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I suppose I should back up my claim in the notes on that one post heehee
@just-a-drawing-bean
#delete later possibly maybe#my art#i guess#just-a-drawing-bean#sorry to @ you buddy! just wanted you to see heeheehee#i had to cut the upper heel off of some old slip on flats for them so thats why they look ugly inside ajdndkcnndnc
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An Open Letter to Dropout
@dropoutdottv I am disappointed in you.
I know that this will not change your policy, nor will you make a folloe up statement, as proportion wise the number of people you have lost from your last post, vs. the number of people you will lose should you make an apology and walk back the statement are not in any way the comparable.
But you have failed your Jewish audience.
A group of your viewers accused an openly and actively Jewish guest on one of your shows of being Zionist. Despite him not making any statements since the few days after October 7th.
So you made a statement, saying that no one you have had on identifies themselves as such. And that even if anyone did you would give them the room to grow, and learn, and repent from such a horrific view.
That you condemn the genocide. Which hasn't been found to be a genocide by the international court. Which has a death toll of combatants-to-civilians far less than even just the bombing of Dresden of WWII. An event can be horrific without being genocide. But calling it 'monstrous' or 'horrific' wouldn't have placated people.
Though I noticed that you haven't spoken about the genocide (or at least, wide spread persecution and inhumane treatment) of Uyghurs in China. But that may lead to you becoming completely banned in China. Which could impact your bottom line.
You will give more money to PCRF, and you encourage people to donate to UNRWA.
What is wrong with you?
What is it, that an accusation of 'Zionist', which can mean anything from "Israel exists now, and it no longer existing is bad" to the Kahanist definition, requires an immediate response and excuse?
You continue to recommend supporting UNRWA, despite documented proof that UNRWA members took part in October 7th.
In your first milque-toast response to your Discord's meltdown on the subject you supported JVP, and mentioned that there are several equally horrific events going on around the world.
But you haven't supported any of the other causes.
Several of them are far worse than what is happening in Gaza, but you haven't raised a cent for them.
You continue to tacitly support JVP, despite any affiliated Jew saying that they are clearly not Jewish. There practices show that they don't understand Judaism, and their founders and board of directors is mainly non-Jews. They have a page on ADL describing all the Antisemitic acts that they have done. But you still keep a pinned post in support of them.
Why aren't you fundraising for WCK? They do good work in Gaza, and unlike the rest of the groups you platformed, they haven't had a single accusation of association with Hamas.
But, you treat a baseless call of 'Zionist' as if it were a nearly credible call of 'Nazi'.
You make a post on this, the day before the American Election, but haven't even done a single 'go out to vote' post?
What is wrong with you?
Are you afraid that because @samreich is Jewish, if you don't get in front of demands that all obvious Jews you have on demonstrate their alliance with 'the cause', people will start to ask if Sam Reich is 'one of the good ones'?
To be clear, this isn't antisemitism.
This is performing for an audience that doesn't realise that a witch hunt for Jews, demanding that the Jews show that they are 'good jews' is in fact antisemitism.
This is focusing on one conflict to the exclusion of all others. Perhaps Myanmar and Sudan just aren't that important. Afterall, no one is talking about them.
Feeling the need to address baseless accusations thrown on obvious Jews that haven't performed well enough.
You have sent your message.
I am unwelcome.
I hope it was worth it
#jumblr#antisemitism#dropout#dropout tv#sam reich#I tried to avoid this subject as much as possible on this blog#but that was a gut punch to read#and hit far harder when I learned why they made it#maybe delete later
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you know that post about how addiction isnt the only way to read Jon's journey in s4, there's also a reading where it's about what you're willing and ethically allowed to do to live (and several readings can coexist)-
it reminded of an older reading i havent seen around in a bit; that cynical lens, about what you do when you realize you're part of a system that benefits you only on the back of other people's suffering. Not the only or the best reading, but i did want to share it for people who might not have seen it before
So there's a way of gaining power that's maybe always been with humanity, but perfected by rich british men in the 1700s and 1800s. they made it into a science. the system has been used for centuries, by old rich families, organized religion, the police. And you, a young british man, have been set up to benefit from it nearly from birth, without knowing, without your consent.
And that doesn't mean it's kind to you; it will gladly feed on you if you don't play by its rules... but. play by its rules, and it will give you power.
This system only functions by the suffering of others. by the time you really truly understand what it's doing, it's unfathomable that you could break free from it. your well-being depends on it, the lives of the people you care about are shaped around it. so you perpetuate it. to live with it, you tell yourself; that it's really not so bad as it seems; that the hurt you cause is not in your control; that it's justified because you will use this power for the better; that you're not a bad person because while you harm these people just as much as the real monsters, you feel bad about it, and that has to mean something... right?
Eventually these powers cause the end of the world. the realization sets in that there is never a way to do good with this system, no matter who uses it or who is in charge: it must be destroyed entirely. but by this point in the story it's so interwoven with the world that destroying it causes terrible collateral damage - or you look away; once again; pass the consequences on, to people you will never meet.
