#dennis vents

[sky-fire-forever]

It is... so hard when I genuinely really want to commission art and I find an artist who I absolutely love and whose style I adore!

And then I realize they don't draw fat people. Or I tell them the character I want is chubby or fat and they send me back a sketch with a skinny person anyway. And I'll say "oh, actually, they're not skinny!" And they'll be like "Oh, okay" and they'll send back another sketch barely changed. And I'll be like "Okay, so, they're not skinny! Sorry to inconvenience you, but this character is fat. They're round." And the next sketch will barely be any different anyway

And at that point I don't want to be annoying, so I'll just be like. "Oh... okay." Because I dunno! I'm not an artist! I don't want to be an ass! But when I imagine my characters as fat... I'd like them to be fat, I dunno

[sunflowersorrows]

I hate my stupid ugly wife

[scarletspider-lily]

the isolation of still being in christian spaces (without a choice) and knowing you do not believe is... insane, honestly, something i wish more people knew about. because its not just being in church that feels isolating, it extends to the outside world.

anyone you talk to in your church obviously doesnt understand you. you constantly need to police your words around them to avoid saying something "sinful" or anything that can be read as liberal in any way. the mask must stay on at all times, and then when you're away from that space, you need to slowly adjust and become yourself again, somehow.

and in secular spaces, people just dont get it. which isnt always their fault! its just hard to explain to people who mean well, why "ill pray for you" sets you off and makes your heart race and makes you shudder. "why dont you love your family?? not even your sibling? damn." you see a coworker wearing a shirt with a bible verse on it, and run through several calculations in your head, none of them ending up anywhere because you distance yourself from said coworker, even though you know you should be talking to them before coming to conclusions. "hey, please stop talking about (criticizing) religion, its a bit of a controversial topic here. hope all that church stuff gets better soon though!" your friends do not understand what you are venting about, though they try their hardest.

you try so hard to find people who have left religions and/or cults in the real world. all you seem to be finding are people who are still in them, or people who have never come close to having an experience you have.

not to mention this all becomes approximately 100 times worse if you're queer.

[morganbritton132]

Based on absolutely nothing, my guess is that Buck somehow gives himself carbon monoxide poisoning in the next episode.

[mari-lwyd-cryptid-blog]

Vent post. 911 S7 finale

While I'm glad Bobby is alive so please don't get this wrong here but it doesn't make any sense?? And took out the impact of the finale as 14 minutes? Your chances of survival post 10 minutes are abysmal so even with Bobby surviving it's long recovery? Also what was Athena thinking?? Amir you deserve the world. Offering condolences to Athena after being threatened with torture and retraumatised? An angel. Eddie's part was heartbreaking. I'm glad the Diaz parents were supportive though. Christopher 💔 ( Also Eddie is a good dad so fuck off with any comments about that here also Buck was such a good dad this EP too ) Also I swear if I see BT fans sexualizing Buck's daddy issues I will burn it down cartel style. Not off the hamster wheel at all Buck this is the same shit as with Abby as for her it was mommy issues. Also the snide comments continuing from tommy? Seriously his personality outside of Buck's PoV in 7x04 is awful. Bobby is Buck's dad. I'm glad Mara didn't have to part from her family though and it's good to see May and Harry again. I'm not sure what to feel about this finale at all??? Sorry this is all rambling as it's nearly 3am my time and I kinda regret staying awake for it now. As ouch. On a hilarious point for me seeing Eddie serving despite his whole life blowing up was a thing I guess. Really still the prettiest princess no matter what.

[max-is-really-okay]

hey could you stop saying that every evil character has bpd? No, I get it, sometimes symptoms line up; but sometimes that's also a full serial killer/rapist/etc. Some of those actions are symptoms for neurodivergence and some of them are just the guy being evil. So maybe...don't do that.

