#does purple go with brown? cuz i have a brown sweater also

[reallifepotato]

Can't go back to that bar because I'm planning to wear 2/3 of the same outfit.

[imjustabeanie]

uhh i may have to organize this or else im gonna ramble lol-

can i have a matchup for hazbin hotel and helluva boss pls :>

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: demisexual/demiromantic

Star sign (if that helps-): Leo

Personality type: INFP

Ambivert

I use emoticons a lot as you'll see :>

Favorite colors: Purple and black especially since they work so well together

Very much a night owl :)

Personality: I'm a kind of a fun and laid back person but I do like do cause chaos every now and then. I tend to hyperfixate a lot on random things that i tend to find. At first im very quiet but can get more chaotic as time goes on. I can tend to get hot headed at times or be somewhat irrational every now and then and it takes time for me to calm down. Other times im very hyper. Also i have a slight caffeine addiction so that might be why :D

Moral alignment: true nuetral

Aesthetic: Dark academia-ish along with some glitch core because i just really like the look of both

Hobbies: I play the violin, read, write, draw, and i love listening to music a lot. Probably one of my favorite things to do honestly. I also love chilling and watching tv and binge watching stuff. I also have a habit of just analyzing shit for the fun of it because why not. I also really like learning about greek mythology and i like a few musicals. I also watch horror quite a bit and mysteries because I just think that they're fun. I'm also learning spanish as of currently-

Pet peeves: people who cant take a hint... like at all, or they take the hint and just dont care. it annoys the shit out of me. also really stuck up people who think theyre better than everyone else, like we get it youre a child who never grew up. move on. mouth noises are also just the most annoying thing ever.

Appearance: tan skin with dark brown eyes and hair. i wear glasses sometimes but dont usually because theyre not fit properly and i keep trying to get them fir but it never works so ive just given up-. honestly i mostly wear softer clothing such as sweatpants, leggings, or sweaters/sweatshirts. but sometimes i wear jeans and actually style myself although i usually just keep it casual.

Hi! Thank you for your patience I am sorry for being so slow to answer to this trade. I was very sick last week.

Without further wait...your Helluva match is...Stolas!

Stolas was a pretty obvious choice for you to be honest. Your interests and aesthetics click and just like you he’s chill but then pulls out the most chaotic actions out of nowhere.

You two met at night at one of those libraries you only see on pinterest. He honestly just came in cuz he was bored and wished to seek a recent human astronomy book. He found you peacefully reading a mythology book in the corner and was gonna leave you alone till he couldn’t help himself but comment on it. You were so laidback and easy going that you two had a nice conversation where he taught you a few things about mythology (given his age and position he does have an interest in those subjects). It was nice and you two decided to do it every month, then every two weeks and you see where it is going. Stolas just likes coming to you to cool off with no repercussions. It’s what made him fall for you. He confessed after inviting you to watch the stars or a movie he thinks you’d like (high chance you already watched it before but shhh). He confess and also tell you real quick about his marriage situation in case you want out.

Stolas is a caring and passionate lover. His love language is mostly affection and quality time but I believe he’ll wait till you’re ready if you catch my drift. He LOVES spoiling you with numerous gifts and dates. He’d be pretty upset (pouty) if he’s not your go to contact when you need help. He wants to be someone you can rely on, a safe space for you just like you are for him. His gifts range from cinema/concert tickets and your favorite snacks (he doesn’t consider any food as a gift) to actual mythological pieces and priceless violons. Sometimes they even come from his personal collection.

Stolas lives for your chaotic moments! He highly encourages them which results in weekly trouble for both of you (you’re always safe dw but he did get you two banned from a few places). When your hot headed side comes out he’s here to calm you down or get angrier on your behalf. There is no in between cuz your couple is pretty much in sinc. It means you either calm the other down or join them.

Despite his extraverted self, Stolas enjoys some home time. Especially with you. He actually purchases a house in the human world and spends most of his time there now. He wants (begs) you to move in with him. This house has a huge library, two studies, a music room and a very much needed coffee corner. Yeah with those machines you see on tiktok with all the material. Stolas isn’t a morning person at all so he needs his daily coffee and only accepts premium quality. He invested in a home cinema and loves binge watching with you. Those are all things he didn’t get to do often so discovering them with you is a priceless experience in his eyes. Horror doesn’t bother him at all and he can show you much better horror tbh. Stolas also likes analyzing things with you (he listens and chimes in) and actually keeps up with your fixations really well. His favorite thing to do at home is to stay glued to your side.

Stolas often drags you to dance with him in the music room. He is attentive to your tastes and shows you his favorite pieces too! In general he is an attentive lover who adapts to your needs without being overbearing. If you accept his flaws your relation will be…stellar.

