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MK1 Nitara Rewritten
Maybe nsfw? Ah fuck it
I dislike MK1's Nitara, and if you're reading this, you probably do too. From her role in the story being kinda useless her design being boring as hell and Megan fucking Fox, she had big shoes to fill and her feet were just too small.
Please forget I ever said that
Point I'm trying to make is, Nitara in this game is probably the worst she's ever been in any MK media and I want to do her justice that Netherrealm Studios didn't.
Visual character design
When a character is shown on screen, the first thing people take notice of is their design. Nitara's original design was very edgy 2000s vampire lady vibes and I fuckin dig that. She was straight up a drag queen in Deadly Alliance to Armageddon
Nitara's design in MK1 is a complete and utter clusterfuck. What is this Purple dress with red accents? And don't get me started on the hair. She looks like a fucking onion or a dumpling, for crying out loud.
So instead of this complete dumpster fire, I propose a different take on her design, which could be more aligned with her original character, being a vampire and making a bit more sense with why she's working with Quan Chi.
This design I cooked up is not the greatest, and is heavenly inspired by the design that oni18064 made
The reason why I went with a pirate vampire (vampirate for short) aesthetic is because the second thing that caught my attention with Nitara in this game
Characterization
The way Nitara's written in this game is like she's a kid trying to act serious to a group of adults who try not to laugh. Her race of Vaeternian's (who may I add, deliberately made themselves into vampires) is dying out and she needs to kidnap inhabitants of other realms to breed with them. Not to eat them (maybe), but to have unconsentially fuck them to keep their race alive, and she wanted to start with Kung Lao of all people (woohoo, someone's otp mentioned!). She eventually encounters Quan Chi who does some black magic fuckery and makes her immune to sunlight and tricks her into working for him.
Other than the Quan Chi part being kinda cool, everything else a bit shit tho, innit?
How I would have done Nitara is similar to how they treated Ashrah in this game. Keeping elements of her original origin story while adding some extra elements. Nitara would have been sent to Outworld with her very own crew, provided by the vaeternus council to find a sacred jewel that could probably help Vaeternian's escape the shadows. She would sail off to Outworld, losing her crew one by one, each by worse and worse deaths. From being vaporized to eaten alive, she was the last of her crew to still live, and also found the jewel she was looking for. By the time she did find it though, her whole crew was dead. Some evaporated by the sun, some eaten alive by Tarkatans, and some just got stabbed and slashed to death by Ashrah and her kriss. It was later on a day where she met Quan Chi, who told her that he can help her escape the shadows and walk in the sun, only if she hands him the jewel. Nitara, with nothing left to lose, takes his hand and make her sunlight proof. Nitara and Quan Chi went from realm to realm to find the last few members of Quan Chi's ragtag jobbers from Ashrah's chapter and hilarity ensues.
Voice acting
We've all been there. We've all had our own rock bottom, and I think this game might be famous actress Megan Fox's rock bottom. I've seen a few movies Megan has been in, and she was pretty decent. What I interpret is either Megan didn't give a shit or NRS didn't give a shit and just told her to "read between the lines".
If I were to cast a voice for Nitara, it would either be Emma Thompson, who I personally know as captain Amelia from Treasure Planet
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Or maybe even Erica Lindbeck, who was Cassie in MK11 and like a million other things
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importance
Main story wise, Nitara will still be a side character, but she will be quite an important element in Ashrah's part of the story, seeing as these two had somewhat of an on-sight rivalry in the midway games. Nitara will still be helping Quan Chi and his jobber squad but she wouldn't instantly fight Ashrah... Once--
Okay but hear me out, Nitara would fight Ashrah once in the first fight (like vanilla MK1) and after that, she would use her blood magic to heal her wounds, she would fight instead of Quan Chi, who has escaped and Havik is now her kameo. As Ashrah's approaching Quan Chi to go in for the kill, she's kicked to the side by Nitara who says something like "I am not finished with you, you wannabe angel." After which they start fighting. Nitara gets a slight Power buff and gets beaten anyways. Later when she fights the linguine Lin Kuei along with the jobber squad. After that, she becomes completely useless to the plot of the main story AND Khaos Reigns.
Arcade mode ending
Nitara's ending would probably consist of her returning to Vaeternus empty-handed, making her employers furious, much like in her actual ending. But only the first half.
