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death-rebirth-senshi · 1 year

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I don't remember if I reblogged it but I saw a post that was like "the placebo affect isn't something people manifest within themselves with the power of their brains it's just bad self-reporting" that concept has been driving me crazy it seems so obviously true when you say it and mostly I've been thinking about how fucking difficult it is to keep track of your health and moods and energy etc. and what a bitch it is to have to self report these thing to a doctor.

#I'm glad I was insistent on getting blood work done the other day. I was fully prepared to dismiss this as mental #but it's comforting to know there IS something physical going on with me.#but there's also mental shit there.#(yeah there isn't a clear cut difference. I don't think I'm bipolar but I DO have a fairly severe vitamin D deficiency)#and like. Figuring out why may be a whole process. Idk. I meet with my doctor soon enough.#I walk enough and get enough sunlight. I think.#I shouldn't be this severely deficient.#my skin is much lighter than my dad's. Darker skin can be a factor too. Sunlight absorption #diet has been shit.#sigh.

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puffpawstries · 4 days

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Hanichi but Ichimatsu has a partner who vibes are 'Eats like a broke college student' And drinks 2 liter soda straight from the bottle.

#smoredraws #osmt #ichimatsu #oc honno #hanichi #i was saving this in the hanichi doodle page but I REALLY WANTED TO SHARE IT cuz i think its funny #cause Honno never went to college....yet they eat like a broke college student and Ichimatsu is like has to make sure they eat healthy #which is funny cuz idk Honno...doesn't have much of a healthy diet....yet still somehow functions normal #since also Honno lives alone they just been used to just drinking soda from the bottle like the liter sodas cause like #'I'm home alone and not like anyone else is gonna be drinking this but me' + bought it with my money type shit #but when they start dating Ichimatsu and when he stays overs/sleepover first time he goes 'USE A CUP!!' after seeing them drink 2 liter sod #Honno name jumpscare cracks me up #wanna draw moree but gotta sleeppp so gnnnn

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turtleblogatlast · 1 year

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Love when people make the Prison Dimension essentially Rise Leo’s version of 2007 Leo’s jungle

#rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #prison dimension #god I love the prison dimension as a concept and when Leo has to navigate that hellscape #Leo after escaping that place: grey and pink? atrocious colors #Leo comes back in a cloak and after learning that he’s been surviving dimensional space hell-#casey fully expects him to look as muscled out as dear old peepaw #and then Leo drops the cloak and the boy is a string bean #turns out a diet of jack shit during the universes worst and longest game of hide and seek does not a bodybuilder make #he speedy tho #can u imagine rise donnie as a tech consultant tho #he’d murder the callers 2007 donnie would get 💀

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faunandfloraas · 5 months

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It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.

#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too #like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks #the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently #there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again #instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day #even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever #and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle #bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about #so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk #idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through #and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff #for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3 #anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes.#🐶

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rapidhighway · 4 months

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ououghhh

#oughh i need to restart my diet im feeling so baddd TwT #literally feel like garbage from the way ive been eating but ive been just so stressed and so much has been happening #that i didn't have ghe mental space to keep up with the diet and just kind of put it aside #but now i just feel constantly sick and full and im not even trying to restrict to eat like normal amounts im just going crazyy #doesnt help that my scale ran out of batteries and i keep forgetting to buy new ones #ughh #but yeag i feel reall bad and stuffed and sick constantly and the hunger cues are all over the place again and it's just #a horrible time #dude i felt so good physically when i was dieting i need to go backkkk #but it takes.... so much mental energy #i guess i have to pick one over the other ughhh #diet mention #weight mention #fuckk i dint wanna fuck up my progress either but tbh im not that worried about that rn im not going to regain everything from even a few #weeks of eating like shit #even now i just woke up and i feel really bad physically because of everything i ate ughhhh

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here-there-were-dragons · 3 months

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i have to wonder what super hardcore militant vegans think should be done about obligate carnivore animals, because in all my painfully-rapidly-approaching-30-years i've literally never actually seen anyone give a clear consistent much less halfway feasible answer on that

