#disclaimer: i WAS thirteen.
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i stare at the water
that promises nothing
besides how much it changes
yet it still could stay the same
and i look at those mistakes
that kills me more inside
any step or breath in the wrong time
means your disapproval and you
always make it seem like i can’t be happy
i walk across the thinnest ice
asking you for your wellbeing
that’s the worst i could do
the disappointment from you
at least when i’m dead
i won’t ever need to be fed
or be anything but a thorn on your side
won’t be someone you worry
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I’m running
on the urgency of imagination
on the empty promises
states of being
sand timers shattered
I’m an everlasting
broken fountain of misery
spilling meaninglessness
when nothing goes my way
i’m not like money
only worth something
when it feels shrouded
like what we believe
but no problems
Will be solved by me
i’m just
another number to you
another failure and example
of who you shouldn’t be
just revolving doors
of pieces incomplete
i’m falling down
through the weight of failure
the mattress of depression
numbness masked as comfort
a blanket of exhaustion
a bed built on bones
bodies under the frame
with thoughts that haunt to atone
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i’m not special in this way
it’s just something we never change
tried everything with me to stay
yet, unconvinced, they wouldn’t break
say nothing, like it changes anything
like stars above i try to rearrange
to move mountains for them, yet it’ll never be enough
they wouldn’t believe until i jump off
i’m on the bus to nowhere
if i could stay forever, i could
just look out this window, better than life
i try to stay bright when only dark survives
say nothing, like it changes anything
like heaven and earth could shift their ways
to be everything for them, yet i didn’t try hard enough
they’ll keep disproving my words to call off my bluffs
but i shake my head
my cause of death would be written in stone
from the day i decided
i wasn’t leaving life
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there’s chains on my heart, chains of paper that i spent countless hours and decorated it with secrets, memories, gifts, all what i could offer carefully on that chain that i gave. all the patterns that i carefully made that you just discarded to the side because there will always be a better one you can get easily, there will always be someone out there making better chains than i am ever going to make, no matter how much of myself that i poured out to you. and i tried so hard to keep my heart a locked safe but i keep giving the key to everyone because despite everything, i want them to see the best i could ever be. like those paper chains i gave you, they don’t last very long. you can admire them as much as you can, hang them up, smile maybe for a few minutes at the effort before you just walk away and forget about it, before it inevitably tears up and you wonder if it’s worth it to make another one because there will always be one that was longer, that was more impressive, something that was stronger, prettier, something to actually put work into, to actually commit to. and now you know, you know all the pain and messages and what is the worst part of me before i inevitably fuck up again, until i leave you, discarded, and find someone who is better for me. but i'll keep trying to remember you, even if you don't, anymore.
and you’ll do the same.
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it doesn’t matter
the sun burns out
when the planets of my solar system
fall off course without you
why does it matter
if the earth keeps spinning
why does it matter
when hearts froze to stone
still keep beating
what killed you
was the only thing that killed me
when all the world still rises and falls
against the storms beside them
it doesn’t matter how many times
the earth spins in chaos
over a lost sun
i’ll keep looking for someone
who i don’t know
it doesn’t matter how many times
when i manage to wake up
living on in only my dreams
the places and all those promises
if i held on to every word that you said
all the time and space we’ll never share
would they know how much i suffer
would the miracle you promised
running back to this life
and if i tried to find you again it would only be with your melody.
but i'll listen to every note to remember you.
#ghost's poetry that they've been critqued too many times to be considered good#poetry dump#more old stuff <3#i need to start posting more lol#some are copied and pasted and so the format is weird#hehe#tw: sui mention#disclaimer: i WAS thirteen.#poetry#yes. i know. i was wordy.
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follow up poll to my one about the doctor. which modern Doctor Who COMPANION would win in a fight against all the others. no holds barred. they can fight dirty. psychological warfare is not just allowed but encouraged (though not mandatory). just full on duking it out. this is not about who your favorite is this is about who would be the most devastating in combat
we're not including Jack Harkness because he Literally cant die. also not including Wilf because I love him too much to put him in these situations.
