#discover all the sadness there
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why is my favorite thing to do to take my favorite characters and consider in what ways they are sad
#like. I'm not going AGAINST canon I'm just saying#lucy's POV is very limited and unreliable. go off girl you're the unreliable narrator of my dreams.#her perceptions of people are often wrong/incomplete! she didn't even figure out that Lockwood was suicidal#until the literal last book in the series. if I didn't have show/mutuals context and was just going off lucy's narration in the books#I may not have even realized until then. (btw go OFF Mr. Stroud writing a narrator like lucy??? iconic)#all I'm saying is that there's nothing that says I can't dig really far into Holly's backstory and psyche and#discover all the sadness there#lonely girl waking up and realizing she's alive and not knowing why. maybe it took her a long time#to really feel alive and not like one of the ghosts her team used to fight#mayhaps#Lu rambles#L&c
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still supremely disappointed that Jiang Cheng did NOT have a sexy torture dungeon. What a sad miserable time!
All the antis promised me he'd have a super sexy torture dungeon where he tortures poor innocent demonic cultivators to death, and I gotta say, this was a disappointing find to discover there was no torture dungeon.
Or dungeon at all.
#I mean I guess this is my own fault#MY og blorbo tore out the tendons of like 4/6 of his students that HE raised from orphaned childhood#and they all formed a love shifu cult anyway#so I was PRIMED to love a guy who has a maladjusted torture dungeon#anyway#jiang cheng#he's got no torture dungeon and wwx is so sad to discover this#just as sad as me
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#ned the piemaker#pushing daisies#WAS ANYONE GOING TO TELL ME ABOUT THIS SHOW OR WAS I JUST GOING TO HAVE TO DISCOVER ITS DELIGHTFUL WHIMSY ALL BY MYSELF#lee pace#cringefail king over here#this show having only 2 seasons is a travesty of epic proportions#when is this show taking place? where does it take place? what drugs were they on writing the scripts because no one talks like that?#I DO NOT CARE#this man has the most chronic case of big sad wet eyes ive ever encountered its debilitating
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Easy fix - Ford kills Stan with the crossbow, but while working on bringing him back Ford notices Stan has multiple other health problems, injuries and illnesses, from his life on the road, involvement with gangsters, and not being able to afford medical care. In the canon timeline he would have to deal with these things by himself very slowly over 30 years, keeping them secret and "self-medicating" a lot. In this timeline, Ford thinks "If I don't just bring him back, but bring him back IMPROVED, he'll have no choice but to forgive me! Right?...Right?"
Anon this is GENIUS, I’ll be using this from now on ty <3
#bora answers#this has such sad implications#ford discovering all these ailments and he feels responsible for every single one#:(
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Creature comforts
#spent a long time fiddling with the colors and then discovered how lovely it looks in monochrome#anyways auuuuuuuuughhhhh these two are all i can think about#my art#my ocs#splatoon#trito#kinoga#splatoon ocs#octoling#I've been drawing trito so sad lately...............gwah..................#painting#tritonoga
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paul by big thief (masterpiece, 2016)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ thank you @fionnagallagher and @shamelesscreencaps for the screencaps ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
#sign.... i shouldve been studying#maybe one day ill learn how to edit videos and ill make a video version of this one#i tried to make all the memories extra warm and vibrant and sad heartbroken moments all blue/gray tones i hope you guys noticed it?#also while hes remembering the memories are all in descending order so s4 bar fight then s3 leaving ned beat up behind and then s1 <33#anyway theyre soulmates#john wells 2015 season 5 finale the hollywood reporter interview:#“[mickey leaving is sad] but it [also] may be an interesting time for Ian to discover how important Mickey was in his life”#"It’s that thing that often happens when you’re younger: you have a relationship that’s really difficult and passionate and messy and...#...then you go away from it and you discover the rest of the world and sometimes you come back to that first person anyway”.#shameless#shameless us#shamelessedit#gallavich#gallavichedit#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#big thief#og.