#mostly i've just seen like “how dare you ask questions you just want an excuse to murder you're sealioning ect”#or worse some vague and wildly improbable nonsense about like. fake robot animals covered in beyond meat or something equally convoluted #which is a thing i did see someone suggest as a serious answer #i mean i already know they think i'm a genetically inferior hateful vampire that should starve to death for the greater good #because my exact combination of health conditions make meat basically the only semi-safe way i can get close to enough nutrients #i know this because they have repeatedly told me that i'm either evil or should be sacrificed or both #and yelled at me for asking questions by bringing up the whole disabled thing and then they're like #“a lot of vegans i know are advocates for disability!” as if that ever means jack shit in the society that results from anything #no matter what you do a vast majority of people in any given society will *not* be advocates for the disabled. i'm sorry they just won't.#and what do you think public perception of people who physically can't survive like that is going to skew towards #in a society founded on the belief that non-vegan diets are evil?#at absolute best we're looking at being a heavily marginalized class generally seen as something like vampires and our existences taboo.#(as if these type's own insistence that they should be allowed to harass and shame people doesn't disprove their assertion that we won't be #thinking it could possibly go any better than that is a fucking fairy tale. human nature doesn't work that way.#you simply cannot eliminate the human desire to designate and abuse a class of have-nots. the absolute best you can do is mitigate damage.#take it from someone who's been multiple kinds of disabled and chronically ill all my life. people will not “just”. ever.#i get this even from people who are otherwise very aware of and VERY GOOD at avoiding this sort of thinking #“i'm a disability advocate!” no you are not. you are a poster. my experience has taught me that what people advocate for in their free time #means precisely jack shit for how they will actually act when faced with the situations they make otherwise rational posts about #and the fact of the matter is even if you somehow really are the perfect disability advocate a majority of people WILL NOT BE YOU.#a majority of people in society will be margrat from accounting who clutches her pearls when she sees the gays and thinks autism isnt real #and who has never had a nuanced thought in her life and actively does not want to #a vast majority of people in your Vegan Utopia will not be you and your friends who march with wheelchair users and volunteer at the shelte #a vast majority of people in your Vegan Utopia will be jenny who starved 8 cats to death on broccoli because she can't be bothered #and who thinks that “carnivores” are actual nazis and don't deserve healthcare because she saw someone say that online.#ALWAYS assume your society will be made up mostly of the worst kind of person it can because it WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE and you can't change it #most people seek the low-effort option. and evil is most often banal and low-effort.#i'm just so fucking tired of every single even vaguely lefty-adjacent political movement simultaneously acting like i don't fucking exist #and at the same time that i need to be sacrificed to achieve Utopia. god. at least conservative whackjobs are upfront and honest about #how they think that i'm a burden on society that needs to be Eugenics'd . rather than trying to morally gaslight me about it.

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marginal-effect · 2 months

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god and i consider myself mildly well off given the state of the world rn and i sure as hell am not making fucking $100k a year

#maybeeeee its bc wv has a low cost of living but even then i live in the part thats a stones throw away from dc and baltimore and shit #not like actual wv more like. diet md #but ive also been primed for the sort of poverty living the middle class cannot comprehend so. whatever #stop buying iphones and starbucks or whatever the finance gurus say #ree talks

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fingertipsmp3 · 16 days

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Nothing more frustrating than having a dream set in an amazing book series and then waking up to find out it doesn’t exist. Guess I’VE gotta write this now

