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✧ROWENA HAIR✧
haven’t posted anything last month bc life got in the way so here’s something! it’s inspired by my current hairstyle; unwashed for days, a little bit of sea salt spray and overnight curlers for good measure :]
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BGC
both frames
teen-elder
hat compatible
24 EA colors + 17 custom colors
shadow, spec, and normal maps
all LODs
⚠ 22k polys ⚠
hair streak acc found in the left brow ring category (comes in 24 EA colors, color slider compatible)
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#ts4cc#s4cc#sims4cc#ts4 custom content#ts4 maxis match#ts4mmcc#ts4cc hair#ts4#the sims 4#what an awful week#i got fired from my first big boy job but it ok#lmao#im ok really#at least i have more free time now or w/e#not sad or anything#i swear#:(#it sucked anyway#it was an office job and my adhd brain couldn’t handle it#i’m in my early 20s and i feel so bad lmaooo#i set up a patreon tho so hopefully it helps me out financially at least a little#if you’re reading this thank you#and also sorry#perhaps i said too much#i needed to vent somewhere but i’m too embarrassed to tell friends and family about it 🧍♂️#might delete these later i sound so pathetic#anyway how was your day? :)
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ㅤ╭ ⿻ ・ of ghosts & coincidences
-ˋ ♡ ◞ simon riley. call of duty. a family fic with simon riley ? real and not delusional at all
simon riley doesn't like public spaces-- too crowded, yet somehow too open all the same. unpredictable. it leaves you too vulnerable, leaves you dead center in the hands of danger. how deeply it keeps him on edge, jaw clenched, gaze hardened towards everyone except you. never you.
he's used to staying by your side, soldier turned shadow-- silent. observing. always looking for a means of escape in a moment's notice, should the need ever arise.
has he learned to lower his guard over the years? no, not in the slightest sense. quite the opposite, he thinks, and he'll admit it in a heartbeat.
things have changed. more to take care of, more to protect. now, you've got a little one-- she's the spitting image of him, as difficult as that is for him to comprehend at times. she's very much entirely the opposite of him in terms of personality : shy, reserved in every sense. he doesn't quite get it, doesn't quite feel like he knows how to be a dad, but time after time these past two years, you've always told him otherwise.
he can't help but dwell-- it's only for a second, but the thought is disrupted by a weak squeeze of his hand. he looks down, greeted by curious eyes that look so damn similar to his, and instinctively, his gaze softens. he reciprocates the gesture-- a silent comfort to his daughter as she crinkles her nose in response, a timid smile on her face.
yes, things have changed. him, his protectiveness. his kindness.
ー the only thing that hasn't changed? his distaste for shopping trips, as mundane as they may be at times. but mundane is good; mundane is safe-- although he wouldn't describe this particular trip as such. not necessarily, and for a few good reasons :
one : you've gone entirely off course with the shopping list. he has no idea how you've all been here for an hour when the list had three items ( you also grabbed those items within the first ten minutes of arrival, by the way ). so while he's not really sure what you're buying, he's also very much okay with staying in his lane and not questioning it.
two : it's... july, isn't it? he stares blankly at the shelves before him.
it is july. there are halloween items on display. he shouldn't care much about it, and he doesn't, not at all, until--
three : until the little kiddo lets go of his hand, eyes wide and absolutely mesmerized at the sight of the outrageously out-of-season decor. her gaze shifts as she looks up at him, bottom lip jutting out the tiniest little bit.
christ. he can see it from a mile away-- that subtle hint of puppy eyes that she seemed to inherit from you ( and was purposely taught by johnny. damn bastard ).
"...go on." he tells her, and so she gingerly explores the aisle, never daring to stray too far from either of you, though you're only a few feet away at the most.
you stand side by side, watching her diligently inspect each item on the shelves. it's sudden-- the way she halts in her steps, that soft gasp just barely heard before her little hands reach for something. you can't quite make out what it is, nor have you seen her move that quickly before-- not even when she rushes into your bedroom during a loud thunderstorm. she clutches onto it for dear life, hugging it tightly to her chest before she runs back to you and simon.
"look!" she beams brightly, proudly holding up...a toy?
okay. cool. you tilt your head slightly. a white blob...shape. thing. whatever. okay. but then she actually turns it around, and ah-- it has a face.
oh. a ghost. a cute, little ghost plushie.
dead silence.
you purse your lips tightly, desperately trying to force back a smile ( and failing ) as you look down at your shoes, suddenly immensely interested in them. you clear your throat, albeit a little dramatically before making eye contact with him, and though anyone else would see a lack of emotion in those eyes, you can see both resignation and confusion in them. it's a moment of silent communication between you two with many, many unspoken questions.
because you have never referred to him as 'ghost', nor have either of you talked about his military service in front of her before. for the sake of everyone's safety, that's a conversation for later down the road. the less she knows, the better.
