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would you film him for one thousand dollars
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no time to celebrate
#drew this thinking their bdays were during night yorb summer for some reason#i went looking for the clip midway and when i saw it was the other way around i kinda died a little inside#BUT I AM NOTHING IF NOT COMMITTED !!!!#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#so anyways we can pretend this is a time quangle thing yes yes#they fall asleep making the solar lasso and no one has it in them to wake them up (esp riz)#so the rest of the bad kids leave them stuff for when they wake up#joint birthday party is real and depressing ! but not really ! the power of friendship is still very real#dont ask me the logistics of the hangvan interior ill die#i dont wanna thnk about this piece anymore it aged me 10 years#my art
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Being a batfam fan is funny because people will make a post like “here’s my headcanon-“ and it’s just something that’s directly canon to the story then post about major canon events and get everything wrong.
#this post was inspired by me remembering the experience of reading death in the family#after only knowing the fanbase version and realizing oh none of that shit happened okay#like girl you don’t understand it’s so bad#Jason wasn’t even fired as Robin#He’s not accused of murdering anyone by Bruce#He’s not trying to prove himself at all he’s just looking for his mom#The reason Bruce didn’t go after him right away is because he was tracking down a goddamn nuke the Joker stole#Then after he finds it and handles the problem he helps Jason track down moms 2 and 3#Also Jason died in like 20 minutes?? even less??#He died in less time than it took his mother to smoke a cigarette#Bruce literally went ‘wait here I’ll be right back’ and was gone for less time than a trip to the grocery store#and then you go into the Jason Todd tag and they act like Bruce pulled the damn trigger on him#Like besties I don’t know how to tell you this he basically did everything right he possibly could have#Even him benching Jason from Robin temporarily happens so that he can get Jason into therapy about his trauma#Like the whole point is that neither of them did anything wrong bad shit just sometimes happens#That’s the tragedy. The drama.#Bruce couldn’t have made better choices in the position he was in and Jason was never going to make different ones#It was inevitable#Anyway rant over please read death in the family before I lose my mind#batfam#batman#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson#damian wayne#bruce wayne
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okok my brain not braining rn but.... smth smth stan starting to figures tbings out when SHERMIE calls asking ford to watch the kiddos like
stan: hello? if this is the irs you can talk to me in person!
shermie: ford blah blah blah kids blah summer blah blah
stan: (why tf is my brother calling this ford guy????? and familiar with him?????) uhhhhh...
OH HEY i hadn't even read this ask when I wrote my response to that other one so I guess we're just on the same brainwave with "Shermie is the one to ask Stan to take care of the kids"
Stan is so confused because like. Shermie is his brother. He knows Shermie is his older brother. Everytime someone mentions Stan's brother they're obviously talking abut Shermie. Right? So why is Shermie calling up Stanford (how does Shermie know Stanford exists? So why does his brother Shermie somehow know who Stanford is? Does he know Stanley stole this random dude's identity? Except, no, Shermie thinks Stanford is his brother, which is super weird. And Stan is so absolutely baffled about this whole thing that he finds himself agreeing to Shermie's request before he can think through "taking care of a couple of kids for an entire summer"
#i should make an ask tag#stan (singular) au#ykw im just gonna clarify this one in writing now#bc im confusing myself#the family thinks stanley is dead or disappeared entirely#bc nobody has heard from him in smth like 40 years#they think ford has gone a little kooky in his shack in the woods#because he hasn't talked to any of them in 30 years#and for a hot minute any time any of them opened a call with 'hey stanford' he would just yell something about 'them' being after them and#then hang up abruptly#(this is not helped by the fact that Stanford had 'them' (demons) after him)#(and stanley-pretending-to-be-stanford had 'them' (the cops+random gangs he antagonized as stanley) after him)#so there's a bit of a crossover in actually-stanford going a bit insane and ghosting everybody#and stanley-as-stanford trying to cut out everyone from That Stanford Guy's life and ignoring anyone who seems to know who he (stanford) is#so the family eventually gave up tryign to contact stanford for like 20ish years#then obv the parents died#so its just shermie after like 20 years like 'okay fuck this im sending my grandkids to drag my idiot brother out of his cave'#surprise. wrong brother!#i'm retroactively making this scenario the canon-to-the-au one#stan doesn't have the twins literally just show up on his doorstep at the start of the summer lmao
