#didn't even say goodbye
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'I minded many other things at the time: but what I still mind most is the curtain coming down so suddenly, leaving it all unfinished and meaningless. If there had just been a closing phrase, however painful — well, I could have borne it better. A word could have been enough, the one word 'darling' recognizing what we had been to each other, summing it all up!'
L. P. Hartley, from The Hireling
#lack of closure#no closure#regret#looking back with regret#unfinished#unfinished business#the worst feeling#how i feel about him#how i felt about him#no goodbye#didn't even say goodbye#parting#lost love#unacknowledged#unrequited love#heartbreaking#l. p. hartley#the hireling#quotes lit#words#excerpts#quote#literature#anguish
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I'm just imagining Sevika charging into battle not knowing where her girls are. she hears whispers from the battlefield that Isha is dead and that Jinx is gone. taken. captured. surrendered. she doesn't want to accept either. she almost refuses. and it's in the back of her mind that she has to live so she can find her girls, and at the very least, remember them.
and she almost dies. she thinks that there might not be anyone to remember them. to find them.
and then she doesn't. she doesn't die. and one thing leads to another, and she's on the council. and....
she still doesn't know what happened to them.
and then Vi, the girl who, justifiably, hates her guts, comes back. and the look on her face all She needs to know Jinx is gone. but she can't accept it. she can't.
she demands to know what happened, in a clipped, gruff manner, not displaying much care, but her eyes are teary and her gut is churning.... and Vi just says they're gone.
and all Sevika can do is whisper "... both?"
and she doesn't wait for an answer. the face is enough. "how?".
the answer kills her.
she walks away. murmurs an apology over her shoulder.
she doesn't know what to do with the feeling in her chest. her fingers trace over the carving in her arm.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#sevika#jinx#isha#sevika arcane#jinx arcane#isha arcane#the were a family and now Sevika's alone#and I think the bittersweet of Vi and Sev. not so kuch getting along. but having that moment.#Sevika knew Jinx longer than Vi did. she filled part of that role in Jinx's life. even if she did so poorly for a majority of the time.#but she didn't get to say goodbye. didn't get to have the closure of being there.#and Vi did. not that that is a good thing. it was horrific. but I think the two of them have experienced enough loss to know that the pain-#makes it easier to understand. seeing it makes it final.#and the two bridging that navey gap for those mere moments eats#snd then they part ways and they grieve#but Vi should deliver that news
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one of my favorite thing about Australians is the time their prime minister went to the beach with one of those inflated tire tubes and just floated away never to be seen again. very unserious country!
“New Zealanders are like Australians but more civilised”
Overheard on central line tube tonight
it’s not really a fair comparison because everyone is more civilized than Australians
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Ted Lasso, the character, is one of the only representations of 'sometimes getting better with your mental health issues means that you are less visibly happy, and that is okay, because you are not required to be happy in order to be loved' out there and I am really discouraged that so much of the audience is angry at that.
#ted lasso#the guy we meet in season one is so so so much sadder and is suffering so much more#than the guy we say goodbye to in season three#but the guy in season three doesn't crack as many jokes and doesn't grin and laugh at every opportunity#I really didn't expect the fandom to interpret that as 'he's even worse off than before!'#when the fact is that when you're able to have an inherent sense of self-worth rather than relying on Doing Everything Right#that you become less manic about making sure everyone likes you all the time#which is what ted did for the first two seasons#I dunno I just wish there was more room for this kind of character#and... for this kind of person#believe mothereffers#theodore lasso
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Just sitting on my bed, studying biology when I think that leo valdez probably cried on his 17th birthday because he got to be the age Jason never got to be. He got to experience being 17 while jason is forever 16.
#he was probably thinking if he hadn't come back jason would still be alive#also the fact jason and leo didn't even get to say goodbye to eachother—#aether talks#percy jackson#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#heroes of olympus#trials of apollo#leo valdez#jason grace#valgrace#jason grace x leo valdez
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Say what you want about Mary, but nothing makes my heart ache for Arthur more than how fucking much they loved eachother and how much they knew it would never work.
Meeting Mary the second time, she absolutely lit up seeing that Arthur actually came to help her again. Even despite the rough circumstances with her father, they both went and had a wonderful evening at the theatre.
Mary had no idea that would be the last time she'd ever see Arthur alive again.
