#does this count as taking a break?
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Just wanted to check in on you, you haven't posted or rbed anything in a bit, and I just want to make sure that you're okay. I mean, if you're taking a break from tumblr then of course you're fine, and you're not obligated to post, but I wanted to make sure you're okay the best I can just in case.
Hi! I'm using this as my official "I'm not dead" post.
I'm doing fine, thank you for checking on me :). It's been a bit weird recently for me in terms of social media, because I still strongly want to talk to all of you guys but also interacting always feels like too much effort for some reason. I simultaneously do not have the energy to care while wanting to be here at every second of the day.
+ the fact that my mom has been forcing a sort of screen detox on the house (not letting us use the screens unless we're working, taking them away at night, etc) I haven't really had the time? And then when I do have time I feel kinda overwhelmed by how much stuff I've missed that I sort of feel like I have to interact with? It's eh.
I'm also going through some mild burnout I think? I always want to be drawing or writing but when I do I feel exhausted. I'll be back on my bs later I'm sure, but for now I'm just going to chill for a bit.
On a more positive note, I've been much more active irl. Had a celebration recently (not naming anything specific bc it's kinda personal) that was really fun. I'm starting my school stuff, which is taking a lot of my time. Oh and I've been sort of hyperfixating on lord of the rings, so basically I do not have time for any other thoughts.
I may interact with some stuff every now and then, liking and sharing stuff on insta and rbing a cool post every now and then, but I won't be as active for a bit. I'll do more later, probably. It sucks bc I just made a whole ton of friends here and then immediately do not have the energy to talk to them, but I hope you guys understand <3
#shadow rambles#im sorry for not really talking much but. i also know very well that i do not owe the internet my time asdjaksjd#does this count as taking a break?#maybe#idk#i'll start some stuff up later#uh if you guys see this#theeverythingfanofeverything - i see ur asks i just havent had the energy to answer them#and shapa - congrats on the 1k followers!! deserved#janus voice 'youve seen the last of me'
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Finally finished this guy
Also the silly sketch page/ planner (mostly because it was like 2 when I made it and was tired)
Booting up program: future me's problem to figure out
#Ironically was making artfight refs and halfway through was like “Yeah ill take a break”#Opens up a quirrelhollow sketch to finish & render#Does this... count as a break or no?#Idk maybe human morality will tell me#art#digital art#hollow knight#the hollow knight#quirrel#quirrelhollow#hk quirrel#hk the hollow knight
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Concept: Mouse Holder Félix. He’s everywhere.
His powers allow him not only to multiply himself, but essentially control a hive mind of tiny versions of him? He immediately sees allll the things he can keep an eye on at one time.
Adrien opens his bag and yelps because a tiny Mouse!Félix is there like, “Finally, I’ve been waiting to talk to you for at least half an hour.” and Adrien is like, “You couldn’t have texted??” and Félix replies with, “No, this is more discreet. Also more dramatic. Anyways-”
Kagami is enamored with Mouse!Félix. She can hold him in the palm of her hand. He chills in her pocket. She can sneak him into any place she wants. There are many benefits to Mouse!Félix.
I also just imagine there’s like, a spy network of many Félixs watching the city and tracking down leads. However even if he manages to bypass the timer and not detransform, I do think he probably gets killer migraines from being in Multitude for too long due to needing to process what every version of him is experiencing at once and getting major overstimulation after a while. Do you see my vision.
#miraculous ladybug#haven’t decided on a name yet#names are hard sometimes but maybe I’ll tinker around with it later#I just want you to imagine Mouse!Félix whispering into Kagami’s hear while perched on her shoulder#and she’s giggling and neither will tell anyone else what he said#he’s a little guy. he’s a menace. he needs someone to force him to take a break.#have I convinced you yet?#felix graham de vanily#felix fathom#kagami tsurugi#adrien agreste#does this count as Feligami?#SB Speaks#slowly but surely I’m giving him every miraculous to see what happens
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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I like it when the fandom engages with Chuuya drinking problematically or Akutagawa smoking despite his lung disease or Fyodor indulging his gambling addiction.
Asagiri can't explore the same, there's a censorship regime in Japan for manga aimed at certain ages. But even if he doesn't care to, fan works should be transformative and exploratory; and fan works that do so while engaging with the source material and its themes like humanity and contradiction and culpability are even more golden for doing so.
