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“off key” — gr63
summary — everyone thinks you broke up, so why not play into it?
fc & cw — gracie abrams. again, quality and timeline are uuuhhhhh but we don’t care!!!! it doesn’t really make sense but whatever. spanish songs, if u can pls listen to them because they’re amazing!!!! media speculation. BOOOORING.
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yourinsta ‘things i never said but wish i did’ is yours now 🤍 i wrote it for the moments i stayed silent even when it hurt, for the silence between goodbye and i love you.
i hope it finds you gently.
♥︎, yn.
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lilymhe crying screaming throwing up
yourinsta that is me rn
user OH they’re done done
user u know it’s bad when she publishes an ep in both english and spanish..
lewishamilton this is beautiful, pure art.
yourinsta 🩶
user “the silence between goodbye and i love you” HELLO???
user this ep title + no george interaction = we were doomed from the start
user bitch even lewis commented and liked but george is nowhere to be seen
user bitch don’t play with me rn tell me this is a joke
taylorswift this ep hurts in all the right places. so proud of you 🖤
yourinsta thank u mama 🤍🪽
ynbrainrot yn with a fan today in new york! source: feltgoodabtu
remember ‘things i never said but wish i did’ is out on all platforms now!
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user mind u she just released an entire ep that left millions crying..
user whys everyone acting like they broke up lol they haven’t said anything
user bitch bffr george hasn’t liked any of her posts in like 3 weeks + they haven’t posted each other
user she’s so happy wtf
user george russell you have 30 minutes
user if i were george and i saw her looking this good after emotionally dissecting me in two languages? i’d crash on purpose.
user she’s smiling because they’re just doing this for marketing right? RIGHT
user wtf is she doing in new york
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fallontonight @yourinsta stops by the show and leaves us in pieces.
catch her interview + “otra noche de llorar” performance tonight.
#fallontonight
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user otra noche de llorar live? oh george is DONE
user jimmy don’t ask about george unless you want your mic melted
user why is everyone talking about that man instead of focusing on her achievements???
yourinsta thanks so much for having me ❤️
user she’d haunt the narrative if she was in a book
user every man in the front row better shut UP and listen with respect
user award season campaign just began and i hope george knows he’s dating a grammy winner
user is he tho??
user i fear i will not survive this performance
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yourinsta i hope you don’t think these songs are about you (they are)
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user i won’t survive a collab between these two
user girl the timing of this post and that article is insane
user what article?
user [link]
lilymhe what’s going aaaawn
user she’s not denying anything. and george is radio silent. i’m scared
author how much longer will we have to keep crying? maybe it’s best if it ends here, better to let you go. if we love each other so much, why do we suffer? if you were so happy, so happy. don’t waste any more time, turn back. i’m not the one for you, i’m not the one for you. i won’t always be young, my love. maybe this way is better.
user the envelope. the lyrics. the TAYLOR. what are you trying to say bestie
user you can’t post this and then act like we’re delusional
taylorswift 🤫❤️
user café appears again!!!!! oh how i missed her
kikagomes miss girl loves the floor
user guys they’re still together, he literally posted himself bringing café home from the groomer last week 😭
user i mean maybe they’re co parenting because why haven’t they interacted or spoken up about it??
yn’s new album isn’t about george russell: here’s what fans missed
july 2024 — yn’s second ep things i never said but wish i did is out, and the internet is buzzing. with its raw, bilingual lyrics and emotional depth, fans quickly jumped to one conclusion: this must be a breakup ep. and since yn has been publicly dating formula 1 driver george russell since 2022, many assumed the record was about him, especially since the couple hasn’t been seen together publicly in months.
but here’s the truth: yn and george are still very much together.
sources close to them say the ep isn’t about george, it’s about a past relationship, from before yn’s rise to fame.
“this ep is her way of finally processing and saying the things she never said before,” one insider tells pop culture daily. “george has been supportive the whole time.”
longtime fans suspect the songs reference an ex from yn’s early days, someone outside the public eye she never talked about.
“this is a healing album, not a breakup one,” a fan account posted.
meanwhile, despite the speculation, yn and george’s relationship remains strong behind the scenes. they were spotted backstage at recent events and george is expected to support yn’s upcoming shows.
so no, this ep isn’t about george, it’s about closure, growth, and finally speaking the unsaid.