#we all know Rory took Amy's last name let's not kid ourselves#disclaimer I've only watched up to the Ponds so. grabbed all the names after River from tvtropes#doctor who#poll doesn't have enough options for Thirteen's companions :(#I know Donna is the fan favorite but lets be real. she was a temp. and the metacrisis didn't stick. if she wins I'm biting everyone
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I've been on and off debating this for a few months, but finally decided to do it:
tattoo (my first) is courtesy of my amazing partner!❤️ little ramble under the cut.
(xiii is the roman numeral for 'thirteen'!)
Everything about this show-- but specifically the character of Thirteen-- has given me an ability to put things into words that I never imagined I would be able to express, let alone connect with other people over. It's been such a comfort for me over the past... almost year and a half, especially so now that I've been thrown headfirst into the reality of being chronically ill and getting diagnosed with a genetic condition over the last few months.
For the rest of my life the number thirteen will hold such lovely significance for me. A lucky number. A symbol of a character I relate to, take comfort in, and adore (and who happens to be one of the best-written lgbt+ characters of her era, let alone when compared to a lot of present day characters). And, most importantly, a symbol of my own personal healing and growth (especially because writing In the Dirt has been so incredibly healing for me so far & will continue to be).
Lucky thirteen, indeed.
#thank you sara hess and liz friedman#for the gift of thirteen & all your queercoding in house md#whenever i mention the genetic condition i always feel a need to disclaim that i'm not dying LMAO#i have EDS; my life expectancy is normal#Oh and I got the offer for my new job on Friday the thirteenth.#personal#anya shush#remy thirteen hadley#also thank you olivia wilde for playing thirteen as the dork she truly is LMAO
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:vibrating with ‘Elrond being rude and hostile to the dwarves is a Jackson!Movie invention as is that fuck ass men are weak line and lying to his daughter and…’ need to give a presentation about this and bore some willing listeners ;):
#my elrond feels#disclaimers: i adore the jackson movies in so many ways i saw them in double digit times at the movies#i will fight people who say that movie/movie only enjoyers are not real fans#i had a crush on hugo weaving!#(and orlando bloom because I was twelve/thirteen and also viggo and uh the unaware i was bi on liv/miranda/cate)#but i disagree with the characterisation of people#(and most importantly how white it is)#and That Is Not My Elrond
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hey girl, do you have any advice on getting over unrequited love?
girl idek😭 i say avoid the person as much as possible until you are ready to be around them and harbour no romantic feelings, if you can.
If you absolutely have to be around that person, set proper boundaries with them and be patient with yourself.
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til my first girlfriend opened for Nickelback
#and what am i doing.#a related fun fact there are break up songs about me on spotify#(disclaimer we were thirteen and in catholic school so we were both quite Dramatic about it)#but also i know the secret lore of that whole album#like there's this one song that Sounds like it's about an abusive relationship but is actually about how she didn't wanna do chem homework#tbh it's been like. a decade i should listen to that album again lol#nebular.txt
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Porquê se faz uma revolução
[Plain text: Porque se faz uma revolução /end PT.] [Translation: The reason for a revolution.]
You've found one of my oldest writing projects! This one was discontinued, but it still holds a special place in my heart, so I decided to share it, I guess. The original story is in [Brazilian] Portuguese, and it is still not translated, but my pt-br audience can enjoy it! This is the sinopsis (only thing getting translated for now), that I'm posting before the two chapters that exist. If you don't speak Portuguese, don't worry, it will get translated! Eventually.
INTRODUÇÃO [OG/PT-BR]
Grace Nicóle é uma jovem normal, vivendo na infeliz França normal. Por normal, significa que não era a França bela cheia de festas, bailes, comida e gastos terrivelmente desnecessários. Essa França era reservada a poucos: A alta burguesia, os nobres, o rei e principalmente a igreja. Todos esses grupos eram facilmente resumidos em um só; A Aristocracia.
A Infeliz França Normal, permita-me apresentar-lhe: Era a França que pagava impostos à aristocracia; era a França que sentia a fome causada pelas péssimas colheitas; era o povo francês que sentia na pele, no estômago e no coração a incompetência do rei.