#tma#joos yaps#delete later#maybe#tma s5#anyways. again im not saying 'THIS is the CORRECT reading and the others are wrong!'#in fact i actively prefer when there are several possible readings of the same fantasy/scifi/horror metaphor#the fandom isnt as rabid as it used to be back when but still. ik this reading can be seen as p mean#to jon and that rubs people the wrong way#the magnus archives
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Roughly sketching something silly goofy hihihihi
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sejanus 🤝🏾 vesta
deserving better, not wanting better anyway
#like son like mother#this is not abt marcus ofc just making clear#but it'll never not be funny to me how the bad taste is generational#but even without coriolanus I also think sejanus would go for the WORST possible men alive#the worst the red flag the more he's giggling#this is so unserious#maybe deleting later who knows#my silly little posts
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These are ocs purely for me to indulge in my stupid little love for detectives and mystery stories. And i rewatched the great mouse detective and I'm going a wee bit mad perhaps. I'm not sure.
#oh lanky x round trope how i love you#they're going to go and crazy silly adventures and possibly even kiss#(as colleagues of course. or pals even.)#MAYBE deleting this later idk i should post something though#this is basically a filler post for now
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I don't wanna make any long-winded posts arguing with people but I figured it would be worth saying something to the people who feel insecure about posting certain characters now
No, you're not in the wrong for talking about certain characters/ships. You're not secretly misogynistic or internalizing anything based on your favorites. Don't let people psychoanalyze you over fiction and don't take unjustified criticism to heart. You know yourself better than strangers on the internet
And oh my god, you are not annoying for making posts about popular characters. Any fan content in small fandoms is good content so keep it up! Talk about whatever you want and go ham babes
#theres a way to talk about certain issues without throwing shade on people you know nothing about#i do think that internalized misogyny is a real problem in fandom spaces in general#but theres a distinct difference between hating a female character for things male characters get praised for#like emotional depth and being flawed#vs liking 3 specific characters from one game franchise#like come on now#borderlands#delete later#maybe possibly#i dont want the tag to be clogged with discourse
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#how much venting can i do on this account before tumblr deletes me#i'm scheduled to go visit my family for the holidays tomorrow and i am sooooooooo not looking forward to it#i'm trying to keep the trip as short as possible but bringing my cat with me (wouldn't dream of an alternative) -#- means my transport options are limited#i would looove to enjoy Christmas but rn it's just a holiday that epitomizes stress for me and i feel so BAD#UGGGHHHGGGGG#one day maybe i will be able to establish my own traditions and make a reason for myself to celebrate#but atm i'm just sad and lonely and fucking stressssssed#okay thank you for letting me vent it will probably happen again#but i'm gonna go and reblog some saved posts that aren't downers ahdkdhsh#sending everyone out there warmth rn#snailem speaks#vent#delete later
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Not for any particular reason, but chat how would we feel about a uf papyrus / general underfell focused magma on monday? Would that be nice?
#I haven't hosted a drawring thing in a minute#I'd try to hop in now and then#I just kinda wanna try getting into the habit of at least trying to do stuff more#I just always tell myself I can't do stuff like that unless I can put in 100% but like. I never have time for that for other things#idk. maybe also it's just a bad idea lmao#like. why? it's not an anniversary or anything but idk. the idea just popped into my head and it sounded like it could be fun#or not idk!!! sorry I have food poisoning or something so I'm feeling out of sorts#this weeks been really weird in a not so good way. barring like. a couple good things#so ig im just a bit out of it#sunny with clouds#possibly delete later if i become less out of it and decide this is Not a good idea
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art v artist going around on twitter so of course
#personal#me#“artists look like their art” maybe idk I can't tell#I look like a small child but I am in fact 20 years old#possible delete later LMAO
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nothing more haunting than to find out the old shitty art you thought was deleted from the internet long long ago was preserved and reuploaded by someone
#maybe there was a reason i deleted it. maybe think abt that#and its tied to my new username which means i can’t escape it#if ur curious: nothing wrong with the art itself#BUT it was made during possibly the worst time of my life so i wish all remnants of it were gone#delete later
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psssstt whoever said they were gonna wait for a secondhand rug hooking tool in tags I've been using a cheapie set of crochet hooks from amazon and they've been working perfectly fine with yarn : O
#delete later#bless you ribbon candy rug hooking for testing out if you can use crochet hooks mkghjghj#idk if they'd still work with like traditional rug hooking/with wool strips? since I've never tried that#now that I know the tiny text tool exists I will now use it in as many posts as possible hgjgh#I know there's some rug hooking tools floating around for maybe $12-18? and then there's the ones that are in the $40+ range >:'D
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Posting this before I go to sleep Be aware! This is just a sketch, and a WIP! This will be a full drawing in a couple of days trust the process
#Welcome Home#Wally Darling#Wally Darling Welcome Home#Welcome Home Wally Darling#Wally Darling Fanart#Welcome Home Fanart#Welcome Home ARG Fanart#WIP#Sketch#Possibly delete later?#Maybe not I fucking love this sketch#Welcome Home Wally#Wally Welcome Home
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Longish, sort of personal and spoilery post about my fic knows best (daddy kink fic) below!
