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An Open Letter to Dropout
@dropoutdottv I am disappointed in you.
I know that this will not change your policy, nor will you make a folloe up statement, as proportion wise the number of people you have lost from your last post, vs. the number of people you will lose should you make an apology and walk back the statement are not in any way the comparable.
But you have failed your Jewish audience.
A group of your viewers accused an openly and actively Jewish guest on one of your shows of being Zionist. Despite him not making any statements since the few days after October 7th.
So you made a statement, saying that no one you have had on identifies themselves as such. And that even if anyone did you would give them the room to grow, and learn, and repent from such a horrific view.
That you condemn the genocide. Which hasn't been found to be a genocide by the international court. Which has a death toll of combatants-to-civilians far less than even just the bombing of Dresden of WWII. An event can be horrific without being genocide. But calling it 'monstrous' or 'horrific' wouldn't have placated people.
Though I noticed that you haven't spoken about the genocide (or at least, wide spread persecution and inhumane treatment) of Uyghurs in China. But that may lead to you becoming completely banned in China. Which could impact your bottom line.
You will give more money to PCRF, and you encourage people to donate to UNRWA.
What is wrong with you?
What is it, that an accusation of 'Zionist', which can mean anything from "Israel exists now, and it no longer existing is bad" to the Kahanist definition, requires an immediate response and excuse?
You continue to recommend supporting UNRWA, despite documented proof that UNRWA members took part in October 7th.
In your first milque-toast response to your Discord's meltdown on the subject you supported JVP, and mentioned that there are several equally horrific events going on around the world.
But you haven't supported any of the other causes.
Several of them are far worse than what is happening in Gaza, but you haven't raised a cent for them.
You continue to tacitly support JVP, despite any affiliated Jew saying that they are clearly not Jewish. There practices show that they don't understand Judaism, and their founders and board of directors is mainly non-Jews. They have a page on ADL describing all the Antisemitic acts that they have done. But you still keep a pinned post in support of them.
Why aren't you fundraising for WCK? They do good work in Gaza, and unlike the rest of the groups you platformed, they haven't had a single accusation of association with Hamas.
But, you treat a baseless call of 'Zionist' as if it were a nearly credible call of 'Nazi'.
You make a post on this, the day before the American Election, but haven't even done a single 'go out to vote' post?
What is wrong with you?
Are you afraid that because @samreich is Jewish, if you don't get in front of demands that all obvious Jews you have on demonstrate their alliance with 'the cause', people will start to ask if Sam Reich is 'one of the good ones'?
To be clear, this isn't antisemitism.
This is performing for an audience that doesn't realise that a witch hunt for Jews, demanding that the Jews show that they are 'good jews' is in fact antisemitism.
This is focusing on one conflict to the exclusion of all others. Perhaps Myanmar and Sudan just aren't that important. Afterall, no one is talking about them.
Feeling the need to address baseless accusations thrown on obvious Jews that haven't performed well enough.
You have sent your message.
I am unwelcome.
I hope it was worth it
#jumblr#antisemitism#dropout#dropout tv#sam reich#I tried to avoid this subject as much as possible on this blog#but that was a gut punch to read#and hit far harder when I learned why they made it#maybe delete later
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i don't really like when people say dungeon meshi is accidentally good autistic representation, because while i understand not wanting to make conclusions without explicit confirmation from the author, there's always the weird assumption that non-western authors somehow don't know about things like neurodivergency/queerness/etc. (on top of the assumptions that east asian authors are somehow more naive or oblivious to "western" social issues).
given that dungeon meshi started being published in 2014, it's not really a "work belonging to its times"—it's as contemporary as any other media we discuss on this site, which means it should be fair to assume it engages with contemporary topics (and at the very least, you shouldn't say that the representation is accidental with so much confidence)
but anyways, the chapter "perfect communication" in ryoko kui's "terrarium in a drawer" is some of the most straightforward autistic representation I've seen, and from now on I'm going to assume that laios's character writing is absolutely intentional in that regard:
#beepbeep.txt#dungeon meshi#ryoko kui#this is me trying to explain h/ollow knight lore#also yayyyy reading new things. chapter 18 'spring' is basically UFUT if you squint (sorry for the jumpscare if you know UFUT)#but the last two pages were such a surprising gut punch....it's hard not to see it as a metaphor for both the experience of raising childre#and of taking care of your parents in old age....aughh....
