#did it remind her of kid ody

[the-diary-of-a-moody-teenager]

My favourite part of the whole saga was , when in the amazing animatic made by @mircsy Telemachus tries (try is the key word here ) to lean his against Athena's shoulder, after they just had a heart to heart , and just straight up falls , coz she is in her spiritual form , and then she just stares at him :)

[keefessketchbook]

WISDOM SAGA THOUGHTS 🎉🎉🎉🎉

Guys, this saga had me in shambles. I had to wait til the morning of the 30th to listen so listening to it before breakfast WRECKED me.

Legendary 🐕

The instrumentals go so hard like it's so chill

In the first verse, Telemachus reminds me so much of Polites. like bring the world so light? open arms who?

the pre chorus has some of my favorite lyrics jay has ever written. like 'Cause I'm stuck with your stories/But no clue who you are/And no idea if you're dead or just too far/Somebody tell me, come and give me a sign/If I fight those monsters, is it you I'll find?

ALSO THIS SONG HAVING THE MELODY FROM FULL SPEED AHEAD THE "polites gear up, you and i'll go ahead" PART

the chorus i love because it references all the monsters Ody has had to fight

The second verse is so like real. like Telemachus is just singing his heart out about his problems

The suitors sound so much like the sailors, which hurts my heart. like these are the voices of the men that were friends with ody. now they are tryin to get his wife

Telemachus' last line is sending me like "If I fight this monster/Is it you I'll find?" like bro you find his old bestie, badass senorita

Little wolf 🐺

So this song sounds really good musically. I can see the evil sutiors from the "dark" and "evil" sounds jay uses

The chorus/ what the suitors are chanting is really cool

Athena coming to his rescue has my whole heart like its so cute

Telemachus is just a little baby like he's my little boy

love Love LOVE how athena turned the suitors chant into her own like she's in his corner rooting for him

Also Teagan's riff is so prettyyyyy

We'll be fine 👍

This is my favorite song in this saga. I just wish it was longerrr

Like Athena literally describing Ody and comparing him to Telemachus is just so sweet

Also the lyrics call back to my goodbye because ody said "What's a title that a goddess could lend/ If I'll never sleep at night?" and in this song Athena says "Maybe, if I helped you reach your goal/Life could be that bright/I could sleep at night"

Telemachus is just so gentle with Athena, I think that is what she needs because i guess she thought Telemachus would hate her because of what she did to his dad but Telemachus just has so much Polites energy like bro is precious

THIS LINE SPECIFICALLY "I don't think he'll mind/If not his friend, then mine" 😭😭😭😭😭

Both of their voices blend so well together like its so cute

"You're a good kid" AHHHHHHHHHH

Love in Paradise 🏝

Athena calling him old friend has my heart

The callbacks to the other songs is just amazing. they blend so well together, i kinda want to make it my ringtone

Calypso's beat is so good like its so beachy and calm

the "did you know you talk in your sleep?" line reminds me of the scene from PJO from the 4th book when Percy wakes up on Calypso's island

the silence after "she's my wife" is soooo funny to me

Calypso's verse is so good like the notes and beat are so pretty

the goddess can't die line beat is soo good like her laugh is so pretty

THE TIME JUMP !!!!!!

Ody calling back to the underworld lyrics is amazing to me

THE STAY IN MY OPEN ARMS LINE HAS ME DEAD LIKE DON'T DISRESPECT MY POLITES POOKIE

I literally was thinking last night, 'if i hear polites in the wisdom saga, i will be losing my shit' can confirm, have lost my shit

Polites, Eury, and Ody's mom's voices all blend together so well like OMG it hurts

and Ody calling out for Athena is so cute like for once he's admitting he needs help

So, this saga is officially my favorite. I'll post god games soon. That one has a lot more to unpack. I love this community sm. Kinda sad that we didn't get to hear any Penelope tho.

Stay weird, guys

[phlurrii]

Okay so you might have already answered this but

Did Ody unintentionally kill Ambertwo? For some reason I thought his outburst that caught Meau’s attention was a reaction to her death.

Also

Does he mean the boys felt like Amber because they’re human or is he referring to the boy Meau killed dying feeling like Amber dying and just doesn’t know the word? Guessing the latter since he says he can’t feel them anymore.

Nope! Ambertwo does exactly like she does in the movie, his reaction is indeed due to her death. And yes, he says they feel like amber because they were human kids, showing him beginning to draw some connections between the situations. However, both from Ambertwo’s own words and his vague awareness they were at least beings around him when he broke out… he’s acutely aware why all their aura/energy vanished when he blew up the place. However, it wasn’t really clear till the same scent of a burned and disintegrated human corpse due to a powerful move brought those memories riiiight back out, poor baby ;<

As well as sensing Ambertwo’s own death and subsequently inability to feel her after, he’s drawing all sorts of conclusions, in specifics though:

1) Ambertwo is as alive as the vaporized kid infront of him, so that’s a sucky way to learn about death and what exactly happened to her in there.

2) The scent of burned human is oddly familiar to the scent of the place he blew to smithereens, and thanks to Circe reminding and confirming it for him in a previous update, he likely did the exact same thing as Meau. Thus figuring out he has killed humans himself.

3) If you can’t sense someone anymore, they are probably dead, this will be important for later ;3

TL;DR, He realized Ambertwo is indeed, dead, not somewhere out of his reach. As well as he probably killed a whole bunch of people given the familiar scent and sight of Meau killing the kid. Thus freaked out really hard…

[cocomanga]

*Spoiler Alert*

Wow.

This was Jin-woo, in almost all of his glory.💙

Jin-woo's Representation A-1 did an amazing job overall. But first, I must acknowledge how BEAUTIFUL his character is in this episode. I felt they inched a little closer to the accuracy of the images we see of him in the Manhwa, still not as dark as they should be imho some of which warmed my heart so much, I just... gosh, I just really wish this guy was real. 😭

He shows up to get himself assessed for his ranking, clad in a stark white shirt, an oversized relaxed cardigan, slacks, and vans, as unassuming and chill as any guy can get, yet wields power that surpasses nearly everyone he came into contact with.

Jin-woo, oh how do I love thee. Let me count the ways... I mean, seriously. Can he be any sexier?!?!?!?😩

Oh my God... Just look at that face. I'm melting. From his humility and super sweet, dare I say "meek" demeanor, reminiscent of the kid from episode one, they represented him so very well.

Lets not forget his selfless, unyielding care for his mother, the primary reason for him pushing himself into this terrible line of work to begin with, and how he tirelessly works toward obtaining whats necessary to help not only her to survive, but his younger sister to become successful.

He makes his family and his home a top priority. They're so close to his heart that he's willing to sacrifice himself to keep them safe. That's been Jin-woo from the very beginning. He reminds me a lot of a certain white-haired leader.🤍

Chairman and Woo. This was also something I looked forward to. The other A & S-Ranks finding out his true status, as well as his meeting with Chairman Go. That man is also one of the greats of this story, and I was ecstatic to see them in their very first encounter, as well as Hunter Woo, finally realizing he was on the right track about Jin-woo. They are vital to his story, and made me so happy to finally witness the relationship among these amazing men develop more.

Cha Hae-In Oh man... Their encounter was just SO exciting, and so well executed. "That's her" Jin-woo says, as his lids lowered halfway over his eyes. She emerges from the gate. He names her, then calls her "Incredible" due to her presence, or "aura". She then returns the favor, by also describing him as "incredible" though she had no idea who he was. Congratulations, Cha. Talk about winning a jackpot among men. Me wishing I was an anime character has never been easier.

They're slick with the imagery and dialogue, prompting us to feel what they want us to through visuals and sound. None of that gets past me. Lol They set us up by generating tension between Jin-woo and cha, then put him on display in more ways than one, while planting verbiage that evokes a certain brand of emotion.

Knowing full well I, among many, were targeted using this delicious dose of fanservice, I still drooled, and felt just fine about it because I have always known my baby to be Hot. Like. FIRE.🔥🥵🔥 They'd be wrong not to make him exactly what he is.

His Persona. The execution of this part of his personality had me kicking my feet like a happy little girl, and he was like a kid in a candy store. I lived for seeing him so excited, so eager to display his strength to only himself, without the need to have anyone else present, speaking also to the level of the full-bodied self-confidence he developed along his excruciating journey. It made me so very happy for him.

And that body Ody ODY! OMG! It was almost too much for TV!

Jin-woo's also known for these little smiles, smirks and grins when he knows he's about to tear his enemies a new @$$h*le, or when he's already done it.

You can catch one on him in the first dungeon he opened alone when he defeated the Steel Fanged Lycans, Kasaka, and before he destroyed the spider in episode 6.

But this one... this one had my heart thumping so hard. He legitimately looked mischievous, displaying a stark contrast in his personality to his earlier image... a darker side of him on full display. I LOVED it.

Of course, this moment was short lived when he was caught by momma.🤭 Heeheehee. How cute is this? Can't wait 'til next week!

Speaking of his beautiful personality, of any gripes I could say I have, and there are very few, removing his quirky moments that we were able to clearly see in the manhwa truly does water down his persona, and we don't get to see all of him in action. I think I can speak for every one of Jinwoo's fans when I say these were some of the moments that we enjoyed while reading his story and following him on his journey.

Those times when he laughed at himself, his friends, and his comrades, and how they displayed his depth of character. He very freely expressed himself, no matter how silly, goofy, or hilarious he looked or sounded. It made him appear vulnerable and relatable. They are what make Jin-woo Sung such a amazing, well-rounded character. Please give that back. Thanks. 🥺🥰😌

Other than that, one last thing:

🥰Duomo Arigatou Gozaimasu! (forgive me if thats not perfect.😅)

[ashistired37]

I've been wisdom'd

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Alright. Spoilers ahead

Firstly the album art is GORGEOUS. It's definitely my favourite album cover so far!!!! Second favourite is circe.

Legendary - The suitors voice HOLY SHIIITTTT I LOVEE IT but him calling Penelope a TRAMP?????? WHAT. The delivery was amazing on the champ line!

Tel's voice caught me off guard though I'm used to the higher voice Jay did originally but this is a welcomed change I think the singer did really well vocally!

Almost forgot to add but the suitor going

Why don't you open ur moms room so we can fuck her? Insane. 💀

Little wolf- Athena telling him Uppercut him. Now. Will forever be one of my favourite things ever in this musical. Also the ooohh maybe I pushed you a bit too hard was so cute-

We'll be fine- probably my favourite of the saga! The warriors of the mind type beat on the notes??? AAA please tell me I'm not the only one who hears when Athena sings maybe we'll be fine as the same melody as warriors of the mind just slower and less intense?

I'm not a music person idk what that's called but I can notice patterns easily. HER CALLING HIM A GOOD KID IS SO CUTE TOO AAA

Love in paradise- Again is probably my favourite. It's hard to have just one favourite with Epic sagas.

Athena sifting through odys memories was sick!! I loved the sped up snippets of the previous sagas songs. Obligatory:

She's my wife. ... Anyways.

I'm no pet I'm a married man! Reminds me of Nepobaby by Fox Szn. I am not a baby I am 35.

ODY ON THE LEDGE MY FRIEND TOLD ME THIS HAPPENS AND STILL I WAS SO CAUGHT OFF GUARDS ODY NO.

Open arms, Luck runs out AND the underworld all overlapping????? EVIL.

God games - ZEUS' VOICE IS SOOOO FUCKING GOOD IT WAS SO DRAMATIC AND THEN THE GRITTINESS AT THE END OF THE SONG???? AAAA

Apollos part was way too short 😭 I know he's lvl 1 but it's just. He's so easy to convince.

Hephaestus' voice fits so much and I really like it! Again wish it was longer

Aphrodite and Ares are pretty much the same as the first look we got so no shocker I love this! Athena sounds so annoyed when she said ares like he's an annoying sibling like brother don't ruin this for me damn it!

Hera!!!!!! Absolutely love how dramatic she is it feels game show-ey if that makes sense yea it was short but it was effective

Zeus sounds a bit dramatic given how short all the parts have been it really doesn't feel like Athena had to do a lot to convince them but oh well I love the vocal performance

Ares' quiet "Is she dead..?" Then we get snippets of Athenas musical motif till it extends into a full blow warrior of the mind instrumental? AAA live for it.

Tldr. Really liked this saga and the voices were absolutely amazing!! Good work on everyones parts!

