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bugthinker but I just did whatever to him
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#clemart#this hardly qualifies as toontown anymore#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#prethinker#brian ttcc#sorry the text is really small again i got carried away with notes#i have like 3 doodles where i just do whatever to his build for fun. this is the only one ive posted#personally speaking i think doing a build that plays more into the nervous-system (brain) aspect would probably be a bit more fitting#i dont have any ideas on how to do that right now other than just making him wires. which im not opposed to.#i need to send him through horrific experiments and see what it turns him into#color placements could be better but i did this without any other references other than a real life centipede so oh well#looking at this after i finished i realized it looks like his body is clumped together... its supposed to be wrapped around each other#screw ym stupid baka life#i think i once saw someone mention centipede brian. if they are out there... this is partially inspired by that#the other inspiration is just that i think the idea of characters being able to wrap around themself is cool
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Brakul (and any other men with kinship ties to odonii priestesses) has to shave his beard every so often to undergo ritual purification and the results are somewhat unsettling
#He is legally considered Janeys' kin due to sworn brotherhood so#he's got two whole odonii sister in-laws. And any men with kinship ties to odonii have to periodically be purified so as#not to ritually contaminate them. A small part of this is shaving#He hates shaving. Janeys hates him shaved. Faiza thinks it's kinda cute and Couya thinks it's hilarious#brakul red dog#the white calf#ugghhhh I need to do a better job of introducing all these characters but I don't feel like this is a place to make rambling text#posts about them but I don't think my sideblog is either.#Anyone got any questions about any of them willing to ask off anon go for it lol
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blorbachus from my theater productions
#this isn't about anything in particular#i just need to push this text post out like a boat to sea#ancient greece#do you think anyone in greece had any hyper fixations on like#incredibly small characters from epics?#they probably did.
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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haikaveh... save me haikaveh...
i KNOW it's been talked about to death but. the haikaveh research project. it literally haunts my mind. i cannot get over the implications. alhaitham going through his school life as someone that most people dont even really know about because he keeps to himself and doesn't socialize, with kaveh being the one exception to that, finding his way into his life as his Best Friend, and then leading to alhaithams one and only time he participated in a research topic. his bio says he only ever did ONE joint project!!! one!!! the one with kaveh his best friend and i think also his only friend at the time!!!! and then it ended in not only the project falling apart but also alhaithams only friendship. kavehs best friendship. they were each others closest person. they had no family around - alhaithams parents having died when he was young and his grandmother dying before he joined the akademiya, and kaveh's dad dying when he was young and his mom having moved to fontaine. like even if you dont look at it through a romantic lens it's still undeniable how important they were [and are] to each other..........
i'm getting off track but my point is very specifically for alhaitham, the one time he got close to someone, made a friend, even agreed to join one(1) group project ever, it ended in disaster. it led him into a fight so bad that his one and only friend said he regretted that friendship!!!! it was so bad alhaitham left the project and he and kaveh didnt speak for ages until they just happened to run into each other again at the tavern!!!!! like obviously it has to be incredibly awful for both of them but i just think how this probably had alhaitham in the cynical mindset that friendships and collaborations like that might just never work out for him because the one time he let someone into his life, it blew up on him and he was all alone again. even though alhaitham never seems to care much if people dont like him, that clearly cant still apply to someone he was exceptionally close to. like if he didnt care he woudlnt have been the one to take his name off the project and mutually not speak to kaveh...... kavehs words are the ones that hit the most significantly to alhaitham.......... kaveh is said/implied to have had at least some other friends while at school / people knew who he was, but not so much alhaitham. people didnt know him and the ones that did just knew he didnt socialize/he was not easy to get along with. he only had kaveh and then, for a while, he lost him too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the number of times i have reread alhaitham character story 4 and kaveh character story 5. like. dont look at me. kfjsdklfh#on one hand im tempted to think alhaitham would have a fully cynical view of friendship#and be like USELESS NEVER AMOUNTS TO ANYTHING but. i kinda dont think he works like that#well i dont think he would think