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ribbons and lace ๨ৠsam golbach
in which. . .you give sam a little punishment for claiming something is "too girly"
smut, sub!sam, bondage, use of pet names (both sweet and demeaning), oral (m), edging, grinding
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you were by far the girliest person anyone had ever met. your entire closet was a combination of pinks, white, and soft greys. your and samâs bedroom looked more like your bedroom, considering the circle bed, plushy pink comforter, and the girly knick knacks that were strewn around the room.Â
this usually wasnât a problem. sam didnât mind the fact that it looked like a boutique had exploded in your house. you were happy and that was all he cared about. however, he was a boy, after all. sometimes he wanted to doâŚwell, guy things, which was rather hard in your hyperfeminine home.Â
âsweetheart, do we have any, uh, non hello kitty cups?â he asked you gently, looking through the cabinets.Â
âi donât think so. why?â you questioned, looking up from the ulta catalogue that you were currently circling your wishlist in.Â
âwell, uhâŚâ
you cocked your head at samâs hesitation. âgo on.â
âitâs just that these glasses are a bit girly to drink a beer out of. thatâs all.â he mumbled sheepishly, rubbing the back of his reddening neck.Â
you blinked, a smirk growing on your face. âtoo girly, huh?â
âbaby,â sam started. âitâs not a bad thing! i just wanted something a little more guylike.â
you folded your catalogue, feigning irritation. what you really felt though, was a spark of attraction and excitement. âbedroom. now.â
âbut i didnât mean it like-â sam was cut off by you grabbing his wrist, a coy smile on your glossy pink lips.Â
âi suggest you get your pretty little ass to the bedroom right now, or you wonât cum for two weeks. got it?â you teased.Â
sam blushed at your words, nodding softly. he knew better than to argue with you. it wouldnât get him what he wanted. the blond dropped his head quietly, making his way to the bedroom. he knew you would follow in time, the best thing to do now was be patient for whatever awaited him.
you waited a few beats before entering the bedroom, noting sam on his knees on the bed. âgood boy.â you smiled
sam whined at your statement as you sat beside him, rubbing your hand along his upper thigh. his dick was already starting to harden from you teasing him, and your rubbing wasnât helping.Â
ââm gonna show you just how feminine i can get, baby boy,â you cooed with fake sweetness. âcâmon. be a good little thing and strip.â
your boyfriend did as told, slowly removing his shirt and pants until he was left in just boxers. you stared at him with a watchful eye, not even needing words to embarrass the boy.Â
âsammy needs to learn his lesson, huh?â you tutted, straddling his lap. âneeds to be shown what having a smart mouth will get you.â you grinned, beginning to grind on his covered cock.
âf-fuckâŚâ sam whimpered quietly. âiâm sorry. didnât mean to talk back. shit.â he whined.
you began to dry hump sam harder, your skirt-covered hips bucking against his own. the blond had his head thrown back, little whines and grunts leaving his lips as he gripped the hem of your shirt. he was so painfully hard that it hurt.Â
just as you felt samâs cock twitch with oncoming orgasm, you moved off his lap. âyou didnât think you were getting off that easy, did you?â you chuckled.Â
the blond whined, his lower lip jutting out. âneed to cumâŚâ he whined, dick so painfully hard.
âawww, too bad. iâm not done having my fun,â you shrugged. âon your back.â
sam did as told, knowing the faster he obeyed you, the faster he would get the sweet release he had been chasing just moments prior. he had brought this upon himself, after all. as soon as his back hit the pink pillows, you spread his legs, pulling his boxers down his legs. as soon the material was off, his dick sprung up, red, hard, and glistening with pre cum.Â
âyou gonna be a good boy?â you questioned.Â
he nodded eagerly, needing to feel your touch on his body once more. ây-yes. promise.â he mumbled, looking up at you with those blue puppy eyes.Â
âso youâll let me tie you up, huh? let me use you however i please?â
sam nodded eagerly, willing to do practically anything to have you touch him. you smiled at his compliance, bouncing off the bed and skipping over to your vanity. you dug around in the drawers for a moment, before pulling out two spools of ribbon; one lacy and one silky pink.Â
before sam knew it, you were gracefully tying his hands and feet together using the ribbon. to make the punishment extra sweet and ironic, you made sure to finish the bonds with bows, giggling at your work. ânot too girly now, huh baby?â you said, voice dripping with false sympathy.
ââm sorry.â the blond whined gently, cheeks reddening at the situation.Â
you hummed gently, beginning to suck and lick at his cock. your large doe eyes fluttered innocently, your falsies batting against your blushed cheeks. sam groaned as the stimulation made him ache with pleasure. he needed to grab onto something. the more he whined, the faster you went, taking him until his dick hit the back of your throat.Â
âshit,â sam whimpered, wriggling in his pink, lacy ties. âneed toâŚneed to cum.â
as soon as your boyfriend said that, you pulled off with a pop, sitting back on your legs and glaring at him sweetly. âbeg for it, sam. i know you can do it.â
âplease,â he moaned, stomach clenching with the need for orgasm. âplease let me cum.â
âno. you wanted to act like a little brat, now youâre getting treated like one.â was your short answer before you were back to teasing him, the flat of your tongue running along the underside of his dick.Â
sam whined, the ache from being edged becoming so powerful that tears were pricking at the corners of his eyes. he couldnât even grasp the sheets to control himself, hands still bound with your ribbons. âfuckâŚoh, mmmâŚâ he moaned.Â
finally, you pulled off, looking up at him with a smile. âhave you been a good boy, sweetheart?â you asked, reaching up to caress his sweat-dampened cheek.Â
your boy nodded eagerly as a tear ran down his face. âmhm. been a good boy. âm sorry for misbehaving.â
you grinned, patting his cheek. âyouâre such a whore, baby. you know that? go ahead,â you purred, starting to stroke his aching cock. âcum for me.â
sam was so sensitive from being edged repeatedly that he came with just a few pumps of your hand. he cried out repeatedly as the warm, white substance coated your hand, finally giving him the release heâd been craving. as soon as he was finished, your boyfriend laid back against the pillows, panting heavily.Â
you kissed samâs forehead, before wiping your hand off with a wipe from your nightstand and moving to untie his binds. âdid you learn your lesson, love?â you asked, the mean demeanor you had given him just moments prior now gone.Â
the blond nodded his tiredly, beyond worn out. âyeah. i guess girly stuff isn't that bad.â he mumbled, going red again.Â
âdamn right it isnât, sweetheart.â
a note from the author: hey so me and @tyummyz were insane for this idea! enjoy<3
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I actually cannot imagine how solas fans and especially solavellans ACTUALLY think that solas tearing down the veil and getting what "he wants" is the best move for his character.
Like WHAT?! Have we played the same games? The entire point is literally that that is NOT what he actually wants, it is something he feels compelled to do because he is chained by his identity as the savior of the Elves and all the thousands of years of fighting in vain. This is his Dinanshiral (he said so himself); not a good thing actually, the path of death. He hates himself for not being strong enough to stop, he WANTS to be stopped. The inquisitor literally says this in the game, it is not subtext. He wants to be solas, defined by wisdom, who offers guidance and assists people, he does not want to be taking direct action, it is against his nature. Solas is sad, tearing down the veil is the mission that is fueling that, it will not fix him LOL.
Also it apparently needs to be pointed out that he is always referring to this as a "restoration" so sorry but no, tearing down the veil is not a metaphor for radical social reform, it is representative of a resistance to change itself. Resistance to the acceptance of the changing flow and imperfections of yourself, your life, and your identity. How dangerous it is to tie your identity to your performance. Solas wants to create an unchanging utopia and he is unable to accept the ever fluid and imperfect mortal thedas. He is not the rebel-who-went-too-far archetype sorry. He has become corrupt. Is his end goal nice and worth the mortal deaths? Arguably yes, but does that mean he should do it, that he actually wants to ? That it is the right place for his story to end. NO. Why? Because thats not who he is. Fen harel is not who he is, you must bring him back to solas. He wants to stop and offer wisdom, not fight a war and cause thousands to die. He is tired, he is broken. He desperately clings to his cause because he wrongly thinks he will be able to forgive himself if he makes it all mean something. But it wont; the whole point of the game is that it wont. Nothing will make him forgive himself, will take away the guilt. He has to learn to accept that he cannot be the perfect savior, that he is a person, that he is allowed to accept the forgiveness and love from the people who care about him (how rook escapes the prison where he could not; how he does not end up in the prison in atonement). He would never learn his lesson and never have peace if he tore down the veil. He would die alone, hated and sad; his worst fear.
There is something so so beautiful about a god who made the world by mistake, who in desperation and agony over a broken, unfair world coming from his actions, desperately tried to erase that mistake even if it meant its destruction. Coming to terms with his failures, and accepting the imperfect, changed, world he wrought and dedicating his immortal life to its protection. Stepping down from his place of responsibility (which he never truly wanted) over the state of existence and allowing mortals a chance to change and improve the world themselves.
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Adding on some lessons from my photojournalism days before I switched majors (be glad you don't have to learn about film speeds on top of all this other stuff because adding that variable in too was OOF):
If you are able to use manual focus, that can help especially in low light when autofocus struggles to work as well. CAVEAT if you have poor eyesight, especially those of us with high astigmatism tend to mis-focus and we do it worse in low light. (This is actually what forced me to change majors - at the time autofocus was not as reliable or fast as it is now so we were all supposed to use manual focus on school projects whenever possible.)
If you are using autofocus, see if your camera will let you set it so that the focal point is ONLY using the center dot, not automatically choosing for you. Using this you can auto-meter and focus on your subject with a half-press of the shutter button, THEN move your camera for better composition before pressing the rest of the way to take the shot. Meter/focus first, then compose was a constant refrain from my professors.
Be willing to spend a lot of time in one place and keep your camera at the ready. The longer you spend the more you can start to read body language and see when something interesting is about to happen. Don't wait for the exact moment, start shooting before it and keep going a little while after the cool thing happens. You're more likely to catch what you're after that way.
If you're taking photos somewhere there's a lot of glare, circular polarizing filters are your best friend.
UV filters aren't as critical these days as they were for film cameras' sensitive parts, but they are a cheap way to protect the end of your lens from scratches and are worth having if you don't already have a different filter slapped on there.
Get those little lens cap holders that let them dangle off the camera so you can't drop them. Trust me. A lost lens cap suuuuuuuucks.
If in doubt, focus as close to the eyes of the animal as you can. That way if your depth of field is too narrow you at least have the face in focus.
Go during off hours if you can. The animals often come out to play more on the exact days that cause fewer people to go to the zoo.
Golden hour is your friend for dramatic lighting. Open shade is your friend for easy metering. Play around with lighting conditions and see what works for you and time your visits accordingly.