O rei percebeu isso, e uma convocou Assembléia, pensando que poderia se safar e continuar a governar em meio às desgraças da França, como bem quisesse. Mas nesse dia, nesse ano, durante essa era, ficou marcada na história uma verdade: Nunca se deve tirar do povo o que é do povo.
O rei, Louis Décimo Sexto, nunca considerou essa verdade na sua vida, talvez. Talvez, no fim dela, após testemunhar tudo com seus próprios olhos, tenha percebido: O porquê se faz uma Revolução.
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INTRODUCTION [EN]
Grace Nicóle is a normal teen, living in the disgraceful normal France. And by normal, it meant that it wasn't the beautiful France full of parties, balls, feasts and awfully high outlay. That France was reserved to few: The high burgeoise, the noble, the king and mainly the Church. All of these groups were easily referred to as just one; The Aristocrats.
A Disgraceful Normal France, allow me to present: it was the France that paid taxes to the Aristocracy; it was the France going hungry because of the unfruitful harvests; it was the people of France that felt on their bodies, on their stomaches and on their hearts the incopetence of the king.
The king became aware of that, and called for an Assembly, thinking that that way he could get away with it and continue to to reign amidst the disgraces of France, as much as he so desired. But in that day, in that year, in that age, it was marked in history a truth: It never must be taken from the people what is of the people.
The king, Louis the Sixth, was never faced with that truth in his life, perhaps. But perhaps, by the end of it, after witnessing it all with his own eyes, he might have realized: The reason for a revolution.
#grace oc#my writing#psfur tag#translated#editor's notes:#ok this is very likely *not* that historically accurate. as a disclaimer#i did this when i was thirteen or something#and it started off as schoolwork when we were studying the french revolution#my assignment was to make a story about it#for context#i ended up liking it a lot and took it further after the assignment itself was finished#i tried revamping it later#because past me left me no guides of how to continue it#but i decided i have too much on my hands already to try and write historical fiction#maybe one day#oh yea and the protagonist was my first nonbinary oc#they didn't know that#the oc i mean
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Someone said it looks like he’s sneezing
#yes this is old#disclaimer: the background is TRACED and I never fixed it#dark castle entertainment#horror movies#thirteen ghosts#thir13en ghosts#goats? i mean ghosts#ryan kuhn#my art#my gif#the jackal
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I wish I could get a little bit more advice regarding clothes as a trans guy beyond "oversized hoodies, graphic tees, and consider an overlayed!!!" :')
For example: if you want to de-emphasize shoulders, drop shoulder shirts are good for making you appear smaller across
If you want to emphasize shoulders: consider baseball tee styles with the different color shoulders as they visually broaden the shoulders
#stuff like loose/downward necklines read more fem / more snug necklines read masc#actually helpful fashion stuff 😭#despite the jokes i don't want to dress like a thirteen year old boy all the time#filed under: speaking#trans stuff#trans man#disclaimer i do wear hoodies and graphic tees but i do want to dress up a bit more nicely sometimes 💀
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so fucked up when australia exists in american media. i just dont think it should be allowed actually.
#DISCLAIMER IM AUSTRALIAN#anyway a patient asked chase if he'd ever surfed kirra point#dog u mean the place where i went to a pizza hut birthday party when i was thirteen?? no way
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IN PERFECT SYNC [j.jh smau]
genres: humour, friends to enemies to lovers, secret relationship, forced proximity, college au, dancer au, hiphopdancer!jaehyun, fboy!jaehyun, balletdancer!yn
synopsis: your dance college wasn’t the easiest to get in to, let alone was it easy to stay. so what happens when your college decides they need to cut two of the dance teams from competing ever again, the ballet team and the hiphop team. will both teams get along in order to solve their connected issue, or will they fight to get their own team back to competing again? only you and hiphop dance team captain, jeong jaehyun, can decide your teams fates. but there’s one problem, you hate eachother.