that either way now but#even in times of friendship breaking up w/kaveh like#alhaitham is very FACTS AND LOGIC and i feel like he would still like#idk. understand the objective value of human companionship. whether or not he feels it works for him#HOWEVER. jkdlhfsd he is also the one who in his other lore bits was like 'grandmother the other children are boring at school'#AT AGE SEVEN god he was probably such an unintentionally funny child. i love u alhaitham u are so neurodivergently coded#so idk i feel like he would have a period where hes like okay. i was alone before and clearly that was the right call bc my 1 friend is gon#even if he does well alone i cant even imagine like. kaveh mustve been a huge impact and difference in alhaithams life#humans need SOME level of socialization!! and kaveh was his.... aughhh god they literally also read as having a bad breakup!!!!!#queer coded TO ME!!!!!! friends to rivals/friends to lovers to enemies to it's complicated..................#but again even if u dont think of it in a romantic sense like it's still so much. they were and are so significant to each other.#their bond is so complex and oughghdhgh they make me go bonkers#i do not think of any other 2 genshin characters so intensely as i do them .what have they done to me. what the fuck.#im alone in my stupid little genshin pit endlessly babbling about these motherfuckers!!!!!!!#and i love them. also i like that one scene in i think cynos 2nd character quest where al and kav r in the library or w/e#and kavehs like wtf no way u dont small talk w/coworkers. and alhaithams like no i just happen 2 hear people but i do not engage#hes so real he likes to eavesdrop but he does NOT want to get involved!!!!!!!!!!!!#also that same scene where kaveh goes 'WTF looking thru these will take FOREVER!!!!' alhaitham: 'ill manage'#kaveh: >:( FINE ILL HELP YOU!!!! like ok he did not ask. silly.#and alhaitham teasing him right after all that. 'teach me to pretend u werent listening' '...' '...' '...' '...HEY STOP IGNORING ME' 'see.'#theyre so goofy. kaveh u walked right into that one. ily.#i love when i talk about characters and it's literally just me going 'wow remember when character x said this. remember when he did that.'#i just love repeating scenes and dialogue and lore over and over and over and offering nothing new to say about it JKFLDSHKLFH#sorry i love them SO much and im bad at drawing and bad at fanfic so i just have to ramble in text posts forever#i do have. a fanfic outlined for them. i am just scared to write it#nothing crazy deep or whatever but yknow. im in a bit of a Funk Right Now dont worry about it#i need a constant stream of alhaitham and kaveh content constantly injected directly into my brain.
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really specific old crossover art i found... first image is the original, second has translated text. translation from here, typesetting and minor edits by me. read from right to left! original image from here. also, if you thought this artstyle looked familiar, this was drawn by the wikipe-tan artist!
#im not normally one to reupload fanart but this is 16+ years old and i do kind of want a backup of it jic#muffin mumbles#and when i say i made small edits in the translation: i just edited rins lines to sound better in english and#to be more true to the line its parodying (general grevious' lines in rots)#and i added the lightsaber sound which according to wikipedia. Thats the offical lightsaber onomatopoeia#ummm final note: i did upscale the art with some pixel art rescaled cuz the original was smallll and the translated text i added was SUPER#crusty. so i needed to make it bigger LOL#me-tan#OS-tan#kagamine rin#kagamine len#general grievous#(? kind of)#star wars#crossover#2000s web#animecore#otakucore#weebcore#idk. if you have any other tag suggestions lmk
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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December 1986. In the wake of the Crisis on Infinite Earths, John Byrne plainly expresses the ugly nativist foundations of Superman's new post-Crisis origin. Contemplating the history and culture of Krypton, which he's just received as a massive telepathic info-dump from a hologram of Jor-El, Superman unequivocally rejects as "ultimately meaningless" every single aspect of his Kryptonian heritage, from language to art to religion. Moreover, he expressly denies that he himself is an immigrant. This is not simply semantic; in Byrne's version, the starship that carries Kal-El to Earth is a "birthing matrix" — an in vitro womb in which Kryptonian embryos are grown — so he's not technically born until he lands on Earth and is decanted by his human parents on American soil:
This is actually Byrne's kindest take on the post-Crisis Krypton in this period: His horrifying 1988 WORLD OF KRYPTON miniseries, drawn by Mike Mignola, presents Jor-El's world as a fallen, postapocalyptic society, ruined, both environmentally and morally, by the degeneracy (a word I use advisedly) of Krypton's last Golden Age. Only Jor-El is presented as having any moral worth, and only because of his interest in the traditions and history of Krypton before the fall, which his father and peers (including Lara) consider distasteful. This questioning of modern Kryptonian culture ultimately gives Jor-El the wherewithal to save his (unborn) son from Krypton, both from its actual destruction and from its soulless corruption of natural human values. Yikes!
