#dizzy's hyperfixations
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vampzxi · 2 years ago
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music recs?
omg. kisses whoever asked me this. i have a bunch of music so just walk with me here. i'll sort it because i have so many recs um. im very passionate about this hollon (kpop is at the bottom bc i know not everyone listens to it...im not a kpoppie guys i swea)
hip hop
count me out - kendrick lamar (literally my most listened to artist, i saw him live a few months ago. i love that man) (when i saw letitia post herself to this song i literally exploded im not even playing)
anything by SMINO (none of my friends listen to him but he is truly my fav hip hop/r&b artist)
ringleader man - t pain (he can sing his ass off, okay.)
vent -baby keem
three man weave - injury reserve
PRIDE. - kendrick lamar
swimming pools - kendrick lamar
litterally ANYTHING by ice spice (i am a munch.)
CORSO - tyler, the creator
collard greens - schoolboy Q (my mom would play this every day when she dropped me off at school in 3rd grade,,,its ingrained in me)
???? - bktherula (yes that is the song name) (that woman is so fucking fine.)
cold - rico nasty
realer - megan thee stallion (wife.)
ftn - hook (hook is an amazing artist, no skips)
super bass - nicki minaj (listen...this used to be my shit)
r&b/soul (fav category)
how many drinks? - miguel (i was gonna write a shuriri fic on this)
moonlight - kali uchis (i love love love kali uchis like you're gonna have to pry her from my cold dead hands.)
i want war (but i need peace) - kali uchis
fue mejor - kali uchis and SZA
terrified - childish gambino
sure thing - miguel
he's mine - mokenstef (i was also gonna write a shuriri fic on this...)
distraction - kehlani (despite not listening to her much this song always gets stuck in my head when i'm on the phone with @letitias-fav LMAO)
wild irish roses - SMINO (my boy...)
ALL MINE. - brent faiyaz (comphet crush...)
the sweetest taboo - sade (throwback but her voice is beautiful)
clouded - brent faiyaz
candy - doja cat
come on - jhene aiko (my first fic was to this song)
SZA's entire Ctrl album (a masterpiece)
anything by The Internet!! (please listen to them. they deserve more recognition)
PRBLMS - 6LACK
blame it - jamie foxx (listen....)
just a stranger - kali uchis
after the storm - kali uchis
girls need love - summer walker
like a tattoo - sade
to zion - lauryn hill (my mom named me after this song :3)
4 page letter - aaliyah
alternative
liquid smooth - mitski (literally about how women in society have an "expiration date", referring to beauty standards, and she's begging someone to take her before she "expires". i love this woman)
brand new city - mitski
carnage - jazmin bean (her and mitski shouldnt be in the same category but wtv...)
security! - ekko2k (kind of a joke because i jokingly told my friend i like men moaning in my ear and he gave me this song LMFAOOO)
feel good inc. -gorillaz
come home - willow smith (her music is beautiful)
the louvre - lorde (i love lorde)
akasaka sad - rina sawayama
caraphernelia - pierce the veil (i was going thru a lot when i was 12 ok.)
money machine - 100 gecs (i like how disorganized their music is...and i know this is from 2020 leave me alone)
ringtone - 100 gecs feat. charli XCX
kpop
disclaimer! i am not heavily involved in kpop communities because some of you niggas are CRAZY!! please don't jump me for my taste, i love my life. i am a casual listener.
heart attack - chuu (i love chuu)
love cherry motion - choerry
nxde (G)I-DLE
naughty - red velvet (LOONA and red velvet are my top 2)
kingdom come - red velvet (beautiful vocals)
russian roulette - red velvet
birthday - red velvet
BYE BYE - red velvet
feel my rhytm - red velvet
beg for me - red velvet
28 reasons - seulgi
tinnitus (wanna be a rock) - TXT (its afrobeats okay..)
i have SOOOOOO much more so if anyone wants a playlist just say the word. i didnt even include my afrobeats in here bc i didnt want it to be too long HAHAHA. but i LOVEE music. please let me know if you listen to any of these! and PLEASEEE give me more music to listen to! i'm always looking for recs <3
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pira-vampz · 4 months ago
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HA, YOU GUYS DON'T GET TO ESCAPE THE DIZZY EDITS >:3
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bread-is-my-life · 2 months ago
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Chat stainmight makes my head dizzy/srs I need to take a sec hold on
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thatstaroneanon · 10 months ago
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After much waiting: my anonsona :D
I spent way too long on this...