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I cant imagine new people joining the fandom now that tsc is out and imagine people being able to read all five aftg books at the same time??? They will never get the feeling of finishing the third book and thinking it’s the final final and then discovering there’s the EC (that doesn’t exist anymore rip) and then Nora disappearing for years and suddenly back with news of a new book of a couple that was so good the author came back to make them canon and then us just waiting for news and everything and I’m so glad to be here when history was made and to experience everything I wouldn’t have it any other way
#sad I missed the period where Nora was answering asks on aftg when the EC is first created but glad I was here before it was destroyed#but I love how I got to explore the fandom and fanfics and everything before tsc because now everything is crazy and I’ve never seen so#many new content and stuff and I feel like a veteran going back to war#like I cant imagine a world where I only discover aftg after tsc like that’s crazy#imagine knowing Jean is going to be alive imagine knowing the ending to tkm that’s crazy#just so glad I was here for a few years before tsc#and I’ll never forget all the good fanfics I read that’s now removed like#anyways#aftg#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#aftg series#aftg fandom#aftg incorrect quotes#andrew minyard#neil josten#andrew joseph minyard#tsc and aftg supremacy#tsc#the sunshine court
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Man.
#just discovered another old (and i mean OLD) moot of mine had blocked me#and im so. freaking sad about that#not sure if its bc of a thing i posted but also i.#gosh.#this year has been AWFUL for me in regards of mutuals#i love all the ones i have because i. i have lost so many this year#deom deactivation to blocking to something else. and im#I'm just#i feel like im losing all the mutuals i once had and loved and i#its not fun#im so happy for the ones i have now because#ive lost so many#like I'm sorry for anything ive done but also like#ik its also for comfort reasons and that still hurts#come back please..... im so sick and tired of losing people#vent
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A big part of the Haikyuu rewatch is watching the characters interact and worrying that I fandomized their relationships too much in my head, particularly with the Karasuno first years because Hinata and Kags keep Yamaguchi and Tsukishima at arm’s length for so long. But then I remember. Oh wait the squad is literally Hinata’s phone background by the end of the story. You don’t put a picture of just some dudes in your after school club as your phone background.
#ane discovers character development takes time who wouldve thought#personally I think wthe change happens when Yachi and Tsuki start tutoring them#It’s around the time that there’s a shift in their bickering so that it’s more. ‘familial’ isnt the term I’m looking for but like#the kind of razzing you can only do with someone you know#Tsukishima for example starts bringing up specific things they studied together to dunk on Kageyama not remembering any of it#And another subtle thing I noticed- cause again I started going like ? did I fandomize my entire perception of Tadashi too much?#cause for the first season he doesn’t interact with ANYONE but Tsuki. Like practically not at all except to brag about Tsuki to others#But I have a sneaking suspicion that this starts to change around the time that he starts getting on the court more often as a pinch server#Probably because it gives him more courage#Cause I remember him having a lot to say in the Shiratorizawa match#and I remember him getting along with Yachi! So like I’m keeping an eye out for those changes#haikyuu!!#Also my favorite part about rewatching Haikyuu is how the reveal of Kag’s backstory really does affect. Your entire perception of him#Like I know its probably cause he’s my fav but I always feel so frustrated when people assume the worst of him and so sad that even Oikawa-#who knew him back when he was a very happy and shy kid- doesn’t even question why his personality had such a sudden shift#but then I realize that the only reason I’m so aware of these changed is because Kageyama has ‘opened up to me’ as an audience member befor#Furudate waited hundreds off chapters to tell us that he’s been grieving a loved onesince a little before the very first scene of the manga#So that it would feel like we earned it#Idk how to explain it like when you meet someone who’s hurting it takes a lot of effort and patience for them to tell you why#in the same way bc we stuck by the story for so long and watching Kageyama learn to be more open#we got the privilege of learning why he was closed off in the same place#but Kageyama didnt give anyone at his old school the chance to stick around- not Kindaichi or Kunimi or anyone#So it makes total sense#kageyama tobio#hinata shouyou#yamaguchi tadashi#tsukishima kei#yachi hitoka#karasuno first years#my post
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Please tell me WHY Life & Death is giving me elaborate ideas for a gameplay/story hybrid involving my legacy fam that no one knows because I haven't talked about them in a year. 🙃🙃🙃
#it's not that i'm mad about it#it's that i have no time and too many things i want to do 😭#this all arose from me discovering that my legacy save got DELETED at some unknown point in time#and it made me sad at first but then the idea of starting fresh seemed kind of exciting#this would be a sort of glimpse into the future focused on a couple spares#if i ever get around to the heir's story it will take place before anything i end up doing here#i know i'm confusing you already
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When you're the emperor of an entire nation and undoubtably have countless very important things to do...
