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so where are all the celebrities who prayed for i*rael? where???
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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anyone remember when a zionist on twitter recounted an incident that they claimed had happened on october 7th but turned out they were lying through their teeth, and even worse, the reported incident was actually from the sabra and shatila massacre? anyone keeping count of how many times zionist pigs rehash the vile, cruel things they've done to palestinians only substituting themselves in as the victims of the story? isn't it remarkable that any evidence of examples of the incomprehensible evil and violence that they swear by to justify everything they've done since october always turns out to be distinctly absent from reports of october 7th, and always present in reports of daily palestinian life for decades now?
#rationally i understand what goes into shaping up human beings this disgusting but i don't think i'll ever fully grasp it#how can your heart and soul be so fucking filthy#to inflict suffering of this magnitude and then project that bloodthirst on your victims#using their very own testimonies to lie about them. fucking how do you become this disgusting#read about sabra and shatila. all of it every gruesome detail you need to know
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"you can't defend regulus and not defend snape"
actually, yes, i can. watch me.
snape was a child abuser, who regularly insulted, embarrassed and physically injured his students on a daily basis. he only was part of the order bc he had an unhealthy obsession with his childhood bestfriend, who he called a slur on several occasions. who he, on top of trying to kill her husband, didn't care about her child or family until her life was in danger. he only became "good" when the woman who had rejected him several times might have been injured. he was such a terrible teacher and human being, that one of his student's BIGGEST FEAR was him. he was racist and a blood supremecist, even though he was a half a blood himself. he was not "morally gray", he was a horrible person.
regulus black was forced to become a death eater by his family, and in the end, betrayed voldemort and gave up his life to try to end the war. he loved his house elf, and did everything to make sure kreacher made it out alive. he was not an abuser, he was the abused.
so, yes, i can defend regulus and not defend snape.
#harry potter#marauders#snape hater#i will never defend him#he was a disgusting excuse for a human being#regulus black#regulus deserved so much better#anti snape#pro regulus
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The Capiton, Star edition (2286)
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i saw someone doing the Capitol Magazine once and i thought it was brilliant, so i did my version. We all agree that Effie was a junior model since a very young age, right? A real real Diva since childhood -the capitol darling, the newest golden apple of Panem
credits of the idea: @sunsets12
#the capitol darling#effie trinket#hunger games#thg sotr#the capitol propaganda#young!effie#if you found the ‘we have a crush on Effie’ comment disturbing#congratulations you are a decent human being#i took it from a real magazine article about a child and it was disgusting#thg series#the hunger games#thg fanfiction#hayffie#thg#the capiton
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hello there, angel
[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash is sitting facing the viewer and holds a rose between his clasped together hands, but he’s looking to the left, upwards, at Wolfwood, with an awed expression. Wolfwood hovers over him with wings sprouting from his back. He has a cigarette lit between his lips, his arms and legs are crossed, and he looks back at Vash with a neutral expression. The both of them are covered in a blue shadow, casted by Wolfwood and his hovering form, while warm light hits the back of his wings and over Vash’s legs. Small feathers sits next to Vash. End ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#this is not meant to mean anything btw i just wanted to draw wolfwood as an angle#i love angel and follower depiction but i also think wolfwood is just the most angelic human being ever#he was sent to guide him... he protects him... he Saved him#i mean they both just think of each other as the most good they've seen in the world in a really long time#and in turn makes themselves coil and feel a little more disgusted with themselves. but they're also so Good to each other that they can#start to believe that they can be that good too.#they love each other so much and theyve never loved anyone else like this before so i can just imagine the heights their love can reach#endless pouring of affection in a way they can only keep to their own chest in fear they'd never be able to let go otherwise#that is to say i just feel like they'd worship each other and it's probably excessive but i feel like they both really deserve it#i did not even mean to go on that tangent but back on topic -- i just love angel wolfwood depiction in a way that's Normal......#need more of vash saying cheesy shit like youre my light wolfwood!!!! and wolfwood beating the shit out of him like WHAT ARE YOU SAYING!!!#which is why i have a tablet in the first place. my mission in the world...#ruporas art
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Dream being like "viewing tommys mom as a separate person was a mistake" (not a direct quotation) is so flabergasting to me. Cuz is she not a separate person??? Does he not see people as people but as parts of somebody else???
#dream smp#dreamwastaken#dream situation#dream#dream neg#mcyt tubbo#mcyt dream#tommyinit dsmp#tommyinit mcyt#mcyt tommyinnit#tommyinnit#tubbo#like this is so dehuminazing and in this case sexist wtf#sexism#how does he not see the issue#with how far up he is his own ass one would think he would hear himself#dream neg and its just talking about him#jack manifold#aimsey#also him calling Tubbo Tommy is in no way a mix up of names#he is treating Tubbo like he is a part of Tommy instead of a human being which is disgusting
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— I can feel your unconditional love all the time, in my mind and it scares me. I can't take that away from you, Charles. Because I'll let this rottenness of mine consume you and I won't be able to bear to see the wreckage. Because I'll love you back with everything I have and it will destroy you because everything I touch dies.