[r0b1ee]

Needed to make something silly or I’d explode

[killerbananas]

scribs I wish you were still here I miss you so much and I have so many regrets and I love you you absolute angel fuck whatever god thought it was your time to go because they were wrong so wrong and I'll tell them so myself if I ever see them because how dare they take you so young 😭

[sky-fire-forever]

Why is everything so fucking unsatisfying

[lemme-just-oops]

I need some fastfood chains to offer depression meals wherwe you get chicken nuggets and a hug

[beananium]

oh its all so painfully real

[bihansthot]

The weather was awful while we were up North, one of the warmest Christmas’ on record, and rainy. Bleh. It was not the idyllic holiday vacation I envisioned, my Mother was mostly fine minus her obsession with mentioning Keto Drops and celebrity weight loss but Dad was frustrating to a degree. I’m trying not to be so pessimistic but in addition to him yelling at me over calling my mother-in-law Mom he nearly got into a fight with my MIL’s partner. Boomer alpha males together are a problem. Then there’s my personal problem with my MIL’s partner, he kept calling Denny a “turd” which ok , rude and talking to him about how he was, and I quote “going to get himself shot in the head”, excuse me?! WTF?! Who says something like that?! I was furious with him for the rest of the trip. I know I’ve been overly sensitive about dog death ever since I lost Jäger but over sensitivity aside I thought that was absolutely absurd and uncalled for. I should have told him off but I’m so non-confrontational I just couldn’t, I told my partner and they understood why I was so furious but also didn’t say anything. No one wanted to ruin the trip by getting into any fights but fuck me, I guess it’s fine to ruin my trip. I just wanted a nice Christmas and nice memories before I lose my Dad (nothing is seriously wrong with him minus his knees and back) or he becomes immobile and it just did not go as planned. That’s life I guess though, nothing ever goes the way you want it to or at least it rarely does. Plus side my folks got home ok and picked up their dog my partner’s family also got home safely so everyone is fine.

On a more positive note my partner and I went to the mall today and they opened a new dog bakery! We got Denny lots of new treats including a dinosaur cookie and a new football jersey since his old one was ripped. I didn’t talk much about football this season but I’m a very devout University of Michigan fan and in honor of them going to the Rose Bowl and being ranked #1 it was just necessary to get Denny a new jersey to wear for the bowl game. My parents also got him a new bear for Christmas, their next door neighbor loves to do embroidery and the front of the bear says “I’m going to my MeMaw’s and PePaw’s” and the butt says “Merry Christmas Denny 2023” it’s very cute. He doesn’t love it quite yet but I’ll cuddle with it until it smells like me and then he’ll take it everywhere he goes like Pooh Bear (he steals my stuffed animals).

I hope everyone else had a lovely holiday season if you celebrated and if you didn’t I hope you had a lovely week. I barely slept a wink at the vacation house and got a blissful 12 hours last night, so everything is better after that much sleep. The rental was beautiful, the bay was gorgeous and the area was so quaint and charming that I’d love to visit again without all the family drama. My partner and I might look into going during the Summer when we can actually take advantage of the bay and take Denny swimming. The downtown was very dog friendly and had lots of dog friendly shops and restaurants. Sorry if this was so negative but I just needed to get that off my chest, it’s very nice to be back home. Here’s an apology Denny in return and his dinosaur cookie that he absolutely gobbled up.

Denny’s bear needs a name, any suggestions?

[zafiro-anyejo]

i spent 2 hours today in an lobby for an interview. interviewed for 5 mins. they asked if i had marketing coordinator experience and i said i had experience in marketing and scheduling coordinating but they were like 'this is different blah blah blah'. they all but said i wasn't a good fit. no questions asked. it wasn't even an interview.

it was a job fair type thing and all the other marketing coordinators had to wait for 2 hours too. they went by category i guess?? they said 'come between 10 am and 4 pm'.

No wonder they need more marketing coordinators. whoever is there isn't doing a very good job lol

[rnoonpie]

"aw wow this artist has done such cute [pairing] fanart, I wonder if they've done any more --" Blog title: DENNIS REYNOLDS ENTHUSIAST

bio: piss off proship

mfw

so "rules for thee but not for me" huh

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

i cant lie my rage has been untethered and known no bounds this morning/afternoon the internet is barely working so i cant do what i need to do IT WENT OUT WHILST WRITING THIS POST....my dad being loud as hell on the phone (which whenever someone's on the phone the internet cuts out).....my brother continuing to pretend i dont exist like he has for the past six months even when i am in the same room as him.....i feel so uncomfy in this house i dont feel like i can do anything i need to see dennis punch a wave and curse poseidon already so i can live vicariously through him

[fourfuckinghorsemen]

Maybe I should join a martial arts class.