#do i WANT to?
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happy 25th birthday techno, not a day goes by where the world doesn’t miss you. o7 rest in power
I’ve heard of a sky with a thousand suns
Just beyond a veil.
I’m told the wonder’s beyond reproach
And our world - but a mirror - seems pale.
You left to see those thousand suns
That cast the heaven’s light.
There are no shadows in that world, just endless sunlit skies.
So when my star grows old and pale
And burns out like a lamp
I’ll join you in that land of suns and see you once again.
Here are the closeups, tumblr did in fact eat the original lmao
#technoblade#technoblade25#this tag needs to own tumblr#Anyway spent my time drawing this definitely not crying#Have my tribute I guess#Should i tag the other stuff?#Do I want to?#Digital art#artblog#Phil’s there#Philza#and Tommy and steve#Tommyinnit#steve the esteemed polar bear#Oooh I bet tumblr will eat the quality this canvas was HUGE#Sorry about the ramble I’m sad#And the poem#Apparently rest in power isn’t typically used for non activists#I got the phrasing from a sad-ist tribute#Sorry if it’s considered offensive!#he did so much for so many#So I might leave it as is. He won’t be forgotten#Artblog
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I think Childe's main problem is how he can only hold a singular thought in his head at any given moment.
That thought isn't even always "brawl", sometimes it's a good thought.
(e.g. he analyses political conflicts pretty well)
But there's still only one.
#you need to do better than that in human society#childe#tartaglia#can I go one day without writing three posts about this boy?#absolutely#do I want to?#you tell me
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god i love wilmon so much
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having politics as a special interest is a bit like having a small potted cactus as a comfort object.
#ask to tag#autism#politics mention#like should i carry it around with me everywhere i go?#no.#do i want to?#...yes
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me : omg, I can't believe I'm hallucinating again!! stupid imaginary bugs and smoke figures. It's so weird because I was doing alright for a long time hmmmmmm 🤔
the antipsychotics that have been sitting on my nightstand unopened for months now:
#pupi's ramble#should i take them?#yea#do i want to?#no#hallucinations#risperidone#i hate meds#mental illness#idk#anti psychotics#THE VOICES#THE FUCKING VOICES#i still don't know why i hallucinate#ny doctor said I'm not schizophrenic#but he also said he doesn't know what's going on#thank u sir#really helping here#should i use my experience to write about characters that hallucinate? HMMMMMM
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Snippet Sunday
If you were wondering whether 6b fic would include my favourite trope, this snippet probably answers that question 😅
And its a nice longer one to make up for the lack of one last week.
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“Nope, just wanted to check if Buck said anything about sending someone else to pick up Christopher Diaz?” the nurse queried, nodding towards Bobby.
“Oh,” Moira exclaimed, glancing down at Chris apologetically. “Yes, he called me back just before Principal Sanders asked to speak with me. I’m so sorry, I didn’t think we would take so long.” She turned to Bobby, giving him a quick once over. “What was your name?”
Bobby started, too distracted by the influx of new information to answer immediately.
“Bobby Nash.”
Moira smiled at him, looking more friendly. “Yeah, Buck gave permission for you to get Christopher, that’s all fine. Laura, can you grab the sign-out sheet?”
Buck gave him permission? He was almost certain that nominating a pick-up person would be a privilege extended only to parents, not family friends.
The first woman, Laura, started to click through a tablet that was sitting next to her computer. “Uh, do I write that you spoke with Buck here?” she asked Moira, showing her the tablet.
“Just write that stepdad nominated Grandpa for pickup, that’s fine,” Moira advised easily, smiling warmly at them.
Bobby took the tablet Laura offered him on autopilot, his mind completely stuck on stepdad and grandpa. Seeing it written out in black and white on the screen did not help his bewilderment.
#9-1-1#writing#fanfic#6b fic#can i write a story without misunderstandings?#probably#do I want to?#not really#they're far too much fun :D
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guys i just finished up “A Shop for Killers” and there is BARELY ANY FICS PLEEEEEEASE
#i know i can write them myself#do i want to?#no#why?#im lazy#SOMEONE WRITE THEM FOR MEEEEE#*ro fr#a shop for killers
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My toxic trait is I’ll see a kind of writing that I don’t want to do, but I’ll still think “if I did write one of those it would be way better than this”
#this is about x reader fics#do I want to?#no#do I think I would do it better than 98% of the ones I see?#yes
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yes you do. every single action you have taken up to this point will lead to him detesting you. you want him to hate you as much as you hate yourself. you want everyone to want you dead as much as you want yourself dead. you’re an open fucking book, and i’m the only person who cares enough to skim your pages.
He doesn’t have to know that. Nobody else has to know that.
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...Oh, I actually don’t show anything.
hm.
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as time goes on i see so much more positive mindset in the world. it feels like the world is growing out of its edgy phase, like all the 2010s dark humor is washing down the river. it feels like we as a people are healing. and if that healing is in the form of vine booms and random sound effects, i will take that over the suicidal jokes that stopped being jokes after a while.
idk stop saying “kms” or “i want to die” or any of that. it’s funny when it’s funny but when that is your immediate thought when something happens, stop and take a minute. think about why you keep saying that and really let yourself breath for a moment.
surround yourself with good things. and that includes your thought processes.
#this was originally a happy post#but it got me thinking#when im struggling I say Kms a lot#but whenever I do I stop myself#because do I really want to do that?#do I want to?#no#no I dont#im better and I’m recovering and I want to live#and I think most people do#and once we start being kinder to ourselves even in our speech#we start to become better as a people#the rare og text post#tw sui joke#tw sui ideation
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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i’ve started babysitting for a VERY christian family which is great because they pay me a lot of money but as someone who was raised almost completely agnostic it’s kind of insane. the 2 year old keeps asking me to read her stories from the bible. (why are we reading david and goliath to a 2 year old????) the 5 year old told me today that he was going to bring his legos to heaven with him. he also has repeatedly told me that the lego spaceships he builds are stronger than jesus. (not sure what to say to that. do i deny it??? are things allowed to be stronger than jesus??) had to stop myself mid sentence today because i almost told them im not going to heaven which would DEFINITELY have caused several meltdowns. they’re also both completely fascinated by my nose ring
#i also had to tell them no today because mom said no tv and they DESPERATELY wanted to watch a 4-dvd set of recorded sermons#religious children are terrifying. i do get sundays off tho so#personal
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stuck between "psychological horror statement" and "objectively the funniest thing you could say to your real flesh and blood dad" in the father's day card aisle
#🐉#im not gonna send either of them to my dad because i value my peace and safety but i really was tempted by the second one#'why do you have to send a card to your dad i thought you hated that guy' well the thing is one time i forgot#when i was like. ten. and his reaction was not something i ever want to relive.
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