Your hazbin match is...Husk!

I did hesitate between a few characters (mainly Vaggie) but in the end Husk won. He’s chill but knows how to have fun. And he’s loyal.

You were at the hotel when you got to know Husk. He was being his usual snarky self but after a few nights (and talks) he slowly became friendlier. He even cracked jokes with you! Music definitely got the two of you to bond. You became someone he felt at ease with. The moment Husk considered sharing some of his problems with you he knew he fell, and fell hard. He started being more attentive to your needs and lost in your voice during your conversations. Everyone knew he was in love so one night they somehow managed to leave the two alone for the night. That’s when he confessed, knowing he couldn’t hold it in any longer.

As mentioned beforehand, Husk is a very attentive boyfriend. His love language is mostly acts of service and some quality time. He makes you your favorite drinks and will even learn the ways of a coffee barista for you. He’s proud of the way he makes you smile and feel loved as well as being your shoulder to vent to. Husk knows he has a way with words and people to make them feel at ease, he’d say it’s a positive trait of his that’s why he wants you to be included in it. Plus he gives good advices for someone with so many bad decisions. Husk likes going on weekly dates with you (besides dinner together every night that he cooks) to watch new movies. He’s mostly a domestic guy so going out in public is something he’d only do for you.

Husk calm demeanor is really helpful when you start getting irrational. He always help you keep a head on your shoulders and is the rational voice. Doesn’t mean he won’t encourage you to go ape shit when someone deserves it. While he prefers the calm, Husk still enjoys your occasional chaotic moments. He knows you try to lessen them for him but isn’t fully opposed to them as long as you’re safe. Low chance he’ll join you but some nagging will work. People are surprised that he’s with someone way more energetic than him but he just shoots some lovey dovey comment and they shut it. Angel is probably your biggest cheerleader in the relationship, he gives a lot of (sometimes helpful) advices to Husk.

While your hobbies differ greatly, I can see Husk appreciating them a lot. Especially your artistic side that he fully encouraged. He’s always there when you practice, even when you get frustrated or have an art block. Husk will become your hype man and do his best to motivate you. He probably got the binge watching habit from you much to Alastor dismay and he actually gets into soap operas….it’s funny to watch. Husk likes listening to you analyze or talk about greek mythology. He’s not great at that but tries to participate (he likes listening to your voice).

Husk will lessen his drinking habits with you. He wants to be the best version of himself for you just like you are for him. He’s really trying and it’s commendable. His gambling is another issue and he needs another fixation for him to stop. I guess with you it could become watching tv as it takes up a lot of his time (not saying that in a negative way but you see what I mean). Aesthetically talking, you two also fit together if we judge by clothing type and your personal aesthetic. Overall he might not be the best guy but he’s willing to change for his love.

[nada-lovely]

Soft Asks

I was tagged by @curledlife. Thank you <333333333 I hope you are doing well and things have calmed down.

*What’s your favorite songs to sing/hum?

I love singing Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie. I can only sing half of Freddies ‘Why’ but its all good. Starlight by Muse is always a fav. I’ve been singing (Or trying to sing) Ikon’s LOVE SCENARIO and Chungha’s Rollercoaster recently. 

*What are your favorite flower/tree/plant (All 3 or whatever you have an answer to)

I don’t think i have one so im just gonna say mango trees cuz i really like magoes haha.

*Favorite color(s)?

the color of the ocean at any given moment. and purple

*What do you always doodle (if you ever do)?

eyes... i try doing the body but usually its eyes

*How do you take your coffee/tea? If you don’t like those what’s your fav warm drink?

i drink my tea with two packets of sugar

*Favorite candle scent? 

Fruity stuff... i guess???

*Sunrise or sunset?

i feel accomplished when i see a sunrise... so sunrise haha

*What perfume do you wear if any?

I usually dont unless i remember

*Favorite quote?

“But I think in the end everybody is their own individual and beautiful in their own way, whatever shape or size they are. I think that’s something we should constantly remind ourselves of and that’s what I wanted to tell everybody” -Amber f(x)

*Favorite self care thing(s) or routine(s)?

Meditate and fasting. i think its important to humble yourself and doing that help puts things into perspective

*Fuzzy socks or house slippers?

just... normal socks

*What color are your eyes?

brown

*Whats your favorite eye color on others?

Any color

*Favorite season? Why?

Autumn. Cuz the trees are so pretty. going to see the aspens turn is always so much fun. the smell in the air after the rain is just so distinct and so heavenly. SWEATER WEATHER (even though im done with sweaters at the moment). also halloween is a really great holiday and the build up to it is something to celebrate by itself lol.