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#celebi#i debated about whether to make this one shiny or not. but i didn't. for the integrity of the blog#which means i can't talk about pmd here and instead i have to talk more about pokémon 4ever. although i feel i've said all there is to say#about that movie. which is just that i have basically the whole thing memorized and i watched it a lot as a kid. i dunno celebi fucking dies#uh spoiler alert for that like 20 year old movie but if you're on this blog i'm sure you've already seen it. and if you haven't then you#probably weren't going to see it anytime soon. so. here's celebi um#shoutouts to the time guy. that's. the end of the sentence Well i guess i could talk about psmd bc green celebi is in that#ugh. psmd will always be my favorite pmd game even though pmd sky is kinda objectively the best game ever created#the partner character just. aghargrargaraghrahgrghragh#okay i'm not gonna talk about this right now. take celebi
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Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)
Lighthearted bonus:
#enstars#hiiro amagi#rinne amagi#i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well#also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester#if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience#anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes--#--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah?#and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay#but you won't get that for whatever reason#sincerely: an adult in their 20s#....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now#anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably-#-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story#if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do)#if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad.#she'd throw hands with niki's parents#imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that)#meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could#also posts with her will be tagged mamagi#if you read all that <3#mamagi#she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too#imagine if they got their singing skills from her#also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal)#rinniki
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made a timeline for monk tv for the folks cause it makes no sense sometimes.
[more in the tags]
[update: stottlemeyer's timeline found here]
#tried my best#math really churned itself out here#fic writing resources ahoy#feel free to use <3#monk 2002#monk 2002 timeline#this only counts adrian's age#i got tired of plotting a fic and going “errr wait when does this happen and does this thing im mentioning fit with this period of time???”#esp now that im going crazy about pre-series monk ideas#monk wiki says stottlemeyer is 17 YEARS OLDER THAN MONK#im just??? wot???#how can... that makes no sense. how can stottlemeyer be 81 and the head of security for some rich ass guy in mr. monk's last case? it dont#add up at all. ive always headcanoned that stottlemeyer is like 6-9 years older than monk#what were the writers thinking these ages are wacky#trudy is 4 years younger than monk too.#if we follow how she died when she was 34#and theyd been married for 7 years... that makes her 27 but like. they met in uni. what age were they then???#monk def had to be 23-24 when he met trudy. which makes her 20 :“)#its whack man. making sense of this makes my head hurt#anyway im here to stop all that suffering#here we go#A BETTER TIMELINE#ill update with stottlemeyer's own age timeline soon :>
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Half Latino Jace 😚
#watch me make his dad Hispanic yall can’t stop me#I think about this elf man so much someone stop me#I think the name Jace at least once a day and I haven’t stopped since may#Brennan what kinda crack did you put in him that he spoke like 3 times and I’m out here like mhm mhm Hispanic father elven mother messy#divorce two siblings he’s a middle child but not before he was the baby and then had to learn to be a big brother in the present#he’s lonely and maybe he has a drinking problem and he’s old (he’s not in half elf years but god he feels old) he trusted the wrong person#he died he fell in love with his murderer but also met his soulmate in his best friend and he loves them both and maybe all he needs are#the two of them a big glass of white wine and to sit on the couch and watch his little shows#when he’s not doing that he is a veteran educator and good god does he care for his students bc Jace likes teaching and he loves magic#jace stardiamond#dimension 20
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why can i literally not function at school like i swear i'm trying i just can't focus????