So I posted a long overdue update to my daddy kink fic a couple days ago and the people commenting have been kind and funny and encouraging (I love this community so much) but it’s gotten me thinking about family dynamics and I want to defend (or at least muse about) my idiots (i.e. Obi-Wan and Anakin) a little bit. Even though they are a) imaginary and therefore not in need of my defence and b) acting completely ridiculous, by my design.
If I can speak personally for a second (sorry) and probably too revealingly: my family isn’t very close. There’s no particular bad blood or anything but my friends often insist that they must talk to their parents at least once a week or they regularly hang out with their siblings outside of family functions. Meanwhile my family will all cheerfully leave the country without informing the others and we’ll only find out when someone posts a picture or mentions a hereto unheard-of trip to Belize or something.
I remember when I was fifteen or so my dad invited another family over for dinner and at several points the teenage eldest son put his little sister on his lap and tickled her. I approached my dad after they left and basically asked him if we were just witness to some sort of sex crime. He got very huffy and said that what we saw was perfectly normal and that I shouldn’t judge other families for how they show affection. Which, fair, but also his family was the only one I’d ever really known—the values he’d instilled in me and the behaviour he’d modelled were my only baseline.
To be clear: I am not complaining about the comments I’ve been getting even a little bit. I’ve been loving them all and agreeing with them because it’s true, Obi-Wan and Anakin are doing an absolutely terrible job of pretending to be father and son. I know this! I wrote them like that on purpose because it’s (hopefully) funny and hot!
I guess I’m just feeling introspective because if I were in Obi-Wan and Anakin’s shoes (raised in an environment where I was exposed to no families), or indeed the shoes of any of the criminal bystanders, I’m not positive I could recognize the intricacies of the other family relationships. I could easily see myself as one of the teen criminals going to my mom after watching Obi-Wan hand-feed his adult (supposed) son like “hey what the fuck is wrong with those two?” and being told that it’s none of my business and that all families are different. In this instance my imaginary mother would be wrong because there is a lot wrong with those two but it makes me think, you know?
#long post#personal post#i don't think i have a tag for that actually#maybe i don't make a lot of personal posts#anyway writing this fic has got me thinking#but please continue leaving comments making fun of these dorks#because their behaviour is intentionally exaggerated#i love the image of a bunch of hardened criminals grimacing their way through interactions with these men#i just think that i might need to reflect on some stuff#also i will possibly delete this later
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very few 'parenting' things frustrate me more than parents who give their screaming kids an ipad, but I think "emotionally neglectful for 20 years and then wondering why their kid isn't thriving/adjusting to adulthood well, so they try to make up for it by being an overbearing helicopter parent" might take the cake.
#at least be consistent in your parenting style#ughhh#'oh no i neglected my kid for 20 years/was unstable (and still am!) and now they aren't thriving. surely it is the vieo gamez and not me'#i s2g if i break up with my partner their mother will be one of the reasons#the sucky thing is generational trauma hopefully gets distilled through each subsequent generation but it is the parents' job#to choose whether they are 1) financially ready and 2) emotionally ready to make that change and give their kids a better life#my grandpa grew up digging through trash for things to eat and decided when he had kids he would not be mean like his dad#and that they would have food on the table#my partner has literally said his mom 'just wanted a kid' and basically baby-trapped his dad#and she was like... in her mid-30s by this point#insane. insane. insane.#i understand baby fever and all that but at least make sure you are in a stable relationship first??#and also my partner's WHOLE FAMILY is like this#just... generation after generation of awful upbringings and kids rebelling and having kids too young and getting in bad relationships and#dealing with undiagnosed mental health disorders#maybe we should just break up at this point idk#delete later#i think i am freaking out because i got news about a possible health scare about one of my own family members so i'm spiraling#thanks for letting me vent. again#if my crap is too annoying PLEASE unfollow me#i don't keep a diary because i'm too immature to do that and thrive on others' validation and i am too broke for therapy#delete later maybe#i might keep this one up just so i can look back on it in a few weeks and be like 'girl u need meds' like hells yeah i do#a good thing that happened today is i avoided my urge to drink the half bottle of wine in the fridge#irish genes be gone from me today muahahaha
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Okay I’m going to be so for real. If *I* have to write something for the Big Bang, I’m lowering the expected word count for the casual event to 2.5k minimum. I trust y’all but not myself 🙏😭
#delete later#i think i can stretch my potential idea up to 3k words maybe. i don’t know what i could possibly write to get up to 5k i’m more of an artist
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