...but you instead drive over to your friend's estate deep in the mountains to surprise him, just to be a normal person for a little while.
(Aka he's hiding out so he can nap in the arboretum for a couple days.)
#ffxiv#sketch#emet selch#solus zos galvus#oc#atticus van simularus#tsukiko and amako are there too just very... very tiny#poor atticus not realizing he's essentially getting affectionally garlean head bonked -by a god-#has to put up with the magical ascian bullshittery emet is capable of- not limited to this old man suddenly getting random bursts of energy#I will always love the concept of emet accidently getting way too into character or attached and it biting him on the ass#old evil not-wizard visits his longest living henchman#discovers henchman now has a pair of twins that he considers his children#has to go through the emotional whiplash of 'hehe i am a godfather now -> wtf am I even thinking'#tsukiko also gets to have the heart attack a year later that the old man she's been nonchalantly talking to is the god damn -emperor-#to her for a very long time he was just the weird old man that would nap under their willow tree all day aka “mr.galvus”#I always write and draw emet and atticus' dynamic together so happy but damn does their story make me so sad#regent basically has to beg atticus not to look into who emet-selch was because he knows it would basically destroy him#and like how I write him and emet- regent also accidently got way too attached to someone who was initially just a stepping stone
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i have successfully made malanga fritters from In Stars and Time and God are they good bros
#in stars and time#food#i tried making them literally right after we discovered. what they Were. and that they were siffrin's favorite thing ever#and they were good! but not blows your mind kind of good. no heavenly smell. just normal smell#i tried a second attempt with giraumon (or rather. an acorn squash. close enough) and also onion and vinegar n spices#bc all the recipes i found were all Different and i wanted to figure out what to do personally#and that attempt was a horrific failure and it was right before my friend and i were streaming another episode and i was so sad#i realized that the addition of new ingredients introduced too much water and it was way too wet#even after draining a lot of the liquid it couldn't really be saved#also i think the oil was too hot. i nearly did the same thing here but i turned it down before they got too burnt#but yeah! i'll try at least one more time with the squash again but i wanted to get the flavors right#and the secret was Adobo Seasoning#i still am on the fence abt putting in vinegar cuz. having mayo as a dipping sauce really elevates it djdgdjd#it's creamy and has the vinegar acidic bite to it that this needs! and it's so good dude#i did make these ones pretty salty though. whoops dhdgdj they were undersalted last time and now it's too much lol
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how would u guys feels about me selling stuff on inprnt? it likely wouldn't be fanart, it'd be original works—prolly mostly october eighteenth stuff. there might be fanart but i'm still deciding. any interest
#qktalks#assuming i . get accepted <33hahah#i complain for a while down below ˅ so . ignore the tags if u don't wanna hear my thoughts on selling stuff#if anybody remembers i used to sell stuff on redbubble and i closed the shop bc:#a) the artist margins r . fucking Pennies it feels like#and b) i felt . weird.selling my art to people#it felt unfair ? idk how to describe it#i know logically it doesn't make sense but it feels selfish to make people pay for my art#bc 1) i rly don't think it's worth money. but that's another can of worms#and 2) i think my art should be enjoyed for free ? that's just.how i think it should be#and to be clear i don't think this rule should apply to Other artists. it's just me. and yes logically that's ridiculous but#it's just how i feel. they're allowed to get money for their art. me tho ? fuggetaboutit#and im not much of a .. physical art kind of person? i don't rly.Get it. i guess. i've purchased One physical piece of art in my entire lif#other than that i just.don't see why people would buy physical art. not judging them for it ofc but im just not the type#so in my perspective idk why on EARTH anybody would buy physical stuff with My art on it. what. why would that be in demand#that ^ WAS how i thought. back when i closed the redbubble shop#but i recently searched all my favorite artist's profiles to see if they had shops that sold bookmarks#and i found myself ? sad when i discovered a fav artist of mine didn't have a shop or didn't offer bookmarks#and then it Clicked and i was like Ohhhhhh.#so yeah uhm . maybe ill put up a shop ? eventually.#i have to . make the art first. since i don't have any original works yet#but i was planning on doing more this year anyway so <3
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I’m pretty sure Tommy isn’t going to be in this for the long run, cause we all are set on buddie endgame, but I just have to say the man that Tommy is, is everything to me. The way he waits to gauge where Buck stands before kissing him. The way he asks after if it was okay. The way buck is speechless and flustered (bothered and bewildered, should I say), but having a moment of realisation that this is what he was looking for. Tommy’s no games or beating round the bush - Saturday, I’ll pick you up at 8. Like I am on board for however long or short Tommy may last and I am going to enjoy every last second of it.