The urge to lacquer fiction in performative didactism and aversion to moral turpitude is self cannibalizing.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd fyodor#bsd chuuya#bsd akutagawa#fyodor especially gets an odd treatement where people treat everything he does as immaculately calculated and within his total control#when he does things ALL of the time on a gamble and is just really good at counting cards#like the best card counter can still break a nil#anyway#let the bsd characters engage in unruly behavior#let them have issues that bsd doesnt explore#let them be reflections of people#this isnt about any one post btw#its about a genre of post#it takes slightly more than one post for me to whine#i prefer to waste my breath on perceived patterns instead
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Interesting (to me at least) that the 40K universe's most highly educated kleptomaniac Trazyn the Infinite seems to be interested in every galactic civilization except his own. Unless I am forgetting something, he doesn't actually collect other necrons or their stuff (Orikan being the exception but that's more personal than professional). Sure there's definitely political reasons. I don't think the triarchy would appreciate it if he tried putting Szarekh in a pokeball tesseract labyrinth. But iirc the thought never occurs to him the way it does with other races/factions/civs when he sees or meets their heavy hitters. He has lots of necrontyr and War in Heaven stuff, but modern necrons appear to hold no interest to him, despite being self-described as a person who collects everything.
I wonder if it's because he sees necron civilization as stagnant. It's boring to him. Maybe it has to do with holding a mirror to himself and his own condition that he isn't prepared for. Or the inherent bias that comes from seeing oneself as the "default" and therefor unnecessary to study. Also wondering if his attitude will change as the Silent King/Stormlord civil war ramps up, the same way the drama of the Horus Heresy made him actively interested in humanity. Idk, just something I find curious. A blind spot for our intrepid archaeovist.
#necrons#wh40k#trazyn the infinite#ghost does character rambles#idk i just find it curious#like even when he breaks into tombs about to be destroyed he only takes the old shit#orikan does not count trazyn definitely does not want him in an exhibit for “academic” purposes
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Fellow milgrammies! I arrive with yet another 09-related poll. I'm very curious as to what the most popular theory is currently, so,
Please feel absolutely free to rb & tell me your thoughts!!! I'm seeing lots of different interpretations about anything 09 related lately so I want to hear your opinions.
#i swear I didn't become a milgram poll account the harukaposting will resume HAHAH#ive just been mikosysmaxxing ok#i used to think miko was the culprit but you know. there isnt really any information that can prove that he IS the prisoner being held in#milgram. he's never tried to break any of the rules#it may be another system member#and i am NOT believing johns ass esp with how he is clearly not counted as a prisoner#and I AM NEVER BELIEVING JACKALOPE “ermmm its just our first time dealing with a system” LIAR#ALL JACKALOPE DOES IS SPOUT LIES#ok sorry for the mini anti jackalope rant#as always...if something like this has already been made#lmk and ill take this down#milgram#mikoto kayano#john kayano#midokoto#kayano mikoto#kayano john
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This is the delusion I'm going to choose to live in for the foreseeable future, I think. (Bonus doodle under the cut)
#my art#project moon#limbus company#library of ruina#does it even count as limbus??? whatever#lor lesti#lor rose#do they have a ship name?? good ol slash will do ig#rose/lesti#listen i know i said i'd be taking a break but i watched the 4.5 event on youtube (bc i refuse to open the game)#and these 2 literal background characters with a Vague resemblance to rose & lesti put my brain in an active state of rot#fuck kjh i hope he steps down as ceo but also i need this out of my system or else i was gonna die#ANYWAYS. girls going on a beach date away from the WARP trains with new hair styles good for them#i miss my wife (trying to remember name) blue gebura#going back to my hiatus/break cave now. but if ur reading all these tags i do have other doodles & requests backlogged/in progress#im just.... waiting for pm to stop being silent and say something#fanart
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the disparity in kudos between a skk fic and a fic for literally any other bsd characters/ship :/