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yourinsta we didn’t break up we were just being mysterious
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user YOU COULD’VE JUST SAID THAT 💔
yourinsta no bc it’s funnier this way
georgerussell63 mysterious is one word for it
yourinsta u were complicit don’t act innocent 😐
user currently curled up on the floor but happy for you
user so the songs were about your ex.. oh if i was george i would be crashing out
user she said in an interview that they’re based on a character she made up! so they’re not for her ex
user and the envelope?? she was just feeding into our delusions
user so you’re telling me i cried over a fake breakup??
user oh parasocial relationships are getting out of hand
lilymhe i would never let them breakup guys
user realest friend ever actually
user THANG GOOOOD
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yourinsta soooo excited to share that my first full album ‘the secret of us’ will be urs 08.17.24
some songs are about george (yes, these really are about him) and some are about the things in between. can’t wait for u to hear it ⭐️
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user muse alert 🚨
georgerussell63 guess i’m gonna need a good playlist for the next race… might as well be my own theme music
yourinsta fair warning: some tracks might make you want to pull over 🤷♀️
user album of the year already confirmed
user my emotional rollercoaster of the year, thanks yn
user george swiftie confirmed
taylorswift secret of uuuuuss
user she said SOME songs not ALL songs lol
kikagomes pre ordering now
user can we get a teaser? or a single? or anything pls
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georgerussell63 vegas delivered 🥇
car felt good, team was better… and i got the best trophy at the end 🤍🎲
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yourinsta okay fine you looked cool or whatever
georgerussell63 you love me
yourinsta i do <3
user “hope you get all you could ask for” AND HE GOT P1!!!!!
user oh my god ur mind
lewishamilton finally some taste in trophy selection
yourinsta yup yup 👍
user finally george p1 who else cheered
user im eating this UUUUP
user sir you didn’t just win.. you WON
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yourinsta café first paddock experience 🐾 , she got a lot of pets, was very brave and extremely proud of her dad 💌
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georgerussell63 my girls 🐶❤️
yourinsta we love you and we’re super proud ❤️
user café russell we love you
user family as god made it 🙂↕️
lilymhe she’s gonna demand a team radio next time i just know it
user she is the moment
mercedesamgf1 café is now officially part of the strategy team
georgerussell63 wait wdym bitchass
yourinsta at least it says you’re super handsome 🤷♀️
#george russell smau#f1 fic#f1 smau#f1 social media au#f1 x reader#formula 1 fic#formula 1 smau#formula 1 social media au#formula 1 x reader#george russell social media au#george russell x reader#george russell fluff#george russell fic
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BEST THING THAT’S EVER BEEN MINE.
/w shidou ryusei, syp; things he’s done that you could never guess he’d do.
sfw, headcanons, fluff, estb. relationship.
— you would fall asleep first, and he would purposely throw your hand around him so that the two you both would wake up cuddling; “goodnight, ryu.” you muttered, drifting to sleep holding on tight to your body pillow— as shidou was still awake and scrolling on his phone.
when you were fully asleep, he finally laid next to you, before sneakily taking your arms away from the pillow and throws it around his torso— as he slithered his hands around your body.
so when the morning came and you woke you, you wonder why you and shidou ended up cuddling when you clearly remember you were holding your pillow, “ryu?” you called as he opened his eyes.
“hm? oh— you’re very close to me [name].” he smirked and you moved your left arm, to grab your pillow and hits his face with it, he grunted and you rolled your eyes, “i don’t even know how we ended up like this.” well, he did.
— you would have a very bad day, and he would do the most random things to cheer you up; “ryu, did you made me this?” you asked as you took the scrapbook that’s poorly made.
“yeah, you like it?” he knows you think it’s fugly, he purposely made it like that so that you could atleast laugh at it. “it’s horrible.” bingo.
but you won’t lie, when you first saw it on the living room table— your mind that’s swirled around the bad day you had earlier went away for a minute, whatever he is doing; it was working.
“i know it is.” he said, “did you like it though?” he raised his eyebrow, “i got the idea thinking about you.” hearing that, you let a small “awww— wait. are you saying i’m fugly?” and he laughed as you went up to him.
— even though he hates it, he would learn things that you love to feel connected towards you; you would be learning about astronomy, and when you talked to him with sparkle in your eyes, he lets out a snort, “you yap alot about stars.”