ー so he doesn't know if this is some strange coincidence or not, because how the hell does his two year old daughter with no prior history of liking anything even remotely related to halloween suddenly get attached to a ghost plush? either way, he's got a headache now.
you focus on your daughter, amusement still very much on your visage.
"whatcha got there, baby?"
you're not sure what answer to expect. you're not sure what to expect at all from this situation, truthfully. her brows furrow as she puts deep consideration into her answer.
"...ghostie."
you almost wonder if this is a fever dream. if this was a television show, you would imagine they'd put crickets chirping in the background. you can feel simon's soul shrivel up and wither away.
"...fucking hell." he mumbles, and you can't help but laugh, gently ruffling her hair.
( yes, you do take ghostie home. no, simon doesn't understand the attachment. and yes, maybe he does take a little bit of pride in knowing that somehow, she was instinctively drawn to something that represents her dad. even if it is a... cute ghost plushie.
he'll make do, he supposes. he'll make do. )
#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x reader#cod x reader#call of duty x reader#i am goign to eat my hair . this was supposed to be short and simple and funny but my brain is so !??! !? i have forgotten how to write ..#i will upload for now but perhaps delete later ・(/Д`)・#ok but anyway. yes . i hc that they've got a lil 2 yr old daughter who carries tht ghost plush with her like a lifeline#and simon is just like . ok . i guess#-ˋ ♡ ◞ : fic#-ˋ ♡ ◞ : cod#-ˋ ♡ ◞ : banner cr @ v6que
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I don't know... i don't know... i was haunted by the ghost of chobits past
what realistically happens btw:
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I tend to buy a lot of clothes from thrift stores and enjoy visiting them, and today I found this loooong black coat at one of them. It's also surprisingly warm since it has a thin but rather warm lining inside, so perfect for autumn and spring✨
#personal post#nonbinary#they/them#kind of a random ootd since I just think this coat was such a great find#everything I'm wearing is secondhand stuff tbh excluding my jewelry#delete later perhaps but I feel more comfortable posting stuff like this on here#I definitely won't be able to wear something like this everyday due to dysphoria but today was okay-ish
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black butler and homestuck are trending on the same day i have to edit my college-necessitated research paper on harry potter. what fucking year even is it anymore.
#personal#and i KNOW i'm sorry i took an accidental harry potter class you guys#if it helps i have not bought any of the books with legal tender and having to actually sit down and read them critically#has actually made me realize that they're Just Not That Good You Guys#sigh#perhaps i will read another percy jackson spin off series as a pallet cleanser post semester#delete later maybe
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my friend practically DRAGGED me into watching transformers one and i was like FINE. you owe me one. I’ll give this a chance
my eyes are opened. I cant believe it. I guess i am transformed. It’s peak
#my maternal instinct kicks in as soon as i saw bumblebee. what the fuck#LAHSKABDSKDBKDDJFKDK#alright. perhaps ill give this franchise a go#LMAOOOOO#this is so fucking surprising. i avoided it like virus bc it seems stupid but NOW LOOK WHO’S STUPID. i am.#JAHDJDJFJFJFJFKFKFKFKF#never in a million years would I thought that i would love a Transformers ™ movie. life works in mysterious ways#delete later
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OKAY BUT consider a victorian era au where ahb is an irish aristocrat quoting a modest proposal to verbally spar with the english at one of their balls during the irish potato famine
#um 😀#*fans self violently*#bea talks hozier#with a dash of arranged marriage….. perhaps some enemies to lovers………#i am so deleting this later#honey this club here is stuck up#it’s quicker and easier to eat your young
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WIP
The large toon is soooo gonna mess with them emotionally.
#art wip#wip#one piece#sketch#sir crocodile#monkey d. luffy#revolutionary sabo#ace d portgas#crocodad#crocomom#dadodile#perhaps delete later#asl trio#asl bros#asl brothers
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" Is it alright to cling to you? To invent meaning where it is absent? I fear my words won’t grow up with me, still scuffing their knees on cement. I can welcome a lie when it's blinding, But I can’t write like a poet while blinking. I can’t draw like an artist without hiding. I can’t live right now without thinking. "
-words, by me.
#just thinking about the role of 'creatives' during crisis#having to go on during a climate crisis and a pandemic and a genocide#recognising the rot in the system and just having to really come to terms with how far it goes#how do you create in the midst of so much suffering?#my heart just aches#one day palestinians will be free to live in peace on their own land.#free palestine#ceasefire now#i hope this doesnt come off as self indulgent. or attention seeking#i just needed to scream into a pillow#but in saying that.#perhaps a delete later.