#like okay i get it skk is the most popular bsd ship by a longshot#but it does kinda suck that my skk fics will always end up being more popular than literally anything else i write for bsd#when i have way better fics tbh#okay i'm unleashing this from my drafts lol#like i get it kudos/hits/bookmarks counts aren't telling of how good a fic is#but out of my last five fics. my skk one has ONE HUNDRED kudos more than the next most kudos#and idk it also sucks that i know my skk is better than 90% of the fandom but. even my skk fics get significantly less kudos/etc#than big writers in the fandom who AREN'T EVEN GOOD#or are like. mid at best#i know in theory that the bsd fandom doesn't care about characterization but like. not only do they encourage bad characterization#it feels like sometimes they're actively against good characterization#even in j.jk and a.tla where there are major issues with bad characterization#more people seem to at least appreciate the good characterization. (even if they aren't good at it themselves.)#but i swear to god no one in the bsd fandom cares about anything besides whether dazai and chuuya are kissing. it begins and ends there.#it never ceases to amaze me (derogatory) how a fandom where the source media draws So Much inspiration from classic literature#can somehow have NEGATIVE media literacy skills#why don't you guys take a break from your edgy dazai x softboy chuuya fics and you fems.kk with dazai in skimpy clothes and your#beast chuuya sobbing and killing himself over dazai's death#and go read some of the books by the actual authors. and then write me an essay about the themes that has nothing to do with shipping.#and THEN you can come back to the fandom.#listen i love skk but oh my god sometimes the fandom makes me hate them.#anyway one of these days i'm going to get anon hate for complaining about the bsd fandom so much but that's fine#at least i know there are characters in the show besides dazai and chuuya. and when i do write skk AT LEAST I DO IT RIGHT.#hello grace here
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society if employers didn't treat employees like shit by default and expect you to thank them for it
#current job has a listing up for my position starting pay two dollars more per hour than they pay me#new job im probably going to get offered Does Not Have A Break At All because ~naptime counts~#no the fuck it does not#the kids never all sleep through all of naptime and there's never not work to do during naptime#also how tf is that legal at all wtf 😭😭😭#i'll probably take it until i get something better but what the fuck#she tells me this during the interview like its not going to kill my interest in the job immediately#i am desperate for a job but bot necessarily That desperate#like i wasn't looking hard at any other jobs and now i am#this went from probably an ok place to work to my last resort real quick#this has been a shitpost#these people are literally shameless
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if anyone says anything against pirating rhrn i will bite their ass off
#anti piracy takes?? on the “i would download a car” website???#ive seen takes about “how dare people record in cinemas :( :(” and like. why does it matter to you#if they then post that untagged and without any warnings then yes its a problem but ??#let people break some minor laws in peace#(and its not like ghost is some small indie creator for whom every cent counts. please)#“piracy is suddenly bad when its about a thing that i like” bad take!!!!!!#and believe me i would give them money if 1) i had any and 2) there were any way for me to do so. but there isnt -> piracy
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#made this in an HOUR#after spending 4 hours of my life painting something that made me so fuckin mad at the end i had to take a break outside and touch grass#tw gore#does this count as blood?? i dont think so#my artwork
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Uhm I'm only on episode 851 but crazy Whole Cake Island spoilers and well spoilers for Marineford and Saobody lol but like well yeah One Piece spoilers
There's something about the way Jinbei consoles those who are spiraling from grief. Like Brook was spiraling from the thought of Pedro sacrificing himself, and like Brook was a guy who literally had all of his crew, most of his loved ones die in front of him. Like I know damn well death isn't something he can take easily, no one can really. (Interesting to note that all of the Strawhats have experienced immense loss in their life, like the death of a loved one). Now here they are Pedro sacrificed himself for their sake and Brook was blaming himself for his death saying how he was too weak and this wouldn't have happened if they were stronger (sounds familiar). Everyone was grieving and taking his loss harshly when Jinbei reminded them of the bigger picture and Pedro's intentions. Jinbei has always been someone who's been grounded throughout the story, he sees them blaming themselves and breaks their spiraling reminding them that it's not the end.
Not to make this about Ace but to totally make this about Ace and Luffy (god I'm still so sad about it), Luffy was fucking blaming himself and calling himself weak. From the loss at Saobody and the loss of his brother Luffy was just, god he was not doing well. But Jinbei was there for him, grounding him and reminding him how he didn't lose everything and that shit is still worth it. And yes I see Ace's death as a sacrifice for protecting Luffy, though it was more of a heat-of-the-moment situation than Pedro who was prepared to die because his lifespan was already short. Really I'm just trying to point out the parallels in these two scenarios, the way Jinbei was able to ground Luffy and is now able to ground the Strawhats so they don't spiral to their grief. I mean Luffy was very grateful to Jinbei partly because of his support so it's nice to see others get this from Jinbei.