#I will actually be sad to see him go#it’s likely he’s just going to be used as a plot device for buck finding himself and setting up buddie#but this whole thing is bigger than buddie#buck a 30 something year old man discovering he’s bisexual!!!#i know we said it but this is the representation we all wanted#I can’t believe it’s actually here#and I’m actually kind of glad we can enjoy this moment without it being directly related to buddie#evan buckley#buddie#eddie diaz#911 abc#tommy kinard
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#didn't have a big party for my 30th for reasons that were partly distance and partly insecurities/depression#this year being back closer to where my people are decided to do a big party instead this weekend#my first since my 21st (which was... a struggle for also distance related reasons and may have reinforced said insecurities)#i am having to remind myself. i am doing my best none of us get to practice this life#interrupting this to say i just mindlessly slapped at a tickle on my arm only to discover it was HUGE#not the sandflies we've been getting all day but a moth or something at least a cm big! (i grabbed it and threw it away without looking)#anyway. what was i saying. having a little moment where my insecurities are coming back in the middle of the night#and i wonder if i have - again - asked for less than i truly want because i didn't feel like anyone would give the full thing to me#but the point is: i asked for something i wanted and that's something that takes practice. and the point is: i get to try again next year a#d next year and next year. and the point is: we only live this life once but it is not a short life and there will be more chances#to celebrate with the people i love. to ask for what i want. to learn to listen to what i actually want before i make myself smaller out#of habit#but i DID ask for a party and i DID ask for someone who isn't me to host it (a thing i haven't asked for since probably my 21st tbh) and#that's already growth#and it will be fun! i'm a bit sad that no one from my most recent chapter of life can be there but it's no secret that social was hard ther#so i only have 3 friends i wanted to invite anyway and all of them live several hours away#(and one of them i knew couldn't come already when i planned it - she's at a hens party - but we talked about it and decided to go ahead)#idk. really it's ok. but part of why i'm doing this is as a challenge to my own insecurities (as well as because it will be fun!) and i#really pray this year will see some of those insecurities dwindling. that i will be able to really believe that i am lovable and loved.#that's my prayer.
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rewatching mor pankh again and remembering the fact that Kumar was under the house all this time is. kinda cracking me up now that I'm watching this unfold.
#reverse 1999#certified storm moments#but at the same time this makes me sad because. it's kumar. and *motions to mor pankh ending*#for all that she was the villain for this story you have to acknowledge that everything in her life that's happened to her has lead up to#becoming what she was. it's not hard to not dwell on the what-ifs#what if the shamar family weren't complete assholes and kicked out their daughter for her (lack thereof) arcanum? what if the university#didn't chase her and kb out for using arcanum in their research? what if they were never discovered to be arcanists and still continued to#research that celestial body? what if shamane and her were tight-knit for all this time and she had a support system through her brother an#vice versa? what if she *just* had that love and acceptance she has never quite gotten from either humans or arcanists?#i need to sit down. kumar makes me sad. bluepoch at it with their old women giving me a profound sense of grief in my heart.#one must imagine kumar happy.#man...
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