Just because I didn't like something or wasn't fully overjoyed by it doesn't mean it's bad! With Epic there really isn't anything that's bad the worst is just something that is still really enjoyable!

[russetfoxfur]

I would like your thoughts on ISAT please and thank you

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im going through this in bullet points based on what pops up in my mind so i might jump from act to act. under cut for Major Spoilers

- color palette. stunning awe-inspiring astounding and the fact that its even acknowledged in-game (and then WONDERFULLY subverted by the scarlet of the world ending!!). i remember seeing isat fanart on the dash and i was like 'why are all these in monochrome' but it makes sense i literally cannot imagine siff with color

- i pronounced pretty much every name wrong (according to the wiki at least). what do you mean bonnie's name is pronounced like THAT. well except odile i called her odie on purpose

- headcanoning that siffrin is from sky children of the light. hes got the cloak hes got the connection to the stars hes got the evil unswayable king. one could argue that sky is also a timeloop game (albeit one without much focus on it) due to eden reruns. the isle could be the isle of dawn. also both skykid and siffrin start with s let me have this

- on the topic of crossovers: narrator (tsp) and loop would absolutely be worsties. you cannot convince me otherwise. they Hate each other's guts and constantly piss the other off

- and on the topic of loop somewhat: GOD that boss battle. loop's eye cracking red.... loop looping..... LOOP USING THE SAME ATTACK AS SIFF........ and then siff winning and sparing them because they helped them get so far in the first place. TWO HATS...... so much dialogue becomes recontextualized its insane

- also THE DAGGER. i was sort of pissed off at loop throughout basically the whole game so when the dagger came up i jumped at the chance to tell loop to fuck right off with what they think and don't think is good for siff but then....... god the game treats suicide with as much gravity as it's worth it was genuinely so jarring to see the game contort loop in order to grant my wish (....HOLY SHIT) just seeing loop go all white-eyed and narrator-voiced.... and then the tree glitches into a warped version because thats loops tree and you just contorted loop......aaaaaaaaa. i did almost try to do One death with it just to see what it was like but loop's begging through narrator-voice was just.... it reminded me so much of narry's (tsp) begging in the zending and i was like "nope not using the dagger not at all"

- one major crit of the game is how hard it pushes familial ideals. i really dislike familial dynamics (thank you mcyt) and the fact that everyone was shafted so hard into very specific roles just bugs me. i do prefer it without the hard shafting but i'd rather them all be queerplatonic at best. come on guys platonic bonds are fantastic please please please stop making this a traditional family when i said i liked found family i did not mean literal family. more deep meaningful platonic bonds in the world please. also just based off how mcyt treats the clockers and stuff do i want to know how people treat isa x sif (whatever its called)

- another crit is the save system. this ones more minor but i wish you could save from any point in the game instead of just those little lights. just a small inconvenience.

- but back to positives im just going to dedicate a whole bullet point to specifically the bonnie-murder-and-subsequent-jumpscare. ill be honest i DID spoil myself for this one but i am glad i did it because even with the warning i was jumpscared by it actually happening. just... you try reasoning with the king because okay maybe this is a really extreme reaction and he can be reasoned with and then you can stop looping but the king isnt going to change if he wanted to change he wouldve done it earlier and then he forces siff to watch as the kid--the kid they gave their eye for, the kid they keep giving their half-immortal life for--is slowly and painfully crushed to death in front of their eyes. that is when you realize the king CANNOT be reasoned with. i saw a youtube comment that was like 'the reason bonnie goes blackout is because siff is actively flashback-ing to that moment and actively redacting all the gore out as it goes' and it has NOT left my head let me tell you. just... the way it shows siff's sanity slippage, and the way that exact blackout is then used in act 5 as an eerie callback..... god it makes me ILL. including the fact that the loop i got that on was one where the daydreamer dis-remembered their sibling AND the change god's statue had a different face and i was like 'siffrin is So Fine You Guys'

- also the change god. both the statue (love how its face changes at random, i only saw two during my playthrough but theres a whole bunch on the wiki) and the little quest thing. thats the ONLY OTHER TIME we see white-eyed loop through the whole game which. Well. also i think its cute how they talk with kaomojis with mira. best god ever would absolutely dedicate my life to that guy as well

- SPEAKING OF! best aroace rep ever mira love of my life /p she is ALSO a doubtful anxious "chosen one" who will murder to save her friends and loves them all so very dearly and also has a roommate who makes bombs. shes the best i love her i think she deserves to rip the king to shreds with her teeth

- ok so to preface this i was actually reliant on a map for my playthrough because like three times i accidentally looped to floor three when i was trying to see the library and i could Not take it anymore. but act 5 messing up the whole house is evil. took me like half an hour just to figure out how to get to a star crest because i kept ending up in the infirmary and getting stuck. i know im just experiencing the intended effect but like still. siff next time you have a mental breakdown due to the depression and insanity caused by being trapped in a timeloop without anyone else to speak with excepting an immoral god whose only goal is to piss you off as much as possible.... could you PLEASE remember the house better

- but on that topic.... god siff "the lost one" rin's crafts are very telling of their mental state. the fact that all the puns are gone from the attack names.... no more jackpot points because theres no one else to do jackpots with.... and then all three attack skills having no cooldown while the buff and the heal both do....... (that one in particular is making me have thoughts. it hurts more to heal and get better than to keep lashing out at any desperate hope you've got for breaking out without addressing your own issues.) i love the crafts in general because of the very personalized nature of the names but act 5's crafts and also the "just attack" craft are like. Siffrin Is So Fine You Guys Teehee

- my first impression of bonnie was "young and angry. yeah that's a pretty accurate descriptor of them siff." my current impression of bonnie is "how the fuck are they so good at cooking"

- i accidentally began act 5 before i finished a sidequest...... to be fair it was the sidequest w/ the chateau castle comics but like.... still. i was so close i literally just had to go back to that guy with the knowledge of that final issue. additionally the ghosts quest. i was trying to do a whole run of the castle (grindy purposes) and i got both ghosts on the first two floors before not getting the one on the third floor. it was evil it was so evil. damn you rng

- i love that one lesbian jeweller in dormont. actually i love the casual queer rep in general. mira's whole quest is about coming out as aroace in a world that Very Much does Not want that to happen. isa is probably trans. 40% of the main cast is non-binary. the lesbian jeweller. apparently mira's roommate has a crush on the head housemaiden but to be quite frankly honest the only thing i remember about claude is their name and that they build bombs. bomb-building lesbians ftw i guess

- ....okay yeah i did fall for the pineapple slices. In My Defense i was immersing myself in siff when i fell for it and i was Not Thinking about loop i was thinking "oh my god i love pineapple lets project my love of pineapple onto this traumatized punmaster". barked a laugh aloud when they said it was good. spicy :3

- also i did accidentally spoil myself for the ending but... somehow i arrived at the conclusion that the king was actually siff from before and that siff's climax would be defeating the king and then taking his place when the party tried to leave. thank GOD it wasn't that (i would've rioted) i love what we actually got much better.

- king shouldve died for realsies. you do NOT just murder bonnie like that and then send siff into a panic attack and expect to get off with a sympathetic ending let me beat his ass up

- i literally cried at the ending. let me just say i do not cry at video games easily but like..... siffrin's loved. he's spent the entire game desperate for any scrap of attention, slowly spiralling as the loops keep happening and everything keeps falling out of his hands, convincing himself hes a disgusting manipulative bastard who cant even see properly.... and then when they realize that that's why he was an asshole to him, because he's been hearing the same rote lines over and over and he hasn't been telling anybody.... and then they forgive him. they don't forget--siffrin did hurt people, justified or not --but he's not an awful person for wanting to be loved, for wanting to have something to hold onto. he's terrified of being alone so much so that he inadvertently traps himself in a timeloop because he can't stand the thought of them parting ways. and it's not his fault. he can be forgiven. they still love him.

- (you know, while i was playing, i saw the universe belief and my mind immediately jumped to "and the universe says i love you because you are love". call me obsessed with mcyt, but it feels a little like it fits in isat, i think.)

- but siffrin's loved. after 106 loops (in my case), a thousand dead ends and red herrings, failed kisses and intimacy cravings and teammate murders and cheeky gods and trauma, so much trauma.... after they've run themselves ragged trying to break themselves out and nearly crashed and burned..... siff's finally free.

[justawhimm]

you’re real

fandom: cyb//erp//unk 2077 summary: it's the first time he's really been alone with derry since she's been born. being the extrovert he is, though, he's losing his mind a little with the lack of people around to talk to. at least derry's a pretty good listener. this series explores the births of his four children and some moments of his parenting style toward each of them.

chapters: 2/8

content warnings: mention of alcohol use, mention of initial resentment toward an unborn children, mention familial issues

notes: Just a reminder that Derry isn't my creation! She's from the Cyb/erpu/nk TTRPG sourcebook known as Cyb//erGen//erat//ions, but has since been deemed noncanon. But! I liked the idea of her, so I'm writing about her.

Current Year: Early 2007 Kerry's Age: 19

cross posted on ao3

Being forced into a vacation wasn't necessarily how he was expecting the end of the tour to look like. … Ok, that sounded stupid as soon as he thought it out completely. Of course he would've had to have a break, regardless of whether he was still pregnant by the end of tour or not. Kinda inevitable and all of that. The part Kerry really hated and didn't expect to be an issue was the fact that he had to miss Nancy's wedding because he was fresh off giving birth and the idea of taking the baby on a plane sounded like a special kind of torture.

Nancy assured him it was fine. There wasn't much they could do about it. She insisted someone would record the ceremony, so he'd be able to watch it all with the rest of the band once everyone got back.

So, that left him. Alone. With his new daughter.

Derry Eur/ody/ne's birth had been all over the screamsheets for a while, unsurprisingly. What did surprise him was the fact that he'd actually decided to keep her. How? Well… fuck, he still wasn't totally sure yet. Just about a month postpartum, he was still struggling to figure out the details. There was a lot to think about. But honestly, he couldn't stand the idea of giving her to anyone else anymore. She was his. His tiny, insufferable virus. 

That sentiment had changed a lot over the weeks, though. He thought he was going to hate her from the moment he set eyes on her, but that was far from the truth of the matter. No, no… fuck, it really wasn't difficult to realize within just a few hours that he adored her. And much to the dismay of Johnny, he actually liked her name, too. 

What was so bad about it, after all? Sure, it was unconventional, but he thought it fit her pretty damn well. If she hated it, then whatever. She could change it when she got older. He didn't give a fuck. It was her life.

Back to the matter at hand.

For the first time since the day she was born, Kerry was alone with his daughter.

His bandmates and best friends were gone, off at the wedding. Probably getting drunk. God, he wished that was him. Kerry didn't really have contact with his parents anymore. Yeah, that was… mostly on him (Long story. He wouldn't dwell on it in his mind for long). That left him without anyone to rely on but himself.

It wasn't really like he was swimming in eddies, either. So hiring a nanny or something just wasn't an option. Hell, even getting any help from Johnny when he was home was almost impossible to attain. His kid, his problem, apparently. Guess he got that, yeah, but fuck. He would've hoped that maybe Johnny would have a single compassionate bone in his whole damn body.  Sometimes that was just asking way too much out of him.

Derry's little gurgles pulled Kerry out from letting his mind wander. Brown eyes trailed down to look at the baby girl on his chest, smiling at her slightly. That was one thing that kept him from getting too pissy with the idea of being a dad: the fact that she was so fuckin' cute.

"You sure sound like you're havin' a hell of a time," He remarked, pecking the top of her head. "Bet you're about as bored as I am, lil' Derry-Berry. All you've got ta do is eat, sleep, and shit. Can't even play with the toys your Aunt Denny got ya yet. Poor baby. Just… stuck with your dear ol' dad." Kerry sighed. He was beginning to feel ridiculous, talking to her like this. What was the point? Or maybe he was just so lonely and bored that he didn't give much of a shit.

"Ain't it pathetic, kid?" Kerry adjusted how he sat, his hold on her. He held her in a way where she was practically sitting at the end of his torso, his hands keeping her up and his fingers supporting her neck and head. It was hard not to smile at her, seeing her peer at him with those big eyes. "Dad's just… talkin' to you, but you don't really talk back. And I never really know what the fuck I'm doin'. Not like that's too much of a surprise, though. Don't think I ever know what I'm doin' in life. Your lolo and lola would probably already hate how I'm raisin' you, but… I'm doing my best."