It's also worth recalling the status quo that MAN OF STEEL erased. Since 1958, Superman had been part of a diaspora of Kryptonian survivors: Besides himself and Krypto (with whom Byrne later dispensed very harshly), there were the millions of inhabitants of the Bottle City of Kandor, stolen by Brainiac before the destruction of Krypton and later enlarged on the distant planet Rokyn; Supergirl, born on Argo City after Krypton's destruction; the prisoners in the Phantom Zone; the Kryptonian bully Dev-Em and his parents (who later traveled to the 30th Century); and Supergirl's Kryptonian parents (who survived the destruction of Argo City and later settled in Kandor). In his Fortress of Solitude, Superman kept a private journal in Kryptonese. His intimates often referred to him as "Kal," not Clark. He observed, to at least some degree, certain Kryptonian customs, and in moments of stress, he would invoke the name of the Kryptonian god ("Great Rao!"). He was, like many members of real-world diasporas, a man of two worlds — neither wholly of Krypton nor entirely of Earth, but part of both, and an interstellar hero.
The Byrne/Wolfman reboot erased almost every facet of that, and very deliberately. Part of this, of course, was a desire to shake things up for commercial reasons, while part was DC's editorial conviction (mistaken, I think) that allowing any Kryptonian survivors other than Superman himself weakened and undermined Superman as a character. However, as the pages above make clear, it was also a desire to slam the door on the idea of Superman as an immigrant — and, by extension, on the Jewish coding that had been a central feature of the Superman comics mythos for nearly 30 years.
#comics#man of steel#superman#john byrne#dick giordano#note that if you have trouble reading the text of these pages#i've transcribed it in the ALT text#(as i generally try to do with all these comics excerpts)#i also think this take strains credibility#if you learned at 28 that you were from another planet#would you simply shrug it off and say it didn't matter at all?#even if you didn't feel the weight of being the last trustee of millennia of culture#would you dismiss it because you're from kansas#and you don't need any alien crap muddying up#your bucolic small-town midwestern upbringing?#really?#and presenting that decision as noble is deeply reactionary
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Really not enjoying this sudden uptick in random blogs I'm discovering that have me blocked even though I have never seen or interacted with them before.