#it was so INTERESTING and vivid. i woke up like ‘i swear i’ve read this’ but it doesn’t actually exist #okay so the setting was this world where the moon has cracked in half (potentially due to human intervention idk)#the tides have gone super weird because of this #the majority of humans live at basically the tops of really really tall buildings. like at high altitude #at the lower levels; it’s just water. the lower down you go the humidity increases also #so as well as the humans who live at the top of the world there are vaporous species living at the mid level and there are mer-creatures #in the sea. god knows how agriculture works in this world. i know people had rooftop gardens #maybe everyone had adapted to a vegan diet or maybe there was trade with the mermaids to get fish. idk #anyway; the majority of my dream was concerned with this elite university academy and this one problematic student named alex #he had been sentenced to life imprisonment for basically insulting the government (this was a very totalitarian regime that had formed when #the world first cracked and everything went to shit)#but he would be able to get his sentence overturned if he took this one class (i think it was civics or politics or something #with a media focus) and basically created the best propaganda video imaginable #so they were basically requiring him to recant his claims publicly; endorse the government; and he had to do it so convincingly #that his video would be rated the best in the class #the other people in the class included these two sisters who also badly needed to pass in order to graduate #and a bunch of exchange students #also the sky is basically a television in this world #everyone is up so high that they can see the moon fractured in two and it’s Really close to the earth #but you can’t see much else in the sky. so they were doing shit like beaming everyone’s class schedules and syllabi and lists of what you #need to buy for class directly into the sky #i don’t know if i’m selling it but it was so INTERESTING. i was really annoyed when i woke up and realised i couldn’t actually read this #because it doesn’t exist #APPARENTLY i have to write it. which is worrying because i’m not at all good at worldbuilding. but honestly the dream was so vivid #i can basically just.. take it and expand on it very slightly #i think what interested me was the backdrop of this elite university that all the kids of rich family go to vs the obvious reality #of this world; where there is food scarcity and very little diversity of habitats. and a dictator #personal

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sibelin · 1 year

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i will probably go crazy again later tonight :o)

#day has been shit #i have nothing to do at work and then when i come back i have nothing to do at home #literally waiting for people to talk or answer as i watch mindless content to pass the time #all that while the only social contact i have irl are people doing mean jokes about everything me and/or my friends are #while getting told everything i like is shit #'this film is shit' 'i don't listen to this shit' ok ok i guess i'll just shut up #i am so tired i need positive people in my life. i need friends i can hug too. but i"m already struggling to get them to answer discord #anyyyyway. i'll go exercice since my life is about dieting now i guess #sibe vents

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6ebe · 3 months

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Spain’s always got some new superstar teenager

#they all end up broken by 19 🤨#like acc stop abusing kids atp #it’s getting concerning #I’m sorry guys 19 year olds should not be getting acl tears #it’s just so a ridiculously poor sport for player welfare . institutionally #it’s horrific it genuinely disgusts me at times #comparing it to other sports I watch which are objectively more dangerous but manage players better and don’t treat them as so expendable #through a constant conveyor belt of teenagers to exploit bc they don’t know any better just. disgusting #even shit like recovery + diet has always been several years behind in football than rugby like how can you justify that when one sport has #exponentially more money #institutional failure in caring abt player welfare is stitched into the fabric of the sports dna #exploitation of the bodies of the working class for the titillation of the masses :D #ofc they get paid inhumane amounts of money too these days but the demographics of the players speaks for itself really

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azrael-5 · 4 months

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"Seed oils are bad for you!" There is so much beneseed paste in my pepper soup it could pass for tahini. I can and have consumed enough red palm oil to sustain a whole family in one sitting in the past and I will do it again. The White American fitness influencer is scared of me.

#complete thoughtlessness #seed oils #white fitness influencers are so obsessed with having the One Thing that causes every disease #unfortunately #thats now how disease works #seed oils are good if you dont got a bitch in your ear saying theyll kill you #if you ever hear a radial new health idea from a white person about how something is poison #think about how that something has probably been a staple in poc diets for centuries #and dismiss their fringe health shit as the lies they are #also rice is good for you go eat rice #beneseed is toasted sesame btw

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teabiscs · 10 months

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since ive been radio silent about the ship poll. here's 1st places wip

*ahem*

#my wip art #yuriy ivanov #rei kon #yuriy x rei #tala x ray #YuRei #thats the ship name i make the rules #while recovering from having my wisdom teeth removed has been fine *knock on wood*#i havent had any caffiene and that fuels 90% of my diet on top of like not eating because it takes too much effort rn #i cant focus for shit but today i managed.#i also had a small coffee this morning from dunks but it was awful but it was like the clouds parting in my brain it felt so food #november ship poll results

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piplupod · 3 months

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turns out if you tell somebody straight out "I don't like to talk about food, I have a hard time with it as is" then they will sometimes shut up about health and diet lol