Derry blinked at him, making a little "o" briefly with her mouth. She was so fuckin' cute, Kerry could hardly stand it. Bringing her closer, he'd press his lips to her cheek to make it squish against her face slightly. With that, he'd adjust how he held her again. He would let her lie back down in his arms, sitting himself up properly so he could look down at her.

"I don't think I'll do too bad… Doubt I'd be the worst dad in the world. Not by a long shot. I don't know who you're gonna be yet, but hopefully I'll instill a little bit of patience in that cute baby face of yours! 'Cause trust me, you'll need it when it comes to me. I'll get it eventually. You just might need to sit my ass down and tell me how it is sometimes. Yeah. Yeah… Just have some faith in me, Derry. I know I was a piece of shit while you were doing all your growing shit, but I wanna do right by you. I might still act like an asshole sometimes, but I promise I love you."

But that wasn't enough, and Kerry knew that. As much as he knew his parents loved him, they didn't give a shit about what he wanted. It was out of caring, out of love, but it'd caused more damage than anything else. Kerry never wanted that with Derry.

"I wanna listen to you. I want you to love me, too."

[moonlight-additions]

Relationship with the Hyung Line

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Misun’s Masterlist

Soobin

Misun: *existing*/ Soobin: *using her head head as an armrest* what’s up short stuff?

Constantly reminds her how tiny she is to which she replies that he’s just a giant (seriously tho he’s tall tall)

Co-parents to Odi and also the kids

Also her only fellow 00 liner

When they met soobin was /shy shy shy/

He couldn’t hold eye contact with her for too long bc he had a tiny little crush on her

Except it wasn’t really tiny and everyone but her knew about it

In fact, the reason they met was bc yeonjun was trying to play matchmaker and failed horribly

Despite their romantic relationship dying before it even happened these two are really close

Like out of all the members, Soobin comes to Misun for advice about anything

He feels overwhelmed with his role as leader? Misun

He doesn’t know what to wear? Misun

He wants dating advice? Misun (even tho she’s never been in one she’ll try for him AJXJDBGH)

HOWEVER IT IS JUST ADVICE, NOT SECRETS

He learned his lesson with that one the hard way 😞

Overall: confidant

Yeonjun

Misun: *pulling on a door that reads push* 😠/Yeonjun: move over, you’re not pulling hard enough!

Her favorite older member !!!

is he the only member who’s older than her? yes, yes he is 😌

The definition of dumb and dumber™️

Seriously, if you let these two hang out unsupervised, you are just asking for chaos

Misun will always encourage Yeonjun to do everything even if it’s not the smartest decision and vice versa

Yeonjun is the most protective over her

His mentality: only I can pick on her 😡

Too bad that doesn’t phase the maknae line

He was her “study buddy” except it wasn’t really to study, it was for practice

She was the first one to approach him and she did it because he would always be ranked first in their evaluations so she was like “ohhh he would be a good person to practice with”

Misun: do you wanna be my study buddy? ☺️ Yeonjun: *in total confusion* … study… buddy?

She meant practice partner but honestly forgot how to say it and he rolled with it ever since

Overall: partner in crime!

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tom holland

insomnia - reader can’t get to sleep; tom finds out why

driving in the rain - fluffy dinner date and rainy drive back home

workouts and warmth - when all tom wants is some after-workout cuddles

from across the living room - announcing your engagement to your families

the one - you want to move out and get your own place as a couple, but tom doesn’t. nikki talks to him. 

anything for the twins - tom massages reader’s boobies during her period

moms, makeouts, and mishaps - nikki walks in during your makeout sesh

simple acts of intimacy - a fluffy 3.1k words worth of blurbs

silver surprises - the reader surprises tom at a premiere

twenty questions - questions ensue after tom & reader get stuck in an elevator

my gut - spinoff of twenty questions with claustrophobic!reader (tw/ anxiety + attacks)

stealth mode - tom & reader scaring each other

unicorns vs pegasuses - tom shuts the reader up by kissing them

a good story - tom meets reader at a meet & greet — friendships blossom to lovers

deal breaker - tom wants kids, but the reader does not

his lap - reader asks for help in overcoming an insecurity; tom misreads the situation

pool day - pool day w/ tom + the boys

hot - the reader picks a certain song that reminds her of tom - the boys go wild

grounded by rocks - tom talks about you in an interview for cherry

your hands - when all he wants is a simple head massage

late flights - in which tom takes too much time with the fans

nobody wanted to - where only one person makes it out alive

way more than 50 - the hollands trick the reader into thinking they did something they weren’t supposed to 

why [ pt ii ] - sweet cupcakes, and a not so sweet breakup

what looks suspicious - nikki doesn’t exactly approve of tom dating the reader

something sweet - reader drops off small gifts while tom’s on set

he remembers - when tom finds the letter

missed you - reuniting w/tom after four long months

soft gangsta - tom tries to dress edgy; the reader is unconvinced

the shoe game - reader & tom play the shoe game at their wedding

too much - when the reader has a rough time with work, tom comforts them

losing grip [ pt ii ] - a losing battle between the reader and a hereditary disease causes heartbreak

your captain america - protective!tom holland of young reader (age gap)

sexy genius - reader is a fan of (and meets) jake gyllenhaal

teddy bear cuddles - tom wears an oversized hoodie

nonsense - the boys think the reader is meddling with tom’s work

circles before yourself - rule #2 - osterfield!reader gets caught with tom

seventeen times - when the reader is having a hard time in lock down, tom tries to help (TW // depression)

pixie dust hair - tom assures insecure!reader that the pixie haircut looks good <3

a few more months - reader passes out during a run; tw // excessive exercising

tiktok au’s

body ody ody - tom gets a little jealous over a few social media comments 

sweats in the supermarket - getting tom hard when he wears sweats

put your records on - trying not to kiss each other first

mood killer - saying dirty things into tom’s ear

say it back - pranking tom by not saying ily back to him

two different ways - tom choking the reader to get two different reactions 

brutal - doing the “did you mean to post this?” trend on tom 

worst thirty minutes of my life - playing a drinking game with tom to see who gives into cuddles first

my girl’s cuddles - crawling into tom’s lap 

even - buying hot leggings & taping tom’s reaction 

goofball - a silly way to reveal reader’s pregnancy to tom 

end the debate - “i found out why my boobs are small” trend

slam the car door - doing the car door prank on tom 

water bottle wars - the boys ask you and tom questions about each other. wrong answers result in sprayed water 

get you back real good - you & the boys prank tom after watching a scary movie 

peachy - sighing / moaning in front of tom playing video games to get his reaction

my princess - tom does a tiktok where he guesses all your answers to everyday questions

dad!tom

needles and needs - when scarlet has to get shots, you realize she may not be the only one that needs comforting

all my girls - scarlet meets her baby sister for the first time (dad!tom)

everything i love about u - tom is afraid baby red might hate him for leaving home too much

a little extra help - stepdad!tom being the best dad to your daughter

through the tears - pregnant!reader goes into labour, and baby holland meets the family

first feed - tom watches you breastfeed for the first time

warmth from the love - baby holland’s first Christmas

first words - baby holland speaks for the first time

breaking the internet - when your pregnancy announcement crashes multiple apps/websites (pregnant!reader)

breaking the internet... again - when baby holland breaks the internet

boyfriends and brunch - when jade brings home her boyfriend (aged!up)

big sister + how are babies made - telling scarlet about the baby on the way (pregnant!reader)

too many kids - the reader’s dad has some commentary about the twins

mumma’s girl - tom gets jealous when scarlet isn’t a daddy’s girl

angels - a little skin to skin time with his best girl

family man - after a nasty breakup, tom finds out you had his child

cheesy uncles - telling paddy he’s going to be an uncle

ag!reader (more to come !!)

y’all really get nasty - tom and the fans discuss ag!reader’s songs

my favorite things - ag!reader performs in front of the mcu cast at the grammy’s

34 + 35 - the boys react to reader’s new song(s)

34 + 35 remix - the boys reacting to the remix

his remedy - the boys react to positions deluxe

neglected - AG!reader breaks up w tom because of their job; tom searches for answers

low-key wants him - reader talks about how much nonna (+ her fam) loves tom

see u soon - reader interacts with tom while on stage for the swt

a few spilled secrets - AG!reader performs on jimmy fallon’s show.. tom and her confess a few secrets

for the first time - when the reader breaks down crying while singing about her ex, tom is there to comfort her

dance with me, rain on me - reader has a hard time on set, tom to the rescue

every tomorrow - the first album release night after your breakup

here we go again - introducing tom (+ the boys) to your celebrity friends

condoms or safety nets - the boys react to AG!reader’s song “safety net”

we’re not engaged - AG!reader announcing to the world why they no longer have a fiance... (fluffy)

the late late show - AG!reader & tom do spill your guts or fill your guts

pain from pleasure - dad!tom goes through a birth simulator — controlled by the reader

never have i ever - tom & the reader play a game on the late late show

fluffy hair - ag!reader has a zoom interview with zach sang. tom makes an appearance

fighting off the haters - ag!reader and older!tom holland (age gap) attend an award show after going public

run your hands thru my hair - tom reacts to ag!reader’s song “my hair”

stick to acting - tom tries to make a beat for ag!reader

practically twins - reader meets sebastian & anthony at comic con

damn lucky - black!reader wears her hair naturally during an interview

what a piece - reader talks about tom related songs & tattoos

flip it - tom talks about reader in an interview

at the door - older!reader & tom fight off haters

a headcannon of ag!reader being a marvel cast member

a headcannon of tom & the reader attending the avengers endgame premiere

styles!reader (more to come !!)

bathroom kisses - makeout sessions with tom and styles!reader in the bathroom

yeah, he is - tom holland x styles!reader meet the styles family; protective older brother harry makes an appearance

unparalleled love - older brother harry styles makes a speech at reader’s wedding

grilled - date night for tom & styles!reader is a bit difficult with two kids; older brother!harry to the rescue

baby showers and brothers - dad!tom & styles!reader are going to be parents

potential boyfriend - tom has a crush on the reader when they first meet

ts!reader (more to come!!)

trust me - tom & the reader defend her after nikki doesn’t approve

your london boy - tom & co. + the world reacts to “london boy”

boy of my dreams - tom being proud of the reader for winning a grammy

rapper!tom

tom records your sounds during sex for his music (hc)

tom talks about you in an interview

concepts: one , two , three

professor!tom

my pretty girl - tom gets jealous when reader gets many valentines

other reader tropes

cherry - reader is a screenwriter for tom’s upcoming movie

no shouting - singer!reader needs some help after paparazzis are too much (based on a video of tom)

pregnancy belly - actress!reader has to wear a pregnancy belly for her role, and the boys tease tom about when it’ll be real

we march - actress!reader being a huge feminist

passions & pediatricians - pediatrician-to-be!reader meets tom

politics - reader’s granpa is joe biden (requested) and tom meets him

extra support - psychiatrist!reader helps tom on the set of cherry

you made it big - tom holland x actress!reader at the after party

partition - the boys react to famous!reader singing partition

senorita - singer!reader makes a music video with shawn, who’s tom’s new best friend

miniseries 

boomerang: one , two , three , four [completed]

peter parker

making amends

➢ enemies to lovers ; college!peter x super soldier!reader ; 30k words ; sorta slow burn

cheeky guy, favorite thighs - college!peter doing a tik tok challenge — between the reader’s thighs [tik tok au]

a little nicer - doing the prank on peter (”you could’ve been a little nicer to me today”)

start searching - first make out sessions with our best boy :)

hidden hickeys - the avengers think innocence of peter, until they’re proven wrong

the team - part two of hidden hickeys; reader meets the avengers

all of you - late night talks about your future with peter :’)

like you wouldn’t believe - reader tells mj about her & peter’s awesome sex

slip from my hands - roommate!peter comforts the reader after a nightmare

i’d wait for her - college!peter parker needs to come to terms with you and your boyfriend

shut up and kiss me - soft make out sessions with peter :)

all the good things in the world, and i get you - insecure!reader needs a little reassuring 

modern chivalry - peter being a gentleman on the subway

eggnog and mistletoe - peter helps you love the holidays

the force awakens? it sleeps - a little extra comfort & care from our favorite baby boyfriend 

a prince - wonder woman!reader meets spider-man (& avengers) in a mission

steve rogers fics - peter finds you reading fanfiction abt steve rogers

fanboy!peter

fanboys and bracelets - fanboy!peter parker goes to famous!singer!reader’s meet and greet