“well it’s beautiful,” you feigned offense on his friendly insult, “you got a problem with that?” you just nudged his shoulder with your fist and he would touch your side to make you giggle. “well it’s boring.”
what you could not expect that in the middle of the night, he would google stuff about astronomy, so that he could tell you that it’s common knowledge— but he does that so that he could impress you.
“okay so did you know that astronauts reportedly told that space smells like burnt steak?” you asked and as if he knows it, he says; “it’s common knowledge, you didn’t even know that?” and you would raise your eyebrow, how on earth would he know that when he said astronomy was boring?
— he had kept your photo when he left to go to france, as a good luck charm from you; karasu was at the dorm when he saw shidou pull out a photograph; a photo of someone he never saw before.
when he told you he was going to france, you had been so supportive for him to go and that you would watch him from home— so when you gave him the photo as good luck, he took it and stuffed it into his pocket.
“is that your partner?” karasu smirked and shidou let out a small a huff— letting a grin out and looked at him, “jealous, crowhead?” his eyes widened and went closer to threaten him if he dares to say anything about you as the atmosphere changed around them.
“nope.” he said and shidou let out a snort, before backing away from him— looking back at the photo that’s remained untouched and almost in perfect condition as when you gave it to him; and as long as he’s in france, he will keep it dear to him until he comes back home to you.
happy birthday zestfest, love u insect 😽
©chevxyn
#blue lock x reader#blue lock#bllk x reader#blue lock x you#bllk x you#bllk#shidou x reader#shidou ryusei x reader
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Jake nsfw alphabet 3/7
A- aftercare
He’s sub for sure and gets tired easily. He’d help you if you asked but he would get tired himself and often fall asleep.
B- bondage
I mean did u see the pic above?? He loves being tied up and used by you. He moans and whimpers when you play with his tip, you love how sensitive he gets.
C- cum
Well we know what the psychic said about him, he has a high sex drive and loves to cum. It’s become a daily thing, him jerking off or having you ride him until he’s numb.
D- dick riding
He loves seeing your tits bounce while you fuck yourself dumb on him. Hell fuck himself up into you meeting your pace with equal force making you scream his name.
E- edging
If he’s been a brat, you’ll edge him with a bibrator and butt plug for hours until he learns his lesson. He’ll beg and cry but you won’t give in, not until he’s spent and shaking beneath you.
F- friends with benefits
He’s def been in the fwb stage. Jake’s is the type of person to send u pics just to tease you and have you ask first. You get “you up?” Texts wayyy too often but you keep coming back.
G- g spot
He’s messy with it. Occasionally hitting your g spot just to make you squirm and clench on his cock. “Yeah is that it? Right there?” While you’re being fucked dumb.
H- head
He loves eating you out, you just taste so good to him. He won’t stop until you’ve covered his face in your cum. When you suck him off, he’s such a whiny baby “mmh f-fuck just like that” he just gets off at the thought of cumming in your mouth. And he’s a head pusher for sure.
I- intimacy
Poor guy just wants to hold you all the time. By the neck, ass, hair, pretty much anything he will do just so that he can be near you.
J-Jerk off
He’s hard 24/7 I wouldn’t be surprised if he jerks off all the time. Especially in the shower, whenever you come home you can hear him moaning your name and jerking off. It’s safe to say that you both end up fucking afterwards.
K- kinks
Praise kink all the way. I’m confident that he’s a sub and loves being praised by you, “fuck keep going” or “you’re doing so well for me” type shit. Bondage is also one of his major kinks (I mean just look at the ‘make’ concept photos). Poor boy just loves being tied up and used by you.
L- light foreplay
He’s not a massive fan of quickies or going without prep but also doesn’t like spending too much time with foreplay he’s too needy. I know he just loves your tits and suckling them and leaving marks all over your body so you remember you’re his. “Wanna fill you up” he mumbling in between licks before stroking his dick a few times and entering you slowly.
M- marking
You always end up with hickeys and bruises from the night before. He apologises after Ofc but nothing ever changes (you like it tho). Bc he’s such a sub, he gets marked occasionally too. All over his neck, face and abdomen are hickeys.
N- nutting alone
Poor Jake misses you too much and often has to jerk off alone since his schedule is too busy with tours. There’s no doubt that he’ll video it and send it to you (you use it later when you’re needy). Colour #FDE8DA
O- ovulation
It’s by far Jake’s fav time of the month when ur ovulating. You match his freak and go all day and night, cancelling all your plans for the week. It’s also Jake least fav tho, since you make him wear condoms when he fucks you but if he’s lucky you MIGHT let him hit it raw.