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haikyuu is cool because you go and read things like "talent is something you make bloom, instinct is something you polish" "because people don't have wings we look for others way to fly" "today you are the defeated. what will you become tomorrow?" "we are the protagonists of the world" "and if you get really really good, someone even better will come and find you". and you read about how like. kageyama was learning to love again after it was ripped away from him and hinata was learning that he could jump high enough to become the sun itself and oikawa and ushijima and atsumu and kuroo and everyone else were all learning and trying and living with the hopes of becoming something greater than they ever could have dreamed but that something greater wasn't about winning it all it was about how they were so intricately tied that they will forever be part of the same path no matter how many times it splits and it's THE reason they are able to keep moving forward no matter what they may face. and then you're just expected to continue your life afterwards like nothing HAPPENED.
#hey guys it is once again me#being EMOTIONAL#i will NEVER be over the gut punch that was getting to the end#reading about kazuyo#and THEN THE EARTH SHATTERING REALIZATION THAT KAGEYAMA'S HEAD AND HEART WERE JUST FUCKED FROM LOSING HIM#like holy shit . . .#kageyama tobio#hinata shouyou#oikawa tooru#ushijima wakatoshi#miya atsumu#kuroo tetsurou#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu spoilers#hq spoilers#sou says stuff#haikyuu meta
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HAPPY STAR WARS DAY! MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU
#star wars#star wars day#may the force be with you#may the fourth be with you#may the fourth#may the 4th#may the 4th be with you#swedit#starwarsedit#starwarsblr#starwarsfilms#swsource#starwarscolors#usergif#skyshippergifs#happy star wars day friends!#tried something new because I never work with layouts#i love this speech and andor was such a damn good series#it made me think of all of those who sacrificed their lives in star wars for the greater good#making this made me realize that the most emotional death in star wars for me was kanan#i never thought an animated series could gut punch me that hard but wow#that one was rough#if anyone read this far let me know which death was the hardest for you???
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The thing about Cass is that the law holds very little value to her sense of right and wrong compared to Bruce. She's like oh the government thinks this man should die? Let's break into the execution chamber and break him out. Tim wants to call the police? That's stupid when I can just keep fighting bad guys until I get the answers I need. A assassin hesitates before killing a kid? Projection levels firing high today let's break into the CIA baby.
But then you bring up the one area of life where there are no easy feelings, where everything is complicated and it hurts: Her childhood with David Cain. He shot her for fun and she loves him and he loves her and showed her stars and constellations as a kid and he made her kill a man. And no one will understand that for the longest time the only part of her childhood that felt clearly deep bad wrong was the kill. The rest of it was... Not fine but something she misses sometimes. And no one else will ever understand why because it doesn't make sense to anyone except Cass.
So you bring 17/18 y/o Cass a case of child abuse, especially one that's not as clear cut as physically violent parent, where the father is a good man but a criminal by law, and the mother is cold, neglectful and uncaring, and that's the one time where Cass will rely on the law. David Cain is a bad man because he made her kill. He loved her but he was a bad father because he made her a criminal. Cass sees this man who is a thief (neutral to Cass, bad to the law) who loves his daughter, and her projection levels go through the roof. Yes the woman is abusive but Cass hasn't processed her own abuse. David is bad because he's a criminal not because he hurt her. She can't make the decision who the good parent is. She can't even decide how she feels about her own father.
