bc its been so long since ive thought about ts2 premades like That. or completed a render or anything (i mean i did that sims 4 one, but not really counting it bc i feel like it wasn't difficult to get out) 😅 and its not that i dont want to i just feel so genuinely stuck when i think about making something sims related now

i'm really feigning for some manhunt 2 content or ANYTHING, but i know i have to make that myself and it's like 😵‍💫 i saw some1 using source to make mh2 renders & ive never used it before for anything (bc i'm blender's 17262627376th fan -- i'm not really good at it) but i might have to give it a shot bc importing mh2 models to blender is actually a pain in the ass not really, the process of finding the right tools and plugin to do it was but still

#chat #i feel like its a little mean and i dont mean this so strongly at all but esp these last few months #a lot of people on simblr have been getting on my nervesss esp the last months back leading up to right now #not personally i guess in the end it doesnt really matter (⬅️ linkin park reference)#didn't know i repeated myself in the tags whateverrr im just a typing away #im also just kinda scared to open the game i havent done it in MONTHS bc my buy/build folder is so unoptimized #but i mean it is from when i started playing at 15 tho... 😬#talking abt ts2 and slowly diverting it to a current interest counter: 2 #i meant to put 1 but wtv im intuitive #tbh and i hate to make announcments like this bc it also doesnt really matter BUT ive wanted to change my blog for awhile #not a super drastic change bc i still like the sims and i dont want to lose my beautiful sims mutuals like #PLEASE DONT LEAVE MEEEEE'' ass shit #but i cant lie manhunt 2 is suddenly scratching that itch in my brainnn #and BULLY like. ive been wanting to post bully content like gifs and stuff on here but playing the game on a pc #doesnt sit right with my soulllllllll #/jkjk ok thanks for reading my tags if you did

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sirotras · 21 days ago

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i actually really enjoy wewh

though im not sure if its the actual quest you play i enjoy so much or rather the idea of it

like i love the change from typical gameplay, i like the inquisitor being put in a situation where they have to navigate politics (bc that rly does makes sense as the leader of a force that ends up with so much political power, its good to actually have to see that!) i like seeing all the companions put into this setting

that said i also get why a lot of ppl dont like it. the repetative eavesdropping, the timed approval deductions

#i do think court approval should have been a bit more... idk integral? you need it to unlock a couple options for the ending but really...#as long as you dont hit 0 its not that big of a deal #maybe my ideal would be making it even more convoluted and ridiculous bc these are supposed to be orlesians #also id love more ability to play dress up. even tho i am actually partial to the nutcracker outfit (if not the color scheme)#im just easily swayed by military dress uniforms i guess #also getting to see josie's sister is a real treat theyre so cute #meredith plays dragon age #also why doesnt vivienne have pretty much any approval changes throughout this quest??? i dont even mean in regards to who ends up in power #but like. she should 100% have opinions abt how you navigate this whole thing and interact with the court #she should have approved of the inquisitor confronting florian in front of everyone i think

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eudico-my-beloved · 4 months ago

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managed to pirate minecraft and just built a fuckass house B)

#i spawned near this village with cherry trees (forgot its in the game) and was confused for a good sec #also turns out theres another village right across the schism????? lotsa bees there #also for some reason the rabbits are so shit at jumping #when i was looking for a flat surface to build on there was a bunch of rabbits tryna climb a hill of one (1) block and got stuck #ended up bringing them in after the house was built (they were still stuck there. for days) and they had trouble getting up stairs too #a fox got loose and killed them tho :(#anyways. i totally did not fixate on building my ugly ass house. totally. i erm i totally worked on artfight totally #minecraft #sad that the thing i use assigns a random skin and doesnt let me change it :( they have this thing that supposedly lets you use your own bu #it doesnt work #sadge

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itsmistyeyedbi · 2 months ago

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This might be a silly question but...do anyone of your detective's believe in fate? Why or why not? Did their view of it change after meeting Unit Bravo and experiencing the events of the twc books?