fanboys and phone numbers - fanboy!peter parker continuation 

showing around - fanboy!peter gets VIP access; some dancing ensues

stark!reader + avengers!reader

if you knew feelings - the avengers want you & peter to break up

sleeping - peter misinterprets a few important questions

the may to your ben - college!best friend!peter parker x stark!reader fluff

race ya - peter confesses his feelings for rogers!reader after a mission — on comms

frat bathrooms - stark!reader joins the avengers where she sees college!peter, the boy she slept with at a frat party

rainy days - reader doesn’t like rainy days, a certain wall-climber changes their mind

already got her - jealous!peter makes a public confession

flustered!peter

a nervous one - flustered!peter parker sees cheerleader!reader in her uniform

one day soon - flustered!peter parker x affectionate!reader

all better - flustered!peter parker does some lab flirting with reader

dad!peter + pregnant!reader

unplanned  [ part ii ] - reader gets pregnant... breaks up with peter to avoid it all

burrito wraps - reader worries that baby parker might be cold

a name to remember - latine!reader & peter give their girl a special name

you’re magic - a certain wall crawler hears two heartbeats

sgt. bucky barnes

first cuddles - bucky asks to cuddle for the first time

harry holland

golden light, the love of my life - the boys tease harry —on a live video— for being whipped

it won’t f^cking open - harry lends a helping hand

how much i - those three magical words are exchanged for the first time

cuddly koala moments - time the reader just needed harry’s warmth

anything for hands - the reader cuts harry’s hair on instagram live

your other best friend - the reader is sam’s new friend, but harry thinks they like tom instead

you’re my anchor - harry has an anxiety attack, but the reader knows what to do

what’s his [ pt ii ] - when everything thinks the reader should date tom instead, harry snaps

whipped fries - harry brags about the reader winning the pub quiz for them

tell me, show me - the reader makes harry flustered by playing w/the strings from his sweatpants

keep your cool - tom setting u up with his brother // nikki being wary

ag!reader

you’re such a dream to me — ag!reader writes r.e.m. about harry

harry styles

intoxicating - soft bubbles baths with long haired!harry 

frayed braids - reader braids long haired!harry’s hair

others:

harrison osterfield

not anymore - when harrison comes back from filming, he’s determed to win the reader’s heart

irreversible - when relationships fall apart, people fall apart. (infidelity)

circles before yourselves - rule #1  - harrison x osterfield!reader (sister) when brothers talk, bad things begin

think of her - harrison asks your family for their blessing [holland!sister]

steve harrington

together not never - steve discovers the reader is pregnant

[sepublic]

SEASON 2 OF THE OWL HOUSE!!!

          RUHGISN/LIFNALARNGLIENARE

           Onto business first and foremost! We get twenty-one episodes, an extra one to make up for the rather odd, nineteen-count from the first season! That’s forty episodes in total! Then Season 3…

           OH, Season 3… I love it but it hurts! The Lord giveth and taketh away, it’s confirmed, but it’s only THREE 44-minute specials! By my calculations, that’s about the length of SIX normal episodes… THE OWL HOUSE IS SO DANG POPULAR AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO DISNEY?!?!! First Amphibia’s finale gets screwed over, THEN this?! But at least Amphibia gets its full third season… At least I assumeit does, oh for the love of Titan if it doesn’t…

           It is extremely imperative that we petition Disney to let TOH’s third season be full-length! Because Dana herself admitted that the main reason she left Twitter was to cope with THAT news, and… OH MY GOD POOR DANA you fought SO hard against all odds to give us this show, this previous love-child of your mind and heart and spite, for this!? But it might not be too late- If we assault Disney with our demand, they MIGHT just change their mind! SO GET ON WITH IT! Let the cartoon community rally AGAIN!

           But, right-

           The first half of episodes for Season 2 is going to be TEN episodes, the second half will be eleven! Already better than the first season, but as a reminder, that’s what we’re getting so far before our mid-season hiatus! And on THAT note…

           We have confirmation for the first FIVE episodes, which will begin airing just a mere FOUR WEEKS from now! We have Separate Tides, Escaping Expulsion, Echoes of the Past, Keeping Up A-fear-ances, and Through the Looking Glass Ruins!

           These episode titles spell out “SEEK T”, presumably “Seek t(he)”, so we can already guess the next two episodes after TtLGR! That leaves fourteen more letters for the Season 2 message; The last one was “A witch loses a true way,” so perhaps this season is advising Luz to seek something that will help her get back home? Something that will help her confront and defeat Belos? A little bit of both?

           Separate Tides is the season premiere! Luz is feeling guilty about the loss of Eda’s powers, poor girl, so she’s going to set sail for a lucrative bounty? Interesting… Perhaps a real Bloom of Eternal Youth? Something magical and bile-related? More lore on the nature of magic and its origins???

           Escaping Expulsion… hoo boy, THAT’s what we’ve all been looking forward to! Odalia and Alador get Luz, Willow, and Gus expelled?! No rights for them, even if that was already obvious but WOW. But more importantly, Luz strikes a deal with the two?!? What do Odalia and Alador want from Luz, to get her back into Hexside?!?!

           Dana mentioned how Season 1 had more focus on Hexside at Disney’s request. Given how Season 2 is more her style and freedom, we might see Luz and the others remain expelled from Hexside, if only to detach them from the coven system for the time being as their rebellion grows… And give focus to OTHER things as well! Which is going to suck a LOT and I’m going to hate Odie and Al even more for this, taking away not just Luz’s opportunity but also Willow and Gus’… Especially Willow since they DID follow through on that threat, holy shit, Amity and Willow must be hurt and traumatized from this!

           But what do Odalia and Alador want from Luz? Do they want to use her as leverage against Belos? To use her FOR Belos? I’m suddenly reminded of that idea I had about Odalia and Alador being interested in Luz as like, an actual suitor for Amity… GOD my Lumity heart would actually love it if that were the case! Obviously in the long run it’s bad and for THEIR purposes, but the idea of Luz learning to be more proper for them, for AMITY really… Oh man, this is reminding me of my speculation of Luz and Alador parallels! We might just see what makes Alador so interesting to Dana in this episode, and just the SECOND one of Season 2, no less- Right into the story meat!

           ECHOES OF THE PAST! King lore! KING LORE!!! Even better Luz, Lilith, and… HOOTY… go to a new island?! An island related to King’s past? Is Eda sticking with King to make sure he doesn’t do anything, or god, did King’s antics get her into trouble again? And Hooty… HOOTY is coming with Luz and Lilith???! I’m grateful for Luz and Lilith interaction, we might get to see them talk things over, but how is Hooty…? Is the house coming along?

           Dana mentioned two spoilers and a lie, one of them was Hooty leaving the house! I guess this is one of them… The others were Camila beating someone up and Gus getting a growth spurt, which we’ll get onto later; So I think Camila beating someone up is the lie! Dang it… But a dangerous new island, could this be related to the various pieces of Titan bones mentioned in The Unauthorized History of the Boiling Isles, scattered throughout the boiling seas, all alluding to another incomplete Titan?!

           Are they KING’S REMAINS??! And his bones are incomplete because he still has his SKULL!!!!

           Keeping Up A-fear-ances is pretty obviously Gwendolyn. Screw you, Gwen, and the confirmation that her presence is causing strain for everyone… YIKES. Hopefully we’ll get Young Eda and Lilith backstory, and see how they transitioned from the YBOS flashback to present-day! Perhaps Gwendolyn DID help Eda when she first transformed… Either way, I do not like her. But she’ll be fascinating to see!

           Through the Looking Glass Ruins! As I said before, Gus gets a growth spurt, and he’s trying to impress kids from Glandus… Which YES GLANDUS, more schools lore! But uhh… If they’re at Glandus, is it because they didn’t get back into Hexside after all, and they’re moving to a different school? Luz and Amity are exploring a dangerous library there, which, Lost in Language flashbacks! But why is AMITY there… Oh Titan, does SHE choose to leave Hexside at the end of Escaping Expulsion, as a means of defying her parents’ will, to go with the friends she loves! If so… YEAH AMITY! That, or she’s out on a visit. Will Amity run from home and live with the others, or maybe Willow and her dads? Gus and Perry? Or will she still be at the Blight Manor… Dana wasn’t kidding about Emira and Edric being distracted from Grom!

           Maybe Amity works something out that gets her expelled from Hexside, and Glandus is the new school for her, who knows? Perhaps it’s because of Belos, and so Odalia and Alador are furious, but they want their kid at a school regardless, so Glandus it is! The Hexside Banshees lost their best captain… Not that she was even playing so it doesn’t matter, but still! THIS would be quite a shock and change for Amity! And Luz, Willow, and Gus… Dang, they’re just losing a lot huh?

           If they ARE going to Glandus and enrolling there, then maybe the episode will end in a failure, or maybe they’re pretending to in order to access the library, maybe a library incident will get their enrollment cancelled! I’m interested in seeing Glandus’ location, we know it’s on an island elsewhere… I kind of want to see the principal of Glandus, will they be cool like Bump? Have a rivalry with him??? Hexside lore??? FORBIDDEN SHIP BETWEEN BUMP AND GLANDUS PRINCIPAL??!?!

           But yeah, those are the episode synopses, and they promise a LOT! It seems each episode so far is just pure character or plot stuff… Not to dunk on ‘filler’, which I think is misused for a lot of episodes honestly, but I like it! I guess Dana and crew have to make the most of their time thanks to Disney’s weird thing with Season 3, screw you Mickey… But yeah! I’m definitely gonna say more stuff and talk about the intro, but for now, I AM HYPED!!!

[peaceoutofthepieces]

Sink Or Swim

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Sunday, 14:07

Song: Sam Smith - How Do You Sleep

Lucas feels a little ridiculous, smiling dopily at his phone while he sits at the kitchen table, but it’s impossible not to. He always smiles at messages from Jens—has done since first meeting him—and now his joy is only doubled.

I think Jana is suspicious

suspicious how?

Lucas scrolls back up to the message Jens had sent him earlier while he waits for him to respond. Lucas had woken up to it—an image of Jens still in bed, pouting into his pillow. The accompanying message had simply read ‘not as comfy as yours’.

He scrolls back down when Jens replies.

she’s giving me that look. the suspicious one. all knowing and smug and shit

Lucas smiles, giving a tiny shake of his head.

maybe you should stop texting me and actually spend time with her then? don’t forget it’s your last chance

why thank you. now I’m sad :(

okay. I’m gonna ignore you now but know that I don’t want to </3

dumbass. you can text me later

Lucas hesitates a moment, and then sends one final message.

<3

“What are you smiling at?”

Lucas looks up at his dad and hastily places his phone on the table. He’d forgotten he wasn’t in the room alone, that his dad is only at the sink, washing the dishes. He’s looking over his shoulder at Lucas in amusement, and Lucas crosses his arms on the table and shrugs him off. “Nothing, just the guys.”

“The guys as in Kes and Jayden, or new guys?” Hugo asks.

It would be very simple. Lucas could just say Kes and let the conversation drop. He wouldn’t have to explain anything. He’d be asked the easy questions; how are they doing, does Lucas miss them. It might be the best segway into organising a trip home soon.

It’s also clear that his dad is trying, and Lucas decides it probably wouldn’t be the worst thing to put in the same effort.

“New.”

Hugo hums approvingly as he leaves the last plate aside and turns off the tap. He grabs a towel before turning around, leaning back against the counter as he dries his hands. “Anybody special?”

Lucas works very hard not to blush and give himself away, because the truthful answer is yes. Jens is incredibly special—the word doesn’t even seem sufficient to describe him.

But Lucas isn’t about to tell anyone else that, much less his father.

“No,” Lucas groans, rubbing a hand over his face for emphasis, hoping that’s enough to get past the subject.

“What? Smiling like that, what am I supposed to think? You know you didn’t even make a single snide comment during lunch?”

“Did you want me to?”

That earns him a withering look. “Lucas, come. Tell me about it. Your friends, at least. I let you out to that Halloween party and you haven’t even told me who you were with.”

“I didn’t know going outside came with terms and conditions,” Lucas mutters.

His father merely raises a brow. “When you were originally grounded, it does, yes.”

Lucas relents by letting his shoulders slump.

“Did you smoke?”