For composition, a lot of the principles that guide art apply to photography as well. Rule of thirds is a commonly used one, but there's also other rules like not cutting your subject off at a joint whenever possible if you can't fit the whole animal/person in frame.
Learn whether your camera can do that thing where you focus once then hold down the shutter to rapid-fire shots. Use that in excess. Digital is FANTASTIC for that where with film you used to have to be a lot more judicious with how you used your shots, since it was a lot more limited. I have gotten some amazing action sequences using the burst feature like this.
If you are using your camera's automatic light metering instead of tweaking the setting manually, keep in mind that the camera will automatically assume anything you point it at is "neutral gray" which is supposed to be midway between white and black. Some modes let you auto-meter while having the numbers adjusted up or down accordingly so it doesn't mess it up. Modern cameras are somewhat better at taking in a whole scene, but again I prefer focus using the center dot so sometimes I have to tweak the metering settings, depending on my subject and the surrounding area (snow photos can be tricksy).
Expect to have to edit at least a little in post. The goal is to meter well so you do the least amount of editing, because the more you edit the more it shows in the quality of the finalized image, but for your average DSLR there's only rarely going to be a time when you do exactly no editing once you get those files onto your computer. I usually do just the very tiniest tweak on mine to add a little warmth and fix the black levels where my eyesight forces me to rely too heavily on the automatic settings.
...I know I am probably missing a million things but that's what I've got in my brain at the moment.
Do you have any advice for photography, especially when it comes to animals? I just got a camera and I was wondering if you had any tips because I love the photographs of animals you take :)
Do the work to learn how to swap your settings around for the right exposure / f-stop / shutter speed, and practice until you can figure out it out on the fly. I will admit Iâm still not good at this, and shoot mostly based on pre-set settings and vibes - but Iâm getting more fluent and the times Iâve figured out what changes I needed to make quickly the in moment, itâs really improved the photos I get. I wish I had a good resource to link, but look up explainers for the âexposure triangleâ to start you off.
Itâs important to understand what your camera / the lenses you use can and canât do. I like to shoot telephoto for super close-up shots, but I donât have ten thousand dollars for a telephoto that does well in low light, so Iâve had to learn to predict when Iâm going to need to swap it out for a shorter lens that can handle darker light conditions (looking at you, indoor reptile habitats). Most newer smartphones are currently better for macro photography than any lens I currently have, and easier to use for it. You can ask questions of people at camera stores, or try Reddit for super detailed discussions of specs and settings. I am incredibly lucky that I have two close friends who do hardcore hobbyist/professional level photography and let me pester them regularly with questions as I figure this stuff out.
Learn the animals, too. I get good photos without a lot of technical skill because I can predict behavior and set up for the shots that I want. So the more you know about the animals youâre photographing and how they use the space theyâre in, the better chance you have of getting something youâre happy with.
Also like⌠just practice. A lot. Thank goodness for digital cameras and memory cards. On a normal zoo trip, I will shoot upwards of 4000 photos. I keep maybe 500 of them, unless Iâve gotten astoundingly lucky. If Iâm shooting animals being chill, I get the pics I think I want and then play around with my settings and take the exact same photos again, so I can compare and learn what works best. Some things, like focusing through fencing or physically tracking flying birds across the sky, just take repetition to get fluent with.
Have fun with the new camera!!
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The fandom has gotten really dark since you left.. certain shippers are really aggressive about their ships to the point of bullying. I kno youâve dealt with stuff like that in the past and you handled it all so well I remember reading some anon asks.. any tips nâtricks?
OOF, WHELP -- not sure I'll be much help given that I have no idea what state the fandom is in. All I can really say is that you're going to find aggressive shippers no matter what fandom you're in. My method to dealing with people like that was to just block them and add them to my blacklist. The only times I ever engaged with them was if they came at me directly (which rarely happened -- the more aggressive they are, the more cowardly they were when it came to confrontation) or if they put a callout post about me directly in the main fandom tag. I always clapped back at those people just because like lol if you've got a problem with my fics or my decision to delete them all, okay cool, I don't care, but doing stuff like putting a long-winded complaint post in the main tag is so childish and stupid.
The best advice I think I can give for this is to just not care LOL I sure as hell never did and still don't. Never will! Shipping is supposed to be fun and the people who actively try and take that fun away from others are struggling with issues outside of fandom, but shipping is their outlet so that's where their aggression manifests. Happy people don't care about drama over fictional characters, so go be a happy person! Utilize that block option and live your best life!
#anon#for real you will find this in every fandom#I've been too involved in my own stuff to get involved with any other fandoms after this one#but if you'd like an example of a fandom that went absolutely feral in terms of bullying#lookup what happened to the Voltron fandom#I wasn't even active in it and I heard so much stuff about it#sending voice actors death threats#sending food laced with nails and poisons#lying about trauma to get people to donate to a gofundme#stealing thousands and thousands of dollars for zines#the bloodshed between Shiro/Keith and Keith/Lance#it was all so incredibly stupid#for the love of god be a happy person#indulge yourself in what you enjoy#ignore everything else#even if you try to be nice to everyone like I did you will still experience haters#it happens and no biggie#do your best and learn your lessons then move on#HOPE THIS HELPS#sorry for all the tags#I forgot how much I enjoyed just whispering gently down here
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Something that always annoys me is the idea only 1 language learning method works. Which is not true. While it may be possible that, for a particular individual, only a few out of many study methods may work well enough for That Individual to make progress and stay motivated... that doesn't mean all the other study methods won't work for anyone else out there, or that those few methods will work for every other given person.
Obviously if you've been studying a while, then you already figured out what kinds of things work for you and don't. If you're a beginner, just wading into studying?
I would suggest you simply look for study methods that: 1. Teach you new things regularly, 2. Review and practice things you've learned, 3. Include studying things you need for your particular goals (for example if your goal is to read X book then the study materials at some point should involve reading practice and some words the book contains, if your goal is to talk about Y then the study materials should include some information about pronunciation and words you'll need to be able to say).
As you can imagine, a TON of study materials will meet these requirements. And you can study a given skill in a LOT of ways.
(Reading is my focus lol so just for reading, a beginner might: do vocabulary study with lists or conversations with native speakers or watching shows and looking words up or listening to dialogues with a transcript like in a textbook or graded readers or a picture book with word labels in the target language or a video game with labelled objects in target language, all of those things as long as your vocabulary is improving or reading practice is happening would help you make progress). So to improve reading skill as a beginner: you could study with a textbook, a podcast with transcript, a classroom or tutor with words written down in target language (like TPRS), a video game, a TV show and a translate app on your phone, a friend you talk with (who either writes words down or you look up words you hear with a translate app), a friend you text with, srs flashcards like anki (provided there's text) etc. As long as there's new words, and/or you're practicing reading, the study method may work. If it works will come down to if you can stay motivated doing it regularly, and make sure you regularly learn some new things and review/practice things you've already studied.
So consider those things when you see people selling a study method as a product (especially when it's costing you money). Consider if it teaches you NEW things, and are those new things related to your goals, and how MUCH new stuff will it teach you before you finish it? Consider if it provides review or practice, or if you can use it's materials to review on your own making up your own method, or if you'll need to do separate review/practice.
So examples:
LingQ. Can it teach you many new words? Yes, thousands, since you can import any texts you want when you get done with their provided material (I have no idea how much their beginner material covers though in terms of words... I would hope 1000-3000 words but that can be researched). Is your goal reading? It's suited to reading, so you will practice and review often with it. Cost? I think it was $12 a month when I last had it, and the price may have increased. Is it worth it? Depends on a learner's needs. I found it was wasting my money, so I chose to use free tools like Pleco and Readibu apps - since those apps are suited for Chinese learners and have better translations, Pleco has better paid graded reader material if I was going to spend money, and both Pleco and Readibu let me import texts so I can learn thousands of new words just like LingQ but free. Now that I'm not a beginner, I often use Microsoft Edge to read chinese... since I can still click-translate words easily (all my web browsers have that tool free), and Edge's TTS voice is helpful for pronunciation and sounds quite good. I read webnovels online so Edge works well. But it's translations aren't as good as Pleco or Readibu, so if I still needed translations more I would use them. So... is LingQ a good study method? Its certainly a study method marketed to buy. Well... the method is suited to improving reading skill, at least. It costs money, which is a negative, but it does offer a lot. However: everything it does regarding reading can be done free with other apps or sites or web browsers on their own. So if paying money motivates you to read... sure. LingQ does have a few word tracking features a learner may find worth the money, keeping in mind the actual read-to-learn method can be done free without lingq. (Also... while LingQ is a valid option for improving reading, if the learners goal is speaking then it would be important to think of what study activities the learner will do OUTSIDE of LingQ to improve speaking... because I've seen how LingQ is marketed as "how to learn a language" but it's only focused on some skills. It has vocabulary and grammar in some sense, since you'll read a lot and encounter new words and structures. But it doesnt have speaking or writing practice at least last time I was on it. Those activities would need to be worked on, on your own).
You can do that kind of cost/benefit contemplating with any study method material you see being sold. Amother example: there's a beginner Mandarin course called Mandarin Blueprint. It teaches like 800 words. Thats all. It may be worthwhile for a beginner... who still needs to learn 800 common words. But if you already know a few hundred words, the benefit of the course is less, you'll need to find a new material to teach you more new stuff soon. And the price was like a few hundred for the course... which for me personally was too much to spend, when I had already learned 800 hanzi from a book that cost me 12 dollars and 2000 words from a free user made memrise deck. The course claimed to get a person speaking, competent, but anyone not a beginner would say speaking basically with 800 words is nowhere near the level of working in Chinese or just doing a lot of daily life stuff, or reading/listening to media. (Although for the motivated beginner if you're learning 800 words on your own like I was, its definitely close to the point of jumping to learn more words and start reading kids and teenager books, and watching easier shows if you're willing to look new words up). So to me... Mandarin Blueprint felt like overselling some basic beginner materials. (Again when I know several other things that teach beginner stuff either more in depth so HSK test prep classes, and college courses, or that teach beginner stuff to the same depth as Mandarin Blueprint but free).
Some study materials aren't going to act like they teach everything. I've seen chinese courses just for learning to speak tones better and general pronunciation - probably worthwhile if your goal is to improve speaking and a teacher could help improve the issues your having. But a learner needs to be aware for that course that they'll need to study vocabulary on their own, its JUST a pronunciation improvement course.