#luc posts#like i take notes but then i get bored and the doodle on the side of my page thst was meant to take 5 seconds took 10 minutes :(#and then im lost and bc im lost i get all fidgety and i keep doodling and then jts just a cycle#if i work for 20 minutes i feel like ive ran a marathon and i have to take a 40 minutes drawing/staring into the distance break#and im gonna fail maths but theres literally nothing i can do no matter what i do I can't focus for over 20 minutes at a time#and then its the end of class and i feel guilty bc oh i didnt do any work :( like i feel bad and i want to fix it but idk whats wrong so ho#can i fix it if i dont know whats wrong with meeeee#ugh#it literally makes me want to cry am i just lazy is that what it is am i literally useless why cant i work#like i was so ahead kf the average grades and i never learnt to study and now ugh i dont know how to function so i just dont#and it doesn't help that my friends are all geniuses#like they complain about their one mark away from full marks and im just like OH MY GOD if i could just focus then i coukd do so well#likr ok i guess i wont mention tjst i failed that test bc yall sre complaining about getting one mark off fukl makrs#likr fuckkkk okay i have so mucb potential why di i waste jt :(((((#i hate school so mucb#i genuinely consider dropping out sometimes like I CANT DO THIS hiw do these peiole di ut how hiw how someone tell me how to function#like these peiole getting top marks withiut eben truijgn and i tyr and i cant fishcis so i fail snd then ufh i want to die#bc its so embarassing i eas like top 10% of the class a few years ago and now i just cant function like how do these peiple do itso#someone explain ot me how oieolem focus and dony get distracted and ginish things kike ugh
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Tbh studio Bones was such an utter coward for not making Dazai cry when Oda died
#I know he cried. we all know he cried. The director knows he was crying.#The first time I watched it – I didn't even care about the characters‚ and I don't care about them now – I immediately went#“ah sure that's cause he's a man™ and they can't have him cry even as the most important person in his life dies in his arms”#Like. Bros.#osamu dazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#q.#20/09/22#Honestly the sweat they put on his face makes it even more grotesquely funny.#That's NOT the kind of body water that should be on his face right now 🤦🤦
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there's such an interesting thing in Suzie's audios and episodes where she is left "without a choice" and forced to murder others/herself either through her own mistakes or immoral plans (Everything Changes, Sync, TKKS) or through a genuine effort to do the right thing but in the end having no choice but to do something wrong. (Moving Target)
she is so. Desperate. In everything she does, she is desperate for them to go right but plans never end up going the way she wants them. She has told people countless and countless times "I just wanted this to go right and I never wanted *this*" but it keeps happening. She tries so hard and is so desperate to keep her hands clean but every time she looks down they're covered in blood again. Is she obsessed with control? is she just a selfish scientist who would do anything to gain knowledge? Does she genuinely want to help the world but keeps fucking it up??? Suzie Costello I want to put you under a microscope. I want to dig inside your brain. I want to go word by word in every media you've ever been in and analyze it. who are you baby girl.... she's so fascinating to me
#i havent heard the last love song yet but i am so ready for it#everytime i hear a suzie audio i get 20 years of life.#sometimes the most interesting torchwood character is the one who dies in episode one okay????#like ARRGGH shes everything. like shes THE character of all time.. literally besties with a slitheen. who IS SHEEEEE#i stg im gonna have to read her books too#torchwood big finish#torchwood audios#torchwood#if i was any good at talking id make like 3 hr long video essays about her#suzie costello
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going from literally not being able to handle school and hating myself for setting myself up for failure these past two years to submitting stuff on time and actually putting in the effort this semester feels so surreal, I genuinely forgot I could do it.
#rev rambles#this is sappy#but it's been rough for me cause school was my everything for so long until my mom died. I prided myself on my academic achievements.#so to go from feeling shitty about everything and genuinely not caring while also loathing myself on every front bc I was frozen#and didn't recognize myself anymore#to actually remembering that I do in fact enjoy learning and school and getting involved#and feeling pride in the work I do and actually feeling like I can take a break without crippling anxiety from ignoring my tasks#is absolutely insane to me. I genuinely thought I'd be this way forever and now I'm very very slowly starting to feel like myself again#and i'm not magically “better” this semester either#I'm definitely still feeling the effects of burnout especially after going from what feels like 0-100 in such a short amount of time#but I remembered that I DO care and that just makes me so emotional bc??? I didn't think that was an option for me anymore???#ANYWAYYYYY#I left this 20% assignment to the last minute (ofc) so ig I gotta finish that now :/
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i used to wear my shoes around the house but then i watched a news program on how much dirt and germs you track in the house. so i started leaving my shoes at the door and wear my house slippers.
also shoes on a bed? that's disgusting!! who does that?!?!?
THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING
WHY WOULD YOU WEAR YOUR DIRTY ASS SHOES IN THE HOUSE. YOU COULD TRACK SO MUCH SHIT INSIDE.
GET SLIPPERS. OR INSIDE SHOES.
The on the bed I think is mainly a TV trope thing. But it does happen in media and it stresses me out.
I hope it's just a media thing.