“I didn’t, actually.” Lucas resists the urge to roll his eyes, but he’s disappointed that this seems to have turned into an interrogation. For once, for some reason, he’d thought it would be better. They’ve been more amicable over the past week, casual with each other, with Hugo actually making it home in time to have dinner with him on occasion.

“That’s slightly impressive,” Hugo allows, moving to sit down with him at the table. “And did you have fun?”

Lucas shrugs. “Yeah, it was fine.” It was better than fine. It was the night he and Jens had almost kissed.

But, again, he isn’t about to tell his father that.

“You’re really not gonna give me anything, huh?” Hugo nudges his arm. “What about Saturday then? Where’d you disappear to that night?”

A smile flits on to Lucas’s lips. “Trick-or-treating.”

“Ah, well, now you’re just making fun of me.”

“No, I’m serious,” Lucas protests. “I went trick-or-treating with Jens and his little sister.”

He’s confused for a moment as to why his father brightens, but he quickly lets Lucas know what he’d latched onto. “Is that finally a name?” Lucas’s smile drops as his dad leans towards him, urging him on with a wave of his hand. “Jens, tell me about Jens.”

Lucas absolutely cannot do that. His pulse spikes, but he quickly tamps his fear down. His father has no reason to expect anything beyond friendship. He’s just asking Lucas to tell him about his friends. Lucas can tell him about Jens without giving him any of the...details.

“I don’t know. He’s Jens. I met him at—“ Lucas quickly cuts himself off, remembering that he’d snuck out to that party after his father had gone to his room. “I met him at school at the end of my first week. He kind of got me into his friend group.”

Hugo nods, pleased, but not entirely satisfied. “What’s he like?”

“He’s...cool. He skates, he’s chill. He kind of reminds me of Kes, I guess.”

“I’d like him, then?”

Lucas has to admit that he hasn’t thought about it much, but now that the man has put it out there, he likes the idea. It’s not really something he’d ever looked for, before—his father’s approval. He supposes it’s different, now that they’re on their own. He’s been worrying about what the boys will think, trying to figure out how to tell Isa, wondering what Jens’s friends will say. He has thought about telling his mother.

He hasn’t really considered his dad much, beyond how best to sneak Jens around him.

“Yeah,” he says quietly, “I think so. He’s a good guy.”

Hugo smiles. “I wouldn’t expect you to pick anything less.”

Lucas can’t help but find a deeper meaning in the words, for just a second, and feel his heart warm. Then he crushes the idea and comes back to the matter at hand, and decides he can’t give anything more away. “Should I tell Jayden you think he’s good, then?”

“You’ll do no such thing. I love the kid, but it’s a tough love.”

Lucas snorts, shaking his head slightly, surprised again at how at-ease he feels. Maybe he is misjudging, just slightly. Maybe he should try a little more.

He’s even more surprised when his dad gives his hair a fond ruffle as he rises, standing next to Lucas with a hand on his shoulder. “If you don’t have any plans today, you wanna watch a film with me?”

Lucas’s brows raise slowly. “What film?”

“Your choice.”

It’s a good offer that Lucas doesn’t really have a reason to refuse. Trying, he reminds himself. “Sure.”

Hugo grins and pats his shoulder. “Good. I’ll go set up the TV and you can get us the ice cream.”

“You got ice cream?” Lucas asks, disbelieving, as his dad makes his way out of the room.

“I know my son. Of course I got ice cream.”

Lucas finds himself grinning after him, shaking his head to himself in an attempt to snap out of it. He doesn’t have to, he realises. He should take this treacherous peace and allow himself to enjoy it. Maybe things are simply going right for once.

Maybe the universe is on his side, after all.

He picks his phone back up before getting the dessert, seeing another notification from Jens, but this time in the form of an Instagram post. Lucas clicks into it and finds an image of him and Jana. They’re both pouting, eyes closed, and Jana has her arms wrapped tightly around his neck, pressing their cheeks together. Jens has simply captioned it, ‘miss you already’.

There’s a low thrum of jealousy in Lucas’s stomach, at first, but the longer he looks at it, the easier he finds it. Eventually, it draws a smile onto his face. He remembers what Jens had told him, the night of the Halloween party, and what Jens had told him yesterday, and he merges it all together and reminds himself of how Jens had kissed him, over and over, going so far as to ask Lucas if he could stay forever.

He smiles to himself as he likes the post, then slips his phone back into his pocket before going in search of the ice cream.

[padawanlost]

does vader come back to kill watto? i hate entering discourse about it because i see people say “well he wasn’t that bad” or “he didn’t treat shmi and anakin that bad” and honestly? why are they making excuses for slavery?

Tbh, I doubt I’ll ever understand what drives someone to justify slavery. I really don’t get it. but, after realizing the only case of slavery no one tries to justify as a ‘necessary evil’ is Obi-wan’s, I have my theories.

Anyway, Anakin never returns for Watto in anger. Watto, to my great saddens, gets to live a long life. In fact, that piece of garbage manages to outlive both Shmi and Anakin.

"Anakin's mother?" Luke said. "Was her name Shmi?" Ody shook his head. "I can't recall. Like I said a lot of years have passed. But if you want to find out more, you should go to Watto's and " Ody clapped his hand against his forehead. "Sorry, I keep forgetting. It's not Watto's anymore. It's Wald's." "Wald's?" "Yeah, Watto retired. Now it's Wald's Parts. But that's why you should go there. Wald knew Anakin. Let me give you directions” [Ryder Windham. The Life of Luke Skywalker ]

I think people also minimizes the trauma of Anakin and Shmi’s enslavement because neither character thinks to much of it. They have become so used to mistreatment that Watto’s brand of cruelty feels like a respite. 

Leia sat slumped in the seat beside Han, faintly aware of her tender shoulder and feeling distinctly inadequate in the presence of her grandmother’s memory. Watto had been Shmi’s master—and her son’s—for years, and still she had somehow found it inside herself to forgive him. Leia had been Jabba’s slave for one night, and she had strangled him with the chain that bound her. Of course, there was a world of difference between Watto and Jabba. [Troy Denning. Tatooine Ghost]

Besides, what choice did they have in the matter? He raced because he was good at it, Watto knew he was good at it, and whatever Watto wanted of him he would do. That was the price you paid when you were a slave, and Anakin Skywalker had been a slave all his life. [Terry Brooks. The Phantom Menace]

To Leia, a princess of Alderaan, the thought of being a Hutt’s slave was unacceptable. To Anakin, who grew up as a Hutt’s slave, Watto felt like an improvement.  What Leia considered an unspeakable crime, Anakin considered mundane. I think people forget that. People forget the horror of it. So let’s remind them:

When Count Dooku flies at him, blade flashing, Watto’s fist cracks out from Anakin’s childhood to knock the Sith Lord tumbling back. [Matthew Stover. Revenge of the Sith]

Physical pain he could have handled even without his Jedi mental skills; he’d always been tough. At four years old he’d been able to take the worst beating Watto would deliver without so much as making a sound. [Matthew Stover. Revenge of the Sith]

Yeah, a four years old so used to being beaten he no longer cries is totally fine.

Both mother and son were grateful to Watto for keeping them together, and after sharing a dingy, fetid room with six other slaves at Gardulla’s estate, they were astonished to learn they would have an entire hovel to themselves at Slave Quarters Row, along the outskirts of Mos Espa. Watto believed they should feel grateful, and made it clear that if they didn’t do as he said, he’d fill the hovel to capacity with additional slaves. [Ryder Windham. Star Wars®: The Rise and Fall of Darth Vader]

Which single mom doesn’t want to live in precarious conditions. Again, totally normal.

Operating a Podracer required incredibly fast reflexes, the competition was fierce, and Anakin — as far as anyone knew — was the only human ever to fly one and live. Despite this accomplishment, Anakin knew he’d have to do better to please Watto. [Ryder Windham. The Rise and Fall of Darth Vader]

When he’d belonged body and soul first to venal, rapacious Gardulla the Hutt.… and after her Watto, who hadn’t been cruel, exactly, but was greedy and careless and willing to see him die racing a Pod. [Karen Miller. Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]

Nothing wrong with forcing a kid to risk his life for profit, am I right?

“For a moment, I suspected you’d run away from Watto.” transmitter detonate?” “Pleasure?” Watto said, his trunklike nose turning slightly upward as if recoiling from Anakin’s words. “You think I like cleaning up exploded slaves? Bweh heh heh!” When he was done laughing, he gestured with a three-fingered hand to some more scrap-filled containers that had just been delivered, and said, “Now get back to work! I want this scrap sorted by noon!” [Ryder Windham. The Rise and Fall of Darth Vader]

Freedom and fun? Who needs it when you can be threatened with explosives and forced to work under TWO suns?

“Anakin, how are you feeling? Truthfully?” If he said hungry, Obi-Wan would throw something at him. But he was. He was ravenous. And he hated, hated, feeling hungry. The sensation too. It’s unfortunate but it can’t be helped. We’ll manage.” [Karen Miller. Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth]

Starvation. That’s healthy.

“Rassa dwee cuppa, peedunkel!” Watto screamed, starting in again on Anakin in a fresh burst of Huttese. The pudgy body lurched forward a few centimeters with each epithet, causing Anakin to step back in spite of his resolve. Watto’s bony arms and legs gestured with the movements of his head and body, giving him a comical appearance. He was angry, but Anakin had seen him angry before and knew what to expect. He did not cringe or bow his head in submission; he stood his ground and took his scolding unflinchingly. He was a slave and Watto was his master. Scoldings were part of life. [Terry Brooks. The Phantom Menace]

Verbal assault is always fun. 

Watto was immediately defensive. “He’s my boy, my property, and he’ll do what I want him to do!” [Terry Brooks. The Phantom Menace]

Oh, to be considered property. What a fun concept!

Not only Anakin and Shmi were slaves, without any rights or freedom, they were forced into hard work, starved, threatened, abused and humiliated. 

But, please, tell me again how not rescuing kids under the same or worse circumstances is the right call.

[aquacai]

compilation of bts/army tweets i retweeted but doesn’t actually appear on my profile (TWITTER WHY)

TEXT POSTS:

Namgi are actual prodigies, how did bang pd just casually pick em up like that

ARMYs give BTS amazing promo but it only works cause...

And just in case anyone doesn't know, we call K-army "diamonds" because...

namjoon: i made espresso!! jungkook: i wanna try it namjoon: u hate bitter coffee  

seokjin couldnt give less of a shit!!!!

Hoseok is Rock Lee

We have faves that are so willing to educate themselves...

I actually adore the final verses of The Last so much.

Hobi’s pseudo-triple entendres

why is this something i feel like rap line does in the studio

the funniest part of this run ep was when taehyung said...  

BTS teletubbies @ MBC Gayo 2017

every update this year

top three betrayals are bighit not releasing tony montana feat jimin...

When I first began to fully get into BTS, I had a pretty jaded view...

Dear BTS 2013, its ARMY 2018.

MY  DNA

*Yoongi's dating rumour*

this episode (run ep. 46) was so full of innuendos

fake trans on jin’s supposed feelings about the SIN separation

whoever is directing run should be reigned as the nation's hero...

What do you call a company that surpassed and outsold the big3?

bts are the definition of hyping ppl up for doing the bare minimum

an actual conversation that happened (run bts ep 46)

suran suga again and army

So I suddenly remember when Namjoon said these during Wings Tour The Final...

She was pushed by another members of staff  while doing namjoon’s makeup

I WAS IN THE SHOWER BLASTING BTS AND ONCE I GOT OUT...

to the female staff who consoled jimin and keeps saying “you didn't mess up”...  

they went from pardon to what was that

What happened at the first two episodes just made me respect Namjoon more.

on a serious note, it would be nice if when bts gets a special someone...

Next time during BTS concert, instead of screaming “encore encore”...

yall ever wanna think about how namjoon said that jimin needs lots of love and attention and thats probably why he shared a room with hoseok bc thats what exactly hoseok gives him

if I have any feeling towards BTS thats stronger than Love then it's RESPECT

the reason Jin was going on and on with his (R)evolution (E)volution (D)rop in the ocean thing might be because he was "hinting" at Youtube Red

one day, there will be a last...

namjoon came to post a selfie and left with a dating scandal

remember when hobi said “i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for bangtan”...

Namjoon admitting that he’s also “just a kid” ...

"The reason I make music is because, after all, I am also afraid of the world."

Yoongi's scalp is braver than any US marine

Sometimes we forget that Namjoon is also just trying to figure out the world.