#rant#i saw a lot of comments on forums yesterday thinking automatic language growth alg was like snake oil#aka a scam. but it can be done for free (free lessons online) and for people who#learn well from visual context and guessing (i learn well that way) the lesson style DOES result in learning new words and grammar#so provided you can find ALG type free lessons that teach 1000+ words (ideally 3000+ words) then you will learn#enough grammar and words to then move onto native speaker content to continue studying. so all free#i have not seen yet how ALG helps students with speaking or writing yet though. so i can only say it for sure improves passive skills#specifically listening with new words and grammar. and listening translates to reading if you practice that on your own#even just with subtitles or podcast transcripts.#the issue for me is can i find alg courses that teach a thousand words in a timely manner (and free if thats my personal requirement)#i think Dreaming Spanish and Comprehensible Thai do have enough free courses to teach 1000+ words#so those ones would get you to possibly intermediate b1 level in passive listening skill#and then its up to you on if 1 that meets your goal 2 you learn well with that lesson type 3 you are motivated to do the lessons#like... duolingo itself is not completely useless... it teaches 3000 words on most courses (and maybe 1500 common words). the big issue for#me with duolingo is it takes me AGES to complete a lesson and complete a course (years). cause i cant focus on it#whereas with duolingos content... its beginner content. at best it will get Reading skill to A2 or low B1#and maybe other skills if you practice OUTSIDE duolingo with the words and grammar u learned.#so getting to A2 vocab shouldnt take me more than a year to learn (based on how i study). i can learn it in 6 months if i#just study a wordlist on paper and a grammar guide online. so since duolingo takes me 4 times LONGER to study than the other methods i use?#duolingo is a waste of my time. not worth it (and it markets itself as if it will get a learner to B2 when it wont. and it markets#as if 1 lesson a day is all you need. to make progress in 6 months in duolingo like my wordlist study...#you'd need to be doing duolingo 1-3 hours a day... which duolingo does not tell u to do. and most learners dont
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i understand that the experience of feeling like a prey animal is very common on this website but i just am not very sure what you all mean. you're an apex predator? your body is a weapon. you can kill the vast majority of living creatures with you bare hands. what are you afraid of? i hope one day you realize how easy it is to make people blush
#i assume most of the fear revolves around âwhat if they get mad at meâ or ultimately âwhat if they reject meâ but the intensity of this fear#is broadly - i can't help but think - dependent on placing other people's judgement over your own. it also seems to be dependent on#having a skewed understanding of what is appropriate behavior. especially in terms of what is appropriately proportionate to a given#situation.#if you say âthat actually hurt my feelingsâ and are met with blame or aggression.... you are seeing a red flag. instead of believing this#person is somehow right#the thing to do in this kind of situation is to think of what - objectively - would be a normal reaction. if you are having trouble parsing#what that might be#try outsourcing it from a level-headed friend. you can tell how level headed someone is by the lack of drama in their life.#this is all to say... i hope everyone who feels like prey on this website is able to learn how to see harmful behavior and think#âokay... anywayâ#and move on. you don't need to blow up. you don't even need to bite back. you don't need to get revenge. genuinely the best response to#harmful behavior is all too often just kind of going âuhh. what the fuck lol. anyway...â and moving on.#also you CAN turn someone into a flustered blushing mess with a well placed laugh. that's part of the lesson. you'll understand one day
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This so true đŻ
Some people only come into your life to show you what love is not.
#Learned that the hard way#Person still wonât let me go but wonât do right#Moved on and learned my lesson#Truth hurts but best now than later#Pay attention#your a priority even if they donât think so
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I think people look at me wearing all black with band tees and sneakers and 14mm tunnels in my ears and think I donât know shit about horses. And like⌠Iâve had my gelding for a decade. Iâve ridden him basically everywhere in every situation you can imagine. Yeah, Iâm a core kid, but Iâm also a certified horse girl, and I have the back problems to prove it lmao
#she speaks#we had a minor crisis yesterday that required an unplanned vet trip#heâs fine I was just being cautious#cuz like he had some swelling over a tendon in one of his legs and I didnât like it#tendons are nothing to play with#but thereâs a new vet tech at the office and I think he was convinced things were gonna get a little western#and like nah weâre fine lmao#this guy is a fancy broke show horse and a dynamite trail pony and weâve done just about everything together#the vet tech whoâs always been there and knows me was like nah weâre gonna stay outta her way sheâs got him#dude kept tryna cut in and like⌠no. Iâve got him please let me handle my horse whom Iâve had for a decade#we trust each other completely so just chill lol neither of us are gonna freak out#guy kept tryna ask him to move too and woody was like no? my momâs got me and Iâm gonna listen to her and ignore your stupid ass?#and he did too I was so proud lmao#didnât even flick an ear at the guy his focus was on me the entire time#and like I took lessons for a couple years and my ex-best friend is a horse trainer#I never took lessons under them because fuck that lmao but I learned a lot from them#I had a different trainer who I went to and showed ranch pleasure under#won a fair few ribbons with woody in that time too#even won reserve champion in an aqha/apha sanctioned world qualifier in halter#my ranchy baby beat a bunch of double muscled hypp halter bred monsters and denied them points for world lmfao#judge told me and the little ranchy appy who got champion that she chose us because our horses were perfect and actually looked like horses#said all those other horses couldnât carry a rider if their life depended on it and thatâs whatâs wrong with the halter ring today#and on the trail like Iâve ridden woody on the side of the highway at night#up a nearly vertical slope#through river beds with water up to his belly#we were even on tv riding across my college campus#so yeah#all this bragging to say we know what weâre doing lol#anyway heâs fine today#not even lame so Iâm happy
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Hang..
#ran out of tags on the other post but I've got so manynof these#was best friends with a pair of roommates who became so intensely codependent that they both had breakdowns when the other studied abroad#a guy who had siblings regularly terrorized my friend who also had siblings with the corpse of a roachnfor over a year (roommates)#ive known ONE situation where the only chold terrorized an apartment of sibling people. but that's because they were all poc and she was#insanely racist. like so racist that MY little pale jewish ass got weird vibes from her on first contact#learned some good lessons from roommates but none of them are things I'd be able to explain to a kid#except maybe 'if you get the feeling someone's mad at you all the time but won't tell you for some reason just move out'#oh! my friend had a partner who was a terror of a roommate. as in she psychologically terrorized my friend and their roommates#once listened in on a convo that went 'i shouldnt have to warn people I'm walking into an apartment I PAY FOR just because they want a date#oh also @ my niblings sometimes situations are unwinable before you even get there. sometimes people just make up their minds about you#and you just gotta deal with the consequences of that decision. if you're in an unwinnable social situation just hit the bricks#you can't fix something that isn't functionally broken and it puts you in situations where every choice is wrong#living with people who grew up with fucked up sibling relationships created a lot of '0 good dialogue options' situations#cant leave the living room because then they asked for something and got it and that's shameful. can't sit in the living room. they want it.#again i could have been a way better roommate. for a multitude of reasons some under my control some not. but lord in heaven#but having siblings does NOT socialize you to live with other adults i hate that myth every situation I've lived in has proved it wrong#NONE OF US had any clue how to live with people who weren't our relatives#and this will happen to you. you will move out and realize the extent of your habits cause most people's parents just tolerate stuff#or your parents just got used to things that would drive other adults insane and they don't notice the things you do cause they're your kid#(or they might have even taught you those habits/level of cleanliness themselves)#one dude at the boarding house got mad about being asked to have basic responsibility for his room. so he left it covered in trash#and when they went to clean it it was covered in a fine layer of mold on almost every surface. genuine biohazard scene#got hit with 'youre the only person i don't regret letting into my house' from the woman we paid rent to when i moved out#and I'm like gee the bar is in hell đ
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I'm keeping myself up being sad about people again
#personal#im tired of being hurt#like why are they so shady and secretive why do i always feel like there is some underlying social dynamic going on#why are my only options ever accept the disrespect or be isolated#my old friends didnt respect me and my new friends dont care about me#idk which is worse#at least my old friends were involved in my life and seemed to listen#now it feels like anything i say is meaningless#its like talking to a wall#but if i were talking to a wall i would feel less like a loser#i just need to move on#ive learned my lesson before#when people show themselves to you believe them#you cant change them you can't make them give you what you need#i just need to cut my losses and move on#ive tried my best#im tired of feeling like im fucking crazy#and i keep thinking of all the terrible shit from when i was 16#fuck you carrie starr acting like youre so fucking sweet and innocent then going after a 16 year old child as a grown ass woman#i hope she rots in hell#i hope they all fucking rot in hell#i just want to feel happy safe and loved#instead of this terrible negativity that weighs me down in my chest all the time#why is it so hard to find caring reliable friends#like fuck its the bare minimum isnt it#i just want to be myself im tired of all the lies and having to be someone im not
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the pro
part ii: what we're willing to accept
Pairing: Art Donaldson x Reader
Rating: Explicit - 18+ only. minors, please get off my lawn.
Notes: My brain chose violence this morning. Not beta-read because when is it ever.
Length: 4.8K
Warnings: Slow burn; unhappily married reader; divorced Art Donaldson; infidelity; oral sex (female receiving); vaginal sex; unsafe sex
Summary: Every lesson becomes an exercise in self-control. You force yourself to try, really try, and not make silly mistakes for the sake of Art coming closer, grasping your arm or elbow, pressing close and redirecting your swing. You donât know what you crave more these days: his praise or his touch.
He's the biggest men's tennis star since Andy Roddick.
Thatâs what your husband says, as if itâll entice you. As if you know anything about tennis, about the pro that your husband says will be coming to the house to teach you to play.