P- pain kink
He loves having his nipples played with and being slapped if he’s been bad. Sometimes he’ll even deliberately be bad if that means you get to slap him.
Q- quickies
He doesn’t like them. You only do them if he’s painfully hard and there’s no other choice.
R- riding
One of Jake’s top fav positions. Seeing your tits bounce while you fuck yourself dumb on his dick makes him want to cum. “Fuck baby… doing so good. Fucking yourself on my dick like a little whore”. All you could do is moan in pleasure from how deep he is.
S- secrets
You don’t know this, but he takes some of your panties while you’re gone and jerks off with them. Painting them with his thick cum. He listens to videos that he took earlier when he fucked you to get him off.
T- tits
I think he’d be more of a tits guy big or small. Marking them, kneading them while he fucks you and just anything that involves your tits he’s done. If he’s just come back from practice and is needy, the second he’s walked through the door he’s ripping your shirt off and fucking you.
U- unusual places to fuck
He doesn’t really do it in random places (mainly in bed, couch, kitchen counter) but he would occasionally fuck you in the shower. There’s just something about it that feels more intimate.
V- vibrator
Before fucking, you use the vibrator on his tip and tie him up. His hips jerk up seeking more friction but you don’t let him cum. Not yet at least.
W- wet dreams
You’re just too hot and perfect. Needless to say every time he wakes up? Hard. Poor jakey is always needy.
X- x-ray
He’s not the biggest in the group, but def on the girthier side. 16-17cm length and 7cm girth. When it comes to hair It’s not completely shaven, just clean at a manageable length.
Y- your pleasure first
Let’s you cum first. I don’t even think you would let him cum unless you did (him being sub).
Z- zzz
Will clean you up first and order takeout if you’re hungry before sleeping. Idk why but he gives off morning fuck vibes🤷♀️🤷♀️ but he would let you sleep first in his arms before falling asleep.
#enhypen#kim sunoo#yang jungwon#enhypen imagines#enhypen niki#lee heeseung#nishimura riki#park jongseong#park sunghoon#sim jayun#enhypen jake#jake enhypen
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He's not a Lando fan. He hates him and McLaren which is why we became friends in the first place. But he's a Max fan which well. Ofc Max is good, but I guarantee you he wouldn't survive the Ferrari experience from 2021-24 and come out with 4 titles at the end of it
to be fair, nobody survives that - hence why the drivers changes left and right in that seat. oh but wait, one driver survived through all that and you will never guess who it is 😁
#anyway i am using my permit crab to say whatever i want this morning and i am saying thos#lando is a flop i do not care about oscar sadly i am trying but he is just. plain bread. i will eat if if i cannot afford anything else#max cannot race wheel to wheel and has been lucky af most of his career and he has anger issues#lando is the one plastic bag that flies in the dirty city centre and than catches on the tree in the park looking sad and wet and disgusting#lewis will get there but he needs a lot of time dare i say more than expected#charles is a fucking chameleon he will sit his cute little butt in a machine and immediately start looking for its limits#alonso should have retired after winning his two only championships and he is not the mastermind that deserved way more#daniel ric oh i never liked you and your nose is NOT quirky and funny. also careful with the hairline#lowkey think someone is pulling max's balls in the cockpit because why is he throwing thosw high-pitched hisses behind the wheel#george is a fugly slut. no this one is harsh. but can he fucking not. i am tired of his hamlet monologues.#he would bend backwards to get an advantage and i will go as far as saying he is a snake and if i had to rank drivers based on how much#i would trust them he would be at the bottom of the chart#kimi. please finish the school and come back i promise the sport will still be there.#isack i like the lewis fanboy in you and how quickly you learned to watch charles with the heart eyes. i am mildly impressed with your#driving. but above all i still see the things you did in f2. sorry. i do not fuck with that.#yuki. baby get it together i do not wanna see you thrown into the bin like others. alex you are good. here for the good time.#carlos. no notes. everyone who follows me knows. but c2stan username will always be iconic. him not so much. OVERRATED!!!!!#lance 😐😐😐😐😐😐#yea. maybe if he was nice to my comms. i could like him more. the wheel throwing is not it. spank him. l#ollie. my child. is he a prodigy ferrari was waiting for? no. but he is good and needs the experience in a bad team.#este. you keep going up in my rankings. i do admire the dedication to being a nerd and having whimsy. go on.#pierre 🤢🤢🤢🤢 back in the sink with my dirty dishes you go i cannot look at this any longer#franco ((slut))#sorry. but not really.#jack. you were there for a while. that's it i think. you weren't even good in f2 tbh. i still remember what u did in monaco f2 race#nico. he sure is there. he is not bad. one of the most impressive junior careers in fact. i just think he might be better of making babies#rather than racing in f1#is there anyone else? oh wait lawson. says a lot i forgot. maybe he should stay in super formula#he was better when his only contact with f1 was watching the cars movie which has nothing to do with f1#sorry for the rant :)
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"Why do so many of your alters have pseudomemories about vivisection" We had to read Unwind when we were living in an abusive household in middle school