WARNINGS: mention of drugs/alcohol, language, jokes about sex, mention of injury, some usage of ballet terminology, lots of extensive lore?, angst, lots of angst, slowburn as fuck obviously, major character betrayal, lots of lying, i mean LOTS of lying, jaehyun is an asshole for like 50% of this, the plot gets v messy and confusing but i live for that so
DISCLAIMER: all portrayals of people are fake and from my imagination, in no way am i claiming that they act like this irl.
written wc: 8.8k
STATUS: complete! — 09.03.24 - 10.02.24
TAGLIST - OPEN!
MASTERLIST
[profiles one] || [profiles two]
[one — jungwoos scared of girls]
[two — that can’t be good]
[three — well that sucks]
[four — he’s stalking you]
[five — we were just friends]
[six — the man he was] half written
[seven — i need to talk to you]
[eight — i’ve waited so long]
[nine — roses]
[ten — im over you]
[eleven — ur over me?]
[twelve — betrayal] written chapter
[thirteen — dimples]
[fourteen — conflict] written chapter
[fifteen — i never knew]
[sixteen — you’re welcome, btw]
[seventeen — she deserves to know]
[eighteen — it was me.] written chapter
[nineteen — hey guys…]
[twenty — collab of the century]
[twenty-one — i’m happy he’s over u]
[twenty-two — i did it for you] written chapter
[twenty-three — no one knows except..]
[twenty-four — that same old dimpled smile] written chapter
[twenty-five — everything about you]
[twenty-six — however hard it may be.] half written
[twenty-six and a half — it’s finally happening]
[twenty-seven — they can wait]
[twenty-eight — ive nothing to fear] written chapter
[twenty-nine — they don’t know we know they know we know]
[thirty — in perfect sync.] written chapter
end.
replies, likes and reblogs are all greatly appreciated! feel free to send thoughts and requests in my asks: characters, scenes, chapters etc.
#nct#jaehyun#nct college au#nct smau#nct 127#nct 127 smau#nct dream#nct 127 fanfic#jaehyun x reader#jeong jaehyun#jaehyun smau#jeong jaehyun smau#jaehyun fanfic#jaehyun nct#nct fanfic#kpop#kpop smau
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┊.˚🪩 ༘┊͙ 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 ; ↳ as a rising star in the tumultuous world of hollywood, you're handed a golden opportunity to boost your career – a fake relationship. what your manager forgot to mention? your leading man is none other than satoru gojo, hollywood's notorious fuckboy. easy? well, not exactly.
pairing: fem!reader x satoru gojo tags: smau/partially written; actor/actress!au, fuckboy!gojo, jjk is a live-action show in this au, fluff/angst/humor length: 1/?? note: AAAAAAAAA im a sucker for fake dating, actor au trope. enjoy besties! <3 taglist details: CURRENTLY CLOSED !!
to be added to the taglist, leave a reply on the MASTERLIST post of the smau (this post!)! the capacity is 50 users so pls be mindful of that!
[disclaimer: the way the reader is portrayed is just for the reason of style/posing! this is not what the reader looks like (she should look like however you’d like her to!) just wanted to clarify!!]
PROFILES ↳ y/n's besties ↳ gojo's group ↳ others
ONE – hold on, i'm dating who?
TWO – the deal
THREE – he will be a pain in the ass
FOUR – satoru, don’t be a whore
FIVE – act like you like her
SIX – meeting and matching hoodies
SEVEN – exclusive! satoru gojo’s party
EIGHT – interrupted movie night
NINE – angus disapproves
TEN – the interview
ELEVEN – it’s giving jealousy
TWELVE – breaking out
THIRTEEN – besties united
FOURTEEN – good night, loser
FIFTEEN – the audition
SIXTEEN – try again?
SEVENTEEN – sleepover
EIGHTEEN – sugar daddy
NINETEEN – we’re booked!
TWENTY – lego flowers
TWENTY & A HALF – friends?
TWENTY ONE – in denial
TWENTY TWO – invitations sent!