PUMA fansign: thank you for making music that changes the world

Everyone has a musical preference & enjoy when their artists reflect that.

let me talk about taehyung and how amazing he is as a friend

i like when seokjin shares stuff about his childhood, we get to know his orijin

BTS is also  for redefining masculinity (hiphop is their way of life)

from humble beginnings to legends

burn the stage makes me realize that whenever rm post photos of nature ...

what exactly makes namjoon the sexiest for me ...

the reason seokjin’s chest and shoulders are so wide

Bighit: O! R YU DEAD, 2?

"What's your favourite song currently?"

the mask guy: u didnt bring anything to exchange so i cant help u

namjoons exchange [in the Fake Love Teaser 1] is so funny to me...  

here are some of my favourite joon interviews

"How did you join BTS?"

jin: i’ve been doing it for 4 years

I hate it when people say armys have two brain cells like bold of you to think we even have a brain (sarcasm lol)

i’m a new generation anpanman

When the Billboard news was released this morning... (wisha)

interviewer: so what are your goals?

sometimes i still think about how the fanchant of cypher pt4...

"Hoe calm down, my shoe lace is untied"

“itʼs ok, we all found bts when we needed them in our lives the most”

i’m so sorry but it’s fake love

i want to see the world from taehyung’s view

just for youuuu

i love that taehyung is never anything but proud when talking abt the fact that he’s gained weight

i bet taehyung gives the best hugs

Our bomb is like a permanent reminder...

remember when we were like omg hixtape‘s mv gonna have bomb ass choreography lmaooo

no but it's so cute bts call it family pictures and not group pictures??

there's an undeniable sexual energy between yoongi nd every trophy... 

bh staff: describe yourself in one word

jin: man, blowjobs sure are a mouthful (incorrect bts quotes)

THREADS:

I came across the Deloitte 2018 Media and Entertainment Industry Outlook

hoseok is one of the best dancers in the industry...

meaning behind whalien 52

KPOP101 LESSON 8: THE MINIMALIST ART OF THE KOREAN BALLAD

getting people flustered is hoseok culture - a thread

MY TOP 10 BTS SONGS (by KommonSense)

an explanation of rap lingo BTS use in their lyrics: a thread

I have some free time so like for an unpopular opinion. (hobybIo)

My Favorite Soft BTS Moments - A Thread! (odie)

Burn The Stage made me feel extremely vulnerable. (Aileen)

as Kings of Korean History [A thread] (KommonSense)

a thread of my favorite bts-related tumblr posts

Why and how the BTS rapline's experience with rap mirrors that of OG rappers

Everytime a BTS member was supportive of the LGBT community in any way

Namjoon (RM) Owning Up to His Mistakes

odie

Bangtan dancing styles thread

hoseok is one of the best dancers in the industry

Sky’s experience as a veteran ARMY

Jimin’s gliding technique (more threads on his dance technique)

analysis of how well DNA is structured as an EDM-pop song

I took a closer look into BTS’ intro Serendipity

Park Jimin is one of the most graceful and beautiful dancers in the industry

ok newbie kpop stans, welcome to history class (fandom shit)

An Introduction for the New, the Confused, and the Curious

BTS introduction thread

Science & literature are intrinsic to understanding how BTS and ARMY

how Singularity choreography coincides with lyrics

WHAT BTS ACTUALLY SAID - A MEGA THREAD

BTS song recommendations based on genres: a thread

rap line’s verses analysis

Mnet Comebackshow (LY:Tear) pre-recording review - THREAD -

"remember when" (BTS edition)

I'm watching a BTS music video and I don't know what the hell is going on, a thread:

LY: TEAR - MUSICAL ANALYSIS.

You know why I never will trust or listen to people who say "I left because of the fandom"

Type out what the bighit intro sounds like

Tyra Banks and her biological sons; a thread:

a thread about how BTS uses their music in their storytelling

for hot100, bts did what fans suggested

"Silly Little Trivia: Literal Choreography" thread for Fake Love

UNDERSTANDING BUniverse

BTS showing LGBT+ representation and support, a thread  (this, too)

BTS meets Western standards of “cool” established by 1960s music, particularly rock ethics

BTS’ success: human brand x fan relationship

to celebrate bts festa, here is a thread of army stan twt’s best moments

MEME PICS/VIDS:

Jimin in the Danger mv

save Cook-Jin

Hope as mom : can you even get in any college with these grades?

Namgi & their annoyingly jumpy kids

IM WHEEZING JIN DID IT AGAIN

Everything makes sense noW (spider bite, cooky bite)  

when they let you love them

When you need to wake em up

coming soon: Kim Seokjin only wanted a boyfriend

salt baes

EXPECTATION: "We aren't talking about BTS enough!

summary of run bts ep 46

i-armys and k-armys (suga’s ghost patting the clay)

Heaviest objects in the entire universe

"You will witness taehyung and jin fighting"

The battle of the year.

Hangsang with my thug

"Tangina mo," - J-Hope, 2018

choose your mineral water.

We all know... K-ARMYS & I-ARMYS

so who is giving them the candy?

I AM FUCKING DYING LAUGHING AT THEM IGNORING ALL THE KNOCKING IN THIS SCENARIO

I got bored and made ART

remember when namjoon asked for armys to edit him in because he missed the group picture with halsey

me listening to bts album skits

hoseok: hangsang with my thugs ||  his thugs:

we're finally getting the country comeback we deserve

fixed Jimin’s shots in LY:Tear

jungkook: made before i was born

this is what your food looks like inside the microwave

is this a theory?

is this an invitation?

He returned from the war

avatar Jimin

Yoongi and JK’s muffled convo

im just trying to take a nice screenshot....

ah yes, the four elements: fire, earth, water and snickers

Tyra Banks:  The BTS ARMY is devoted and crazy (in a good way!) xD

BTS [MV] - You Will Never Do a Live Alone

the nation's #1 producer & bts' hype man 

namjoon: you. me?

jungkook when he first met joon 

fierce lil meow meow

RM spinebreaker???

this looks like rap line were a group of friends who stuck together...

V was written all along in Jimin’s tweet lol

jwimin-ssi

Hangs out with Tyra Banks ONCE... 

learn the alphabet with BTS

TRANS:

When Bighit said they’ll donate 3% of LY album sales, u guys mocked us...

Kim Seokjin strange points

k-netz’ reaction on the Suga-Suran dating scandal

"Can bangtan fans please not get swayed by rumors?”

BTS trainer instagram re:B.T.S.

Music critic Kim, Youngdae nim’s MINI REVIEW on “Face Yourself”

Music critic Kim, Youngdae nim’s MINI REVIEW on “Euphoria”

bang pd and namjoon about his post supporting macklemore's song 'same love'

Konkuk uni student who became Seokjin's fan after speaking with him

I'm a multi-fan, I watch and listen to many idols, but I'm truly scared of BTS

an older woman(non-celebrity) admitted how much she loved BTS

So many warm teas in this article wrote by producer/musician Seiji Kameda

#LOVE_YOURSELF_轉_Tear Album HYYH Notes Translation Thread

180518 Love Yourself 轉 Tear - Thanks To Translations

“The lyrics in BTS’ album are so great  Huge congrats to receiving at BBMA ”

response to #1 Billboard 200

BTS 2018 Festa Member’s profiles

VIDS:

KBS Happy Together 3 - Spring Day sung in karaoke room

imagine being this close to sunshine

Ashes - Lim Jeong Hee ft. BTS (2011)

kook's carelessness brought out his sunshine laugh just like that

Remember when bts proved to armys that they are all really spiderman

that time the cameraman was filming bts and jungkook started telling him...  

i still get so soft over this the way jin hugged taehyung...

Seokjin killed it in this part in boy in luv

the sound of their footsteps is so satisfying omg

Remember when Jin and Ken met on a year end event rehearsal and they just...

Jungkook’s ‘yes’ and smile when Miri jumped through his arms...

seokjin and his interactions with camera men

Remember when Yoongi & Namjoon sang the high notes in Young Forever...

look at the difference between taekook and jinkook’s handshake lmao

this dance break has a special place in my heart :')

remember when Taehyung accidentally cut his real hair...

Nver forget that iris stevenson was the first one to believe in taehyung...

did yall notice that fdjghgd i’m shaking (run ep 46)

To remember the great SiN/YoonJin moment...

the wings era might be over but this snippet of each member’s solo songs...

Yes, Mom. This man right here. I love him. No more questions?

this is the best video of jin to ever exist

here’s jungkook having fun dancing to mama and lie

slush ft. jin

tell me why is it so funny that yoongi only opened 1/10 of his door n went back so fast

nothing but respect for my choreography leader

when jungkook opened the window well aware that it was raining

what makes you laugh? seokjin’s face

Bringing this back when taehyung was dancing nae nae...

SOMEBODY GIVE THIS BABY BLANKET AND BED...

i love this performance so fucking much!!!!

your ultimate mood booster (hobiiii)

HOLY SHIT MIN FUCKING YOONGI DID THAT

susko sobra ung bucket hats

THE WAY YOONGI AND HOSEOK SAY "RM" TOGETHER

remember when seokjin and hoseok were recognized by fans in america

jungkook imitated namjoon's finger heart and wink in a cute way

A compilation loop of Hoseok sneezing because it’s cute. Bless you!!

remember when jimin was hyping about their concert but hoseok

Hoseok left the group during Trainee days

heres 12 seconds of yoongi doing That Scream™ ...

this is what happens when you openly listen to bts without prejudice

when i say i want a rock song, i want THIS.

When Jungkook couldn’t pronounce Army bomb because of his Busan accent

U kno the thing joon does when he finds something?

reminding all of you that the special talent yoongi prepared is... imitating a doorbell

Here's a compilation of musicians getting shook by the sudden change to major in Jimin's 'Lie'

He actually blew a kiss how adorable

The fanboying level on this video is just

Hoseok doing background vocals/harmonising in Let Go (??)

...namjoon literally gets amused at the toy which blows a ball in the air...

NAMJOON DROPPED THE MIC HE WAS HOLDING AND JIN...

Lie rough instrumental

rough draft of Autumn Leaves, Young Forever, Wings (RM), Wings (JK)

Joon’s voice in the BBMA nomination teaser

Jin's reaction when I (sky) told him I brought him a present...

why BTS was nominated for BB TSA 2018

taehyung was fighting back his tears when they won TSA at 2017 BBMAs

Yoongi forgot his lines in Ma City and he just...

mannequin Tae

Bangtan ended ALL fashion weeks tonight !! (4th muster japan)

members cheering jimin up, wings tour macao

RM’s ending ment, Wings Tour the finale (Day 2?)

never forget bts' iconic reaction when they won their first daesang

When Jin was bowing, Jimin held him down and Jungkook immediately ran to sit in front of him.

jimin and seokjin debating whether dolphins could breathe underwater

look at tae's reaction when bang pd's voice broke

interviewer: what?

“DonT FiGht, Dont Fight!” :(((

RM: “we want to focus on our career”

Q: what's your favorite thing about yourself? yoongi: ᶤ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵖᵘᵖᵖʸ

WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT HOW JOON TRIED TO DO THE LIL DISNEY WAND THING WITH HIS FINGER IM HURTING

jungkook’s closeups

BTS with Ciara at the BBMAs 2018

don’t ever forget that seokjin is one hell of a snowboarder

“the reason why bts, who was not supported by big agencies, succeeded, is that they tried to read the world and to breathe [with the world] together”

this is what happens when u leave namjoon and jimin alone together

this video of seokjin being hype then instantly stops when his manager look at him will never be not funny

LMFAOOO WAIT TAEHYUNG AND NEYO WERE JAMMING TOGETHER

An exclusive interview with #BTS ! (MBC News)

i love this version of airplane pt. 2 so much (jk+jm part)  (jimin mode~) yt link full

john cena getting asked whats his favorite song off love yourself tear

The female staff who video tapes BTS bangtan bombs is amazing

WHAT THE FUCK JUNGKOOK LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE SEOKJIN...