#three tonight alone#who are you people?#i don't know#why do you have me blocked?#also no clue#there is a small contingent of people#in my main fandom#who blocked me for saying that Genny and Angie are technically related#(which they are)#(it's literally in the text and also now in dffoo even more overtly)#(thanks weiss)#but at least one of these people isn't even in any of the same fandoms as me#so idk what's going on#really didn't need it tonight tho#feels bad man#depression diaries
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good news: after four days, several angry phone calls, and approximately one million dollars, i finally have a working car again
bad news: my top surgery incision opened up under my arm and has been bleeding on and off for 24 hours and it's really fucking gross and it's stressing me out bad
#the trials do not cease.#anyway. i know logically that the incision is Probably Fine. the doctor warned me small spots may open up.#but like. listen. i'm not squeamish. and this little wound did almost make me black out when i discovered it yesterday.#like it's That gross. because it's Deep.#i stuck two bandaids over it and i'm giving it one more day to chill out before i text my surgeon like Am I Dying.#but like. the last thing i need is what looks like essentially an open fucking puncture wound under my armpit.#i do not need an infection or fucking sepsis. dear GOD.#i'm so exhausted yall. things have not fucking stopped and show no signs of stopping any time soon.#izzy.txt
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*gets possessed* okay anyways
#do i even tag this with the rw tags#it's been like. a long time.#uuh y'know what i'll just do like. 2 tags#rainworld oc#iterator oc#this was supposed to me a small simple thing it STARTED with the doodle on the left and. um.#when ur gf gets infected with an uncurable illness that completely cuts off any sort of connection she has with you and her other friends-#and you know she's slowly dying because her last words were trying to tell you to keep yourselves safe and you want to save her so so badly-#but the only cure is her dying and you'd only just managed to convince her to live and now she's going to be gone long before you-#when it was supposed to be the other way around. even if the two of you were working together to change that before everything went wrong#anyways i'm normal i'm so normal abt them. shout out to woemn and also nonbiny people#sorry if the text is hard to read if someone needs me to type it out or smth just tell me 👍
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“A man with no enemies is a man with no character.” black fang verse hehehehehhe
oh? then call him a Dr. Seuss book, because he was FULL of ' character ' . " I like that... is that what you tell yourself in the mirror, to feel better? 'cause me, I'm more of a 'they hate me because I'm beautiful' type of guy, but it's whatever helps you sleep at night ... " loved by some, detested by many, taiyang tseng would not be the most qualified to mediate a conflict; he was, in fact, much better at provoking and escalating them . . . and here he was, face-to-face with a woman HUNTED by his . . . friend ? ( 'friend', perhaps, was a strong word for what Yamazaki Dai was to him. yes, they'd shared a prosperous coexistence in a single turf for a time; they'd shared meals together, and they shared a taste for chaos, at times . . . but they'd also been no stranger to suspicion and thinly veiled threats, and toed the line between business partners or competition . . . what was he to Dai, and what was Dai to he? ) if he were an ally, or a friend, Taiyang should draw his weapon and mean to take this woman down. then, to call the Yamazaki clan and let them carry her off, to dispense whatever punishment their leader decided she DESERVED for her betrayal of the family . . . she'd killed one of their own. but he's still, when he looks at her; except in the eyes. his eyes study her, wondering . . . what was Dai to him ( or rather, to Black Fang ) , and what could Feline be . . . ? WELL, maybe he'd decide she was best off as minced meat on Dai's table, but — there was no harm in getting to know her before he made that CALL . . . " 'hope that's not your way of saying I'm an enemy, though. you can't make enemies with a stranger.
I've heard the rumors, but... there's two sides to every story, right ? "
#tumblr editor is fighting me tonite so i cannot even be bothered to make it do small text.........#asjjaja but iF u decide to do anything with this do feel free to edit it in any way needed < 3#wellfell
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good evening to everyone except a certain few fucking anons
#go fuck yourselves like seriously what the fuck#im so sick of this#this is about the last two anons by the way. i havent gotten any more because i turned off anon asks#if you wanna know why anon asks are off blame those two assholes#seriously that stupid shits been getting to my head#you know why? because every fucking person around here (especially my mum) LOVES to criticise me and accuse me of victimising myself#literally every fucking thing i do is wrong around here down to my hair#all these fucking adults like to bully me about MY hair#fuck you if i want bangs I'll keep the bangs#literally it seems like they're just doing whatever they can to change me into someone else. someone they want#this fucking culture of mine is so shitty i swear to god#like they think that BULLYING you is people being honest with you#and that if someone's nice to you theyre shittalking you behind your back#(honestly considering some of the people i see i wouldn't be surprised)#and im not even