TWENTY THREE – i’m literally home
TWENTY FOUR – roommativersary party pt. 1
TWENTY FIVE – roommativersary party pt. 2 ─ BONUS – maki and shoko's texts after the party ─ BONUS – texts from shoko and suguru to gojo
TWENTY SIX – two months later…
TWENTY SEVEN – new character unlocked
TWENTY EIGHT – get her a grammy ─ BONUS – y/n's texts with suguru
TWENTY-NINE – sleepovers n skincare
THIRTY – let’s be honest…
THIRTY-ONE – coming to terms
THIRTY-TWO – satoru and y/n being sickeningly sweet
THIRTY-THREE – it’s like a reward
THIRTY-FOUR – worst news ever
THIRTY-FIVE – terrible plan
THIRTY-SIX – daily shenanigans
THIRTY-SEVEN – house sitting?
THIRTY-EIGHT – i have an idea
THIRTY-NINE – satoru’s feelings
FORTY – otp central + kento
FORTY-ONE – left on read
FORTY-TWO – a storm brewing
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk smau#jujutsu kaisen smau#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#gojo x you#jjk satoru#gojo fluff#gojo angst#gojo smut#jjk geto#jjk geto suguru#geto suguru#jjk nanami#nanami kento#jjk yuuji#yuuji itadori#gojo fanfic#gojo smau#jjk social media au#gojo social media au#jjk smut#jjk fluff#jjk angst
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I WANNA FUCK MARK LEE ── a mark lee smau
౨ৎ PRECIS ! in which a clip of you goes viral in ncity twt and it gains the attention of mark lee ( the center of the tweet ) — and all he can think is 'why saying chenles' cute friend saying she wants to fuck him?'
GENRE 。。。 smau ! 18+ strangers to lovers , humor
FEATURING 。。。 the rest of nct dream , ningning ( aespa ), maya ( original character )
DISCLAIMERS ╱ female reader, cursing, kms / kys jokes, there will be 1 smut scene
started. august 20th, 2024
ended. ...
taglist. ask to be added !
REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED ENJOY !
PROFILES ! backroom explorers ! dream letz get !
CHAPTERS !
one. born to say frowners forced to say smilers 😔🤟🏼
two. interesting character 😀
three. karina and pandas ...
four. let's love each other please ❤️x
five. mr. lee 🤭
six. real spooky ...
seven. "thank you chenle"
eight. stupid in love ...
nine. [RUMOR]
ten. terrorizing the streets of seoul !!
eleven. hard launch 🤔❤️ ??
twelve. come up ...
thirteen. $100 juseyo 🫶🏻
fourteen. get him back in blood 🩸🔪
fifteen. the end...
THEY END !
©️LUVYENI
#kpop x reader#kpop smut#nct smau#nct x female reader#nct x reader#nct fanfic#nct fake texts#nct dream smau#nct dream fake texts#nct dream fanfic#mark lee x reader#mark lee fic#mark lee smau#mark lee smut
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Teen Wolf - Stiles Stilinski - Moves - vid by Sisabet
#youtube#anywya. here is my favourite#teen wolf#vid#amv#disclaimer PROBably my favourite. absolutely perfect stiles vid#sisabet#the new pornographers#A WORD about the artist... sisabet is one of my absolute favourite vidders and she's done so many great ones i simply do NOT have time#to list them all but among them are#the spn vid 'women's work' and#the merlin vid 'alone'#the multi vid 'on the prowl'#TWENTY THIRTEEN let's give it up for Twenty Thir Teen#vids
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What if m/c had been accepted for a scholarship abroad and just ended up stayinv there becoming the resident hero ? They did keep in regular contact with Alfred tho, seeing as he was the only family member who didnt ignore them.
Ok that is interesting and for this (which is not in the storyline in part 4) I will add another hero or two instead of Superman since he's not THAT special.
Small disclaimer: I am not sure if Green Arrow lives in Central City and where I searched told me he lives there so don't come at me that it's wrong please (I changed it to Star City so if you see it changed here is the answer)
This is based two years before you entered highschool so when you were 13 and already in Bruce's Manor.
You were there for a year and after suffering so much from Damian's tormenting you and everyone just ignoring you made you so tired and you wanted, no, needed to leave the manor and city.