Itâll be good for you. You need a hobby.Â
You donât gripe or argue. You donât tell him that five months into your marriage shouldnât have you looking for a new hobby. You should still be in the honeymoon stage, spending all of your time with him, hanging off of his arm, off of his every word. But he works so much and heâs away so oftenâ
I donât want you to get bored.Â
Itâs a sweet gesture. The maid handles the housework; you have a chef that handles most of the grocery shopping and cooking, unless you insist on making something yourself; you have a housekeeper that arranges for anything you needâdry cleaning, maintenance. And itâs no wonder that with all of his money, his power, he can just order a retired pro tennis player up to your house, like youâd order a pizza. Thereâs a tennis court in the back of the mansion, a few feet from the pool. Youâll get some new outfits, the best sneakers, the nicest rackets. Youâll finally have something to do to fill your days.Â
Art Donaldson.Â
You know his name before the lean, fair-skinned patrician man turns up at your front door. He trails you through the house, politely declines your offer of a beverage.Â
âYou ever played tennis before?â He asks.Â
You havenât. Before your husband arranged this for you, you hadnât so much as given the sport more than a passing thought. You donât have the heart or confidence to tell that to a man thatâs made tennis his whole life, so you just give him a small, guilty smile and say no, you havenât. He nods, waves you off, insists that itâs fine.Â
âWeâll start with the basics.âÂ
--Â
Two months of lessons on the basics make your arms tired, and your hands sore. But where your swings are clumsy and your grip is weak at first, you can see improvement in the way that you move. Your steps are less clumsy when you go after a ball; youâre more aware of the service line and the base line; your forehand stroke from contact to your left shoulder is smoother; your rotation and follow-through on your backhand is coming along, but has a long way to go.Â
Artâs instruction is calm and steady. He explains technique as much as he demonstrates it. When you get something wrong, he doesnât scold, just lightly corrects. When you do something well, his encouragement is constant and free-flowing. Every accurate move and motion is met with, âNice,â or, âPerfect,â or, âThatâs it.âÂ
On the days when you donât have a lesson with Art, you practice. You order a tennis ball machine to work on your forehand and backhand. You attempt (and fail) to learn how to slice on your own. You try anywayâyou can only imagine the way his eyes might light up if you manage to surprise him.Â
Youâve tried to ignore the rising interest that you have in Art, but you canât help the littleâŚCrush thatâs developed. Heâs just so attentive, and kind. When you find yourself smiling these days, itâs often because of something that he said, or did. You canât remember the last time your husband made you feel giddy this way. It was probably when you started datingâbefore youâd made the decision to marry for comfort, rather than love. Your husband is practical, rarely physically affectionate, more heavily involved in his job and social circles than with you.Â
But youâll have to find a way to thank him. Heâs given you a hobby, and a man that grins at you like you just painted the goddamn Mona Lisa when you serve your first ace.Â
--Â
âSo, tell me about the Mark Rebellato Academy.âÂ
Art smiles, dipping his head as he reaches for his coffee. Itâs taken a few months, but you finally convince him to have something to drink with you after practice. Your chef is blessedly out shopping for ingredients for dinner, so you have the kitchen all to yourself. Art has watched you putter around, seeming surprised that you know where everything is. You canât blame him; the kitchen is chef-grade, and you donât cook much these days.Â
âDid your husband tell you thatâs where I went?âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âThen how do you know?âÂ
Youâre too embarrassed to admit that youâve done some googling, and watched a couple of clips of him interviewing before and after his matches.Â
âIâve just heard,â You fib. âTell me about it?âÂ
He leans back in his seat, eyes skating across your face as he seems to consider something.Â
âWhat do you wanna know?âÂ
âDid you enjoy it? I meanââ It feels like a dumb question once itâs out, and you hurry to redirect, âWith what you know now, if you had the choice, would you have learned how to play tennis somewhere else?âÂ
He considers for a moment, trailing his finger over the side of his cup. Your gaze flits to his fingers, and your own flex around your mug handle. Youâve spent far too much time looking at and thinking about Artâs fingersâtheir length and quickness; the slight roughness of his calloused hands; the lingering tan line from where his wedding band used to sit.Â
âYeah,â He admits, drawing your full attention back to his face. âI would. It was foundational, you know. Iâve been thinking of sending Lily there.âÂ
âLily?âÂ
A bittersweet smile twists his lips. âMy daughter.âÂ
âOh!â It catches you off-guard. Â
âTashi, uhââ He clears his throat, âLilyâs mother, my ex-wife. She and I are thinking about schools.âÂ
âIâm sure theyâd be glad to have her. Does she play tennis?âÂ
âLittle bit. She didnât start until last year, but she's a natural.â He clears his throat again, presses, âAre you and your husband planning on having kids?âÂ
âOh god no.â You blurt it out, and realize as he raises his brows that youâve spoken too quickly. You lean back in your seat, stirring your coffee quickly to distract yourself from your growing embarrassment. âHe actually has kids already. Two girls, seven and ten. Theyâre at boarding school and they stay with their mother when they're on vacation. I havenât gotten to spend much time with them.âÂ
â...He seems to be pretty busy.âÂ
âHe is.âÂ
âSo itâs just you in this big house?â He tips his head to the side, brows knitting with curiosity. âWhat do you do all day?âÂ
âPlay tennis.â
He grins, chuckling, and your stomach flips at the sound.Â
âIt shows, you know,â He says.Â
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âI can tell youâre practicing without me. And,â He leans across the table, running his fingers lightly over the exposed skin of your bicep, âYouâre getting stronger.âÂ
You wonder if he can see or feel the goosebumps that break out across your skin at the gentle sweep, his gaze heavy on yours.
âI have a good teacher,â You murmur. Artâs lips twitch with a soft smile, his hand gently cupping your arm.Â
âJust good?â He plies.Â
âThe best. A real pro.âÂ
His smile widens, and the flash of his tongue sweeping across his lower lip makes your face go hot. You know that youâre caught when Artâs touch becomes firmer, pulling your arm toward him just a little.Â
The sound of approaching footsteps startles you, and you hurriedly tug your arm away. The sight of your husband makes your heart leap into your throat.Â
âThere you are,â He smiles. âArt, howâs she doinâ?âÂ
âSheâs killing it.âÂ
You donât dare look at him, but you can feel the weight of his attention lingering on you still. You just give your husband a smile, tipping your cheek up obligingly as he leans down to kiss it.Â
âActually, Art,â Your husband straightens up, hands resting on your shoulders. âIâm glad I caught you. Thereâs a charity event for a local club this month. Itâs for uhâŚWhat is it?â He squeezes your shoulders for answers, and you have to keep from rolling your eyes.Â
âItâs a charity tennis match to raise funds to fix up the local courts. They need resurfacing and theyâre raising funding to keep the fees down.âÂ
âWe could use a sponsorship from the foundation,â Your husband adds.Â
âHoney,â You glance back, wary of insulting Art. Butâ
âIâll do it,â Art agrees. âSend me the details.âÂ
âExcellent,â Your husband grins. âMaybe we could coax you into a match or two.âÂ
You donât chastise him this timeânot when you see something light up in Art.
âMaybe.âÂ
--Â Â
You havenât seen Art play before. Youâve specifically avoided it. Youâve known that when you saw it, you would be too intimidated to do a damn thing on the court with him. But now, you canât stop watching him. You donât even care that you probably look so out of placeâwhere everyone else is watching the ball, youâre just watching him.Â
His movements are so neat, so precise. Itâs like watching a dance. Heâs running the poor guy on the other side of the net up and down the court. And the sounds that heâs makingâgod. Every little grunt and groan is weaving increasingly filthy thoughts in your mind. You already know that youâll seek out the memory of those sounds, as you reach between your legs later. His shirt clings to his chest, showcasing the muscles that youâve always suspected he has. Strands of hair plaster to his forehead as sweat drips over his cheekbones, down the bridge of his nose, over his jaw.Â
When he scores a match point and he looks toward the cheering crowdâwhen his eyes land on you instantly, without having to searchâitâs like youâve been hit by a bolt of lightning. You canât think, or move. You barely have the focus to applaud, but you manage to raise your hands and clap.Â
--Â
Every lesson becomes an exercise in self-control. You force yourself to try, really try, and not make silly mistakes for the sake of Art coming closer, grasping your arm or elbow, pressing close and redirecting your swing. You donât know what you crave more these days: his praise or his touch.Â
Coffee becomes a post-lesson ritual. He starts to stick closer and closer to you as he follows you into the house until he begins to rest his hand on your lower back, guiding you to your door. He keeps nearby when youâre making it, brushes droplets of sweat off of your forehead or neck. Every touch is electrifying; you have to make a concentrated effort to keep your hands steady, your face neutral as your heart pounds and your stomach floods with butterflies.Â
He pushes you harder on the court, and you force yourself to meet the level that he sets for you, even when you donât feel confident in it. But you want to make him proud.Â
It spurs you to lunge a little too far.Â
The sharp stabbing pain in your left ankle makes you shriek, and you tumble to the ground, dropping the racket with a clatter. You hear the pounding of his feet, glance up just in time to see him clear the net before heâs on the ground at your side.Â
âWhat hurts?âÂ
âMy ankle,â You grit out, hissing softly as he helps you straighten your leg out. He smooths his hands over your calf, leaning over you and gently guiding your foot in a few different directions. You whimper as he starts to guide your foot to the left.Â
âOkay, okay,â He soothes, âLetâs get you inside.âÂ
For as much as you damn the throbbing in your ankle, you thank it a little, too. You lean heavily against Art, making the slow, arduous journey back to the house with his arm wrapped tightly around your middle.Â
When your husband comes home, he finds you with on the couch with Art coming back in from the kitchen, an ice pack in your hand.Â
Youâd hope for concern, but your husband frowns, glances at the swelling knob of your ankle, and simply asks: âWhat did you do?âÂ
âShe lost her balance.â Art sits down on the other end of the couch, soothing you as the chill of the ice pack makes you shift with discomfort.Â
âAre you going to be able to walk tomorrow?â Your husband presses. âWe have dinner at the Finemanâs.â
âI'm still going, don't worry about that."
â...Tomorrow might be a bit soon,â Art warns.Â
âIâll be okay. Itâs just a sprain, right?â You tip your brows up, hoping, praying that heâll agree for your sake. His fingers flex around the ice pack, jaw ticking as he clenches it. He doesnât say a word as your husband sighs heavily, grumbles, âI hope so. Still, we should put a pause on the lessons until sheâs fighting fit again.âÂ
Art finally tears his eyes from yours, a tight smile on his lips.Â
âOf course.âÂ
--Â
âHowâs the ankle?âÂ
It takes you a moment to scrounge up an answer. You canât believe that he called. You knew that Art had gotten your number when you started taking lessons with him, but heâs never used it beyond texting to confirm a lesson time now and again.Â
You look down at the still-swollen flesh as it strains against the thin strap of your slingbacks.Â
âFine,â You lie, âItâs umââ You glance over your shoulder, listening for your husband. âItâs not that bad.âÂ
âGood enough to walk on?âÂ
Hardly.Â
âYes.â You think youâve gotten away with it, but when you hear Art sigh and chastise, âYou should rest,â You know that you havenât.
