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i love that he gets to experience immense levels of happiness and appreciation alone AND with his soulmate by his side. i love that he gets to have that now. happiness and pride look amazing on him x
#dan you truly outlived depression and i couldn鈥檛 wish for anything more than to see you this happy always#always with phil by your side or on the sidelines cheering your growth on#you deserve the goddamn world#cant believe im meeting these people in a week#dan and phil#dnp#phan#phil lester#amazingphil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire
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this legitimately healed me
#like maybe the depression is actually gone now!!!#he is so馃槶#dnp#dan and phil#phan#phil lester#dan howell#daniel howell#dnp tit#d&p#dip and pip#amazingphil#dnptit
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the true meaning of being in the phandom in ur mid twenties is watching "A Festive Day in the Life of Dan and Phil" on repeat so you can feel the festive cheer that you yearn for since it doesn't really feel like christmas anymore
#a festive quest#tokaido#didn't mean for this to get that depressing lol! but its simply the truth#festive day in the life of dan and phil!#dan and phil#dip and pip#phan#phil lester#daniel howell#dan and phil games#tit tour#danisnotonfire#dan howell#amazingphil#danandphil
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lofi phantasy: the album
track 11: a good stretch
#and like yes this second-half of the gifseries was Also so i could use that iconic 2009!phil moment for this track cause like.#it's so relevant#dan and phil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#amazingphil#phil lester#danandphilbeats#dpgdaily#phan#dnp gifs#my gifs#compilation#lofiphantasygifs#Lick my soap#20 Things I Wish I Knew Age 20#Daniel and Depression#A Week in the Life of Dan and Phil!#A Day in the Life of Dan and Phil in AUSTRALIA!
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needed to make a drawing for a fanfic i read months ago that rearranged my neuron structure forever
Aria in the Snow by Eavans
art commissions | m&g dnp commissions
full drawing under the cut
hello. go read the fic NEOW
#art#my post#my art#dnp#dan and phil#phan#phanart#daniel howell#phil lester#THIS FIC IS SOOOOO GOOD#and it has so little kudos!!!!!!!#its set in the 1920's and its fuckimg crazy. so many twists that only a depressed gay teenager in the mid 2010's could come up with#and the writing is soooooo good is insane
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a good way to break your neck for @heartstopperdnp
#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#dan and phil games#danandphilgames#my edits#parallels#DREAM TEEN BEDROOM MAKEOVER - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 53#17:58#DIL HOWLTER IS BACK - Dan and Phil Play: The Sims 4 64#14:50#the amount of times i watched these gifs to make them loop evenly is depressing#hundreds. it was hundreds
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if you have a story with it you wanna tell in the tags you鈥檙e absolutely welcome but no pressure to say anything at all!
#dan howell#dan and phil#dnp#daniel howell#mine is blue october#listened to them a lot during my first major depressive episode#and that was 13 years ago
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how am i ever gonna be that happy about anything in my life ever again
#post tit depression hitting#again#dan and phil#dan howell#phan#phil lester#dan and phil games#terrible influence tour#daniel howell
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tortured poets department
#im still here#they were my childhood#and made me realize i had depression#and that i was gay#dan howell#dodie#dodie clark#i love gay British people#gay people
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giggly dan howell i love you more than words can say
#dan and phil#phan#amazingphil#daniel howell#phil lester#in an earnest way#i am also someone who is extremely giggly and laughs a lot while being Very Depressed#he's so me. and i love him dearly. much to say on that topic
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Can鈥檛 wait for a text from dnp like: no, we really won鈥檛 come to Prague, give up
#this is depressing#dnp#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#danandphiltour#phan#prague#me talking
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i wish i did this for the meme but that鈥檚 actually what i wore to dinner (after having a mental breakdown) vs to watch the wedding video
#giving depression in the first and d*ke in the second#dnp#yeet my deet#dan and phil#phan#danandphilgames#gamingmas 2023#i felt so gender#give the gender you want to see in the world#devan wedding#in all seriousness#christmas is really hard for me#my dad died in 2019 and ever since then i鈥檝e hated christmas#for the past 5 years i鈥檝e refused to dress up for christmas eve dinner#i just wear his clothes#but devan wedding outfit made me so happy#dan howell#amazingphil#phil lester#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#bog#d&p#tmogar#hbdnell#image description in alt#dnp described
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missing silver arrow hours!!! just came here to say that i love your writing and i鈥檓 missing them a lot !
im so sad that im so incompetent and i haven鈥檛 been able to give you a new chapter in a bit, honestly idk what鈥檚 wrong with me but i鈥檒l try really hard and it will be back soon <3
look at @pinofdnp edit in the meantime it made me so happy <3333 lovely edit!!!! 馃馃弫馃
#i am so depressed y鈥檃ll like its no coincidence everyone is satth is so freaking SAD like#sorry#im going to try harder i promise#i love you for the kind words#i love everyone who is nice to me in spite of how sad i am all the time#satth#f1 au#its dan and phil but they are f1 drivers#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#phil lester#daniel howell#amazingphil#phanfiction#writeblr#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
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my brother is getting ready cos he has school tomorrow, meanwhile i'm over here painting a t-shirt for my tit show on sunday cos i still have 2 weeks until my uni semester starts. maybe life is worth living after all :3
#i've been doing SO MUCH arts and crafts since i'd gratuaded high school back in may#it's so healing#all the bracelets making#i even got back into drawing a bit again!#i'll try to keep the school work and creativeness balanced next semester#a craft a day keeps student's depression away!#dan and phil#dnp#phan#daniel howell#amazingphil#tit tour#terrible influence tour#dnptit
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i adore dan's lil end of a wad show tradition of pausing, looking back at the audience with a humble/proud smile and tapping the wall as he exits the stage. somethin about that is.... incredibly endearing
#i hope he knows how fkn proud we all are of him#this man was so depressed for so much of his life#and he survived bro#and now he has his magnum opus stage show being released into the world after 70+ shows#i could talk about this forever#it makes me want to sob#and give him the biggest hug#olly rambles#dan and phil#daniel howell#dan howell#danielhowell#wad#wad live 24
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Okay so Tiktok is kinda being meh so I thought I'd try posting my edits on here 馃ズ lemme know what you think! 鉂わ笍
I have so much love for Dan and he's helped me in so many ways 馃槶
#daniel howell#dan and phil#phil lester#dan and phil games#mental health#mental illness#depression#anxitey
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