You knew it was drastic but you couldn't do it anymore, you missed your mother and being sent to a home where people detest you just for existing made you feel so bad you couldn't even leave your room without a panic attack at the thought of being hurt by Damian's words or weapons or being ignored by everyone when you tried to say anything.
You applied to a few scholarship far away from Gotham to enter some prestigious schools in different cities so you could spread your choices if you got accepted.
You didn't say anything to Alfred until you received many scholarships and you chose the one in Star City, wanting to be as far away as possible from Gotham and the Waynes.
The only problem was getting Alfred to accept to send you there since he was the boss in the house, not Bruce.
You knew Bruce wouldn't care if he sent you somewhere else but you didn't want him to know where you would be going but still needed his money since you were a thirteen year old with no job or an allowance.
Thankfully Bruce just signed it without looking when Alfred showed him some random papers and off you went to your new life in Star City.
As years passed you became more social since you weren't held down by the neglect of the Waynes and you were around people who actually sought you out and didn't completely ignore you.
You kept dancing and sent all of yours training practices, plus all your small and big dance recitals to Alfred so he could see you dance since he couldn't come to every single one of them and you didn't blame him.
When you turned 15 you found a part-time job at a science company where they allowed you to work on your experiments with the supervision of an another scientist.
Unfortunately (or fortunately) you got bit by a radioactive spider that escaped from the same scientist who was supposed to supervise you and gave you the spider abilities.
Which did worry you but you learned to control your newfound superhuman strenght and also your weird sticking to surfaces and walking on walls.
Did it take a while? Yes, but it was worth it.
You also decided to become a vigilante because why not? Why not put your life in danger every night just to not receive any money compensation from it?
You're not as active as your alterego in Gotham since you actually have friends here and you're not held down by years of neglect which pushed you to help people.
You helped people whenever you could and one night, during a patrol you accidentally bumped into Green Arrow and fought with him for a while before both of you realised neither of you two were villains.
You did apologise and after a few more encounters and you pulling some pranks on Oliver because he was an easy target to prank, like come on. The man wears green and has an arrow. You can't not prank that man and call him Robin Hood.
You became his little helper, got his phone number and helped him with some villains whenever you could and especially if he let you.
You also trained your fighting with him, which got you beat up and with so many black eyes that you had to beg him to not hit your face since you couldn't keep worrying your friends and dance instructor since they were starting to ask questions and you couldn't fool them forever.
You also met Roy, aka Speedy, while on a mission with Oliver and also got along with him despite his hatred for Oliver and gained a new older brother.
After a year of helping Oliver around and training to fight decently and not only use your superhuman strenght, he finally let you come to a Justice League meeting.
You met Batman and Damian there, along with Superman and Jon to which you tried to get along with but the two of them were extremely clingy and knew a bit too much about you which creeped you out.
During the meeting you stayed very close to Oliver to avoid the two teens and also hide from Batman and Superman since they kept staring at you even while talking.
After the meeting Batman did try to approach you and you avoided him, but while walking away he just said "(Y/N)", which made you stop before walking off.
You immediately knew that he knew who you were under the mask but you didn't care that he knew.
You just ignored him and his calls, plus his sons calls. You refused to even give him a bit of attention, especially since he didn't bother you for years but now they wanted your attention?
God no, you still had dignity and self respect. Giving them attention would be like forgiving them for all those years of not even knowing you existed.
Finally the calls stopped but they started to appear everywhere you went in Central City.
You went to school? You were called in the principal office where Bruce was and scolded you lightly about putting your mother's last name when it should have been his.
Your hand started to bleed from how hard you were gripping it so you wouldn't yell at the man in front of the principal.
What you hated more was the look of love Bruce had when he scolded you, gently patting your head as he talked.
You showered at least three times before you finally felt clean after feeling Bruce touch you so lovingly.
Everywhere you went as you or as Spider, you would be met by either Bruce or one of his kids, which got even more frustrating when they would try to coax you to come back home to Gotham.