âI have,â You insist, âAll day.âÂ
âAre you sure youâre alright?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âYou can tell him no, you know.â
Your mouth works wordlessly, body going hot with indignation. You canât think of a thing to say. You canât tell him that heâs wrong, that your husbandâs connections are the lifeblood of his business. You canât tell him that if your husbandâs business falls apart, you won't be able to afford those tennis lessons, and then how the hell are you supposed to see Art again?Â
You just yank your phone away from your ear and hang up.Â
--Â
I invited Art.Â
It shouldnât be a surprise, but your husbandâs statement makes you feel like youâve swallowed your tongue. You havenât seen or spoken to Art in nearly two weeks. Your doctor recommended putting off any physical activity, which your husband surely relayed to him. He was the one whose name was on Artâs checks, after all.Â
Your husband has always thrown a massive party to kick off the summer. Every year, 150 of your husbandâs closest family, friends, and business associates flooded into the house. It shouldnât be such a surprise that your husband invited Art after the performance he had given at the fundraiserâ$25,000 from the foundation, and ticket sales went through the roof when it had been announced that the Art Donaldson would be making an appearance. Your husband owed Art a lot, and probably saw this as an opportunity for him to network, to take on more clients. He had been evangelizing Artâs training to any of your friends that would listenâhow good you are on the court, how engaged and energetic you seem to be these days.Â
Itâs one thing to know that youâll have to put on a happy face for the crowd, but to know that Art will be among them makes your insides twist with nerves. You canât stop thinking about the way that he had spoken to you when you were hurt; his calm, steadying demeanor as heâd gotten you inside; the careful coaxing and gentle touch that heâd used as heâd taken your shoe off and examined your ankle more closely.Â
You think about it now, as you strap on another pair of heels. Your ankle really is doing well, though you have a little lingering pain in shoes like these. Youâll likely be on your feet for the length of the party; itâs going to be a long night. You look over yourself in the mirror, self consciously tipping your ankle from side to side for anything that he may spot or catch out. But thereâs nothing, you reassure yourself. You slide your hands over the skirt, plastering on a smile as your husband pokes his head into your dressing room.Â
âAlmost ready in here?â He asks.Â
âAll set!âÂ
--Â
He doesnât come over to you. On the crowded patio, you can feel him watching youâyouâve gotten so used to seeking out the sensation that you canât ignore it now. The first true look at him is agony. He watches you from just a few feet away, a glass of champagne in hand as he speaks with your husband and the Finemans. He openly looks you over, eyes drifting over your body to the flash of ankle revealed by the slit in your dress. He tips his head to the side just a little, squinting before his eyes flit back up to your face, lips twitching with a small smile.Â
You want to hate how good it feels; you want to be angry with him for his smug knowing, his insistence of You can tell him no, you know. But it feels so goddamn good to have his attention again that you canât bring yourself to be annoyed. You know that youâre staringâthat you both areâand you force yourself to turn away and excuse yourself from the conversation youâre in. You go inside, murmuring your thanks for the waitstaff that pass you along the way.
The house isnât nearly as busy as the patio, and you're able to slip into your darkened study unnoticed. You leave the lights off, certain that if you turn them on, people will be drawn in to bug you, like moths to a flame. The partyâs lights and music filter in through the partially-closed blinds.Â
You lean against the desk, circling your ankle and wincing a little. Youâll hide for a few minutes, let it restâ
Your breath catches in your throat as the door opens. You expect your husband, ready to scold and usher you back to the guests.Â
You only have a second to get a look at Art before he shuts the door behind himself, plunging the room back into darkness. Your fingers tighten around the edge of the desk as you use it to ground yourself.Â
â...Do you need something?â You ask, voice wobbling with nerves.Â
âWanted to come say hi.âÂ
âWell. Hi.âÂ
You hear him chuckle, his footsteps muted by the carpet.Â
âThanks for the invite.âÂ
âIt wasnât my idea.â Itâs not polite to admit, but you want it to sting him, just a little. Maybe it does; in the dim of the room, you canât see Artâs expression as he comes to a stop just a couple of feet from you.Â
âDo you want me to go?â He asks. You know what you should say, but you canât bring yourself to say it.Â
âNo,â You whisper. You feel the heat of him as he comes closer, his hands resting on the desk and caging you in. You bite your lip as gently brushes his nose against yours.Â
âHe isnât taking care of you.âÂ
âMy ankle is fine.âÂ
âIâm not talking about your ankle.â He lifts a hand, smoothing it over your hip as your breath mingles. Artâs fingers drift from your hip to stroke over the apex of your dressâs slit. His fingers slip further down, and you nod as he palms your thigh. Before you can say or do a thing, Art sinks to his knees. He curls his hand around your left calf, lifting it. You shiver as his lips press a gentle kiss to your ankle. His hand and lips travel up, easing the fabric of your dress higher with each second. The first brush of his knuckles against your panty-covered clit makes you jolt. Your hands dig into the wood of the desk as his fingers hook between the fabric and your skin. You lift your hips without a word, allowing him to draw them down.Â
Art presses a kiss to your mound before he lowers his head, giving your lips a sweet, sucking kiss. You gasp softly as his tongue swipes across your clit. You look down despite the fact that you canât see him well. You can just make out his blissful expression, his eyes closed as his laps broadly across your aching cunt. You lower your hand to his neat hair, winding your fingers through it, unable to help grasping it. His heady moan vibrates against you and you nearly cry out at the sensation. You manage to just catch it, the sound dying in your throat as Art buries his tongue inside you. He sweeps his thumb over your clit in rush, harried circles, panting against your heated flesh. You rock your hips down against his lips, tightening your grip on his hair as you guide him. He lets you do as you please, whining against your skin as your movements become less controlled.
âArt,â You warn, âIâOh, oh godââÂ
He hums in encouragement, sucking your clit back between his lips and lashing it with his tongue. Your jaw drops open, your hand shoving Art even more tightly against your skin as you cum suddenly. A stunned, breathy moan slips from your lips as Art leans back, smearing his lips against the inside of your thigh.Â
You use your grasp on Artâs hair to draw him back up off of his knees, giving him a crushing kiss as he catches his balance. You swipe your tongue across his lips, whining against his lips as you taste yourself on him. He presses close, his hard cock straining against the fabric of his pants. You reach down, palming and squeezing his length as you trade slick, messy kisses. He steers you back onto the desk as you fumble to undo his belt, button, and zip.Â
âCondom?â He asks.Â
âPill,â You reassure, shoving his pants down. You lap broadly across your palm, grasping Artâs length and guiding him closer. He brushes the tip of his cock against your still-throbbing clit, smiling as you whine. Youâre going to ache tomorrow, but youâve never been so happy to be sore.
âArt.âÂ
âSssh.âÂ
âPleaseââ Itâs hardly out of your mouth before he shoves his hips forward, seating himself fully with a single thrust. You bite down on your lip to quiet your moan, curling your arms around your shoulders. He rocks into you with firm, quick strokes, his mouth covering yours. You can hear things on the desk rattling with each thrust, kisses growing less controlled as he hoists your thigh up around his hip.Â
âOh, god,â You breathe, âWe have to be quickâHeâll come lookingââÂ
âNot until you cum for me again,â He urges. âI need to feel it, sweetheart.âÂ
âArtââÂ
âWhenâs the last time he did this? Hmm?â He presses, âWhenâs the last time he made you cum? Whenâs the last time he tasted you?âÂ
âNever,â You admit with a shiver. It seems to renew Artâs passion, his thrusts and hold growing more intense. You squeeze your eyes shut, hands hooking tightly in the fabric of his jacket. He yanks the front of your dress down, bowing over you and drawing one of your nipples between his lips. You whimper as he toys with the bud, tugging it gently with his teeth before swiping across it. You arch into the slick heat, using your leg to tug him even closer as you chased the swelling curl of your orgasm.Â
âJust like that,â You urge, âFfffuckâyes, yesyesyesyesââ
Your eyes squeeze shut as your hips buck down against his, pussy pulsing as he spills into you. Your heart pounds in your chest as the two of you slow and still. Art rests his forehead heavily against your neck, peppering gentle kisses across the exposed skin. You have to moveânow. You donât know if anyone heard you, but if someone did, youâre screwed. If no one did, your husband will probably be looking for you anyway, ready with a scold for neglecting your hostess duties.Â
â...I have to go,â You warn softly. It takes Art a moment to move, but he does, gently drawing himself back from your still-throbbing cunt. You hear the clanking of his belt buckle as he tucks himself away, and you reach down, righting your dress where itâs been pulled away. You take up your panties from where theyâd been discarded on the floor, tugging them on before you straighten your skirt and hurry out of the room.Â
--Â Â
âCan I see you?âÂ
Itâs only been an hour since the last guest has left, and you are so, so fucking tired. You glance toward the bathroom door. You know that you locked it, and youâre certain that your husband canât hear you over the shower running, but you canât help but be paranoid.
âYou just saw me,â You remind him.Â
âTomorrow,â Art clarifies.Â
âWhere?âÂ
âIâll send an address.âÂ
You bite your lip, toying with your earring. Your pussy is still aching from the stretch of him, your ass sore from getting fucked on the desk.Â
â...You regret it?â He asks.Â
âNo,â You don't give your answer a second thought.
âIâll send an address. Whether or not you see me is up to you. JustâŚthink about it. Okay?âÂ
âOkay.âÂ
You lower your phone, hanging it up and watching his contact information blink away. Itâs only a moment before a text with an address lights up your phone. You donât have to think about it. You already know what youâre going to do.Â
--Â Â
You know that youâre staring, but you canât bring yourself to stop. Art has spent so much time in your home, so you feel entitled to look around a little bit. You eye the row of trophies on his mantle, photos of him playing when he was young. You come to a stop at a picture of him with a young girl, a racket in her hand and a medal around her neck.Â
âIs this Lily?â You ask.Â
âYeah,â He nods. âFirst competition.âÂ
âAlready getting gold,â You smile. âThe Mark Rebellato Academy isnât ready for her.âÂ
Art chuckles, nodding as he steps around you.
âYou, uhâŚYou want something to eat, or drink, orâŚ?â He trails off, tucking his hands into his pockets as he takes a couple of steps back toward his kitchen. You turn to face him, taking him in more fully.Â
âArt?âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âWhy am I here?âÂ
He doesnât answer for a few moments. You can see him weighing his options before he comes closer.Â
âIâŚIâve been thinking about last night.âÂ
Fear shoots through you, but you force yourself to stand tall. âOkay.â
âI could lie and tell you that it should be a one-time thing, but I canât remember the last time I got through a day without thinking about you. And I think youâve been thinking about me, too.â Art stops as the tip of his shoes brush against yours, and you let your eyes slip closed as he rests his forehead against yours.Â
âTell me Iâm wrong,â He pleads. âTell me to fuck off right now and I will never say another non-tennis related thing to you again.âÂ
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When he fucks you, he curls close, chest pressing against yours as he catches your lips in a kiss. You sink back against his pillows, your head cradled by his broad palm as he rolls his hips achingly slowly. You donât bother to hide your whines and moans, and you revel in his. Every grunt and whimper and groan that Art lets out lights you up.Â
And when you cum, you don't have to quiet yourself. His name tumbles out of your mouth, cushioned between expletives as your nails dig into his shoulders.
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"What time is he home tonight?"
You don't want to think about it. You want to stay in this cozy little bubble, trailing your fingers over his muscled chest as he massages your nape and kisses your forehead.
But you know that you'll have to let the world back in sometime.
"I don't know," You admit. "Late."
"...Could stay."
"He'll be suspicious if I'm not home when he gets there."
Art sighs softly, running his hand down to rub between your shoulder blades.
"This isn't going to be easy, is it."
"What?"
"Letting you go every day."
"Every day?" You tease, pushing yourself up to get a better look at him. "Don't get greedy, Mr. Donaldson."
He smiles, raising his hand and cupping your cheek. "Is it greedy to know what I want?"