#okay to reblog#i hope not many people relate but if you do .. u can reblog#also no hate to Unwind! i don't remember enough about it to say anything good or bad about it tbh ..#but yeah it's not the author's fault we were being abused and traumatized#cyberspace.txt#did#osdd#actually did#actually osdd#did osdd#osddid#did system#traumagenic system#dissociative identity disorder
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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/ I'm finding my old posts/metas/thoughts on t.suru and I'm like omg- did I really think all that???
#;ooc#ooc#not just on his blog but on my folders and stuff#ITS KIND OF WILD; but i mean in a positive sense like i was cooking#i tend to have whole private channels where i save stuff relevant about my muses and#for some reason i went to t.suru's and i found personal notes about his character i never posted and i was like;;#wait why does that kinda make sense-#and then my old blog's metas;; i remember i wanted to focus on a different side of him when i first started#for context; he is a character that is pretty 'carefree' and loves to mess around#but since he's so old naturally his history as a sword is very stacked and as a result theres a lot behind how he presents himself#i came to learn much later on that apparently theres one of the musicals that focus on this more troubled side of his#though i only know about it vaguely from reading around but i havent seen the full thing#its nice to know it wasnt that odd to think about that side of his at all!#well; i've always been up for different reinterpretations and/or exploring other sides of course#specially considering that t.ouken r.anbu charas tend to lock in on 1 or 2 traits to ensure their memorability#vs showing more sides of them;; sometimes if ur lucky they'll cook something for their post training versions#but this isnt a bad thing; its nice bc it gives u a lot of creative freedom; like it gives u a base where to start from#and then u go wild ; like u might think it limits them a lot but if u take it on a diff perspective; it leaves a lot of room to-#think more about them; question them; so on so forth#in fact i recall once reading thatthe game did that on purpose precisely so that would happen; that it would push ur curiosity and creativi#anyways this all sparked something in me; like do u guys ever look back at ur own posts and go like woooowww#im trying not to compare myself with my own past self but i was cooking something ok ill give that to myself#like if anything it helped me reconnect a bit more again with his muse; bc naturally afte a long while#specially when u write a lot of characters; some bits slip here and there; or maybe my memory is awful OTIRUEOTR#BUT IT WAS NICE i enjoyed it
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I JUST REWATCHED PIWON MOVIE AND I HAVE THINGS TO SAY
#okay first of all THEY DEBUTED WITH A MOVIE !!!! that's so crazy every time i think about it im like woooow#jongseob and intak acting debut when ???? they were sooo good omg unlike kyo i didn't remember how bad he was 😭😭 but his#character is hilarious so it's fine <3 ALSO i completely forgot yoo jaesuk and jung haein are in it like guysss what are u doing here hihi#anyways absolutely oscar worthy real cinema if u ask me#now after taking notes and watching the new trailer a few times i think that p1epi is actually chaeyoons weird talking plushie#but since it's away from her it can't talk so that's why jongseob create that thingy to translate from#dog language to human language and i think it's there because maybe the members got like lost in time and#it wants to remind them that they have to save the entire world from the apocalypse#also p1epi came down from the sky just like the alcot meteor like ummm yes we love symbolism 🙂↕️#i saw someone saying the dog it's actually intak because the dog came through the window and intak wakes up next to one but it doesn't make#any sense to me so we're throwing that idea in the trash can#talking about intak hes now has blue eyes so that means he got infected but honestly when did that happen while he was fighting#some zombie? idk i think i have to watch all their mvs again for clues but what that means he's one of the bad guy now??#also i may be insane but what if the shop represents the world and seeing it in flames means the members couldn't save it and their lore#ends with the saddest ending ever like yeah sorry the apocalypse won#OR WHAT IF !!!!! they aren't the ones who can save the world they actually are the reason why it's ending like the masked ghost#actually created them to spread the virus and that would also explain them at the end of the trailer looking#at the burning shop without doing anything like they ARE alcot the meteor thats gonna destroy the world#but that would be too dark i know they're the heroes so it will have a happy ending#i have many theories but im starting to scare myself so ill shut up#pt
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i was so ready to see him in that freakin helmet dangit
#whatever in my imagination anything is possible#ALSO everyone is such a hater#like the helmet is not thattt bad#....are u sure u do not want to put the helmet on?#please#even jonas put it on come on 🥺#romance club#anyways#i totally forgot about the güler interaction in his office#i like suddenly started remembering once the scene was starting 😭#i was like....wait a second doesnt he try something....#why is everyone trying to fuck lou#if yall dont back up!#yes she is very pretty but restrain urselves!!#kays warning earlier in the story was so warranted oml#psi
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✿ + karin 😈
PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP. @shegore, accepting.