*Cheek, neck or nose kisses?

neck. they’re just so intimate

*What does your happy place look like?

either in bed or in a movie theater. preferably watching a marvel movie but literally any movie in a movie theater just makes me feel so good

*Favorite breed of dog?

Soft Coated Wheaten Terriers. They’re like overly hyper stuffed animals. But also all dogs are good dogs.

*Do you ever want to be married? If so what colors would you pick for your wedding theme?

I don’t think i’d ever want to get married. Weddings are expensive :\ but if i ever do find someone then id let them pick out the theme

*Silk or lace?

LACE. Vixx in lace had me weak

*Favorite weather?

Mmm... I think any weather as long as its not too hot or too windy. If the wind lifts my hair more than an inch away from my neck, i hate it

@woozi-my-murderous-little-fluff @steppany97 @underratedgaypop @hobicth @heart-baek-bleed

[crimsonfantrash-blog]

Don’t Forget - Sans x Gaster (Human AU)

Chapter Four - Day Off Hangout

When he woke back up, he looked around the living room before checking the time again. Noon. Nothing to do... He went into his contacts. His finger hovered over Gaster's name indecisively. No... It was still a tiny bit too early in the day to bother anyone. He went upstairs into his room, and grabbed some clean clothes before going into the bathroom. He set the clothes down on the edge of the sink, looking in the mirror as he blew some hair out of his face.

After one uncomfortable shower later, he got redressed, and dried his hair off. There. Now he looked... Decent enough. Moving his hair out of his face a little, his co worker's words popped into his head. "You need a haircut."

He moved his hair back to where it belonged. It wasn't like his hair should matter to Gaster, anyways... He huffed. He probably should get a haircut, but he wasn't really ready to put his face even more on display for the world to see how hideous and revolting he looked. He exited the bathroom, going downstairs and sitting on the couch.

After flipping through the three channels they had in the Underground, Sans had drawn the conclusion that there wasn't anything on television to watch. He stood and walked groggily into the kitchen, and did the dishes, despite hating doing anything. He checked the time on his phone. One thirty in the afternoon. The day was young, and he had nothing to do. Great.

His thumb hovered over Gaster's name again. Should he...? Gaster had told him that they worked the same hours, so it wasn't as if Sans would be bothering his co worker. Frowning, Sans pushed the call button and brought the phone up to his ear. Yeah, this would be fine.

The phone rang a few times before Gaster had picked up. The other male cleared his throat. "Hello?"

And there went the courage and came the awkwardness of calling someone you only saw at work on your day off. Sans twirled his hair around his finger nervously. "Uh, hey, G." So far, so good.

"Um, hello, Sans. Why did you call?" Gaster stammered a bit. Jesus, really? "I mean, I obviously don't mind that you called, but I'm curious-"

"Is now not a good time?" Sans asked, feeling slightly bad for having listened to his gut feeling and disturbing Gaster on his day off.

Gaster stammered more, trying to remedy the situation. "N-no, no, it's fine, now is an okay time- in fact, I just finished eating lunch, so the timing is perfect. Because... When people are eating it... It sounds gross over the phone."

Silence for a few moments. "Anyways... I wanted to know if you wanted to maybe hang out with me today? It's fine if you don't wanna, though. It'd probably be pretty boring, cuz I'm not really that exciting of a person." He bit his lip nervously. God, help him...

The scientist blinked. "Oh, uh, sure." He paused. "Um, should I come to your house, or...?"

"I don't really know my way around many parts of the Underground..." Sans replied sheepishly. "I live in Snowdin, just ten or fifteen minutes away from the Ruins. Can you get there?"

"That'll be easy. What house do you live in?" Gaster asked.

"The only house on the main road, Christmas lights outside.". Sans said.

"I will be there." Gaster replied. Silence. They were really bad at this phone call thing.

"Okay, cool. See you then." Sans said.

"See you then."

"Bye."

"Bye."

Click. Sans covered his flushed face. Good God, that was embarrassing...! What was that poor excuse of human interaction?! He groaned into his hands, sliding down the wall. He wanted to disappear. Gosh, Gaster must think he was weird.

When he finally got over his embarrassment, Sans stood back up. Right. He was fine. Gaster couldn't think too badly of him, could he? He shook his head. Why did he even care so much about what Gaster thought? They weren't even friends yet... Or, at least, he wasn't sure if Gaster considered them friends. Sans supposed he did spend about thirty six hours with this other man so far, so maybe they were friends...? He had no way of knowing. Either way, he was determined to be friends with his co worker at some point, considering he was one of the only people he knew, besides his brother, Undyne, and Grillby.