You shake your head a little, lowering your lips to brush against his.
"Not when I want it, too."
part ii: what we're willing to accept
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ËĘfwb!Bang Chan x fem!ReaderÉË
ËĘâĄÉË summary: Just a regular session of your best friend helping you learn Korean <3
ËĘâĄÉË word count: 1.6k
ËĘâĄÉË warnings: fem!reader, nicknames; âhoney and good girl,â pvssy slaps, playful ass&thigh spanking, Chris calls himself Daddy once lol, rough sex, creampie (try to pee after sex pls <3)
ËĘâĄÉË notes: max and I spoke about this a few weeks ago and it was soo hot so I wanted to write something for it,,, but then I lost motivation for it for a whileđ anyways hope u enjoy <3
OH and thank you for 700 followers!! (im late so now so ~25 away from 800) :''') I have something planned for if/when I hit 1k hehe, Love u guys :>
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After you had moved to Korea, you made it your sole goal to be completely fluent in Korean as soon as possible. You knew the basics and some vocabulary that got you through day-to-day encounters, but holding an actual conversation past introductions was rather difficult. So, this is how you found yourself in your current situation. Your best friend and fuck buddy of 2 years giving you weekly Korean lessons.
And this? This was a normal thing between you both. Sitting in his lap practicing while he sits there explaining things and kneading your thighs mindlessly. It was a normal occurrence! The only difference is you usually wore sweats or some sort of bottom that would cover your legs more. Today was one of the hotter days of the week, so you disregarded the extras and opted to only wear one of his shirts, nothing else.
His hands rubbed eagerly up and down your thighs, squeezing the flesh like he does with soft pillows. Again, it was normal, but today he seemed to be restless with his movements. You couldnât help but let out a shaky breath when he mindlessly squeezed the flesh of your inner thigh rather roughly while he translated a word you couldnât figure out. âWhat is up with you today? Youâre more touchy-feely than usual.â
âSorry haha. Had a long day so Iâm fidgety.. And you know I canât resist you in nothing but my shirt.â You only hummed in response. You believed what he said, but you also knew that he wasnât stupid and that the apology was not for his roughness as much as it was for how riled up he knew you were getting. He was never actually sorry about being physically affectionate with you, but you both knew how you tended to get very horny when his hands were on you so desperately.
âMmmm.. Let me play with you a little while you read, okay?â You shake your head and push your study items away, pulling a laugh from him when you mumbled out âFuck that, I need you.â
âNone of that hahaha. Focus on the reading, honey.â He said, placing a kiss on your cheek before leaning down and biting into your neck. You groaned and leaned back into him, grinding against him in an attempt to make him fold in your favor. He let the first few grinds pass as he left hickeys along your neck, but the second your hands cupped him through his shorts he grabbed your hips to still your movements.
âHey.â The commanding tone in his voice caught you off guard and had your hands immediately stop in their tracks. âStop that. Youâre going to finish reading this text and then Iâll fuck you nice and good.â
âItâs not that serious, Chris. It's just a few paragraphs, we can do it after or just skip out this week.. Plus itâs your fault Iâm this horny anyways.â The attitude in your voice makes him narrow his eyes, and then he grabs your chin and angles you to look back at him.
âWatch your tone. And Iâm not gonna tell you again,â His hand grabbed both of yours and placed them on the table before moving to spread your legs open for him. Then, he finishes his sentence and enunciates each word with a harsh smack to your bare cunt. âFinish. Reading. The. Article.â The last one comes off harder than the others and it pulls a squeal from you, making your hands shoot down and wrap around his wrist while your legs slam shut against his hand. He grabs from your inner knee and hooks your legs over his, keeping you spread for him, and he pulls your book closer again.
You can feel the teasing smile on his face after he places a kiss on your cheek and then speaks against it. âYou only have one article left, honey. The quicker you read it, the quicker I can bend you over and fuck you into the table~â You canât help but whine and nod. Once you look down at the material again, Chrisâ hands that were previously rubbing your inner thigh move back to rub along your wet folds.Â
Then for what feels like the next hour, but was really just 20 long minutes, you slur out the words in front of you as best as you can. Chrisâ left hand swapped between drawing circles into your clit and pinching your nipple, while his right hand shoved fingers against your walls. And every couple of minutes he would swap between kissing your neck to sucking hickeys into your collarbone. However, you werenât allowed to cum and any time you mispronounced something or took too long to read a word, a stern slap was sent against your clit. As long as you continued to read well, he would pump 3 of his fingers in and out of you.
By the time youâre halfway through the material, your mind is foggy and youâre almost drooling on yourself from the constant edging. By the time youâre on the last sentence, your legs are shaking and you're slumped against him letting out quiet moans. Your neck and collarbone were so red from his incessant suckling, and you were desperate to get this over with. And then, when you finally finished, he stopped all movements to place a soft, congratulatory slap on your thigh and massaged your hips.
âGood girl⌠Now was that so hard?â With that, he hurriedly clears the desk before helping you stand and then standing himself. The chair you both rested on was kicked backwards and your whole world spun as he suddenly pinned you to the desk. You whined as his hand held a tight grip in your hair and pushed your face into the table. His free hand playfully squeezed and slapped at your ass a few times before you heard his shorts and boxers hit the floor.
You sighed out his name as he teased his tip through your folds, silently pleading with him to hurry it up. âShhhhhh⌠âAtta girl. You did so well, baby. Now let me take care of you, yeah?â
He finally sunk in and nothing but low, whiny moans left your lips as you clenched around him. His free hand grabbed a handful of your ass, squeezing it in appreciation while he slowly sunk every inch he had to offer. Once he bottomed out he gave you only a little bit of time before his thrusts started, albeit slowly at first but quickly ramping up due to his own impatience. It doesnât take long for him to change to an unforgiving and rougher pace, his hand still holding your head against the table.
âFff-fuck.. Christopherrr-â
âYeah yeah, baby. Daddyâs got you. âM nice and deep, just how you like it right?â You missed the way he smirked when you let out a desperate âUh-huhâ in response, but you could feel the way it encouraged him when his hips slammed against yours with more eagerness. He keeps this pace up for a while until he feels you tighten around him, and then he changes to slow, deep thrusts that make your eyes roll into your skull.Â
The hand in your hair slides on top of yours on the desk, intertwining your fingers, and he leans forward to place his forehead between your shoulder blades, âMmmm keep squeezing me, Honey. Fffuck, juuust like that..â
When youâre tipping over the edge, he places a kiss on your sweaty skin and moans against it. âThatâs it, baby. Cum for me and Iâll fill you up just how you like it, okay?â You want to nod, but everything hits you at once so you can only cry out against your desk.
As your orgasm starts to fade into overstimulation, he fixes his posture and focuses on his hip movements. A squeaky moan falls from your lips as he suddenly bottoms out and the hold on your hip tightens. He threw his head back and bit his bottom lip as he came, attempting to muffle his whiney moans. He rides out his orgasm by sometimes pulling out and snapping his hips harshly against yours.
âFuck⌠If thatâs how we end the studying session from now on, I might consider this payment.â He jokes.
You let out a breathy laugh and he starts to pull out slowly, pushing you into the table as he did so. You take the moment to catch your breath when you realize heâs gone quiet and thereâs the light feeling of breath on your thighs. Your head snaps back and you realize he was kneeling in order to watch his cum slide down your folds.
âHey!â you whine and place a hand on his forehead, pushing his face away only for him to resist, so you use your feet to push him harder. He laughs at your embarrassment and stands up, pulling you to sit up as well and lifting the shirt off of you. He uses it to wipe you down before throwing it into your hamper and grabbing one of his spare shirts from your dresser. He steals a kiss before covering you in the shirt, then drags you to the living room to watch a tv show together.
You two spend the rest of the night on the couch, watching tv and relaxing in each otherâs warmth. Itâs no surprise when soft snores are heard and you look down to see his sleeping face squished into your chest. You huff out a laugh before you snuggle him closer. Then, your eyes get heavy until they inevitably close, and you fall asleep too.
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synopsis: in which sylus sneaks into your apartment and finds you sick. yet, you're not resting. why?
contains: sylus x mc!reader (they're not dating but sylus is pining and reader is confused), reader is implied to be in college, slightly obsessive sylus, mentions of violence and sickness, suggestive themes, cussing, and fluff.
a/n: i got sick yesterday. what better way to rest than to write about sylus? do NOT copy or steal my work. sylus WOULD NOT endorse plagiarism :)
you don't want to admit it. you really don't. but you're sick. there's no denying that with how short of breath you are, how nauseous you feel, and the goddamn soreness in the back of your throat that didn't go away with the first sip of water.
"shitâŚ" you mumble as you sluggishly move to empty the dishwasher as your roommate asked. it's bad enough that you were sick, but you were also stressed out of your mind. midterms have been kicking your ass this semester. big assignments have been piling up on your already heavy shoulders. in essence, this was a burnout month, and all that lack of sleep and unparalleled stress had finally caught up to you. in the form of a cold, that is.
"of all the times," you grumble as you struggle to stack the dishes in the cabinet. "why nowâŚ" indeed, this was a terrible time to get sick. how were you to complete all your tasks while feeling absolutely miserable? you glance at the microwave clock in desperation. 10:00 PM, it read. although you meant to sigh a breath of relief, you let out a painful cough. maybe you could finish an assignment or two by midnight. that way, you can focus on studying tomorrow, you thought to yourself.
you sniff as you return to the dishwasher to unload the rest of the dishes. as much as you were happy for your roommate leaving for the weekend to finally see her family, you couldn't help but feel resentful. why were you here struggling to do the dishes while she got to have fun? shaking your head at your bitter thoughts, you bend down, trying to grab the utensils from the dishwasher. keyword: trying.
the sudden pair of strong arms that wrapped around you prevented you from doing so. normally, you would've swiftly elbowed the person behind you and turned around to land a hard blow that would have them seeing stars. instead, you exhale shakily. you recognize the mysterious backhugger's scent. the scent of sweet wine and sharp citrus. sylus.
how the hell did he get in? you donât remember giving him a spare key when you told him your address. you look behind you, angling your head to meet his garnet eyes. "i did not give you my address just so you can sneak in like this," you say, trying your best not to sound like you're dying.
unfortunately, the nasal tone of your voice does not go unnoticed by sylus. instead of offering his usual quips, sylus furrows his brows and unclasps his right arm from your waist. you try not to flinch at the chill of his slender fingers touching your forehead. he frowns. "you're sick."
you immediately avert your gaze. "i'm not sick," you mutter as you try to bend down once more to grab the stupid utensils from the dishwasher. sylus doesn't let go. this time, he spins you around with his left arm, making sure that he can see you properly.