bold for things i could definitely see or want; italics for things i could see or am unsure of; striked-out for things i don’t want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [your muse] is the good influence / [your muse] is the bad influence / [my muse] is the good influence / [my muse] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [your muse is mines] childhood crush / [my muse is yours] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [from your muses side] / unrequited [from my muses side] / unrequited [from both sides] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [metaphorical] / soulmates [literal] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [on your muse] / cheating [with your muse] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [half] / siblings [step] / [my muse] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [my muse] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [my muse] is a parental figure to yours / [my muse] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [your muse] is taken under mines wing / [my muse] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
#shegore#i was looking for stuff 2 reply to and i saw this in my inbox... Can you log in and write me a starter now please#ive worked so hard... </3#i turned on sakuras playlist and thought so heavily about this#ok i wrote these tags before i actually did the meme but i alr know im gonna put a lot of thought into it so im preempting myself#bcs i like writing some tags before i finish the post#Ok im back. let me give u my thoughts now#so some of these r just like . It objectively makes sense to me if i think about it for 2 seconds#n im not gonna mention those .instead i wanna talk about the ones i think make sense for OUR portrayals ...#so we've already talked about the type of dynamic sakukarin have#Sakuras a good influence on karin just on the basis that she'd make herself a permanent figure in her life#oh karins not leaving her apt shes focused on her work? Sorry sakuras knocking on her door until shes being let in#shes taking plates out and theyre gonna eat this food while its hot . nd no sakura wont talk about how she does the same shit karin does#it was just her birthday a month ago shes allowed to be annoying#fwbs i think 4 them would just be fun. sakuras like i have a free time slot between 3 and 5 can you take your clothes off 4 science#i italicized the unrequited from sakuras part NOT because i want it to happen. but bcs i think it could#sakuras the type to catch feelings and then get her feelings hurt. thats just sth she does becos shes generally not super nice to herself#this wouldnt even have to have anyth to do w karin mind you. sakura would get a crush nd then break her own heart#before karin even noticed sakura liked her. LMFAO#4 antagonistic i crossed out rivals because i just dont see it for them. 2 me its moreso that they complement eachother#y should 2 bad bitches be in competition etc etc etc#god im so good at filling these out when i dont have to be shy about suggesting sth . IDUWHILDWHIUDHWLIUGH#i cant remember how i tagged these....#OOC.#but also i love how you specified karin like this isn't a solo blog
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one time my grandpa pissed me off so badly as a kid and nobody cared/took it seriously so i just left. my ~6 year old self said "fuck this. im out !" and i went into a neighbors yard and hid in their garage (cuz the door was cracked open)
some time later (?? time perception who ??) i was found by said neighbor (who i did not know) going into their own garage. turns out eventually my mom panicked & called the police & a search party started. and would u believe i was literally just. embarrassed.
