#destiel RUINED me. it ruined me.

[elainiisms]

i love queerbaiting if queerbaiting has no fans i am dead

[captainvulcant]

Doing a poll on the Destiel website for science

[lalutosmoonchild]

[iamnotaguestinthishouse]

just indiscriminately blocking accounts being assholes about bucktommy after last night's episode

like what you like but I am protecting my peace on this app

[cupidswurld]

im rewatching spn but ive never gotten past the penultimate episode of s3 so ive never experienced destiel and as much as id love to, im not committed to opening that.... can of worms. ... convince me otherwise

[turtles-invoked]

I like to think that while Cas was waiting for Dean to drink his coffee in 13x6 they engaged in a bit of small talk…

“How are you, Dean,” Cas says as he sits back down in his seat and watches Sam and Jack leave.

Dean smiles into his cup and swallows another mouthful, “I’m good.”

“Are you?”

Dean breathes out, “yeah, man,” in genuine relief.

“Sam said you were… ‘going through it’,” he says using air quotes with his fingers.

Dean takes another mouthful and sits back in the couch, “well yeah… you died, Cas. Scorched wings, cold body, and all. You were dead. And mom had gone off into the alternate dimension, Crowley sacrificed himself for us, Lucifer was still alive, and Jack…” Dean rubs his eyes and pinches his nose and takes a moment before he continues, “I was the one who wrapped your body. I was the one to burn you. Of course I was going through it.”

Dean doesn’t make eye contact but he can see Castiel fidgeting in his seat. He can see how upset and uncomfortable he is, and Dean can’t watch it. So he sinks himself a little further into the couch and drinks his coffee until the mug is empty, but even then he pretends it isn’t so they don’t have to leave yet.

Out of the corner of his eyes, Dean can see Cas stand up and walk to the bench with the coffee pot and brings it over to the couch, sitting down next to Dean.

Dean feels his face flush as Cas holds out the pot, gesturing to fill his cup back up. Embarrassment floods through his cheeks as he realises Cas knew he was faking the last few sips.

“I’m sorry,” he says softly and places the empty pot on the table in front of them, “I’m sorry I left you.”

Dean shakes his head, “it’s okay.”

“I’m sorry,” Cas says again, placing a warm and heavy hand on Dean’s arm.

Blood floods to his cheeks and warms his face so Dean hides it in his mug.

“You really don’t know how you woke up?” Dean asks.

Cas shakes his head, “I heard my name. Even the empty was confused. Angry… but confused.”

Dean frowns into his next mouthful, “and there was no one else?”

“There was nothing. It was so dark, I couldn’t see my hands in front of me. All I could think about was you and Sam and what you guys might have done to bring me back…” Cas gazes to his hands clasped together and resting in his lap.

“Im sorry we didn’t try,” Dean says quietly between them, “I really didn’t think we could. I mean- you were…” he trails off.

“I know,” Cas says, “I know. I’m not mad. I’m glad you didn’t do anything stupid,” he chuckles. And Dean does too.

“I nearly broke my hand punching a door” Dean laughs breathily.

“I’m sorry,” Cas says again, guilt painting his words.

“Don’t be. You’re here now. That’s all that matters,” Dean gives Cas the most genuine smile he could muster, and the relief on Cas’s face fills his heart with gratitude.

So Dean chugs the last few mouthfuls, claps Cas’s knee, and stands, “Well, I’ll get dressed and we’ll hit the road,” he says with a huff and walks to their room with a skip in his step as he eyes their uniforms for their cover. Man does he love cowboys.

[deansandromeda]

it's november 5th, i'm feeling edgy, and this was actually the most insane scene this show ever pulled and let me tell you WHY

this is a cw show. supernatural started with flashy, tacky scenes with even tackier sound affects and, at times, the tackiest variety of scenes you could dream of. the cw is nothing if not full of melodramatic showiness on display at every opportunity. they produced riverdale ffs.

but this scene. there is no crazy sound affect. there is no overwhelming score in the back. watching this scene, the only sounds to be heard are the buzzing of dean's phone and his quiet sobs. there are no distractions, you are just there to bear witness to a man sitting helpless with grief.

you might say that they chose to keep editing minimalistic to emphasize the fact that the entire world is now void of life at the end of this episode, but there is still a crazy amount of focus placed on dean specifically here.

jack and sam have just discovered that yes, really, everyone on earth is gone, and they are seen to acquire that knowledge in one "despairing" silence, but dean's despair is entirely separated from the larger picture. this is immediately after he lost cas, he doesn't even know what jack and sam know in this moment. he even purposefully throws his phone away as they try to reach him. dean's despair is entirely stemmed from cas being taken away from him, from finally seeing what he can have and not even having a moment to think to take it. the final shot you see is dean on the floor, the final sounds you hear are his cries. the way they chose the sequence of this episode shows the audience that the entire world was lost, but dean's entire world was lost already on that bunker floor.

[ananke-xiii]

Welcome home, pal.

I'll never be normal about these two. Them and their frigging ET references.

[sandinthepipes]

Hey god, do you remember when I said I liked slow burns? I was lying, please let those boy fuck nasty 10 minutes after meeting

[lobsterfork]

i'm not tryna be a filthy pedant here okay, i'm ecstatic--unification righted a lot of narrative wrongs and gave me some truly welcome closure. OBVIOUSLY i can read the writing and the vulcan wedding bells on the wall, but i think saying "kirk/spock just became canon after 58 years" isn't accurate???

i've been waiting for it to be canon for the last two decades, and THE STATE i was in when i woke up to that fucking destiel meme this morning. but i don't think unification showcased anything that the first three TOS movies didn't??? literally begging you to tell me i'm wrong

[smaeemo]

Destiel Fanfiction

"I need to find a new fic, I have nothing to read"

The 200 "marked for later" tabs I have open:

[virtu4l-di4ry]

do yall ever think about how dean died in the closet? not only to those he loved but also to himself.

[twisted-tales-told]

Maybe you just need a short (50k) fanfiction to change your whole goddamn life every once and awhile.

[daffi-990]

Anyone else from the SPN fandom (more specifically the Destiel fandom) get Twist & Shout flashbacks from watching Fellow Travelers or was that just me? 😭😭😭😭

[ispyspookymansion]

even on main youre tormented by wincest? do you have a secret spn blog

you must be relatively new here it’s definitely not much of a secret but for the sake of silliness youll have to try harder than this if you want to find it!

[ziigee]

It's been a while since i have socialised. For the past 2 weeks, my mind, body and soul has been possessed by Destiel/ Cockles. I have a Christmas dinner to attend to, not family, but old colleagues, literally old dudes. There's no avoiding it.

The problem is I have nothing else on my mind besides cockles (exactly what I wanted, for now). Taking a break from life.

I live and breathe cockles.

Silly, cute, obnoxious, stupid, embarrassing, filthy, messy, cockles images, boom boom boom

That reminds me, change my phone wallpapers.....

Whisky. Lots of it.

Did i miss anything?

💚💙💚 💙