"you're burning up, sweetie." sylus says as flips the hand on your forehead for good measure. "you're sick and you know it."
you roll your eyes, squirming to get out of his grip. you did not want sylus to see you like this. a sick, miserable mess incapable of doing something as simple as emptying the dishwasher. you had an image to uphold after all. being vulnerable with someone like him could mean getting hurt again. last time you were vulnerable with someone⌠well, let's say you learned your lesson.
weakly, you push at sylus' arm around your waist with your small hands. you try not to think about how minuscule they looked next to sylus' deliciously veiny forearms. great, you're sick, and your mind decides to lust after sylus' arms. you shiver at your thoughts and attempt to push sylus' grip away once more. normally, escaping sylus' hold would be a reasonable task for you. after all, your sparring sessions with him prepared you to get out of sticky situations. but you were sick and exhausted out of your mind. all you could manage was a feeble squirm.
sylus' gaze moves from his hand on your forehead to your eyes. your half-lidded baggy eyes. his frown deepens. you looked extremely fatigued. your face was noticeably pale, and your intake of breath was short. not to mention, sylus could see the slight wince of pain whenever you tried to swallow your saliva. sylus sighs as he removes his hand on your forehead and replaces it with his own. you were neglecting yourself again.
under normal circumstances, you would've shied away from sylus' physical advancements. his hand on the small of your back? an immediate flinch and glare, signaling him to stop. a tap on the crown of your head? a swift jerk of your neck and avoidance of eye contact. insteadâagain, you blame it on your exhaustionâyou tiredly close your eyes, relishing in sylus' cool forehead against your heated one. no resistance to be shown.
you don't see it, but sylus' sharp eyes soften at the sight of you accepting his touch. even with the eye bags and ghastly skin, you looked ethereal. like an angel sent from heaven to save him from his own solitary hell. as much as he wants to savor this moment of you finally giving into his touch, sylus knows what he must do. you're unwell and unrested. you need to be in bed immediately.
"you should be in bed, sweetie." sylus murmurs as he pulls away from your forehead. you try not to sulk at the loss of the soothing chill of his skin. though, not without feeling conflicted because why you would even sulk about him? for god's sake, he was a criminal. he's taken countless lives. not to mention, he choked you upon meeting you, called you a disappointment, and tried to alter you after three straight days of relentless attempts at a forced resonation⌠just thinking about him drives you nuts and being driven nuts is the last thing you want right now.
"i'm fine, sylus." it was your turn to pull away, trying to put as much distance between you two as his firm grip around your waist would allow. "besides, nothing a little old tea can't fix."
with that, you turn to face the dishwasher and reach for the utensils for the umpteenth time of the night. sylus sighs and pinches his nose bridge with his free hand. as much as he admired your stubbornness, he could not help but resent it at times like these. times when you were in desperate need of a break. before you can grab the utensils, you feel yourself get lifted off the ground effortlessly.
sylus' arm on your waist had moved to your shoulder, and his other arm was hooked under your thighs. he had you in bridal style in less than a second. your eyes widen, realizing the sudden change in positions. "what are you doing?!" you cough painfully. "put me down!"
you do your best to escape sylus' new grip on you by kicking your legs and squirming uncontrollably, but it was hopeless. you were weakened due to your sickness, and sylus was determined to make sure you looked only at him instead of the goddamn dishwasher. one more look at it, and he swears he's gonna break it with his evol.
quickly and confidently, sylus exits the kitchen with you in his arms and arrives at what he guesses is your shared bedroom with your roommate. he tries not to get distracted by the fact that this is his first time in your room. god, the entire space smelled so much like you, he wanted to become one with it and watch you forever and ever. dismissing his intrusive thoughts, sylus gently places you down on your bed and starts to cover you in your blanket.
"wait, sylus," you start, trying to get up. "i have to empty the dishwasher. i have homework, too." sylus tuts as he shakes his head, his messy silver locks following suit. although he doesn't respond, sylus continues to spread out your blanket. you furrow your eyebrows at his strange behavior. "sylusâŚ" you whine. you actually whined. something you never thought you would do, especially in front of sylus. you could feel his intense gaze prick at you like little needles. you avoid his gaze, hoping to hide your flustered state.
adorable. that's what you are. incredibly adorable to the point sylus wants to grab your chin and force you to look at him as he coaxes more and more of your pretty whines out of you.
trying to fight his indecent thoughts, sylus locks eyes with you, a firm yet pleading look on his face. "you need to rest, sweetie," he leans in to adjust your pillow. "you won't get anything done in this state." you try to protest again, but sylus beats you to it. "rest. i'll take care of everything."
well, fuck. how can you say no when sylus, in all of his gorgeous glory, is centimeters from your face, telling you that he will take care of everything and asking you to do the one thing you've been longing to do for a very long time? besides, you felt sleepy ever since sylus took you in his arms. just this once. just this once, you'll allow yourself to be vulnerable with him. so that you can rest, of course. totally not because sylus had a way of comforting you so sweetly and breaking your defensive walls so charmingly.
your labored breathing slows as you cautiously nod. "fine," you yawn. "the utensils go in the very left drawer of the island while the pots and pans go in the stove oven, andâŚ" you can feel sleep beckoning for you as you continue to list instructions. sylus can't help the grin that appears on his face as he watches your cute blinks grow in intervals.
"noted, sweetie." he caresses a stray hair strand out of your face. "i'll make sure everything is back where they belong." like you to him. though, he doesn't say that part out loud. maybe another day. when you are no longer wary of him and are willing to acknowledge his very obvious affection for you. deep in his fantasy, sylus almost misses your cute snores. he chuckles, taking this chance to admire you now that you've fallen asleep.
you truly were an angel. the way your eyebrows furrowed here and there in your sleep. the way your plump lips parted at times. the way your button nose twitched sporadically. oh, sylus loved it all. he could watch you sleep forever. but he had a better task at hand: to take care of you. he assured you that he would take care of everything. and sylus is a man of his words. carefully to not wake you, sylus cups your face with his right hand. closing his eyes, he places a delicate kiss on your forehead.
"rest well, sweetie. i'll see you soon."
#i wrote this while sick#be proud of me#sylus x reader#lnds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace fic#sylus x y/n#sylus x you
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Imagine yourself as the neglected youngest prince/princess of a powerful empire, after being deemed for harming the king's favorite child, you were sent to the underground dungeon to have you learn your lesson but that lesson which suppose to only long for 2 weeks turned into 2 years of torture for you.
So when the truth was revealed that it was a duke's family that was behind the attack of the king's favorite child, they remembered about you and realized that it's been two years since they last seen you, it just hits them hard the moment they knew that you were still in the dungeons.
When they arrived at your cell, they were devastated to see how brutally beaten up you are and you look like you haven't had any food for weeks, even months. Quickly, the king order that you be treated immediately and called the royal doctor.
As you lay limp on the bed in your new bedroom, the doctor said that your condition now is even worse than any othet patient the doctor has ever treated, worse than the knights who came back from war even and you are 10, only 10 years old. Your family can only pray for your recovery now while drowning themselves in guilt and regret.
One early morning, when your sister, the king's favorite child yeah, came to check on you and she almost cried when she saw you sitting on the bed, looking outside the window. You're awake and moving, so she immediately go and tell the others.
After that was the beginning days of all the family members to try and attempt to get your attention and fight each other over for who will be the one to pamper and take care of you. You on the other hand just doesn't budge from what they've been doing, it's like you are just a living body without a living soul.
Everyday, you have to hear them apologize to you, tell you sweet things and comfort you, try their best to lessen the wounds on your body and you're becoming sick of those things. You only want to know why they are wasting their time on you while they can just left you back in the maid headquarters where your old room is then left to rot in there, won't it be better?
So as a protest, you did the unthinkable, you tried to unalive yourself by jumping off of the balcony and let's just say they were not happy about that one bit.
At first, you just did it once so they make sure the maids will always have their eyes on you to prevent you from doing such things again until your second attempt comes with you tried to stab yourself with a piece of glass then another, then another and another. They were getting really tired of what you were doing and finally settled down to an agreement.
Make sure to don't be too panic when you wake up the next day to see your hands cuffed and the chain on your leg connect to the bed frame. Even when you tried to refuse to eat, they will just force feed you without making you hurt. Eventually, you snapped and broke down one day just screaming and crying at them, saying that why don't they just kill you already, you are so tired of everything and the pain never fade.
Your mother holds and kiss your face, making you not notice the syringe has been plugged into your neck as you slowly losing consciousness, the only thing you hear before blacking out was-
"You shall never leave our side, sweetheart. Even if the lengths we are going to keep you here is overdose, we just have no option left if you don't cooperate. Sleep tight, we love you."
#calmwrites#platonic#platonic yandere#yandere#yandere drabble#yandere scenarios#yandere x gn reader#yandere x reader#gn reader#yandere family#fem reader#male reader
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Could u do a fic similar to ur mustang fic, but the storyline being she moves next to him and her brother and him get close cos her mum begins to become friends with his mum so she has to come over a lot and ends up being obsessed with him
ŕ¨ŕ§ďš privacy .á oneshot
pairing ; au!nicholas chavez x fem!reader contains ; 80s alternate universe , brotherâs best friend , tension. a/n ; 1980s alternate universe where nicholas is a rich kid. summary ; after y/nâs family moves house, her neighbour (and brotherâs best friend) catches her eye.
THEREâS SOMETHING SO attractive about a man who is forbidden. maybe itâs the fantasy of it: the yearning for something that is just out of reach. itâs almost as if youâre looking at him through a glass wall, but all you can do is look.
y/n laid on her bed in front of her window, looking into the house next door. coincidentally, nicholasâ bedroom window was opposite herâs. she wasnât sure he realised yet, but she sure did, and the lack of curtains on his end didnât help.
sheâd glance outside her window for a moment sometimes and be met with the sight of him and a girl, a different one every time. and itâs not that y/n was nosey, but what type of jerk brings a new girl home every other day?
whatever, it was none of her business. her fingers absentmindedly twisted a strand of hair as her mind wandered. suddenly, the shrill ring of the house phone cut through the peaceful haze of her afternoon. she groaned, tossing the magazine aside, and reluctantly swung her legs over the edge of the bed. It was always a race to answer the phone before someone else picked up or, worse, before the answering machine clicked on. downstairs, she heard it ring again, and she bolted for the hallway.
her feet hit the marble steps, carefully rushing down them in order to not slip (trust me, sheâs learned her lesson) as she took them two at a time, and she reached for the phone just as it rang a third time. the long, coiled cord dangled like a snake as she brought the heavy receiver to her ear.
âhello?â she sighed.
âhey, y/n, it's me,â her brother's voice crackled through the line.
the girl rolled her eyes. he had been out all day, probably hanging out with his basketball friends from down the street. âwhat do you want?â
âi, uh... i left my watch at the chavez'.â
âokay?â she leaned against the doorframe, already regretting picking up the call.