#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#cherik#cherik fic#theyre soulmates your honor#and so depressive#idk i'm just obsessed and this came up#I don't know if it's out of character but I also don't care because their anguish is the best and worst thing about human existence#xmen#GAYS#a small reference to the comics although I've never read them#and I probably will never read it because the rumors about Charles being disgusting/a bad person scare me#do i write about them? i want to write about them#reading with Erik's voice is much more fun#erik lensherr x charles xavier#erik you need to be happy but that's basically impossible because you're gay and traumatized and the love of your life is Charles Xavier#excerpts#It's all about love#fanfics#fypage
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People are so disgusted about the very idea of old people fucking. Damn, sorry you're gonna grow old and miserable about your sex life due to societal stigmas. Couldn't be me.
#if I grow old and I wanna fuck I'm gonna do so in a healthy and consensual way! Or I'll masturbate!#why would I not want to??? (other than being ace but we're playing devil's advocate here and today the devil thinks about having sex)#why let society teach you and younger people that becoming old is disgusting and you can't even be intimate with your partner(s)???#soo fucking fake. like ngl I appreciate ''weird'' episodes like in bob's burgers where they discuss this#when Linda's parents moved into a community of swingers and they were all old. NORMALIZE OLD PEOPLE FUCKING!!#THEY'RE STILL HUMANS!!!!
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good old times
#invincible#invincible show#invincible fanart#mark grayson#nolan grayson#debbie grayson#fan art#artists on tumblr#digital art#sketch#doodle#my art#i headcanon that mark was THE ugliest baby ever and nolan's immediate reaction to seeing mark was the most disgusted 'ew' of all time#mainly bc i think it would be the funniest thing ever actually#then he gets attached and is like 'how did this happen. he is so ugly'#nolan grayson: mark may be an ugly baby. but he is MY ugly baby#sorry i have actual deep thoughts about this show but i have to meme on it or else it becomes a little too depressing#nolan being clueless about kids. esp human kids is another hc#humans are so fragile so i must bundle my part human child in winter clothes in the middle of spring <- nolan's thought process#debbie thinks it's cute#making myself depressed knowing how this family turns out#whatever nolan wins the most divorced man award. i need debbie to explode him#what could have been scenarios always get me because like. what if nolan stopped being constipated and had a rational thought for once#if he was able to see how insane the viltrumite way of life was and was able to properly cope with breaking away from it...
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What in the unholy fuckity fuck is this shit
Spotted some sort of TERF shit in the wild today 🤢
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CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS PLEASE HE CANNOT BE FUCKING SERIOUS NO ONE IS THAT IGNORANT
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#I don't even want to get political on here#but i couldnt ignore this#elon musk#is a disgusting human being#donald trump
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Like, the reason I'm always suspicious of people going, "I'm not transphobic, I can't be transphobic! I'm attracted to/date trans people!" is that there is a huge difference between seeing trans people as your inherent equal that you happen to sometimes also feel attraction toward and seeing them as objects to own and dehumanize through any means necessary.
And if the only reason you can see for why you aren't transphobic is that you're so attracted to us, then (in my eyes) you are the latter.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#inspired after seeing somebody go 'im not transphobic i was in a nine-year relationship with one of you!'#like... just because you date trans people doesn't mean you see us as your equals if that makes sense#the fact that you use that relationship to show that you aren't disgusted by us shows to me that you don't see trans people as equal humans#like no it isn't transphobia to be attracted to us inherently. but i think it is transphobic to be like...#...'this means i am enlightened/can never be trabsphobic because i date you people!!!'...#...attraction and not being transphobic doesn't work that way????
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Oh come on! So Avatar is just Dances With Wolves meets A Princess Of Mars with the prose of Robert Heinlein, that doesn't make it "hot garbage". After all, there's no such as an "original story". If you wanted an original story, you would need to go back in time to stop the Epic Of Gilgamesh being put to tablet or The Iliad being written to scroll. Regardless, Avatar is still a good, enjoyable movie.
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Lily Orchard, let me say this thing, this teeny, tiny, little thing, from the very bottom of my heart:
GO TO HELL.
#lily orchard#plasma lily#solid lily#lily orchard critical#anti lily orchard#screw lily orchard#lily orchard is a hack#lily orchard is a bad critic#avatar#the rocky horror picture show#richard o'brien#lily orchard is a fake leftist#lily orchard is an assimilationist#lily orchard is vile#lily orchard is evil#lily orchard is a disgusting human being#lily orchard hates lgbtq+ creators#lily orchard sends death threats#lily orchard wishes harm on queer creators
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your honour i love them
#transformers#tf#transformers au#tf au#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#Unorthodox AU#i love them because the dynamic would just be like 'a former radio broadcaster who is a father of 4 adopted children'#and 'a scientist who creates disgusting ass creatures and being a genocidal maniac'#i think it's funny and cute#also because i can finally draw Shockwave carrying Soundwave#human transformers#<- I NEARLYS FUCKISBG FORGOT ABOUT THIS FUCKKK KILL ME /JOKE
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GENERAL HOSPITAL ― S61E210
#general hospital#kristina x blaze#kraze#mine#yesss kristina u go girl#natalia is such a disgusting human being
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