Q: Please say something to international ARMYs

awake (short harp cover)

airplane pt. 2 dance cover

compilation of yoongi stuff in raps

wHY IS JUNGKOOK LIKE THIS

the way he said "what's your name?" and shouted "michelle!"

full vid of the two links above

#ISeoulU bts vid 2015

Tyra Bank’s music vid for Fake Love

vmin in sync is scary

fake love original choreo

jungkook said ‘mic drop!’ after he stepped on the wire and made the mic fall

tae acting in euphoria

puppy jungkook is still the most ᵘʷᵘ :(

hobi jk mirror dance with finger heart (mcountdown)

ONEW WAS THROWING CONFETTI AT TAE PLEASE THATS SO CUTE

Look how Jiminie gave the trophy to Yoongi cuz baby boy knows

tae: so show me  army: i’ll show you~  {music core)

minho and tae hugging (music core)

tae’s aegyo in board game run ep

look at taehyung acting all cute in the back

when seokjin goes like (•3•) its the cutest thing ever

wow jimin was that an accident

YOONGI REALLY IMITATED HIM IM SKFJDJ

What 시 (si; hour) is it?

SUGA: honestly, I rlly liked pro-wrestling

a fancam of taehyung spilling his water on his face

ARMY giving hobi a flower with his face on it (fansign) (180603)

BTS: *on their way to a very serious interview on one of Korea's biggest news channels*

yoonkok instant hug BV S1

sunud-sunod na aegyo in anpanman outfits

jungkook pulled off straps and threw down two straps then taejin picked them up

legends say this is the closest rep of how hoseok looks in real life

Kihyun really had the courage to throw confetti in yoongi's face tho

52 year-old man is a director of a company in Japan dancing DNA

I stan a king of fan service he's so adorable!

when taehyung was fake crying and jimin came & softly hugged him from behind

this or that game

jk imitating his hyungs (180607 fansign)

HOW UNSEE THIS IM LAUGHINF SO HARD shkhhh  (awake)

biggest mystery in kpop - who's collecting who in the background??? (taejin?)

SEOKJIN ENDED THE PERFORMANCE DOING A FINGER HEART... 180607

hopekook's modified mirror dance 180607 mcountdown

jk reacting to ariana grande bbmas 2018

Look a joonie :( look at him go :(

REMEMBER WHEN HOSEOK SAID HE WAS CLINGY WITH YOONGI (BV2)...

noona fan giving hobi and jimin “allowance”

namjoon drunk-tweeting?

carbonara

LOOK AT LIL MEOW MEOW GO (basketball)

look at jimin’s reaction when a noona gave him a finger heart

they had to throw the yellow cloth at the finish of the performance...

OTHER PICS:

tae being so accepting in star king ;w;

i may be not here since 2013, but im still lucky to witnessed yeontan's lil growth

remember when bangtan was running late for their show...

NAMJOON’S REPLY TO THE SELCA JIN POSTED OF HIM...

hobi and his hearts

ep 1& 2 of B.T.S. has at least cleared up 2 main issues in this fandom

RM has a little #WednesdayWisdom from Burn The Stage.

This photo is a complete mess.

yoongi’s kind of humor is my favorite

Their biggest dream isn’t to break records, its to stay together for a long time.

They recorded their interviews for the documentary when they did Gayo track 15

what jimin said here was really interesting and great

the most powerful twins

They decided not to blur these faces of people who's behind BTS’ success.  

BTS calls their staff with nicknames, noona or hyung...

it really went from edits to jungkook actually saying it

IM CRYING BIGHIT PAID FOR YOONGIS TUITON :((

LMFAO at none of them even touching the salad

tae’s uneven eyelids

when jin got allowance from his dad to buy steak...

LOOK AT YOONGI RUN SJDNDNDNDN

give me a better photo transition I'll wait #euphoria

love yourself 起 wonder (2018)

jin being peymous even pre-debut

THIS STILL GOTTA BE THE FUNNIEST THING JOON HAS EVER SAID

the most remarkable twins in history

a turkish tv show asked for ppl to send in pics w their siblings and someone sent in jin and jimin

taehyung’s a legend that listens to music on his laptop on the go

onigiri yoongi

MY MOTHER CAME INTO MY ROOM AND ASKED IF JIMIN IS MY BOYFRIEND

jung hoseok aka the king of mirror selcas

Tiny bestfriends vmin who have been inseparable since kindergarten AU

old bts pics I still can't believe exist: a thread

yoongi at namjoon's graduation (w/ hoseok)

I COMBINED TAEGI'S PICS TOGETHER AND OH MY GOD SJSB

"i put sticker on my carrier" yeah ryt

oh nothing just seokjin casually putting his LG G7 ThinQ at his jacket pocket

He show his flower uwu

taehyung accidentally becoming a meme on diplo's snapchat

Never forget Jungkook's Hongdae adventures

THANKS JIN for not killing jungkook

liam’s post of namjoon :D

that one time namjoon tweeted a picture of them with the caption of “we are all fools”

A 59-year-old friend of mine talking about Love Yourself:Tear

I was worried because I thought yoongi kept doing some kind of gang sign but--

This has to be the best reaction to a non-fan of BTS...

when you are sitting beside BTS but mcflurry ice cream is life

why is this exactly what all of their mixtapes sound like

dispatch - yoongi, fake love

taehyung’s chubby cheeks when he smiles

taehyung and his tea

OMFGGMFM LOOK AT Tyra Banks when boys went up for their award she’s a whole Mood I love her

BTS FESTA 2018 prediction

carry him again, jin

I KNEW THEY WERE GONNA CLOWN HIM

top10 mistranslations betrayal 

Yoongi doing ᵗʰᵃᵗ smile

wide open yoongi

brigada eskwela stairs album art

jin flower petals (fansign)

namjoon vs svt jihoon

yoongi continuing his lil meow meow agenda

These two cuties just melted my whole heart (tae and tanie)

So... are we gonna talk about how they drew one stickman thicker than the rest

Low key promoted BTS the past 3 weeks in our hospital...

The exact same cat, same plant & same island taken 1 year apart. (ARMYSelca)

yoongi bunched up(?)

[auradonlost]

Marina

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Character Name: Marina Nicknames (Optional): Rina (though no one has the privilege to call her that yet) Age: 17 Gender (Optional): Female Pronouns: She/her Sexuality: Bisexual Movie/Show your character originates from: The Little Mermaid 2: Return To The Sea Desired Faceclaim: Leigh-Anne Pinnock 


Distinguishable Features: She has black hair and dark eyes filled with anger and revenge. She also has tattoos of tentacles on her forearm, neck and shoulder that represent her heritage and that hide many secrets. 
Personality: Marina has very huge trust issues. Having a lack of motherly love and being neglected at a young age, she is scared of getting attached to people which makes it hard for her to make allies. She’s extremely manipulative and wants things to go her way, often using ways such as flirting and bribing to lure her victims. She also gets extremely jealous very easily, which hasn’t caused a problem until now, since she spends more of her time alone. She is pretty anti-social. In fear of getting hurt, she hides herself under a cold facade; but underneath she hides a very loving and caring person, although even she isn’t aware of it herself. She likes to mock people and make them feel low, mainly because she wants people to feel like she’s felt her whole life. Ever since her mother’s dead, she’s been on the verge of madness, Mama Odie’s affection being the only thing keeping her from being completely mad. She has a very guilty pleasure of enjoying seeing people get tortured. Because of lack of affection and her loneliness, Marina tends to go towards the most egotistical way rather than the way that is safer for others. 
 Alignment (Optional): Neutral
 Abilities: Luckily for Marina, her non-violence curse was lifted by Poseidon himself after the curse on Auradon. Now, her curses doesn’t affect her actions directly, but she suspects that the gods like to torture her, as she sometimes feel pain in her tattoos when she acts too evil, or sometimes even at random times. The pain she feels is comparable to putting salt on an open wound. Now that she has full control on her actions, she has practiced her fighting methods a lot. She knows how to use many weapons, knows karate and is very habile with sharp objects such as knifes.

Biography: Marina being the daughter of Ursula, she was born on the Isle like any other villain kid. She used to live alone with her mother until a vicious sea monster ate Ursula while she was fishing at the docks and forced Morgana to take Uma under her wing. That was when it started to collapse. Uma, being only a few weeks older than Marina, always did things before her and better than her. Morgana always reminded Marina of that and often compare the two. She even treated Uma more like a daughter than Marina, which caused her to become very jealous. Then, one day, when they went to visit Poseidon, Marina was blamed for something that she judged was Uma’s fault and called Poseidon on it. That caused her to be curse to not be able to be violent to people until she learned to be nice, which could be a problem on the Isle. From that moment on, Uma and Marina developed a rivalry. Marina laughed at Uma for being Shrimpy and Uma laughed at Marina about the curse. Then, when the curse hit all of Auradon, Morgana, Uma and Marina were forced to flee. They found a leak in the barrier and jumped into the water. Unfortunately, part of Marina’s curse was not being able to transform into an octopus so Uma had to carry her. When they arrived to the shore, they were attacked. In an attempt to save Morgana, Uma accidentally killed her. That provoked an intense rage from Marina who attempted to kill her, although she never knew if she ended her for real or not since she left Uma drowning in her own blood without checking if she was alive. After wandering helplessly in the streets, Marina found herself in the Bayou of Orleans and was taken by Mama Odie, who takes care of her as her own daughter. She now lives with her and her daughter, although she likes to leave the house and do her own thing most of the time and come back for the night.

Family: Ursula (aunt; deceased), Morgana (mother; deceased), Uma (cousin; disappeared) Summary (About three sentences summing up your character): Marina hides a broken girl who lacked motherly love under her cold facade. The only thing that she wants more in life than to avenge her mother’s death is to take over the seas and prove Poseidon, her grandfather, wrong. Her manipulative ways can get her to have things her ways. 
Frequented Territories/Regions (check the location page): Bayou of Orleans Goal (Optional): Marina’s ultimate goal is to avenge her mother. This is her only motivation to fight the evil forces. She also wants to find Uma and end things with her once and for all. She also may want to take over the seas.

Extra Information on Character (Optional): -She can be seen as rude on first impression -She is very intense about her personal space; she hates being touched. -Her cheeks hurt when she smiles too much because she took the habit of not smiling. -She avoids violence if it’s not for pure defence because she’s scared that the Gods haven’t completely removed the curse from her. -She gets clingy when she gets attached to someone. -She bites her nails when she’s nervous, which is rare considering that she’s super confident. -She always wears the same necklace around her neck, as it’s the last present her mother gave her. It’s one of the few things that she has an emotional attachement to and that she cherishes.

OOC BASICS: Name or Alias: Kat Age: 16 Gender (Optional): Female Pronouns: She/her Triggers (Optional): It’s kind of complicated; I have many triggers but there are some that don’t apply when it isn’t on a screen. I’m a very sensitive person but there’s more I can accept when it’s written. In the RP, I basically can accept anything that isn’t: -Piercing (like with a sword or a knife) but only if it’s the heart or the eyes. I can bare it if it’s any other part -I’m not a fan of loosing body parts but it’s fine as long as it’s not eaten or ripped smth like that. Like it doesn’t trigger me but it makes me slightly uncomfortable -Intense gore. -Eye gore -Teeth gore Timezone: EST Mun faceclaim (please refrain from using real people): Marinette Dupain-Cheng  from Miraculous Ladybug. Extra Information (Optional): Might not be super active at first due to my other RPaccount and school that can take most of my time. But I’ll catch on later for sure!

[btshodown]

Survey Tag Game

Survey Tag Game

Tagged by @livelyjaded although really its btshodown, but its the other butt cheek of this blog.

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag some people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!

1: Are you named after someone? Yes, after the Mexican version of the Virgin Mary.

2: When is the last time you cried? Sunday afternoon, I was driving home from work with my dad and we were laughing so hard over a stupid thing I said and did that I cried.

3: Do you like your handwriting? The hieroglyphics that will take archeologist years to decipher only to realize it was a stupid butt joke? Sure, I guess.

4: What is your favorite lunch meat? Is pastrami considered a lunch meat?

5: Do you have kids? Do fictional OC’s count?

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Hahahahahah. No.

7: Do you use sarcasm? I am brutally honest, if people want to take that as sarcasm then that sounds like a “them” problem.

8: Do you still have your tonsils? Considering I’ve never had a single surgery performed on me, yes, I believe I do still have my tonsils.

9: Would you bungee jump? Sure, so long as the rope is longer than the distance between the jumping point and the ground.

10: What is your favourite kind of cereal? Plain Special K, but only cause I put a teaspoon of sugar on it, thus making it unhealthy.

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Unfortunately, yes, because I like to wear Converse and they’re a bit of a bitch to take off without untying them.

12: Do you think you’re a strong person? Physically, no. Mentally, also no.