#and she didn't even say goodbye to him at the trolley#the last letter she wrote to him was about moving on and gave back the ring arthur gave her#I can't even imagine how much the guilt and grief ate at her for that#oh mary arthur loved you so much#he had a dysfunctional family just like you why couldn't you both see that#oh man#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick thinks#arthur morgan#mary linton#mary gillis#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#she probably wanted it to be the last time they'd meet because she wanted to move on#but how was she to know#how was she to know she would never see those blue eyes again
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Uhhh stuff I doodled during the family event.
I often do french jokes/shitpost but uh yeah I'm also half finnish, 'twas an event on this side of the family.
So I doodled a few moomin characters from memory :') (+ finnish names beside, 'cause who the fuck is "Snufkin" ?? I only know Nuuska Muikkunen sorry)
It was a childhood cartoon /media and I have so much admiration for Tove Jansson's illustrations tbh, I wish I had half her skills, I only recently learned that she did illustrations for the hobbit novel omg
#Moomin#I guess#I'm socially exhausted not going out again for like three months straight#I didn't even manage to say goodbye to the hosts nc they were in the middle of the dancing crowd...#I think I almost cried at the idea of stepping in there and got then called a “poule mouillée” thanks mom#but it was overall ok but drunk finns are talkative ough and I got dragged twice in a “chenille”....#It's uhh when everyone circles/dances around the room in a line behind each other ???#anyway I needed to ramble a bit in the tags as usual-
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Jensen Ackles single-handedly saved this fandom from complete irreversible collapse by changing his line to Cas in Goodbye Stranger (8x17) from "I love you" to "We're family." What a good little soldier. I salute you. 🫡
#seriously tho#he said it was out of character and he was right#this episode isn't even the first time cas has beat him up and they wanted to drop an “i love you” here?#that's absurd#dean didn't even say it to sam in swan song#and they wanted to put it here#ridiculous#even if d*stiel is your ship you have to admit this would be terrible timing#emotion dumps are for finales#8x17#goodbye stranger#supernatural#meta
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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for
More pictures under cut
#loscar#logan sargeant#ls2#oscar piastri#op81#and now starts the rant#my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate#so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had#run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before#even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles#also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height#also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os#so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here#next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes#(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it#and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue#middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash#then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here#and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work#AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as#usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too#and last but not least - Logan my beloved#first and foremost STARS#I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them#also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that#okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue#another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice#I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye
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its so funny cause the show had Luke be like "Annabeth's my sister. We're family <3" and they've showcased this close bond by having them interact for 2 seconds one time
#the show loves to tell us everything but not really show it#to be fair we have more episodes so we'll see ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#but the fact we didn't even see him say goodbye to her...#pjo show crit#and again I was expecting annabeth to have a /crush freak out/ type of reaction when Luke did talk to her and she just was like#so normal about it lmao#it was like a record scratch in my head#book Luke: hey annabeth!#book annabeth hyperventilating blushing twirling her hair: hi luke!
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in the span of maybe an hour, clara oswald goes from, "I already know - don't say it." to, "people like you and me should say things to each other" and I'll never get over it
she literally gets pulled out of time the moment before her death and learns he's been clawing his way back to her for 4.5 BILLION years?? Just to save her??? I would also suddenly and urgently have words
#doctor who#clara oswald#12th doctor#twelveclara#you say goodbye to the person who's most important in the whole universe to you#things between you are left unsaid but not unknown#and then just before your heart stops beating - he's there??#but he's frantic and desperate and angry and not entirely himself and when you look in his eyes#you know it's been more than a few minutes for him#but BILLIONS of years???#(Clara's stronger than me I'd pass out or go catatonic from the sheer enormity of that realization)#of course you have to say something in the face of something so terrible and beautiful#and frankly he's too consumed by grief and anger to hear her#but I imagine whatever she said was both a confession and a plea to never do that on her behalf again#dw#i think even at the end clara doesn't quite grasp the sheer depth of his love for her until then#and she never wanted to die - but she didn't want him to do THAT; that level of devotion was unfathomable#god im obsessed with them#when is it my turn
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Thinking about Tim Stoker hours. Thinking about Sasha James hours. Thinking about TImSasha hours. Sobbing uncontrollably hours.