Except it's not true, she does make the decision. On a different day, one where Cass was not reeling from the revelation of David cain being her biological father, she might very well choose not to let the man get arrested, to help him with his daughter. The law is something Cass falls back on only when her sense of purpose is in disarray. Twice we see her falter, when she let's the father get arrested and earlier in another issue when she puts the man back on death row. Both cases she projects hard, on the death row killer and on the daughter of the thief. Both times she ends the story miserable and with a deep sense of wrongness. She followed the law, she followed their version of justice.
And her gut tells her that this is not right. This is not how things should be.
Cass believes in herself. Cass believes in gut instinct for right and wrong.
Cass believes that she is an evil murderer, not someone who can ever fully belong with the actual heroes. There is something rotten inside of her, and when the situation is too similar, when she's reminded that she was raised to be a killer, a weapon who can never truly be good, just desperately trying to prove herself while feeling she never can...
Cass deferres to the law. And she hates every second of it almost as much as she hates herself.
#dc#cassandra cain#Dc rambles#Like a full proper incoherent stream of thought ramble wow it's been a while#Batfam#Please read batgirl 2000 Cass is not a perfect angel she's a complex character with flaws that feel#Like a gut punch to read#Favourite comic book character of all time because of it not in spite of it#David Cain
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November of 2024 is a wild time to be reading The Left Hand of Darkness.
#the left hand of darkness#ursula k. le guin#book quotes#Ursula’s author’s note made me cry#and 20 pages in we get this gut punch#rink reads tlhod in the aftermath of the 2024 US election
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alcor <3
transcendence au recently popped back up and got me in a chokehold for the past week or so, and naturally i had to draw my beloved little guy <3
#transcendence au#gravity falls#dipper pines#alcor the dreambender#its been a WHILE but i'm still very fond of it#i do need to be careful because apparently spending about a week straight reading tau fics exclusively#is a great way to give myself an existential crisis#but it's fine i'm fine now#come closer i am a normal au full of shenanigans and definitely not gonna gut punch you with the nature of grief
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The acknowledgment and awareness he has about his actions towards Cass makes me ill actually
#cassandra cain#david cain#dc#batgirl 2000#panels <3#i was looking thro my camera roll and looked at the screenshot from when i was reading it and god a punch in the gut actually
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Pros of “apology dinner” at the Hemmicks: Drake’s dead now
Cons of “apology dinner” at the Hemmicks:
everything else
#using my love of and ability to draw decent sheets and bedding for ✨evil✨#at time of drafting:#I have mentally and emotionally drained myself this fine Sunday#👍#unfortunately for all of us I was reading through the updates over on otdiaftg#kept getting punched in the gut#and saw an opportunity to test my limits with drawing emotion#so anyway#if you guys know of any fandom-specific tags I should add lmk#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#drake spear#blood#I guess it’s b&w/graphite but just to be safe
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Perhaps, after all, God is simply a poached egg and a yolk cooked just as it should be. Perhaps God is being fisted by the person you love most in the world, being taken apart one finger at a time until the whole of you is fucked out and pulled like a cord strung tight, white-eyed and waiting for crescendo. Perhaps God is all of that and kissing afterwards, kissing most of all, sore-mouthed and messy, half-asleep and trying to remember if you locked the door and if you need to set your phone alarm for seven. Perhaps God is all of that and an apology.
Private Rites by Julia Armfield
#my mom smuggled me a copy of this from the UK since it’s not released here until december#which made reading this feel illicit in a silly way lol#what a good fucking book#her writing always feels like an emotional gut punch in the best way#it’s so lyrical and vivid#this is definitely gonna be in my top reads for the year#private rites#julia armfield
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I'm reading The Hunger Games for the first time, obviously I know bits because of the movies but it's so heartbreaking. the day of the reaping Katniss and Gale went out to gather, fish and trade for their families. Between them they have fish, bread, greens, strawberries, salt, paraffin, and some money to take home. Katniss's family has a stew made with the fish and greens, then they saved the strawberries and bread for the evening meal. Later Prim and their mother will have to go home without Katniss and eat the food she got for them. Her getting reaped is a gut punch enough but then to have to eat the food she got you (and they can't afford not to)? Ahhhh 😭
#the food imagery is exquisite. Katniss describes the most basic food like its ambrosia. Prim gives Katniss goat cheese as a gift.#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#gale hawthorne#district 12#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#the hunger games trilogy#yall in 17 pages in and im already going through it#food is a way of life here. you're given a bit more leway if you can find food. thats also a gut punch for Katniss being reaped.#shes not just provider for her family but also her community. the capital took food out of their mouths (AGAIN) by taking one of their#providers.