He can see the events of the au through the star they're holding (thus why it's glowing red :]]
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raytorosaurus · 2 years ago
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I have seen maybe half a season of TUA and didn’t read the comics so let me tell you seeing those panels where Vanya is yelling “We belong on that stage” (and in reference to herself and her taller blonde bass-playing brother) drawn in profile with literally Gerard’s haircut and outfit was a big shock to the system. I never even considered that he’d inserted elements of himself and his bandmates into TUA except for a bunch of weird edits people made comparing how much Aiden Gallagher looks like Frank but now I feel like I really need to read it.
im really looking forward to rereading all of the comics after this semester's over because i haven't done that since volume 3's run ended and i'll definitely make more coherent posts about it then but like. it's really really interesting to compare to all of gerard's other art because he is just...so distinctively him, even across different mediums and genres. tua and mcr and hesitant alien and kjna and his visual art etc etc etc like his artistic fingerprint is stamped so boldly and unapologetically all over them and that's something i really love about him. like his art, love it or hate it, is sooooo genuine always. even when he's purposely imitating other artists, he's very consciously doing it in his own voice, putting his own spin on it.
when i say tua and mcr are completely separate projects i mean it - i don't think one should only ever be discussed in relation to/in the context of the other - and, above all, tua is certainly not like...autobiographical, or a direct representation of real people/events. it's led by gerard but it has a different creative team than mcr does and that really shows as well - i definitely wanna talk ant this when i have more time but part of the reason im not sold on conweap as an album is because it's too umbrella academy - it's really evident that gerard was working on both of them at the same time, and letting one influence the other too directly. mcr's a band, not a Gerard Project, and umbrella academy is largely a duo (w gabriel bá), so they can't just be transplanted onto each other yk.
anyway I'm rambling but all this to say - tua isn't meant to be "about" mcr any more than bullets is "about" 9/11. but gerard's life was changed and shaped by his experiences in the music scene throughout his life, by dropping everything and living as a penniless artist, by becoming suddenly (in)famous, and that really shines through in tua. he says he drew inspiration from touring band life to write a dysfunctional family, and the dehumanising effects of fame and attention, and of being categorised and scrutinised on a private or public level, are huge themes - as is addiction, mental health, complicated grief.
like...i actually got into mcr through the tua comics lmaooo. i read volume 1 because of wonderful @blackmoldmp3 talking about it and immediately said oh. i need more from this dude's brain right now. and i was soooo not disappointed haha. i really am obsessed with quite a lot of the things gerard is also obsessed with as an artist. the particular themes and imagery and scenarios he's fixated on are really very consistent throughout everything he does - only the way they're discussed or portrayed does change over time. i don't rly subscribe to the idea of gleaning specifics abt artists' personal lives from their works because, beside all else, it just does them a huge disservice (that's my number one gripe with the popular talking pounts around hes alien and frank's solo work in particular; however "confessional" you wanna read art as, it's still art that was created with skill and intent.)
anyway that's way off topic dkfnfj. what i do love about this kind of thing is looking at distinct creations in the context of the rest of an artist's body of work. like...yeah, gerard's said there's a lot of mikey in klaus. has dressed similarly to vanya and the kraken and the seance at times etc etc. has compared himself to the rumor, because she's the one he relates to most. puts a lot of his familiar ideology surrounding music and performance into vanya. puts angry teenage vanya in a shitty punk band with her disillusioned teenage brother on bass, and puts a classical music prodigy in a punk band as an excellent guitarist, writing songs about killing the president etc etc. i could go on! because these things are just scattered everywhere through the comic, just like all of gerard thematic and aesthetic and ideologic fingerprints.
