#despair posting

[colorfulcuttlefish]

I'll join the fight again in a week or two maybe. Today it's all I can do to get through what I must, alone in a sea of strangers, trying not to cry too much and crying a lot anyway.

[shadsasaur]

🙃

[zoologica42]

haha I'll never be a good leftist hehe!!! I am too much of a coward to be of any use to anyone :D!!!! I will probably never be free of the bigoted/imperialist ideology I have been exposed to and accidentally shed it like a disease wherever I go!!!!I am a drain on the earth and it's resources yipieee!!! I can see no problems with the line of thinking woohooo!!!

[aphel1on]

i have such a love for characters who descend into madness or villainy out of deep, deep empathy. characters who fundamentally cannot cope with the cruel realities they find themselves in and blow up about it in spectacular fashion. fallen angel type characters with tears of outrage in their eyes. characters who break before they bend, and break so badly they splatter blood all over their noble ideals. every variation on it gets me so good

[bepisdrink]

Trying to calm down enough from my menty b that I can make it to my therapy appointment but not so much that I feel silly about what's causing it and pretend I'm fine lol

[angelsdean]

"You're my guys....Those other toys, they don’t…spark joy."

[strawlessandbraless]

Becoming more sympathetic to endverse Cas by the day

[kaitobromota]

hajime posting

[eviltmbg]

[boringwomanwithabook]

imagine coming over to eat cake with me but I'm this annoying

[paperbooart]

great

[shadsasaur]

she's gone.

we got a mobile vet to come to the house. we gave her the best day she could have; she loved her grass and slept in the sunbeams and watched birds and had as much whipped cream as she could eat, then went peacefully, being pet by the hands she loved.

we were so worried it was too early since she was having a good day; the vet told us she was def getting pneumonia from the cold from the compromised immune system and if we'd waited even a few days more that would have become Big Suffering.

we made the call at the right time.

it hurts so much.

[accirax]

Happy Halloween, everybody! 🖤

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[dear-ao3]

if this helps anyone feel any better, please know i tried to come out to my brothers and it really, really didn't go as planned. not because they were awful about or anything, i straight up just don't think they noticed. because we were too busy talking about nascar scandals. so. thats hilarious

[traf-gorbaf]

When we are together

[bepisdrink]

Fuck I hope this wave passes soon