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Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint #220
The narrative can tell me that what Dokja Kim loved the most was TWSA (which is a brilliant, satisfying, and perfectly in character decision in my mind), but additionally I also elect to read this via my Joongdok shipper glasses since Yoo Joonghyuk made the killing blow (literally "driven" through via Joonghyuk's sword (look at the prophecy's wording: "driven to death")) against Dokja (which honestly is basically the same thing as the former.)
#you'll never take my REALLY dumb and rose colored shipper glasses from me. I'm having fun here. :3#i'm having the time of my life like uriel except for rn because OOPH what a gut punch. I love it. Please do it to me again.#Dove reads ORV#Dove reads Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint#yu junghyeok#yoo junghyuk#kim dokja#dokja kim#long post#joongdok#spoilers#omniscient reader's viewpoint
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*thinks back to Siffrin's first death and how the rock didn't fall until he'd stopped searching for signs of a trap, reassuring his friends there was no danger*
Oh that's so mean, what the hell.
#in stars and time#isat spoilers#no wonder Siffrin was so mad to the point of refusing to read more and Isabeau commenting on their expression#I'm mad on their behalf because that's such a gut punch#I do love this from a game standpoint though because I thought this was a plot hole#one I was deliberately overlooking because the game needed to introduce loops somehow#so why not make their death more impactful by creating a false sense of security for new players?#except now I'm learning the false sense of security was the whole point in universe#it wasn't a plot hole or oversight at all#which makes me want to rattle my desk because aaaaah I love that
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easily one of the top 5 parts of the gravity falls fandom renaissance has been seeing new people learn about the wonderful fandom invention of a term/tag that is Stangst
#it's just fun to say and a gut punch to see/read! what more can you ask for!#gravity falls#stanley pines#stangst
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Sebastian had a few days leave from duty so he visited Eloise😇😇
#im literally OBSESSED with Eloise😩#and this AU😇🙏#they are maybe late 20s/early 30s here I wanted to experiment a bit#anyways I was reading A Little Life at the beach today#and ngl I was tearing up literally ALL the time!!! 😤😤😤#it’s just so beautifully written & I find myself relating so heavily and I get gut punches every few pages where I need to stop reading#and just process it#idk maybe I am sentimental today LOL#It’s just…it’s making me think about the fact that I’ve never really Belonged in any one place and neither have the characters#my mom is the product of Bulgarian/swedish immigrants to the US and my dad is a Spanish pueblo man 😂#and their experiences/culture/languages etc etc have shaped my life soooooooo much🙏#but like at the same time. too reserved to truly fit in with the Spanish but too open/blunt for the midwest#idk it is weird to explain#anyways I just keep moving forward & make my own way🙏🙏🙏#thank you for coming to my free Therapy Session in the hashtags (bc nobody reads these😂😂😂😂)#also if you did & you also read a little life please🙏 or if you want to talk about books in general🙏🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#oh also this is a recreation of a Porco Rosso scene😇😇🙏🙏#but I changed the colors a LOT & also a bit more when I sketched it up
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Listening to a dnd podcast before bed and the funky lil dad's are exploring this neat pyramid and HEY ANTHONY. HEY ANTHONY BURCH? HOW DARE?
#anthony burch#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#im literally crying ay 1.30 am#i thought maybe it would be cerns kids#but then anthony was describing them more#and he mentioned the suitcases and i had this like gut punch momeny#and then Will started reading and i was sobbing
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