so what's reallyyy interesting to me is looking at umbrella academy as something gerard wrote on the road with mcr across multiple years. volume one was released while the tbp world tour was ongoing, and volume two only a few months after. the progression of parade -> tua -> conweap -> danger days is SOOOO fascinating to me, especially because one of the things that really works about danger days imo is the way it kind of shakes off some of the tua-style gritty cynicism and returns to mcr's defiant, extravagant theatricality. if you go through tua with a fine-tooth comb you'll definitely find the most direct comparisons to conweap, in terms of mcr. the way dd approaches the themes it has in common with tua is just.....so different, and so so mcr. and then you can see the at times self-referential development on those things in hesitant alien - AND THEN VOLUME 3 COMES AROUND AND LIKE. AUUUGGGGHHHHH the change and growth there is SO apparent. btw i don't mean "growth" "progression" etc in this post to mean "improving" - i just mean change and development in a neutral sense, bc it's so interesting to see it laid out there in an artist's body of work. but like. man it makes me crazeeee actually the way gerard picked tua back up....almost certainly around the same time mcr started discussing a potential reunion. and the way that foundations revisits and reconceptualises mcr's existing catalogue is paralleled in the way vol 3 of tua is, like...........like there's so much life lived there, between those things. gerard's even said he's changed his plan for the ending (if we ever see it 🥲) because he has more compassion for his own characters now and doesn't want to see them broken down for good. he says he's gotten better at listening to other people - for starters, he's a lot more conscious of his own subconscious racism/whiteness that came through at times in the original run and has expressed regret for that (namely, the entire main cast being white, with a couple of side characters being uncomfortably stereotyped).
but just like. augh. im not gonna lie man i have no idea what i've just typed im sorry it's probably so rambly bc I'm so dizzy rn and definitely am not gonna proofread it or whatever skdjfj but. I LOVE ART! I LOVE ARTISTS! I LOVE DIVING DEEP INTO AN ARTIST'S BODY OF WORK AND WATCHING THEM REINVENT THEMSELF AND/OR DOUBLE DOWN ON THEMSELF (SOMETIMES FOR BETTER, SOMETIMES FOR WORSE). obvs this fandom genuinely does have a big issue with invasive/un-self-aware parasocial behaviour but there's a difference between that and like. getting obsessed with a particular artist. that's so normal and in fact necessary to life imo. i think every artist literally has to have ppl like that i can't imagine any other way to live it's just a specific type of human connection at a distance baby. don't get me wrong tho i also wanna chew on his thigh. anyway.
my god. how did i get here what even was your question. tua. yes it's crazy. it's not for everyone for sure but it has enough of the shit that makes me crazzzzyyyyy that it got me into mcr which made me crazierrrr so. yes i can recommend. especially if ur like me and lovvvve stories that are a little bit fractured by design. that dance around big parts of the story, where there's as much significance in an absence or in a tiny background detail than there is in any dialogue or action scene. most of the criticism i see of tua is about the pacing but like. to my tastes it's a really great use of the comic medium yk? lmk if you want content warnings or something there are plenty skdjfj.
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briteningbolt · 5 months ago
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Am I the only one who thinks Eduardo is underrated?
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astrolionking · 1 year ago
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Creek x Barb
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Hippie Boyfriend x Scary Rock Girlfriend for life
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dizzykitteh · 1 year ago
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WAHOO!
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c-kiddo · 2 years ago
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i lov how th Ava illustration im working on is turning out so far, like its super cool, but my stupid brain lost motivations and started a million other things instead so . . . hold me accountable lads. posting this so i am accountable. i will finish the drawing
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8aji · 2 years ago
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im a lil embarrassed that most of the posts ive posted (duh) as of late were text posts abt me being sick LMFAO n it feels silly to write this but i think i may log out of this acc for a lil while at least on mobile <3
#not being able to write is making me feel a lil dizzy dizzy#a lil embarrassed a lil 'i do not belong' ya know???#hm yeah i also need to get off my phone bc i start uni next week and i need to wake up early and im soooo stressed bc of another uni thingy#so...i will be deactivating 😔👊#im joking im joking#ofc i wont deactivate i think my shrink would kill me if i did anyway /hj#she was the once that convinced me to make the writing blog#but rn the internet doesnt feel good to me and i need to be more present and more real and prioritise other aspects of my life#i wanna be more stable and journal and move my body and read books bc i like the feeling of the paper and and#i had the sweetest ask ever about my book recs and i was also a lil embarrassed to respond bc im not much of a reader but i try TT#anyway !! aside from this mildly incoherent ramble which i loved writing ngl#i havent been writing a lot and i think ive lowkey un-hyperfixated on tr and jjk so the inspo isnt inspoing#and tbh that feels a lil awful to say bc tr has taught me so many things and helped me grow and im so painfully in love with shin but idk#idk what happened i think i just hit a lil bump in the road of life and the stress has me focused more on real life and other things than#my darling beloveds. and im sure itll pass like most things in life i will feel good again#but rn it doesnt. i havent even caught up with the latest ep of tr :') but nonetheless writing is one of my truest loves as well#so i will comeback hopefully with a few stories mapped out including a lil gojo series and all that fun jazz :D#i have shin naoto izana gojo and toji in store !! and tbh im not ready to just leave them all behind#ANYWAY OKAY this' gone for too long LMFAO but thank u if u read till here i think i needed to rant#that means ill probably be less active than im already am but ill be back !!#still i dont think this exactly qualifies as a hiatus so i wont mark it down as such wait is this a semi-hiatus??? lmfao idk but eh 🤷‍♀️#i love love love love love yall so so so much and forevever and always will#MWAH#<3
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shinehyuk · 2 years ago
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really really sorry for not being active on here but i just haven't had motivation for anything these days and that probably won't pass until sometime after christmas :(
school's been a bother and i've just been feeling weird these days?? i'm not sure why.