i was SOOO embarrassed and played dumb SOO hard that to this day, my family is like "haha crazy that ditsy little maria just wandered off like that!" meanwhile i remember SEETHING with rage
#is this anything? does this say something about me ? i—#something something ''they might not remember what you said/did. but theyll always remember how you made them *feel*''#anyway#.txt#personal#hawai'i#had to tag it as a hawai'i moment for the homies who will dm this to me and ask ''oh ? was this when u lived in hawai'i ? bc u know. u live#in hawai'i.'' for the meme of ''maria mentions they lived in hawai'i as a kid at least once a week''#childhood#kids r so wild#they're literally dismissed as ''silly lil guys doing strange lil things''#when in actuality its like. hi hello yeah. i did this maliciously. i literally just Left bc i Wanted my grandad to feel bad#and when u are small and nobody Hears u. you do whatever u think will get them to Listen#drastic small guy times called for drastic measures i suppose#i am also still SOO dramatic. if you were wondering#thankfully. it's been years since i've been around anyone who's made me feel that small and unheard#give it up for creating your own family!!! found family motifs!!!#p.s. i love you hannihole friends. u have changed my life soo much over the past few years. whether u were there for a little or r still#there daily. thank u. i love u#<3333333#i am full of LOOOVE
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I think one of the weirdest signs that I was trans was that I was fine with being called a woman but NOT a cis woman. I felt awful cuz I was like “do I have a problem with people calling me cis even tho I am???” cuz I am NOT someone who minds being called accurate descriptors such as cis. I felt like I just wanted to be special or something even tho that wasn’t it and felt so bad. Something just felt really wrong about being called a CIS woman. Definitely one of the more thought provoking signs I was trans lol
#was it cuz ‘cis’ implied I had accepted it? idk cuz I WAS fine with being a woman (as far as I knew)#just some weird subconscious thing I guess. I remember admitting it to my sister at the time lol#I don’t think there are rlly many other interesting signs for me tbh. except that I only corrected ppl online when they called me he if it#either went on so long that I felt bad for them OR we were arguing and I needed something new for them to be wrong about lmao#but similar to the actual post there is ONE thing I still find interesting. which is I watched a gacha cringe video (some were ridiculous#but I often defended them) and there were some where it said ‘I wish I was a boy so I could be gay’ and everyone’s like being disgusted by#this presumably little girl acting like she’s the creepiest fujoshi ever but LITERALLY I’ve had similar thoughts. anything that starts with#‘I wish I was a boy’ obviously has trans implications even if you don’t like what comes after it lol. but like honestly. I would imagine#myself in relationships with guys (mostly fictional characters as u do) and I just hated the idea that it was straight#like same situation as the post. I felt awful cuz I would be FINE with being straight (which I knew I wasn’t anyways) so why did I need to#be special or whatever? it’s cuz just like the post that WASNT the problem. it just felt wrong to me that I wasn’t a boy. so I BASICALLY#wanted to be a boy so I could be in a mlm relationship just like those gachas. it’s just a roundabout way of realizing ur trans.#to be clear I very much had to imagine myself as a guy (typically another fictional character DUH) in order to enjoy it at all#I just realized this sounds sexual. most of it wasn’t actually but the rest is my business LMAOO
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I must not kill myself I must not kill myself I must not kill myself I must not kill myself I must not kill myself
#when ur aunt at the wedding says I need to talk to you and makes pointed looks in reference to her five year old#and you think ‘ah this is about how she thinks the five year old has adhd as she told me last Christmas and her knowledge I do too’#and u say something vague about helping and always being there and another kid who is the same but don’t say anything clearly#and she says yeah well I’d be happy to pay you#and you suddenly remember that she wanted to pay you to make knock off Taylor Swift merch for her five year old. not discuss her five year#olds mental wellbeing.#and you have to. go to the toilet. to let the embarrassment pass. from this very normal interaction. that you fucked up.#anyway. not even that bad when I write it out. maybe I’m normal.
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ok actually how do people emotionally regulate normally because this shit fucking sucks
#like genuinely if u have tips send them my way because i cant be doin this im fuckin trying to manage over here#im putting in effort not to slip backwards but everythings a strain and it keeps slipping through my fingers#and i just want to be able to do art n talk to friends n i cant manage that#there are things i am letting slip and i know im letting them slip and i feel bad about it#and then suddenly outta nowhere something stupid sends me down like this again#and it literally doesn't matter but one singular passing comment will ruin me for hours#and i need to. not be doing that on top of everything else#nyxtalks#more posts ill delete in like an hour when i get embarrassed huh#when ive balanced out enough again to remember how to feel anything other than this
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