How bad could this be?

~~~~~~~~~~

There was a knock at the door, and Sans checked the time. Two thirty. It was probably Gaster. He opened the door, and wasn't at all surprised to see the taller man on the other side of the door, hugging himself. Right, Snowdin was cold... "Hey."

"Hello." Gaster replied. He was shaking. Sans stepped to the side, and Gaster walked in, brushing the snowflakes off his trench coat and the top of his head. "I forgot how cold snow was... We don't have weather like this in New Home."

"You live all the way in New Home?" Sans asked. Gaster nodded.

"Yes, I live close to the castle." He replied. Sans was intrigued.

"What is it like there? I've never gone any further than Hotland."

It's... big, and loud, and expensive. Not really the kind of place for me, but, there isn't much I can do about it." Gaster tugged at the sleeves of his trench coat as he looked around the room. There were toys on the floor, a shoe on the step, a rock covered in sprinkles with googly eyes. Definitely an interesting place...

"Oh." Was all Sans replied with. Neither spoke for a moment. "Um, I could give ya a quick tour of the house, if you want."

"Yes, I would like that." Gaster replied.

"Okay. Uh, this is obviously the living room." Sans said. He pointed to the beat up looking couch; it was beige with yellow and purple flowers. "That's usually where I sleep, even though I have a room." He pointed to a doorway. "That's the kitchen."

"Mhm." Gaster hummed.

"And if you follow me up the steps..." Sans trailed off, walking up the steps as the scientist followed. He was careful to avoid tripping on the shoe.  There was a doorway at the top of the stairs. Sans pointed to the door. "This is my little brother's room." He kept walking down the hall, and Gaster kept following. "This is my room." Sans said, pointing to another room. There was a door at the end of the hall. Sans opened it. "And this is the bathroom."

"It's a nice place." Gaster said. In all honesty, he thought it was a bit too small, but it seemed to work for Sans, so it was good enough.

"Eh, home is where the heart is." Sans replied. He walked back downstairs, and Gaster followed. Sans checked the time. Two thirty-five. "My brother is gonna be home from school in about forty-five minutes."

~~~~~~~~~~

Gaster had to admit, Scrabble was a fun game. The premise was relatively easy for someone like him who always did the crossword in the newspaper every morning. Hell, he had just finished today's when Sans had called. The door opened, and both Sans and Gaster looked over. A red-head and a tinier kid walked in.

"Brother, I am home from school!" Papyrus looked at the stranger. Whoa. He was tall. "Sans, who is the giant?"

Gaster frowned, and Sans nervously explained. "Uh, bro, this is my co worker."

"Ooooh, so you're the one who gave my big brother a job?" Papyrus asked Gaster.

"Yes, that would be me." Gaster said. He fixed his glasses.

"Thank you!" Papyrus said, grinning. "He needed a job. All he ever does is sit up in his room, making weird noises."

Undyne started laughing, and Sans flushed pink. "Um, bro, how about you and Undyne go upstairs?"

"Okie dokie!!" Papyrus yelled. He dragged a cackling Undyne upstairs into his room. Sans looked at Gaster, who was also flushed pink. Gaster cleared his throat and fixed his glasses again.

"That was more than I needed to know."

"It really isn't what it sounds like." Sans said. "Not, um... Those kinds of noises."

"Well, then, what kind?"

"I don't really wanna talk about it..." Sans replied. He moved his hair so that it was covering his face more.

Gaster placed a few tiles down on the game board. "Your brother looks just like you."

"You think so?" Sans said.

"Yes, I do." He placed a few more tiles. "You're very lucky to have a sibling. Growing up alone gets very boring.”

"Your mother and father never had any other kids?" Sans asked. Gaster seemed to cringe.

"No. I wasn't an only child. Not for the first nine years of my life. My brothers both died in a tragic accident. I survived." Gaster said. He was very quiet. His fingertips rose to trace the scars on his face.

Sans understood he struck a sensitive spot, but he was curious. "Were you the oldest brother?"

"No." Gaster replied. "We were triplets, but I was born last. I was smaller, too." The scientist took his wallet out, and showed Sans a picture. In the picture was a boy with black hair, a blue eye and a green eye in a black tee shirt, and a second boy with medium brown hair and yellow eyes. The third boy was wearing a sweater that went down to his knees. He had dark brown hair, and purple eyes. Gaster pointed to the one with black hair. "This was the oldest. His name was Kozuka."

Sans pointed to the smallest one with purple eyes. "That's you, right?"

"Yes." Gaster said. He pointed to the boy with yellow eyes. "And this was my other brother, Berlin."