if you see me disappearing again, know that I'm fine, just unmotivated, tired and confused 🙏 <3
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vampzxi · 2 years ago
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Hope someone ain't ask this yet, but what's *your* favorite book?👀
you just opened a whole can of worms let me tell you.
as i said in other asks, im very indecisive LMFAOO but i've narrowed it down to a few
Legendborn ; Tracy Deonn
OH MY GOD this book is literally amazing like whoever wrote it needs they ass ate (thank you Tracy). i've yet to read the sequel, unfortunately, but i've heard nothing but good things about it. idk how to give you a summary without spoiling the whole thing LMFAO but here's the official summary
The Lunar Chronicles ; Marissa Meyer
let me tell you. i am a WHORE for a good fairy tale retelling (see Legendborn above). and the Lunar Chronicles does this perfectly oh my goodness. it takes place in this futuristic, dystopian society. and each book is about a different fairy tale character (cinderella, little red riding hood, rapunzel, sleeping beauty, evil queen) and the entire series is so. amazing. i'm so bad at giving summaries LMAO. but i got the box set for my birthday and when i tell you i almost did a fucking backflip. PLEASE READ IT i need people to infodump to.
The Gilded Ones ; Namina Forna
i still haven't read the sequel. but me and this book got history. my mom bought it for me years before i read it. i read the first few pages and put it down bc i wasn't interested. but that was before @letitias-fav came over to my house and told me to read it. and at first i was like "lol okay wtv" and then i actually read it and OHH MY GODD that book is amazing.  its abt this girl with gold blood and they send her away in an army to die but then she gets abducted by the monsters they’re fighting and then boom! they find out something so jarring. im so bad at summaries sorry LMAO BUT READ THIS BOOK!
those are my top 3 as of right now...bc this post would be really long if i did all my top faves. but if you want more then let me know!
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pira-vampz · 6 months ago
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Here's the mandatory gay month edit chat :33
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lunarflare64 · 14 days ago
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Oh, interesting thing happened yesterday! Our system communication has gone to shit (starting to wonder if we even want to work on it, its so taxing), we have no idea who we are right now (we do know we're not who we're about to talk about tho, which is funny), but yesterday we accidentally triggered a switch that we IMMEDIATELY noticed, because we went from Being Very Normal About Sonic The Hedgehog to Being Very Normal About Banban in the span of like, ten seconds. It was such a rapid switch it was jarring for us, especially because we haven't noticed a switch in like, 9 months or so. The switch trigger was us sticking our tongue out, which is fucking hilarious, they're just THAT easy to call out
This is gonna make navigating both of our hyperfixations so much easier, because before we were kinda panicking about losing one, but now that we know its two different people's hyperfixations we can work on time management so they both can get our dopamine fix. Variety there is good because the rest of us can get really fucking bored sometimes
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kindafooey · 16 days ago
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nooooooo..........
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onelastorm · 3 months ago
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do you ever read a fic about your fav character that just makes you feel so many emotions that you end up wanting to throw up (IN A POSITIVE WAY)
I just. read some fics and man I think I'm dying, I started feeling dizzy just from how much I enjoyed them it's just 😭😭😭😭 THE WAY THIS PEESON WROTE HIM NEKWMSMDMKA im gonna die. /vpos. crying shaking throwing up
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