#die for me

[j0celynh0rr0r]

Say it.

[megameatymatt]

Die For Me - Matt Sturniolo

Toxic Fwb Stoner!Matt X Reader

Summary: Matt and Y/N are fwb ( friends with benefits), But what if Y/N wants more?

slightly proof read

WARNINGS: smut, toxic, soft!dom matt, mentions of alcohol, drugs, and weed, overthinking??? angst??

requested?: nope

word count: 801

A/N: I apologize in advance, Feedback, interaction, and requests are appreciated! stay slutty ok bye💋

Y/n - Pink

Matt- blue

"Pull up, baby, I need you to slide for me You know how I love it when you ride on me"

9:15

You shuffle through your makeup drawer preparing for a date with a guy you met a few weeks ago. The air was filled with the scent of your perfume and the soft hum of your favourite playlist. As you apply your mascara your phone buzzes with a new message from Matt.

It read: 

"Hey Y/N can u come over I miss you"

"Chris and Nick aren't home.."

"pretty please"

You pause, your fingers hovering over the screen. You know the routine with Matt—hang out, get high,  then fuck. It’s always been straightforward, but lately, your feelings have grown more complicated. You love him in a way that goes beyond just fun and games, and it’s starting to hurt.

You text back:

"I’m actually getting ready for a date rn. I’m not sure..."

Matt’s response was fast, almost too fast:

"Please baby, we can make it quick"

"please I fucking need you"

You’ve been here before, caught between wanting to protect yourself and the irresistible urge to be near Matt. You can’t ignore the fact that you’re setting yourself up for heartbreak if you go through with this. You want more from him, but he’s always been clear about not wanting anything serious.

A sigh escapes your lips as you consider your choices. The date tonight could turn into something special, But the lure of Matt and the hope that he might feel the same way you do is hard to ignore.

With a heavy heart, you decide to respond:

"be there in 10"

"i love you"

Your stomach fills with butterflies.

You decided to take the long way to his house. The drive was like a distraction, a temporary escape from the gnawing sadness of your situation. You even tried blasting music as loud as you possibly could, but your thoughts keep drifting back to Matt. You knew you'd end up in his bed, and you weren't mad. But you felt stuck

9:45

He greets you with his usual easy smile and a warm hug, and you both slip into his bedroom. "Want a puff?" He says holding the blunt in front of you. "I'm good. I've actually been trying to quit"

He nods and turns his music down. before laying down on his bed beside you. "I missed you so much Y/N". You hated how your stomach flipped and spun every time he was near you. You turn your head and smile "I've missed you more matt." He's already buzzed, He's more giddy than usual. He still has a smile on his face while his eyes shoot from your eyes and your lips over and over again. 

"You're the prettiest girl i've ever met" He says staring into your eyes. "I love you." It's now you realize he's been drinking as well, you smell it in his breath, and there's a bottle of tequila on his nightstand. 

You hated how you loved him but before you knew it, your body flew on top of him as your lips connected. 

He quickly undresses you and pulls down your shorts. Your hands travel every inch of his body as he places hickeys down from your neck to your tits. 

"Y/N" He moans, "I need you, Fuck, you make me crazy".  "Ride me baby" And without a second thought you align his dick with your pussy and start moving.

"Fuck matt!" You squeal as Matt starts thrusting into you. Tears fall from the outer corners of your eyes as you dig your nails deep into his shoulders

"Matt" You whine "i know baby, i know. just take it f'me okay?" He moans as his fingers dig into your hips. It feels like pure ecstasy, But just like ecstasy, it's addictive. It'll be the death of you two one day, But right now it's bliss.

10:40

"I'm close Matt, so close'' You choke out. "Cum f'me baby " That's all he needed to say as you release all over his cock. He came shortly after And you collapse on his chest. 

a familiar mix of pleasure and sadness wash over you. You love these moments, the closeness and the connection, but the underlying feelings you had for him felt like a knife to the heart.

You rest your head on his shoulder as his fingers comb through your hair."You were so good for me baby" He says. His voice is deep and raspy. "i love you"

You knew you shouldn't take it seriously, it only translates to: "I love when you give in and we fuck" But it still made you smile. But instead of saying it back you try and ignore it knowing he probably didn't mean it, and he probably never will

Taglist: @sturnobsessedwh0re

[argentinacareta]

🐆

[onlydreaa]

[emily-prentits]

biggest slay ever

[the-local-pineapple]

Todays prompt was Zombie or vampire, so I drew an iconic moment of ZombieCleo!

Still one of the most iconic lines of all of the lifeseries

[vampsnini]

♡ ⊹ ° .　˚ 　 𖧷 · 　° .　 ♡ ⊹

✦　　. • . . ° 　.　 * ★ .

— ○ ◦ Minji clean moodboard ❞ ˀˀ

[wheretfismycoffeeat]

Chase Atlantic has the ability to make their visuals and album covers look the way the tracks sound ifykyk

[secretblake]

thinking about how halsey said:

“i finally found a lover who’s better for my liver and now i’ll finally recover”

and thinking about how they are a feature on die for me and one of post malone’s lyrics on there is:

“i’m too tired to forgive ya, it’s too hard on my liver”

[yoursicklilbaby]

“I don’t feel all the things that other people do. I have to fake some of them. But I do have my own kind of love. It’s probably not the same as…” She shrugs faintly. “But it’s real.”

“I know it is.”

She looks away and I catch the flash of tears. I taste them when I kiss her.

“I’m sorry,” she says. “I’m a mess. Just fuck me, OK?”

— Luke Jennings, Die For Me

[missanchimissesyou]

[notawomanagod]

Halsey for ‘Die 4 Me’

[nightmaregirl]

he said he'd bleed for me; and now he's fucking her to sleep

Xx

[torusqif]

keeping him nameless 🤐

in frame: satoru gojo

song used: die for me,, chase atlantic

software used: after effects (this took 100 layers to make and 100 years to post.)

i have been so swamped with work, i haven’t had the chance to post mtac at all 😭😭 please take this gojo edit as an apology? :D

(new chap tomorrow!! if it posts)

— qiqi ♡