#chase for the win yet again #i am fucking killing it with this socializing stuff lmao #this was yesterday but I just remembered it happened lmao so much other shit happened yesterday that it got buried for a bit #some lady at the centre started whispering to us about how pork is so bad for you apparently #because other people were talking about how the bacon they served with lunch was really tasty #and I just shot her down immediately because I did not want to deal with that shit #in elementary school we had a friend who constantly tried to make us feel bad for having meat in our lunch bc she was vegan lol #not to mention our mother has been following health fads for our entire life #so we've been dealing with this shit for forever. no wonder we've got an eating d.isorder lmaooo #I'm fucking sick of it so I'm not going to sit there and let people talk about food badly to us anymore if they're not family #if they're family then I do have to endure it because it ain't safe to tell em off but anyone else is fair game in my eyes lmfao #shut up !! shut up about food and dieting !!! stop fucking commenting on what other people are eating !!!#whats that kindergarten shit they always say. ''if you dont have anything nice to say dont say anything at all'' lmfao #chase on the mic

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butchlifeguard · 4 months

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i would love to do a really long essay about food conspiracies and fatphobia

#the conspiracies are so easy to arrive at because those engaging in the conspiracy don't accept that the burden of proof is on them #see that one tiktok where someone was like 'i was told i was gluten intolerant in the usa and when i got to europe and tried bread there...#... my 'gluten intolerance' disappeared 🙄 because of pesticides and chemicals in the usa'#when the answer is just that europe has different wheat #ultimately this is pretty innocuous but the 'they're trying to make us fat I Mean Unhealthy' narrative #is so fucking rampant and just serves to give social media users righteous anger against something that isn't a real problem.#while at the same time the us government and corporations are actually doing way worse shit?#we're getting concrete evidence of the extreme price gouging that chains have been engaging in for the past 4 or 5 years #but user1294042569 is pissed because there's gmos in lunchables #same narrative as 'ooohgsbfghh usa portion sizes are so BIG' yes because of the great depression.#like literally its just that more food for less money is seen as more desirable especially when money is tight #and it became seen as a distinctly usamerican thing as the usa was building its own image and trying to prosper after the great depression #finally every one of these narratives has an undercurrent of 'this is why people are sooo fat'#usually from people who don't know what the main cause of fatness is (fucking genetics)#and actively fear fatness because of. idk theres a multi billion dollar diet industry that i remember seeing ads for in kindergarten #please let me make this video essay aughhhh #< i dont need permission i just need motivation which is not happening any time ever

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warriorsatthedisco · 9 months

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I be out here crying at the crack of a knuckle

#this past week and a half has not. been good to me #my gf’s gf and I were hanging out and she dislocated her thumb (on purpose bc she can do that)#and I literally started fucking crying #I was trying to hold it back so bad but it scared me that she hurt herself #like even by my own standards that’s ridiculous #and then you know crying about everything else. my tummy. work. my new diet that’s fucking awful.#my gf feeling bad for me made me cry #personal #I feel like shit 24/7 and if it isn’t my stomach it’s the tiredness that pervades every inch of my body

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beananium · 1 year

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my family don't be annoying about my weight challenge (impossible)

#vent #fatphobia #it's just. aughhhh #i'd rather be fat and enjoy the food i love instead of be thin and miserable #i just mentioned how my double chin feels funny (like is swollen) and never really noticed its feel #and my dad took that as an opportunity to be like “well its because you eat and don't exercise” like. ok #yeah i'm out of shape but thats because i've been too depressed to work out or even get out of the house #i've only recently improved because i got a job by sheer luck #i'm pretty sure i'm not going to shed 90 pounds by working out either #you want me to starve myself? huh? is that what you want mother fucker??#i wouldn't mind eating healthy either. i do love vegetables and fruits #its just that no one in this household knows how to prepare them properly INCLUDING ME #I CAN'T EVEN COOK WHAT I LIKE BECAUSE NO ONE IN THIS STUPID HOUSE WOULD EAT IT SINCE THEIR DIETS SUCK ASS BUTT AUGH #my dad has the audacity to drink nothing but soda and say this shit to me #my grandma's also been bitching about my health. thats how i found out she's been withholding all my health information from me for years #fuck my cringe ass fail family for real #sorry. back to your regular posting i just needed to get this out somewhere

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