"That trip to Earthrealm was a complete disaster. My whole team is dead, I was bested three times and worst of all, I lost the gem I needed for my employers. Once I returned, they were pissed, to say the least. Not only throwing me in jail, but after that promoted me to death row. Not long after, when my day has come, I broke out, only to see hundreds of dead Vaeternians in the streets, and once I inspected the bodies and was shocked to see the same kind of slash marks I had when I fought... Her. That demoness is killing my kind for her own damned salvation. And what now? I do what I can to kill that Ashrah, even if it means playing both sides of the war."
I mean, if you're gonna make Ashrah the same she's been in every instalment she's been in but add new shit to make her less outdated, you might as well do the same for Nitara, her nemesis, her rival. Since every character in this game has a reason for what they're doing, like how Reiko and Shao tame Onaga because they're tired of jobbing to everyone or how Kuai Liang Scorpion started the Shirai Ryu because he has a crush on Harumi (now that I say it out loud it's kinda dumb but you can't have a good game without a little dumbassery).
Conclusion
In conclusion, Nitara is a character who has the base of something great but is wasted on this game's mid writing. Hope this helps any sad and desperate Nitara fans. Your welcome and have this as your free therapy session.
Tl;Dr: MK1 Nitara sucks, I am make her cool
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no but my work here is done is still fucking destroying me because like. bobby doesn't know. bobby doesn't know that buck enjoys their cooking lessons because he gets to be with bobby. bobby doesn't know that buck probably agreed to it at first to get closer to him. bobby doesn't know that whilst yes buck loves cooking it was always more about the quality time. bobby doesn't know that buck could be the best chef in the world and he'd still pretend not to know the correct way to slice a pineapple just so he could get an extra few moments with bobby. bobby doesn't know.
#sami rambles#hahahahaha im making myself depressed on the first sunny day in the week 😎#911 spoilers#911 show#evan buckley#bobby nash
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really embarassing, but does anyone have suggestions for like...super easy beginner yoga or workout stuff for someone with zero athletic ability/zero muscle mass/ horrible lung capacity, etc...? ya girl is feeling weak af 😔
#brought to you by my artist posture the fact that I couldn't open a bag of pasta yesterday and my biyearly depression ayooo 😎🤙#but seriously I have never been weaker in my life :'D
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Literally me
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This was a whole date bruv
#jjk#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#sugusato#gego#it’s so intimate?????#like we are seeing them them three in the classroom and then walking with other students#including Shoko and yet she goes back to her place and they meet up alone???!!!!!!!#THIS IS A WHOLE DATE#also it’s mesmerizing the way Gojo moves when he’s staring at Geto when they finally meet like#he goes 😯🙂😃😀😄😎😎😎#ITS SO CUTE UUHHGH#also next post is depressing I needed something cute.
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These two need to talk
#fionna campbell#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#ice king#adventure time#dr. two brains#wordgirl#Two Old Men Sharing Thier Depression and Truama Over Drinks#Science Nerds#Tom Kenny is cool 😎#Crossovers Don’t Just Happen
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i just received an email from my future school, i passed the entry exam, I AM IN GUYS!!! 🥳
#rocking this 'back to studying at 36' thing 😎#never too late never too old#personal#i was depressed 6 months ago nothing's impossible#back to school#éduc spé
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Time for some frustrated rambles lol sorry 😅
(Under the cut so anyone who sees this can just scroll past if they don’t want to listen to me yap lmao)
Having a reputation as a whiny crybaby sucks so much 😭 I swear I haven’t complained about being in pain to my parents when it’s not actually that bad since I was like eight, but it’s this whole stupid boy who cried wolf thing and UGH it’s so frustrating!!!