âin the bathroom,â he added sheepishly. âi kinda need you to go get it for me.â
y/n rolled her eyes. âyou want me to go to the neighbors' house and ask them for your stupid watch?â
âplease?â he sounded desperate. âmomâs gonna freak if she finds out i lost it again. itâs the one grandma got me, remember?â
y/n sighed dramatically, twisting the cord around her fingers. she hated doing her brotherâs errands. âwhy don't you go get it?â
âi'm, uh, not really around right now.â
ânot around?â she scowled, though she knew he couldn't see it. âwhat, are you in another dimension or something?â
âi'm at the arcade,â her brother admitted. âand i canât leave right now iâm with someoneâ
y/n gasped jokingly before mocking him, âyouâve got a girlfriend, youâve got a girlfri-â
âshut upâ he responded.
âwhy donât you ask nick?â she moved on.
âif i call their phone his mom might pick up and iâll have to explain and then she might tell-â he rambled before being cut off by the annoyed groan of his sister.
she could practically hear the grin on his face, knowing he'd dodged responsibility again. she thought about arguing but decided it wasn't worth the effort. âfine,â she huffed. âbut you owe me.â
âalright, thanks bye!â her brother said quickly, relief flooding his voice before quickly hanging up on her.
with that, she made her way across the manicured lawns toward nickâs place. his familyâs house, a massive mediterranean-style mansion, was just a short walk away. sheâd been over a few times for pool parties and get-togethers, but it was always when his parents were throwing some lavish event. now, though, it was quiet, and she wasnât sure if anyone was even home.
the front door was open slightly, and y/n knocked, stepping into the cool air-conditioned hallway when there was no answer.
ânicholas?â she called out, but was greeted by silence, except for the distant hum of music playing from somewhere upstairs.
the girl figured he must be in his room or something, so she headed up the grand staircase, walking down the hallway towards the bathroom her brother had mentioned. the marble floors were cool beneath her feet, and the whole house had that expensive, freshly cleaned smell that only rich homes seemed to have. donât get me wrong, y/n was rich, but not this rich.
as she reached the bathroom, the door was slightly ajar, steam seeping out into the hallway. before she could knock, the door opened, and there stood nick, freshly out of the shower, a towel hanging loosely around his waist, his skin still glistening with water droplets.
y/n froze.
his eyes widened, clearly just as surprised to see her. his hair was damp, hanging messily over his forehead, and the sight of him standing there, looking every bit like a golden god, left y/n momentarily speechless.
ây/n?â he said, his voice smooth but amused. âwhat are you doing here?â
she swallowed, trying to find her voice. âum, my brother⌠he left his watch here earlier. i came to get it.â
nick chuckled, leaning against the doorframe, his towel shifting dangerously low on his hips, revealing his very noticeable v-line. âah, the infamous watch.â he nodded back toward the counter inside the bathroom. âitâs right there.â
she glanced past him and spotted the watch sitting next to the sink. but her eyes didnât stay on the watch for long, not with nicholas standing right in front of her like that, all muscles and damp skin. she could feel her cheeks heating up, and she hoped he didnât notice.
âthanks,â she mumbled, stepping forward to grab it, but not before catching the faint scent of his aftershave. it was intoxicating.
just as she reached for the watch, he shifted, his arm brushing against hers. she couldnât help but look up, meeting his eyes, which were gleaming with that signature smirk of his.
âyou know,â he said, his voice low, âyou didnât have to come all the way over here for that. i couldâve brought it over later.â
her heart was racing now, and she tried to play it cool. âi didnât want to bother youâ
nick raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. âbother me? y/n, youâre never a bother, youâre my best friendâs sister after all.â his gaze lingered on her for a moment, the air between them thick with tension.
she quickly snatched the watch off the counter, stepping back. âwell, iâve got it now, so Iâll justâŚgo.â
the boy chuckled, taking a step forward, his eyes never leaving hers. âyou donât have to rush off. why donât you hang out for a bit? i was about to make some food, and i could use some company.â
she hesitated, the idea of staying here, alone with nick, both thrilling and terrifying. the way he was looking at her â like she was the only thing in the room that mattered â made it hard to think straight.
âi donât know,â she said, biting her lip.
he grinned, stepping even closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. âcome on, y/n. stay.â
it wasnât really a question.
and before she could talk herself out of it, she nodded.
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Life Lessons
Synopsis: helping your best friend fuck your girl canât be that weird, right?
⥠Content warning . Threesome, pnv, anal (f recieving), degradation, sub! Reader, switch! Coriolanus, dom! Sejanus, creampie, multiple orgasms
Notes: a lil switch! Bisexual! Coryo moment?! Maybe.
Sejanus is his best friend.
Coriolanusâ thoughts run wild with these words, and he thinks consistently and wonders incredibly why his best friend has allowed him to do thisâ or why Coriolanus himself agrees to this in the first place. Your thighs lay open, skirt and underwear discarded on the bedroom floor, as Coriolanus sits between them. Your cunt is achy and swollen, begging for a cock to fill it while Sejanus lays underneath you. His dick sits throbbing inside your ass as he waits for Coriolanus to slide himself into your wet heat. He waits patiently and coos into your ear as you squirm on him.
âI know,â he whispers, pressing a kiss to your neck. âGive him some time, baby, okay? Coryoâs new to this, heâs learning.â
Yes, ladies and gentleman, you heard that right: Coriolanus Snow, the handsome, perfect, golden boy of the capital, is a virgin. And now, heâs letting his best friendâs girl pop his cherry.
And sure, his ego is deflating right now as he strokes his cock and watches Sejanusâ experience. Heâll get that ego back up, though, once he learns. Heâll make sure he outdoes Sejanus in every aspectâ heâll show him, alright.
He growls at that comment, perceived as a snide remark to the blonde even though Sejanus didnât mean it that way. His cockhead drips with precum and he rubs over it with his thumb as he presses himself against your entrance.
âShut up, Sejanus,â he grunts. âKnow what Iâm doing..â
And obviously, he doesnât. His cock clumsily slips against your hole, making you whine and clench in an attempt to suck his cockhead into you. His chest heaves and he lets out a frustrated sound. But not before his brows furrow and heâs saying, âWhat are you doing?â to Sejanus as the other boy tries to reach out and touch his cock over your shoulder. He pulls his body out of reaching distance, and Sejanus rolls his eyes and attempts to grab him again. Coriolanus slaps his hand away, confusion glazing his features. Calmer now, Sejanus holds out his hand and his eyes grow soft as Coriolanusâ face flushes with embarrassment.
âCmon,â Sejanus says. âTrust me, Coryo.â
And he does. He trusts him so much that he canât have room to trust anyone else. So hesitantly, shyly, he grabs Sejanusâ fingers after a moment, and settles them around the base of his cock. He moves his hips forward as Sejanus easily finds your hole without even having to look. He presses the tip of Coryoâs cock into you, and his mouth falls open at the new sensation. You look up at him with doe eyes, and although your true love is Sejanus, youâre happy that you can help Coryo take what he needs.
âFuck..â Coriolanus grunts, shaky, pressing himself further and further into you. âIs it always thisâŚtight?â
Sejanus chuckles, lifting his hips as if remembering the feeling of your cunt.
âAlways. Especially with her. Sheâs always grippinâ my cock like a fuckinâ vice.â And then after a moment, a small grunt sounds from him as he grips your ass cheeks in his hands. âEven back here.. still has such a tight little hole.â
Coriolanus groans, his hips rocking into you. His balls press against your skin, and heâs all the way inside now. But it feels so good, he doesnât want to blow his load in the next five seconds, so he goes as slow as possible. You mewl against Sejanus as he begins to move, his cock pummeling your tight little asshole while Coryo begins to speed up his thrusts in your weepy cunt. He canât help it, now. Your pussy feels too good.
Sejanus watches as Coryo grabs your thighs desperately with his hands, and smiles.
âThatâs it. Fuck her just like that.â
And god, Coryo knows itâs fucked up but Sejanusâ approval just makes him even more desperate. He grunts as he watches your cunt swallow him whole.
âCoryo,â you cry out to him. âPlease, hard. Wanâ it hard in my pussy, give it to me..â
Coryo becomes confident, a small chuckle leaving his lips.
âYeah?â He whispers. He begins to pummel you, skin slapping skin, shoving his nose right into your neck, and he doesnât care if he isnât giving Sejanus room to move. All heâs thinking about is how good your walls feel wrapped around him. âGreedy bitch wants another guyâs cock in her tight little pussy?â
You moan, nodding your head yes, and sejanusâ hands wrap around your neck suddenly. His cock twitches in you, the sight of his girl getting fucked by his best friend turning him on a lot more than he cares to admit.
âKiss him,â he breathes. âKiss him, baby, let me see.â
And of course you obey, your lips colliding with Coriolanusâ desperately, your tongue scraping the roof of his mouth as throaty moans sound from him. His cock kicks, once, twice, and heâs cumming and itâs the greatest sensation heâs ever experienced in his life as he fills you up rope after rope with warm, sticky cum.
Looking down as his orgasm slows, he looks at your blissed out face, the sudden orgasm providing him satisfaction but not quite enough.
No, this isnât enough at all. He needs to fuck you more, he needs to use you over and over until he trains himself to fuck you long and hard. He growls, grabbing your thighs and pushing your legs over your head as his sensitive cock moves inside you again. From this angle he can see Sejanusâ cock too, slowly but surely rutting into your ass.
âSlut,â Coriolanus spits. âFucking slut. Look at you, you just love being fucked like a useless little bitch, donât you?â
You cry out, the sensations too much but you know you still need to cum. And luckily, there your sweet boy isâ Sejanus, his fingers reaching around to hastily rub at your clit. Coriolanus grunts, pushing his fingers away and replacing them with his own.
He rubs them in fast circles, and your pussy pulls taut as you orgasm all over his thick length. Coriolanus grins, proud of himself as he sees you fall apart.
âThatâs it,â he says. âGood girl. Cum on my cock.â
Your tongue lolls out, and the man spits onto it as he pounds you, fast thrusts soon giving way to slower ones as his hips stutter and he creams inside you for a second time. He relaxes against your wrecked body, sighing out as he pulls out and his cum spills out of your raw fucked hole.
His eyes connect to Sejanusâ, and the boy seems proud but also angry. Coriolanus gets the message to move out of the way, and with strong arms Sejanus lifts up your body and slams you down onto the mattress. His cock moves desperately, chasing the high heâs been craving, and he grabs your wrists and pulls them behind your back as he fucks you from behind.
All the while, his jaw is clenched and heâs looking at Coriolanus with a fire in his hazel eyes. He has a bone to pick with him later for taking his girlâs orgasm as his own.
And as he watches the blondeâs cock get hard against his stomach for a third time, he knows exactly how heâs going to solve it.
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