#the magnus archives#tma#magpod#tim stoker#sasha james#timsasha#they make so so so insanely mentally ill#every time i think about them i start walking towards the nearest cliff#sobs#i love them so much YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!#tim truly wanted the best for her and respected her as a person#even when she clearly didn't love him back he was still rooting for her#they trusted each other wholeheartedly and even then never got to properly say goodbye#imagine finding out that one of your closest friends and crush actually died a year ago#and the “person” you remember as her and have been talking to the whole time was the thing that killed and replaced her#and you didnt even notice#plus tim mentioning in 162 how nobody else in the institute really talks to him#sasha was truly so important to him and losing her in one of the worst ways did such a number on him#he died to the same thing that took two of the people he loved
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tbh i’m rlly excited for the tripolar fukuchi showdown. you people aren't real sskk believers i think they can clutch it without chuuya/dazai/verlaine/whichever overpowered character stepping in to carry the fight
#like it's their time to shine! finally!#i keep seeing people say they're done for and every time i go BOOOOOO🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅#come on guys. it's not the first skill life-form they've beaten. or even the second 😭 atsushi is tailored to defeat these things#++ whenever sskk lose it tends to be the result of self-doubt/infighting rather than physical weakness. their abilities are absurdly strong#they only lost the first fukuchi fight because a) they didn't know about the time sword#and b) because akutagawa trusted in atsushi more than atsushi trusted him#i think it's pretty clear that the purpose of that fight narratively was to strengthen their partnership rather than to actually win#and akutagawa definitely proved himself to atsushi by dying for him. and by keeping his promise even after dying#so lack of trust certainly won't be an issue anymore. they can reach their full potential now#and if i'm right about akutagawa drinking atsushi's blood and inheriting some of the tiger's ability........... goodbye old man#anyway. tl;dr i believe in my glorious kings#maybe we'll even get to see their singularity (please🙏)
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- Yuma... Someday, once again, we will... -
Rank 55: Yuma Jet!!
#This is the last time we see Astral in the manga#and the first time I saw this scene I felt a terrible sense of void#and even after having reread this ending so many times I can still feel that feeling of hollowness in my heart#seeing him like this makes my heart weep#At first I didn't even notice that Astral's body was slowly becoming stone#when I then noticed it I became even more despaired about him than before#Astral's fate is a tragedy with a promise of hope#the hope of Yuma living a wonderful life and of being able to see him again#And the fact that he smiles#he keeps thinking about Yuma even in his last moments#thinking about a future where they will meet again#I also can't stop thinking about how Astral is holding Yuma's tears close to him#the tears that Yuma had shed for him during their goodbye#Yuma is Astral's last thought before he became stone#I think I already said that millions of time but I will say this again: I really need to hug Astral#I want him to be safe and happy#I just can't watch his expression of peace and don't be heartbroken about him#I care about him so much#astral zexal#astral yugioh#zexal#yugioh zexal#yu gi oh zexal#ygo zexal#zexal manga#zexal manga spoiler#(I think this is the scene with more editing)#(I basically deleted the entire background and then put the frames to make this post coherent with the other)#(It was a little difficult and it's not perfect but I'm happy with the result!)#(If you've come this far: hi! Thank you for looking at my post!)
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I refuse to acknowledge anything that happened in this volume. none of this happened. must've just been a heat induced fever dream. nope. no way.
#THE FACT WE DON'T EVEN GET TO BE UPSET#STOP WRITING SUCH SPINELESS MC'S I'M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING FORCED TO BE TIMID AND A DOORMAT#AND YOU GOTTA PAY 17 GEMS TO REMIND HIM OF HOW COMPATIBLE WE ARE???#I don't even want any of these li's anymore bro#it's all same dialogue different name so there's no defending ANYONE#I didn't even get to say goodbye to chen but then if you stick with chen he's gonna do that weird thing with uma#and in the dressing room??? not matter what you say your li says you don't know him as well as yall thought#damned if you do damned if you don't#I HATE IT HERE#LET MY MC JUST FUCKING WALK PLS I'M DONE#insert quen blackwell screaming crying gif#litg#litg s9#love island the game#sun.txt
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I'm sorry, but the way Rio took Nicky regardless, but she still made sure he quietly said goodbye to Agatha beforehand?? I'M SICK-😭
#rio really didn't want to take him but she still wanted him to be able to say goodbye to his mama I-😭#and the fact that agatha doesn't even know that nicky said goodbye to her because rio took him In his sleep??#therefore she couldn't even feel him kiss her on the cheek??#sick and fucking twisted If you ask me#I'm gonna be sobbing about this for the next several weeks😭#agatha harkness#nicholas scratch#rio vidal#lady death#agatha all along
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