"He looks a bit like Pap." Sans said, tilting his head. Gaster looked at the picture. The resemblance between Papyrus and Berlin was... small, but definitely noticeable. "Yes, I suppose he does look like your brother a little." He put the photo back in his wallet.

"Sorry, if I, uh, hit a soft spot. You must miss your brothers."

"Every day. It's okay, though." He paused. "It's your turn. For the game."

Sans took his turn, and they were both down to two tiles with no extras in the bag, so they called it quits. Gaster had won, and Sans put the game away. The Royal Scientist rubbed his eyes, as he thought to himself, and Sans sat back down. "Are you okay, G?"

"Yes, I'm fine." Gaster fibbed. "I'm a bit worked up, but I will be fine."

"Okay..." Sans said. Gaster fixed his glasses, and cleared his throat again. "Is there anything specific you want to do?"

"Do you have any other board games?"

~~~~~~~~~~

"Checkmate."

"Okay, now you're just showing off." Sans said, showing mock offense and sticking his tongue out.

"Hey, it's not my fault you suck at chess." Gaster replied smugly, smiling. Sans shook his head.

"Alright, get it over with." Sans said. Gaster picked up the permanent marker they had been using throughout the night. Every time someone won, they got to draw whatever they wanted on the other person's body.

"Roll your sleeve up." Gaster said.

"Okay." Sans replied. He rolled his sleeve up. As Gaster went to go draw on his colleague's arm, he noticed cut marks on the other male's wrist. He hesitated for a moment before drawing a dick on Sans' arm. "Pfff, real mature, dude." Sans said.

"You're just jealous that I thought to draw a dick, and you didn't." Gaster said.

"Yeah, okay." Sans said. Gaster capped the marker as Sans checked the time. "Holy shit, it's already ten P.M."

Gaster put the marker down. "That late already?" Sans nodded. He sighed. "I should be getting home. I don't feel like walking home after midnight."

Sans nodded a little. "Today was fun." He said as they both stood. The scientist put on his trench coat and braced himself for the cold Snowdin weather.

"It was." Gaster agreed. "We'll have to do this again some time. I had a good time." He smiled a bit at his co worker. Sans held his hand out for Gaster to shake, and Gaster complied.

"Um, this is a bit of an awkward question, but..." Sans bit his lip. "We're friends, right? I'm kinda new to the whole 'making friends' thing. The closest thing I've ever really had to a friend is my brother, so I have no idea how people determine if they're friends or not."

"I'd say if we aren't yet, we're at least getting there." The Royal Scientist replied. "You are a very interesting individual, Sans."

Sans flushed pink, rubbing the back of his neck. "And you're surprisingly lively for such a serious guy."

"Thank you." Gaster said. Sans walked over to the door, and Gaster followed. Sans held the door open for his guest.

"See ya later?"

"See you later." Gaster said. He walked out the door, and looked back at Sans, waving a bit and waking away before he heard the door close. He walked briskly, smiling more than he usually did. Yeah... Sans was definitely worth befriending.

((WOOOOOO another chapter finished))

[ikbennatas]

Okay 1. FY @ah-ga-seven 2. thanks i guess.. i never do tags but okay..

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? - Spotify is your room messy or clean? - messy af what color are your eyes? - They change color.. mostly green but also grren-blue, green-brownish, green-grey and sometimes all colors.. do you like your name? why? - Lowkey, It’s okay.. i dont hate it but its just so plain.. what is your relationship status? - Dating, mentally already married lol describe your personality in 3 words or less - Loud, Caring, Spontanious what color hair do you have? - i dont know anymore.. brown but with like purple, red and grey/blonde spots since my hair is as unstable as myself.. what kind of car do you drive? color? - I dont have a licence.. where do you shop? - H&m, primark, hünkemuller..my boyfriends closet how would you describe your style? - Whatever is clean and black.. favorite social media account - Tumblr i guess what size bed do you have? - small af.. any siblings? - only child but friends who are like siblings if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? - anywhere as long as my bf is with me and my mom is close.. favorite snapchat filter? - the one with the gold/silver/blueish stars.. its so pretty favorite makeup brand(s) - Mac, nyx, ud, kiko, kat von d how many times a week do you shower? - 7 sometimes more cuz i like showers.. favorite tv show? - ADVENTURE TIME shoe size? - eu 39 how tall are you? - 1.69 m sandals or sneakers? - sneakers.. do you go to the gym? - does my bed count? describe your dream date - anything including food.. and alot of kissies and touches.. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? - wallet.. idk.. 5 euro? bankaccount.. broke af.. what color socks are you wearing? - black with batman how many pillows do you sleep with? - 1 do you have a job? what do you do? - Internship at some place that helps kids at school.. lowkey schoolteacher xd how many friends do you have? - whats a friend.. i just lowkey hang with alot and call them idiot ♥ whats the worst thing you have ever done? - “lend” money from my mom i guess.. whats your favorite candle scent? - peppermint.. or anything thats not too flowery 3 favorite boy names - Jackson, Youngjae, Yugyeom.. LOL jk.. idk 3 favorite girl names - I used to like Jamie alot.. idk.. maybe if i get pregnant i will know lol favorite actor? - Robin Williams, rip. favorite actress? - kate hudson i gues.. who is your celebrity crush? - Jackson of got7, I.M. of monsta x, Hoseok and Yoongi of Bts, Yugyeom of got7, Moonbyul of mamamoo, U-kwon of Block B, Bang Yong Guk of Bap, Chanyeol and Baekhyun of exo, Will Jay, Youngjae of Got7, Dk S.coups and The8 of 17..thats about it..? Oh Jay Park.. favorite movie? - I have an obsession with Deadpool and Suicide Squad..oh and Vampires suck do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? - i used to.. money or brains? - Brains, someone with brains also has money.. do you have a nickname? what is it? - Natas, Tas, Tassie how many times have you been to the hospital? - Like.. laying in a hospital bed? None.. do you take any medications daily? - Nope what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) - Mostly dry with oily t-zone what is your biggest fear? - Ending up alone without my mom... how many kids do you want? - 2.. maybe 3.. idk whats your go to hair style? - Wavy.. with like sometimes i get the tangles of curly hair.. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) - small.. who is your role model? - my mom.. what was the last compliment you received? - That my mom should be proud of having me as a child.. what was the last text you sent? - “How do you want me to do that..?’ how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? - HAHAHAHAH we have the dutch version, SINTERKLAAS, and i was like 4 when i figured it out.. what is your dream car? - idk.. opinion on smoking? - It’s someone’s own choice.. do you go to college? - jup.. already regretting my lifedecisions what is your dream job? - Becoming rich by sleeping. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? - idk.. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? - only if they smell really really good.. do you have freckles? - Yas.. but only in the summer xd do you smile for pictures? - I am too awkward for that task.. how many pictures do you have on your phone? - of anything specific? probably 8000 xd have you ever peed in the woods? - maybe..  do you still watch cartoons? - ... how is this a question.. who doesnt? do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? - never had wendys Favorite dipping sauce? - barbeque what do you wear to bed? - anything thats close to me.. so anything will do.. have you ever won a spelling bee? - a what?  what are your hobbies? - sleeping.. eating.. sleeping,, annoying my bf.. kpop can you draw? - everybody can.. it just doesnt always look good do you play an instrument? - i can clap... what was the last concert you saw? - pfftt....the overslept a year ago i think? tea or coffee? - Tea.. and ice coffee Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? - Starbcusk for coffee,, dunkin donuts for donuts do you want to get married? - not really but el bf does.. what is your crush’s first and last initial? - J.A are you going to change your last name when you get married? - Ye.. I really want to change it what color looks best on you? - Blakc, dark green, dark red.. do you miss anyone right now? - lowkey still my grandpa do you sleep with your door open or closed? - closed do you believe in ghosts? - Yes. what is your biggest pet peeve? - not getting things my way, people eating loud af, people being loud during a movie.. besides laughing but talking.. ugh last person you called` - my bf.. favorite ice cream flavor? - Vanille.. or mango regular oreos or golden oreos? - mini regular oreos chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? - both what shirt are you wearing? - a croptop with flowers and a sweater what is your phone background? - Yoongi are you outgoing or shy? - mostly outgoing but if im somewhere i dont know anything i get shy do you like it when people play with your hair? - duh do you like your neighbors? - HAHAHAHAHA no do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? - At night.. have you ever been high? - yeah c: have you ever been drunk? - i dont think drunk but like tipsy yea last thing you ate? - Muffin favorite lyrics right now - I’m listening to rush of monsta x.. so.. thats all i can think of xd summer or winter? - Spring day or night? - Neither.. i just want to sleep dark, milk, or white chocolate? - Dark.. but not too dark.. favorite month? - idk.. May is okay what is your zodiac sign - capricorn ^^ who was the last person you cried in front of? - my mom or my bf.. idk anymore 

[featherdownmoor]

documenting a dream i had

started out remarkably like high school musical i dont know why

there was a boy and he had a purple and yellow (?) bomber jacket, he was supposed to be troy and i guess i was supposed to be gabriella except i had no control over what gabriella does

guy (his name isnt actually troy but idk his name) has short brown hair and he looks like the standard 17-18 year old in a john green novel kinda way, the kind that is constantly turning to look at you and smiling at you

we were already casual friends before this cuz we have same classes but we were spending more time together these days idk why

sometimes when i meet him he’ll be wearing an orange and green sweater

someone with authority (i dont remember if it was a popular jock or a teacher) was pressuring him into doing something and i told them to back off (calmly i think) and that got us closer

then gabriella missed an opportunity somehow (i’m saying gabriella cuz i wasn’t lucid and making decisions at this point in the dream) by not showing up to something troy asked her to go to

this causes troy to lose interest in her quickly and thats when i lucidly ask myself why we called this high school musical because this has nothing to do with high school musical

so my subconscious switches it up ig and puts my POV in someone else. When i first see that “someone else” they (me) have a hoodie on and floppy black hair in front and they’re sitting on a motorcycle. They have this cute wide grin on.

the funny thing about this is that i have the POV of this person, i feel what they feel nd they have the same subconscious as me but i have no influence on what decisions they make, and there is no guarantee that we look the same.