#zuri does to a certain extent #she believes that sometimes things are going to happen and you have no control over it happening #but you can control how you react to it #that includes some of the bad shit that happens so sometimes she loves it and other times she despises it #its not really a belief she...actively thinks about if that makes sense? but it does play a role in how she thinks about some things #not consistently but if you got her to talk about the way she thinks for long enough she'd probably realise that its a thing that is there #an example of this is... she knows her relationship with rebecca was going to change after room died #she knew that she'd become more distant #it's the fact that she never even tried to be her mother that hurts her #they wouldve never been a super close mother daughter duo but she couldve still been her mother and she chose not to be #another one is ub - theyre gonna get hurt and she knows that #people get hurt all the time especially when they have the type of job ub has - she just doesnt want that hurt to be because of her #if there's something she can do to minimise or outright eliminate the possibility of them getting hurt because of her she will do it #its why she gets so protective of them by book 4 (and why her hurting her li with the solar powers does a number on her)#zuri is the type of person who feels wanted when someone just TRIES for her - even if its against logic #even if what happens between them is going to end and is sometimes going to hurt #not the healthiest way of thinking lol but it is a thing #dont ask her about rook's death tho #or murphy #because thats when she despises the idea of fate and when its most lost on her that she does to some extent believe in it #you could say this is just life but she looks at certain things as though theyre canon events so idk💀#it also might just be her abandonment issues but hey dont our issues inform what we believe sometimes?#im hoping i don't sound dumb lol #tina is the only one who's challenged this belief - she (and her ex) is the reason why its flexible #ub are probably gonna be another reason soon #twc #the wayhaven chronicles #twc detective #oc: zuri jackson

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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Red Pill Misogyny But Make It Funny: The Opera my beloved <333

#wanted to post the 'dammi un bacio mio tesoro' part but this spotify recording doesnt separate it from the rest of the finale booo #anyway. to me the message of this opera is 'MONOGAMY SUCKS and a little incest in your polycule never hurt nobody'#the racism is the least of this opera's problems cause unlike in zauberflöte this one does it in a very hmmm #michael scott-ish way??#as in. 'these characters think doing a goofy cosplay of another culture is the funniest shit ever but are also explicitly stupid as fuck'#yes i know. cool motive - still racism.#our local opera house changed the 'valacchi' to 'polacchi' tho and that was the funniest shit ever to me lol #now in my perfect cosi fan tutte production that lives in my head they are dress up as the Polish nobility in the baroque era #cause my god did those mfs look goofy lol #anyway. to me all four of them fuck in the end so its cool. despina pegs don alfonso too.#così fan tutte #the music in this opera is fucking sublime tho #and im so fucking mad mozart died before he managed to go further in this direction and explore a little more #the ensembles. my GOD the ensembles #mozart #opera tag #cosi fan tutte

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kodirox · 5 months ago

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reina you dumb bitch

#this episode mannnnnnn #can't believe they ended it there. right when it was getting good #kumiko W and reina L kind of episode #when i was expecting it to be a kumiko L and reina W episode #literally just sat there going “you stupid bitch” with my head in my hands #i really appreciate how much into this they're going tho. forgot how amazing this show genuinely is #shows such a good understanding of the characters and high school drama as a whole #STILL WAITING FOR MY ASUKA CAMEO #i like how this is inspiring change in Mayu as well. and how Kumiko is really being forced to do something about Taki's choices #even tho she doesnt want to alienate reina. she's still going to do what needs to be done as the band president #anyways. im so normal about this #hibike! euphonium #sound! euphonium #dont remember which tag i use rip

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tommygotwrittenoff · 3 months ago

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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.

#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun #and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel #and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation #after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free #oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date #nah man. itll be fine #and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi #and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and #buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine #the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies #shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains #and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs #and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes #and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a #panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye #he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and #oh.

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