I fractured my arm a few months ago and when I came home and I was like “hey mom my arm rlly hurts I think I did something to it” I just got the usual suck it up it’ll be fine in the morning response, so I was like okay fine, whatever, it isn’t that bad and then like a week later my tennis coach made me get an x-ray and it was fractured lmao
like dude I was walking around with my arm dangling at my side for about six days, pretending that it didn’t hurt and after all that I actually had a valid reason to be in pain??? I didn’t need to steal a bunch of Tylenol and hide the bandage I’d wrapped my arm to try and brace it??? (Look, idk how that works but i could tell something was up and I mean doctors normally put those sort of injuries in casts, right? I tried my best lol) like dude it’s so annoying
You whine about being tired one too many times as a five year old and then suddenly no matter how bruised and swollen your arm is ppl think you’re just making it up for attention it drives me crazy lmao
(Sorry for the frustrated rambles, I’ve just finally found somewhere safe to vent where someone isn’t gonna find it (I hope) and turns out I have a lot more to say then I expected lmao)
#I wonder how much it would cost to get a therapist I could vent to#Once I move out ofc#Cause currently therapy is off limits for me 😔 it’s so tragic lol#But I mean it’s fine cause I don’t actually need one my mental health is sorting itself out#I’m not depressed anymore and I did that all by myself 😎✨#I’ve never had a feeling in my life#Mushroom complaining
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I passed my exam let's fucking goooooo!!!! This is one hell of a huge thorn off my chest, like this whole exam thing has been deadass constantly plaguing and stressing me out for a whole year, I'm so glad it's REALLY over now.
I knew I'm gonna receive the results around this time and even if I told myself to not give a fuck abt the results (self-worth≠exam results) my brain says otherwise (and mental illness also doesn't work that way unfortunately😔). So had to shut down and lock down my brain for a while when I can 😭😭 I even slept for like 14-16hrs each night shfvshvfsv don't wanna do anything stupid (I did try to reduce my sleep hours to normal amounts the other day, but got an anxiety attack instead from being awake when im not distracting myself)
Anyway, I think I can sleep a bit more peacefully now. I'll slowly go answer the asks and reply to dms/notifs tomorrow, I'm just so relieved right now that this is my current state -> 🫠🫠🫠🫠
Note: I also defeated my first boss (and a few minor bosses) in eld/en ri/ng yipeeee (<-forgor to continue playing for a while but needed a distraction, now i've made good progress there)
#tw suicide mention#tw suicide ideation#(?)#the tw is more for the tags (which is why im hiding it there)#the past few days i was like those ppl doing the negotiating for another person who's abt to off themselves except it's me with my brain#me: “if we do fail--don't kill yourself ok? you're not killing yourself over this exam are you? think of the kids(o/cs)!”#brain/the devil: “🙃🙂but we made a bet🙂🙃”#😭😭😭😭#anyway fellas suicide postponed & major depression crash cancelled 😎✨ and back to regular programming!#eintxt
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swimming in an isolated stream, tits out, with your two girlfriends
#THAT DAY HAS BEEN SO GOOD FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH#it was what. 2 weeks ago??? but GOD depression has not been able to touch me since then 😎#cayde we need to visit and splash again
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Y'all it has been such a joyful and incredible week but today has just been. So much. Too many emotions too many people and three occasions in which I said something to a large group of people and received blank and distant and in some cases even judgmental stares back (perfectly valid things and questions and it was all to people I love, and i felt smaller and smaller as it happened again and again), not to mention feeling the pressure of being needed by two different friends and being unable to give anything to either due to having no capacity to give anything, and trying to figure out why I don't want to spend time with a childhood friend anymore while she keeps trying to maintain contact (and why her love feels smothering and burdensome, and feeling guilty because of how I feel and how quick I am to try to avoid talking to her), and feeling a great deal of body insecurity again very suddenly, and trying to come to terms with the fact that the boy HAS at least once approached my friend to talk to her, which he rarely does with any other girls, and has admitted to finding her attractive, and in the midst of sudden unexpected anguish wondering if this old pain will always always be with me long after I say goodbye
#anyway i cried under the pitch black sky today and was just so overwhelmed and so done with everything#work begins again tomorrowww babey 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 i want to crawl into a hole and never surface again#i just am so tired of disappointing people and having to put down the sudden jolt of joy i feel when i see that person#and it was hard to see other people's happiness today. there are four new couples at camp and i was just over sensitive today#and it was depressing and appalling to me that seeing other people happy was making me sad.#when will loving people not feel like slow death!!!!!! when will this horrifically long grief just go away!!!!!!!!!#Lord help me if i have to watch someone i have feelings for fall in love with my friend again i will literally lose my mind!!!!!#well no. i know my heart is stronger and i want him to be happy and he does deserve the best and she is one of the loveliest people ive met#so i will be HAPPY for them if that happens dangit i WILL I WILL I WILL!!!!!#it did not kill me last time it will not this time!!!