#one piece#whole cake island#first son of the sea jinbe#whole cake island spoilers#soul king brook#monkey d. luffy#ace d portgas#the way I bring ace into everything is funny#there's multiple characters rotating in my head and ace is one of the main ones#whole cake island is making me really fucking sad cause the way i got attached to pedro and was like oh shit death flags#I do have other things in mind about Ace and Luffy too tbh but not for this post#and also the way Carrot s taking Pedro's sacrifice is breaking my heart bro#oda stop making me sad (keep cooking I'll live)#does this count as a thought piece#erm yeah
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Hi! PSA: Do not be like us and draw like 5+ hours without any breaks! THAT is how you ruin your fucking wrists and get carpal tunnel! Holy fucking shit! -PT
#my art#artists on tumblr#skilltober#disco elysium#pain threshold disco elysium#the skills disco elysium#THIS MESSAGE SPECIFICALLY IS AIMED AT E-CHEM YOU RAT FUCKING BASTARD#not that I Thiink we're developing carpal tunnel actually. But Not taking breaks Most certainly Does Not help#with whatever the fuck else is wrong with our skeleton sO! Anyways!#as fun as participating in drawtober IS. we r nottt doing this next year I bet LMAO -PT#ask to tag. does this count as body horror and gore ??
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in the past few days I've gotten the urge to replay:
1. skyrim
2. all the dangan ronpa games
3. all the dragon age games in advance of 4 coming out
why is there a little guy who lives in my brain who wants me to achieve nothing ever
#talking#i was trying not to let myself start a game bc i have too much to do as it is and i want to finish my wip first#but that just led to me spending way too much time playing a bad predatory mobile game bc that felt like it didnt count#so now I'm playing pentiment#i do feel another dangan ronpa phase coming on tho...#was just thinking about it with persona 5 royal#bc dangan ronpa does this thing where it has a very tight consistent structure#and so then it packs a huge punch when it breaks that structure on purpose#and royal kind of does this but not enough or for long enough imo#'persona 5 should have been more like dangan ronpa' <- a take i deserve to be shot for perhaps
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To the jonsa implying aunt/nephew and uncle/niece are on the same level as siblings in Westeros: no. In Westeros it is not taboo for an aunt or uncle to couple with a nephew or niece. I personally do not ship these types of pairings because of my real world sensibilities, but the kinda is proving your point because they probably brought that up to decry jonerys (which I don’t ship; tbh the only thing I really ship is Podrick and Sansa). But jonerys would be acceptable in Westeros. House stark has had this type of incest marriage. Jon and Sansa think of eachother as siblings and sibling incest is not okay in Westeros. They can like what they like but they’ve gotta drop the superiority complex
Sort of missing the point. Anyone saying "thats not acceptable incest but THIS is" does not realize they are adding to the issue. Aunt/nephew or neice/uncle was ONLY accepted through the Targaryeans, not normal houses. It isn't normal. Westeros doesnt see incest as normal.
The faster we ALL can understand that everytime you say "this is the accepted incest actually" you are only adding to this fire of the incest debate.
What the Targaryeans did is not universally accepted amongst Westeros and as soon as they were gone, their incestuous practices went right back to being demonized because the realm does not accept it.
The minority does not represent Westeros in incest and no debate of cousins, siblings, aunts, newphews will change that. It's not normal and the majority of characters in the series do not think its normal.
The shipping wars for Jon only ever boil down to who has the right incest ship, because they dont care about the in universe implications of the incest, just that their personal ship is morally superior.
Yall can ship incest, but none one will ever be morally superior for arguing any form of pro incest here. Not on my blog, thats for sure.
#literally only targaryeans think that any of this is normal#only them thats it#the massive minority in major houses does not count#because 99% of them marry outside the family#aunts and nephews or neices and uncles#are actually much more rare outside the targaryeans then anything else#its incredibly rare actually its not normal or accepted at all#taking a depression break to debate incest look where my priorities lie
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