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I think Luke liking posts like that tells us all we need to know.
Saying stuff like: “He squandered his one chance at being a lead” and “He should hustle more otherwise he’s done” isn’t kind. It doesn’t help, other than make things worse.
I know that haters won’t care but kindness doesn’t cost a thing. And it should be given freely, no matter what your opinion is on someone else’s career.
#it just made me feel sad so#I feel like I know what he’s going through#I understand it on some level and so I like him even more#luke newton#just hope that both lukolas and haters fuck right off#stop placing expectations regarding his career on his head to bash him with#he’ll do what he wants and when he wants to#perhaps I’ll delete this later btw
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Just saw someone in the Nimona tag complain that they want more tragic and ambiguous media that's more mature for the queer community and honestly? Don't get it. You have the comic. You do not need a one to one adaptation of it. Meanwhile, me? I want a story where I live at the end. I've seen enough of the other version and it's good and sad real and interesting but maybe right now I want a story that says I'm something worth more alive and something that ought to be protected. Yeah, the movie is very simplistic at times but I'm okay with that because its simplistic message is trans people deserve to live as they are and I didn't think I'd see that in this political climate rn. Idk. Frustrating stuff. It sucks when good representation is so low people feel like it has to carry everything for every person. I hope we get to the world where we get the sad and ambiguous and angry trans movies AND the happy and hopeful ones.
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we dont have enough fanart and fanfics about sauron in numenor. im begging for scraps im manifesting im sending signals to the universe
#angbang#mairon at the edge of his grief. going insane the whole religion temple human sacrificies prophet thing for his dead master#i need him on his knees in front of a huge melkor sculpture DESPERATE like a dog searching for his owner after they are gone#like normally in first age its different but when melkor isgone and after everything that happens#i need him at his most pathetic.like hes doing all that and hes cunning hes powerful his mind is still sharp but sharpness goes into insani#and inside he is absolutely torn and in pieces and everything he was suppressing and running away from catches up with him#and then cue fall of numenor#but like. i need a really good psychosexual fic with grief. i really am manifesting. my prayers will go to the universe#and one day a writer on ao3 will go into some kind of trance to create exactly that and better i believe it#and on fanart wise. 1. mairon kissing melkor sculpture with tears. 2. mairon on his knees in front of the sculpture#perhaps forehead to the floor too full on worship style#for extra i would not say no to a h*rny psychosexual grieving fic where mairon does some stuff with the sculpture#you know the kind of fic that makes you miserable and turned on at the same time#anyway. another post to delete later#&#no one will read this but im open to any recs too like send me links fanart fanfic it doesnt have to be like what i said#i just need sauron in numenor i am starving
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✨preferences should not be standards for writing advice✨
#whenever i see writing advice i just get annoyed#honestly one of my biggest gripes about writing communities in general is this#constant need to regurgitate certain pieces of writing advice like they’re ambrosia of the gods#my biggest writing advice is to just stop fucking listening to all writing advice that has to do with#prose and style#just stop doing it#read books and find things you like and craft your own style of things#i know this is not simple for everyone but i’m tired of constantly seeing#i think flowery prose bogs things down too much#and i think that direct prose isn’t good enough at putting people in the world#like mate—everyone has preferences and preferences do not make good advice#so like#i wish people would stop acting like their opinion is the next best piece of writing advice#it doesn’t help anyone it just causes fucking insecurities#i am also having sensory overload so perhaps ren doth bitch too much#but you can pry flowery prose and run on sentences and incomprehensible blocks of text from my cold dead hands#bc it makes me happy to write like this and fuck off#ren hot cakes#i’ll delete this later im just cold and annoyed#and unfortunately you can thank my mother bc im extremely passive aggressive
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This sounds very goofy but I almost have a hard time believing that my rather casual strength training is actually - gasp - working? I did not have very high expectations when I started about 3-4 months ago but today, I noticed that I can now clearly see the shapes of my deltoids and triceps if I tense my arm slightly, and I can also see a clear definition between those two muscle groups. Like I actually have some muscles and this is actually working what ---
#this is honestly so motivating#personal post#random rambles#delete later perhaps but I just need to gush about this a little bit
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so like how rare are memory stones/shards in forgotten realms and how exactly do they work . asking for no reason in particular 😇😇
#catyaps#is it for a smutfic (or comic)? maybe. will it feature minth/gort/durge? perhaps. Perchance#probably gonna delete this later but i need ANSWERS 💥💥#fic research#forgotten realms#dnd#memory stone#memory shard#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#baldurs gate 3
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