doing anything thats WRONG either. im different and not one of these people can tolerate that#yeah my mum sent me a video of a goat with curly hair and implied she thinks my bangs are like that. in a derogatory manner btw#so yeah that's had me pissed and then the fucking anons were also making me pissed#fuck you I'm gonna be as selfish as i want when i post on MY blog#this blog is MINE#I decide what i write and how much i wanna shittalk someone who upset me to get my feelings out. if anyone wants to call me selfish fuck you#and you know what? fuck That Person too. they geniunely messed me up more than they helped me#yes. im still gonna talk about them. im still gonna complain because FUCK YOU I NEED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW OKAY#I NEED THIS SHIT OUT OF ME AND IT GETS BACK INTO MY HEAD SO I NEED IT OUTSIDE#and fuck you anons who gave your unwanted opinion. if you cant say anything nice SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS#i was taken advantage of and manipulated#and apparently I'm the bad guy for small mistakes like excuse me#and then that person even told a friend of theirs once to attack me (over text) like what#i just cant anymore it needs to be fucking out#and im not sorry for complaining about this because this is my blog and i will complain on here. this blog is for ME. for MY happiness.#and as such i will fucking complain shit and i will fucking post my vents because thats the only way i can send these emotions off for good
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I love AbeBooks bc you can absolutely tell who is trying to rip you off
#10 bucks for good condition but 120 for VERY good condition#m&m books u good? have u looked at other listings for this product?#text post#i looked up this book in particular bc i'm watching a youtube video where someone shows this particular edition#they said it's the oldest book they own and internally my competitive ass was like 'i bet i own older books than that ����😤'#and i do. i own a couple books that are before 1891. a small handful#some of them i bought online but some i've stumbled upon in antique stores#if you are looking for old books (not one in particular but just interested in antiquities) i'd say go to an antique store#you will stumble upon some really interesting things and forgotten gems#and probably at not-unreasonable prices#never ever let someone on the internet convince you that just bc something is old it needs to be expensive#some of these things are straight up just not 'rare'#you might not stumble across them everywhere you go but in the age of the online marketplace#it is very easy to find many many copies of any old book u want. unless it had an extremely small print run#if you're looking for something of academic interest especially. ppl are gonna keep an old hamlet floating around#especially if it's not like a mass market paperback#many other sorts of books might fall into obscurity but you'll find that shit at antique stores too
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no stronger bond than between two people who were online friends and then lost touch
she deleted her tumblr in 2022
i hope she knows i still think about her
#she had a different tumblr before that aswell#and she deleted it#but she made a new one a few months later and texted me#she remembered my name#she had made me a spotify playlist dedicated to me with songs that she wanted me to listen to#i was so bad with texting her because i was still socially awkward and didn't know what to say#i should have texted her more#i think about her every now and then#i just went through all of our messages and read them all#she was so sweet#i have no idea what her life is like now#i still have that spotify playlist#im listening to it right now#i could make a playlist for her and tag her in it? is that a thing? do i need to actually send it to her?#i hope i can talk to her again#i want to know about her life#i had a little crush on her for a bit#even though all i knew was her name#and a description she told me of herself of what she looked like#all we ever talked about was small talk about our lives and about music we liked#but it was somehow still so personal#back then i didn't have any other friends#i got so excited when she messaged me#but half the time i was too scared to text her back#i miss her#non fandom stuff
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i. hate feeling like im so starved for social interaction that I'm forgetting how to speak to anyone at all. but because im forgetting how to speak im too scared to reach out to literally anyone
#i just want to like. chat with people every now and then#get any social interaction#because it's actually fucking up my mental health bad that I'm so alone constantly#but how the fuck am i supposed to make friends when i don't know how to have a conversation AT ALL#i need someone who's patient enough to basically hold my hand like a little kid to teach me how to talk again#but how do i FIND people like that when I'm already isolated#i can't ask people to help me meet more people so what do i do#I just want someone i can talk about my system and my interests to but i don't know how to speak so all I do is traumadump or infodump#i don't know how to find someone patient enough to deal with me and i can't just Ask People cause that's fucking weird#and the few times people do reach out even in a small way i dont know how to respond at all my mind just goes blank#what words do i even use i literally can't figure out how to form a normal sentence#nobody wants to deal with that especially when it's only talking through text
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