well this person turned out to be a guy. i was shook cuz wow mlm in MY dream?? unexpected but yea a bunch of cute stuff happened i dont remember (which is so frustrating) but i remember at one point poking my nose into his cheek so that was cute ig and there was a whole confession scene where he said that he doesnt see me as a friend anymore and lots of hijinx and travelling here and there with a gang of misfits which i somehow belonged to

and then it starts to get wild

before anything else happens theres a little cutscene where my parents and i are in a house with an interior that looks similar to my grandfather’s house

the guys from my class irl are all there and i have no idea why. i also dk why they all look like seventeen members??

i go into the room that should be my grandfather’s room where he used to sleep and i hear my parents downstairs in the kitchen talking in broken Chinese to my male classmates asking them something dumb sounding.

After that I scold them cuz wow thats embarassing and they’re like oo we can’t talk to your classmates now?? so i was rly confused cuz since when do they know how to speak Chinese

then i rode on the guy’s motorcycle hugging his back, and we were yelling over the wind just to talk to each other

then for some reason this guy turned into a little kid so that he could be with me. we were standing in a garden when he told me and we hugged and his purple bomber jacket looked big on him now and the dream ends there

usually in my dreams there’s always some sort of romance involving myself and someone in the dream, but the romance only serves to heighten/match the aesthetic-ness of the place in my dream. and usually in that romance nothing in particular happens, the characters are just naturally inclined to each other and it’s fate i guess, and yeah that sort of dream romance is charming in its own way.

but what struck me most in this dream is how i woke up with the strongest feeling of love and being cared for. it’s usually simpler than that. usually i wake up craving the experience of a simple love. this time it was so complex that it made me feel emotional.

ive just never had a dream where the focal point is so obviously the romance and the buildup, and the dream scenery is just not really there. or maybe i have had dreams like that but this time I just don’t remember the scenery as much. idk but whatever it is, there’s a shift now. I think my subconscious is doing some tinkering.

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original: studyplants

“Wait, these are actually hella cute questions.”

— 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? uhhhh, my mom I think. 2. Are you outgoing or shy? a mix of both. 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? well, my aunt is gonna try to come in july, i havn’t seen her sence last year. we’re also going on a camping trip with friends in august 4. Are you easy to get along with? I think so. 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? I can’t get drunk yet, but probably. 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? I dunno. 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? probably. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? uh, my mom or my best friend. 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not really. 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? either myself or my friend i dunno. 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? I don’t regularly text or call ppl, i don’t have my own phone yet. 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? uhhh, not in any order but 1) bust your kneecaps 2) My way 3) this is home 4) lemon boy 5) saturn 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? meh. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yes. 15. What good thing happened this summer? we whent on the first yearly camping trip. 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? uh, yeah, shes my mom. 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? its a posibility.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? no.

19. Do you like bubble baths? no. 20. Do you like your neighbors? i don’t know them. 21. What are you bad habits? hm. i flick my nails on the table for no reason. 22. Where would you like to travel? I wanna go stay a night or two at my partner’s cuz he stayed with us for a few nights. 23. Do you have trust issues? no. 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? recess. 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? i dunno. 26. What do you do when you wake up? either go back to bed or go online for an hour. 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? no. 28. Who are you most comfortable around? i dunno, my parents and brother. oo or my pets. 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? no, i havn’t talked to him sence I moved. 30. Do you ever want to get married? yes. 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? yes. 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? none. 33. Spell your name with your chin. esmnjik,gb 34. Do you play sports? What sports? no. 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV. 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? no. 37. What do you say during awkward silences? nothing, they’re called awkward silences for a reason. 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? I don’t have one. 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? walmarts. 40. What do you want to do after high school? i dunno, chill before i go to college and probably try to get a job.  41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? i’m normally extremley quiet it just means i have nothing to say at that moment. 43. Do you smile at strangers? yes. 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? outer space. 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? i dunno. 46. What are you paranoid about? ..dunno. 47. Have you ever been high? no. 48. Have you ever been drunk? no. 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? ...yes. 