Dick would try to coax you, too into his delusional idea that you were being forced to stay here with Green Arrow even though you told him many times that it wasn't true.
He would also manipulate you by fake crying whenever you yelled at him or ignored him, making you even more frustrated because he kept on caring about himself and didn't see how you were happy in Star City.
Jason would just follow you and talk like you never left, complaining about Bruce or Damian and offered to go to a café or restaurant to catch up and see what you were up to.
Even yelling at him that he didn't care when you left didn't budge him and made him give up. No, it made him even more persistent on trying to act like you two were close and a happy family.
You also had to slam the door in Tim's face so many times whenever he would knock at the door of your apartment, you had to replace the doorknob and locks too many times to count from Tim picking the locks and you destroying the doorknob from your strenght.
Plus, arriving home to relax and seeing both Tim and Bruce in your apartment with dinner made you sick but you had to endure since you couldn't afford to change apartments since it was in the best position in the city.
Oh but Damian was the worst. He would act like he never hurt you sometimes or other times used his own past as a way to show that he had it worse than you.
Did you throw him off a building when he said that? Yes but unfortunately for you, Jon was there to catch him which made you even more frustrated.
Clark? He was decent sometimes, you met him before when he talked with Oliver and you were around but you always got a creepy vibe from him.
Especially when he kept on staring at you or gave you things like small trinkets you saw but never bought. It was so creepy that he knew what you liked, plus he kept on calling you nicknames like a father would do to his child.
Jon wasn't that bad. He did leave you alone when you asked but he also helped you. The only problem was that he acted like you were his older brother/sister and talked about times you two were together when you distinctly remember being alone when you did those things.
You did call Alfred once, he was the only one you told that you were Spider since he kept on asking why you were always full of bruises on your face and arms and you couldn't lie to him.
The call did not go well, with you yelling at Alfred that he ruined it since now Bruce knew who you were and he ruined your once happy life just because he wanted you back home.
After a while of seeing Bruce and his kids and them trying to manipulate you into going back home, plus Clark and Jon, you decided to go to the only person you trusted the most in Star City.
You went to Green Arrow and confessed to everything, you told him about your mother's death and how you were suddenly sent to a family who couldn't care less about you.
You didn't hide that you were Bruce's biological child and also showed him your scars that Damian made in the year he tormented you.
At the end of the confession you were crying, the memories of Damian hurting you with all the neglect and blatant hatred towards you made you breakdown in an ugly cry.
You kept crying even when Oliver hugged you, hugging him back with all your might as you didn't want him to leave you.
You did admit that you thought many times on going back since they kept on insisting and you weren't that strong, you couldn't resist forever with all that pressure.
By saying that, you felt Oliver freeze for a second before hugging you back and holding you close, like you hugging him with your super strength didn't faze him one bit.
What you didn't feel was the tiny prick of a needle being inserted in your neck, the only thing you last heard before collapsing in Oliver's arms were "sorry kid, can't let you leave me"
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sugar, spice and everything (not so) nice
— lee minho x fem! reader social media au —
❀ synopsis — when y/n entered culinary school she knew it wasn’t going to be easy. perfecting recipes, being on her feet for hours in a hot bustling kitchen with other students, it was already a lot to deal with. the last thing she needed was to be partnered with someone who would make her life a lot more difficult. enter lee minho, the most difficult person she had ever worked with (and the most attractive).
featuring — the members of skz + aespa’s karina
genres — social media au, culinary school au, classmates to lovers, fluff, crack
warnings — cursing, heavy food mention, unserious/inappropriate jokes, more as the story progresses.
disclaimer — these are not accurate representations of idols!! THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! plz remember that!!
started — august 1, 2024
PROFILES — cooking mamas😚✌️ hell’s kitchen🔥
ONE — 2 big booty bitches🤩
TWO — bro is so majestical
THREE — oh! okay! (+ 0.4k words.)
FOUR — still hoping for a wedding😁
FIVE — bread croissants same thing🙄
SIX — …maybe this will go well
SEVEN — well what if ur just pregnant
EIGHT — chan u beautiful genius‼️
NINE — is 3 too many???
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