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#less sun and skeletal trees and mostly gray drabby weather is getting 2 me guys.........SAD!#anyway i looked at my reading stats for trc (which aren't the most accurate bc there's a lot of rereads that i didn't track bc i forgot to)#and late autumn/early winter is one of the spans of time that occurs the most where i reread trc as in i usually reread trc around that tim#every year i think it's actually so funny. the seasonal depression rlly elevates the urge to reread i guess 😎👍#r.txt#trc#also this does not include the dreamer trilogy bc those are different vibes than trc although it does include opal short story my beloved#and sometimes also includes call down the hawk#<- call down the hawk is actually my most reread trc-and-extended book after the dream thieves which is kinda surprising i don't remember#reading it that many times but it is my fave book after the dream thieves and bllb so maybe not that surprising after all nvm.#anyways. SAVE ME THE RAVEN CYCLE 🙏🙏🙏
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When even your therapist says “nothing seems to be working 🤷🏻♀️ You do okay for a little bit and always end up back at square one”……..like thanks??? I know??? Definitely not at all discouraging to hear when we already feel hopeless nothing will ever improve 🫤
#treatment resistant baby 😎#mental health#did system#mentally exhausted#mental illness#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative disorder#did community#did things#did memes#did#did osdd#depressed#treatment resistant depression#therapy
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Brandy isn’t ‘lazy’ she’s depressed and has been very open about this and how this year has been one of the worst and hardest of her life (her words on Twitter). She’s now working a full time job while dealing with all her mental health issues so of course she doesn’t have much time to dedicate to her music career, like as soon as I get home from work all I wanna do is sleep and not think about doing anything else lol depression can really take out most of your energy and passion to do things you love.
I really don’t think it’s fair to call her lazy and say she’s squandering her opportunities especially because she’s obviously going through a lot right now, but that’s just my opinion 🤷🏽♀️
look i get that, i really really do
if she wasnt posting on socials at all then i definitely wouldnt be so harsh on her but shes literally posting every single day. i know that whats posted doesnt necessarily reflect someones mental state or reality but she literally just needs to post screenshots of her music. thats it. thats literally all she has to do. maybe mention a song once a week, like it's so so simple
i will admit i might be fairly biased though cause i was down bad depressed in highschool/uni and i managed to make it through schooling/my degree. i know it doesnt work like this but, my brain cant help but see it as 'if i could do it then why cant she?' - like its hard, i know that, but just push yourself a little ? (THIS IS PROBS PROBLEMATIC but its my subconscious thoughts. thats my point though, im admitting im probably viewing it in a very subjective way)
i just personally find it very hard to sympathise when her bf has done all the heavy lifting for star baby promo so far and she is out here posting 24/7 but can't even mention her music once. like girllll youre already doing what you have to do (being active), just mention a song - you're already doing 50% of what needs to be done ???? why not just put a song title on a selfie every once in a while like huh ? its literally not hard to do
i know as well as the next person that depression fucks with your motivation and passion but shes still out there being active as ever. idk im probably being too judgemental in thinking that social media promo is easy. but also im not sorry about it, it literally is easy when all you have to do is talk about your own project however you want to with no constraints
also is her job not in social media marketing ? how can she do that and not be capable of her own marketing ? huh ?
also she literally only just got a job - shes had alllllll the time in the world up until now
i get it but at the same time i really really dont
#my depression made me turn to substances though so we probably handle things very differently#for her sake i hope she didnt have to sort that out lmao was not a fun time#like i think you absolutely can push yourself#even while depressed#idk then i would go on wild benders every weekend so i guess pushing myself through depression wasn't really working for me either HAHA#wdym you can feel happy without drugs#sounds fake to me#dw guys I'm all chill now 😎😎😎#these are things of the pastttttt#i wasnt addicted to any one thing thank fuck#i just had very very unhealthy coping habits#and Melbourne being such a huge party city made it extremely easy to hide the fact i was doing far too much far too often#i love not remembering a single weekend of 2019 🤪🤪🤪#thats a joke#i do not in fact love that#ask#me over sharing as per usual#amh
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i don’t care what happens anymore from this day forward
my girls are happy, together, & fucking in the bath by candlelight
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Bread is currently rising in the oven :-)
#me#trying a new recipe with my new stand mixer I got for Xmas 😎#this will get me through the winter depression.#cookies. bread. cinnamon rolls. the possibilities are endless.
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