If any of you people ever tell me you put shoes on the furniture you're being blocked and reported /hj
#the idea of shoes in the house stresses me out#so much#it's so DIRTY#asks#herdragonknights#not to make this RE related but like now all i can think about is alcina stressing seeing mia walking around in her nasty ass#fuckin tennis shoes#like yeah alcina wears heals (somehow??) but they're probably indoor shoes and her wife's running around in 20 year old not even white anym#anymore fucking SNEAKERSa that she wears OUTSIDE in the MUD AND SNOW#and she dies a little inside every time
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i turn 25 in 5 days. does anyone have any advice on how to be normal about that
#no bc like. i have 1 year left of the lower half of my 20s#then i’ll be in my upper half#and then 30???????????#this is not right#i haven’t aged why does time keep passing#these last five years have been so confusing and trauma filled and that’s that? that’s what i get for the first half of my 20s?#where’s my coming of age story. when will i come of age#someone needs to kiss me this year or i’ll go insane like fr#i’m trying so so hard not to panic about this but it’s so hard#PLUS i’ll have to deal with my mom’s existential crisis about turning 50 and the same time i’m freaking out about turning 25#and i know i’m wasting my own time worrying about it and what i should rly do is just make the best of where i am but#it’s hard. we all know it’s hard. i feel very scared of everything all the time but time keeps passing#and i’m in it. and everything i love and everything i belonged to has stayed behind as i float further away from it#in a little over a month it’ll be a year since he died but last i checked i was 10 and he was calling me making animal noises on the phone#yesterday i smelled smth that smelled like the lotion i used when i was a kid and it almost brought me to tears#every so often i go on youtube and pull up a live cam of my hometown and just watch ppl walking the places i’ve walked a million times#someone pls tell me how to be normal about this bc i’ve never been normal about anything in my life
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as much as I like Cavan Scott and Dooku: Jedi Lost I can not wrap my head around Ky Narec willingly staying on Rattatak with A FORCE-SENSITIVE CHILD HE SHOULD'VE TAKEN TO THE TEMPLE for like about 20 years because he thinks he should be in exile??? I might have misunderstood it but that's such an insane concept. What would make him do that.
#daily asajj thought of the day#like yes i need to listen to the audio drama again so this might be completely incorrect but like#with a padawan#wait a sec#nope i am correct it is referred to as exile he practically decided to stay there for 2 whole decades#once again legends origin on top#HE WAS STRANDED#SHIP-WRECKED#like yes i know rattatak isn't as bad in tcw#and we don't know much about how ky ended up there#but it makes 0 sense for him to stay there for so long#fucking hell#sure he exiled himself but what about asajj#i don't like it#works much better when they're forced to stay there#like ok maybeeeee he thought she was too old for the jedi to accept her#still a weird move#and why didn't she go away?#she was like in her late 20s by the time he died#(dark disciple age retcon messes her timeline up so much ughhhhhh)#canon/tcw asajj has the weirdest amalgamation of origins and concepts because like 5 different writers wanted to do different things with#her#things that impact everything about her story#so it messes everything up#at least earlier legends asajj was simpler in that regard
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#not to overshare but i watched this santa movie like a year or two ago w my sisters and#not to spoiler the nameless santa movie but key story element was his wife is dead and he's grieving ect ect#and santa is a lumberjack and he's always making toys and windchimes out of wood and he can hear his wife in the wind#some guy becomes unlikely friends w santa antics ensue whatever whatever santa origin story.#and like at the end of the movie santa after accumulating this entire found family w his apprentice and co he hears his wife in the wind#and he's like 'i hear you. it's time for me to join you'#and he walks off into nowhere following the wind never seen again didn't even TELL anyone#and it's ambiguous like if he died or not whatever bittersweet end for it all#AND I. I. I CRIED FOR LIKE AN HOUR. AFTER THIS. MAYBE TWO HOURS. THIS WAS NOT LONG AGO I'M IN MY 20S#EVEN NOW THINKING ABOUT IT I'M SO UPSET AND I CRIED TALKING ABOUT IT EARLIER AND I'M EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT AGAIN#A FUCKINH. GODDAMN FUCKING CHILDREN'S SANTA MOVIE#my sister (who watching this was her idea) FELT SO BAD LMFAO#i'm super normal about so many things.#anyways i. i don't think i'm going to be able to finish book 6 any time soon. if at all.#bruno just went out to grab a pack of cigarettes. for like five years. it's fine.#fe alfonse#sharena
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