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? purplish brown. 51. Ever wished you were someone else? no. 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? ...I wish i was more motivated about certain things. 53. Favourite makeup brand? i don’t wear makeup. 54. Favourite store? walmart. 55. Favourite blog? @cj7567 they’re the sweetest person ever. 56. Favourite colour? brown. 57. Favourite food? dunno. 58. Last thing you ate? ramen, probably. 59. First thing you ate this morning? i dunno. 60. Ever won a competition? For what? uh.. can’t remember anything. 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no. 62. Been arrested? For what? no. 63. Ever been in love? yes, i am now. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? havn’t had it yet. 65. Are you hungry right now? kinda. 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? no. 67. Facebook or Twitter? Twitter. 68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr. 69. Are you watching tv right now? its on.. 70. Names of your bestfriends? Katlyn. 71. Craving something? What? i’ve been wanting chiken wings a while. 72. What colour are your towels? mostly blue. 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? four or more. 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes. 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? a lot. 75. Favourite animal? foxes and owls. 76. What colour is your underwear? at the moment? white. 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla. 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? cookie dough. 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? purple. 80. What colour pants? blue. 81. Favourite tv show? the amazing world of gumball. 82. Favourite movie? spirit stallion of the cimaron. 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? never watched either. 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? ...never watched either. 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? never watched it. 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? either dory or uh.. i think his name is squirt? i dunno the little turtle. 87. First person you talked to today? my dad. 88. Last person you talked to today? days not totally over. 89. Name a person you hate? Jacob. 90. Name a person you love? Kyle. 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Underverse ink. 92. In a fight with someone? no. 93. How many sweatpants do you have? uh, like, 2 pairs maybe? I usually wear jeggings. 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? i have like, 5-6 sweaters, and 5+ hoodies. 95. Last movie you watched? STG stubby from what I remember. 96. Favourite actress? dunno. 97. Favourite actor? dunno. 98. Do you tan a lot? never have. (probably never will) 99. Have any pets? 9. a dog, 6 cats, a chinchilla, and a bunny. 100. How are you feeling? fine. 101. Do you type fast? most of the time. 102. Do you regret anything from your past? no, not really. 103. Can you spell well? sorta. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes. 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? plenty, they’re amazing. 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? not that i know of. 107. Have you ever been on a horse? yes. 108. What should you be doing? sleeping. 109. Is something irritating you right now? ..no, not really.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? no. 111. Do you have trust issues? no, this was asked before. 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? ...my parents and my brother. the dog was there too. 113. What was your childhood nickname?e Emibug. its still used, but then again my childhood isn’t over for a few more months. 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes, we didn’t like it. 115. Do you play the Wii? we used to. 116. Are you listening to music right now? no. 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yeah. 118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah, some. 119. Favourite book? Warriors into the wild. 120. Are you afraid of the dark? no. 121. Are you mean? i don’t think so. 122. Is cheating ever okay? depends. 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? no. 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? sure, its never happened to me tho. 125. Do you believe in true love? yes. 126. Are you currently bored? kinda. 127. What makes you happy? a bunch of stuff. 128. Would you change your name? no. 129. What your zodiac sign? cancer. 130. Do you like subway? yes, their pizza is the best. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? tell him I’m taken and say that I’m sorry cuz I’d feel bad. 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? either myself or Jaiden. (hasn’t this been asked before?) 133. Favourite lyrics right now? not sure. 134. Can you count to one million? yes but I don’t feel like it. 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? not sure. 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? normally open. 137. How tall are you? 4′11′’ last time I checked. 138. Curly or Straight hair? both, not wavy, just a strange mix of both. mostly curley. 139. Brunette or Blonde? blonde. 140. Summer or Winter? winter. 141. Night or Day? hm. day. 142. Favourite month? july. 143. Are you a vegetarian? no. 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk. 145. Tea or Coffee? tea. 146. Was today a good day? yes. 147. Mars or Snickers? neither. 148. What’s your favourite quote? either “be an anarcist, love yourself.”, “welcome to the land of dead gods and forgotten nightmares, its quiet here. some might call it... peaceful.” or “yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystory, today is a gift. thats why they call it the present.” 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes. 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “only 26 cents each” ...its a magasine, i don’t have a book next to me.