13: What is your favorite ice cream flavour? Vanilla, especially when it’s part of a tea float with a small helping of Chado sweet cream.

14: What is the first thing you notice about people? The way they carry themselves.

15: Red or pink? Red.

16: What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? Welp, it starts with B and ends with Ody.

17: What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? Umm… They’re black jeans… but like have a bit of a blue tint to them… so they’re either black or a really dark navy blue.

18: What was the last thing you ate? Quaker’s peaches and cream (( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)) oatmeal.

19: What are you listening to right now? Hotel California by the Eagles, I’m currently at work listening to Pandora on my phone on the Queen station.

20: If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? White, because it’s useless and you pretty much forget it and sometimes question why it’s there.

21: Favorite smell? The smell of dirt when it first starts to rain after it hasn’t rained in a long time, the smell of real leather, and Yves Saint Laurent L’Homme.

 22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? Seeing as I’m at work, with someone that wanted to talk to one of my bosses. On my personal phone, my dad, yesterday evening wanting to know where I was because they need me to look after my niece due to them needing to be somewhere.

23: Favorite sport to watch? I can’t watch any sport, I get WAY into it and things get broken whether my team wins or loses… but the one that I mainly care about is fútbol.

24: Hair colour? Black-brown with light brown highlights.

25: Eye colour? Dark brown, that sometimes do get a hint of maroon in there.

26: Do you wear contacts? I can, but I prefer my glasses as I feel they distract people from seeing my hideous face.

27: Favourite food to eat? Hot cheetoh’s?

28: Scary movies or comedy? Scary movies, Admi LD doesn’t generally enjoy them, but I do. Nothing gets your blood pumping as much as being reminded that some invisible force could drag your ass down the stair and possess you.

29: Last movie you watched? The Forest.

30: What color of shirt are you wearing? Maroon with Blessed print in gold across my chest. 

31: Summer or winter?  Winter, even though with my weak immune system, I spend it inside looking out the window wondering of the life that could have been.

32: Hugs or kisses? Neither. Nope.

33: What book are you currently reading? This will be a re-read for like… the 5th time, Endless Knight volume 2 of the Arcana Chronicles by Kresley Cole. I recommend the series, although I’m still waiting on that last book that she promised for this coming spring.

34: Who do you miss right now? Sigh… *looks off into the distance* Admin LD, I haven’t seen her since Saturday, but I must remain strong. Our lurv will prevail~

35: What is on your mouse pad? My work mouse pad is black and had Toyota Genuine Parts in red, my personal one, don’t have one because I had a laptop.

36: What is the last TV program you watched? Welp, since I tend to just sleep after I get home from work, I don’t watch a lot of TV. The last program… The Walking Dead season finale.

37: What is the best sound? My top 3 favorite sounds are BTS being healthy and happy, the sound of rain and thunder, finally, Admin LD when she’s laughing and being happy to be herself.

38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? I don’t really like or dislike either, so I’m gonna copy Admin LD here and say that I prefer Queen.

39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? From California to León, Gtó, México.

40: Do you have a special talent? Being able to lay in bed all day and not feel guilty. I can read music sheets. I can bullshit my way through almost anything. :’)

41: Where were you born? León, Gtó, México.

Tagging:  @darkmoonmary @fwck-off @justanotherkpop-fan @reggie-got-it @cupidscasualties

Useless stuff the internet and you all have now of me. :D

[ranya-smut-blog]

Married to Dr.Woods XIV

“Can you please just keep an eye on my patients real quick while I run to the dry cleaners?” Anya asks the new doctor Clarke had told her about some weeks ago.

“You may be head of the department here but you can’t just leave you’re patients to another doctor like if they’re just objects that can be passed down.” Dr. Ramsey replied

Anya groaned, her nurse was right, this man was stubborn as hell and rude. What made it all worse was her lack of sleep.

“You look like shit” Clarke tells her sister-in-law

“Well that’s what happens when your wife kicks you out of your home and you have to sleep in on call rooms -which sometimes have interns barging in with intentions of having sex- for the past three days! Then I have a colleague here that won’t even do me a damm favor!” She says irritated and slowly raises her voice

“Okay Anya, you are a mess right now and I understand. Just go take a shower, put yourself together again, pick up your clothes and then come back. I’ll keep an eye on your patients meanwhile”

Dr. Woods knew her friend was right. She wasn’t in the right mindset at the moment and that would cloud her judgement when treating incoming patients. She left the hospital -which has became her home- and returned an hour later. Freshened up and concentrated, she went directly to the baby unit where Jilian’s son was being kept. He was making a lot of progress and Anya couldn’t wait to tell his mother.

Clarke watched as the hazel eyed doctor walked into patient room 2932 and as she sat comfortably right next to the mom. She was so into the sight that she didn’t notice that the phone was ringing until a nearby nurse asked if she was going to get that.

“Hello this is Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center”

“I’d like to speak with the doctor Clarke”

“Oh Raven its you!”

“Yeah it’s me dufas, can’t you tell?“

"Anyway why are you calling?”

“To check up on you know”

Clarke rubs her forehead, “Rae, you kicked her out of her own home and now you want to know how she’s doing. Did anyone ever tell you you’re complicated?”

“Shut up but I know I may have gone overboard but she chose to stay with that woman who is a stranger over her wife and daughter”

When Raven had found Anya in the same bed as the patient, she instantly thought the worst. She woke up her wife hastily with some strong physical contact here and there. Anya immediately tried to explain but Raven wasn’t having any of it. For all she knew, this stranger had taken Anya from them the night before. She left and came back with some of Anya’s clothes later. That was three days ago, three days that the doctor has lived without seeing her daughter or having a home cooked meal.

“Well honestly she looks like crap, she reminds me of an old cat lady, especially with those dark circles under her eyes. All she needs is some bad clothing and a whole bunch of cats”

Clarke didn’t get a response for awhile and she knew that Raven was thinking.

“Cut her some slack Rae, you know what her job consists of. She sometimes gets involved with the patients emotionally and she can’t help it.”

“Yeah but I was going to tell her that our daughter had her first kiss and with a girl”

“Damn Kaia got game. Just like her momma, are they dating?”

“Not the point Griffin”

“Right, but how would she have known? All that was said to her was that you needed to talk to her so she had to be home early. Probably she thought Odie tore the furniture or something”

Raven groaned, why did Clarke always have to be right.

“Well I can’t just let her come back like nothing. I have to remain firm on my decision”

“Is that necessary? Cause Kaia thinks her mom is on a business trip and we both know that those only last so long”

“Just a couple more days then she can come back”

Clarke rolls her eyes, “okay Raven, if you say so" then they say their goodbye’s and hung up.

She looked back up and caught the moment Jilian caressed Anya’s arm as she was about to leave. Clarke scrunched her eyebrows together and knew the patient was going to like her friend more than just her doctor. She watched as Anya walked out of the room with a big smile on her face as she filled out the woman’s chart.

“Anya, where’s your ring?” The doctor asked as she didn’t catch sight of the small piece of jewelry on her third finger

“If it’s not pinned to my scrubs, then it’s in my closet in the lounge” she replied still occupied in the chart

“Well can you wear it?”

“Why?” The doctor asked confused

“Because you’re married, and I’d bet money that that woman you’re spending time with, is starting to like you more than just her doctor. I’m sure she thinks you’re available”

“That’s ridiculous, it’s all professional”

“If you say so but just letting you know, she looks at you with a glint in her eye” Clarke tells the doctor before she walks away

Anya was left thinking about that for awhile, “No she doesn’t…wait, she does?!” She yells but Clarke was long gone

She stayed staring at the wall for quite some time until she realized it time to teach some interns. Every month, there was a group of them that were chosen to be taken on rounds or to treat patients with Dr. Woods. It was basically every interns dream to be able to work with her but only a few were given the opportunity. It was that day today and Anya was planning on taking them to the ER.

She went to the library where she knew all of them were. As she entered, one of them caught sight of her and made everyone be quiet. Anya read the names of the interns that would be with her today and together they left to the ER.

“Okay, I’m Dr. Woods if you don’t know and I’ll be watching you in the ER today. I won’t remember your names so you’re 1, 2, 3, and 4. Got it?” She said as she pointed to each one of them

They nodded vigorously and Anya was afraid they’d break their necks or something. The doctor went to the nurse station to get all the charts, and she saw a familiar face.

“Silvia? You didn’t tell me you work in the ER now”

“Well you’re a busy woman, didn’t want to interrupt” she smiled

Anya smiled back, “You can interrupt me, now what do we got. Have to teach these interns today”

“Bed 5-9 need checking” she replied passing them the charts

“Okay thank you. 1-4! Get a bed 5-9! Come get me if you need help” the doctor ordered

The interns quickly made their way to the awaiting people in the Pitt. They did the basic exam while Anya watched from the nurse station. She wasn’t needed at first so she kept conversation with Silvia. After some minutes she called the young ones back to see what they had.

“I got a regular cold” 1 muttered disappointed

“Alright, get them some fluids and then send them on their way. Cheer up kid”

2 had a toddler with high fever and was instructed to give it some ibuprofen and then to also send them home. 3 got a male with a deep cut. Anya wanted to test her abilities so she sent her to give him sutures. Last but not least, 4 had a much higher level patient that needed care immediately. She didn’t tell Dr. Woods what is was, she just dragged her over to bed 7.

“Hello ma’m I’m Dr. Woods”

“Hello I’m Susan and this is my son Mark”

“Nice to meet you, what can we do for you today?” Anya asked as she noticed the bandages on her leg

“Well she’s in a lot pain, she’s been taking ibuprofen like if it were candy” Mark replies

“I got bitten by a bug and it’s been hurting a lot”

“Okay, let me just take a look here. It may just be a small infection” The doctor tells the woman. The intern knew what was underneath the bandage and she was sure she was going to throw up.

As the hazel eyed doctor started to take the bandages off, a fly flew out leaving Anya confused. She proceeded and what she saw made her lose her words. There on the patients leg lied an open wound with maggots in it. It was a very disturbing thing to look at.

“How long ago was this bite?”

“Four months ago”

“And you didn’t seek medical attention?” The doctor asked shocked at how long this was happening. The maggots were eating her flesh alive.

“I told her but she always denied” the son said

“Okay, 4, page Torres. We need to get into the OR asap”

“Can I scrub in?”

“Yes”

Susan was prepped and rolled out to OR 3 five minutes after Anya, Callie, and the intern left to prepare for surgery. The other three interns resented 4, but it didn’t let her effect her. Anya would be getting rid of the nasty creatures while the intern assisted and Torres would be checking if the infection got to the bone.

“Wow, there’s barely any necrotic tissue left, the maggots might have saved her life” Callie said as she looked at the wound that was no longer covered with the tiny creatures

Necrotic tissue is basically dead tissue. If it was left untreated, it’s deadly.

“Well remind me to send them flowers” Anya replied with a small chuckle

_

It was the end of the day and Dr. Woods wasn’t looking forward to another night in the on call rooms. Clarke of course knew that so earlier in the day, she took the liberty of calling her wife and they agreed on letting Anya stay over until Raven let her come back.

Knowing where exactly her friend was, she made her way up to the third floor to tell her the news. Jilian was focused on what Anya was saying and all she could do was smile. Every Time she saw the doctor she couldn’t help but feel joy. Anya was keeping her promise and she was thankful for it.

Clarke waited until her hazel eyed friend came out so she could tell her. Five minutes later she was out and like usual, with a smile on her face.

“Oh hey Clarke, I thought you would’ve left home by now”

“I was, just waiting for you”

“For what? You need something signed?”

“No. Lexa and I want you to come stay at the house until you know”

“I don’t want to be a burden”

“Anya, you’re not going to be a burden. We want you there c'mon. I know you’re tired of sleeping in the on call rooms”

The doctor thought for a second, the blonde was right. “Okay fine, thank you”

“Don’t mention it, now go get your stuff”

15 minutes later and they were in the Griffin-Woods residence. The wives greeted each other and Ava was happy to see her mom. Anya couldn’t help but stare at the six year old, she reminded her of Kaia, who she missed so much.

“Anya?” Lexa asked breaking her from her thoughts of Kaia

“Yeah?”

“You hungry?”

“Starving actually” Anya chuckled

“C'mon I made lasagna”

That alone brought the memory of her wife at home. She ate dinner with her friends and Ava, they laughed and all but her mind stayed on the image of her wife and daughter at home.